Originally Posted by
LaBenezra
It's really beautiful how this is written,it touches me actually. The thing is, I can't really Lucid Dream yet.. When I first discovered about lucid dreams, it was on the internet just randomly on google, or was it a video on youtube, anyway. It was really randomly that I have happened to know about it and I think it's one of the biggest goal of my life since then, is to achieve full lucidity and perfect dream recall etc. I first knew about lucid dreaming 4 years ago and I quickly informed myself about all there is to know about it and I am still reading about it alot now, and soon after this I started trying to improve my dream recall by having a dream journal and focusing on remembering them at the same time as starting to RC. To be honest, it really worked and I was amazed. I started remebering my dreams more and more vividly. I could get some dream signs out of them too and I think it's what got me my first real lucid dream ever. You won't be amazed, it was ma first lucid dream. -- So first I am standing in my old apartment in between the refrigirator (which happened to be my dream sign at the time) and the dinning table almost in the hallway. I'm in front of my dad and we are conversing and straight from the start I say "in french"-"Hold on dad, I'm dreaming and this is for real" He says nothing and I dont really look at him but I tell him to come with me outside, that I will show him what I am talking about. You probably feel me, but the feeling to be in a dream and to be in control, and to be lucid is the best feeling that ever went through me. It is simply freeing. So I'm out side and looking back at this dream, my dad disappeared but I am getting a bit too exited at this point. I am standing on the porch and everything is magic:I can feel the wind on me and it smells good like it has never smelled, the night is white with stars i never saw in the sky and the moon is a full circle, the grass in front of me is long dark green and it ever so slightly swirls with the brease as some blades carry a couple of crystals of water from the dew which sparkles in my eyes. I hop and the grass and intend to fly. I look and the sky and puch my self up! It doesn't work at first but it doesn't discoureage me. I intensively look at the sky again and I push as hard as I could, superman style up in the air. I could feel I was going faster and faster, I even could see myself in the stars already. I woke up there, feeling so energic and thinking it was the best night of my life. It is still the best night of my life because i haven't had lucid dreams since this one because i kind of forgot about it for a while and since this week I've gathered all the tools and made all the mental arangements to finally go for it for real. I am really motivated.
To give my reasons after all this is mainly because I believe I will greatly enlight myself if I can understand my dreams and learn from my subconscious. I also think it's the greatest hobby anyone can ever have and I want the ability, and I am sure I will find even more ways to improve myself and my lifestyle with the help of lucid dreaming.
Thanks