A new pattern has been emerging in my dreams as of late. My closest friend, Sammie, is in the hospital for mental reasons. I've been worried sick about her for a couple weeks now and it's really starting to show. She's been in three of my dreams over the last couple weeks.

The first one involved a video case with a watercolor picture of a deer. She looked at it but I forget what it is she said.

Then another one was her sitting on the stairs of my school. I sit down next to her and she kisses my cheek. I had kissed her cheek a week previously, in real life.

Finally, it was two nights ago (6/10/08), where she walked into the establishment some others and I were in. She wore a hat, which according to my mom's deam book, means she's keeping a secret. I can't imagine what else it could mean - hats have no meaning in my dreams. And it stands to reason because there's a lot she's had to face up to recently.