Last three dreams were not so great. Felt alone, ignored, sad. Hoping for better dreams tonight.
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Last three dreams were not so great. Felt alone, ignored, sad. Hoping for better dreams tonight.
early:
+ motorcycle ride on highway, take off ramp, find myself in a wild twisty up & down canyon area leading who knows where, I stop and think about going back, twinkles of lights of (campfires) dot all around me in the distance in the darkness
+ cabbage basketball, I can't even make a simple layup, my opponents are goaltending and just blocking all my shots
later:
+ epic, long, vivid, two lucid moments: I arrive to a new job at company N, have a number of long conversations, walk the hallways, talk to people, "remember" people I used to know, ate a cookie, attended an AI demo, saw best friend and mom, attended lunch, met more people, discussed acquaintances; nose pinched multiple times, breathing was unclear, looked at young lady and patch of sky and knew I was dreaming
+ I load something I'm carrying into a shopping cart to push it through a series of rooms, my boss from an old startup (P, in NY) is there playing guitar quite well, I hear it, he'll be coming with me with his guitar
Giant ants in my house, a totally normal thing for me at least. :P
1. A lucid involving a black dragon (in my DJ). Very scary dream.
2. A dream involving me as Princess Lili from Legend, mostly happy themes.
earlier:
+ putting on light, white summer pants without underwear, wife says my skin is visible through the fabric
+ In (mexican?) restaurant, I put on mariachi robes
+(f) close-up view of son S1's face/mouth while eating two candies at once, I tell him slow down eat one at a time
+ in room with my young kids with bins of candy like in candy store, I think this is too much candy
later:
+ [moderately vivid/present] on ship, turning, concerned about falling off side, pass over sunken plane with dead pilots visible
+ [moderately vivid/present] arrive market, close convertible roof with joystick remote control, enter store, long aisle of empty bins and rotting produce, clerk says wait for <???> which is being unloaded now, find packaged blueberries
+ scene at narrow counter chinese restaurant
+ young girl's birthday party, prize balloon, only one can win it
+ young girl's coloring book with flip-animation, very colorful
Anxiety filled dreams about deer hunting.
I was huddling with my son in the lean-to I built off the shipping container as I watched the tornado swirl all around us there was no fear only fascination.
Inappropriate and unusual circumstances involving sexy time with an ex girlfriend.:whyme:
From yesterday:
I do a reverse counting technique after I couldn't fall asleep from waking up for no reason. Suddenly I felt that I'm dropping numbers and SP is taking over, I open my eyes but couldn't move at all, but my eyes quickly catch on shadow figure standing on the end of my bed, which was looking at me and making some scratchy noises while trying to get closer at me, raRara I don't like it, immediately try to move an muscle to break it, thank god the SP has broke, but it seems I used too much force and my arm is sore now.
From day before:
I finally fell asleep after struggling with ssild, only to wake up seconds later, I try to move but couldn't. Over my bed was standing a tall man who was poking me with his finger on places which was causing intense pain, I thought another SP nightmare. The man look at me watching him and said while poking me on my elbow, "here hurt right", I experienced a lot of pain again, but this place was hurting me in real world too, so I just blink with my eyes for confirmation. He said while looking at me and touching his beard, "there are a lot of places to be working on this body" and disappear like a white smoke, I broke from SP finally.
Had very brief dream about the member, woblybil and flying lucid airplanes.
Had a dream that we were having a dinner party with Supermodel Elle Macpherson.
Took the night off, only a couple of fragments:
+ ... gave my car keys to somebody, how am I going to drive?!?
+ ... discussion with contractor about the lack of progress on my house [true in WL]
+ mini-vampire girl (pet?) bites my finger, mime faced vampire servants
+ climb tall school building stairwell with scaffolding
+ sink into large bathtub full of hot water, very luxurious!
+ infiltrate basement entrance of mob hideout
Going someplace with son on an open air vehicle but there was a flat tire and water sprouted out from somewhere for a really long time.
Lucid: turned into liquid mercury in the grass - it was a lot harder to do and move than I thought it would be. Will post later in DJ.
+ heading towards mountains in the distance, a step street
+ riding in a go-kart on city streets
+ I'm planning an escape with wallet and apples
+ [DO] playing RPG video game, find treasure, examine it, look around the map, strange creatures appear, and they begin singing flash-mob style
I was killed by zombies but it was OK because it turned out to be a VR game. I got to come back as a zombie with upgrades. I started vomiting radioactive poison on people. (3 sentences sorry!)
A coworker cuts his hand off with a chop saw and I don't know how to help him.
The ghost of Mommy Cass Elliot.
Found a large sum of money only to later realize it was play money.
Dream part#1
A summer vacation with my brother, hotel call us because of fire in our room, but when I got there the dream changed, woman appeared with two mens which beated the crap out me by her orders, before I can do something the dream collapsed.
Dream part#2
I got angry and used Deild to return into the dream and succeed. The woman appeared to be a witch, before I crush her heart she confessed that she was sent by someone outside of my Dreamworld to scare me, my dream was already connected to the Astral, so I used telepathy to find the other two and teleported myself there, but I was pulled in my body.
Dream part#3
I already had established connection to that Astral place, so I use Deild once more and I got there. I didn't have any control over that place but I was still able to summon my weapon, I killed one of them(he turned in black smoke like the witch) but the other got away, found a injured girl on ground and transferred some of my energy to heal her, when she touch my face she transferred information telepathically inside my mind that she was targeted, her followers was still around, so I take her in my arms and run away, three strong entities run after us.
To escape them she transferred part of her magic to me telepathically and I used a complex magical spell which I spell on German, THIS was the first time I spoke German in my life!
9/29/20
1. Getting my silver Corvette bicycle ready to go find dog food in an unfamiliar rural town; guy in a real silver Corvette car comes and shows me the way, asks for my number, I can't find any dog food but get some free perfume from the shop.
2. I'm a slave, crawling to avoid arrows, see a huge pile of pennies, scoop some up as I crawl, manage to snag a quarter!, get to a safe building, kill a chubby man with my pencil spears before he can kill me, dream guide "Father" points out a quarter nearby, I show him I already found it ;) - Dad's impressed.
3. Lying on top of an unshaven man, fully clothed, on the beach where the waves break, scared of the waves, want to bow out, he convinces me to relax, the wave hits and it's very gentle. :)
I had a dream about the mad scientist again..
Being in a little field mouse hole but, I started to grow to normal size and scrabbling not to get stuck.
Gotta go to work, but, I wanted to share. I just woke up from a natural lucid dream (on a work night!).
I was in a dark forested neighborhood, gusty rain, walking home, trying to call my mom to pick me up, when I had an "Aha!" moment... I'm dreaming! RC'd, flew up into the air, over the ocean, it turned icy and I jumped on icebergs, then attempted to resuscitate an action figure doll, this worked and he gave me a thumbs up!
Don't think it will count for the monthly though.. need to find a person next time.
Had a dream that I bought a bathtub made out of Amethyst crystal.