Thread: ~hyperangel's Alternate Reality~

This will be my sanctuary, the place that bridges the gap from cruel reality to the sweet, soothing world of my mind...the only place where I can truly escape from the strict laws of the universe, the feelings of pain and cold, and the daze that has kept me from functioning.

Key

• Regular dream mode (Navy)
• Nightmare (DarkRed)
• Lucidity (DarkOrange)
• Dreamsigns (Navy)
• Possible IRL triggers

Tuesday, February 12th

At first, I dreamt of a field trip. I went with Blake (my current boyfriend). I can't remember where. When we got back. I said goodbye to him and went to History. There was a test I didn't know about, or had forgotten about. My teacher told me I had to take it anyways, even though I hadn't read half the chapter. I argued with her for a bit but took it anyways. It was hard, and I was angry.

I remember also being in a locker room. There were many stalls with showers. I was somehow naked, waiting for someone to come out so I could shower. There were two halls at a ninety-degree angle from each other, one with the stalls, and one just a long hall leading to other rooms. I was at the corner. There were boys in my class down the hall that were looking at me, which was embarrassing, so I tried to cover up best I could. Around then, a girl came out of the nearest stall, but when I tried to get in, someone cut me off. I pushed them away and crawled in and took a shower.

When I got out, I was dressed and noticed two young boys wandering around inside the shower. I told them to get lost, because this was the girl's restroom. They argued with me.

Dreamsigns: Arguing, embarrassment, stress / forgetfulness.

Looking back on today's events (this was written in my physical journal after I woke up), I feel some sort of déja vu here. When waiting in line for the vending machine, a girl cut me off. And right after that, I said some bitchy things to some middle schoolers who wanted money for pizza.

Wednesday, February 13th

I had no dreams that I could remember tonight. I woke up once or twice and tried to do something to induce DILD, but with no affect. I hit the snooze button once when the alarm went off at 5:25, woke up at 5:45ish.

Thursday, January 14th

I woke up around 4 AM freezing my ass off, attempting FILD. Too cold so I curled up and went back to sleep.

I slightly remember looking out my bedroom door and seeing my ex-boyfriend. I went to yell at him not to scare me like that, or snoop around, then realized he was there, and then gave him back his chem book.

I still have his chem book. Also, last year on Feb. 14th, I kissed him for the first time. I was thinking about this as I went to bed.

Friday, February 15th

I dreamt that me and my brothers were crusaders to Mars, the Tian planet. We camped out on an asteroid. there was a lot of gold on it. then I realized the gold was slowly disappearing. I knew it was the Tians so I was slightly mad. Later on I found a large sum of crystals on their planet and started teleporting them to our asteroid, thinking it was alright because they were taking 'our' gold. They were confused because their crystal was their life source. Then, it looked like I was in our bathroom...one of the Tians explained that they needed the crystal to survive and was going to declare war on whoever was doing it. I felt guilty, but I don't remember if I told them it was me.

--I think I stopped the teleporting in the end, though.
--In the book I'm writing right now, an alien race named the Tians live on Mars. They have migrated from another planet, but they don't use crystal as their life source. They are very connected to the "stream", which is somewhat like the flow of the universe's fate...

I dreamt I was at a big soccer game. Everyone at my school was there and lots more just in the crowd. It was being narrated by one of those sports narrators, with the big male voice. One of the female players on one team (her name started with an M, one of those famous soccer players...), she headed towards the goal. Someone's gold necklace got caught in her hair, but when she went to score she missed the shot. The necklace and her bracelet fell off into the grass. After the game I asked who won, they said the Pirates did. I asked if she was on the Pirates and they replied exasperatedly, "Yes".

Later at the same field, a basketball player made a shot. She ran off the field and gathered her things, and started to leave. I called out to her but she didn't listen; she just headed towards the parking lot (it now looked like our school's field). The soccer players in our grade also ran after her and stopped the game.

I dreamt I was leading two older guys, college guys, down to my "secret spot". It was through a big forest. We got to the edge of a medium-sized cliff. There was a cabin that was hanging precariously close to the edge. We went into it. At the end of the cabin, past the edge of the cliff, was a long rope, attached to a tree branch above it, that you could use to swing across the empty space to the other side of the cliff. We played on it for a while. The last side of the cabin was completely open; so the other two sat there. When we arrived I noticed it had been turned into somewhat of a tourist attraction, because there was now a safety pad underneath the drop. I told the man running it (on the other cliff) that we used to play it dangerous and just swing over it. There was water below so it wouldn't hurt.

I got to the other edge and I realized I was on a road, and the guy was now directing traffic. On the other side of the road, from the cliff I was standing on, was a sno-park where I frequented over Winter Break. I made the connection and was somewhat surprised.

Somehow I was now in a car, driving down the same road. I was going too fast and pressing on the brake but I couldn't stop at all. I ran a stop sign. Then two kind of friendly policemen made me pull off to the side of the road...I was terrified. XD

(This thing, with getting pulled over, has happened before in my dreams...especially with running through stoplights, etc. I'm a new driver with my permit so I'm not sure if it's that or some other sign.)

Saturday, February 16th

Just for reference, the date means that night, not the morning it was recorded.
I was at school. Mel (a girl I am currently fighting with) was flicking my back while I tried talking to Michelle (my best friend). I slapped her across the face and went in a room for anime club. There was grape Fanta and Cactus Cooler there. I tried mixing them but kept spilling, then I decided to take them home. I found a way to put it in separate containers and took it with me.

I realized it was 12:15 and I needed to go to the bus. Mel did, too. She had moved my backpack away from the spot I left it in and put my pencil case in my lunchbox. She tried to run away but I grabbed her by the hair. I dragged her by the hair while walking up to the bus area...and my old headmaster walked by, from my middle school. I slapped her face again as he went by. He didn't seem to care.

We went up the stairs and suddenly she was IMing me, spamming me. I said "I'm going to Mrs. Xxxxx" (our principal, who I am seeing about this on Tuesday) and she spammed back "DON'T DO IT!!!". I replied "I'll call your mom." and she, once again, spammed back "NO!!!".

Suddenly she was calling people extremely fast. I saw a map of the U.S. in my head, it was dark navy (like this color, hohoho!). There were bright yellow-orange lines connecting from where she was, to where she was calling. She called 5 places in total: One in Texas, two on the east coast, and others. The east coast lines looked like one went up to the North, and the other in the middle. I clicked on the far-north one. It had the number "160" (or around there) on it. It was a house in a rural town. There were other houses around it....

I was now in Google Earth and I could see all the houses around that one in 3D. I saw her dad inside her house - he stared at his computer kinda blankly, and I could tell he was sad and disappointed. He was down the hall from where she was making calls.

--In reality, Mel does take the bus, but we don't go to the same place after school. The time we leave is 3:15. She's a 9th grader who really doesn't know how to connect socially, and we've been having problems with her in our group of friends. We ARE going to the administration about it.
--I'm surprised I didn't become lucid in this dream, with the amount of things that could have been RC'd.


I dreamt I was giving birth. Somehow there was a "flap" in my nether regions (cough), and I wondered which way it would turn to give birth. The female nurse who was assisting me couldn't help, so the doctor came. The baby came right out with him. I held the baby and was happy, but somehow we found that it had some sort of hearing problem and was disabled. At first I was sad and frustrated, but then I thought that I should just be happy to have a baby. The doctor agreed and pointed to the bed next to me. There was half a woman there...below the ribs were green, soggy, wet bones cutting off below the pelvis. Everything else was gone. It was kinda gross. She congratulated us on giving birth, then her machine started beeping and she kinda vanished. I think she died.

-- In the dream, the baby was named "Taraki" or something like that. I noticed it sounded a lot like "Tamaki", the source of my icon and one of my favorite anime characters <3. After that I kept thinking it was named after the father, but I can't remember if the father was the character or just some random person. I almost felt like the character he's paired up with in the manga.

Sunday, February 17th

I had some sort of adventure in the park. I got a splinter. In the beginning it was a good thing, and I pushed it into the center of my index finger. Later I tried to get it out but it just went deeper. I couldn't push it out and I was kind of scared.

There were people in my class working on the Chem Olympiad. They were trying to make a solution of some sort. I wasn't helping and I felt bad, but I really couldn't.

I was going to do the Science Olympiad, but I am going to be out of town that weekend, so I had to quit the team.

I was working with Sugi on more Chem stuff. There was a panel on the wall that looked like a funky light switch, with a large white square button on the bottom, and two smaller square buttons on top of it. I knew somehow it was a password-protected gadget for some other person, but he didn't know that. It was dirty so he breathed warm air on it (like Haaaaa) and rubbed it. It was on the small button, so when he rubbed it the machine turned on, asking for a password. Sugi got frightened and pressed his back to the panel, looking up at a talking parrot to his right. He said "Sh sh sh...I don't want to get in trouble for this." But the panel recorded him. Then, somehow he recorded a new password and the big panel popped open.

Sugi became my brother, Matthew, and the owner of the panel was now my father...My father was due home any minute from his boat trip, and I told matt to fix it, and I would stall my dad when he got home. Right then, a delivery man came. He was asian, and was delivering Chinese food. In one styrofoam box was a large hunk of chicken, with broccoli all around it. In the other closed box was rice. I made a tortilla out of rice, cheese, and cut up chicken. Unexpectedly, my dad came home early. I ran to the door and dragged him to the table, telling him that the food had just come. We sat down to eat, and my brother joined us. I winked at him, but he didn't wink back at first. He got the hint after a minute and winked back.

It was the Scooby-Doo TV show. Scooby was trying to escape from a villain and get on a boat. The villain was standing on the dock, and Scooby was running (or attempting to run) up the ramp that was extended from the boat. He was standing on what looked like the side-view of a folding chair...the seat back and cushion at 90 degrees, with two legs connected by a bar halfway down. He hopped up on the ramp one step at a time and the villain would taunt him, "Not safe yet", until he was up on the boat. Then they sailed off. It was weird.

- There were lots of squares in my dream, between the panel and the 2D shape Scooby was on.