There isn't anything spectacular about this dream, but it really bothers me...

Alicia (my friend of nine years) and I were coming home from a movie, and we were going to take another person home. The other person got in the drivers seat and started to drive home, no one talked. We drove through the woods, and passed a familiar area. I knew it from another dream, it was where another friend of mine lived(only in the dream, not in real life) . Oh and the person driving was a person I used to know. Eventually we got to the destination, and It was so scary. It was an orphanage like place. There was just one room that we were allowed to see, it was a large room with just a bunch of beds. Alicia and I were about to leave when the other residents of the building arrived home. They got off of a bus and all came inside in a single file line. Most of them were elementary school children. I recognized one person, it was a kid from school that I had met last year we got really close. his name was Max (I was one of the only people that called him that. Every one else called him Niki) I was all "Oh my gosh It's Max!" He acted like he didn't recognize me, so I stopped him. He looked so sad, and alone, like the world had abandoned him. It hurt me so much. i asked him if we could talk, and he looked to the adults that were standing there for permission, they just nodded. We went right outside the door of the building, and he just waited. I told him I missed him, and he said that he missed me too. Then there was a brief conversation about our hair. I told him that his had gotten longer(He had cut his hair at the end of the school year, and I havent seen him since, or thought about him for that matter...) and he said the mine had gotten shorter(Ive cut it since the last time I've seen him). He never smiled, he just looked at me like he was in pain. It hurt me so I hugged him, he hugged me back. Then I kissed him. (we had always been just friends, I had never thought about him in that kinda way.) Thats when I realised that there was a window, and all I said was "Window..." and I let him go and stepped away(the adults were watching, so It seemed like he wasnt supposed to be near other people). We said goodbye, and Alicia and I left on a bus. (he still looked like he was in pain, the emotional kind). Later the bus stopped and someone got on, and was handing things out. The person stopped at me and gave me a card (like a playing card). It was the six of hearts, and there was a note attached saying "You'll always be in my heart. -Max". Alicia who was in the seat with me, asked what i was thinking. I was thinking that I loved him too, but I wasn't ready to admit to that outloud yet. I told her I would tell her later, she said ok. then I woke up. It hurt that he hurt.


During the year Max had some problems with drugs, I tried to help him. Thats how we got close. My heart hurts... Help please! what does this mean, if anything?