This may seem like a strange idea; but for months i have been planning to create a new personality for myself for over 3 years and i'm literally on book write away from it. Ive designed an ego, identity (self view), personality scripts, belief system and a whole load of long term goals for what i have decided to name personality 202.

However now that i am here im scared i might cause myself to instead get a motivated sociable outgoing addition to my personality ill simply end up with split personality disorder. 202 replacing me current me and having black outs.

My idea is that i will enter a lucid dream call for my subconciouse using techniques ive seen on this forumn persuade them that 202 personality is good for me? Us? The both of us? Whatever it may be. Then i wake up as 202 with all of his (it?) design and behaviour. At the moment im unsociable, unproductive loner. Ive invested alot on this idea. So my concern is that if i do meet my subconciouse and they grant my wish will i simply end up with persnality 202 or will i become a robot (which is what i want) i.e. "going through the motions on auto pilot" but in this case the auto pilot is doing behaviours i want and thinking about and spending time on useful productive things? Opinions thoughts? Thank you for reading and taking the time out of your day to answer. I appriciate it