Was it really a dream??

This is going to be my attempt at having better recollection of my dreams from now on. The last few dreams i remember have been bordering on nightmares but I hope to change that soon. Maybe if I can remember them better, they won't worry me so much and I might have better control.

So, please feel free to comment, leave suggestions etc...

I don't remember much about last night, just that I was walking with someone. Don't know who... but just walking...

This afternoon is quiet, and the girls were behaving so I tried to lay down on the couch and see if I could start the WILD process. Then the phone rang and my friend called to tell me he got the house he bid on. And then there was a fly buzzing around. I tried picturing a large haunted house, like the one in the october task, and that wasn't working, so the imagry kept bouncing back and forth and I could feel a fly buzzing around my face, and then all of a sudden I saw myself back up and fall through what looked like a large chocolate mold (it kinda looked like that mold that Hans Solo was in during Star Wars, with handles and everything), but I didn't land backwards, I landed face down. So, seeing this mold there, so I (not the dream me) tried to pick up the mold to get the form out and up popped the statue of liberty. Then my phone made horrible noises and the girls were asking "mommy, can we...??" So I decided to get up and that was it.

Not much to report today again, but a strange feeling, and I use strange lightly - more of a comforting feeling, like I was being held while I slept, not to mention a song stuck in my head when I woke up - Take Me There - Rascall Flatts (I NEVER remember music titles or bands, whoever was holding me must be one heck of a cuddler). hehe, maybe it was the pillows. lol

I guess I went to bed too late again last night.

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Originally Posted by legs2021

This afternoon is quiet, and the girls were behaving so I tried to lay down on the couch and see if I could start the WILD process. Then the phone rang and my friend called to tell me he got the house he bid on. And then there was a fly buzzing around. I tried picturing a large haunted house, like the one in the october task, and that wasn't working, so the imagry kept bouncing back and forth and I could feel a fly buzzing around my face, and then all of a sudden I saw myself back up and fall through what looked like a large chocolate mold (it kinda looked like that mold that Hans Solo was in during Star Wars, with handles and everything), but I didn't land backwards, I landed face down. So, seeing this mold there, so I (not the dream me) tried to pick up the mold to get the form out and up popped the statue of liberty. Then my phone made horrible noises and the girls were asking "mommy, can we...??" So I decided to get up and that was it.

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Haha. The phone was always my worst enemy, when trying to take naps. It's like people would leave me alone all day, and as soon as I'd settle myself in to take a nap, it would ring every ten damn minutes. Lol.

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Not much to report today again, but a strange feeling, and I use strange lightly - more of a comforting feeling, like I was being held while I slept, not to mention a song stuck in my head when I woke up - Take Me There - Rascall Flatts (I NEVER remember music titles or bands, whoever was holding me must be one heck of a cuddler). hehe, maybe it was the pillows. lol

I guess I went to bed too late again last night.

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That sounds kinda nice. :wink: And yeah, I think I was up a little too long last night, too. I barely remember anything from my dreams. Oddly enough, though, I do remember cuddling with somebody. Haha. Coincidence? :)

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That sounds kinda nice. :wink: And yeah, I think I was up a little too long last night, too. I barely remember anything from my dreams. Oddly enough, though, I do remember cuddling with somebody. Haha. Coincidence? :)

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I'll go with that. It's a wonderful feeling to wake up to. :D

I'm certain I had been doing other stuff in my dream before this but this is all that I remember.

I was walking through a downtown area somewhere, I can see lots of large buildings and tall chain link. For some reason I put my hand to my ear and called someone. I can't recall the exact question, but my answer was "tim mcgraw" . I couldn't help but think that THAT was weird and I was bordering on "ticked off and annoyed". But thought nothing of it. The guy asked me if I was certain and I said "yes. that's the answer. why wouldn't I be certain?" He says “What’s your name?” “Athena….” “Where ya from?” “Downtown?…..” "Well, do you want to know what you've won?" completely deflated like he was having a hard time being excited. I kept thinking, you're stupid. You are keeping me from something more important. I just want the trip. He says "Weeellllll, you'vvvveeee won a CD!" "You're stupid, I don't want that." I said. "Well, that's the prize." he says. "That's not what you said earlier." I said. And then my mother and both girls come in and start tickling me awake and singing to me.

I love my family, but I can't help but think I was supposed to do something else.

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I'm certain I had been doing other stuff in my dream before this but this is all that I remember.

I was walking through a downtown area somewhere, I can see lots of large buildings and tall chain link. For some reason I put my hand to my ear and called someone. I can't recall the exact question, but my answer was "tim mcgraw" . I couldn't help but think that THAT was weird and I was bordering on "ticked off and annoyed". But thought nothing of it. The guy asked me if I was certain and I said "yes. that's the answer. why wouldn't I be certain?" He says “What’s your name?” “Athena….” “Where ya from?” “Downtown?…..” "Well, do you want to know what you've won?" completely deflated like he was having a hard time being excited. I kept thinking, you're stupid. You are keeping me from something more important. I just want the trip. He says "Weeellllll, you'vvvveeee won a CD!" "You're stupid, I don't want that." I said. "Well, that's the prize." he says. "That's not what you said earlier." I said. And then my mother and both girls come in and start tickling me awake and singing to me.

I love my family, but I can't help but think I was supposed to do something else.

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ha ha wow what a disapointment you get the answer and then you get a cd lol kinda funny though. I love to be in citys during dreams I always think that they are strange and can sometimes be incredibly beautiful places, especially when lucid.

Im looking forward to reading more of your dreams :)

hehe, thanks. it was a bit of a disappointment with the whole CD thing. I kept feeling like I need to go somewhere and a CD wasn't going to get me anywhere. lol

Hopefully I'll remember more next time.

I got a nap today and had just a regular dream. Again, I can't remember a whole lot of the beginning but here's what I do remember..

First off, I remember a park, or grassy area... Then the outside of a building....then a dance floor.... I'm in the middle of a huge ballroom... I'm on the floor with a partner and we are gliding across the floor in time with the music. For some reason we switched partners and I'm dancing with a short hispanic man who kinda resembles my friend Josh but not really. I try showing him the steps and he affirms that he understands and we start to glide in time with the song, and then for some reason I'm turning him and in the middle of the re-turn, he puts my hand on his head and I'm scratching the top of his head and he starts to change into a dog.... and then I hear "Hey, you gonna sleep all afternoon?" sigh...

I really need to get my own place for this stuff....

Oct 21.
I was back in Nursing school and we had just graduated or were doing a clinical at some old 50’s style hospital. It looked very run down, from the color of white on th walls down to the dingy glass in the windows and the Checkerboard black and white colored linoleum. I want to say that we were in the psyche ward, but I’m not sure. I remember seeing someone from back then, but I don’t remember her name. And I also remember my sister being there. But this chick from school had been bitten by a patient. Almost zombie like, but more like the bad guy from the fantastic four. She wasn’t changing rapidly and she wasn’t eating other people’s brain. (I think it has to be a coincidence that it’s getting so close to Halloween for this strange dream. But anyway, Ashton Kutcher makes an appearance in my dream. WTF? I don’t even like Ashton Kutcher…. ) We’re looking for one of the doctor’s and we finally find one. He reminds me of Buddy off “Charles in charge” and says “Oh, it’s no big deal.”
Then I see a flyer for a Halloween party. For some reason there’s this other chick in the hospital or at home that always competes with me over stupid stuff, and this time it was a video/dance contest (Enter Ashton Kutcher…) Next thing I know I’m walking down the hall and then it looks like some kind of two story warehouse like it’s my home and I follow my dad? (Again, no idea where this man came from or who he is. He looks nothing like my dad or step dad.) upstairs and he leads me out onto a rooftop type room. Contestants are being handed video cameras (for lack of a better term, they look like cordless blowdryers with stickers on them) and Ashton is explaining the rules. As the MC takes the mic back this chick walks up and asks “So, like, if we point this at someone’s feet it will take a video of their feet, right?” OMG, I WANTED TO SLAP HER. The MC starts explaining things again as I roll my eyes.
And at just that moment, my children come in to tell me it’s time to get up. My alarm didn’t go off…. I’m going to have to fix that.

i think if i ever see ashton cutcher in my dreams im gonna pound him into the ground... literally... omfg he is annoying...

impressive restraint on not killing the retard with the camera too... hehe... you got a subscriber!

Nothing special to report today, although I'd like to know what my subconcious's current obsession with movie stars is. And not even good ones... Tom Cruise and Kati Holmes?? Suri? Ellen Degeneres? (I do think she's funny tho... ) Rosie O'Donnel? Please. Give me Vin Diesel... Jerry O'Connel.. Paul Walker... Now those are dreams that I'd have a hard time waking up from....

Just an fyi, these next couple are previously posted, but nonetheless - they are mine.... just thought i'd put them all together for my own sake..

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This dream sortof started in third person and quickly moved to first person. I'm standing in the foyer of a restaurant, and I place an order. The restaurant looks like its supposed to be a nice sit down type of place and there are people everywhere. It's a dark paneled place with poor lighting. While I'm standing there with my back to the door talking to the cashier/waitress my two daughters come in like their dad just dropped them off with me. I tell them "I'm just getting something to eat, wait for me in the van." and they leave. I shift over a bit to look out the glass doors and see the girls hanging out of the van talking to my friend Jason. I turn back to the counter and theres a new chick/cashier/waitress standing there. I ask her "how long is it going to take to make my order?" and she looks at me and says "what did you order?" " I said, a burger, fries and a drink." She says "hang on, i'll check on that for you." I turn around again to check on the girls and they are still out there talking to Jason. Back to the counter, there is no one there. I'm getting really mad. There are people milling about, sitting down, at the bar, everywhere, but no one is eating and they all look like they are waiting for something to start. I start moving along the counter, asking out loud "Where in the hell is my stuff I have to go!" and this guy comes out of no where. He's just a bit shorter than I am, messy blondish hair askes me if there's a problem. I start telling him what the problem is and he looks like he's really listening to me but at the same time is leading me around the dining area where more people are, I keep looking back trying to check on the girls, but I can't see the doors anymore. Then suddenly we are outside and in an alley or backyard. Broken fence boards, trash, broken concrete, wild vines and trash cans around sporadically. I keep looking back and at this point he has his arm around my shoulders and he's talking but I can't make out the words. He tightens his grip around my shoulders to move up around my neck. I can't move my head and I see this horrible look in his face. He looks like he's going to hurt me. His eyes are dark and his smile has a menacing look to it. Suddenly, I'm away from him and I'm running as fast as I can and I'm scared to death that this guy is chasing me. I can't see the parking lot, but I see Jason and my girls walking down the street in front of this house. He's got my youngest on his hip and is walking next to my oldest. My oldest is hopping around in the yard and I'm screaming "JASON" "MORGAN" "TAYLOR" as loud as I can, but they can't hear me. I can't seem to run fast enough to catch them. There's a fence between us and I can't get to the end of it. Then suddenly I'm walking into this house. But it's not a house. There's a bunch of men wearing blue shirts and pants. Jason's there, but he's got on jeans and a white jersey looking t-shirt on. I realize, we're in a firehouse. I hug Jason and then realize that I haven't seen my girls. "Where are my girls at?" i start freaking out. "calm down, they're alright." I sit down on one of the bunks. Everything is light colored or chrome. Jason walks into another room, but I don't follow him. I walk through another door where I can see down the hallway. I see my girls wearing firemen helmets surrounded by more firemen and watch Jason walk up to the group. They are getting a tour of the fire trucks.

I recall saying to myself a couple of times, this is a dream. But I don't think it made much of a difference in what happened.

I am 29, female, and am currently living with my folks while I go to school. My girls are with me every other week so I see them alot. Right now, their dad lets me see them in the mornings of his weeks because I go to school at night and miss a large part of their life becuase of school. I have recently been craving a relationship, even tho now isn't the greatest time for one. My marriage ended about 3 years too late. My last relationship, I realized I had fallen back into old patterns and ended it before anything else happened.

I met Jason at school. It was the first night of class that we started hanging around together at school. I only see him and talk to him at school. He's 31, navy reserves, 6'5ish, has a smile I'd swear I'd seen in dreams before, recently (i don't know what constitutes recent in guy terms) broke up with his girlfriend, so he's single. Lives alone and talks to and visits his folks alot. He doesn't have any kids and as far as i can tell, has never been married. He is someone I would like to get to know better, but I don't know where he stands on the issue. I had heard him mentioning before "Can you imagine having a girl friend while trying to take this class? After working all day? They'd just get on your freakin nerves!" He has been in a couple more dreams I have had lately.

I hope someone can help me out. Sleep is coming at a high price lately, and I can't afford to loose any more or have anymore restless nights.

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apparently you can't just put in a quote and not say anything.... :P

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Last night I had 4 separate dreams and somehow I remember most or parts of all of them.

The first one had bad vibes from the start. Some guy dressed in nearly all black came busting through our front door and folding chair and slammed it against the wall. He started charging for me but I slipped into a back room where my parents (Mom and Dad, so I knew it was a dream) were and cried "Daddy this guy is gonna hurt me!" So, my dad got up and raced into the other room and then I looked through the window and there was my step-dad talking to Ben (one of the guys in my class), like nothing had been happening.

The second one also had bad vibes. This same guy, I'm assuming as he didn't make it into the house by the front door this time because in my dream I had made sure to have the front door locked. He was banging and trying to smash the front door down and I realized that I hadn't locked the back sliding glass door. I raced over to lock it just as he was rounding the corner of the back of the house and got it locked. I could hear him trying to break the glass and I ran for my bedroom. I was digging in my closet for my gun. I found it, and rememberd that I didn't have any shells for it. So I start thinking, there's got to be some left over in here somewhere, and I slowly start to find a few shells... I'm getting really nervous at this point and stumbling with the ammunition and I realized, 6 shots isn't going to be enough. So I look up at the door expecting him to be there and I only see a shadow. Then I looked back at the gun and it had changed to a 9mm. I cocked the gun and then the house got all quiet and the dream ended.

The third and fourth dreams I'm pretty sure just had something to do with class. I dreamt of different blueprints and I guess I was trying to read them.

I did nothing to induce these dreams, they just came to me, and I don't think I have felt that kind of vibe in a dream in a really long time. The last time was when I was younger and dreamt that our neighbors house was getting broken into and I was watching it from the garage and I thought the guy had seen me. I am very glad that I read up on some of the techniques on how to control the dream tho. I think it came in mighty handy..

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K, last dream that i have posted on other threads... hope you like them all.

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I had a strange choppy dream last night. I remember going to this place that looked like a bar on the outside, but there weren't any neon lights or outside lights of any kind. I remember going in and it looked like church pews and lots of people were inside, but they were all dressed in dark clothes. I thought, I must be dreaming, I would never go to a place like this alone without a reason, so i did the breathing test (first time for that one) and I could still breathe holding my nose. Then someone saw me and I was back in my car and hauling ass down this dark road and ended up a few miles down the road and saw my car upside down in someone's yard. My phone was missing the entire back of it but I hit the buttons anyway and called 911. Some how it dialed emergency services. The lady sounded annoyed but said that she'd send a patrol out. So, I called one of my friends on my cell phone and started hollering, "my car is upside down!!" They asked how was I not in the car and dead if the car was upside down. I said "I don't know, just come get me." Then the flashing lights appeared and I started spinning. When I stopped spinning i was in a hall way, then i started spinning again and then it moved into a recurring dream i've been having lately about a buch of people I know all in an office or apt building type place, coming and going.

I was impressed that I remembered the reality checks and trying the spinning technique even if it didn't quite work for me the way I would have liked.

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.... i think i'd be scared shitless if i had a break-in dream... i sleep upstairs and my mom sleeps downstairs... i would grab anything i had that was heavy and fly down those steps... no asshole looking for money is gonna hurt my mom...

as far as the jason thing... go out for drinks or something... goto lunch with him.. see where shit goes...

for that last one.. i think i'd have just stared at my car..... and stared... till i woke up...
but then again.. my car is currently totalled and i'm driving a damned tahoe till nationwide gets off their asses and sends me a check....

keep em coming!

Last night was pretty good. Not lucid, but still good.

I was meeting my friend Natalie at the bar. I kept looking around for a new friend also. Me and Nat were getting pretty trashed and I kept getting up to go check on the new friend. Then guys from class showed up and I guess I was taking a cab somewhere to meet the new friend.

I enjoyed it. I remember snoozing the alarm but the dream after the snooze was really choppy. So I don't remember it much. I wanna say Ben was in it, but I won't swear to anything.

Ok, first the funny thing.... I was up untl 2am last night, while not completely unusual.... I was still dog tired from spending nearly 2 hours dying my hair. Somehow, I forgot to turn my alarm clock on and got woke up from a buzzing noise (which I'm totally impressed that I heard).... It was my ex-husband PISSED AS ALL HELL! It took everything I had not to laugh my ass off or give a smart assed reply when he asked me if I was going to be there soon. I looked at the alarm clock and internally screamed "OH SHIT!" I over slept by an hour. He tried to get mad at me (which was funny as hell) when this is the first time I've been late to our meeting place since school started and I've lost count how many times he's been late.

Ok... Now the sad part.... I don't remember much about my dream last night. I remember walking around a downtown area again with another theme song.... "Champagne Supernova" and it ended at a lunch truck. Kinda lame, but it's all I got.

Well, I had a couple of visitors in my dreams last night.

Oneironaut was as good as his word and stopped by to visit me last night. For some reason we were at school and he decided I needed help with my project. He ended up doing most of it. I remember feeling really happy and telling him that if he didn't let me do my project, I wasn't going to get credit for it. He smiled and went to hug me......

AAANNNDDDD the alarm went off. D'oh!

Well, I immediately hit the snooze button and went right back to my dream, only this time we were somewhere else. It was really cozy and nice. In the dream my phone rang... my friend (we'll call him R), R called and was mad at me for spending time with O. Oh my was he mad... I had to remind R that he was the one to make the point that we are JUST FRIENDS and I wasn't doing anything wrong. Well, that didn't make him any happier in the dream and then R was standing right in front of me and to make things even more complicated O had his arms around me, standing behind me.

AAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNDDDDD THEN the alarm goes off again as does my phone in real life too. The phone was R texting me it was time to wake up and not to be late.... *shrug*

I think next time I request a "dream visit" I'm going to have to be a tad more specific.... Aluminum blocks and drill presses are not what I had in mind. ;)

*hugs to O* Thanks for the visit. *HUG*

OOOO one more thing I want to add.... my eyes we almost gold colored this morning.... I'd like to figure out how I did that and do that again and take a pic of the affect... *hopes that they change that color when she's happy*

oooooh dv member dreams are fun!! hehe. what color are your eyes normally? mine are green, but when i'm happy they get like realllyyyyyyyyyyy really green! :hug: :hug: :hug: hehehehe

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I think next time I request a "dream visit" I'm going to have to be a tad more specific.... Aluminum blocks and drill presses are not what I had in mind. ;)

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Haha. Well, I'm sure we could always figure out something to do with them. :wink: LOL.

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*hugs to O* Thanks for the visit. *HUG*

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Anytime. Next time I visit, you might have to turn the ringer off. Haha.

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Haha. Well, I'm sure we could always figure out something to do with them. :wink: LOL.

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I can't imagine what... but you have a better imagination than I do. ;)

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Anytime. Next time I visit, you might have to turn the ringer off. Haha.

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hehe I'm not sure how much good it will do, seeing as the phone rang in my dream as well... but I'll try to remember to do that next time. :D

now if you manage to dream about being onthe back of my bike flying through nashville traffic i'll be impressed.. and flattered....

That would be awesome... It's been forever since I was on the back of anyone's motorcycle.... I need to do that again soon.

Ok, so much to my dismay I KNOW I had a dream last night... but I'm thinking that the alcohol made it to where I CAN'T REMEMBER CRAP!!!

*stomps her feet and cries a little bit* It was a gooooooood dream too!!!!

I even laid in bed with my eyes closed for an extra minute hoping I would see one tiny thread of my dream.... but NNOOOOOOo not a THING.

:(:(:(:(:(

/goes off to sulk now.....

I wasn't out TOO late last night, but my dreams are really choppy... Heck I'm not even sure how many fragment dreams I had either. So here's one.

I was at an afterparty for my daughters ball team and there were other parent's there. Everyone had been drinking (thank God there weren't any children present - although I'm not sure why) and one set of parents had gotten into a fight. She started packing her car with stuff she was going to take with her to this other lady's house. I over heard one of the other mother's saying "You know there's only one reason she's going over there...." So, dumbass me - who has no idea what they are talking about, goes up to the chick who's packing her car and I ask her "Why are you going to "blahablah's" house? She looks at me and tells me "When ever I leave *$@#&@ I ALWAYS go over there. She "takes care" of me..." For some reason I'm not picking up on the subtleties and she then says "We have SEX."
I'm like woah. Ok. Never would have seen that one coming. So I say "OK" and walk away. And the dream fades.

... HAHA.. sounds like it would have been neat to see if nothing else.. lol...

keep em coming!

I was at the summer special olympics. I was helping with one of the races at at the starting line I'm talking to this girl. She appeared to have down syndrome and was extremely large for her age. (She was bigger than me!) Not fat, just really really thick. She saw this guy on the starting line and she asked who that was. I guess she thought he was cute because just before the race started, she walked acroos the lanes and pushed and pummeled this guy into the ground. Next thing I know, I'm over asking him if he was ok and if he knew her. he mentioned that that was twice today. I said "I think she likes you" and notice his arm in a sling. He said "She does that." I asked him "why?" he said "your guess is as good as mine."

Next thing I know I'm in an attic, I think it's my mom's - but it doesn't fit. It's much too tall and there are stairs leading down from the floor. Its not quite a finished attic but still inhabitable. The guy with his arm in a sling is sitting in a recliner in the attic and watching tv. I walked down the stairs to look and opened a door. My oldest daughter was in the top of a closet. She had been locked up as a punishment of some kind. I get her down and plan to take her home with me.

We get to the center of the house and the girl from the race is there and she's throwing mud at the guy from the race. But the guy has a thin cut black suit on and all of the mud keeps flying into the suit, filling it up. He's got mud on his face and in his suit coat and pants. For some reason I think he looks like Justin Timberlake (thanks Jeff, I think that one is YOUR fault). And all the while he's getting mud thrown at him, I have this commlink (yes, i'm a geek) with digital contacts and this guy is spamming my vision with ads to buy a house and interest rates.

NEXT thing I realize is that both of my children have diaper rash. I found this really upsetting seeing as they shouldn't have been in diapers to begin with. They've been potty trained for years. My oldest acts like she's been getting treated for diaper rash for ever and has absolutely no modesty whatsoever. I got really irritated and the dream ended. Thank heavens.

Everyone say it with me.... LEFT TURN CLYDE.

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I'm talking to this girl. She appeared to have down syndrome and was extremely large for her age. (She was bigger than me!) Not fat, just really really thick. She saw this guy on the starting line and she asked who that was. I guess she thought he was cute because just before the race started, she walked acroos the lanes and pushed and pummeled this guy into the ground. Next thing I know, I'm over asking him if he was ok and if he knew her. he mentioned that that was twice today. I said "I think she likes you" and notice his arm in a sling. He said "She does that." I asked him "why?" he said "your guess is as good as mine."

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That was hilarious! Love hurts. Reminded me the "Roont" characters in the Dark Tower books. I only mention it because it's so similar I was wondering if you read it.

No, I haven't had the pleasure of reading that. I guess I'll have to pick that one up during Christmas break. :)

I think this was leftovers from the B6 I took the night before but here goes anyway...

Ok, I didn't write this down early enough or with enough notes to know what the hell i'm writing about.... sigh

notes...
me and dad driving in his old ford tempo
Floods, mudslides, lots of rain and leaves, parking on a rediculously steep hill
i went to a church and saw other parents from my youngest's ball team
got flowers in an enormous box
searching for my mom, step mom and siblings

oh and then i had to show a guy from class how to use a self-checkout register. *shakes her head*

LEFT TURN, CLYDE!! :chuckle:

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I guess she thought he was cute because just before the race started, she walked acroos the lanes and pushed and pummeled this guy into the ground. Next thing I know, I'm over asking him if he was ok and if he knew her. he mentioned that that was twice today. I said "I think she likes you" and notice his arm in a sling. He said "She does that." I asked him "why?" he said "your guess is as good as mine."

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Rofl. That was hilarious. You females and your abusive ways. I swear. :shakehead:

lol

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LEFT TURN, CLYDE!! :chuckle:



Rofl. That was hilarious. You females and your abusive ways. I swear. :shakehead:

lol

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Hey, now ALL females aren't violent.... and there are guys kinda dig our violent tendancies... ;) lmao

I have learned, most recently, that most of my really strange dreams are stress related. One time I had a sex dream about a guy I worked with just before they announced who was getting promoted. And quite literally, I got screwed. Another time I had a dream where my (since passed) grandfather came to me and took my (then) husband with him, away from me. And left my mother sitting in my grandfather's chair saying "it's time for him leave you now." Not six months before my (then) husband came home and told me that it was time to end our marriage. Last night, I dreamt I was running for Homecoming Rivet Queen. Think I might be stressed about school? Tomorrow night will probably be a hospital scene of some kind since my mom seems to be getting sick and the doc's don't know what's wrong with her.

Anyway, On with the show.....

The dream is really fragmented because it started just before the alarm clock started going off. Our class is in the sheet metal room and we're all working on our projects. Some announcement comes over the PA, for nomination for Homecoming Queen. I found it a little disconcerting, since this is a vo-tech and the most intramural sport on campus is hacky sack or catch football. But, alas, I was nominated. Why and by who is anybody's guess.

enter the first alarm... hit the snooze (why i'm not sure)

Go back into our classroom and I'm talking to my friend Ben, and he tells me Josh is running for homecoming king. I'm not terribly surprised at this, just didn't know you could do that. We talk about some other not so important stuff.

and alarm two or three... or four... i don't know at this point.

Now all the nominees and king candidates are standing in front of a podium waiting for the results. Next thing I hear, "And your Homecoming Rivet Queen is......."insert name here"!!! - not a name I can remember but certainly not mine. Who ever it was, was with Josh. So I guess, technically, he won?

At that point, I just decided to get up.

I hate stress.

:eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek:

I think you need massive amounts of hugs :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: I know how it is with school-related stress... But I hope everything will be ok for your mum.

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I think you need massive amounts of hugs :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: I know how it is with school-related stress... But I hope everything will be ok for your mum.

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LOL I need all the hugs I can get. Thanks Meggy :) :hug:

This dream was DV and RL rich with DC's. OMG. It was one huge party, and that was probably just the thing I needed. To discern everyone real life dc's will be in blue, and DV members will be in pink.

Ralph was throwing a party, Xox and I started out in a foyer. The foyer was done in rich wood finish and had a three legged easel (like you see in restaurants) with a chalk board and some writing on it. I couldn't make out the writing but there a hostess that looked like a biker chick with jeans and chaps and a tank top and really long hair that was pulled back. She led us down a short hallway, with dark brown paneling and brightly lit sconces. We walked through another doorway and came into a pool area. Suddenly we were standing on the edge of the pool with KuroSaki, cloudWalker, and Sam. Most of the people at the edge of the pool jumped in feet first, and I dove in head first (which is totally weird for me) and I had my eyes closed as I dove through the water but could see, for lack of a better term, natural light filter through the water. It was a pretty blue color. I came back up to the surface and a ton of other people were now in the pool, including Ralph, Robert, Oneironaut and Oneironaut_Jeff777. I decided to swim to the other side of the pool where there was this massive planter. Trees were coming out of this bronze sculpture and I stood up in the shallower end and looked over and saw another pool. Only this one was empty and I started looking at the intricate tile work. It had black onyx looking tiles. I asked Ralph why we weren't able to use that side of the pool too and he said "What? you don't think this pool is big enough? Besides, it's already a bitch to keep clean!" I got out of the pool and started looking around. And for some strange (HOLY MOTHER OF GOD STRANGE) reason I was thinking, "I really shouldn't have done that dive.... it could have hurt the baby." I could SEE my stomach was HUGE! I was pregnant and didn't even think twice about it.... just kept looking around. :eek: :eek:

Anyway, I started trying to look around and the dream faded into rivets and different types of flour... :shock: :?

Haha. Cool dream, legs. :content:

And what a coincidence (again); I had a dream about being in a huge pool with a group of friends last night, too. :D

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Haha. Cool dream, legs. :content:

And what a coincidence (again); I had a dream about being in a huge pool with a group of friends last night, too. :D

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So was I preggers in YOUR dream too? And if so... who's the daddy?

Rofl. You might have been...and it wasn't me!! I'm done for a few years!!! :lmao:

LMAO!! I am too, but apparently that doesn't stop it from happening in dreams! :lol:

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Rofl. You might have been...and it wasn't me!! I'm done for a few years!!! :lmao:

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I don't know what's been going on this weekend, maybe I'm getting too much sleep, but I have had absolutely no recall at all.

I did spend an absolutely enjoyable saturday with my girls tho. We got up early and cleaned house, went shopping for some winter clothes and got our hair done. My oldest bailed and went to spend the night at a friend's house and my baby and I made mac and cheese and went to see a movie.

My baby made me laugh til I cried while we were shopping tho. She had picked out this "princess" set and tried it on. I had tried telling her that she never really like the sets other people have bought for her but she insisted. Well, she put it on and came out and was blushing. Mom was with us and asked her if she liked it. She just kind of stood there with a silly face and I told her, go look in the mirror. She stood infront of the mirror and started giggling and making faces at herself. She came back over and I asked this time "well, do you like it?" She was shaking her head no, and I asked one more time... She said "no" in almost a whisper. I asked "why?" This time she did whisper and said "it looks dumb." I was laughing so hard people started staring at me in the store. Once I finally got a hold of myself and told mom what she had said, Mom got on to me about egging her on about her clothes.

My oldest (prima-donna) made me realize that she's getting older too. We were at Old Navy and trying on jeans. She grabbed about 12 different pair of jeans. While she was trying on the jeans I could almost see into the future. I know it's corny and probably silly too, but my 9 yr old girl won't look 9 for much longer. She's going to be 10 soon and I'm afraid that before 4th grade is over, she's going to look 12 and it's just going to keep getting worse from there. When we were getting our hair done yesterday, she picked out a very grown up hair style and with the jeans she insisted on wearing out of the store; she looked nothing like the 9yr old that walked out of the house that morning.

I'm not going to be ready for them to grow up so fast. I miss so much with school and soon I will have to find work and I'll miss even more. I hope like hell that the next 16-17 months of hard work and little time with my girls will be worth every second in the end. I hate missing watching them grow up. I hope I'll see the rest of it.

I think today we will conquor Wal-mart for groceries and assorted hair stuffs and maybe a camera or two.

Right after we treat Mom to breakfast.

:hug: Amber

just remember what i said the other day in chat.........

Last night was retro tv night... from what I can remember......

I was standing outside the scene and I'm in this house where the lady from "That 70's Show" is talking to her son and saying "Did I tell you about the time we met your father?" Fade into flashback: She looks like Flo, from Alice, big hair and TONS of makeup and this really horrid yellow color shirt with bleach blonde hair.... she's talking to a toddler in the back seat and constantly checking her make up.. She's driving the "General Lee" and is trying to see the kid from the rearveiw mirror and still talking when the car carreens off to the right and shoots up into the air and is rolling to the right side... she's about to land on this guy who's carrying a baby and walking in the dessert. THEN OUT OF NO WHERE!!! Eivl Kenivl Shoots through the air and the potential crash site snatches up the kid in the man's arms and lands perfectly with the kid tucked into his coat sleeve. Somehow "Flo" lands the General Lee without scratching the paint job, the man walking is barely missed and doesn't fall over.... and then the alarm goes off..... alright, no more beer and candy before bed.

Why can't I remember GOOD STUFF?

.... BWAHAHAHA! i'd have woke up laughing!

Well, I'm guessing I got too much sleep again. I awoke this morning rested and not remembering a damn thing! *rolls her eyes*

That happens to me very often! Sometimes when I get a really good night's sleep I don't remember anything, or maybe just a fragment or two. It pisses me off. Then I think of my green eyed sista from anotha mista and I get happy again.

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That happens to me very often! Sometimes when I get a really good night's sleep I don't remember anything, or maybe just a fragment or two. It pisses me off. Then I think of my green eyed sista from anotha mista and I get happy again.

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I shouldn't get to upset about it. It's not like I had a nightmare or anything.

And I smile every time I think of my green eyed sista from another mista too!!! :D

I don't know if I actually dreamed last night or if my subconscious got tired of getting blamed for shit and just made something up... but here goes anyway...

All I remember is sitting down at a small table with hard hard chairs... probably cast iron.. painted white, drinking tea and talking to a handsome black man. I don't know if it was Oneironaut, my friend R or someone else.

That's it!

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Then I think of my green eyed sista from anotha mista and I get happy again.

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And I smile every time I think of my green eyed sista from another mista too!!! :D

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Well that just begs the questing "Who's your daddy?"