Your Evil Alter Ego.

[Invader]

Tell me about your dark side with respect to your dreams. If you have dreams in which you've killed or seriously hurt innocent people on purpose, or where you've done things you'd never attempt in real life that negatively effect others, tell me about it. I've had my own questionable non-lucid dreams that follow along these lines, but I'd much rather hear about your own stories and why you think it happens. Go. .

[ThreeLetterSyndrom]

I killed a kangaroo-like thingey once

[Ceonsamea]

Hmmm, now you mention it, I don't think I've ever actually seriously injured someone in an 'evil' way. I've had dreams where my intention has become evil, or I turn evil, but never actually get around to hurting anyone. Once a shot someone (with a paper gun). I was kinda evil at the time, but then he didn't die, I felt bad and it became more of a nightmare. I tried to kill him quickly. He wouldn't die, instead he just sat there and whined about his pain. :\ It was a bit wierd, but whatever. ^^

[Shift]

These dreams make me feel fucked up. But I have had a couple where I was going around killing people. I wasn't me in the dream. In one I was some sort of weird like fairy princess thing it was very strange. In the dream it was just like... my nature to be doing it (I was stabbing people or pulling them apart or something) and I didn't think anything of it. When I woke up I was really disturbed but figured... it's just a dream, who cares. I've had like 2 or 3 of those in my life and they always weird me out, just because of the stigma about dreams like that. As far as I know they mean nothing, and as long as I'm doing it my dreams and not RL I'm fine with it, since the feelings during the dream are not very scary. It's not a nightmare until I wake up, and even then it's just mildly disconcerting.

[Ilumirath]

Ive had dreams where i went killing people by ripping them appart/slicing/cutting/stabbing, somtimes lmao doin so. My last murder dream was a few days ago where i had a stick and clubbed a teacher till he died. I have met my dark side a few times face to face, wich was a bit scary but cool.

[SKA]

In my vision of this subject, our Dark side is our Ego. The self being part consciousness and part Ego. Ego is the layer between our consciousness and Reality which makes us view reality in a distorted, delusional, self centered way. It is my goal to destroy the Ego and it's nasty traits of Self-importance, greed, jealousy, Pride, Control and, above all, it's Ignorance. Our Egos are the cause of our suffering and the suffering we cause others. Without our Ego we are free from this unnececairy suffering. My view of Ego is mostly based on the Buddhist view of Ego, however our Egoist culture has prefered the Greek philosophy term of Ego; Self. That's why most people that speak of the Ego mean the Self. And what a pittyfull thing to identify with the foul being that is our Ego.

[KhaosNyx]

I constantly have "Visions" sort of speak of me doing evil things the only reason i know its an evil alter ego is because it then displays me separating into 5 beings one savage and ugly one brave and wears a a hat one is full of rage and old fashion and one is plain old me than there is one in chains and lots of them being the EVIL one

[MGDex]

I was in a black suit. Black fedora as well. Sitting on a black wooden chair with a gray lightning streak crackle on it. In front of me is myself, but in a white suit, white fedora and red eyes. He smiles at me and looks up, i look up with him and the sun combines with the moon and turns blood red. We both look at each other and i see behind him figures i dreamed of previously, but with another feature. They are blue ghost like figures with a black aura, and they are very negative feeling. The new feature is a monster like mouth that goes half way across their heads with a demonic like tongue. It seems as if an army of them is behind my alter self and he points at me, saying "I control you now!" And the ghost like things run into me, and i seem to absorb them, but it makes my suit and skin gray and fog like. Misty. Then i look back at my alter self and his red eyes flash and i wake up.

[gab]

Hey MGDex, this is kind of an older thread. If you don't get any replies here, I suggest you make a new thread, so people that are active now can participate. Edit: I see you actually did start a new thread in Lucid experiences, so I will close this one down since it's old. And just a word of advice, there is no need to crosspost - posting same text in more than one place. One of them will get deleted.