Does any one have dreams in which they were either an different person or gender?
I had a dream that lasted for an abnormal length in which i went to my friends house and over the course of a few hours turned into a woman. I couldn't go home since no one but my friend and his sister who saw it happen would believe me. The dream seemed so real. After the initial shock it felt good to be female strangely enough. I have never had waking feelings or thoughts about being a woman. What does this mean? I don't know whether or not what i felt is at all accurate. The dream was so vivid that i questioned whether or not it was a dream. the dream literally felt like real life no differences except the obvious (me being a woman) although towards the end of the dream realized it was a dream.
In the dream i go over to my friend John’s house. We play xbox the beginning of the dream has the feel of an average dream. During the first part of the dream I spent much time hanging out with my friend talking. Then my friends sister enters the room and sits next to us and talks to us for a few minuets. The beginning of the dream I can't recall the dialogue until my friends sis Julie comes back and stares at me and laughs she says "What... whats wrong with you?" I responded with "what are you talking about." She told me to look in a mirror and I did. I no longer looked like myself slightly different and smaller. My clothes fit loosely. I didn't know what was going on.
Due to lack of control early in the dream I went back to playing xbox. I wanted to stand up and freak out but couldn't then suddenly it was as if i had forgotten. A few min passed and I realized I was changing more. A few more min passed and Julie n John came back and I looked at they re startled faces. I got up and looked in the mirror. I was now a completely different person. During this I had no control of where I was looking.
I had a woman's body, figure, face, and as I opened my mouth to scream a new voice. I had at this point gained complete control of my actions. I talked with them about what I was gonna do and where I would go. I was at first complete and utterly devastated and thought my life was surely over. The day went on as I freaked out and knew I couldn't go home. Julie told her mom when she got home that I was her friend from school and asked if I could stay over the week. She said yes so i had a place to stay now. I couldn't go to work as a different person. I was afraid.
I cried as if not in control of my emotions. Julie went out of her way to comfort me. She had me go to the bathroom with her and she tried to teach me how to put on make up; making jokes and talking to me. I was still in my clothes baggy clothes from before I changed. I took a shower and I saw my new body naked and I was very attractive. I felt my new soft skin and noticed I needed a shit load of soap for my long hair on my head.
I got out of the shower and she gave me a pair of her jeans, underwear, and a shirt. The clothes felt strange wearing a thong and jeans that clinged tight to my body. She helped do my hair to keep it out of my face while telling me that she was sure I would go back to normal I was still sad and afraid and her words and company were comforting.
That night in the dream I started to think about how to live on in my new situation. my friend and his sister tried there best to comfort me. I had come to terms a little with my fate and Julie started to get me up to speed I guess. She explained things like clothing and things about my new anatomy. I went to bed in the dream and woke up in the dream the next day and was still a girl.
Strangely I felt good despite what had happened I was comfortable with my self. The three of use walked to a nearby walmart to buy me clothes. I had no idea what to get or wear but Julie helped me. The three of us played rock band and talked and decided to go get food.
Everything I did felt different but strangely good and new. I was comfortable in my new clothes wearing tight jeans and a blouse. I felt attractive. I started to just hang out with Julie and John. My dream went on for two more days I experienced things that I noticed to be or feel considerably different as a girl like riding a bike and playing sports noticing I wasn’t as strong as I used to be. Also my emotions came more freely.
It was strange. I was for the most part completely in control of my self except how accepting I was of being female.
I don't have any desire or have never contemplated being a woman in life, but all the feelings I felt were good and despite everything I enjoyed it. Its kind of embarrassing. I'm not gay and am very comfortable with my sexuality but it was such an experience. I don't know why it happened it kinda freaked me out that i was as content as i was. I'm an open minded person but I had never had such a real dream. and it was the first dream I had ever had were I gained complete control of my actions. This was my first lucid like dream as towards the end of the dream on its last day I realized I was dreaming but I can't explain how, and awhile later I woke up
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