Note: When I fell asleep tonight, I had a lot of negative energy due to some problems in the evening… and I wasn't the only one. I also had healing requests from Nomad, and MoSh. My negative energy had found its way to being focused against MoSh, but I focused my intent on receiving healing for my negative energy and providing healing for everyone who was in need of it. Additionally, my light / sound machine wasn't cooperating. While fixing the problem was easy in the morning, I had too much negative energy to want to bother with it before bed, so I missed out on my WILD…

I was in the biodome. I was semi-lucid. My mind realized I was dreaming, but I wasn't very clear in the head. I looked around the biodome. I wasn't alone there. Nomad was there with his arm around Angel, who looked pale. Nomad had said she would need healing, too. Basara was leaning against a tree and strumming on his guitar, singing quietly. MoSh was right beside him, also playing guitar. I felt a surge of negative energy when I saw MoSh, but I pushed it back down. This was to be a place of healing… and it was clear that I needed it. Asuka was sitting beside MoSh and listening to their music. She was smiling. I saw a young girl making her way through the trees and saw it was Shawna. She poked her head around a tree as if she was an explorer who had just made a very interesting find.

We all got together in the healing glen area of the biodome. I was between Nomad and MoSh. I could feel negative energy inside. I focused on a piece of a Disturbed song and brought it under control. "I've held on too long just to let it go now, will my inner strength get me through it somehow, defying the curse that has taken hold, never surrender, I'll never be overcome." I was saying the words softly.

"What did you say?" MoSh asked.

"Nothing…" I said, feeling the song working to keep my negative energy under control. Where was all this shit coming from? I really wanted to be rid of it. We were all in a circle, I noticed Markus had joined us. We were all doing healing spells of our own. All of them somehow fused perfectly, and the glen was filled with golden energy… and fire. But the fire didn't burn anyone or anything. It felt warm, but nothing more. The healing continued for a while and then was done. I felt some better. Quite a bit better, in fact. Something still felt off… like there was some negative energy that had been missed somehow. Maybe I would need more healing.

"Ok," I said, "I'm going out to a dimension far from this one, far beyond where anyone here can probably get. I hope to see some cool stuff, though I don't know for sure where we'll end up. Anyone want to go? Markus?"

"Sure!" Markus said.

"Nomad? Angel?" I asked Both of them said yes. I asked Basara, he said sure he would come along. I went to the center of the healing glen in the biodome and opened a portal, not really focusing, just imagining what kind of place I wanted to end up. Someplace cool, peaceful, nice. The portal opened.

"Aren't you forgetting someone?" Asuka asked in an irritated manner.

"Markus… Nomad… Angel… Basara…" I listed off names, "Nope. I thought you and Shawna would want to be with MoSh… But if you want to come…"

"MoSh is who you're forgetting, stupid!" Asuka said.

"I'm not forgetting," I said feeling negative again, "Why would I talk to him? It's not like he wants to hear what I have to say. It's not like…" Crap… negative energy again… I bit off my sentence before something really nasty could pop out. I was going to go through the portal before saying anything else… but before I could I woke.