trouble. plz help.

[Mahshid]

I've been lucid dreaming more now. But as time passes I feel I can't stay focused n the lucid dreams trick me into believing they're real or it's good to let go off lucidity and ofc I easily believe it. Either it fades n I wake up or another dream with a cute story line begins. I like the second one tho :3. So is there anything any tip to help me? BTW when I'm half awake half asleep I take this opportunity to do a DEILD but when I imagine a previous dream a portal apears. Vibrations occur ( they didn't use to happen. I always ld this way) whatever I imagine sinks into the portal n fades. I have no option so I let go n sink into it I failed DEILDs many times. Can u help plz. I hate this portal thing n the vibrations. Thank u all for reading. P. S. something I forgot to mention is I get stuck these days. Awful feeling