Stupidity in lucid!!!My subconscious is retard !!!

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Some of the dream are really weird! I have very common problem in my lucid dreams and it is how stupid i am in them. I always realize that im dreaming i know it is dream and nothing is real but then suddenly some stupid dream character comes and makes me angry and i try to make them vanish but it wont work and i just want to control my dream so bad that start fighting with them and after awhile i lose little by little my lucidity but never the knowing that im dreaming. I think my subconscious might be bit retard or really annoying. Here few examples: 1. this one time i realized i was dreaming and i had ordered i pizza i was in this beautiful city andi went to sit in this nice grass spot and eat pizza but then my retard subconscious a dream character comes in right front me and start shitting it was fucking disgusting. I swung my hand try to make it fly over the roof but it didnt work i trew my pizza away and again tried it didnt work it just moved back a little. Then i punched him it worked probably because i used to box. Continued my dream and i started to act stupid didnt know what to do. 2. Then this other dream i was lucid from the beginning. In this one i was really lucid but my dream i control was bad. Then this guy appeared and he told m something like you cant control this dream im not letting you. I didnt take it seriosly i tried again to control but he always stopped it then i got angry and tried to beat him didnt work i was like what the hell im going to explore. I traveled trought lucid city being amazed how realistic it was but this fucking dude appered again and didnt leave me alone but i was lucid i knew it was dream and i had 100% confidence that i could control everything. Then after while i lost bit of my lucidity and that became my dream story fighting for dream control. I just dont understand this is still very common for me. Last night this happened again i began to fight with dream character that this is my dream and lost lucidity but i still knew it was dream. AAARRGHHHHH!!! Im thinking maybe my subconscious is trying to tell me something and trying to get my attettion but i have always ignored the dream characters. I once asked in dream do you have something to say trying to communicate with my subconscious but no answer. I also had this dream where i was in this crowded place and everybody started barfing i started to punch everybody because they didnt let me go. My dreams are sometimes fucking disgusting and i dont undertand how my subconscious can produce this kind of stuff. I am very normal and donthave any weird fetishis or dont think anything bad. WHAT THIS COULD MEAN?!!