Thread: WTH? I WILD straight into a FAKE lucid

wierdest lucid dream, I can't even count this one as an actual lucid dream because it became a FAKE one as soon as I went in. first off this is probably due to the fact that I don't wait 30 to 60 minuts before WILDING, I WILD as soon as a wake up (it's easier) and usually end up in a lucid dream in 20 seconds. it never fails either, only soide effect I notice is that it's easier to lose lucidity but other than that,. I'm usually fully conscious and able to keep it.

after I transition into the dream, I get up and I have no idea what the hell I did but I'm doing all these reality checks and I end up in a confrontation with this guy. I'm trying to tell him that I'm dreaming, look how the letters of this bottle changes when I look away from it and I dont' remember much but I'm being bullied by him. I run down stairs telling dad and then later I'm apologizing for something, telling him it was the dream me saying all those nasty things. UGH I can barely rmember but it's like I went directly into this WILD with no real implication of the dream I was going into. the first thing that happend I took it to be reality while. through out the whole dreamm, I'm doing reality checks for no reason, knowing full well why I'm doing them and what they mean.

I guess you can say this is my first failed WILD attempt but I don't understand why the constant reality checking didn't wake me back up a bit.I do the reality checks, and then I know I'm dreaming yet I never realize the true implications of it. in DILDs constant RC is what inables me to GAIN more of myself but in this fake WILD, my conscious stayed stagnant the whole time, never gaining ore losing consciousness.