Thread: Murder vs Indifference

I disagree with part of what you two (Alric and juroara) are saying, but I don't feel like arguing for it. Maybe I will later on but I don't think so. I apologize for my laziness if you did want to have a conversation about this. And I agree that it is natural and we are limited because of the way we evolved. This is no argument, but I can live with the fact that I am letting horrible things happen just by being inactive. It may have a negative effect on my mood but I am not aware of it, I'm in a positive, playful, humorous, light-hearted mood I think about 80-90% of the time.

But maybe that's because I just say "I'm letting horrible things happen" but actually don't connect to it emotionally. Maybe I just don't care about these people to be bothered by it. What does bother me much more is that I am convinced that it's extremely likely that the rest of my life will be even lonelier than these past three years. This selfish sadness suggests to me that maybe I care a lot more about myself and a lot less about other people as I want.