Well, insane night but a little annoying. Lately my schedule is really screwed up. My bed time is different every day so for sure my dreams are affected by that. I woke up a couple of times at night, remembering a dream and at the same time, forgetting it. My dream was gone in a spit second. I had several false awakenings and that made my recall even tougher. Usually I do not fall for two-three false awakenings, but tonight... I had tons and got fooled by them. I woke up at 05:10 AM and remembered a huge dream with a lot of detail, without opening my eyes, I channeled my memories and tried to remember the whole dream to write it down (it was a lot of information.) A second later, puff, gone! This happens to me very rarely so I blame the schedule for it The dream, I can recall it was a complicated dream, nothing fancy or memorable, so its not too bad that it was gone. I was lying down trying to remember it, but it was impossible until I fell asleep.
However, I do remember a piece of one of them.
23.05.2010 Getting another job???? (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I'm missing some pieces of this dream, but I can remember that I've found a new job. I did not understand why, I'm happy with my current jobs. I was in a store and I was signing some legal paperwork to get hired. I was very happy in this dream. The store appeared to be a car parts shop, but I can't recall. I remember I saw the back room and it was huge.
After driving my wife to work, I came back home and lied down in bed for a while. I was tired so I knew I could fall asleep. I decided to read a few threads of DV for a while. Also I saw a couple of dragon ball videos when Frieza destroys planet Vegeta. I wanted to see it so it would be in my subconscious. Then when I get lucid, I would be able to overkill a bastard (two actually) I know in real life and hopefully, taking planet Earth with them (so I would complete one step of the Task of the Year.) After reading a little I went to sleep.
23.05.2010 Getting a Red Honda Bike and getting it stolen (DILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
For some unknown reason. I bough a bike. It was big, red and shinny. I loved the bike. I felt I needed that bike to go to work. Probably my wife got her driver's license and she was driving our car. I was excited about my new bike. I never drove one before (I only rode bikes) and I had to go home for the first time with my bike.
The bike looked something like this:

I started riding it. I could hear the engine and feel the wind in my face. I felt proud of my bike. It was night, and I was tired so I went to sleep to a hotel. Something happened here, but I can't recall.
I have a False Awakening in the same hotel room. The first thing I though it was about my bike. I knew I had the keys with me but I wanted to make sure it was OK. I left the hotel. I started to ride my bike again. I've been riding for a while, I rode over country and on the freeway. I parked my bike in a mall. I was going to get some supplies for the bike and a helmet, for some unknown reason, I had no helmet. I spend a while in this mall, a few females wanted to ride the bike with me and I can remember I ate something in the mall, but once more, I grabbed my bike and left. I think I did not buy the helmet after all.
Night falls again and I stop in a small house in the middle of a forest. I did not feel like leaving my bike outside, I was worried some wild animals could damage it. Both the bike and I entered the wooden house. It was warm inside and it was almost empty.

Inside, there was a mattress and a small table. I lied down in the mattress and the bike was on my right. I fell asleep and False Awakened in the morning. I opened one eye and I saw proudly my bike next to me. The front wheel was touching my mattress.
I had another False Awakening. I think I was in a car repair workshop. I was worried if my bike was OK. I saw that my bike was a little damaged, but it had minor scratches. Everything looked OK. I left the workshop and rode it. I've been riding for a while until the dream vanishes.
I had a False Awakening in a small store. A couple of people entered the store and they had their face covered. I felt scared because I though they were going to pull out a gun and rob the store. I started to walk backwards slightly until they turned around and started to leave. I felt better as I saw the face of one of them. They were just covering their mouth and nose.
I suddenly realize that my bike was not there. When I fell asleep, I was holding the keys of the bike and the bike was parked next to me, inside the store. (The wooden house appeared to be a store) I started to feel worried. The bike was brand new and it was already stolen from me. I had another False Awakening. I was suddenly in a different room, still thinking about my stolen bike. I was planning to go out of the house and look if the bike was parked there, however, I felt that the bike was really stolen because I knew well where I saw the bike before it was gone I suddenly realized I was dreaming. I was not feeling good so I just started to push my eyes and close them thighs. I was trying to wake up myself. The image started to fade until I realized myself, "Why I am waking up? My bike is not stolen. I can summon it back." I decided to move away from bed. I performed a RC and looked at my hands. They looked fine... or at least if what I first thought
This might be because just before going again to bed, I read this:
 Originally Posted by Serenity
RC's have a 100% fail rate to me, I can't even do the standard ones anymore. I have to do other things like try to float. Looking at my hands actually seems to be okay, since they are usually missing
So that could help. My subconscious mixed "my hands actually seems to be okay" and "RC's have a 100% fail rate to me"
Sorry Serenity, no hard feelings!!!! I kept lucid after all, but your statement mixed in my dream!
I looked a second time to my hands because I could swear they were blurry. I had all five fingers in my left hand, however, the Middle Finger was forked into two small fingers. On the right had I had some anomalies that I can't recall. I left the room and I realized that my house was in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by mountains. It was a wooden house and it looked very cool. The house had two floors and I was in the top floor, so I started going to the main floor. I pinched my nose to see if I was able to breath. I was able to breath, however, I did breath like if I had a bad bad cold with mucus. I cleared my nose and kept walking. My dream was clear, but I wanted to make it crystal clear. I remembered that in other lucids after performing several reality checks I could reach that point. I was about to leave the house when I looked around for books, to try to read. I see a shelve full of books so I grabbed one. The title looked blurry but I opened the book and try to read. Everything was blurry and I could not read. I looked away but did not reach the crystal clear dream, so I stared at the book to try to read something, hoping the text would do something funny and reach perfect clarity. Bad choice. I did not remember that staring at something in your dream can screw it. My dream started to fade. I was thinking, "No, No, No, Nooo!!! And I started to look around to try to recover stability. The dream faded completely and disappeared along with my lucidity
I have another False Awakening. I wake up in a room, similar to mine. Even I could see one of my cats sleeping in the pillow in the same position where she was before I fell asleep for real I grabbed my notebook and started to jot down my dream about the bikes. I could not write well but this time I performed no reality checks. I though I was about to fall asleep again, so I allowed myself to fall back. I think I had to beds and I was going to fall between them, but I did not care, somehow I know I was not going to get hurt. I started to perform a WILD and I could feel my body paralyzed and I saw some hipnagogic images (yes, in my own dream) until I felt asleep and woke up in my real room for real.
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