Thread: Gothic Fighter's Dream Journal

3rd of September 2009

Nice Ratio(ND)
IRL somebody downloaded a non-freeleech torrent that I gave to him by mistake and my ration dropped to 0.2 or something. Since the upload speed from the Library’s PCs in my country is slow I couldn’t restore my ratio so I gave a freeleech torrent with many peers to one of my friend and asked him to let it seed for a while so my ratio comes back. I was kinda concerned that day about the ration. My ratio is now good.
I looked at my friend’s PC monitor and I see that the ratio/upload is good. I feel relieved and I wake up.

Buckethead Unmasked(ND)
The dream is like a movie with me interacting sometimes.
I see Bucket-less-head in a small room that looks like a shower. He is talking or watching his wife and kids that are behind a door that leads to another room. He seems kinda angry. (Gap) I am on a (motor) bike on a country road. I am thinking if I should speed up. After a while I do so. I see a guy on the right side of the road near a car. I went up a road with lots of curves. (Gap) I am in a place with a muddy puddle. I am scared because I didn’t remember the road home. I get on my bike and after a while I reach in a place with a little house (actually it looked more like a rectangle made of stone). I climb some stairs, open a door and I am back in Buckethead’s house. I see him (now I’m him) and his wife tonguing each other and it seems that we want to get further. I don’t have the occasion to see what happens next.

James Hetfield’s Beard(ND)
I only remember parts of this dream.
I was somewhere outside the school with a schoolmate. (Gap) There was something about Michael Jackson’s death, a road and someone with a beard like James Hetfield’s one. (Gap) I am playing some game with a ball. End of recall.

4th of September 2009

Piano Player(ND)
I’ve heard a song on the TV. I try to play it on the piano. (Gap) I am at the PC and down on the ground I see lots of CDs out of the case. I play some music in Winamp and I notice that I only have a few albums by their covers.

Neck Lock(ND)
I’m at the school and I’m waiting to enter a class which must be cleared of kids first. Near me I see some schoolmates and their parents. For some reason I beat someone’s kid and their parents argue with me. When I beat another one, his mother came after me to beat me. She is fat but still she runs fast. I go forwards, get up the teacher’s stairs to the third floor. I finally loose her. I walk a bit and somebody stops me and tells me about a cool wrestling move which will beat everyone. I just had to catch someone from the back of the neck and that’s all. Scene changes and I’m on the second floor. On the right wall I see some big drawings. I go back to the third floor. On the stairs I see two hot schoolmates. One of them took my cap (she used to do this IRL too). I run after her, hold her and take her by her neck (lots of “hers”:p). She stays in place. With my right hand I touch her breasts. They had little balls inside them. I release her and she gives me the cap. I go in my class and do the move to another schoolmate then I sit in a bench. Near me is another schoolmate which asks me why I’ve beat up those kids. I don’t remember the answer. End of dream.

Let Me Throw You The Folders(ND)
I look out of my apartment’s window. I see 2 friends talking to each other from their window which is not possible because they don’t live in the same block. One of them tells the other to bring some stuff to his laptop. I tell him that I’ve got that thing too and I ask him to wait a bit to go in my house, find it and then throw it to him. I look more carefully and I see that there’s some kind of extrusion from the block in which I see some dirt.

Painting The Guitar(ND)
I am painting my guitar to hide the scratches with a normal black paint.

5-6th of September 2009

No recall...

7th of September 2009

Longest Dream(ND)
I’m on a journey in a car and I see people near the road.

8th of September 2009

Nastiest Dream(ND)
Sorry but I can’t really write it. It’s very nasty, gross, immoral, sick, makes you vomit… balbalblablalbalbalbalblablbaab..... I wake up (thanks God) [/size]
I can’t believe I’ve just wrote this.

Foreign Country(ND)
I’m supposed to be in a country, something like Spain but I am in my grandparent’s garden. My mom calls me and asks me if I’m where I supposed to be. I say that I am and I wake up.

9th of September 2009

The Life Tree(ND)
I’m at my grandparents, in the garden, near or in the improvised WC. There are 2 more guys near me. The inside is different. It’s like another world in it. IN the air it’s a small tree, without leafs and a few branches and we’ve called it the tree of immortality or something like this. Whoever took a branch lived forever or something. We are doing some ritual. I take one branch which looks like a baseball bat. I am running with it downhill, through the corn and then on raw ground. There was a girl somewhere but I can’t remember where exactly.

In the Mansion(LD; DILD)
Note: This is my first dream ever in which I’ve made a Reality Check and lasted more than 5 seconds!
I am going home on the road towards the water stream. I look up and I see bi8g stormy clouds coming. I look behind and I see my little sister. I tell her to hurry. The wind blows strong but the context or scene changes a bit. I am with my 2 best friends. We are walking past one’s block and we are talking about dreaming and/or lucid dreaming. We are supposed to go on the roof of my block to watch or study something related to dreaming. I enter the block, climb the stairs to the first floor and I notice that the doors are not as they should be. They are all metallic and different. This happens every time in my dream so I’ve got a little suspicious. I climb up the stairs to the next floor and it’s dark so I can’t see anything but I continue walking until I reach the second floor. I look at the doors and I realize that I’m dreaming. I remained calm so I won’t lose lucidity. For the first time I’ve done a Reality Check. I pressed my thumb against my other hand. It failed but I still knew that I was dreaming. I’ve done the nose RC and I could simply breathe through my closed nostrils. I said to me that I am safe, because I am in my bed and this is a dream. I wanted to make the hand RC again. When I pressed my thumb against my palm, the spot where I’ve pressed became numb and I had a strange sensation, but it still hasn’t worked instead I had a scar of the shape of my nail which actually hurt a little. I look around and I see that I am alone. Ahead of me I see some carpets on the ground. I think about a hot classmate of mine and wish it to be there. But as soon as I think this I wake up, and I was starring at the bedroom table. I don’t remember If I’ve done any RC to make sure it was not a False Awakenings (never had one) but I guess I’ve did because I’ve wrote my dream.

10th of September 2009

Rush Hour in the Village(ND)
I’m at my grandparents. I get out of their courtyard, go down the road, look at my right and in the neighbor’s courtyard I see 5-6 people staying there. I go ahead and I see lots of cars coming towards me and from behind (this is impossible because it’s a little dusty road). As I go forward I see more cars coming. I hear something about an investment which someone made and now everybody is coming. I go ahead, then right, towards the bridge, and I see that it’s broken. I see some kids passing on a small bridge, near the old one. It’s a metal one. I pass it and I wake up.

11th of September 2009

Sea Highway(ND)
I’m in the sea with my mom and my sister. There is some kind of game/phenomena. Every time a big wave comes and smashes on us, something happens and we get rewards or special powers. A wave comes and I see my sister floating on her back and I do the same. (Gap) I turn around and I see some roads (asphalted). There are arranged symmetrical. Dream ends.

12th of September 2009

The Bus(ND)
I’m in the sea with my mom and my sister. There are waves coming. I look around and I see that I actually am on a street in the city that is filled with water. Some of the waves splashed me in my face and left water in my mouth. I get to the shore (the sidewalk) and my mom gives me a towel. I take it but it is cold and I tell her to give me my clothes. I get dressed because I have to go home. I stand in front of a car. Inside there is a woman who tells my mom that I’ve been nice and quiet during the road there and she hopes that I would be the same on the road back. I look at my back and I see three blue big buses filled its passengers. I turn back my head and the car is starting. I get in and try hard to hold on the window. After a few seconds my mom helps me and I get in. I am in a bus and in the back I can hear the ticket checker talking or singing in the back. I look at my left and I see an empty seat and I assume it’s the appraiser’s. I look out of the front window and I see that the driver is making some kind of tour. I see lots of smoke coming from the ground and from some buildings. It seems that I am in a desert or so because there is a lot of sand and a few buildings that look like small houses. As I get near the smoke, I see that a smoke grenade causes it. The bus gets past a hole in the ground and then runs over a building, breaking it. I am scared but he says it’s OK. After this I wake up and go back to sleep again right away. Then the next thing happened:

Crowbar (LD; WILD)
I open my eyes for a second, and then go back to sleep. I enter right away in a dream in which I am in my bed, just waking up. I can still somehow feel my real body. So I am conscious in both “worlds”. In the dream world I say that I’m dreaming and I hit my little sister which was near me with a crowbar and I wake up, this time for real.

Down the Hill(ND)
I’m participating in some kind of weird contest. I have to collect as many apples or balls I can. I am the leader and I am going downhill which is very abrupt. I manage to reach the other side and I see many trees and vegetations. I am participating with/against several girls. End of recall.

13th of September 2009

The Haunted House(ND)
I’m near the train station, on a road. I hear someone saying that we will have new and modern trains. I look ahead of me and I see a blue, modern railway engine. It’s running on the street just like a normal car. The context changes slowly but sure and I together with a man are supposed to capture the locomotive’s mechanic/driver. I am running very fast after it, making some laps around a park or a building. After a while a finally catch the driver. After a short chase we corner him in a courtyard surrounded by big, black tall fences. I am interrogating him about something. I turn around and ahead of me I see a big, scary house/mansion. I inter inside. Somehow I know that the house has ghosts in it and it’s not an unusual thing. I look at my right and I see some kind of prison door. Someone tried to open it but it won’t because it’s only allowed for the ghosts to enter. I go left and go up some stairs. I am on the first floor a door on the far right side of the hall opened. I and some girls enter there are see a modern apartment with two ladies inside. The girls are happy because they have a place to stay. I feel the same until I look more closely on the yellow, wall-papered walls. There are many bugs and insects on it, crawling around. The two girls get near me and they hug and scream. I wake up.

The Exchange(ND)
I’m in my grandparent’s courtyard, near a little space where my grannies keep the corn. Someone is offering a guitar that is actually my guitar but when it was “younger” with no scratches, new string and the rest. I gladly accept the exchange and I wake up.

14th of September 2009

Mirror(ND)
I have two x-rated movies. (Gap) I am in the kitchen and I am sticking my toy into a girl who sits on a pillow. I go to the bathroom and I look in the mirror. I see myself like in real-life. Then I wash my face or do something else and I look in the mirror. An obvious dream sign came after this. As I looked in the mirror, the image in the mirror showed that my head was looking to the left and then turned to match my position. I wake up after a while.

Metin 2(ND)
A friend told me to take care of his Metin 2 character while he is gone. (Gap) There are some monsters which kills the character. This takes place in some desert. After he is killed I wake up.

Bath of Records(ND)
My dad is sitting in the bath like it would be a sofa. Around him, inside the bath I see some vinyl records. I wake up.

New Old PC(ND)
I’ve started the PC. When I look at the monitor I see a different logon screen with two user names (I don’t have a logon screen).I go in the hall and I see my big sister, arrived from Greece. Also near her I see my PC. When I go back in the living room she says that she changed the PC with my old one (doesn’t exists). I look at the monitor and I see it’s very big, much more like a TV. I push it a little bit to the back of the wall and I wake up.

Don’t do It!(LD;WILD)
I am watching some guy on a construction site. He wants to jump of a big unfinished building. I know that I’m dreaming and I wake up.