I couldn't bring myself to killing myself the other night in my first LD (http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=7105) yesterday in order to wake up. I even wussed out when it came to running into a wall. It's all too really for me, and too morbid IMO. Although, it was one of my roommate's first suggestions when I first told him about this dream, and how I needed to get out of it so I wouldn't be late for class.