Hey guys, it's been a while! Dude, so lately I've been having these crazy dreams. Well, they're not normal for me anyway, but everyone's different!

So, for the past few days I've been having these crazy violent dreams; but they aren't like normal nightmares I've had before, they're just these REALLY intense dreams, where I feel REALLY intense emotion and sensations, and they're like REALLY INTENSELY MESSED UP. And I remember every detail, like they feel totally real except for the strange...ness.

I'm not sure how to explain it, but I'll try. Like, everyone is just totally evil including myself. I have uncontrollable rage, and so do many other dream characters around me. My family is totally out of character- we scream so much at each other, and I get beaten, and my brother even tries to murder me and my dad. The entire dream I also feel constant fear, but I don't pay attention to it. It's mostly random creepy stuff happening, like I'll just be walking and I'll see a cat like; rip off another cats head and start eating it, or like all these people are just stabbing each other and they'll come after me. I know maybe it sounds like a regular nightmare, but like I can't explain how real these feel! And I'll eventually pick up that I am dreaming, and everything goes even more wack; like, I really can't control anything- I remember my brothers head turning all the way around and I started like, twisting his face with my hands, and my body goes out of control and so many things are happening quickly IT'S JUST MESSED.


So, I was just wondering, are these normal nightmares everyone has, and is there anyway to reduce the number of these kinds of dreams? The first one was after a night of no REM sleep- so I thought it was making up for lost REM. But now I'm sick and having them, so maybe I'm just staying a bit more aware or it's because I'm eating so many cough drops or I DUNNO? I have no idea if it's something I'm eating or what I JUST WANT EM TO STOP, they creep me out so much man ;_____;

Any help/advice/personal stories are very appreciated!