I have nightmares, I always have. I have suffered an unusual amount of tragedies. I'm 38 and I've had four children. I have a medical profession and I believe in God. I'm a constant traveller/explorer/hard working Mom.

Years ago, I had a dream/mare, it's still vivid and still bothers me. I felt horrible for days after.
I was in a downtown looking neighborhood that I seemed to be very familiar with. ( but I'm not, in my dream only )
I was going in and out of convenience stores with a rough looking guy, looking for food, ( bacon ) all the while slightly in a hurry or panic as if someone is following me.
An epic long dream of searching, running with 10-20 other character players over the coarse of what seemed to be a few days. I found myself on the top floor of an old dirty house, sitting on a 70's grooved gold carpeted bedroom floor only furnished with a cheap retro veneer desk. Conversing with some rough looking people, I seemed to know these people (but I don't, in my dream only.) I ended back in the house being chased by more very rough looking people, as I tried to run up the stairs it seemed that I could only crawl, they were crawling up the stairs behind me, as if gravity was on the wrong angle. I came to that same room now empty of people, fearing for my life the only way out was to jump out the window on to the front lawn. I could feel them urging me to jump as they all crawl towards me very slowly, it was the only way out. It was only the second storey so I felt I had a better chance of escape if I jumped out. I jumped out of the window and landed on all fours on the grass. It actually didn't seem that far I landed easy enough. I heard them scream from the window, " she landed right on the lines and lived!" I had a flash of a grid of wires going through the front lawn grass as, I stood up to run, I awoke instantly. I still remember every detail years after the fact and feel this was a prolific dream, does anyone have any serious insights, please?