I wondered why i had lost my dream recall skills but then i realized yesterday that i often dream about me trying to sleep. It is so hard to realize it is a dream because in a dream i started to write my previous dreams to a laptop but i couldnt remember anything and the laptop were compleletily normal. When i woke up i realized it was a dream i went back to sleep then after awhile i started to wonder why i could vizualise so clearly with my eyes closed so i opened my eyes looked around then to my hands they seemed perfectly normal but then when i woke up again i realized that was a dream for no reason i just knew because the lighting was different than in reality. Sometimes i dream about me trying to sleep and become lucid but it is already a dream wtf?!! This is so annoying. But how do i know when to do reality check when everything seems so normal and it disturbs me trying to fall a sleep.