Mah Journal

Feb 02 2010
non-lucid

I was in class. My bra was showing a bit, and Mrs. G. asked me to pull up my shirt. That's all I remember.

Feb 03 2010
non-lucid

I was doing some bracelet or something with embroidery floss. G was there, saying he didn't like it or something.

I was then downtown. There was a giant building with glass windows and walls. For some reason I set fire to the bottom. It started burning, and the top eventually fell off and crashed to the ground. Even though I had caused it, I was scared and horrified of it.

I then needed to get to my mother. I walked along the sidewalk, trying to dodge the glass fragments. I remember going along some streetcar rail then getting to her.

Somehow I ended up in this random little apartment. The ceiling was very low. It was very cute. But it was old european style furnishings, even though it was in the middle of downtown. Apparently it was our new apartment. Then I sat down with my sister and mother to eat.

Then I was at AW's house with two other random people (G and P?) and my mother. We were in a room with a bunch of guitars. There were 2 lutes. My mom was testing out one of them. She played a quick scale, then walked out with it.

I was dreaming of playing WC3 again. There was some maze thing I had to get through, but there were also some things that were trying to kill me that I had to dodge as well. I was playing as a necromancer. I quickly dodged all these things, but died the first time. At the second attempt, I succeeded.

On what I guess was "level 2", there seemed to be a cutscene. There was an amazon from D2. Her hero's name was Sexy Beast. Her and my necro were talking about something.

I proceeded with my necro onto some grassy island place. I had a bunch of summons now. I summoned them all and went to wipe out a small group of enemies. It was successful at first, until randomly a "black sheep mage" came. It casted a ward that covered the area with an animation of dieing sheep. It killed all but a few summons. I quickly wiped it out, but then mourned my many lost summons. It ended somewhere there.

notes:
- Holy crap green tea really does add to your recall!

Feb 04 2010
non-lucid

There was some kind of pool. It was nice and sunny outside. I guess I was having a part or something. I ran inside to some fancy glass building. I seemed to be in a giant resort or something.

Gen was there. I felt kind of bad for not inviting her to the party. I pretended that I just hadn't gotten the chance to give it to her before. "Sorry this took so long!" I said, "But you were away the past few days! I almost forgot!" She didn't seem too upset. It ended there.

Notes:
- talk about messed up recall... maybe I'll have some green tea again tonight

Feb 07 2010
non-lucid

I was standing in some line. It was supposed to be for some immunization shot at school. We were all in a giant clump of a line. Many people were nervous.

Suddenly it changed. It seemed dark, and seemed to be the gym. It looked like we were having a dance. N was there. He randomly came up to me and grabbed me. It was hot in the gym, and he seemed sweaty. I think he kind of hugged me or something. Then he grabbed and lifted me. I helped support myself by grabbing his shoulders and pushing myself up. It was if I was doing ballet, I guess. We did this once more. I noticed that his shirt had the cover of one of the albums of his favorite band. That's all I remember.

Feb 8 2010
non-lucid

I was looking at one of those black and white Abercrombie and Fitch bags. I noticed the person on it. They were doing something weird. I pointed out to E that they were really ugly.

I was then on the subway. I had been downtown, and I had to get home. I was going to see the SHerlock Holmes movie with my mom and sister. I got off the subway, but it seemed to be at the wrong stop.

I ended up in the movie theatre. It was all fancy. The walls and floors had a beige theme. We purchased the tickets, then went to get the popcorn. I walked around with the bag of popcorn, thinking about how I shouldn't be eating it as I stuffed a handful in my mouth. I could taste the butter ever so vividly.

I was then in what was apparently my room. It seemed to be empty except for my bed (which was by a window) and a dresser with a few things on top. I was looking out the window for some reason. Everything was covered with snow. I guess I was in a basement, since the window seemed to be at ground level. The window was open. Suddenly a giant gust of snow hit my in the face. I could feel it, cold on my face.

I turned away from the window. There was some pencil or pen thing that I was fascinated with. I recall someone being with me, telling me about how to use it. It had all these weird attachments, namely one that went on the end with little spikes all over it. I started testing it on my finger. It actually really hurt.

I ended up in the school gym. I was sitting on a bench beside K. E was there too. I got off the bench and went to the other end of the gym to do something. I then returned to the bench. I saw E move away from K, but K moved closer again. Then K left. I laughed at E and said sneeringly, "too many molecules for you?" That was the end.

Notes:
- Was another green tea night. It seems the stuff really does help.

Feb 12 2010
non-lucid

I was at school, goin to the bathroom. I went to the smaller one. As I stepped inside, I looked around to find it totally different. The room was much bigger. It was dark, dimly lit by some lights, as if it was a catacomb. In the middle there was some sacrifice bed. It seemed to be a place for some cult (which is hilarious because it's a catholic school). I wasn't scared, but more intrigued.

Looking for a toilet, I found one on the side and went to it. I looked into it. It was filled with urine and toilet paper. I shrugged and decided to use it anyways. I quickly relieved myself.

I found myself outside again. It was winter. At first I was deciding whether or not to go on the ski trip. R was there. She wanted to go. I think I decided not to. Turning around, I left the skiing place and ended up outside of school again. I think I had planned to go to Ke's house, but ended up stalling behind. Then I wanted to go to Ka's house. It ended somewhere there.

Feb 12 2010
non-lucid

I was gazing up some giant blue mountain. I guess I started climbing it or something, because I eventually ended up on top of it.

On the top, there seemed to be a giant house or castle or something. Most of the stuff had a blue hue to it. I remember stepping out into this room that had all these archways carved into the stone walls. Despite the archways being open and free, there was no wind or anything.

There were a few women there. They were dressed in white robes and were lounging on some sofa. One of them told me to come to her. She told me to lick her nipple (wtf? xD) and so I did. Then another woman came, and I quickly withdrew and acted like I wasn't doing anything (that woman seemed to be our mother). When she went away, I resumed licking the girl's nipple and feeling her breast.

This turned into me taking care of some little girls or something. Outside of those archways there was now a balcony. I didn't want the two girls to go on it. I kept telling them not to go on it. But one girl did. I quickly went after her and fetched her.

I vaguely remember the balcony turning quite ghetto. It was concrete and had junk on it. It was also daytime now. I also remember being with some black woman on a street, just walking with her, I think taking care of those two girls again. It ended somewhere there.

Feb 13 2010
non-lucid

I was at some public pool. My cousin D was there. Apparently he had to practice diving. Though I thought it would be a bit awkward to go with him (since I don't know him very well IRL), I went to the pool with him anyways.

I only intended to stay for a few minutes. I did a few laps. I noticed that C was there. Then J was there too. I got excited since I hadn't seen him in so long (I haven't seen him for years IRL). I swam over and started talking to him. At first it was a bit awkward, but we picked up some conversation. I was now in a bikini and draped over some floating ball thing.

Then G swam over to me. It seemed as if I hadn't seen him in a while either (even though I see him almost every day). His eyes widened at me. This confused me. Then he said, "Is that really you? I'd definitely lay on you!" I was confused, embarrassed, and a little flattered all at once.

I was then at what was apparently J's house. We were chatting over some fizzy fruit juice. As I was about to leave, we decided to exchange emails. Someone gave me a pen and a piece of styrofoam. The styrofoam seemed to be littered with other words already. I desperately searched for a place to write. Eventually I found something and wrote my e-mail on it.

I reluctantly went to leave. I somewhat noticed that the glass I had was the same as the ikea glasses I have at home IRL. I shrugged and took another sip. I considered that it might be rude to just run off with a glass, but I left with it anyway.

Outside, S, E, their 2 cats H and L, and my mom were waiting in the car for me. J wanted to pet L. S let L out, and L ran and jumped into J's arms. I noticed E had a green bull dog sitting beside him in the car.

I was now looking out at some random house. There was some guy there. There was an angry german sheppard in the driveway. The guy tried to go over and calm it. He walked over slowly and carefully and tried to act nice. Some other random young guy with black and blonde-tipped hair walked by. He had a nice flowing black coat. "You've got to... (I forget what he said here), you idiot!" he called out. The german sheppard then attacked the guy trying to calm it. The dog shook him violently and threw him against the stone and iron fence-tipped wall that lined the driveway. The guy exploded with water (lol wtf) and lay there limp. I was horrified at this. Then another guy and a girl (I think in a pink tutu or something) who seemed to be his friend ran over. They both grabbed the dog and smashed him against the stone wall. The dog too exploded with water. All of this scared the hell out of me.

I am now with KA in some giant library. J was there at one point too. Me and KA were descending this giant book shelf. For some reason we had to have a book with us. I had the Mists of Avalon. KA didn't have a book and kept trying to take mine. It ended somewhere there.

Now I was somewhere with KA and KE. I wanted to go to KE's house for some reason. KA wanted to come along just so she didn't have to walk home.

I then ended up in this art school's assembly. The principal was there. She seemed very old and brittle and had a hard time in the presentation. She just congratulated us and sat down slowly and painfully.

I was then in another room, a cafeteria-like place. We were apparently supposed to get our application forms here. Me and KA were just waiting and waiting. They had told us that the people had to be fed first, so we would have to wait till the lineup of people disappeared. What was apparently 4 hours passed. At this point I was crying and screaming in confusion. "When the hell are you gonna give us the forms?!? Everyone else got them! This lineup is never gonna fricken go away!" Eventually the lineup did go away, but they still would not give the forms to us. I just wailed in misery.

Eventually I ended up going downtown, on B street for some reason. I was following KA for one reason or another. I seemed to be on this scooter thing. It went very fast. It was lots of fun.

I then ended up having to go back. I seemed to be at HP Ave. now. For some reason MS (who I never talk to IRL) was there. I was about to leave, and he seemed kind of bored. I asked him if he wanted to come with me. "Yea!" he said, as if it was expected that I was supposed to ask him. I forget how we went there, but he trailed along behind me. It ended somewhere there.

Notes:
- 4 cups of green tea throughout the evening. I guess they really helped. I think this is the most vivid non-lucid dream I've ever had, and maybe the longest.
- Also had a cup of coffee, but it was well before bedtime
- Yay for weekends
- First time in a while where I've remembered my dreams when waking up in the middle of the night
- Also had sleepytime tea
- Tried a WBTB WILD, I think I got pretty close
- Damnit, this dream made me realize how much I miss J...

Feb 14 2010
non-lucid

I was in some place with a lot of metal stuff again. It seemed just like a video game. There was some kitchen place that I had to go to. I remember seeing a lot of meat. I then had to run from there for some reason.

I ended up on the street, walking with a silver ipod. I was listening to random songs on it. I came across Eye of the Tiger and tried playing it, but I think it was different.

Eventually I ended up at some park which kind of resembled the playground at school. KAR and JE were there. JE asked me something.

I ended up at some rocky island thing. Eventually I ended up at the bottom of a giant rocky cliff. I think KA was there. There was a boat or something, and we had to scale the wall to save something. I think we turned into flies or bats to get up there.

Then I was in my house. It was nighttime. It seemed I was having a party. I was with MN and JP. We were playing tag, but with our fingers. It was WC3 style, and we could build bunkers. It would kind of phase out from fingers to WC3 and then back. It's hard to explain.

Eventually I was it and was getting really annoyed because I could never get them back. I decided to stop playing. I told them, and they asked me why. I shrugged and said I just didn't feel like it. Then I went on to make myself some garlic bread with cheese out of a baguette for my breakfast. It ended somewhere there.

Feb 15 2010
non-lucid

I was in class. Mrs. G. was telling us about a new project we had to do. She said we had to play this video game. There were 10 levels. I kept thinking it was really hard at the fourth or fifth level (I think this is reminiscent of my Bugdom days when I was 4...). I kept trying to get her attention because I wanted to tell her that I couldn't do it because my computer would always crash at level 5. She wouldn't let me speak when she finally responded to me. "No! Listen!" I snapped. She stopped. "I can't do it because it always crashes!" I remember feeling a bit bad that I had snapped at her.

Then I was playing the video game. At first I was on some military level. It was kind of like Tomb Raider. There was a few obstacles. Then we had to run along these planes. I was at the edge of one, trying to get to the other. There was this guy escaping on the plane I was trying to jump on. Then all of the sudden Osama Bin Laden comes after that guy (he was on my team I guess). I saw him jump on the spinning blades of the plane and not fall through. I realized that I could do this too, and so I jumped on them, then to the next plane.

I vaguely remember that I kept failing the really easy levels for one reason or another. There was some rainforest level. Then that dream ended.

Then I was somewhere downtown-ish with my mom. We were supposed to go to this pho restaurant for dinner. We got out of the car and started walking to it. When we got to this building, it was apparently downstairs. I imagined red walls and fine plates and stuff. I guess it was supposed to be dim sum instead. I had a feeling I had been there before.

As we were about to go downstairs, we started randomly unloading a bunch of stuff from a car. I carried a bunch of boxes. The one on top was my precious box of prismacolor pencil crayons. I went downstairs with them and laid them down before we moved them to the next room. I noticed a few objects in a bag. There was a barbie and what seemed to be some barbie clothes. I started fiddling with them. I didn't really want them so I didn't know what to do with them. Then I noticed a box full of barbies (at this point it seemed like the basement of someone's house) and put the barbie and its clothes in there. This dream ended here.

Vaguely remember playing Orc TD on WC3 (geesh I have like a video game dream every freakin night). I was bleeding hollow as always. I was grey. I was winning too.

Notes:
- Damnit, I'm sick. I think I could've done better if I wasn't. This also prevented me from trying to WILD. I guess it's not bad though. Probably from the good 6 or so cups of green tea I drank throughout the day.

Feb 16 2010
non-lucid

It started off that I was on some street that apparently branched off of P. Ave. I was with someone, I think MA. We were running along the street. I tried to memorize the streets so I wouldn't get confused later on.

Then I ended up at R. Subway station. We needed to get on the bus. For some reason we went inside and paid the fare there, and grabbed a transfer. But for me, the lady at the booth put a transfer on the table for me after I paid the fare. I didn't notice and ran to the transfer machine to grab one. Then I saw the lady, extremely angry, and my mother embarrassed and ashamed. I was annoyed and started crying and yelling that it didn't matter.

I have some vague memory of going downtown, and also going on the bus along R. St. with either my sister or my mother. We noticed the bus going the opposite direction had so many seats, but of course our bus was full enough that we couldn't get decent ones. There were all these old men there, and we couldn't get a nice seat across or beside each other.

Then I was in some room with my mom and 2 girls. My mom was playing or teaching them some weird song about sex. All of the notes would make out to be some moaning sound (horny much?). Eventually it ended up just being me and my mom. She was now teaching this song to me on piano, but it was just a normal piano song, not some weird moaning song.

It was dim as if it was night time. My mom started making dinner: fried rice with peas and corn. As she was in the kitchen, I noticed this giant box of dildos (LOL). Then my mom came, and I quickly hid it under a nearby blanket. She came with my bowl of fried rice, and I ate it.

I ended up needing to call my mom for something. My phone turned into this block of gelatin stuff. I kept trying to dial the number, but the numbers were so small that I kept pressing the wrong ones. Then there was this voice or something that kept telling me to redial. It got pissed off after a few attempts and just grabbed the thing out of my hand and did it itself.

I ended up at some beach with my friends. At first we were peacefully playing frisby along the shore. Later on, we ended up on some playground playing tag. It was grey, maybe nighttime. Then we noticed this random guy. He was dressed in jeans and red and black plaid shirt. He was fending off these 2 big brown grizzly bears, a small young one, and a brown horse that was trying to attack us. We noticed. The bears started coming at us. The younger bear was around me. I said that the horse, that was running at us, would not hurt us since they would run away if we screamed. I told them that horses are not predators. Stupidly, I tried this on the little bear, only for it to growl, showing his teeth. I guess it must have bit me because I remember feeling pain.

Then that guy in plaid handed us these collar things that you put around the neck of the animal and tighten to make them stop attacking you. I took one hastily and slung it around the bear (it must have been my size by now since I didn't need to bend down to do it). I felt a bit cold and was sort of huddling with the bear as I led it on, away from the playground. I think my bear transformed into a big old grey horse. I remember looking at how fat and saggy its skin was. I led it behind the small train of bears that were being led into the forest. That was the end of it.

Notes:
- yay for 6 giant mugs of green tea
- had shitty sleep from being sick. I've abandoned the practice of being aware because I don't really feel like being aware of my painful sore throat. I'm really hoping it'll go away soon. I'm expecting some really good results when I get better.

Feb 17 2010
non-lucid

I was at a restaurant along the Q.way. Me, my mom, and my sister were there. The place was decorated with nice blue tiles along the walls. Was very pretty.

Somehow MA got into the situation. She told me I had to find someone who was missing. I told her I could go across the street and look if she wanted. She was worried that I might get lost or something, but she let me go anyways.

I crossed the street and looked around. There was this building there that resembled KA's grandmother's building. I went into the lobby. She was there with someone who was apparently JJ. He had the black hair and grey eyes like she had described (and he was really hot :D).

As the dream faded, I had thoughts about asking them if they had seen EM. I imagined her and how I would describe her. I also realized that she wasn't the person I was supposed to find for MA.

I ended up in the subway. It was under construction in some parts. There were loads of people trying to go Eastbound. I wanted to go Westbound, but couldn't find it, so I tried shoving through the massive crowd at the Eastbound stairwell. I then asked some guy for the Westbound stairwell. He showed me. It was nice and clear, almost no one there.

As I got down there I realized I was carrying a shitload of bags. Somehow one of them ended up on the train track. I dropped all of them and went to its rescue (in my dream the platforms were at the same level as the tracks, rather than above them). I grabbed it up and ran back to my pile of bags.

I ended up with my mom in her car. We were supposed to meet up with a bunch of relatives at a Chinese restaurant. We were at the street that the map had indicated. It was a buffet. My mom was upset because she knew it wasn't a good place to eat.

When we got in there, it was a giant buffet with gross food. There was some stuff that I thought were mashed potatoes, but were stuck to chunks that seemed like meat. I remembering asking someone what they were. At this point the only thing I wanted was the dessert bar. It ended somewhere there.

Feb 18 2010
non-lucid

I was at either J. St. or R. St. and A. St. There was apparently some meat shop there. I was with a bunch of friends. Mme. M. was there, apparently running the place. I was confused; she was supposed to be in Swiss. We were just talking outside with her. Then someone mentioned that it was cold and rainy outside. Someone else asked if we could hang out in the deli with her. She said yes. I went in and started examining some of the meats. Then I felt cold, so I tried to look for a place that was warm. There were these tube things emitting hot air from the ceiling, so I decided to stand under one. There were four. Eventually three of my friends joined me.

Now I was at some random plaza thing. I felt like I was supposed spend a long time there. There was this meat shop (what's with the meat shops) that I went to. I felt compelled to get a job somewhere, so I decided to work there.

As I was "working" (more like standing around doing nothing) I watched the other people work. It was all asian guys. There were these two guys doing this meat cutting dance. They would slam the piece of meat on the table at various directions and make random sounds to the "beat". They also started wrapping the meat to the "beat".

Eventually I decided it was too weird and quit my job. I went to the top of the roof of the large orange building. Up there were all of these young asian guys doing ninja training (urban ninja much?).

I ended up with my class. Apparently I was on our year end trip. The teachers were telling us about all the crazy things we were about to do. This got me and my friends pumped.

I ended up in the top of this really tall building with my mom. Apparently the first thing we were going to do was have dinner at the top of this building. It was a fancy building. Various restaurants were scattered around the top. Most of the people were eating at this one Chinese place. My mom didn't want to take me there. She wanted to take me to a better quality place. We searched and found another Chinese place, but it was a really cheesy one (apparently they replaced their soup with msg-filled wonton soup). It ended somewhere there.

Feb 19 2010
non-lucid

I was at what seemed to be a party with my sister. There was a park bench on a nice sunny lawn. My sister was sitting there, along with a lot of the ranch staff members (the younger ones). She didn't seem to want me to sit beside her. She told me all these other spots I could sit at the bench. Then she mentioned: What about D? You can sit with her. She's friendly. Won't bite or anything."

Then I was in my art school audition, or so it seemed. But instead of playing for them, I had to draw stuff for them. The lady was the same strings teacher from the art school IRL. She said that she just wanted to test my composition of pieces. She told me to draw a horse, then add to it and make a balanced piece. I drew a few crappy horses and was done.

At one point I ended up in front of a random school (seems like a high school, maybe BA?) with all my friends. Most of us were going on the bus it seemed, except for EM and AI. EM linked arms enthusiastically with AI. The rest of us whispered about how stupid she was acting and how we felt sorry for AI.

Then I ended up at MO's birthday party, or so it seemed. She was opening our presents. At first she opened my card. Then she opened AL's card without opening the rest of my gift. "Mind opening the rest of mine?" I asked curtly. She grabbed the two wrapped boxes and opened them up. One was a little gumball machine thing, but filled with those chalky little heart candies people give out on valentines. The other gift was a box with refills of the heart candies. After that we feasted on what seemed to be an unlimited supply of heart candies (mmmmmm yummy...)

This landed me somewhere in school (I think the science room). I was looking at a bunch of art I had apparently done throughout the year. I stuffed it into a little paper folder to bring home. In it were a few random cards and a bunch of pictures of horses and the RCMP. Mr. B. asked if I had painted them, but I laughed and said no way, I wasn't quite that good at painting.

I ended up at some doctor's office. Apparently he wanted those horse pictures for some reason. I think there was some other paper that he wanted. I was in the parking lot. I lifted the trunk of my mom's car and grabbed the pictures, then went inside to give them to him.

Now I was at school again. I had this giant pack of cheetos. There seemed to be every variety: crunchy, soft, skinny... (talk about greatest dream food ever). KA asked me for some. This annoyed me. "Why should I give you any? You guys never give anything to me, so don't even bother!" When I finished the bag, I turned around, and she offered me some pasta. I refused, and felt a little bad for snapping at her.

Then I was asked to play harp. Apparently my class was the orchestra (like that would ever happen, lol). Apparently the art school was going to give me one that wasn't a pedal harp, just a small lever harp for it. When I got it, the thing was tiny. It had many strings, but was lower than my chest when I sat down to play it. At first I didn't have a chair, but Mrs. G. brought me one. Then we were playing the song. I realized that I didn't have the sheet music, so I had to guess all the chords. To my surprise, I got most of them right. However, I often placed my hands wrong (I'm sure the number of strings was distorted). The chords seemed to be A, G, and C. It ended somewhere there.

Notes:
- Absolutely horrible sleep this night. I can't wait till my cold gets better. I don't know how I ever remembered all of this so clearly.

Feb 20 2010
non-lucid

I am at some lounge thing. There is me, my mom, my sister, some of the ranch staff (SP and NI), and KE. We seemed to be having a little party or something. Apparently me and KE had gone to this volunteer camp thing that apparently helped the ranch. We were looking at this brochure that had a bunch of information on it, along with some photos. We searched to see if we were in any of the photos. In the background, my sister was laughing with SP and NI.

This lead to a flashback of when we were apparently at the camp. There seemed to be a red and white uniform to it. There were many kids and some councillors. We seemed to be on a field. Don't remember much else.

I ended up back in school. At first I was with band or something. We were trying to play Katamari on the Rocks (lol). I was trying to figure out one of the other parts on my flute because everyone else only knew the melody. Eventually i figured it out (I think it was C C D E F F G A B that I was playing; I wonder if it would work IRL).

Then I ended up somewhere else. I know I was with KA. It was recess and we were trying to find a place to stay so we didn't have to go outside. We went to Mrs. W's room. When we got there, AD was there. One of the teachers had told him that his dad had come to pick him up so he could get his medication. He was putting his jacket on. "What kind of medication are you getting?" I asked. He cleverly pushed away the question and tried to change the subject. "But why are you getting it?" Again he directed us to another subject. I got the feeling that he didn't want to tell us; it was probably embarrassing. I wanted to make a mean joke but I decided that it wouldn't be nice.

We ended up somewhere else. We were watching KAT and JP practice their DPA dance thing. They were each holding a trumpet. At some parts of the song, they would lean forward and blow into the trumpet to "add" to the music. KAT just played one note throughout the whole time. JP tried to play it, but he ended up just making squeaks on his trumpet. Everytime he played KAT would adjust it so that he could play it properly.

Then it was the end of school. I seemed to have jumped out of the window or something because I ended up outside a bus. I realized that this was the bus across from the one I'm supposed to take. It always comes later, so my bus must have already left. I started racing away.

Then I heard people calling "BYE!!" to me. I turned my head; it was my friends. "Where are you guys?!?" I called back. They were apparently having a party at LI's house. "The bastard didn't invite me?" I thought. I raced over to the house.

Not worrying that she hadn't invited me, I walked onto her deck. It was absolutely huge. It was wooden and painted a grey-ish blue. There were many little kids running around (presumably friends of LI's siblings). I walked around and grabbed a cup of gingerale. I took a few sips. It ended somewhere there.

Notes:
- somewhat better sleep, but still fairly lousy
- Seem to have a lot of dreams about school
- Also starting to have dreams about my sister with the ranch staff, even though they have never met and have no correlation whatsoever

Feb 22 2010
non-lucid

I was in school. There was a supply teacher. Then someone had to go home, so they started going to the office. That supply teacher followed the person down. Then another supply teacher came in. She asked us why the first one had left. We shrugged and said we didn't know.

I remember fragments of other dreams, and having them/reviewing them. They were all about school (what is it with this new school theme?). Was too dizzy to really record anything though.

Notes:
- new school theme, so it seems

Feb 23 2010
1 DEILD and 6 non-lucid :D

I was at AL's party. Apparently she was having another one. I briefly remember being at her house. I think I was wearing the neon orange sweater that she usually wears. We were playing hide and seek. This house we were in was nothing like her house. I tried hiding behind the many scattered chairs. I then realized that everyone else was trying to hide in that same room, so I decided to move. I went up this stairway, then up this ladder to the attic. I ended up being found by her very fast.

Then she wanted to go sledding. We all started going outside. It was snowy, and resembled the front of RE's house. I realized I didn't have proper snow gear. RE was out there too. I told her my dilemma, "I don't have snow pants or anything! I'll freeze. She never told us we were gonna go sledding." I was quite annoyed by this sledding. "Maybe I can go to my house and get some extra pants since it's just around the corner." "Okay, let's go!" I said.

I think only she ended up running to her house (lol). For some reason her dad came to pick me up, but left her behind. He was going to take me to the sledding hill. He left RE behind with my extra pants. He ended up driving me to BA highschool. I was looking out the window of his van the whole time, at loss at what to do as I watched RE run behind the van.

I ended up in BA now, waiting for RE. I wondered if she would know I was here. Then I saw her run around the corner through the giant windows. "Shit!" I thought. I just stayed there, hoping she would somehow know to come back.

This brought me to the next dream. I was walking down some street (apparently downtown) with RE. I had 4 almost eaten bags of chips in my hands. I clearly remember they were ketchup, all-dressed, cheetos, and doritos. We were walking with our class. Apparently there was some picnic or something that I didn't know about, but that's why I had the chips. I decided that I had too much and wanted to put some away. RE said she also wanted to put something in her bag, so we agreed to go back to class and deal with our stuff.

Our classroom was apparently in the midst of a giant field. There was this absolutely huge staircase, made of wood, that led down and into the field. I started sliding down the railings. Unfortunately, I lost control of my sliding at some point and almost toppled down the stairs on my head. That's when I decided to stop.

This brought me to another dream. I was running away from something. I still seemed to be "downtown". I started running along the street. This street turned into these sheets of stone that would kind of spiral down, like a bunch of micro steps. I decided to keep jumping down them. I was also trying to eat a piece of ham or some kind of meat at the same time (maybe I stole it xD)

I think at this point I had the DEILD. I was laying down, seeing the dream form, as if I was staring into rippling water. Then I heard someone calling my name. It sounded like my mom, so I figured I better end the dream and attend to her. I woke up to realize that my mom had long gone to work and I was alone :pissed:

Anyways, this led to another dream: I was having my birthday party (again). I invited a bunch of people, and the ones that came were GE, RE, MI (even though I never talk to him) and KE (there might have been a few more I can't remember). I was at the table, spreading out some candy. There were two bags of aero bars and two bags of fuzzy peaches, along with a bunch of random assorted candy (I guess from halloween, lol, I should have eaten some). I'm pretty sure everyone said that they didn't like aero bars as I poured them into the giant bowl of candy.

Eventually, everyone but me and MI fled to my mom's room to see my cats (my friends have a fascination IRL for my two weird cats :cheeky:). I figured they would come back soon, so I sat out there with MI. It was awkward since I never talk to him (IRL). We sat around and chatted about random stuff (at one point I think I realized that it was weird for him to even be there with me). Eventually I got pissed at my friends.

I went into my room and screamed "GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE ROOM!!!" Everyone fled in confusion. GE was petting one of my cats. "What, you don't want us petting them?" She asked. "NO!" I yelled. Somehow everyone but RE had fled outside. I saw GE playing in the field across the street with her pink jacket and blue hat.

I went back to the living room. MI seemed to be gone too. I started sobbing and complaining to RE. "No one ever has any fucking respect around here! I don't even know why I bother! Why should I fucking care? They're so rude and inconsiderate! I hate them!" RE just stood and stared, taking in what was partly her scolding.

This led to another dream. I was at home, playing The Sims 2. I was playing this fat (or maybe pregnant) woman. There was my other character, Viola the vampire. Apparently they had a crush on each other. I decided I would make them lovers once the woman's husband and child wasn't around.

I tried sending the child to bed and the husband to work. I bought a new telephone so that it was right beside the woman.

As I told her to call, I suddenly warped into first person view of the woman. I heard what Viola said on the telephone. I called, and said "Hi Viola!" "Oh hey," she responded, "Did you want me to come over! I sure want to! I'll be right over!" "Okay!" I said as I hung up. I then ran into the rest of the house. I realized that now that I was in first person perspective, I couldn't control anyone else.

This somehow turned into me again. There was some problem my mom had with wanting to invite KE and her mom over for dinner.

This leads to my last (and weirdest) dream. I was a poor peasant musician, sitting on the street curb. It seemed like medieval times. I was sitting with a friend who played the trumpet. I had my flute. Some person came by and wanted to hire us. We, being poor, gladly accepted. There were these notes and a song on the wall. They were written in what seemed to be blue and purple glitter glue. We had to play them. For some reason everything was in bass cleff (even though that's impossible for a normal flute!). I just played everything as if it was in treble cleff.

As I played, the song seemed kind of familiar. I thought, oh I know this one, I don't really need the notes, I can figure it out. The person who hired us was testing my friend, the trumpet playing. Then he started testing me out. I tried to play the part, but I felt extremely nervous and sweaty. As I tried to blow a note, I found my breath would be short and often cut off. I thought the person would chide me since my friend had done so well, but he just offered support. I kept mixing up E and E flat too. I didn't know what key we were in, and being so used to always playing E flat at school band, I tried that first. It ended up sounding weird. Then I tried E natural, and it also sounded weird. The person told me to try again with E flat, and it sounded fine (I noticed how this was a bit odd since the song started on D, and E flat would not be part of any key signature with a melody starting on D). I think it ended somewhere there.

**When I woke up, I realized that the song is one of the songs I play at school band, which is why it was so easy for me to play in the dream, even though it was in a different key.

Notes:
- more school theme
- Woot first LD in a while, and lots of recall! maybe I should just be sick the rest of the school year, lol!

Feb 24 2010
non-lucid

I was on this beautiful island. It had pure blue waters and a clear sky. The island consisted of yellow rocky terrain and lush green flora. I was walking along this pathway that led to a slope. The slope had a wooden railing. It led to the top of the cliff. On the other side of the slope, there was grassy green hill that was fenced off at the bottom.

Somehow I got down that hill. There were either horses or cows (I can't remember) that were going insane. They were running around on their hind legs and flailing their forelegs and bodys, while making loud noises and running really fast. I apparently needed to herd them. I started yelling at them and chasing them, like I usually do with horses. They started running around crazily, but in the direction I wanted them to go in.

Then I was at school. There was some kind of mass or something that required standing up and sitting a certain way. They kept me back because it would hurt my injured knee. I also remember Mrs. P. telling us about some test or something.

I ended up somewhere else with another student (can't remember who) and Mr. B. He was asking me about my knee, but it seemed almost in a mocking, unbelieving way. I told him it was getting a lot better, but still had much to be healed. We ended up playing cards and eating Dairy Queen ice cream cake.

Somehow this briefly brought me to a skating rink changing room. I had these shoes where the blades were attachable (I wish I had the IRL >.<). There was something with RE.

Then I was with my mom, in the subway station. We were in her car. We wanted to go to the coffee shop down the street of our old apartment. The subway station was right there. She drove into it. Then she drove onto the tracks. I was scared of us getting hit by a subway. She drove onto this ramp that led to the ceiling. She "parked" up there, lodging the car between the slope and ceiling. I could barely get out, and had to swing from the ceiling bars to get to a platform. I wondered how my mom would get out, as there was absolutely no space where she was.

I started arguing with her that this was a bad parking spot. She said it was perfectly fine and that she didn't want to pay (lol!). I said that it was too risky and that it's better to just pay the few bucks to pay. After a short heated argument she groaned and started the car again.

We ended up by the ticket booth. We had to pay money to get the car out or something. My mom kept putting a few dollars into this machine, but it would just eat the money and not do anything for us. This got my mom pissed.

Now, in another dream, I was at home. Some kind of relative of ours wanted to rent our place out for $900. Apparently she couldn't come, so the rest of her family came. The person had many sons. There were 3. I remember one was some goth dude with a shitload of piercings and metal on his face. He also had red hair.

I had to prepare for this tea party or something. I put on this pink dress I think. I also put on this weird quilled headdress. It had pink and purple spiral things that I put into my hair, along with one part where I was supposed to have this huge ponytail sticking out the top of my head. I then had these beautiful silver huskings on my shoulders.

I ended up at this weird tea party. Many girls were there. I felt kind of awkward there. A lot of people admired the headdress and the silver shoulder huskings.

I ended up at some water park place. There were water slides. I was no longer in a dress, but in a pingu shirt with a sweater over it. I still had the headdress. I was with EM, GA, and a bunch of other kids (presumably kids at a summer camp). They were all following EM around as she texted on her phone. She then cried "Oh no! Not again!" All of her followers asked her what was wrong, and she said nothing. "Is that guy still trying to call you?" I asked. "Yea," she responded.

I then started talking to GA. He wanted to see my shirt or something, so he lifted the side of my sweater out of the way. "Let me see," he said. My shirt, which was white and was wet, revealed a pink bra with yellow designs on it. He shook his head and said, "You're such a show off." I slapped him and walked away.

I ended up somewhere in my school neighbourhood. It was summer here. I was with MA, and she was driving a car. I was in it. I realized that it was weird that she was driving, since she is pretty much the same age as me. She obviously didn't really know how to drive. She made really odd turns and pissed off a lot of other cars.

She was supposed to take me home, but kept going to her home instead. For some reason I thought i lived on R. Rd. I kept asking her where it is so I could tell her to go there. We passed by numerous streets and could not find it.

We ended up somewhere near D. St. She had crashed or something. The car turned into two small, metal plates. Apparently she was in them. "Are you there?" I called to her. "Yea!" she replied. I had to get her out of this little metal box, in which a person could barely fit in.

I took some heated shovel and started ramming it against the metal box (just like breaking ice at the ranch). Eventually, I was able to take off a part of the bottom. She appeared normally now. Apparently she had slid through the open bottom, even though it was like an inch wide. It ended somewhere there.

Notes:
- noticing a trend in eating food in last few dreams

Feb 25 2010

Don't recall anything from last night :(

Feb 26 2010
non-lucid

I started off playing WC3. I was in the waitin room chat. It was a 12 person game. I was the host. There were some other people there. Somehow we got onto a discussion about colors. I said something about all the bottom colors (brown, light blue, dark green, grey, ect.) being really dull and boring. Then the guy that was there called me a fag for saying that (ironically, he was pink).

Then I was at some camp. There were these 2 people that wanted to sleep in the same area. I then went to my own area. I was to sleep in this "tent" with this random guy with black hair. The "tent" was more like a piece of brown cloth draped over a pole. As I somehow went in, I got to my area of it. I felt very squished and big in such a small area. It was uncomfortable. I was scared to move to much in fear of bringing the pole down. As I looked over, I wondered how that guy could sleep like that. He was no where near the pole, and was just sleeping under if as if it was a blanket.

I think there was some other random guy too, but not in our tent.

I ended up somewhere after that. The guy with black hair ended up being really nice. Apparently he had somehow gone to a beading store. He had gotten me a pink hair clip with a flower at the end, and a sparkly clip with a skull on it. I thanked him. I felt very comforted by him and his gift.

This brought me to some random house. There were these musicians jamming with all of this musical equipment set up. This one guy who seemed to be running it all told me to go play the drums. I did horrible at it. I couldn't keep up with the beat. The guy seemed disappointed. I was disappointed too. I asked him how to hold the drumsticks, and he showed me.

Then I was in some smelly basement, or so it seemed. I was looking for a bathroom. There was this little outhouse thing behind some crappy blue-grey wooden wall. I looked in there. I didn't want to sit on the toilet. I contemplated standing up and peeing, but decided not to. I vaguely remember finding some smelly toilet.

This turned into some dim sum restaurant. I remember seeing har gao and many of those little wooden steam case things.

Feb 27 2010
non-lucid

I started off running away from something. It might have been a game of tag, but I really wanted to run away. I was in this giant maze thing, I guess it would be a playground. It was made of wood and nets. I had to crawl through and jump over all this stuff to get away. It was extremely fun. I remember at one point I had gone into this room with this giant bouncy net thing above the floor. There were a few other people. Then at another time there was a giant net wall with an opening at the top and some cushions on the other side. I jumped onto the the wall started jumping up the wall. It was insanely fun. It felt like a video game, lol!

I ended up in another dream. I was outside, in a giant random field. It was covered in snow. ST and PH (from WC3) were there. We were playing in the snow, at first trying to build a giant snow fort.

I then was watching a WC3 game, and saw PH's or ST's gyrocopter pick us up. It was some kind of RTS game. I as usual was sucking at it. Someone came with a giant orange ship.

It reverted back to the snowy field scene. Now I was on some playground, looking at a swing set. PH and ST were each on a swing. I was looking at one of them (I forget who). He was wearing a navy blue shirt and jeans. His face seemed kind of squished. He had some ugly fohawk hair style. I thought to myself "Damn, he's really ugly, I hope that's not really him." As I looked at him again, his face and hair changed so that it was more normal. "That looks okay I guess," I thought.

Then a random man unleashed a pack of dogs, presumably racing dogs. There was another man with him. I gasped at their beauty. I noticed there was a nice husky. His white hair was so insanely bright white. They ran around in a circle and then back to their owner. The owner and the other guy were laughing and discussing how he had somehow just made money by showing the dogs to us, and how it was a great plan to earn more profit. It ended somewhere there.

Feb 28 2010
non-lucid

I was on the subway or something. Somewhere along the way I met CO. I thought about how he is gay. Apparently he was supposed to come over to my house.

I was then at my house. I think we were waiting for my mom to get home. It was kind of awkward. I was bored. I decided to ask him if he had seen my tea set. He said that he had seen the picture that my mom had sent him and was excited to see it in real life. I was about to go grab it for him.

The next dream I was on PA. ave. Me and my mom were going for pho for dinner. When we got there, the place was much smaller. We apparently had to share a table with 2 other ladies.

Then I was on some kind of camping trip or something with someone else. I didn't recognize the person I think, but I was comfortable with them (her?). We were exploring and running around. We passed through this bush to a field.

I remember these people were hiding in this alcove with gun towers (that were blue) from Jurassic Park Survival, in WC3. It was apparently a family. They were scared of something. We started talking with them and giving them directions or something.

We ended up bushing through some bush to reach yet another field. As we ran through it, I realized that I recognized this field. It was the first field at the ranch (even though the real field looks nothing like it). I looked and I saw a small trail. SHAN was riding Dawn. I thought this was slightly odd since SHAN doesn't work there anymore and Dawn has arthritis and can't walk properly. But I made nothing of it. There was a boy on a small horse behind her. It was apparently Mindac's baby. The boy was having trouble controlling it and kept yanking on the reins.

I ended up walking the little boy and the young horse back along the trail. I yelled at him once for tugging so much on the reins.

When I got back, I was sitting on the mounting block, which was for some reason at the front of the barn. MA was there. I said hi to her. She seemed really happy, but I wasn't sure whether or not it was because she saw me. I turned around to find SHAR and KI too. I said hi to them. They seemed fairly glad to see me. KI said something about how she understood that I didn't come up anymore since it was so far away. I also asked someone about Butterball's baby. I didn't know whether or not she had given birth yet. The response was that her baby could be ridden 6 times a day. I assumed she was fairly big then. The dream ended somewhere there.

Mar 01 2010
non-lucid

I started off around the school neighborhood. It was nighttime. I was apparently looking for my friends. I might have been running away from someone, but I had to tell them something for some reason. I was wandering around Ev. Ave, looking for AL and VI. I briefly thought about VI and skipped her. I believe I saw myself in third person at one point. Then I went to AL's house. It looked like the back of the house was the front, because there were huge balconies with white iron railings. I thought about how cheap they looked.

At one point I ended up at some random place, presumably my sister's place. I was showing her one of my macramé bracelets (that doesn't exist IRL). It was a cream color with a rainbow weaved through a bunch of sections. It also was apparently my birthday. I had my sketchbook there, and started trying to sketch.

Then I ended up in class. I seemed to have missed a few days. I had to catch up on some group work. I was paired up with this boy (whom I recognize, but don't know, I'm pretty sure he's a few years younger than me and in my school). I had to help him with some math. He had the math workbook that I have. In it there were some questions. The first was to "divide" the pattern by two. It had "1111" written. What they meant by divide the pattern was divide the amount of 1s, so the answer would be "11". There were a bunch of other questions under that one with 2s, 3s, and 4s. The second question was the same but to "multiply" it instead of divide. "This is easy!" I thought.

This brought me outside, walking along some random street. It was daytime now. There was this girl (that I think was a girl I know IRL, but don't know that well). She was about my age. She had brown skin, black hair, glasses, a red shirt, jeans, and had a small build. I was walking with her. I had my mp3 player, and I let her listen to a song I had apparently made up. The song randomly made me think of the green scout owl from WC3. The song itself was just a bunch of synthesizer noises.

Eventually at some street corner, there were two other people. I think they were brother and sister. I think the girl left with them.

As I was walking down the street again, I heard some crazily vivid music. It was the song Caravanserai, but played acoustically, seemingly on a harp. I thought about how I could play that. Then there was some other sound, maybe like violin or viola to accompany it. I thought about how I could perform that, but instead of violin someone could do piano. As I thought of the piano the sound sort of changed to a more piano song. It ended somewhere there.

Notes:
- Listening to music in a dream was quite cool!

Mar 02 2010
non-lucid

I started off in some random house. I was visiting. There was a problem, and I can't remember it, lmao. I think my mom was there at some point, and some other girl. I was visiting her.

I got out of some bed in this random house and went to the small but cozy living room. I remember a yellow and orange rug on the floor. The place seemed to be like a cabin. There was a television there, and I started playing Katamari Damacy on it.

This led me to somehow think about all the fatal errors I get (IRL) on WC3. I thought about how annoying this was and how I wished I could stop it. Then I saw myself join a few games and end up crashing.

Eventually my mom told me something about if you don't do what triggers the fatal error, maybe you can avoid it. Then I was watching myself and some other person. We were in someone's garden at nighttime. There was some quest, and getting something from this certain shop gave me fatal errors. I decided not to go to them, and ended up going on to the deck that the garden led to. I was completely overjoyed that I could avoid the fatal errors!

Notes:
- Now, if only I could do that in real life...

Mar 03 2010
non-lucid

I started off at the ranch. I was in the dining room, eating lunch. I think my mom was there. SHAR was there, talking with us. The dining room was in a different direction and had no big window and did not have an oven and sink and whatnot. It was very old style in decoration; lots of green and red and gold with dark woods.

This brought me to a funeral home that seemed to be part of the ranch, if not around it. I was briefly there. I was not sad; I guess I didn't know the dead person. There were many people dressed in black. A black casket decorated with gold trim was infront of me.

Then my sister distracted me. She told me we had to complete this game, or quest. There were 3 keys that we had to find with 3 keyholes at a certain place. If we put the wrong key in the wrong keyhole, we would lose. We did not know where to put what key, but there was apparently some kind of clue that we had to notice.

We ended up in this mall to start searching. We passed by some luggage store with many suitcases on display. I remember a lot of dark green ones. We ran around and finally found of the keys.

The key had some orb thing at the end of it. Apparently it had sulfur and salt or something like that, and would explode if we didn't put it in the keyhole fast enough. I was scared of it and running for my life to find the damn keyholes. Eventually I found this wooden ramp that I ascended with my sister. We saw the three keyholes, each ornately decorated. The top two were gold with a bit of pink. I forget the bottom one. They were in a triangle. We were trying to decide which one to put it in. Somehow we knew that it definitely wasn't the bottom one, but we were scared as hell and panicking about which top one it belonged in.

Then the dream changed. I was in class. VI was sitting in one of the desks. She had a piece of paper that had the Dreamviews homepage printed on it (lol!). She told me to come over and look at it. I pretended I didn't know what it was (I didn't want to offend her, I guess xD), but then said "Oh, I've seen that!" But I did not drop any more hints that I'd ever tried it.

Then I was in another dream. I was walking along this train track with KA and a few others. KA was drunk. I was thinking about how pissed her parents were going to be. I was also a bit envious because she seemed to be having so much fun just stumbling so dumbly about. It ended somewhere there.