 Originally Posted by Dannon Oneironaut
Wow, So much to say. It took me hours to read this thread, I don't know how I haven't seen it before.
Like a lot of you here, I was a curious teenager. I researched LSD. All the research I did gave me a false impression of it. I thought that it would put me into an unreal frame of mind where I would be overcome by swirly colors and not know what reality is. I was afraid that I would 'freak out'. I was still curious.
The first time I tried LSD was at a Rainbow Gathering. It was my first day at my first Rainbow Gathering and I went down to the main fire pit drum circle and was watching all the hippies playing drums and dancing when up comes a hippie chick and puts a tab of acid in my hand and dances off! I looked at it and thought "Here is LSD! Should I take it? What if I freak out? Well, I'm having a good time, everyone else is having a good time, I'm in the middle of the woods, what the hell!" And I ate it.
Then I just started dancing. And I forgot that I took it. After a while I thought 'it must've been bunk, I don't feel anything. I just feel good from dancing'. And I jept dancing. I felt very very good. I went to pee in the bushes and I thought I saw someone in the bush and I realized that there was nobody there. Someone walking by said "look, he's tripping!' and I laughed because they thought I was tripping when obviously the acid was bunk and I was just high from dancing, or was I? Oh, I was tripping! I felt like a child and I saw the world fresh like I did when I was three years old. Everything was beautiful! I understood the depth and truth of subjective feelings and was filled with insights. i was laughing hysterically! There was nothing to be afraid of! This is so natural and fun! It is like losing your virginity or falling in love. Yes, falling in love can be dangerous. You can become obsessed with the beloved, you can get your heart broken. I was in love with everything!
Since then I did it a lot, I lost all fear of it. Sometimes I took too high of a dose and had a rough time, mostly paranoia or claustrophobia, but I always learned from it. No matter how rough a trip was when I was coming down slowly I always learned. The scariest [art of the trip is when it comes on fast and you are going to the peak. If you are peaking, and you are having a rough time, remember that it is a smooth coast downhill. It comes on fast and wears off slowly. One hit won't get you too high. It is perfect. You may even love it so much that you wish you did more. But be careful if you have never done it before, it is easy to underestimate the power of a high dose of LSD based on the sublime beauty of one dose.
As to where to get it and how much it costs, I have never paid more than a dollar for it, but that was back when. I mostly got it for free. It is a cheap drug to make because it is such a small small amount that makes up a hit. I always got it from friends, or at Rainbow Gatherings (where everything is free and the old school master chemists supply the LSD), or at Concerts like the Grateful Dead or Phish. I always either knew from experience or from word of mouth from trusted friends what the good "brand" was that was going around and if someone had that I would try some. You know, people would be talking about how great 'flying eyeballs' are or 'sunshine'.
If your acid isn't pure it won't kill you or even make you have a bad trip. It just might give you some smelly farts or you will feel like you need to stretch your back real good. Do some yoga. Drink orange juice while you are high, the vitamin C is good for you and it tastes great. Be in the woods on a full moon night is highly recommended. Hopefully you will still be somewhat high to watch the sunrise before you go to bed. That is always the best way to end the trip: watching the sunrise and smoking a bowl with your friend. Do it with a friend or two who you really feel comfortable around. Don't do it around anyone where there is a possibiltiy of subtle mind-games. Even if you are sexually attracted to someone it can add a strange vibe because of the telepathic/empathic nature of the experience. But if the feeling is mutual it might be great, but the thing is to connect to the other person as a human being and not as an object of lust. Lust seems wierd when on acid.
As for it being bad for you... there is nothing about it that can harm you, chemically speaking. If your brain chemsitry is already off it can have some strange effects. But you would know already. Don't take it if you are taking anti-depressants or anti-psychotics. they don't mix at all!!!
If you think you can fly, try taking off from the ground. Don't jump off a roof or out of a window! Take off from the ground! I think that that is an urban myth. If you are happy and you love yourself you will become all the wiser from the experience. Have fun.
Hey man great post. Loved it.
I have a few question though. I will be taking acid soon. It should be pretty pure, or at least really good. Because the people that are hooking me up with it are almost daily users. So I'm pretty confident in that area.
But what I was going to do when I take acid, was bring my best friend, lock us in the upstairs. And then take the acid. I'd also smoke the friend out for sitting me, and so he wouldn't be so bored (I don't really want him playing some violent video game while I'm tripping)
But I was thinking, since Spring Break is coming up, maybe I could get some then and trip during the day or something? Which would you personally prefer? I was thinking outdoors would be awesome.. But I don't know if I could stay out there for a full 12 hours. But I do love nature.
But anyways, do you have any tips for a first time LSD user? Meditate before? Listen to calming music during the trip? Stuff like that. Thanks
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