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03-17-2008, 11:18 PM
DreamingGhost

DreamingGhost's Dreaming World

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I will be starting a dream journal obviously lol. Anyways I will be back dating a lot of entries for this year until I catch up so I have all the dreams from this year in here. I hope you all enjoy as dreams are such a playground of fun even nightmares (at least to me these days.) :P And it is such fun reading others dreams.
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I will order it like this:
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Weee what a nice little rainbow of colors lol.

Anna:jester:
03-17-2008, 11:22 PM
Adrenaline Junkie

Looks to be very cool, and colourful Anna.

I cannot wait to read some of your entries. I really like the format aswell, don't feel too restricted though because it can be time consuming, if you haven't got time for the format, just put down notes, its the best way. But all in all i can't wait to read some of your dreams :D
03-17-2008, 11:31 PM
DreamingGhost

1/1/2008
Hiding Dreamers

When I became lucid I remember the DC's of the dream trying to hide me because I was LD'ing. These people were half vampire and were living in mountain caves with Dwarfs.

I do not remmeber the dream before I become lucid as this was a DILD. However I do know this was a low level lucid in the aspict as I did not have much control over the dream once I became lucid.

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03-17-2008, 11:33 PM
DreamingGhost

Thank you very much Lucid Seeker. I keep a digital dream journal as well so it is just a matter of copying that and changing it a bit to post in here. But I am sure as time goes on I will become lax in the format lol.

Happy reading

Anna:jester:
03-18-2008, 12:31 AM
DreamingGhost

1/24/2008

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I think at this point I must point out that if I have a FA in a dream I count the dream after the FA as a whole different dream.<o:p></o:p>
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First LD: Not Worth it<o:p></o:p>
The first LD that I had this night is not worth really talking about, but worth say I had it lol.<o:p></o:p>
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Second LD: No Watches<o:p></o:p>
I did another RC as the FA hit me because I have made it a habit to do RC when waking. I do not remember much of this dream expect my sister L and C were in it. I had to do another RC and asked to see my sisters watch only to find out every one has the wrist bands, but not the watch part. Because of this I knew I was dreaming.<o:p></o:p>
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Third LD: Changing Hair<o:p></o:p>
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In this dream I looked into the mirror to see the distorted face of me. I remember being a little disturbed by this but only a little, because I knew I was dreaming and remembered reading that when you look into a mirror your reflection is often distorted.<o:p></o:p>
I deiced to try a few things and tried to change my hair color to blond. I could get it to turn to blond, but not stay that color. Then I tried to get my lipstick to turn to purple. This I was also able to do also, but I had to close my eyes to get it to happen. I thought for sure I was going to wake up once I did close my eyes as this is a common thing for me with my dreams. If I close my eyes I wake up. After the lip color changed and I saw this control began to fade and I had another FA<o:p></o:p>
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Forth LD: Pink Hair<o:p></o:p>
After the FA I did a RC and became lucid. I deiced to go out side again and explore the dream world I was in this time. A little way down the stairs I deiced to try changing my hair color again, and change what I looked like. At that moment I got a flash of someone with pink short hair and almost ice blue make-up. I deiced that this looked cool and tried to do it. With me not looking into a mirror after doing this I can not say I was able to change the color of my make-up or not, but I do know I was able to change the length and color of my hair. I know this for a fact because I saw in my shadow my hair had changed and a lock of hair fell into my eyes and I saw is was pink.<o:p></o:p>
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03-18-2008, 04:06 AM
DreamingGhost

2/1/2008

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<o:p></o:p><o:p>I do not remember much how this dream got started. I know for about the third time of entering my dreams I was in this same run down looking house. I remember being frustrated that I was in this house once more and still could not seem to find my way out or even find a door for that matter. At this time I stop in the middle of trying to find the door and say well damn I must be dreaming. Because of this I do a RC and become lucid.

As I become lucid I exclaim out load that now that I know I am dreaming I no longer want to be in this house. After I get done saying this I turn to my left and now see a door. I open the door and walk outside. At this point I lose the control and knowledge of the lucid.

Once out side I see a great jagged mountain right behind me that the door of the house is attached too. In front of me I see this line of trees. Me being me I deiced since I am now out of that house I would explore the landscape. When I am about half way to the forest a massive group of people living in caves make a rush towards the forest line, but soon all these heads pop out of the trees. The heads belong to dinosaurs, but not any dinosaurs they were raptors.

I think it was not a normal thing for this many raptors to be in the forest as the people started to scream loudly and run back to the caves. But some of the people could not get back to their caves before they disappeared back into the mountain.

I panicked with the rest of the mountain people and could not find the door to the house I had just come out of. Off to my left I see some pore man pleading with a couple that had not shut their door yet to be let inside. They say they are sorry but they can't let him in. In seeing this I deiced to scream out for help. A little way down the mountain I see this man exclaim to what I believe at the time is his daughter to let me and some other man he pointed to inside their cave. For some reason I think the only reason why the father would invite me and some other man into his cave is so he could eat us.

Once in the cave I see it is not that big, the father even tries to say he is sorry for this fact, but I cut him off by saying I was just happy he was willing to let me inside as at this point in the dream I feel it is my fault there were so many raptors in the forest and the people hunted these beasts for food. I just try to stay out of the way.

The dream then cuts to a scene where the man whom was invited inside with me picks up this paper thin piece of clear plastic and asks what it is for. The dad takes it, holds it up towards his face and then runs a finger down the right side. Shortly after this he shows it to the man who had asked about it. Now forming on the surface of the thing was the dad’s picture. The man thought this was cool and promptly takes his own picture.

At this point in the dream I had become close friends with the daughter and deiced I would take a picture of us together. So I grab up another clear plastic photo sheet and take our picture. After it forms I look at it but my image is distorted. While looking at my distorted figure I think it just was because I never could take good pictures, but then I slowly get the idea that I am dreaming and I once more become lucid. Shortly after this I wake up. As I am waking up I hear the little girl say that she did not want me to leave her, but I tell her not to worry and I would be back.

When I get back to sleep and enter the dreaming world, I find my self back in the cave and become lucid almost immediately. When I get fully into the cave I see the little girl has her back to me. I walk up to her and say something like 'see I told you I would be back' she turns around all happy like and throws her arms around me and gives me a big hug. Her father only nods his head.

I try to say I am sorry for making them lose out on the food of the hunt and I would like to make it up to them. The father asks me what I could possible do to help them out. I tell him I am dreaming and since this is my dream I can create whole fields of food. He looks shocked and a little scared when I tell him this. I say I can prove it and move close to the door. The little girl comes up next to me and asks if she can help me do this. I give her a smile and tell her that she can it is easy and all she has to do is will what I say to be on the other side of the door to be on the other side of the door. I proclaim out loud that when I open the door on the other side will be a grove of orange trees. After doing this I take the girls hand and tell her to close her eyes and will it hard. And sure enough when the door is opened there are orange trees, but the oranges are small and more oval then round. The dad panics and quickly pushes every one back inside the cave and shuts the door.

He looks at me and tells me in a little bit of a shaky voice that only the creator has the power to make things appear like that. He tells me that I am nothing but trouble and he should have never let me in the cave in the first place. I just look at him not understanding why there was a problem after all this was my dream and I could do stuff like that as I wanted.
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he dream cuts to us asleep. Then all of a sudden the father wakes up and screams that the cave is filling up with a gas and we must all get out now. Not wanting to run into the raptors (I knew for some reason they were there) were on the other side of the door, I thought to my self that the cave would open up into a wooded park. While I am doing this I feel the little girl take up my hand again. When I knew for sure what I wanted would be on the other side of the door I quickly opened it and we all ran out of the cave into the middle of the park.

The father stops about two yards from the cave and exclaims this should not be where the caves opens out into. The little girl looks at the father and rolls her eyes and then takes my hand again. At this point I get the feeling that this is not her father at all, but some guy who had rescued her from a hunt or something like that.

While walking in the park I hear these yells coming from behind us. I turn to see these men (who I somehow know are men who live in the caves as well) rushing towards us with spears in hand. I feel they are after me, so I start to run leaving the girl behind for some reason. The father and other man also run. When I get to these park bench things I hear the girl call out to her father as she can not find him. I yell back to her where I am hiding and to come to me and that I would keep her safe, she comes to me. At that moment the cave dwelling people close in but I run towards the edge of trees where I had seen something moving, Because of this I knew some how people were hiding in the trees and if I could only make it to them they would help me and the little girl.

When I get close to the edge of the trees all these people step out and wave me and the little girl towards them as the attempt to fight off the cave dwelling people. When we do make it to these people they circle me and the little girl and try to get us to go into the trees but I tell them we can not leave before we get the girls father and the other man as well, so I call out for them telling them to run this way and they will be safe.

At this point the fighting stops and I get this sickening feeling and some how know that the father and other man have been captured by the cave dwelling people. For some reason I ask why the fighting has stopped, but I already get the feeling like these people are going to give the little girl and I up to the cave dwelling people. At this point I tell the little girl to start backing up slowly towards the tree line and when I tell her to make a run for it. I can feel that she is scared but I also know that the cave dwelling people must not have us or we would come face to face with this creator and that was not a good thing. I tell her to run just as the cave dwelling people come to view. We make a quick dash o the trees. As we enter the trees the dream shifts to us running across a desert like land to where some train tracks are and trains going by. I try to stop the trains, but I does not work. So I think back to all the other times in the dream where I was able to change things is when the little girl was holding my hand. I take up her hand and tell her to imagine the trains moving very slowly so we can cross them. Once we are past the trains I tell her to imagine the trains now moving very fast and they can not be stopped by anyone.

The dream cuts to us climbing a hill that has some trash on it. The little girl picks up a green masquerade ball mask that is half broken and puts it to her face. She then asks me if we can go to the crystal ball. I tell her that we might be able to, but first we had to get over the border. Soon we come to this tall brick wall that looks like it is falling apart a bit. Off to the left I see and broken down truck, we use this to get over the border. On the other side there is rolling green hills. Again once we get across the stone wall the dream cuts again to us walking in the green hills. We come upon some wild dogs/wolfs. I pull the little girl to me telling her not to be scared while offering my hand to the dogs to smell. Once they do this I tell her to hold her hand out as well and I tell them my name and the girl says her name is Kayla. As the dogs are warming up to us and licking out hands I wake up.
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03-18-2008, 04:40 AM
DreamingGhost

2/7/2008

First Dream: Pile of Rocks
Hubby and I are at some hotel at some place where an amusement thing is going on. We are out walking around doing something, but I do not remember what it was. The dream cuts to us in the hotel room, but some girl is in there. She is getting ready to leave but she wishes to show me all the stones she has. She pushes her pillows up against the head board and this hug pile of rocks appears, far more then what should have been under the pillows. With out thinking about it I reach out and pick a rock from the pile, but quickly drop it and pull my hand away from the pile as if the rocks were red hot. I turn to her and exclaim I am sorry for touching them with out asking her first and trying to mix my energy with hers. She says this it is ok because those are not her power stones and need to be cleansed to use anyways. She then pulls out three small velvet bags. Soon after this the dream fads and I wake up.

Second Dream: Flying
Warning long dream again
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I don’t remember how this dream got started; I only remember trying to save this little boy from this man. We were both trapped in the man’s house. I was locked in another room then the boy. I was given food from a slid in the bottom of the door. I see a mouse in a hole in the room that I am in. Some how I get the mouse to come out. After this I slid the mouse out of the slit in the door and have it try to get the door open. I tell the mouse that it can open the door because I can feel that it does not believe that it can. I tell it that it can do it because I believe it can and this is my dream, but I do not become lucid yet.

Soon after I let the mouse out the slider door the door opens up, but the man who locked me in the room is standing in the door way.

“I would have never tried the mouse, you really are something.” He says to me smiling.

“If you hurt him (I was referring to the mouse) I will hurt you back.” I try to sound all tough.

The man throws back his head and lets out this loud laugh. When he regains control of him self he says to me, “I am the mouse.” I look at him shocked then I demand of him, “Where’s the boy.” He tells me that the boy is safe in another place in the house. I push past him and start running through the house to find the boy. Some how I find the little boy that I am looking for and scoop him up in my arms after telling him everything was going to be ok. I start looking for a way out of the house. All around me I hear the man laughing and telling me that there was no where to run. I told him to watch me find a away out.

Somehow I find the exit to outside only to see that the house is floating in the middle of the sky. I stop still in my tracks still clinging to the scared little boy. Some how I feel the man standing behind so I turn around, at this point I hear the words echo around me, “See I told you there was no where to run.”

At this point I am becoming more and more aware that I am dreaming and I think to my self why can’t I just fly? So I look down to the little boy who at this point has tear streaked cheeks and tell him to hold on to me tight and to not be scared, I knew what I was doing.

He just crooks a sad little ok and then puts his head back down again. I start running as fast as I can towards the end of the long porch I find my self on. When I get to the end I jump off and start to fly around the house. On one pass around it I see the man standing at the railing yelling in anger. I just smile to my self. At this point I think to my self this did not seem normal, and the events before hand did not make any since to me. You can not fly in RL and can only do such a thing in your dreams because of this I relies that I am dreaming (again). Thinking of the little boy I try to land on the ground, but then I remember the Lucid task of the month were I am to try and go to another planet. So I deiced to try and sore out of the atmosphere of Earth, I succeed in this. Soon I see the planets of our solar system. I tell my self that I have to go through the big asteroid belt in order to leave our solar system and find a planet that I think looks good to land on. I do this and soon find my self in a solar system with 5 planets in it orbiting a brown orb. One of the planets is greenish in color and has lots of clouds that I can see. I deiced that this would be a cool place to check out.

When I land I find my self in some thick greenish colored water up to my chest, but I am not afraid. I look around and see that I am in some sort of bowl shaped hole, like a place an asteroid would make. When I look to my left once more I see a man with a fish head standing there holding a trident looking thing. For a second I am afraid of him hurting me then I remember that I am dreaming. I look at him and say “You can’t scare me I know that I am dreaming.” He kind of does a ‘ok whatever’ shrug and pulls off the fish head mask I guess he was wearing, now he looks like a normal man but naked.

Being pleased with my self that I was able to do this task I wonder what I should do now since I am still lucid. I smile very evil and pull the guy towards me and proceed to seduce him into having dream sex with me. I am not very proud this is the frist thing my mind thought of as there were a lot of things on my list I could have tried lol. To my surprise I do not wake up at this point. But before anything can really get started I hear a “do you know how disgusting that is?” Startled I push the man away and look to the left where the voice came from. I see a bronw-reddish rock skinned looking Man sitting in the water next to me. I turn and look at him then say, “Why is it disgusting? I know that I am Lucid dreaming.”

“Dreaming or not it is still disgusting how you humans waste so much energy trying to have sex every moment you get. Even if you happen to think you are dreaming you should show more control. I expected more from you.”

Losing all knowledge of the Fish man and giving my full attention to this Rock man now I get a puzzled look on my face and respond, “Is not the definition of Lucid Dreaming, one who knows they are dreaming and as such knowledge they can do what they wish in their dreams? And how is it you find having sex wastes energy. Is not the act of having sex in its self a high energy yielding thing?”

Shaking his head he responds, “High yielding yes, but you humans just waste that energy, you do not try to do something else with it.”

I chew on my lower lip while trying to understand what this Rock man is trying to teach me as I know it is something that I want my self to know.

“Enough of this come it is time for you to go back to where you came from.” He stands up and holds out his hand for me to take. I take his hand and he pulls me to my feet.

“I assume that you do know how to fly other wise you came here before it was time.” I look at him and say of course I know how to fly, like it was a dumb question. He says, "Good" and stops walking when we get to the top of the bowl shaped pond we were sitting in. After a pause he takes my hand once more and then jumps, but I do not jump with him. He looks down at me and says, "Well of course you have to jump with me or you will never fly off the ground." all matter of factly to me. So the next time he jumps I try to jump with him. After about 3 or 4 times of doing this and nothing happens he looks at me angrily, “I thought you knew how to fly” He flings my hand out of his and begins to pace. I just look at him and exclaimed back, "I do know how to fly, but I have never taken off like this before. I am use to running and just floating into the air or jumping off something and being able to fly. This is stupid. I don’t know how to fly like Supper Man, I fly like my self.”

He stops pacing and looks at me with a blank expression, then slowly a smile starts to form at the corners of his lips. “Then we will just have to take you home the old fashion way.” He pauses for a moment then rushes off to the right side yelling for someone that I did not catch the name of. I follow this Rock man curious about what he meant thinking I could just wake up and that would solve the problem. I later relise this is what he wanted me to do, but it had to be natural and not forced or something like that I guess.

At this point some how we are in something that is moving. When I get to the front I see the Fish man that I saw in the first part of the dream. I don’t remember much of what happens at in this part of the dream only that I was still lucid and I wanted to look out the window of the thing we were traveling in to see the out side world. When I look out into the sky I see this things that I say are hot air balloons, but when I see them starting to land and landed I see that there are not hot air balloons like we have but wagons with bars for sides with strange looking animals in them. I remember thinking to my self that they were air cages of some sort. The Rock man leans over my shoulder to look out the window and says, “Awe we are not that far away now.” And then goes back to what he was doing before. I remember thinking to my self I had no idea what he meant. I turn and see him looking out the front window with the Fish head man.

“What do you mean we are not that far away now? Where are we going?” He turns around with a big smile on his face and responds, “ You are the only one with the answer, for you are the only dreamer here.” I am even more confused after this comment then I have been through the whole dream and I start to walk back to the back of what ever we are in. But in the middle I run back to the front and grab the Rock man’s arm making him look at me.

“ Wait!” I scream with urgency, “Before I go answer me one question true. Am I really a XX?" Taken out for seceret purposes

He smiles at me with a twinkle in his eyes and says bluntly, “I can not answer that question. But I can tell you this; you scare the hell out of some people just like he does.” This last part he says while laughing and jerks his head in the direction of the Fish man from the first part of the dream. I look at the Rock man puzzled once more, but he does not say anything only laughs and walks back to the front. At this point I feel the dream fading, but before I can do anything about it, I wake up.

I think the rock loooking monster might have been one of my dream guides, but I am unsure if this is true. I am just going off of the feeling I had in this dream about him. I know I get frustrated with the man in the dream as he acted like he knew everything about me.

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03-18-2008, 04:52 AM
Flavour of Night

Are you sure you have trouble with recall sometimes?.. because you've got some pretty detailed dreams! :D
03-18-2008, 04:53 AM
DreamingGhost

2/8/2008

Transformers Dream
This was a continuance from the dream before it. However I do not remember how this dream got started or the beginning of it just the end.
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Towards the end of the dream my DC was running in the woods away from someone when I found a little pee trail of a stream. However because of the dream before this one, I knew this little stream would lead to a large river I was looking for. I also knew this river would lead me to the place I wanted to go; a big company that was doing secret research. I knew they had captured a friend of mine and I felt like it was my duty to help them escape.
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When I get to the end of the stream, the head of the company was getting out of a cab, so I try to hide behind a fence. Some how I singled the cab driver not to leave because I wanted to sneak into the back, I did this because I felt he was a friend of mine in the dream. For some reason as soon as the head of the company guy reaches the doors an alarm goes off and I feel it is singling that I am there. Somehow when I look to my right the person I was looking to break out was standing there. She looks like a 13 year old child. I tell her to run and that I would hold them off as long as needed for her to escape.
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As I am trying to hold them off I see this slick looking black car pull up. I knew this was trouble and this was a weapon called to take care of me so I turn and run behind the girl. I see that she is about to run into a pack of forest that I knew because of the dream before this hold another of these car weapon’s in the form of a silver car that is like a spider (these cars also transformed like in the transformer movies.) So I scream to her to stop right before she enters a web thing. She does and turns to me. I run up to her and take her hand and then lead her off to the left of the dreamscape. The dream shifts finding the girl and me running into a house that has a dirt field in the front. Just as we enter the house the dream sight sifts to show me that the black and silver car have raced into the front of the house and are just stopped there. I tell the other people in the house to run out the back with the girl and that I would hold them off because they really wanted me and not her. They do this and just as I am about to exit the house I lose control of the dream and wake up.

It seems to be a common dream sign that I try to save children in my dreams. I am unshure why this is how ever, but I think I should try to start using it.
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03-18-2008, 04:59 AM
DreamingGhost

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Originally Posted by Flavour of Night

Are you sure you have trouble with recall sometimes?.. because you've got some pretty detailed dreams! :D

Its not really problem with recall per say, but really a problem wih being lazy:oops: and not writing down the dreams before they fade that day (which I am trying to work on lol). Some times it also has a lot to deal with how long the dream was for me or how early in the night it was. Of course the dream closest to when I wake up is more clear. Also I have found that the longer the dream the more detailed it is for me to remember no matter when it happened. It is like te dream becomes a part of my memory of a long forgotten thing that happened to me. Weird I know, but the best way I can explain it :).

Thanks for reading.

Anna:jester:
03-18-2008, 07:03 PM
DreamingGhost

2/10/2008

Stranded
I waited to long to write this dream down so I do not fully remember it. I remember that the first half of the dream was game oriented like I was playing a game.
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On the second part of the dream I remember getting on a ship and flying over the area that I was playing the game in. This whole time I was like an observer in 3rd person like I was actually playing the dream like a game. Once I get on the ship however I slowly merge into 1ts person point of view. I think the first ship I was traveling on got attacked and I am transferred to another ship. In this process I end up saving a little boy when going to this second ship. Somewhere in between being on the second ship and getting to the planet we land on I help the boy find his family (his dad I think).
When we get to the planet some how my mother is there. Getting agitated on how long I have had to wait for any information I leave the group of survivors from the first ship I was on to find someone who would answer my questions. I walk up to a woman dressed in white who I knew would be able to give me the information I wanted. I ask her when the next ship leaves for Earth. I am told due to some war or another that is going on somewhere it will not be for another 12 years before a ship leaves for Earth.
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While walking about to the transit terminal where the people I was with were I see a long darkly lit corridor off to my left. For some reason My DC body wanted to walk down it. I think at this point in the dream I was following some strange looking man and he had walked down there. I remember telling my self that was stupid to walk down this corridor because it clearly led to a nightmare in which I wanted nothing to do with right now.

Somehow I find my self back with the group of people from the ship and tell them what I heard about the ships leaving for Earth. They freak out a little bit wanting to know what they were going to do. I tell them I don’t know about them but I was not going to waste my 12 years in the airport and leave them. I walk to another group of people that where from this planet that I feel are becoming my friends and walk out side with them. I remember think while walking down the streets that since I was going to be stuck here for 12 years I better learn my way around and see if I can’t get a job any where.

While looking around I see some fast food looking places that look like the ones we have here with a twist, sadly I can not remember what that twist was. While walking the street of this planet I wake up.
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I wake to a FA where Hubby comes into the room and asks about doing laundry, I say sure and I start to tell him about the dream I just had. He responds back to me with, “Are you sure you’re not dreaming now?” I say back to him, “Yes dear I am sure.” In an annoyed tone from him asking so matter of factly. Then I wake up. :bang:

I can not believe I missed this chance to become lucid because I was so sure I was not dreaming I did not even do a RC :(
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03-24-2008, 11:40 PM
DreamingGhost

2/12/2008

Task of the Month Basic: Ask/Tell a DC ‘Tell Me Something about Myself I Don’t Already Know.’http://www.dreamviews.com/storage/ta...dge2008_02.gif

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I awake to a FA from the dream before. I tell my self to do a RC so I do a nose plug, and I can still breathe. As soon as I become lucid I remember the Task of the Month Basic where you have to ask/tell a DC this: ‘Tell Me Something about Myself I Don’t Already Know.’ Before I walk to the bedroom door however I feel the ‘dream gum’ in my mouth so I take it out. And this time I was able to fully take it out :boogie: I put the ‘gum’ on my end table and walk to the door, but before I open it I tell my self that when I do open the door hubby will be standing on the other side. After this when I do open the door he is standing there. He looks like he is about to say something but before he can I blurt out “tell me something about my self I don’t already know.” <o:p></o:p>
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“How is that something I don’t already know?” I ask him more then confused and hoping he would tell me. I must confess I meant to ask him how that was something about my self I didn’t already know, but it did not come out that way.
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He gets this look of pure happiness like he is doing something good, takes my hand and leads me into the living room. As we enter the living room I start to look around for the door as it is not in the right place so I can go outside ad ask another DC the question. He points to our TV stand where a pen and toothbrush are and says, “See put the toothbrush on the pen.” I stand there a minute thinking about this answer only to feel my self start to frown.<o:p></o:p>
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I see the door and move towards it after this only to wake up before I reach it.

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03-29-2008, 12:02 AM
onehandclapping

Thanks so much for sharing. I love your journal, so interesting.
03-29-2008, 02:47 AM
DreamingGhost

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Originally Posted by onehandclapping

Thanks so much for sharing. I love your journal, so interesting.

Thank you very much and thank you for reading. I do have more dreams to put in here, but I have that lazy gene about typing them up:roll:. (I keep a writen DJ by my bed and then try to type what I have writen lol) Hopefully I will have the rest of this months dreams up before next month lol.

Anna:jester:
05-22-2008, 12:39 AM
DreamingGhost

2/28/08

First LD: Flower Stareing
I do not remember this dream very well anymore as I waited too long to feel in the details of it.

Towards the end of the dream when I became lucid I remember almost waking up as soon as I did become lucid. I wanted to try the spinning thing to help stabilize the dream but remember telling my self I did not want to become dizzy in the dream. So I then deiced to try to stair at an object. I picked a flower in a near by flower bed. I just stared at it.

I then remember having a bit of a FA but I was still staring at the flower in which Hubby taps me on the shoulder and I kind f wake up like I was having a ay dream or something.

In the dream I remember Hubby getting upset with me because he knew I had been lucid and I did not take him along with me.

Second LD: Walking on Rainbows

I do not remember the first part of this lucid too well. It was a WILD so as soon as I feel asleep I remember the struggle to get my self to do a RC. When I left the room Hubby was in the living room, but I did not want to get caught up with him and not do the task I had set for my self. I went to the door while he was talking to me about something and opened it. As soon as I open the door he got really mad saying something about me just leaving him like that. Again not wanting the dream to pull me back in I say to him that he is right I was leaving him and never coming back.

When I get out side I still remember the task I had set. It was to walk across a rainbow and see what was on the other side. I start to look around of rainbow and see that to my luck it has just rained. I walk to this big green field and a tinny rainbow close to the ground. I stop and think if his would be the right size and everything then tell my self a rainbow is a rainbow. Before I could talk my self out n being about to stand on the rainbow I close my eyes and put one foot out and down on it. When I feel that I did not fall thru to the ground I put the other foot up and start to walk across. To my dismay however when I get to the end I see that the rainbow only went to the other side of the field.

I wake up shortly after this.

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05-22-2008, 01:04 AM
DreamingGhost

3/2/08

First LD: Troubles
When I first became I aware I was dreaming it was hard to keep my eyes open and keep then open. When I left the room I see that my brother in-law is in the kitchen. At first I was a little afraid to approach him as when he shows up in my dreams it is not a thing most of the time. Then I tell my self that this is my dream and he has no reason to be there. I walk up to the edge of the kitchen and asked him if I was lucid or if I was lucid but remember thinking this was a stupid question since I knew it was my dream. I then ask him what he is doing here in my dream, he replays with “I don’t know it is your dream you tell me” all smug like.

I wanted to go outside, but I remember the TotMA (bring an object to life) and how I wanted to do so with my pen. I look for my pen on my desk. When I find the pen I take it up in my and try to will it to come to life, but it does not. I figure it is because I am looking at it and stick it behind my back and close my eyes. At this point because I closed my eyes I lose the dream.

Second LD: Task Blues
I awake to a FA. As soon as I started to wake up I remember trying to get my self to do a RC because of FA. I do a nose plug and a clock check, the usual happens when sleeping.

This time I deice that I want to go outside and explore the dreamscape having tried the ToTMA (task of the month advanced) in the LD before this one. When I leave the room and walk into the living room Hubby is not there like I thought he would be. But this is fine with me as I did not want to explain to him why I was leaving the house in my t-shirt and panties.

Before exiting the house I do one more RCs just to make sure I was dreaming. Although because of the liquid feeling my dreams have I knew I was dreaming.
When I get halfway down my steps I deiced I want to meet a few DC’s so I walk back up the stairs and knock on the apartment door across the way. A tall brown haired lady answers the door with a young child on her hip. I tell her that I am from across the way and I wanted to introduce my self. She says it is nice to meet me. I look inside her apt. and it looks like a mirror image lay out wise of my apt big surprise there. I tell her that I like her place in which she responds with “Well it is a mirror image of you place.” I say well yes it is but I like hot she decorated the place.

Soon after this she invites my in. While following her to the kitchen I notice they have a Christmas tree and decorations up like Chistmas was on its way. I also noticed that the movie the husband was watching was I dream of mine that I had a while back. Their dog also looked like a baby black bear at first glance.

I follow her into the kitchen and at this point I am only semi-lucid as I know I am dream but just flow with the dream. Once in the kitchen the woman starts to order me to help her and I do, recall fades for here.

Before I wake up I remember the TotMA and try to bring an egg to life, but I am already starting to wake up.

Third LD: Flying Enegry
I wake to another dreadful FA. Once again I struggle to make my self do a RC. The nose plug does not quit work so I try to do a clock check only to find there are no numbers on the clock. I panic head smacking moment lol a little because if there are no numbers how do I do the RC. Seconds latter I tell myself no numbers means that I am dreaming and I become fully lucid. Again having tried the TotMA in the last LD I deiced I wanted to explore the dreamscape again, but this time without going into other apt.’s lol I learned my lesson in the last LD not to so such a thing

When I leave the room Hubby is once again not there, but his stuff is on the couch. Hubby in the living room after I exit the bedroom is a common thing for me. This time at the door I do not think twice about me dreaming and just open it and leave.

As I am walking down the sidewalk to my right I hear some wolves howling so I howl back to see what they would do. To my surprise they start to howl with me, and the pack even stops to look at me before disappearing between two buildings. I wanted to follow them, but remember thinking if I did I was start to have a nightmare, so I stayed clear of the alleyway they went into not wanting to have a nightmare. While still on the sidewalk I think about the TotMA and pick up a leaf and try to bring it to life. Before I even try to bring the leaf to life I drop it back on the ground shrugging off the thought as I just wanted to mess around in this lucid dream and not really do anything to hard. I thought this because I had been trying tasks in my other LD’s and I just wanted to relax in this one and not try to do anyone thing.

When I get to the middle of the apartment complex there are other buildings. And people walking around like it is a college campus or such. One of the buildings I see is made of almost glass and it is only one story. People start running into the building and looking into an ally like they expect something to happen. For some reason I think it has to do with a nightmare or something and I think to my self how stupid these people were. The place looked a little run down and I remember thinking if I walk to other parts of the place I would encounter a nightmare. I told myself this was silly because it was my dream and I could control it.

I deiced I want to just explore my dreamscape. because I got bored with this dream This makes me think about getting to the road so I can go somewhere besides the apartments, but I can not get to the street the direction I am going. This makes me think about turning around and going back the way I came to go the back way to the street. I turn around and start running on all fours, I can never seem to run right in my dreams back the way I came, only to see that the dreamscape has already changed and I am just going deeper into the building campus. I stop and tell myself it is no use the dreamscape had changed so I could not get to the street that way. At this thought I deiced to try and fly over the buildings to the street. Once done with this thought I float off the ground and hover a just above the DC’s heads, they seem unimpressed however and do not look up. (I am pleased with my self as this is the first time I have induced flight from the ground my self.) For a bit of time I just hover there fooling around trying to get a fell of flying and maneuvering in the sky. When I am done I deiced to head off, at this point however I lose interest in exploring this dreamscape and want to fly into space and see if I can not revisit the Diner on the moon I have been to in another dream.

Not really knowing how to make myself go up I force my hands to my sides and think about shooting up into the sky like a bullet. This works and I zoom high into the air. I have to do this technique a few more times before I hit the atmosphere. Once I get with in seeing distance of the atmosphere I force all my energy into a motion like the first that got my shooting into the sky. Just when I can feel I am about to break out into orbit/space I start slowing down, so with my last bit of strength I give one last burst of speed and break into space.

This victory is short lived, as I used most of my dream energy into doing this. My excitement level was also a little high at being able to do what I wanted and fly into space from the ground I wake up.

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05-22-2008, 01:21 AM
DreamingGhost

3/5/08

Seeing Troubles:
I woke to a FA from the dream before, telling myself to do a RC. I did a nose plug check, but could not get my nose plugged all the way. I told myself this was a sure sign that I was dreaming. I have had trouble before plugging my nose all the way in other dreams and now it has become a dream sign as well as a RC for me. However I wanted to make sure that I was indeed dreaming so I tried to take off my sleeping mask to do a clock RC. Only I failed at this task as I could not open my eyes once I did get the mask to come off. I remember trying to force my eyes open, but they seemed to be sealed shut. I panicked a little still knowing this was a dream helped a bit. I then tried to peel my eye lids open but that also did not work. After I tried to force my eyes open a thought popped into my mind. I thought about being able to see through my eye lids as I was not really seeing with my real eyes anyways so I still should be able to see in the dream. I got this idea after reading a post on DV by Flavour of Night.With this idea in mind I relaxed and laid back down and just told myself I could see though my eye lids. As soon as I did this my eyes cracked open a little, when I felt them they felt like they had this crusty coating on them like the morning eye buggers.

I looked around trying to force my eyes open more so could see more. When they became fully open I looked at the clock and then away to make sure I really was dreaming. I like to second guess my self in dreams a lot. The numbers would not change no matter how long I looked away and back again. I did another nose plug check to find I still could not plug it fully still. I deiced to look at Hubby’s clock on the other side of the room to see if I could do the check right since I knew I was dreaming. I look over to the other clock to find the numbers missing. This fact convinces me that I am indeed really dreaming.

I get out of bed and remember about the TotMA and go into the living room to look for my pen to bring it to life. Once I get out into the living room I saw my pen and went to pick it up when I see Hubby looking at me weird. I tell him this is my dream and I did not want him in it just yet, but he will not leave. I walk to the door to leave only to feel like I am walking out on him. This whole time I feel silly for wanting to peruse my dream tasks with Hubby watching me. Soon after I thought about leaving the house my lucid state starts to fade, but the dream continues on, but I do not remember the rest of it before I wake.

My thoughts:
The first part of the dream the reason why I had to do so many RC’s is because it felt crisp, not like the liquid feeling my dreams normally have. When I am able to prove with out a doubt that I am indeed dreaming the liquid feeling replaces the crisp real feeling of the dream.

:jester:
05-22-2008, 09:04 PM
DreamingGhost

3/6/08

World Secrets
All I remember of the first half of the dream was being on a ship I think, but it was like an airship.

I am in a cage of some sorts to be sold as a slave. I see a group of people walking away and in this group a see a lady in yellow. I know that she told me she would help me escape some how. I yell to her that she lied and what about me thinking she is just going to leave me there. I feel it is urgent I escape this place. The people stop and look at her and she tells me I have ruined everything. An alarm sounds somewhere and I see men try to rush into the pens that the other people and I are held in. Before these men can get to me I escape though a part in a fence that was cut.

As I am running across the grassy field the scene changes to me in some type of old west looking town at night. At this point I am now running away from a horse drawn carriage that I know has slave traders in it. I hide behind a huge tree until they pass. On the other side of the road I see people in the trees and know they are there to try and help me, but I do not know why. I try to run across the street only to get stuck halfway and can not move any more. I see/feel a carriage behind me moving fast. I try to dodge out of the way to the side of the road I am trying to get to only to fail. I find myself now running down the middle of the road trying my hardest to get to the other side. This time I see/feel the slave carriage behind me, I try with all my might to run into the trees on the side of the road only to fail once more. Almost giving up on my quest for the side of the road I reach out and grab a hold of one of the branches of the tree. I swing into the trees and find myself running along them like you see in Japanese movies in Bamboo trees. When I get to (what I feel) is the middle of the skinny trees I see a hand drop down in front of my face. I take hold of the hand and I am swung onto the tops of the trees, but they are much thicker.

As I am following behind my guide in the trees I look at the wooden shelves/tables and see these papers lying about. I try to make out what is written on them but can not. Some how I know the reason why I can not make out what is written on them is because it is in all different languages that I can not read. We soon stop in front of some papers in a glass container and the man I am with tells me I am the only one who can read these and the world depends on me. I tell him that he is crazy and this statement was not true. He assures me it is, but I still do not believe him and challenge him to tell me why. Just as he is about to say something another man shows up and tells the man I am with that he will handle this.

The new man tells me to walk with him, so I do. We start to walk along the same bits of paper that I walked by the first time. As we are walking by the papers he is explaining what each langue is and in time I will be able to read them and this is why I must not become a slave. He also tells me that each paper holds most of the same information about the end of the world and how it can be stopped.

At this point in the dream I start to see smoke and people are running yelling that the trees are on fire. People start running and panicking, but I just stare at the paper trying to make it out thinking this is just a dream and it was silly to be afraid of the fire. When I think this the dream fades and I wake up.

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05-22-2008, 09:20 PM
DreamingGhost

3/11/08

First Dream: Hand Looking and Task Blues
I am going to put the first dream and second dream together with a space since they were like the same dream just separated by a FA.

I remember lying in bed telling myself to do a RC just in case I had fallen asleep and did not know it because of this I did a nose plug check. As soon as I become lucid I feel the dream slipping for me so I deiced to look at my hands to try to make it stick more. This worked and while looking at my hands I wanted to see if any of my fingers were deformed like I had read on DV.

After playing around with my hands I deiced to leave the room, as always the living room looked extremely different then the one in real life. I walked to the door not really having anything in mind to do this lucid besides trying to see if I could make small changes to the dreamscape. This is when Alex walks up and starts to rub on my leg. This makes me think about one of the tasks on my list about asking your pet what they think about you. So I bend down and look at him and ask him this question, the only reply he gives me is standing on his back paws and starts to beg like a dog (he is a tom cat). I try to get a better result, but I am distracted by a fax machine that goes off. Before I can walk to it and see who sent it I slip into a FA.

Second part/dream:
When I wake to the FA I do the hand and finger check again as I got good results form the last lucid. I left the room to see every thing looks the same as it did from the dream before this. I thought this was very odd as the living room never looked the same way twice; however because it did look like the same from the dream before I deiced to see if the fax was still there to see who had sent it and why. When I walk over to the fax and pick up the sheets of paper and see math equations on it addressed to Hubby from a friend of mine he has never met. I find this odd because Hubby has never met this person and because it was math that was sent. Soon after looking on the fax I slip into another FA.

Third Dream: Excitement
When I wake to the FA I once again do the looking at my hand for the RC and to make the dream more real feeling. I deiced to leave the house this time no matter what was in the living room as I really want to try to change my dreamscape. As I am walking down the sidewalk however I see and hear that there is a party going on and my mind jumps to wanting to have dream sex. I stop at this thought and I look at my hand again to get myself strait on what I really wanted to do in the dream. I become pleased at my self I am stating to use this technique. I see that I have a little deformed finger and become excited at the sight of it however this makes the dream slip and I wake.

:jester:
05-22-2008, 09:27 PM
DreamingGhost

3/27/08

First Dream: Cloths
I knew that I was dreaming, but I could not move, so I thought about looking at my hands to make me fully fall into the dream. I get a tingly feeling and then I was able to move and the dream felt crisp. When I get out of bed I see that I am sleeping naked. Not want to go through the whole dream naked I spent the whole lucid looking for clothes. no joke :doh: lol

Second Dream: Writings
I fully awake for about ten minutes and then fall back to sleep once Hubby leaves for work.

When I fall asleep I can not move once again. Knowing looking at my hands worked in the last dream, I look at my hands and it works like before.

When I get out of bed this time I am dressed. I think about going outside to try exercises to try to change my dreamscape, but deiced to try to write a sentence before I leave the room. I grab up the pad that is by my bed to record my dreams with and try to write “This is my dream writing.” I look at what I have written and see the letters are fuzzy and hard to make out. I try once more to write the same sentence, but this time it is hard to even make a letter. As I give up and start to leave the room the dream fades too quickly for me to stop and I wake.

:jester:
05-22-2008, 09:41 PM
DreamingGhost

3/29/08

First Dream: Words
This is one of the dream where I tried to write a few key words down in the morning and come back to writ the dream down fully when I got more time. However I do not remember the dream and these are the words I wrote down:

Magick school or something of the like
Evil girl who was friends (friends with me or what I do not know as I did not write it down)
Guy who walks in
Lockers in wall
Portals.

Second Dream: A story of a World
I remember this dream more as it was the last dream I had of the night. I always seem to remember my last dreams very vividly.

I do not remember much of the first part of this dream. I remember it had something to do with a new house for my mom and dad. The only way I could remember how to get to it was through the back seat of a car. I remember watching my last dream on the TV but the channel changed and I tried to change it back but could not find the right channel. Mom deiced at this point to go to the old house to see if we had everything from it I guess. While we are walking outside I remember that I have hidden my mp3 player under a pile of hay in the field for some reason. I go to get my player only to find that it is smashed due to someone driving over it as there are tire tracks in the mud over the pile of hay.

As we are walking back to the new house the dream shifts into a cartoon looking like dreamscape and the dream starts to take on the quality of playing a video game. I do not remember much about this part of the dream.

The dream shifts again to me standing on a porch after the game part of the dream. I see a girl (Jane) and a man (Stan) sitting by the edge of a cliff talking about something. I call out to them before running up and sitting next to them. Stan turns to me and asks me why Jan and I were forced to leave (leave where I am unsure. I think he was talking about our planet). I start to tell him about a story about a couple walking in the forest one day when they come across a man. He looks to be covered in leaves and looks to have come out off a seed looking this. Before I can go on with the story however Stan interrupts with questions on what this man is wearing. I shush him every time he tries to talk telling him it is not important. After this I point to a man who is half passed out who looks to have fallen out of an orange globe in back of him. I tell Stan that this is what the man looked like. For some reason I know Jane has rushed to the man's side and remember thinking this was stupid because she knows what happened before where we came from and it was not good.

The dream shifts to show a dark haired girl (Raven) in a long nightgown looking dress now standing off to the left of Stan and me next to a blue van. I feel she is evil and up to something as soon as I see her. I engage her in a little spiteful talk but I can not remember what is said. She walks towards me, but I hold my left arm out strait and then move/throw it to the left fast like. I hear this whoosh sound and then Raven slams into the van door. I do this three more times as she tries to move. Each hit is a little more forceful then the last making her make a dent into the door. The last time I prim up for a last forceful pounding by doing the arm pump thing 3-5 times before letting the whooshing force hit Raven. Raven slams into the door again losing her balance and stumbles towards the cliff. I act like I am going to push her over the cliff (but I really am not) when she starts screaming for help (I can only guess it is from the man from my story who Jane is with as Raven is looking that way while screaming) as she backs more towards the edge of the cliff.

I put my hands out in front of me with my fingers slightly curled so I can use an energy force to grab Raven as she starts to fall over the edge of the cliff. She starts to move backwards and float into the sky. She then disappears into a white tunnel/light in the sky laughing. After this I turn to Stan and tell him I was not really going to let her fall (I am unsure why I felt the need to tell him this however). He just smiles at me and then pulls off a piece of his green rubber suite, this piece looks like a leaf. He puts it in my ankle range and smiles again. I tell him it is sweet of him and when we go into the house I will make an anklet with it.

When we get up to walk into the house Stan stubs his toe and falls to the ground. I help him get up and ask him if he is hurt. He shows me his big toe that is huge and how he can now bend it backwards above the nail. The dream fades and I wake up.

:jester:
05-24-2008, 03:51 AM
DreamingGhost

3/31/08

Warning: This is a long dream account. This is a nightmare I had after not really have nightmares for a few months. I say it was a nightmare becuase of the terror I felt in the dream, other wise it was not that nightmare-ish. This was not a very fun dream and freaked me out lol.

Evil chasers
Non-ld part:
The end of the dream was like the end of The Seeker in the sense I was in the large room with a big stone like table in the center. It was dark in the room, but still light enough that I could see a little bit of the stone texture

I remember as I was walking around this table thing I was asking this man (we will call him Evil) (who I felt was evil, but I was safe for now) about “Them” using dream walkers. Evil tells me that yes they did use them, the evil side and the good side so “they” did not have to die. I remember thinking that if I stopped circling the table I would be in trouble as Evil was tracking my movements waiting for me to stop. For some reason even feeling this I stop and sit on the table thing, and tell him I would not let this happen. And even though I did not like the dream walker council I still had a few friends and I would not let them be used.

I hear him laugh some where behind me and then eerily he is right in front of me with his hands on either side of my legs palms down on the table. Evil tells me there is nothing I can do to stop “them” and this is how it has been for centuries. I tell him to watch me.

At this point I am not sure what happened, but Evil is now on top of me choking me and trying to rape me I say trying because I still have my clothes on. weird:uhm:. He is screaming at me while doing this asking me if I like him doing this to me and how I “wanted” it. Every time I felt pressure in my crouch I could not breathe to the point my head started to tingle.

LD Part:
Some how I was able to get him off of me and I was able to crawl away from his grip. At this point I start to realize this is a dream and I tell my self over and over again to wake up, that I must wake up in my head. I hear Evil laugh as he is trying to find me to capture me again. He tells me this will not work (meaning telling my self to wake up) and I might as well get used to being with him. However it does work and I do wake up. I so hate being told in my dreams that I can not do something lol

I wake to a FA and just knew I was not awake but rather just had a FA. I knew that if I did not move from where I was in bed or fully wake up Evil would be there next to my bed any minute, that he had the power to follow me through dreams. While screaming in my head to wake up I start freaking out in my room jumping into a stand possession on the bed. Seeing that I was not going to wake up and feeling I was running out of time I run out of the room and out the front door. When I do this my cat yo-yo or another black cat runs out the door as soon as I get it open.

I am now running down the sidewalk all the while screaming in my head that I had to wake up. Some how while doing this the dream like feeling starts to wear off so I have to do a nose plug RC, I do this with out stopping and sure enough like my first thought I was still dreaming.

I can still feel Evil’s presence getting stronger with in this dream and it makes a fresh wave of panic course through my body and mind. I hear someone talking on the phone up ahead and pick up the pace a bit to get to them. However when I get close enough to see who it is, I see a man talking on a cell phone under a set of stairs. I deiced it would not be good to ask him for help after all I did not know if Evil was in the dream yet and if he could change into other people like the machines in The Matrix did. With this thought in mind I tell my self it would be best if I only sought out women for help.

When I get to the end of the sidewalk where the parking lot should be there is only another sidewalk and a strip of grass with some rocks. At this point I have lost hope of waking up and deiced I must try to find some weapon to fight with. Knowing it is hard for me to make something appear I deiced to use the rocks and think to my self about finding the sword in the stone and pulling it out. I search the rocks only to be frustrated with finding nothing, not even a pebble to pick up and throw at Evil.

At this point another idea pops into my head about just flying into space and out of the dream. This thought makes me jump into the air where I am standing. It works and I now focus on trying to fly higher when I fall to the ground. I feel the reason for this is because Evil is now in the dream and has some how made it to where I have fallen. I start to panic and run at the same time thinking about just finding a woman to help me. I think about the manager and set out to try to find her apt.

When I get to the street where her apt should be all I see is a grass hill with a rock on top. I curse my dream for twisting my apartment complex into this dream version. With fear and desperation still coursing through my veins I think about flying again. I run up the hill and climb on top of the rock and jump. I float into the air like I wanted. This time I see a man come around the corner a few yards away and just stand there. Once he sees me the man jumps into the air. A fresh wave of panic hits as I feel when he hits the ground I will also hit the ground robbed of flight. I struggle to get high in the air before this happens some how knowing if I am out of range I can get away. I pump my legs like I am on a swing as I do not want to use my arms wanting to save my energy to break out into space. This movement makes my slowly move higher in the air and I soon find my self above the clouds. At this point I use the arm pump thing forcing my arms to my sides to move faster now. I start to break out into space only to feel Evil trying desperately to pull me into another dream.

The dream falls into a desperate pulling match, Evil trying to get me into another dream and me trying to wake up. This is one fight I feel I must win and I start to slowly wake up.

As I am waking up I am asking my self I it feels “real”. It does, so now I struggle to move in the bed and to get my self out of bed. I do this because I am not fully awake and know if I lay there I will fall asleep again (I know this from when I was a child with past nightmares). I soon win this internal struggle and get up. Before I can forget this quickly fading dream I reach for the pad by my bed and write it all down.
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05-24-2008, 04:12 AM
DreamingGhost

4/4/08

Second Dream: What’s Under There?
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I wake to a FA like I want. I can not move very well but I am able to move my hand to do a nose plug check. I try to stay still and not force too much movement as I know I will wake up. I know this from lucids I had as a child I did not know were lucids at the time. I think to my self to look at my hand as this has worked in past lucids. I move my hand into view and just stare at it. Soon I fee the dream start to take more solid form and I am able to move.

Remembering the TotMB (to look in the closet and/or under the bed) I get out of bed, but I first head to the light switch so I could see what would be in the closet better. With not much of a surprise to me the light does not come on, but the walls take on a soft glow.

Not really caring about the light as I am starting to feel the dream fade I rush to the closet and slid the door open. As soon as I get the door open there is a flash of light. When I look inside I am disappointed to see nothing is inside.

Thinking to my self how disappointed I was with the closet task I deiced to look under the bed. When I look under there I and surprised to see some of my stuffed animals and toys having a party. I look away and back again seeing if things would change, but the party is still going on. At this point my child size jester looks over at me and invites me to join in on the fun. I kindly decline telling him there were other tasks I wanted to try.

When I get to my feet I look once more over at the closet to see the doors are now missing and there are baskets of cloths stacked in there. Before I can remember what other tasks I wanted to try I wake up.

Third Dream:
The dream starts out with me walking down a beach. There are men pulling bundles of wood from the water. I try to help, but I am yelled at. Something like outsiders can not help or that I am a woman I can not remember

Shortly after this the dream cuts to me entering a party, but I move to the back so I can not be seen by someone. In the back I meet with two women and one man.

Recall fades from here, but I remember these fragments:
Car lot
Them wanting to leave the island (the people I am with)
Told me and girl are related
Thinking about Adam and eve
Cars and asking about out side content
In tunnel running from a group of men
Drawing hair
Dummy with three layer cloth mask (grey, light blue, light purple)
Trying to put crown on dummy’s head
Flash to party where my girl is to wear the dress the dummy has on (my girl because she becomes my girlfriend)

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05-24-2008, 04:20 AM
DreamingGhost

4/18/08

Failed Task:
When this happened I did not get the white noise sound or ripping feeling I normally get. What noise I got was the blind clapping noise. (you know the noise of the sat blinds clacking into each other in the wind) This noise became really loud. I freak out a bit until I told my self I was just starting to fall asleep and it would not last long.

When I fell into the dream fully I felt cold to the bone and it was hard to move, but I was able to move on top of hubby. After sitting on him and getting warm (in RL he has a high body temp) the thought crossed my mind again to look at my hand. Once I did this the dream became clearer.

The only task that I could remember off my list was to ask a DC “Who am I?” Knowing in order to try this tasks I must go outside to find a DC, I get off the bed and head towards the door. Before I can stop at the door and make my self do another RC I open the door and walk out.

When I get out side I hear people talking and see a man run into the apt under the stairs. Then I see two people come walking by with big dogs. The woman looks up at me when I am almost off the stairs. I quickly ask her the question only to get “Oh hi” as her reply as she walks off following the man ahead of her. I say wait and try to run after them only to wake up.

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This is now finally updated with what I have writen down in my paper dream journal lol.