Thread: ~ DreamQueen's Dream Journal (with pics) ~

Sunday 19th April 2008

Woke up early so did a WILD with the goal of meeting my deceased loved one “D” in a beautiful garden. I successfully enter a dream and find myself on a roller coaster. I am lucid. Immediately I steer my carriage off the rails and fly away to a beautiful garden where I land and get out of the roller coaster car. I will my lovely D to be behind some nearby trees. I walk around the trees and he is there sitting on a park bench. He looks so handsome and healthy. I walk straight over to him, grab hold of him and ask him to tell me something about the future which is my goal question. He looks a bit puzzled so I say again, “tell me something that’s going to happen in the future”. He thinks for a second then says, “Okay. Mum is going to die of Littlepox”.

I then have a FA which is unbelievably realistic and I don’t immediately catch the fact that I’m still dreaming. I had done the WILD with a sleep mask on and it was still on. I lift the mask off my eyes and the room is dark. I sit up in bed thinking how amazing it is that I’ve just succeeded with my lucid goal. I glance briefly to my left and as I look away I realise I've just seen a pink poster of Minnie Mouse on my wardrobe door which I definitely do not have in RL! I realize I must still be dreaming. Then I hear my husband coming into my room so I quickly lie back down, close my eyes and pretend to be asleep. I do this because I’m not sure if it’s him in RL coming through or in my dream and I don’t want to interact. He comes in and shines a torch in my face. I keep my eyes shut. He then leaves. I get up and do some RCs. I try to put my arm through the wall but end up having another FA.

I’m back in bed. I get up and suspect I’m dreaming but before I can do my RCs my husband comes back through. I tell him I’m just sleep walking and to please leave me to it. He leaves. I do my RCs and confirm I’m dreaming. I try to walk through my wall to get back to the garden but I wake up for real.

This is the garden I was in. D was behind the tree...

Woke at 3am and did a WBTB at 4am.

It’s morning and I go downstairs and discover we’ve been burgled during the night and the whole of downstairs is trashed. It looks like a bomb has hit it and the TV is gone amongst other things. I call Chris, who comes downstairs, takes a look at the mess then suddenly runs out the front door having spotted the burglar. He catches the burglar who is a big butch lesbian and drags her back into the house. I’m so mad I begin fighting her (unbelievably out of character for me). She has a knife. As I’m fighting I realize I’m dreaming so I grab a knife off the bench and stab her a couple of times, first in the abdomen then in the face. I then think about how unpleasant this is and how it doesn’t have to be an unpleasant dream. At this point my sister is now there too. I quickly check my left hand. I have 5 digits but one of them looks funny. I look away and back again and I have lots of fingers.

I then decide to walk out the front door. I have to keep reminding myself that Chris and my sister are only DCs because it feels wrong to leave them alone with a knife-wielding burglar. However I want to go and do my own thing. I walk out the front door and cross the road to the park where I decide to fly. I begin floating upwards but then I look back and the lesbian-burglar has come outside along with my sister, Chris and also my mum. I get the feeling the lesbian-burglar is going to fly after me so I decide to throw the knife into her heart to kill her. I do this with success. I then will her back to life and she is now all healed and a nice person

Then me, my sister, my mum, Chris and the now nice lesbian-burglar get into a red car and start to fly. My mum is driving and I’m in the passenger seat. We land and are driving along a road which is suddenly blocked by a man in a black car. Mum crashes into the car and shunts it away. She’s about to hit the car again but I tell her to fly over the top of it. She says she doesn’t know how so I say I’ll make the car fly and I push a button. We take off into the air.

Then I turn to the DCs in the back seat and ask them “How did the cosmos originate?” At this point my mum butts in and says “Oh, can I just ask a quick question first?” She then asks “how was the recital?” I’m annoyed by her pointless interruption and start trying to push her out of the car coz she is a distracting DC. Unfortunately before I get my answer I wake up.

Tuesday 25th November 2008

After a four month break from LD I decided to get back into it. It took me about three weeks to have my first one but here it is...

I woke up at 5am and attempted WILD. After a while I had a powerful hypnagogic image. I knew I was about to be successful. Sure enough I found myself in a dream although at first I wasn’t lucid. I was in a rocket launching into space. I was thinking about the crew of the Challenger and feeling sad for them.

Next I have landed on a distant planet and am in a the stairwell of a strange building. I see a person asleep on a landing and I creep past him. I go into a room. The door closes loudly behind me. I'm high up in the building. Suddenly I sense the feeling of being in a dream. I check my left hand and it looks almost normal except the fingers are slightly webbed looking. I’m really worried about waking up because I’ve waited to be lucid for three whole weeks so I rub my hands together to stabilise the dream and I look around. The room has a strange feel to it. The lighting is sort of sepia toned. I am strangely alone. I then do a quick levitation to keep busy and prevent waking up. It takes me three attempts to get airborne as the dreamscape is incredibly vivid and because it feels so real it is hard to accept that I will be able to fly. I then float through to the next room looking for D. He is not there.

I decide to go somewhere more interesting so I land and walk back into the first room I was in and I see a dark brown closed wooden door. I will a specific dreamscape to be behind it but instead when I open it I see a tiny balcony overlooking a gothic-style town bathed in eery moonlight. It was such an amazing dreamscape! Partly what made it so cool was that it was not at all what I had expected to see which made it so much more real.

I walk back into the room then I walk into another room. It’s a bathroom. I see some dolls on a shelf on the wall and their dresses are the most dazzlingly vibrant colours. A deep rich burgundy with lime green polka dots that are almost electric. It is the first time I have seen the “dream colours” I’ve read about so often. Unfortunately I wake up.

I've included a picture. This is what the room looked like. The lighting is identical however there were no bar stools, fridge etc in the room I was in. Click on the pic to enlarge.

Friday 28th November, 2008

Woke up at 4.15am and tried to WILD for two and a half hours. Finally I found myself standing in one of the operating theatres at work nonlucid. There is a good looking guy in the room and I’m complaining to him how I’m not having much luck with my lucid dreaming at the moment. He says “is this strange?” and pulls out a gun and points it at me. He then says “shouldn’t you do a reality check?” I agree that I should so I look at my hand and realize I’m dreaming. Immediately I have a FA but it is really really weird…

I’m lying in my bed on my side with my eyes shut and my body is vibrating. Suddenly my body starts moving on its own. I think to myself that I must have just caught my body shifting positions which is normal when you sleep. It is the weirdest feeling ever because my body is moving with no conscious control from me. My body turns over and then my legs start lifting in the air. I’m thinking ‘hang on there’s no way people do this while they sleep’. I’m wondering what is going on. Suddenly my legs lower down and a troll climbs onto my bed and sits on top of me pinning my arms down. The troll looks like Jabba the Hutt from Starwars. I’m finding it hard to breathe. A small dog is running around my head yapping. I’m aware now that it’s an hallucination so I’m not concerned. However I am annoyed at the troll for stopping me going and getting on with my dream. I wake up.

Click on the image below to enlarge!

Friday 5th December, 2008

I’d been dreaming for ages. I'm in a car in the passenger seat at night with mum driving and she asks me to have a look at a road map. We are going to see a show somewhere. I get the map out of the glove box and try to turn on the interior light. It comes on but then fades out. I miss this cue. Then the headlights start fading out and we are left unable to see the road well enough to drive. I still miss the cue. We get to our destination which is a huge white villa. We are running late for the show. Running late is one of my dream signs but I miss it. I need to find a toilet and go looking for one. This is also one of my dream signs but, you guessed it, I miss that too.

Finally I wander out onto a verandah and I think to do a RC because I’m in a strange place. About time! I figure there is no way I’m dreaming as everything is way too real. As I walk back inside the house I look at my hand and it looks normal. I then pinch my nose and try to breathe through it and I absolutely cannot believe it when I can. I’m so astounded that I feel the need to obtain further proof that it really is a dream. I try to float a bit and it kind of works but then the room fades to black. I can’t see anything so I quickly put my arms out to the side and spin whilst visualizing the room I was in. My dream stabilizes and I’m back in the room. There are some girls there sitting on a couch.

Then I see a red coat draped across an antique armchair. I study it admiring its brilliant rich red colour. It’s beautiful. Then I see a full length mirror with a wooden frame hanging on the wall. I’m pleased at this because my current dream goal is to really look into a mirror properly. I go over to the mirror and take a gander. My reflection looks completely normal. I’m wearing a baby pink cardy and white Capri pants and I actually look pretty, soft and serene. I lean in for a close up and the dream starts to “bend”. Only it is not the dream that bends… it is myself! Yikes! My face becomes hideously deformed. My eyes are half closed and my mouth is distorted I turn away quickly but I wake up.

Monday 8th December, 2008

I’m in a nonlucid dream standing in the spare bedroom which is dark. I go to turn on my bedroom light and nothing happens. A bulb had blown in there a few days ago in RL and I figure the odds are pretty slim that it’s happened again. I then have a FA. I’m still in the spare room but I’m lying in bed with my eyes shut. I do a RC and realize I’m dreaming. I open my eyes and get up and it feels so real I have to do another RC.

I try to summon my beloved, deceased D but no luck. I walk through to my bedroom and put on a dressing gown because I feel a bit cold. I then recall my dream goals. First I shout out “Cynthia Gonzalez what is minarez?” which is an experiment for a DV member. There’s no reply so I shout it again. There’s still no reply so I move on to my next goal which is to put my hand into a mirror.

I walk over to my dresser. I look into the mirror and the image is very clear. I’m wearing a black sparkly dress now. I try to put my hand into the mirror. It’s tricky. I’m pressing my fingertips against the glass and then I feel a tingling sensation and my arm goes in and disappears. I can feel that my arm has gone right through the wall behind the mirror and into the bedroom of the next apartment. I can feel the bedpost of the neighbors’ bed. I go to put my head through to look but I wake up.

Probably a good thing I woke up coz they might have been doing the nasty!

Yay you started a journal. I was going to send you a PM asking if you were going to do that. I'm going to catch up on them as I get time. Cool how you started Lucid Dreaming, and your lucky that you found somebody that knew what it is.

The way I started out was similar, only I did not have any naturally. I just wanted to know when I was dreaming and developed my own techniques. Then eventually came across" Exploring The World Of Lucid Dreaming" in a bookstore.

Nice picture too! You really are a queen.