Hello everyone,
This is normally something I would write in a personal journal or talk with a friend about. Though explaining this to my friends/family has been a task within itself. I have yet to find someone to relate, except for those on this website. I've been reading other posts and see that there are others who experience the unexplainable when the lights go out.
A couple of nights ago. I was just relaxing in my apartment, hanging out with my cat, and maybe smoked just a little. I'm not a very big smoker, mind you. I have the occasional puff or two some nights before bed. I never smoke during the day.
Anyways, about an hour passes and I climb into bed. As I have been practicing the law of attraction. I always set aside a few minutes when my day starts and when it ends to promote my feelings of attraction into the universe. As I'm lying in bed, my breathing slows down drastically and I'm perfectly calm. A sense of euphoria starts to come over my body. It seemed like warmth and almost like an orgasm put together. I don't know how else to explain it. This goes on for about ten minutes or so then I snap out of it. It was such a "woah" feeling.
I've been meaning to try again but have been so tired that I fall asleep without even trying. Lately I have changed my diet to raw foods, no sodas, organic only. Expensive, I know, yet I feel great! I'm not sure if this has anything to do with my recent transition or if I'm just figuring this out.
If there is anyone who can identify with this, I would love to know. Or offer an explanation.
**Sweet Dreams**
-OldSoul