Who here has exploited lucid dreams for a sensation of freedom associated with using the dream as a great escape from this real world? Now, I'm not really up for anyone being politically correct about how "you shouldn't ditch the real world for the dream world...." Those annoying attidudes annoy me to the deepest level, so don't respond if you're one of those. I guess I want somebody to understand what it's like to feel so lost constantly, and have been telling yourself for years that it's going to be ok, but that actually never comes true. The same problems that happens years ago still haunt you today. I'm just trying to get a breath of fresh air, is all I want....But because people like me express my pain to the extreme, everyone takes it literally like some paranoid idiot and preaches the good side a little too unappeallingly.

But on some level, I feel like the answers for my next steps in life are only found in my dreams. I hope I'm mistaken, but I really want to live a life in my dream that has nothing to do with my life now.