Yesterday I've had a pretty strange dream.
I could control what I was saying, and what I was doing with my hands, legs...
But i somehow couldn't control the way the dream was going... Hard to explain (especially for a person who doesn't know english very well... like me )
Let's say...
I was in the nature, on a Cliff, with a girl, and I could control the talking to the girl, kissing, hugging, etc. but I couldn't just go away, take a stone and throw it, like the matrix programmed me to be in a loop with that girl.
And, suddenly, the scenario around us changed, i didn't affect the changing, it just sort of.. changed in a sec. We where in a room, with lot's of people, with red carpets and walls.
I kissed her, on purpose, i could decide not to do it, but i did. After some time spending with her hugging (in public), she was not here, i wasn't aware of that for some time, but, when I realized, I tried to find her, I was thinking, where is she, and... suddenly, she was in a room (this time I did see where is the room, and how I did came to that room, but i couldn't control the walking and direction...'bit spooky; Pic).
From now where just some trivial stuff, until this...

She asked me for sex, and I instantaneously said "Yes"... we vented to the bed, and... I don't remember a thing later, there was no dreaming, until I woke up. The strange thing about this is... when I woke up, did noticed a little feeling of "emptiness" in my chest (like... backup to the original state), which is normal for me, I have that emptyness already for a 2-3 years (anxiety...big unsolving problem for me), the thing that staggers me most, that thru the dream I've felled a sort of warmness in my chest, a neverfeltbefore kind of warmness, at least for the past 2-3 years.

Also, waked up, in my bed, I've tried to simulate the "asking sex" situation, and, the first things that popped in my head where "yes, but..." "ok, just to check this..." "why not..", etc... ANYTHING except the nanosecond-fast non-thinking "yes" that I experienced thru the sleep.



Could someone explain me the marked things?