 Originally Posted by Laurelindo
Maybe not exactly "at will", but sometimes I have those moments when I look forward to a bunch of things, and also realize that I have no major concerns at that point, and this usually makes me feel very hyper, excited and content with life.
I am sure you recognize this feeling.
Thank you for sharing this; really. However, I never have what you describe. Emotions or tranquility or similar do not result in what I describe. It is spontaneous but never comes uninvited. In a single instant I can switch on and increase heart rate by order of 100 within seconds. Its as simple as it might be for someone to squeeze pelvic muscle, or bicep, or squeeze eyelid shut. I just think it. I have now conversed with others over the years who share more or less similar stories, so there is something to this besides a freak congenital arrangement.
While I can have a sense of peace afterwards it is more like a runner's high, and it does not last very long. It is unremarkable overall. In fact, the feeling that damage may have been done actually craps out any great tranquility, and this sense always exists as a background concern. I am looking forward to my lab tests and EEG. Thank you for joining us.
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