Hi mark.
That is a freaky similarity, spiders haunting us at the same time. They don't bother me but its still no fun knowing a room is full of poisonous ones.
And the pond dream was unbelievably great in a geeky sort of way. I knew no one would believe that I'd discovered the place where life originated so I had to document it. It was like I'd discovered the meaning of life or something, that's how great it was.
And quivering celery tendons are a funny but not at all pretty site. 
I've been meaning to get around to your journal but time is not my friend lately and something always happens just before I can settle in and check out the dream journals. i know I'm missing out on loads of good dreams and it drives me crazy wondering what's going through everyone else's sleeping minds. Tonight will probably end up the same. 
Jan 22nd
> usual but many awakenings, worry related
1- Sin's Grin
I was walking a path, the dream felt fairy tale like. I was headed to somewhere important but first had to climb a steep path up a green hill. At the top it looked barren but I knew something was waiting there, something I had to defeat before moving forward.
Got nearly to the crest of the hill when a cartoonish type head rose up like a sun rising. It was just a head, floating there. It told me that I couldn't go any further until I guessed it's name.
So, I rattled off a bunch of names. Each time i was wrong the head's smile grew wider. The smile eventually outgrew the face and nearly filled the sky ahead of me. IT was a very crooked and demented smile. I imagined that it would soon descend upon me, chew me up and spit me out. As mildly frightening as this giant smile was I refused to run from it and I kept guessing names.
Out of frustration I demanded a hint. In the sky above the smile a jumble of letters appeared. Don't know how but I exluded the letters that I know didn't belong. The first three of the remaining letters spelled S I N. I then didn't even have to glance at the rest of the letters. I knew the name and I yelled out, as if it were the nastiest of curse words, "SIN. GRIN. SINDRED!!"
The giant smile began to shrivel and as it did I added, "I don't know sindred. What is sindred? This must be a dream."
I awoke.
2- Clothes, Kurt and the Trip
I had to shop for a new wardrobe for a trip I was taking. I grabbed a lot but the only article of clothing I remember is a patchy looking dark shirt. I got my clothes and some food and put them into bags or suitcases and then waited for my ride to the hotel.
I don't remember riding there but suddenly being at the hotel, it was a very big, lavish place, almost palatial in appearance. A group of us were separated into pairs and I got stuck with Kurt (former friend from HS). We had to share a room, got to it and I started unpacking. He then started trying to flirt or whatever, which did nothing but annoy me. He then bragged that he'd bed me before the trip was over. I responded with something like, "The only way that'll happen is if I die first." He laughed, quite maniacally. I called him a psycho and then informed him that I would now have to kill him just to be sure he didn't kill me and screw my corspe. That made him stop laughing when he saw that I was quite serious.
I left him to the room and decided to look for something I could poison him with.
3- Skating & Pilates
I was joined hand in hand with a line of girls and we were all doing some sort of really stupid syncronised skating thing. As each moment passed I felt more and more humilated and I couldn't, for the life of me, remember how I'd ended up in that situation.
Luckily, the ice rink turned into a gymnasium and I was doing pilates exercises. (a little less embarassing) After the class I inquired where I could purchase one of those exercise balls since we needed them for the next class. Ended up having a 'deep' discussion about the size of the ball and what colour would be suitable.
4- T's, The Escape, Tornadoes
I walked to my cousin TH's (smacks my head off the computer monitor) and with me took a six pack of some wimpy alcoholic beverages. The plan was I was to show up, leave the 6 pack on the porch as a signal that I was ready to go. Apparently me and TH's boyfriend had planned to escape this place as both of us loathed living in this area.
I did my part and went into the basement, which was like a cave, and waited for J to come down. T and her friends came down first and asked what I was doing there. I said I was just inspecting the snails. I pointed to one (which had mysteriously just appeared). The walls of the caves now looked like a forest of coral and those were covered by all shapes and sizes of odd looking snails. I sat down and poked at one of the creature's eye stalks and T apparently believed me.
J came down into the coral cave basement and stopped and started stammering trying to explain why he had even come down. I laughed at him and called him a punk bitch, finished my drink and threw the bottle in a fire that was now between me and the others.
"We're stuck here forever." I yelled at J. "We'll never be able to cut the ties..."
"I'M NOT TIED!" he yelled and shoved T out of the way and came to my side of the fire. "Come on, lets get the fuck out of here."
He crawled up and out of the cave but I lingered behind because I knew what he'd said crushed T. I tried to apologise but she told me to get the hell out of her house and never return, thinking that I was running away with J because I wanted him. I tried to explain I was only going because I needed to get the hell out of this area but she didn't believe me. I didn't blame her, I wouldn't believe such a story either if I were in her shoes. I turned and began to climb out of the cave basement.
Outside the sky was a muddy red colour and tornadoes were forming all around. I refused to go outside. I knew the tornadoes were there waiting for me.
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