So, I think I'd like to bring it up again. Does anybody have any trips they'd like to talk about? Perhaps drugs they think are life changing, or possibly too dangerous for others to try? And I'm not talking about ye olde run of the mill narcotics or alpha-methyl-phenylethylamines here, I'm talking specifically about hallucinogens. LSD, Psilocybin, DMT, DXM, Ketamine, PCP,Mescaline, research chemicals of the related sort, drugs like that. I have an extensive amount I've consumed now, but I think I have found the most powerful, possibly most beneficial yet destructive chemical I have yet to come across yet: 3-meo-pcp. It's not potent to the microgram, like some drugs I've already mentioned, but doses range from about 4mg to 15mg, and I still find it to be insanely potent.
I used to believe marijuana to be the most effective antidepressant I have ever come across, but I now revise this statement and change it to 3-meo-pcp. DXM was also fairly good at handling depression, but nothing is like this. All that I have tried before trembles at the might of this drug, and it has the power to ruin your life or make it the best you have ever lived. It's very, very easy to overdo it without realizing it, and if you do, you will regret it. But, for how potent it is, it is insanely cheap, and effective. I thought I liked to lose my shit, and it would be okay if I overdid it at first, but I was so very, very wrong. It can twist your life inside out. But now, I do smaller doses than you can really trip on, around 1 to 2 mg, and makes life purely amazing.
I understand one shouldn't seek to fix all of one's problems with drugs, but after giving it a try, that does not mean it is without value. At these very small doses, I want to exercise, I love every bit of music I find next after clicking on video after video on youtube. I love my family, I want to do good for me... for everyone around me. It's truly a chemical of love. However, I digress.
To expound upon it's effects, it is reminiscent of what you read of PCP in some ways. I have never tried vanilla PCP myself, but it can really make you feel limitless, like superman. The world gets a somewhat plastic but also very real look to it, it reminds me of the few times I accidentally hit plateau sigma on DXM. The way it makes the world look is exactly like that. It can also cause hallucinations of any kind: be it auditory, visual, lilliputian (can mess heavily with your inner sense of scale to the point of total insanity, I never knew it was possible... but it only does it on higher doses which I don't quite recommend), your entire perception of reality, it's like all encompassing. What's even more wonderful, but can also prove to be a bad thing if you have taken too much and are going through hell, is how how remarkably lucid you are through your experiences. It's not like regular dissociatives in this sense at all, which can at many times be highly disorienting or lead you to blacking out (then again, just as often, they may not, it depends on what you took and how much you took of it). It can cause you to become paranoid schizophrenic-like while you are on it and have taken too much as well, you start to believe full well in plots like aliens that have chosen you to be the savior of the earth and that government agencies have been ordering men in black to tail you wherever you go. It can make reality so starkly confusing, completely lacking sense (at doses too high), that you don't know what to believe, or who, or if anything ever existed at all. I believed for some time I had died and was going through something similar to what happens to Jacob in the movie Jacob's Ladder.
It's not regular dissociatives in that you "sphangle" everywhere, that you get very dissociated. Well, to some, that actually can happen, but it also may not, it's very volatile at higher doses (which is why I emphasize the minuscule dosing, it's so much more infinitely pleasant and worth it). It's also nothing like classic psychedelics. To paraphrase Rick James in my own likeness: "3-meo-pcp is a hell of a drug."
So, does anybody else on dreamviews have trips or summations of the effects of tripping drugs they'd like to share? I really liked the psychedelic experiences thread that was floating around extended discussion quite a while ago, but it seems to have disappeared and I don't want to necro the thread.
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