You can?Quote:
Originally Posted by tommo
I dunno man, it kinda looks like cthulhu in a white blouse
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You can?Quote:
Originally Posted by tommo
I dunno man, it kinda looks like cthulhu in a white blouse
LMAO!Quote:
Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue
Well, turn ya head upside down. And then you can. Just blurry and hairy.
Well I turned my netbook upside down. That's where I came up with the cthulhu comparisonQuote:
Originally Posted by tommo
Labyrint isn't responding tonight, is he?
Maybe you hurt his feelings.
I turned it around and made it clearer
loooool
Oh I see a mustache!!! :D
It could be hair, I turn 180 degrees in the middle of the photoillumination
laby, it's fuzzy and unclear
also the Medusa in the background is, uhh
off topic: I just suddenly went to bed
labyrint looks exactly as I've always expected him to.
I thought he was a she so I was way off.
Now my favourite post ever.Quote:
Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue
Oh ok, I can kinda make you out in that one picture Laby, I just now realised you were turning around in that picture. So we can see your front and your back at the same time.
Still crazier than crazy, but kinda cool too. Thanks man :)
You tend to be a bit gender confused huh?Quote:
Originally Posted by tommo
Didn't you think I was a he at one point? :p
(could've been someone else, I suppose)
It's not bad to be gender confused when your all high on dreaming and connectness to all, but those days with only recalls of past traumas and hardness of gender identity I'll prefer to be man most see in me. On other hand I'm more in terms with long history as man. On other hand I like being something else, not just dual gender.. but way over. Motherly or feminine sides of me had added great deal of connectness to something that that empathy and feelings don't describe. For man feels and empathises too. Only thing is that my hetero side bonds more easily to men. My feminine side feels most of the men quite childish and easy,, dont know why it's like this. I know many women feel that as well. Those men that have really interested me in sexual and memorable way are few. And with them I've felt something beyond human gender roles, and animal gender roles also.. So this is the point where I'm now...
So among my most sensual experinces in fysical gender sex have been with woman with whom I've been able to identify myself to my feminine side. Men have tended to be more harsh and not able to allure me there. I've avoided this with men, for I somehow don't like to be cheap bitch. To them I give more like a mechanical sensual signals and remain not so touched. Couple of loving kisses with men still light my smile for pure forbidnesshes of them. So guess my femininity is more like diva or sensitive kind. Likes romance. Emotional selftorture or sacrifice scenes I do to connect myself into suffering and get myself feel real emotions behind rage and abuse. Sometimes I even enjoy them, but mostly I'm forced to them for I feel the shitty poweruse around me, so I fantasize of victim role 'cause otherwise I feel like I'm shutting them out and colding my heart towards the suffering. Maybe it's just my all to common lonelyness that I rather fullfill with meditative partisipation than suffer boredom of nothing. Maybe I'm not proud enough to physically revenge wrongs.. more likely is that I can't in physical world do enough.. so I dream with Kali and every raped one to build some mojo. Also fantasise about rape to feel what drives people to it. Messiahcomplex? Eternalvirgin? Bored? Freak, definetly. For if I can burn some suffering away while partly daring enjoy it, then be it. Mostly it's distance between me and 'other', every mythological drama where true love is made impossible..
Suggestion: this should maybe be in another thread, I'm in deep emotianal sea at the moment so there's no censor..
For to explain last post a little bit now that I've gotten myself more together. There's a strong male side of me as well, but lastly I've tatoeed feminine channel in my leg so those sides are stronger now. Another thing is sometimes I feel my 'others' femine shape insicknen in this world so I've walked the same road as she. I've also reconnected myself with voodoun and african lwas and while I'm alone coocking a dinner for no'one that is coming.. for sometimes it really is like that. Everyone is in different time or dimension. I've dreamed to someone popping into this place for I hold no thoughts what could be possible, so while cooking for my appereantly gone or dead love, I've gotten quite in touch with longing emptiness.. it's easier for me to start from girls of my dreams and if I only communicate with liquer, spices and food the feeling is quite motherlike (verymalefull lwas rarely manifest when there's no women around) as well conversative with my 'others' forms inside me and outside in the snowrain and music. So while there's no-body really alive but me (I just had to put the music down, for the only one in other room is sick and under the system of dull everyday movie, hope for him, his recall and health) I'm to experience this by only me.
Also I'm very male into teachical stuffs, games, programs and music to hack and hunt the very womans for from male percpective it goes like that. While woman feels men are childish and easy, man shows how predictable and conditionilised many woman are. That's why men need time during guys to share stupid blindness of girls.. not in offending spirit.. I'm just not buiyng this.. there's deeper connection and exchanging of experience. I hate it when it works technically, but it works. Inmedicated fooling or some other neurosystems that can be mastered. In the cyberpunkish voodou spirit this is somewhat bearable and new-worldlike.. but I like to keep spirit, hearthsharing and soul into this. When pure techinical skill repeted manners works for you and girl always reacts to certain instrumentkey instead of spirit and music you put there, it lefts world quite protoAndroidish and empty.. so I'm looking ways to hack into inner self to feel the slight connectness (couple of calls today, another from my friend about movie project and another from my brother who little down)
This is going to be most soulfull food ever made. I've cooked for four hours now, with only 2 beers, 2 loafs of bread, 1/3 of :banana:, and lots of tobacco
Maybe I should change gender status accordincly to my state of mood
Dreams everyone :loveyou:
I'm not sure. I think I always knew you were a girl. But the amount of times I've mistaken people's gender on here is ridiculous,Quote:
Originally Posted by Suena
so I wouldn't be surprised if I did.
Stupid avatars and incorrect gender symbols.... :lol:
I hate that!Quote:
Originally Posted by tommo
Laby, you are many, many...... MANY thingsQuote:
Originally Posted by labyrint
But cheap bitch is definitely not on the list
Yeah, for a long time I thought No-Name and ninja were female because of their avatars. Same with Stormcrow but I have no idea why, loll.
I see the resemblance to your avatar, greenhavoc :chuckle:
a bushy eyebrowed habitual grumpy pants, yeah that's me. :P
greenhavoc, your picture just made me smile
you're cute
agreed. Charming, in a way.Quote:
Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue
Or just downright sexy :shadewink:Quote:
Originally Posted by Suena
Absolutely outstanding, CheckeredHeart. I sense more pictures being transferred to the sexy females thread!