I would like to participate as well.
Hello, my name is Brandon, and I'm going to be a sophomore attending a University here in Texas during the fall semester.
I've been very passionate for attaining lucidity every since my friend Ryan mentioned this forum to me. Of course, I was always skeptical at first, but the moment when I took his advice to just believe that I will have a dream that I'm aware of, I was able to recall them fairly well.
Since then, it's been a chain of just being motivated in remembering my dreams, and I because I had a lifestyle that promoted a lot of solitude (still do today), Dreaming itself has become an aspect that is important in my life.
Dreams are the only thing that I can hold true to in this world. I'm not really too comfortable declaring my view on the world, it's always changing, but since I've had a few lucids and practiced augmenting my dream recall for the entries I've posted, there's always the speculation of another afterlife for me. But I will keep that reserved in the workbooks, if I'm capable for this course.
Ever since I had a lucid dream, I've always was interested in finding my dream guide(s). Although I would like to believe the mentality of there being one dream guide in many forms, I'm open to being cognizant of the possibility that I have several individual and unique dream guides.
From my dreams, I can recall several entities claiming to be my dream guide, but there has only been one lucid or two where I personally asked someone if they were my dream guide.
I had a non-lucid a few months ago where a blonde female claimed to be my dream guide, and since then, I wanted to attain lucidity to hopefully find her and ask her the question to confirm if she really is a dream guide. She also gave me a gray letter, but she was in a rush, maybe she had to run away from someone, but she wanted me to hold on to it.
I've been fantasizing to meet this person not only just for personal means, but to confirm if this letter contained something important. I've met her a few times after that moment, but most of them have been non-lucids.
The most important non-lucid with her was when she helped me sneak into the Akashic Records that were full of guards. I've learned from that dream that I shouldn't have been reckless by attracting guards just for the sake of playing a game, seeing as once a guard was aware of our location, a random entity shot the same person helping me.
Having that non-lucid elevated my belief that she really could be my dream guide, and she was quiet most of the time, but I followed her and paid attention to her movements rather than talking to her.
I am open to the possibility to shared dreaming, astral projection/obes, because I've had several shared dreaming events with DV members that I think I'm comfortable to declare as true dream friends.
Not only do I want to become lucid for adventure, I want to be able to practice utilizing it as something I can apply to waking life (practicing how to do a certain lab, so that I can do it flawlessly, or near it, and so many other things like studying, remembering, etc.)
I know that this course will focus on Dream yoga, and not WILD, which is why I've signed up for the WILD course as well. I think that after the Akashic Records dream, I need to focus on mental awareness, freeing my mind, focusing on deeper parts of it, and attain lucidity consistently.
I lucid dream to find a purpose in life, not to just be swayed by the concepts that society has accepted to be normal. I want to see it in a different light. I'm observant of the people around me, and I think more than I talk in waking life. I do it because I want to see how humans interact, so that I can become aware of my emotions and schemata of life as well.
Although my mindset right now seems to be shifting towards the WILD course, I am always happy to learn what you have to offer, it's best to take in the information now than later, at least for me. And awareness is something I need to work on with seriousness, because I know I have the ability to recall my dreams very well, all I need now is to practice awareness, so that I don't miss out the events that are abnormal in my dreams.
I look forward to participating in the course. 
I apologize for the long introduction.
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