Killed by my younger self

[Rykal]

I rarely remember dreams. Last night is the exception to that. The dream was vivid and I remember nearly every detail. A person is standing a few feet in front me and staring at me. I can not make out who the person is but I have a strong feeling I should know this person. I become so preoccupied thinking about who the person is that I ignore the feeling that I am not safe. The person asks me, "Why did you do it?" I am still consumed by the thought that I should know this person. It is nearly all I can think about. He asks me again, "Why did you do it?" As I look at him I begin to notice he has hazel-green eyes. I become aware that the light is nearly all gone. As I look around I can see the dark outline of trees. However, there is a circle of light surrounding us. The grass in the light is a very vivid green. Even though I am noticing all this I am still bothered to my very core that I should know the man in front of me. He asks again, "Why did you do it?" A wave of fear comes over me so I turn to walk away. Suddenly I feel intense pain in my left shoulder. I look down as I am reaching up to my shoulder to see a sickle in my shoulder. My hand is covered in blood. I feel myself pulled backwards by the sickle and sharp intense pain suddenly comes from right lower back just above my hip. I reach around and feel a large knife sticking out. I collapse to the ground. I can actually feel the soft grass mixed with extreme pains in my shoulder and back. As I am laying there I notice the contrast of the bright red blood and the green grass. I look up and suddenly I realize who the person is. It is me. A younger me in my late twenties. I am now 43. He standing over me and looking down at me. He says, "You shouldn't have done it." My vision starts fading as I am looking at the younger me and I wake up. I have no idea what all this is suppose to mean, but it is very much bothering me.