Hello, dear friends.

Before 7 years I took hallucinogenic muchrooms with a friend. The experience was very bad, and in the end I felt like i`m dying, or already dead. Please don`t tell me anything about death, because it will scare me more. I almost got insane. Since then I am on pills to prevent schizophrenia. I have suffered a lot, but now my only problem is that I feel my body very lightweighted like i`m out of it. What can you tell me, how can I get back in it. Every night i`m dreaming things just like my brain is trying to heal itself, mostly the experiance and the thought of losing my life. Years passed very fast since then, I think this is just because of too much stress.