Dreamlike while awake...?
Ive been noticing recently, that in real life, Ive been increasingly aware of my surroundings, in many aspects.
I don't know how crazy I sound trying to explain this, but I can see "in the 4th dimension".
When I talk a walk outside, sunny day with the wind blowing, birds chirping and flying about, I notice many things that i usually do not notice. If anybody knows what 3d Models look like, like a 3D blueprint of a house on the computer or whatever (auto cad, other graphics and modeling programs ) looks like, thats what I noticed everything. Like input. I would see geometric shapes, with color and sound.
Its like i can freeze-frame the "frames per second" of my eye sight. Humans have a average of 30 frames per second (FPS) in their vision. When I walk about outside, where there is lots of visual stimulation AS WELL AS auditory and olfactory, it feels like i see life, or the 'moment' pass by in single frames. Where I can pick out certain things and look at them, without focusing the center of my vision on it.
I know that i sound crazy, and most of you don't have the simplest idea what im talking about. Buts its true.
What it FEELS like when i experience this, is SO REAL. Sometimes all the senses going at this "4th dimension" is so exhilarating, that you don't believe it. One more than one occasion, I saw and noticed things that I would NEVER have noticed. I was so sure that I was dreaming. It was so clear, and as if the whole picture, was formulated in my head, rather than reality perceived through my eye and transmitted as a signal to my brain.
Thus leads me to the connection of this post to dreaming:
This is the same exact way I feel when i remember dreams. I rarely remember a dream entirely as a video like motion. I remember it in "frames" that are so vivid in senses and sensory input, that it is overwhelming.
Today i was looking in the mirror, and noticed something different. I could focus on my face, and "suspend it" mid-air in my "frame" and concentrate on my face, ignoring all the other things in the mirror's reflection. I noticed that I could manipulate what I was looking at purely by thought. But i was wide awake, definitely not dreaming.
Does anybody else seem to be able to, AT WILL, choose to look in the '4th dimension' and use the FPS to catch a frame and all its senses together, and think about every piece individually while noting every minute detail?
I think I confused everybody by this post, including myself. I doubt I got the message across when I, myself, do not entirely understand what I'm trying to say.