A god teaching me

[Uknown364]

I fell asleep just like normal I have complete control over my dreams I destroy and build whenever and whatever I deem fit I was doing the normal building a city and then making a meteor fall on it as I'm doing this something weird happens I am grabbed from behind and go through some gateway into a room very Victorian and giant but I didn't create any of this the person who dragged me away she could build and destroy anything she wanted without any special movement or weapons she told me she was a vampire and proceeded to stick her tongue out at me on her tongue sitting there was a pearl about the size of the ones on those necklaces she told me I am my own entity but I am trapped inside your body I have existed on planet earth for forever but one day I woke up in your body I have the power and the know how of alchemists, cavemen, romans, and every one else who has been around for the couple thousand years But now I am caged up in your mind she said I need you to give me a new body to fuse with then she bit into my neck and inserted the pearl into my neck I woke with what 1000 volts going from where the dream pearl was inserted and now I have these thoughts going through my brain the schematic to make a artificial body that she can inhabit but for some reason in the schematics it's required to have it 100% powered by my blood and for me to be living because if i die the body dies like some kind link between my body and the artificial one that was two days ago last night I was visited again by her we talked and she told me that she had wings and did have a physical body but it has turned to dust and that's why she needs a artificial one and I was in fact correct the blood would act as some kind of spirit link from her to her new body and also that every day she would need 1 drop of my blood to also keep the link from not breaking she suddenly stood up and unfolded her wings they where just like a bird and I could feel their softness when I touched the wings but then she bit my neck and inserted yet another pearl just like last time I woke up and right where the dream pearl was inserted it felt like 1,000 volt coursing through my body I now can see the schematics to build artificiall wings that can fly and artificial muscles for those wings and also how to implant them into the artificial body I don't know how many more times she can give me information before I might be able to find her her brain she has preserved and build her neurol network and bring her back to life she has promised eternal friendship between the both of us but I don't know if I can trust her if you can find out anything about her that would be appreciated but I can tell you she is real and seems to live in a ethereal realm inside my body or in some kind of spirit real stuck in me I am sure she will contact me again for days to come each with new knowledge contact as soon as possible

[slash112]

You gotta be careful when dealing with things like that. I don't know my stuff, so I can't give you proper advice. But I've got a bit of a picture when it comes to spirituality, so I'll say what comes to mind. And I'm just gunna assume for a minute that this is actually a spiritual thing that's going on with you, since you seem sure it is. The first thing you gotta know when interacting with spiritual beings is, "are they a loving being?". To me, it just doesn't sound like the normal actions of a loving entity. It all feels rather dark to me. Secondly, the entity might not actually be stuck in your body. To be honest I find it unlikely. You could be under attack and made to believe certain things for the entity's own gain. It's just, you could be driven to do something that takes your whole life, for a reason unknown to you. I've nearly fallen into a similar trap myself. I nearly started work on turning the entire universe into a giant computer because I was made to believe I could create "heaven for everyone" and suddenly all these "schematics" came flooding into my mind. I still see the possibility for it, but I don't see the real reason. It could very well be a dark reason. I've since let go of the whole thing. Wasn't easy to let go of but I kinda had to.

[spellbee2]

Deleted a few replies from here. C'mon, people: if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all! Uknown364, it's obvious people want to help you, but your writing style makes it a bit hard to understand what exactly you're asking. Could you possibly edit your post to include some punctuation, and separate your sentences with a blank line or two - it's somewhat painful on the eyes to try to read a large, continuous block of text like that. Or could you paraphrase into one or two sentences what exactly you're asking? If you do those, you may get more positive responses on this thread.

[DemiDevil17]

I understand perfectly that was an angel showing you that she cared for you in a way of shame and doubt and you don't have to use punctuation or anything that jus a scam that teacher who taught you not to live life in the fullest and I know I have dreams like this all the time yet I never understood them until now basically her wings are comfort and her drop of blood Is the self doubt you were feeling if you thought she cared about you or do you have a other who care? about you in this way or is a reflection of your dreams and self doubt!!!

[Lang]

I know that you have control of your dream but, then you lost control. Could this mean that you are having a lucid nightmare? Or is this in the wrong spot? I'm not sure if we can interpret this but, I can try? Perhaps, this dream represents your inner struggles with dual personalities and self-worth. Maybe the dream character was trying to tell you that you need to take things with the good with the bad. In your waking life, do you have a problem with trust? Are you in a relationship, in your waking life that is sucking your energy from you yet, they are making you feel good? The best person that can interpret your dreams is Yourself.

[Sivason]

I can tell you two things one is that you can dream up weird crazy things and be fooled into thinking it is some sort of scary thing the other thing is that I personally have experienced things through the doorway of dreaming that I am positive are interactions with entities on the astral realm with that in mind I choose to stay on the cautious side and assume I should behave in a manner that protects me from falling prey to manipulation by entities be careful with this situation as it sounds sort of like a succubus the way you are telling it not that I have any idea what kind of entities really exist but the archetype of the succubus seems like a primal form that a bad entity may take have fun and enjoy life but do not sell yourself even in a dream

[Darkmatters]

I agree with sivason that the dream sounds very Archetypal. I don't know what it means, but it reminds me of things from C. G. Jung's Red Book - a record of his waking dreams. He called it Active Imagination, essentially daydreams where he let the subconscious express itself and he could interact with it. He met a dying god and in a series of successive experiences he carried the god's body somewhere and nursed and protected it until it could be reborn. And of course the death and rebirth of a god is salvation - just as the death and rebirth of Jesus meant salvation. But I don't know what to make of the fact that she called herself a vampire. That tends to be a bad thing, doesn't it? Was there any feeling when she said this - could you tell if she was good or bad? Generally in mythology, fairy tales, and dreams, a death and rebirth experience is a positive thing. It's a symbol of a big change you're going through - the person you are now needs to die so that the person you're becoming can be born. But only you as the dreamer knows if this entity felt good or evil. If these dreams are lucid, you should ask her what her intentions are. Why did she choose you? And what is she going to do when she is resurrected in the new body?

[Lang]

You could try a dream catcher. *shrugs*

[Dreamzilla]

I've nearly fallen into a similar trap myself. I nearly started work on turning the entire universe into a giant computer because I was made to believe I could create "heaven for everyone" and suddenly all these "schematics" came flooding into my mind. I still see the possibility for it, but I don't see the real reason. It could very well be a dark reason. I've since let go of the whole thing. Wasn't easy to let go of but I kinda had to. I'd be interested in hearing more about this. I've personally entertained similar scenarios involving a sort of mass shared dreamnet, which is likely not even possible, but if it were possible and taken to its' extremes, could potentially result in a sort of extreme utopian existence or heaven. So more of a thought experiment than seriously considering such a thing as possible, but I concluded that even if I could actualize such a thing, I wouldn't choose to proceed because I couldn't find a way around the creation of these heavens also resulting in the creation of hells. I've mostly put such thoughts aside, as from my perspective similar realities will inevitably be actualized via alternative means, given enough time, because of future tech. Specifically with advancements in AI, VR, brain/machine UI, etc. I'm powerless to prevent such things, and can only hope it turns out for the best.

[slash112]

About the double post, if you just leave it, a script comes and cleans it up within 15 seconds. And about the heaven thing, my idea was basically to turn the entire universe into a giant computer which can calculate anything. The computer basically would have access to the memories of every thing that ever lived or ever could live. The computer would simulate the consciousness of every person who would want to live in a shared paradise universe. Not everyone wants eternal life though, some just want eternal peace. Those consciousnesses would not be disturbed. The kind of technology needed to make that a reality would be built over millions and billions of years. Starting with AI that evolves to be enlightened and wants nothing more than to serve the universe it lives in. AI that loves. Then we need self-sufficient robots in space that go collect resources and build. They would even build more of themselves and evolve. The robots would scatter all over the universe and replicate. Super structures of computers would be built in all sections of the universe. The structures would eventually be joined together. Stars and planets harboring life would go along their lifetime until death. Then resources would be gathered from the remains and added to the structure. Eventually we'd be left with a computer simulating all our consciousnesses in a virtual shared paradise, in a universe that cannot implode back into a singularity and start over again, nor could it tear apart. But I dunno, the whole thing seems rather sinister to me now.

[Darkmatters]

About the double post, if you just leave it, a script comes and cleans it up within 15 seconds. That's pretty spotty lately - sometimes it just doesn't work. Even if you use Go Advanced sometimes you still get the dreaded Double Post