Hey, sorry it took so long to reply. I was offline for a couple weeks there.
 Originally Posted by Raven Knight
This is what I have come to believe through my guide Q, my guardian Hetfield, my own experience, and interactions with others:
Light energy is not benevolent and dark energy is not malevolent. They are tools, and whether they are good or evil is in how they are used. The biggest problem I have with any energy is when it is unstable. From what I have seen dark energy tends to be more unstable, but it doesn't have to be. I don't know for sure how other people feel when they have an incompatible energy in them. Dark energy tends to be cool or cold, while light tends to be warm or hot. Light energy tends to burn someone who uses only dark energy, while dark energy feels cold to someone used to light energy.
Ah, sorry. I wasn't suggesting that light and dark necessarily corresponded to good and evil. I meant that the dark energy in your dream was actively trying to hurt you. The light energy in my dream was being used by an allied DC, to keep us both invisible. That's why I called it benevolent, even though I had an adverse reaction to it. Meanwhile, the same DC felt cold when she was exposed to the darkness-based wards in the area.
I think that my perception of warmth or cold depends on the nature of the energy being used, not only on how light or dark it is. I've had a couple dreams lately where an inky black fog tries to attack me, in the form of a ghost or a monster. If I had to describe its energy, it would be "pure fear", and its effects are definitely chilling. My reaction was to absorb the dark energy it was trying to attack me with, but in order to do that I had to transform the "fear" effect (cold) into emotions having to do with anger and hunger (warm).
So... I guess it varies? I'm pretty sure I've seen fire summoned from both ends of the scale.
Problems occur when someone's energy becomes unstable. Light energy is naturally stable and doesn't tend to cause problems and is usually seen as 'good'. Dark energy is naturally unstable, so causes more problems, so it is seen as 'evil'. If someone who uses light energy is infected with dark energy, they go unstable. If someone who uses dark energy is infected with light energy, they also go unstable. If the person uses dark energy and loses control of it, it goes unstable. Instability leads to many problems, physical problems, emotional problems, psychological problems, often leading to negative behavior, violence, cruelty, etc.
I hear this. I've been having some issues with a "mysterious bright blue energy" that keeps working its way into my dreams, wreaking havoc on my DCs (who usually deserve it, btw). The problem is, I really can't control it very well. I get major glimpses into something absolutely amazing when I tap into the power, and I have the feeling that if I could control it, it would work really well for me. In the meantime, it'll keep destabilizing my dreams and generally causing problems.
I have used the term 'inner flame' to describe the part of a person that allows them to feel positive things, positive emotions. From what I've seen, unstable energy tends to weaken that flame, like a wind blowing through a small fire, maybe even put it out... although there is usually at least a spark of it remaining. Healing spells like the ones I use stabilize the person's energy, no matter what type it might be, so the flame can be strong again.
You know, I think that might depend on the person, as well as the level of instability in their energies. I think that there's always going to be some inconsistencies in a person's energy (enlightenment nonwithstanding), and I don't necessarily think that's a bad thing. Inner conflict can be good for the soul.
Just a thought. The problem with unstable energies is how easily they can get out of control (it's kind of in the definition). Balance is key?
Then we start getting into balance vs. stability.
Sorry if I have made this too long. A lot of this information is things I have just recently learned / discovered. I can't swear it is accurate, I have learned a lot, but I know there is still a lot left to learn. I used to figure dark energy is what would put out the inner flame, light would save it, but that is not the case, which I have found out by meeting people who use dark energy and their inner flame is strong. Stability is what is key.
So do you use dark energy? And light energy feels cold to you? That is interesting, but maybe how a person perceives the energies might just differ between people. I hope I have made sense here... if I haven't, just ask and I will try to clarify.
Yeah, I use dark energy. The way I see it, my base state is darkness. Take away everything else, all of the light and ambient energies and superpowers, and I'm left sitting in the dark with the four other senses.
When I look at my energy/aura in dreams, I see soft black and red swirling around each other. The black energy is actually very calming and stable. Usually, the red is too, but I've seen it go spiky a couple of times.
And then there's that light-based blue energy, just to mix things up.
(Possibly I've been playing too many Bioware RPGs?)
Anyway, ambient light energies (that is, things that aren't actively attacking me), can be utterly freezing. This seems to be a side effect rather than anything deliberate. Also, I'm usually pretty close to neutral on the light/dark scale, so it feels more like an allergy than anything really dangerous.
Heh. Looks like I ended up with a really long post, too.
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