Zhaylin, I'm glad you are staying. Yes, any changes for the better will help you. Just keep working those in and you'll find it easier to eat healthier. I have noticed that the longer I have done well, the less I want to go back to eating poorly. It just doesn't seem worth it at all. Sure, sometimes if people are eating chocolate desserts or other things in front of me, I sometimes wish that I could have some, but not enough to actually eat it.
In fact, I had a dream last night about eating poorly. I think it shows how I feel about my eating.
Here it is as quoted from my DJ:
"Dream 2:
I was with this group of people who were having a party. They were serving Pineapple upsidedown cake. I suddenly decided I was so sick of being antisocial by never eating anything that was served at any place I ever go, that I decided to eat a piece of that cake. It didn't taste good at all and about half way through I was feeling terrible about breaking my goal to never eat sugar. I thought about all the much healthier choices I could have made that wouldn't have broken the goal-- and that would have actually tasted better to me anyway than that cake.
I felt very discouraged at the end of this dream. And I know that that's what it would be like in real life if I did that. I do sometimes feel antisocial when everyone is eating around me and I'm constantly saying "no thank you." But there's a part of me that feels so great and strong by always being able to do that, that I don't want to lose that. I like feeling/being in control of what I eat. I love the way my body feels now that I am eating healthier. That dream just shows my fear of losing that."
Now that said, I don't want to give the false impression that I eat perfectly. I have learned to cut out certain bad types of food. But I still like to eat. So my biggest challenges now are keeping that under control. For instance, I allow myself to eat almonds. And sometimes I find myself eating way more than the suggested serving size. So I have to really watch things like that. If I let myself get out of control, I could become fat by eating nothing but almonds.
And I have been slacking on the weight lifting this past week. Need to get that back to where it should be.
Oh, and my kayaking plans for today fell through. I may be able to do it with another friend tomorrow. But that's my only other day this week that I can get away. So I hope it works out.
 Originally Posted by ninja9578
Uhg, my knees are getting worse 
I am so sorry to hear that, Ninja. I hope you can get them better again soon.
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