It happened that talking in pvt with oneironaut.. i remembered.. that i was missing something.. The game.. a play... thats why i lost interest in obe, ld and almost meditation.. i was not able to find someone to play a game, like here lucid tasks...
Competing ( someone does ) , playing, will makes ego - little stronger, but.. in such tasks, you can find something more valuable.. something new.. so its worth.. right?

would any be interesting in trying some tasks, like.. everyday for 10days meditate 10min.. or more.. or smile 10times to people a day... or remembering dreams 10times in a row.. or something else...?
i am not sure how many of you meditate.. i guess not everyone can do any tasks ?