Around 4:30am, I decided to try to WILD since I was awake. It took awhile and I would start having dream scenes but would snap back. Anyways all of a sudden I realized I could see my room but my eyes were closed, and I seemed to be floating above my body. I started to instantly panic, and told myself to hyperventilate to get out of the SP, but then I realized I was probably on the cusp and to just relax. I remember it being a struggle to swing out of my body. Now this is so different from my last WILD, is that normal? Is every WILD different?

Also I wanted to ask if it's normal to not be able to control the dream transitions and to forget them? I go from one dream scene to another and won't remember how I got there, but I'm still very much lucid. Some transitions I do create but the ones I don't, I don't remember. So I was outside on my sidewalk in my neighborhood, this happened right as I swung out of my body. So I tried to stabilize by licking and touching the sidewalk. My hands met the concrete which felt hard, but not cold which is what I expected and my tongue kept going through it, finally it landed on it and I tasted nothing. I ate ice cream later on in the dream and still tasted nothing, and same when trying to lick a wall. ( I sound so weird, like a willy wonka wannabe!) So I'm luring around my neighbors house and notice they are eating dinner by the windows and I was naked so I walked away so they wouldn't see me.

Ate ice cream with the neighborhood kids, mind you I'm 30 and these kids were like 7 or 8. Then I was in a restaurant and some kids were trying to beat me up, I could stop them with my intent and I formed a wall of people that loved me and they draped over me and that worked, I kissed someone from high school, that I always thought was cute. Then a girl flew through this tiny slot in the wall, and I figured I would do that too. At this point I tried to stabilize again by licking/touching the wall and repeating my name, and reminding myself I was dreaming. Then I flew through the mail slot, and I flew up into the sky but it was sunny, and I wanted night skies, so I closed my eyes (briefly and reminded myself to not do it too long since I sometimes have an issues with that and it wakes me up) and knew I would see night skies and I did. I soared and dipped to skim the water, then I zoomed straight up with the intentions of going into space, above the clouds. The acceleration made me gasp with giddiness, no matter how many times I do that it still takes my breathe away! I was up by the planets, and I touched them, but they didn't seem to awesomely beautiful or that crazy to touch. I was a little let down, so I was like oh well, I'll fly around. Well the skies kept turning to bright skies and I kept having to close my eyes to regain the night sky, I'm not sure why my dream was so intent to have a sunny sky? At once point I was coming straight down, and thought parachute and pulled my hand downward like you would with a parachute and one magically appeared, I thought how cool my intent was barely formed and by me moving my hand like that it just happened. The chute was out to the side and I at first thought it wouldn't open but then I realized it had not caught the wind yet, and sure enough it did, and then I was floating downward with a bunch of other parachuters. Then I woke up. I was still in SP so I tried to dream-chain but I wasn't successful this time.

So is it normal for every WILD to be different? My first was crazy with the lights, sounds, vibrations, movements and this time it was nothing until I was floating and scared!
Why can I not taste anything? Why does my tongue often go through the areas?
Why didn't the planets and space look amazing?
How come I don't remember my dream transitions if I'm not directly making the next scene appear?
How come the sky wouldn't stay night?

Thanks for bearing with this damn long post!