Hey guys,
just happy that last night I finally started seeing some results 
I used to practice really hard a couple of years ago, then I just stopped and now I'm starting again. I have been using a mixture techniques in the last month (I do RCs during the day, I try to focus on lucid dreams just before going to sleep, and I have an alarm set at 5:30 for a WBTB), and finally yesterday I *almost* made it.
I dreamt I was coming back home. I live in an apartment, and when I was going to the elevators, another door opened. But it wasn't my neighbours coming out, it was an old friend of mine that died 2 years ago. I said hello and passed by, then realized something was off. Here I had a strange feeling, however I turned around. My friend was now levitating and had an evil look on his face: here I got really scared and realized I was dreaming. Unfortunately, this woke me up, but well, it was a first result nontheless. 
About the strange feeling: it was a weird sensation of dejavu. Has this ever happened to anyone? It's like if I was "lagging" on my dream, as if I'm experiencing events that happened some seconds ago. Like if the near future of my dream is being made up as I go and I lag some seconds behind it. (Sorry if this is not clear, english is not my first language)
Every time I got lucid or close to it, I had this sensation: that's because when I'm about to become lucid, I realize I already know what's going to happen because I can vaguely remember things that haven't happened yet...
Anyone?
Going to bed now, wish me luck
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