I love(d) marijuana. I had been smoking it for a long time and have had my medical card for almost 2 years now. However, I guess my body rejects it now as every time I smoke ganja I feint or have some major panic attack - it literally feels like my heart is skipping beats and I'm having a heart attack. I use to be able to smoke tons but now even a hit off a spoon pipe or a delicious brownie brings the symptoms on.
At first it was very sad times for me, I mean my life revolved around weed and the culture - meeting the coolest people at clinics plus very hot ladies working at some

. Being sober off all drugs (except the occasional psychedelic every 6 months or so) has been quite amazing though. Everything is just more clear and better, its kind of hard to explain. It's almost like marijuana lead me down this amazing path of self discovery and spirituality that rings true to me and I now no longer "need" MJ. I will always be an advocate of Marijuana and sure do hope it becomes legal nationwide sometime in my lifetime. I have seen and experienced it's great healing potential and firmly believe the vast majority of the public needs proper education on it's benefits and shown the very few negatives MJ has. As for me, though, I will probably not be using marijuana for a very long time.
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