Thread: iadr's Lucid and Vivid Dream Journal

I am riding something like a go-kart in this dream up a road while no cars are on it, after which I turn around and come back down the street. I am enjoying going so fast on the go-kart but wish I could make it go even faster. I can feel the breeze on my face as I ride the go-kart.

I am in a restroom in this dream. When I try to sit down on a toilet to take a dump, the toilet begins moving on me as it has wheels on it, making it difficult to get onto. After a couple of unsuccessful attempts, I suddenly realize I am dreaming, after which time I use my imagination to sit on the toilet, and start riding it all around the bathroom.

After meditating for about an hour I suddenly find myself flying around in a dream.

I remember that I had wanted to try to contact some DCs during my next lucid, and soon afterwards find myself in a couple's house.

The house I am in seems to be from an earlier period of time as they have what looks like an old console TV in their living room, which when I look at it closer I am able to see that it is a color TV.

The rest of their furniture and appliances also appears to be from an earlier period of time.

Even the automobiles on the street outside seem to be from about 20 years earlier.

I talk to this couple with great interest trying to learn everything I can about them, telling them that I am a person who is currently dreaming, after which they give me a tour of their house and ask me several questions about where I come from.

When I ask them what year it is, they have a different name for their years, as they do for everything else in their house also.

A calendar they show me shows the year or whatever cycle they use to measure time with to be 27,092.

I am thinking at this time that I must be in some kind of parallel universe where their progress is just a bit behind ours here on earth.

When we go outside there appears to be something like a jet flying in the sky, which noise seems to scare them as they seem to have no idea what it is.

I tell them not to worry, that they are just airplanes, and that I hear them all the time where I come from.

When I decide it is time to leave I can tell that they would prefer that I stay and talk with them, so I tell them that I will come back and visit them again, which they seem pleased with.

After flying off and landing again in a different place, I see a middle aged man with a beard doing some kind of weird dance.

He ignores me until I start doing the same kind of dance that he is doing, after which he invites me to meet some of his friends.

As we enter a place where he appears to live I meet several people who seem to be the age of college students.

When I tell them that I am a person who is dreaming, and that I am from the year 2008, they become very interested in me.

I notice a calendar laying on a table that says the date is 2003.

When I begin telling them about things that have happened in the past few years such as who the Presidents of the United States have been, and which teams have won the National Championships in football each year, they become very interested in me, and say something Wow, how do you know all of these things?

When I get ready to leave I can tell that they would prefer me to stay, so I tell them that I will come back and visit them again, which pleases them.

I then find myself facing a door, so tell myself that when I open the door a beautiful woman will be on the other side of the door.

After opening this door another door appears, and then another. I go through a total of about 7 or 8 doors before I find myself in someplace like an apartment with older furniture.

When someone asks me to sit down on an old couch I sit down.

I then see a gal come into the room, but am more concerned about the huge, muscular guy walking behind her who starts coming toward me.

When he gets right in front of me I try to protect myself by hitting him with my fist, but my fist goes right through him.

I decide at this time that it would be in my best interest to leave, so fly out of the place as fast as I can.

I'll skip the vivid dreams which I should have become lucid in because of all of the discrepancies like my wifes deceased daughter who was vacationing with us, and all of the difficulties I was having misplacing my keys, and light bulbs which seemed to be burned out, and just post the lucids.

Lucid Without A Purpose:
I find myself aware that I am dreaming while walking through a magnificent looking hotel somewhere with emerald colored marble walls and floors. It seems like I am in Los Vegas. I decide to just follow the dream and see where it takes me, after which I am walking outside along a beautiful boulevard.

I then find myself under the hotel with a bunch of tools working on something in what seems like dirt basement. When I hear someone coming I hide most of my tools and lay down on the ground to try to make them think that someone other than me was working down there.

I realize at this point that I have allowed myself to become distracted and that I should be doing something other than working down in a dirt basement during a lucid, so concentrate on going somewhere else.

I then find myself outside on a beautiful paved street where it is night time and where there are several couples, all naked, making out with each other. It almost seems like they are putting on a play or ballet though as they are moving around doing everything in slow motion.

Controlling Someone:
I am with some guy in this dream and find that I am able to change his shape and make him float at will.

I am at work and have to leave to go somewhere on a trip the the next morning, but have a new pc that has 2 hard drives, only one of which is connected. Because the lan administrator was too busy to connect the second hard drive, he left it for me to connect.

I have the pc all apart trying to connect the second hard drive, but seem to have misplaced the screws I need to hook it up.

I am looking all over in the case for the screws.

I realize that I am dreaming at this point but feel half awake with the dream being more like a day dream. I decide to try floating but nothing happens.

Although I am aware that I am dreaming I am unable to do anything else in the the dream because of being too awake, yet the dream continues.

A secretary who happens to be in the same room that I am in tells me that she is too busy to help me as she is going to have to help some people who need to verify their status for a trip they are taking the next day.

Suddenly there is a line of people at her desk wanting to verify their status for a trip they are leaving on the next day.

Another secretary I know comes over to help me with the pc and turns it on to make sure it will still boot up, which it does.

She tells me that she will have the lan administrator help me connect the second hard drive tomorrow, which eases my mind and allows me to finally get out of the dream.

Someone reaching out to me:
After having slept about 3 1/2 hours and then going back to bed and trying to get into a WILD for over an hour I finally get up, take some galantamine with choline and put on a nicotine patch and go back to bed.

15 minutes later I feel as if someone is reaching out to me trying to put their arms around me.

The Cafe:
I then find myself in a small cafe where there are 2 or 3 other people and where I am aware that I am dreaming as I look around the place.

Flying Down A Road:
I leave the cafe and start flying down this beautiful road that has trees on both sides of it. It is a nice summer day and everything is so green.

As I fly up higher I see 3 eagles in front of me so follow them for a while.

I then find myself back flying above a road again, only now there is snow all over the road and ground.

Later the road turns into a dirt road and the ground on both sides of it are also dirt.

I remember a couple of tasks I had wanted to complete of walking on water and breathing while swimming under water, but find myself in the middle of no where in something like a void after thinking about this, which is where my lucid ends with me in the middle of no where.

Driving a bus:
I find myself driving a large bus so enter the dream where there are two other guys with me in the bus.

I am trying to follow a car in front of us that is driving real fast and going around a lot of corners, so I have the pedal all the way to the floor driving as fast I can trying to keep up with the car.

I am amazed at the great control that have while steering the bus around these corners so far.

When I come to a really sharp corner though the bus is unable to turn that sharp so instead goes flying right off a high cliff we are on.

Floating over a canyon:
I am then floating over this vast canyon below with my two friends in this bus.

Looked At My Dream Hands:
The lucid begins with me looking at my dream hands. Although my hands look the right color and look almost normal, the middle finger on each of my hands looks more like a toe as it is short and stubby.

As I continue looking at my hands my fingers change to all being long a skinny, and then I notice that I have 6 fingers on each hand.

Walked On Water:
I then find myself standing on top of a lake. When I remember the task I had wanted to do of walking on water I begin walking on the water and walk about half way across the lake.

Breathing While Swimming Under Water:
I then remember the task I wanted to complete of breathing while swimming under water. As I look out over the water there are dolphins jumping up all over the place. I can also can see dolphins swimming around under the water all over the place as the lake is loaded with dolphins. I dive down into the water and take a deep breath as I swim under the water. I hear a noise that the dolphins are making as I swim under the water. I take several more deep breaths as I continue swimming under the water.

Harassed By My Wife:
I then become aware that I am laying in my bed and that my wife is trying to open my door to see if I am asleep (I think this was actually a spirit trying to mess with me).

As I am currently in a lucid dream I am wishing that she would leave me alone, so I try to keep her from opening the door by putting my foot against it.

She pushes harder though and gets the door open and comes in.

She wants to have sex, but I pretend that I am asleep hoping that she will leave me alone so I can continue dreaming. But she persists in trying to seduce me.

While she is trying to seduce me I become aware that although my body is still on the bed, my head is now on the floor. Then I feel my entire body on the floor.

She finally gives up on me and lays a pillow on my head and leaves.

I decide to remain on the floor and continue my lucid dream from there instead of risk getting up and ending the dream.

Just then she comes back into the room and says something about Virgil (someone who passed away a few years ago), and tells me that I need to come and see something.

Sucked out of my body, Floated around my house:
I then feel this force sucking or pulling me right out of my body, and I find myself floating around my kitchen which is in total disarray, with things laying around all over the place.

My cat Boo Boo is up on a kitchen counter playing with a roll of toilet paper that is hanging down from the ceiling.

I am amazed at how everything looks so different as there are only a few things in the kitchen and they are strung out all over the place.

Sucked to a gymnasium:
I then feel myself being sucked somewhere else, and find myself someplace like a gymnasium where some guys are playing basketball.

I think of another task I wanted to complete of either walking through fire or throwing flames, but nothing happens. I even try spinning and looking at my hands again, all to no avail, as I seem to be out of energy at this point, so my lucid ends.

Just remembered another lucid I had that I had forgotten when I woke up.

I am enjoying some beautiful scenery somewhere like a flower garden fully aware that I am dreaming when the thought occurs to me "Hey I wonder if Hoshblah has ever been here?". Hoshblah is a member from another site who often seems to go to the same places that I have in dreams and has been able to explain the scenery to me before I've even explained it in my post.

The Room:
I am in a room with a group of people when I notice a young gal I had been with sometime earlier hanging all over some other guy.
I just ignore them and keep doing whatever it is I am doing.
A bit later the guy leaves and she comes over and starts hanging onto me.

In The Bleachers:
I then find myself sitting in some bleachers with her by my side in the middle of a group of people.

People are ordering large pretzels from a lady walking around selling them for 50 cents each, and the lady is having them pass their money down to the end of the row they are in where she is collecting it.

Everyone who has a pretzel has their hand in the air which is allowing her to count the number of hands to determine how much money should be at the end of each row.

Somehow the young gal sitting next to me ends up with 2 pretzels which she did not ask for.

Since she had not asked for them, she is thinking about just keeping them without paying for them, so does not raise her hand.

I tell her that if she would like a pretzel I will buy one for her.

Just then the pretzel lady is next to us so I look in my wallet to get some money to pay her for 1 pretzel. All I have in my wallet are 5 dollar bills and 20 dollar bills, so I hand her a crumpled up 5 dollar bill.

I correct her when she tries to give me only 25 cents for change by telling her I gave her a 5 dollar bill.

She tells me that she has no change right now (and I can see that she has no cash on her), but that if I will catch her at the end of the event that she should have some change by then.

I tell her that I would rather just pay her the exact amount now instead of having to find her after the event, so take 2 quarters out of my pocket where I have several quarters and my keys, and give her two quarters.

I have to ask her to give me my 5 dollar bill back because she was planning to keep it.

After getting my 5 dollar bill back I tell the gal sitting next to me that I felt like that lady was trying to rip me off and that there is no way I was going to wait until after the event to get my change.

She then grabs my arm and snuggles next to me and tells me that she has made up her mind and that she wants me now because I am rich.

I am trying to think of a way to explain to her that although I have plenty of money that I do not consider myself to be rich, and am also trying to figure out what to do about my wife.

Although I am enjoying being with her, I decide that I am going to need to go back home to my wife after this event is over, so am trying to figure out a way to tell her that.

I seem to have enough awareness that I am in some sort of different environment where it is ok to be with this gal, as all of the people here are strangers to me.

I then wake up with a smile on my face.

About 30 minutes after putting on a nicotine patch and taking 8mg of galantamine I find myself enjoying some beautiful scenery, so take off flying into the scenery.

Went through glass:
When I remember the first task I wanted to complete of flying through glass I manifest a large piece of glass and go back and forth through it several times. It feels a bit different than just going through a wall, as it seems to have more of a crisp or quick feel while going through it.

Leaving my body:
I then become aware that I am lying in my bed and begin hearing all kind of voices in the background. I also notice my wife open my door and let my cat in. Realizing that I must be close to an obe at this point, I begin concentrating on floating out of my body and feel myself float out of my body.

Went through glass again:
As I enter my living room, I aim for the window this time and fly out through my glass window. This is the first time I’ve ever exited my house this way.

Flying Adventure:
I am then off for a wonderful flying adventure flying a bit below treetop level, which causes me to fly through several branches on various occasions. I allow my subconscious to take me whereever it wants to take me. The entire time I am flying I am listening to some really nice type of upbeat classical music that I have never heard before and which is very relaxing.

Changed my size:
I then concentrate on another task I wanted to try of changing my size, so make myself really small where I shrink to about the size of a dot, and then expand myself until I take up the entire area I am in. I do this a couple of times. Each time I change my size to grow smaller I hear a descending sound, and then hear an ascending sound each time I grow larger. Really some neat sound affects.

Ate Something Inedible:
I then find myself in a desert location where I think of another task I wanted to try of eating something inedible to see what it tastes like. As there are insects crawling all over the ground I think about eating a couple of them, but then realize that they are perfectly edible in certain parts of the world, so decide not to eat them. I then realize that the sandy ground I am standing on would be a perfect thing to eat for this task, so take a big handful of it and eat it. It really tastes all right, sort of like a bland protein powder, so I eat 2 or 3 more big handfuls of it.

Threw flames:
I then try to remember another basic task I wanted to try, but am unable to remember what it was, so decide to try a more advanced task of throwing flames. So I concentrate on turning my arm into a torch as I point it toward a mountain off in the distance trying to generate a flame toward the mountain. At first the only thing I can get to come out of my arm is a laser beam which I continue to point at the mountain until it begins to burn a spot in the mountain, but eventually I manage to get a narrow flame to come out of my arm and hit the mountain with it.

Tried to walk through fire but failed:
I then concentrate on the next task I wanted to accomplish of walking through a fire, but I am unable to find a fire anywhere. I consider torching a long truck that drives by me with my flame throwing arm, as I think is carrying logs, but when I get a closer look at it and see that it has rocks in the back of it, I decide to leave it alone. When I find myself someplace like a small village where I see what looks like a firehouse, I decide that I could hang around it for a while until they get called out to a fire, and then follow them to a fire.

Plastic looking DCs:
When I see several DCs sitting outside on a curb by the fire department I think about asking them where I could find a good fire at, but when I look at them closer they all look like plastic dummies, so I decide not to waste my time talking to them.

Gal inside the Fire Department:
When I walk inside the fire department I see a gal standing next to a counter who although she seems a bit on the heavy side, seems very well built, and very friendly. So I walk up behind her and start talking to her. When I ask her if she would like to have sex she says that she would and takes me to her apartment. After we have sex, I ask her where she is from and she tells me that she is just a normal person like I am who has learned how to lucid dream, so spends most of her nights lucid dreaming. After we talk for a while some guy comes into her apartment that seems to want to fight with me, so I grab him with my hands and twist him around into a big knot, and then leave.

Changed the light level:
Once outside I remember another task I wanted to complete of changing the light level, so move my arm downward to decrease the light level, and then raise my hand back up to bring the light level back up to normal again.

Took off flying again:
At this time I realize that I have been on the ground for quite a while and that I would prefer to be flying, so concentrate on floating up in the air and take off flying again. Once I start flying the upbeat classical music starts playing again.

I think of a couple of other tasks I wanted to do at this point but am too awake to continue the dream as I have been dreaming for about 90 minutes, so wake up feeling elated and rested.

AN - Change yourself into an animal (Cat - In the driveway)
I hear what sounds like a cat out in my driveway as my wife is leaving for work. As I go out to check on it I find a rather large cat who seems to have his legs run over. As I check the cat I can see that it is not one of my cats. I put the cat in a box that is next to it and bring it into my house where my 2 cats look at it and sniff it. As I am aware that I am dreaming at this point I think of one of the lucid tasks I had wanted to complete of becoming an animal. Although I can tell the cat is in pain I decide to become that cat to see if I can feel what it is feeling. As I become the cat I can sense the pain in my legs although I really feel no pain. I mostly feel frustrated that I cannot move my legs. A lady from animal control then shows up at my house and picks the cat up as it appears to have died now.

OB - Change yourself into an inanimate object:
I then think of another task I wanted to complete of becoming an inadimate object, and since I see some pieces of corn on the cob on a table that some people are getting ready to eat I decide to become one of those pieces of corn on the cob. As I become the corn on the cob I actually feel myself being the cob with the people from the table eating the corn off of me. I feel their happiness as they eat the juicy corn off of me.

False Awakening Then Lucid Again:
I then become aware that I am laying in my bed and notice that all of the lights are on in my house as my wife appears to have left them on when she got up to leave for work. Although they seem to not be that distracting I decide to get up and turn them off so that I can go back to bed and hopefully get lucid again. I am a little ticked off at my wife for leaving every single light on in the house. Amazingly as I pull down on the cords each of the lights turns off. I then realize that I am actually dreaming and that this was just a false awakening.

People Outside My House, Then A Sleigh Ride:
I then notice a bunch of people outside in my yard picking up trash. When I go out to see what they are doing they tell me that are picking up trash in people's yards and giving them demerits for every piece of trash they find. They have found about 5 or 6 pieces of trash in my yard which was blown there from someone else's yard so are giving me that many demerits. Suddenly there is snow all over my yard and there is a big sleigh sitting there on a track. All of the people get in the sleigh and ride around my house to the other side of my yard. As it pulls up on the other side of my yard I notice one of the guys toes are frozen as he has no shoes on. I decide to give them a real ride at this time to repay the for all of the demerits they gave me so get behind their sleigh and start pushing them really fast, causing them to take off flying into the air. As I push them faster and faster through the air I can see the concerned looks on their faces as they appear to be terrified. I then decide to bring them down for a landing so stop pushing so hard and let their sleigh start heading down. I decide to shake them up a little more so before their sleigh reaches the ground I let go of it so that they have a rough landing. (Of all the constructive things I could have been doing, I waste half my lucid terrorizing a bunch of poor dcs).

Lucid Fading, Concentrated On DCs, Then Took Off Flying:
I then feel my lucid state fading and feel myself back in my body again. As I remember reading that a good way to prolong a lucid state is to concentrate on interacting with dcs in ones dream I start observing the dcs in my dream again and am once again lucid. I then go out into my backyard in my imagination and take off flying into another lucid dream which all I remember about is that I was flying.

Vacationing With My Wife: Changed The Weather, Tried To Climb A Beanstalk - 5/1/08
My wife and I arrive at a resort somewhere where there is a nice sandy beach where we were thinking about staying except the weather seems a little too cold to go swimming there. So we decide to drive a little further to see if we can find someplace where the weather is warmer.

The next place we end up though, the weather is even colder than it was at the last place we were at. As my wife is making a reservation at this place I stop her and tell her I think we would be better off going back to the first place we were at where the weather was warmer.

The owners of this place seem upset with me for not completing a reservation, and there is a lady who seems to be one of the owners who is particular annoying as she is pestering other customers in the place we are at. When she comes up and starts talking to my wife as we are walking away, my wife puts her fingers in her ears to avoid hearing the lady.

We then find ourself out in a woods somewhere where I notice a large tree with a very wide trunk. As it looks like it could be a giant beanstalk I remember a task I wanted to complete of climbing to the top of a beanstalk, but there are no branches for me to climb up on. As I see several squirrels climbing up and down the beanstalk I think about turning myself into a squirrel so that I can run up and down the beanstalk easily. So I try turning myself into a squirrel and then try climbing up the beanstalk, but I am still unable to climb up it as I am just too heavy to get more than a couple of feet up the beanstalk. I finally give up trying.

Suddenly there is about a foot of snow all over the ground and I see foot steps where some other people have already walked through the snow. I decide to make my own tracks though so go running out through the snow leaving my tracks everywhere.

When it gets dark I remember being able to change the light level in a recent lucid, so raise my arm to increase the light level and make it broad daylight again.

I then tell my wife that we can also change the weather if we want to make it warmer just by concentrating on what we would like the weather to be like. When we concentrate on making the weather warmer again, we find ourself back at the first resort we had been at, only this time instead of there being a sandy beach by the water, the beach has a bunch of pebbles on it. My wife is amazed how easy it was for us to change the weather.

When we come to some sort of stone wall my wife starts climbing up the wall with me right behind her. When she gets to the top she is barely able to get over the top as there is only a small space at the top. When I get to the top the space is much too small for me to squeeze through, so I tell several people who are climbing the wall behind me that it looks like we are going to have to climb back down unless I can make the space at the top a bit larger. So with my left hand I start hitting the wall with my fist which to my amazement is more like plaster than rock, which allows me to make a larger hole, which I am then able to put my arm through and make large enough for the rest of us to get through. I decide at this point though that I have worked hard enough in this lucid and that it is time to get up and use the bathroom.

Pot Luck Dinner At Church:
I am at a church somewhere out in the country where my dad is going to be holding a service. Before the service though they are having a pot luck dinner, so everyone has brought food from home and has put it out on tables inside the church. I am thinking that it would have been better to have had the service first and then eaten afterwards, but decide to go ahead and eat something to be sociable even though I had eaten earlier so am not hungry. I am thinking about getting some of the fried chicken to eat, although I rarely eat chicken.

I realize that since my parents who have passed on are here that I am dreaming, so I tell everyone in the church that we are all dreaming. I also tell my dad how good it is to see him again and how good he looks.

I then remember a task I wanted to do of walking through fire, so ask everyone if they know someplace that I could find a fire to walk through, or if they could help me build a small fire that I could walk through or at least stick my foot in. One gal finds a large box of matches that she is planning to use to start a small fire with some pieces of paper that she has, but another girl interrupts her by using her lighter to try to start a cat on fire who just happens to be there. She manages to start the cats whiskers on fire and burn them before I put the fire out. The gal with the matches is unable to get the matches to work, so never gets a fire started.

Some other gal gets the idea that she could put a hot dog in the microwave and heat it up until it is real hot and then have me put my bare foot on it. I am thinking that this would work, but am actually more afraid of doing this than I would be to walk through a fire. The gal comes back with a plate full of hamburger patties and hash browns with a very large hot dog on it also. I tell her that I only need the hot dog because I would hate to ruin all of the other food by putting my foot on it. So she takes the large hot dog off of the plate and puts it on another plate for me.

Somehow the hot dog gets put in the freezer section of a refrigerator, so I have to go take it out of the freezer before I can heat it up. While trying to take it out of the freezer though, the plate it is on tips over and spills something like barbeque sauce all over the freezer which causes me to wake up.

Since these were all short WILDs lasting less than 5 minutes each I am going to combine them all and count them as one lucid.

Old Lady - Watching, Then Become
I am watching an old lady who seems like a bag lady as she is trying to get through a wooden gate to hang some stuff up. As I concentrate on this lady I become her, after which I find myself someplace like inside a log cabin where there are a lot of things like pots and pans hanging down from the ceiling which I notice while I am going about doing my chores.

Crab - People Looking At Me
I am something like a giant crab in this WILD where I notice all of these people dressed like farmers above the water looking down at me in my tank trying to grab me. I am using some small feet underneath me to try to move away from them while I fight them off with one of my pinchers.

Truck - Underside
I feel like I am underneath something in this image stream and am trying to figure out what it is. As I continue concentrating I find that I am the underside of a large truck. Although I feel strong and sturdy, I feel myself beginning to get rusty and lose my strength. I am wishing that my owner would take better care of me as I can feel my strength starting to leave me as I get rustier and rustier.

Waterride
I feel myself being a large structure in this image stream. As I concentrate on my surface I find that I am a large water ride at an amusement park with many channels where water comes over and through me. Although I can feel the excitement and happiness of people as they ride down me, they really mean nothing to me, as my main pleasure comes from my massive size and the feel of the water as it comes splashing over me and down my channels.

(Decided to include tbe below image stream in here also since it was so interesting
Bomb Shelter - Viewing
In this image stream I am trying to figure out where I am at. Something keeps prompting me to look down, so I keep looking down. As I continue looking down I find myself going underground in what seems like a tunnel or cave, which later leads to something like a small underground shelter of some sort which seems to made of metal. A short time later I am watching Saddam Hussein being executed.

After taking 8mg of galantamine, 600mg of alpha-gpc, and 500mg of choline, I have the following WILDs or remote viewings, and experience a couple of other sensations, which I will count as 1 LD because of their short durations.

Resort - Snowy Hill And A Lake
I am floating around viewing a snowy hillside with a lot of trees which looks like a resort area since there is a lake at the bottom of it. I see a man doing some kind of work down by the lake.

As I have a very strong feeling that I am going to forget this whole scene unless I record it, I reach for my digital voice recorder, and try to record the scene on it. I just knew something felt weird about my digital recorded. This ended up being a false awakening.

Apartment - Viewing
I am floating around outside an apartment building which I sense is somewhere in Chicago. Although I see no number on the building I sense the address is either 705 or 637.

As I again have a strong feeling that I am going to forget this scene unless I record it, I once again reach for my digital voice recorder and record this scene, which turns out to be another false awakening.

Trying To Float
After the remote viewings I feel myself back in my body while my energy body is trying desperate to float out of my body. Unfortunately I am too attached to my body at this point to be able to get out.

Rolling
I then feel the inside of me begin to roll in a counter clockwise motion, getting faster and faster. I try to help out by concentrating on the rolling movement myself and roll for at least 10 complete turns, but am still unable to exit my body.


Later in the morning

Dog - Playing with then hugging
I am someplace like my backyard playing with my dog who passed over a couple of months ago. I am running around chasing her like I used to do when she was younger. I am aware that my dog has passed over to the other side in the dream so know that I am dreaming. Later we go inside and I lay down next to her in my bed and am hugging her which causes me to start crying and wakes me up.

I begin seeing images of an underground parking garage that I seem to be floating through, so am able to pull myself into the dream. I continue following the scenery by floating up through the concrete to a higher level where I see a group of people working, and then float up another level to find myself on the top level where there are a bunch of lawn chairs sitting out in the sun. I lay down and relax in one of the lawn chairs and enjoy meditating for a while. At this point I seem to be dreaming that I am having a lucid dream while in this lawn chair. I feel safe up here because there are other people also laying out in some lawn chairs on the other side from where I am at.

I then remember a task I wanted to complete of walking through fire, so get up out of my lawn chair and ask my subconscious to take me to a fire that I can walk through. I find myself entering a room where there is a recliner that has 2 small fires burning on the side of it about 6 inches high. I step on one of the fires with my left foot and can see it burning all around my foot, although I feel nothing on my foot. I then step on the other fire with my other foot and notice that it goes out when I step on it. I then notice that both of the small fires are now out. Not completely happy with my effort as I had wanted a blazing fire to walk through with my whole body, I concentrate on setting the chair on fire with my mind. Although I manage to get a small fire burning on the side of the chair, it is producing more smoke than it is flames, so I eventually just snuff it out using both of my hands.

I then remember another task I wanted to complete of conjuring a person, so think of a person I used to know who passed over a year ago. Before I can complete the task though I get distracted and find myself doing some kind of work in a house with a group of people. My wife seems to be there and I seem to be moving a bed. I am still aware that I am dreaming at this time and tell everyone there that I am dreaming and that I have been dreaming for 2 or 3 hours now (although it has actually been about 45 minutes). I am telling everyone how I have learned to lucid dream all day long, which enables me to do things all day long without being tired at the end of the day, since I have been sleeping and dreaming the whole time I am working on the things.

False Awakening, Relaxed In Back Yard, OBE, Then Flying Around
I dream that I get up to use the bathroom but feel sort of dizzy from having taken some galantamine earlier. As I walk toward the bathroom I feel about 20 feet tall. I hurry back into my bedroom when I hear my wife coming down the stairs to keep her from interrupting my lucid attempt. When I get into my bedroom I notice a candle holder with a couple of candles in it sitting on my bed.

Once back in bed I am having a little trouble getting relaxed so turn over onto my right side. I then find myself outside on one end of something like a teeter totter. As it lowers me to the ground I then feel very relaxed, so relaxed that I decide to just stay outside here in my backyard and sleep on the ground. I then begin hearing voices, the most dominant and annoying one is a female voice which seems to be trying to harrass me.
Knowing that I must be very close to the other realm at this time I concentrate all of my efforts on floating, a couple of minutes after which I find myself floating out of my body.

Next thing I know I am flying high in the air over some cliffs. I seem to be flying on my side as I watch the scenery below me. After a bit I straighten myself out where I am flying straight.

CP - Conjure a person
I then remember a task I wanted to complete of conjuring a person so concentrate on my step daughter who passed to the other side a few years ago. When I start thinking about her I feel myself spinning counterclockwise on the inside of me, around and around, getting faster and faster. After about 5 minutes I stop spinning, but my step daughter is no where to be found.

So I think of another person I would like to conjure, a good friend of mine who was 92 years old when he passed to the other side last year. As I think about my friend, a teddy bear appears in front of me who seems to want to play with me. As I begin playing with the teddy bear it then turns into a little boy about 2 years old, who when I look closer at, I realize is my friend when he was a young boy.

DL - Find your perfect dream lover
I then think of the next task I wanted to complete of finding my perfect dream lover. As I concentrate on finding this beautiful lady that I met a while back in a lucid who told me my dream name, I notice that my dog who passed to the other side a couple of months ago is in my basement with me and is chasing my two cats around playing with them.

As my pets run up the stairs to go to the backyard I follow them up the stairs. While climbing the stairs I begin thinking how rediculous it is for me to climbing these stairs when I could instead be flying. So I decide to go through the wall instead of using the door. I blast through the wall out to my back porch and then blast through the wall of my back porch and head toward my wooden shed where I blast through both sides of it. I am really enjoying going through walls at this point.

When I notice my dog wrestling around with my cats in my back yard I go out and join them. I run after and catch my dog, who is not only young and athletic in this dream, but also seems very happy. I roll around and wrestle with her on the ground as we play, just like I used to play with her when she was younger and used to sometimes get carried away and grab my pant leg and drag me half way across the yard. I become emotional for a moment, but then remember the last few times how this has caused me to wake up, so I control myself this time and enjoy playing with me dog until my lucid ends. I guess my perfect dream lover is my dog.

Freeway - Encounter With Jennings
I am sitting in the drivers seat of a car that is going down a freeway and which seems to be driving itself when it takes an exit ramp on the left side that merges into another freeway. I look around to make sure no cars are in the lane that my car is merging into and see that there are no cars in that lane, but that there is a car in the far lane. As I merge into the right lane I end up being even with the car on the left of me. As I look at the car on the left of me I am unable to see inside of it, but I sense that it is being driven by Jennings. Our cars continue moving down the freeway side by side until I wake up.

Attractive Gal - Looking For
I decide to find an attractive gal to hang out with when I find myself in a strange city. When I see a bunch of women laying around on the floor in their evening wear in this one building I decide to take a look around. A woman who seems to be in charge of the place informs me that all of the gals in the larger section of this place come at a price, but that a few gals in a smaller section in the back are free. As I am walking through the place heading toward the free section I am really turned off by all of the gals I see laying around, as they are all unattractive. When I get to the free section a couple of gals there try to allure me to them, but once again, they are all unattractive to me. I feel sort of like DuB did in one of his past lucids when he told a friend of his "I don't want them, I want a better looking girl."

So I leave this place to see if I can find a more attractive gal somewhere outside, but none of the gals I see walking around seem to be my type. I then notice this one gal who looks a lot like Cameron Diaz, as she is somewhat tall, has blonde hair, and seems very sweet. So I walk up to her and ask her if she would like to come back to my place with me, but then think better of what I am asking her and ask her if she would just like to go someplace with me. She says she would like to go out with me and smiles at me.

As we go walking down the sidewalk together in this business area she is holding onto my arm. When we come to a restaurant where I remember having eaten at earlier this evening, possibly in another dream that I must have forgotten, I ask her if she would like to get something to eat. She says that she would, so we go in and sit down in these two wooden chairs at the end of this large round table with a bunch of chairs around it. After a while several more people come in and sit down around the table with us. It is the kind of restaurant where they have no menus but just make up a large meal and feed everyone the same thing. It seems to be someplace like a timeshare or resort because a man at the end of the table in charge of the place tells us that the owners will get a special kind of wine this evening while the guests will get another kind of wine. I notice that my female friend is drinking some wine out of a very small glass which when the man in charge slides a giant glass of wine around the table to us somehow grows in size so that it fits perfectly into the giant glass of wine that we now have.

The man in charge tells one of the families that only the mother of their family is entitled to some wine. My female friend and I enjoy drinking out of this giant glass of wine as we drink out of it at the same time together. As I enjoy sitting next to her I feel her hand holding onto my arm and I have my hand down between her knees on one of her legs as she is wearing a skirt that comes up about 5 inches above her knees. I decide to start up a conversation with her when it gets quiet so ask her where she works at. She tells me that she used to be a hairdresser until she got a little too close to a couple of her patients and got sick. I am thinking that she is probably unemployed at the moment but could care less, as I am just enjoying her company. I become aware of myself laying in bed so really have to concentrate to get back into the dream. I manage to continue the dream for another 10 minutes or so until I get a bill for our meals for around $160 since our meals had been about $79.95 each. I had been expecting a large bill from this place because of the kind of place that it was.

Vibrations, Sleep Paralysis, Flying Adventure
About 90 minutes after taking 8mg of galantamine with 500mg of choline and 600mg of alpha-gpc, I feel the transitions start to kick in which at first consisted of some light vibrations where I also felt my eyelids fluttering, then changed to sleep paralysis where I was unable to move certain parts of my body, and finally took me to the stage where I started hearing the voices, the most dominant one being a nasty sounding female voice which I think I've heard before.

Once the voices start in I know that I am close to the other dimension so begin concentrating on floating, after which I easily float out of my body and begin an exciting flying adventure which lasts close to 2 hours. Throughout this experience I hear music playing almost the entire time, which is primarily upbeat music, and which changed to several different tunes as I flew along.

Because of the length of the OBE I have forgotten a great deal of it when I finally wake up, but from I do remember, I remember finding my wife and taking her flying with me. Oddly enough I latch onto my wifes back while teaching her how to fly. It was a great way to fly though because it felt like we were having sex while we flew. At first her thoughts seemed to be hindering my thoughts which greatly slowed us down, especially when we were trying to fly over this mountain. But after I got her to start using her mind to help me out, we started flying much faster and smoother.

During another part of the obe I am by myself real high up in the air viewing a lot of different landscapes below. And then I find myself flying about 5 to 10 feel above the ground in an upright position dodging in and out of trees. Later I am being chased by some beings who are also able to fly. But I am able to get away from them because I am much faster and more skilled at flying than they are. I seem to be trying to find something before they do. When I fly into a building I find some family pictures which I assume is what I am looking for, so put them under my shirt and take off flying again before they can catch up with me. I wish I could remember more, but I have forgotten most of this experience when I finally woke up.

MU - Compose music
I find myself in a classroom with some other people sitting at a desk when I realize I am dreaming. As there is some music playing quite loud that is annoying me I get up to turn it off, but am having trouble getting it turned off as nothing is happening. I am thinking that the music must be coming from an outside source which I am unable to turn off with my dream hands. When a guy comes over to help me though he is able to turn the music off with no problem.

I then go back to my seat and sit back down. When a friend of mine who retired 3 or 4 years ago walks by I tell him that I am dreaming, and that he is also dreaming. I then tell a guy sitting next to me that I am dreaming and that he is also dreaming, and then tell the whole class that we are all dreaming.

When I remember a task I wanted to complete of composing some poetry I try to compose a poem, but nothing comes to me. When I tell the instructor that I need some help composing a poem he starts rattling off a bunch of poetic lines and turns them into something like a rap song that everyone in the class enjoys listening to. He seems quite talented at this.

A rather attractive female instructor then joins us who I also tell that I need some help composing a poem or else composing a song. She seems more interested in arousing us sexually though as she sits on a desk and begins flashing everyone in the classroom. I am thinking that I might like to ask her if she would like to go somewhere with me and have sex, but decide to try composing a song instead. I look around to see if there are any other nice looking women in the classroom, and notice one gal who looks somewhat attractive, but then start concentrating again on composing a song.

Some lines finally come to me which I sing and then write down on a pad of paper. They are really quite simple and have very little rhythm, but at least it was a song I composed. When I wake up I have to think back to remember the words because I no longer have the pad I wrote them down on. The words went like this: As I view the sky, I remember why, I was was sent her now, To complete my vow.

Earlier in the dream, I think about turning the dream into an obe, so concentrate on floating, but nothing happens as I appear to be unable to get out of my body in this lucid.

False Awakening - Then Lucid
I get up to use the bathroom, but when I get in the bathroom the stool is missing and there is a chair with a box sitting on it where the stool should be. I decide to piss in the bathtub since the stool is gone but when I get ready to go the stool suddenly shows up where it is supposed to be so I use the stool instead. At this point I realize that this is just a false awakening and that I am dreaming.

I then walk into my kitchen where I notice a bag of popcorn being cooked in the microwave. As I see no one in the kitchen I figure my wife had put the popcorn in the microwave and forgot about it, so I take it out of the microwave. I then see that one of the burners on the stove has been left on and that there is a bowl with something in it on the burner. Thinking that this could cause a fire, I turn the burner off and remove the bowl from the stove.

I then hear my wife coming up from the basement where she seems to have been doing her laundry. When she notices that I have taken her popcorn out of the microwave she is upset with me, so I tell her about the burner that she had left on and tell her that sometimes people forget things.

(I then get up and actually use the bathroom before going back to bed to get ready for the next lucid which comes 15 minutes later)


Bedroom - Visitors, Mess Outside, Flying Into Space, The Dog, My Dog
When I walk into my bedroom there are a couple of ladies with their kids, some friends who my wife has invited over to visit us, sitting on my bed and trying on my clothes. They have my clothes laying all over my room, mostly shirts, that they have tried on, and which are now all muddy. I am thinking that I am now going to have to wash all of these clothes, and am thinking about straightening them up after they leave my bedroom, but decide that since I am dreaming, not to waste my time with this.

When I walk into the kitchen there is a lot of food sitting out that these people have been eating. I notice one dish that looks like hamburger with some other ingredients like beans added into it, so scoop out a large portion onto a plate, then heat it up in the microwave before eating it. It tastes about what I would expect hamburger with beans to taste.

When I look outside I notice that our visitors have also made a big mess outside as there are about 4 or 5 gas cans along with some other things sitting out in our driveway. (The TV series I was watching last night about abusive husbands who had set their wives on fire is probably what caused this). Although I am thinking that it is rather hazardous having all of these gas cans sitting out in my driveway I decide to just ignore this and spend my time doing something more useful than just cleaning up after these messy people.

When I find myself outside I look up into the sky and decide to try flying into outer space. Although the moon is very clear, the stars are a bit more difficult to see as the sky is a bit cloudy. I finally find 3 bright stars together with another star next to them, so decide to attempt to fly toward them. As I raise my arms in the air I take off flying toward the stars, but when I get to where they should have been at they just sort of disappear.

I then find myself walking down a street where this dog is stalking me. As long as I am turned toward it, it leaves me alone, but the minute my back is turned, it tries to sneak up behind me to bite me. I decide to make friends with it so stoop down and call it, after which it walks over to me and allows me to pet it.

Then I am at an amusement park with my wife and we are trying to decide what ride to go on. We decide to avoid one ride since it has a lot of spinning action which might make us dizzy. We end up going on something like a roller coaster, only it is one in which we are turned around backwards when we ride it. I am thinking what a great day this was to come since there seem to be no lines that we have to wait in. Although I notice a lot of other people having to stand in line, for some reason we never have to. When we get done with this ride my wife is looking on this somewhat large computer screen that she has trying to figure out what ride to go on next. When someone mentions to her that she could also use this small computer she has to find the rides she tells them that she prefers the large screen.

I find myself laying back on the floor of my living room after this and decide I would like to try to exit my body. I instantly feel myself rolling around very fast inside of my body about 5 times, only it seems like I am rolling in a clockwise movement this time instead of counter clockwise like I usually do. After 5 full turns the rolling stops as it is apparently unsuccessful.

I am then laying on the floor next to my dog hugging her and petting her. I start to become emotional, but then control myself so as not to awaken myself.

I try to compose some poetry, but nothing comes to me.

Close to an hour has now gone by when I begin waking up.

Wife - Appearing As An Alien
I say something derogatory about myself just joking after which my wife suddenly appears in my bedroom sort of floating in the air and tells me that she dislikes it when I talk about myself that way. My wife looks like a guy though because she is flat chested. In fact, she sort of looks like an alien because she is so pale looking. After looking at her for a few seconds I become aware that this is just another false awakening and that I am dreaming, but am too awake to go back to sleep to get lucid.

Work - Missing Door
I am at work in a building I used to work in, only am working in the basement floor which is like a bomb shelter. When I go to leave there is no door where there is supposed to be a door. I immediately realize that I am dreaming because of the discrepancy, and find that I am able to float, so float out of the place.

Poem - Composing
I remember a task I wanted to complete of composing a poem, so sit down in my recliner after grabbing a pad of paper and a pen and get ready to write. When I sit down in my recliner there are clothes laying in my way. Knowing that I am dreaming, I just ignore the clothers and sit on top of them. Later after getting annoyed by them, I push them out of my way. As I look, all of the papers on my pad already have writing on them. Since I know that I am dreaming I first decide to go ahead and just write over the writing that is already on the pad. After writing a couple of lines though I decide to get another pad, so find a small pad that has no writing on it. As I ask my subconscious to help me write a poem the following words come to me which I write down on my pad. "Lucid dreaming to and fro. That's the way I want to go." I was planning to write more, but got distracted by a strong breeze that came blowing through my house blowing papers all over the place.

Cat - Healing
I decide to send some healing energy to my cat who had been really sick earlier this week, so decide to try and find her, when I realize that she is sleeping right next to me in my bed. Although I am in another room of my house at this moment, I realize that I am also in my bed sleeping, with my cat sleeping next to me. When I think about going in and trying another experiment I wanted to try of entering my body and leaving it again, I suddenly find my cat sitting in my lap in my recliner. Instead of my cat being small like she is in the physical though, she is almost as large as I am. I hug my cat, then merge my spirit with hers, and allow my energy to circulate throughout her entire body.

Reality Checks - Jumping And Floating
I am aware that I am dreaming so decide to do a reality check, something I normally never think to do. When I try sticking my finger through my hand, I am unable to do it though, so decide that maybe I am just too aware for it to work. So I try holding my nose closed and breathing. To my amazement I am able to breath while holding my nose closed. I decide to go into the kitchen where my wife is at and show her that I am able to breath while holding my nose, but on the way to the kitchen it no longer works, as I am no longer to breath while holding my nose. I decide instead to impress her with how high I can jump, so I jump right over the top of her. I then impress her with my ability to float in mid air as I float all around the kitchen.

During this last lucid I have the feeling that I have been dreaming for over 2 hours and am amazed at the amount of time that I have been able to extend this lucid. I am thinking that I could probably lucid dream all night long. When I wake up though I had only been dreaming for about 45 minutes and had all 4 lucids during that time.