Im kind of struggling having a LD. Which is only my own fault. I hardly keep a journal, and I smoke pot so it's probably not helping. Ive been doing reality checks a lot though. I guess at this point Im just kind of hoping it'll just happen eventually, since I do keep an active interest in it. Even if I dont have one, Ill probably still be on this board just to read about the experiences. Hopefully I can get motivated.