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Enter my mind. Jeff's Dream Journal ((WARNING!: Strong sexually explicit content/ Adult situations/Adult language))
Disclaimer: by continuing to read from THIS point on you are reading at your own will, I therefore can and will not be held responsible for any altered lifestyles or cataclysmic events that escalates in your life as a result of reading in my journal. -Author strongly advises readers to be a minimum age of 18+-
(((IMPORTANT, READ FIRST!!)))To read this, is to enter my mind…it may disturb you…a lot of this isn’t pretty…remember, these are my subconscious thoughts…(or at least used to be). I’ve taken the liberty of taking out a majority of the foul and sexual words, but I haven’t tampered with the content or any of the material. You’ve been warned…enter if you dare.
December 3th 2006
Last night I had this really weird and semi-vivid dream (by vivid I mean the feelings I felt, not necessarily the scenery) I, mom and Audrey were at Grandma's house late at night and we were getting ready to leave. My mom parked on the left side and Audrey on the right side this time. Also Audrey was driving a car. I think my mom's car was packed or something because I rode in the car with Audrey. My mom backed out first and then Audrey tried backing out when all of a sudden the tire shredded and the gears in the car stopped working. Next thing I knew we were rolling down the driveway gaining momentum into the street where there could have been a car coming. Next thing I knew she swerved the car so it went into the mcgrews driveway and yard. Before she did this though and while the car was shooting out into the street, I tried recommending we open our doors and jump out.
I tried becoming lucid last night. I tried the W.I.L.D technique. I focused on my breaths and intended to count to 1,000 and be lucid. After the preliminary relaxation exercise, I then proceeded to counting. I made it to about 400 when illogical images pervaded my mind and I started losing count. I felt my foot vibrate and my arm as well a bit but I could still clearly hear the noises of the houses movements. I'd say I was about 40% sleep and 60% awake before I eventually became 100% sleep I told a fellow Lucid dreamer about my experience and she says that I showed remarkable results for someones first attempt. Tonight...I will fly.
December 4th 2006
Last night I dreamt I was in a giant store i'm assuming with a bunch of my highschool/summerschool comrades. I opened a bottle of orange soda and drank it straight, while in the store. I also dreamt I was in this auditorium with them as well, and one by one they'd get on stage and perform a talent. I also dreamt I was at home one night and just walked out the front door...While walking along the sidewalk infront of Eastside school...I looked at the ground and began to fall forward like I was doing the extreme pushups...but I didn't hit the ground I levitated inches above the ground and began floating along the pavement. I also went down the street on the street leading out of the neighborhood (the same main one that leads into it) and I saw this kid in this ladies door talking to her. She had on provocative clothing and not much at all to cover her lustrious light skinned breasts. I was drawn to her and came into her house making up some excuse as to why I must stay. Also I had a dream that I was playing basketball/soccer on a basketball court but I had on green long socks but no shoes. Apparently noone knew I had no shoes on, just long green socks. I had come clean to the coach about having no shoes on and he said that unless I was substituted before anybody found out then they would have to forfeit the game. So he sent me out to call someone off the court...I did and I eventually left.
December 5th 2006
Good news, my dreams are becoming greatly more vivid now...where do I begin? lol. I had a dream last night that I was at Grandma's house. Somewhere during this part of the dream, Forea was sitting on the chair in Grandma's piano room that was closest to the dresser. He had some type of juice and was reading some type of book he recommended was good, Rickey also said that book was really good. I got some of Forea's juice I found in the fridge and Grandma looked like she wanted some too so I said go ahead, there's some still in there and she got some too. Then audrey came in and I noticed she arranged for a small waterfall to be on the floor in the entrance to the kitchen from the piano room pushed right up against the left side of the entrance wall and Forea and I teased her about that and I pushed it in the dining area close to the closet but against the grandfather clock. The next day all the family came...Uncle Reggie, Jason(who was in a wheelchair), Brian, Chris, Mom, Grandma, Audrey, Rickey and Uncle Perry were there. uncle Reggie seemed a little out of it and untalkative. I started to find out information from Chris that it was because someone close to him had been torched alive...I don't know if they survived or not...Chris was telling me this on my cell phone and he was communicating this to me through another phone but we were still in the same house. When my mom overheard, she made me get off saying it's not right to talk about that or find out about it from Chris, Audrey and Grandma chimmed in agreeing with her. I then walked into the den and chris and brian where in there and I told them "Please let's not play nintendo." I told them I had the superman returns game and they seemed pretty psyched about that. Jason "walked" in by now no longer in his wheelchair but staggering ever so slightly. I put on the game and for some reason the speakers were loud lol. Jason and Chris hid behind the couch I was sitting on...don't know why. By this time my mom had walked in and sat down by now so I turned the speakers down. Then...my dream jumped...I found myself in my bedroom and I heard noises outside (kids). So I went to my window and peaked through the blinds and saw some adults wearing weird clothing out there (3 of them). I knocked on the window to try and get their attention but also to not let them know it was me. Too bad I couldn't fix the blinds in time because one of them walked up to my window and said who are you? I told them my name was Bob, and that I wasn't kidding that it was Bob...they asked for me to come play or something and I saw the freaky looking adult look off in a direction in my house. I looked at what it was looking at..turned out 3 freaky looking and weird dressed children were suddenly sitting down on the seats in my den. I walked out towards them headed for the front door and they stopped me saying someone (I forgot the name, but someone really really important and not a nice person) wanted to meet with me. I said forget it and walked out, climbed my roof and crawled over to the front part of my roof and saw this host of people waiting for me to come outside and I saw this big bad important dude (I was told about) in front of them speaking to them as well. Somehow I got down from my house (the kid was chasing me) and crawled off to the side and slipped through some brush and alas! I was spotted! So I had to move fast, I ran off as fast as I could. I came to the street beside eastside (same one infront of mr. durrants house) and I think I was attacked or something by this pyro. At any rate I knew how to handle him, a friend of mine who weighs 600 lb's but can still bounce pretty high in the air, held onto him for me and bounced him up superhigh...that was the last of him. I started to walk out the neighborhood(the main exit/also the entrance) and walked around the corner of it to the left and proceeded going down the street...not too far had I gone before I saw someone familiar who looked as if he had been a little hurt trotting up to me on a horse who was missing a 4rth of his right hind leg. the horse fell over as the familiar man I think was my father recognized me...it was in pain. So we started walking back into the neighborhood and I was telling him about these fantastic designs I had built in this world we live in...stupendous designs...and he wanted to see it...so as we were now back in the neighborhood walking down the street we both saw a gargantuam sized structure that seemed about 100,000 sq feet and 50 stories high...I told him to follow my lead. I jumped really really high till I was over the gargantuam sized building but alas! there were two of them! side by side...They were rectangular in shape and blocklike...their sides were green blocks and I think the interior were beige blocks...anyway I overjumped and jumped waaaay too far to where I jumped over the second one as well! I landed on a small structure off a bit. my father landed on the second structure (who was obviously a better jumper than I was) and I told him just go in the first structure and I'll be along shortly. I then jumped again attempting to land on the first and I made it. In the first structure...as I fell through the blocks I noticed I was in some sort of 30's style restaurant and I was trying to fly out superfast because this obviously wasn't the corrent restaurant I was supposed to be in...it wouldn't work because people were blocking the door. So when I slowed down my flight speed then it seemed that they moved out and I was able to leave. All of a sudden I found myself in MY restaurant...the restaurant I owned and designed. It was a beautiful circular restuarant, sort of medieval mixed with modern day soothing romantic. We had trapezoid shaped skyroof's and we had booths lining the circular walls. I walked up to a table that Forea, Audrey, Rickey and Chris were sitting at. I sat beside Chris. I asked them what'd they think of my new restaurant...they had nothing but excellent news to share...I asked them to be a little more honest because I wouldn't know what to improve unless I got a little criticism....I told them I was considering installing aquariums on the walls of every booth. Audrey exclaimed she thought that was a fantastic idea. Chris then pulled off the wall in our booth a little "pull me" sticker tag thing...on it he saw it read he had won $700 and he was ecstatic...I pulled off the one on the booth behind us and it said I won $99. It was okay but it wasn't the 700 I was looking for. I then found myself outside the grand restuarant I had built and we were in a box-type small room just right outside the restaurant. I looked out the window and saw where another competitor restaurant called "True Celebs" was close by as well. I then saw a white lady running in the rain toward our box-room. She opened the door and lo and behold it was the Fried Chicken my mom had ordered...it looked scrumptious and my mom thought I looked like I wanted some so she said if I wanted some to ask the lady to get me some before we left. I decided it wasn't worth the effort and decided not to. OMG Another part of my dream I neglected to include was that in my room I had lost my virginity to some girl...I don't think I loved her but anyway I regretted it afterwards and I remember thinking...man...i'm not a virgin anymore :'( But i'm glad that was a dream! 
December 6th, 2006
Now this dream was w-e-i-r-d. Lemme start off by saying the reason I didn't go lucid last night was because I didn't use any techniques, I installed this program in my computer that's sort of like the nova dreamer but forgot to turn it on! >_<. So it never alerted me that I was dreaming during the REM sleep. Ok well here's the dream...I was in this huge beachlike area and the sun was bright and the grass was green and there was this bridge going over the river leading to the beach/ocean. Alot of people liked swim in the river to get there. I and this girl were going there together...well we decided to leave (oh btw this dream was pretty vivid! ) and go to a friend of my mother and aunts house...which they were at too. And rickey and chris etc...I and the girl went there and we peeked down the hallway and saw a semi-dark room being illuminated just a bit by the television in which adult females (including my mom and aunt) were sitting down and watching together. I and the girl decided before we go in there it's best if we change clothes. But we got to thinking and we both were like..."but we don't have any clean and dry clothes." I looked back down at the table and saw our clean clothes and said "we do now" and threw some of my clothes she could wear at her and I put on my wifebeater and some short blue surfer type pants. While we were changing she started talking about my hygiene and saying stuff like, you really should change your deodorant, because I could smell you when we were going to the beach...I explained to her that I didn't HAVE any on while we were going. She said I should get some on. I said I had some like my ucle Forea, called "Ammonia" (I think that's what i'ts called. :S). Anyway we walked down the hallway and I saw my mom, audrey, audrey's friend shauntae, miss mary-anne, and some other people. I kissed everyone of the ladies I knew on the cheek, including relatives and gave them hugs. I saw rickey walk past me on his was to the stove behind the couch some of the women were sitting on. He picked up some of the hot onion rings shauntae was making, and audrey did too. I walked over and looked at the onion rings...shautae said "they're not that good" but rickey and audrey begged to differ. I picked up two, ate them and noticed it tasted pretty good to me! lol Rickey walked back down the hallway and I followed with the intent of going into this girls room to hangout but we got distracted by this beautiful greenhouse type room to the right-side of the hallway. I and Rickey went in and noticed it was beautiful and saw a very wide and tall mirror stretched across the greenhouse. We went up to the mirror and looked into it and noticed we were turning into white people! Rickey thought it was freaky. We still looked like us...structurally and stuff but we turned into caucasion versions of us...hair and all. I remember saying, "man black people could have really used this mirror back in the day!" Rickey ran back up the steps into the girls room I think he was freaking out. cousin Chris came down the stairs and was asking what was that about, I told him to look in the mirror. He did and I literally saw him changing from black to white...his reactions went from "woah"..."to omg stop this!" when he saw his hair becoming like that of a white persons...(I never recalled looking in the mirror myself but I do know that presumably I turned white as well. If I did look in the mirror, I could not see my own reflection). Chris ran back upstairs and I started to too but then I think I jolted into the air high up and I was looking to get back to them so I tried locating their conversation via a chatroom's word log. CAPITAL W-E-I-R-D huh??? lol. Anyway, I eventually found them I think. And I don't know what scenes in this dream came first, but I do know that I also had a seperate dream. In this dream I was at Disneyworld before it was disneyworld...it was like...some weird named place. But anyway they were still setting up the equipment and alot of indoor construction was going on...I decided to sneak in and have a looksee. I remember seeing this guy kinda against some construction stuff and asked him about this place. I explored a bit, got trapped between some cranes, and cushions and decided to leave...on my way out I saw a group of guys going in the direction I was leaving...I also saw this principal lady resembling mrs. duke look at me with the expression of "get back to class". Well at any rate I went into a room and saw a bunch of other people at a table and a white chunky lady at the front of the table, i'm assuming she was the head honcho. Seeing an empty seat I proceeded to the table and pulled out my chair when this girl to the left of me with a pink backsack type thing's phone started vibrating loudly. She tried hard to get to it in time before the lady could say anything but I think it vibrated like twice and everyone was quiet because they were in morbid curiousity to see what she would do to her. The lady said something to her but I don't remember what it was, but I do know she didn't take her cell phone. Then someone pulled out a small pokemon card and we started talking about pokemon for some reason. Oddly, the dream cutaway to someone (I think uncle perry) buying rickey a pancake shaper so he can make his pancake perfectly circular. I remember wanting one. I also remember being at Grandma's house and me going in through the printer room's window (there was a door there I think). And I was scolded I believe by my mom for a reason I don't know about. I also remember the dream cutting away to me, anna brown and some other girls as well as mr. blair (mrs. blair's husband) in a room together and it being christmas I think? Anyway, there were alot of presents but mr. blair specifically got one for Anna and wanted her to open it now. I don't know what it was.
December 7th, 2006
Last night wasn't really a good dream. I dreamt that me, Forea, mom, audrey, grandma and rickey were all in this weird place and somehow these other families were as well. Well we had accidentally killed one of the other families aunts or something, for whatever reason. I just know it was an accident. The aunts family members were terribly distraught and crying and stuff. Well forea, audrey and mom and rickey got back in there suv and turned up the engine, me and Brianna got in from the back but I got out and noticed that a small baby was right infront of the suv's right rear tire. I was like, forea noO!! and he ran over the baby anyway (but he didn't know it was a baby under there until it was too late). Turns out, it was a baby from the same family as the aunts we killed. Now their family was in a much more horrible state now. We decided to get out of the suv and stand on a boardwalk just to get away for a bit. We saw some of their family walking up to us looking evil and kaniving...As they were steadily walking up to us, I told my family that we should leave NOW and they agreed. The faster we walked the faster they seemed to walk as well. So we ran and they ran after us. All I could see now was me and my mother running from them and up some stair-like mountain thing. There was some girl from their family running after us, me and my mom reached the top first and I grabbed the girl in a way immobilizing her from doing us any harm and for some reason I pulled her pants and panties down so her cute buttocks were exposed and then I put her with us. Weird dream eh? :S Then I had another dream in which I was skateboarding or scooting or something to around the corner of sno-biz all the way to where the dominos is, but it wasn't a dominos, it was somekind of icy shack. You could get all kinds of icies there but they had burgers as well. I chose to get a burger. I then proceeded to sitting down beside Mongola Madalli and some friends on a parkbench table sitting right out front the shack. When I sat down she said "No no! sit in front of me so I can talk to you and see you better" or something like that...so I complied. Next thing I knew she was telling me about her indian male friend (who happened to be sitting to the right of me) who liked me and of course I was disgusted. Off in the distance I saw this large dirt area and some very very large crane-like object out there. Weird eh? lol. Next thing I knew I had another dream about me in my Grandma's house and Roosevelt being there and a few other people. I had this magical sexual object in my hand but I can't recall what it was. Anyway we were in the kitchen and Roosevelt was sitting at the countertop. I went to my bed (t.v. guest bedroom) and laid down I think but I also recall some sort of presence or spirit or something out to kill my grandmother. So I went into my grandma's room grabbed the sharpest pair of scissors I could find from the countertop of her bathroom (the one right in front of the closet). And I walked out there with the intent to kill it and I told my grandmother to lay down behind the bed and she did. Whatever it was I think it left and I was in the hallway looking at some sort of robot that planned to self-destruct (the evil presence's accomplice) and blow us up but I quickly stabbed it and disintegrated it before it could do such a thing. Then I had another weird dream in which I saw a church wedding (in the same place the icy shack was) about to take place...I was on the outside looking at the doors...and saw a spirit that resembled casper and slimer trying to get in...it finally did...next thing I knew people were running out. I went inside and there was this huge monster and a large slimy sea I was now in...the huge dark monster bid me choose...choose what? I asked...choose my weapon! So now I was given options of what weapon to choose...armored weapons with guns or armored axes etc...all of my choices had a certain level of damage potential points for some odd reason :S I noticed the creature was walking towards me closer and closer so I hurried up and chose and gun with armor attached. I shot at him and it didn't look like it was hurting him at all. That's about as much as I can remember...what's something that kept popping up? A sexual attraction to a female as in the first dream.
December 8th, 2006
Last night was an interesting dream...I had this dream last night where I was flying! okay...where to start...I was at the neighbors house right across the street from audrey's house and I had just revealed to the neighborhood I could fly...so naturally everyone wanted a piece of the action too About a combined total of 40-50 girls and boys had followed me hoping to find out the trick...Audrey, and my Mom were there. The boys and girls began forming some giant human pyramid from the ground to into the air...I was going to fly up to the very top person but changed my mind...anyway the human pyramid began collapsing and everyone fell...I walked up to Brittany...(the girl who was at the very top) and I said "I was going to fly up to..." That's when I noticed it wasn't a girl...it was a guy! so I said..."you all and get you down from there" and the person said something like "yeah right." Audrey and my mom were fascinated by the fact I could fly so they wanted to see some of my other powers. I told them I could run superfast so they said okay, we'll time you...GO! I began running up their lakeforest street towards the stop-sign...I continued running when back in the distance I heard Audrey's voice say something like...you're running like an average person!...and as I got closer to the stop-sign, I noticed my running was slowing and my legs were acting funny lol. It was funny. Another dream I had was that I was coming home, down my street and I stopped at my house, I noticed Kristy Herman and her mom lived next door to us now (in mr. bud's old house) I don't remember if I said something to Kristy or not :S But anyway I saw a girl come out out of the house on the corner where Corbin used to live (I think it was Lindsay Thomas) and I waved to her and said something nice...I don't remember what. Anyway mrs. Herman walked up to me and followed me into my gate and closed it behind her and said something like "at last we can be alone" and her face looked somewhat happy or weird or whatever...and I said...uh sure...so what'sup? And we walked a little more to the area where the wood lies on the ground...and she stood in front of me and her face quickly went from happy to a boiling red anger...she began sputtering something about hurting her girl or something like that, I tried to understand what she was saying but she wouldn't let me and stabbed me with some metal toothlike object in the heart...I felt blood leaving my body fast and I felt my life force dwindling down, I tried to jump and slap her or hit her or something but it failed and she stabbed me again...gone...(No reason to be alarmed here, I watched something last night on t.v. with these exact same circumstances and this just happened to seep into my subconcious mind. : S) Another dream I had was that I was at a wal-mart, I can't exactly say where, maybe the one in clinton? At any rate I was going to my car and noticed Corey payton, Rodgerick Williams, and Rashad Johnson in Corey's Truck. I had some kind of leather exterior for my car or something but I know Corey wanted it and stole it and bolted it to the top of his truck. I don't know why. But anyway it took a long journey of convincing and trying to manipulate rodgerick and rashad into getting it back for me before I actually got it back...Now I found myself on this road...where the sides are beautiful trees of sexuality...and popularity with the opposite gender. They were about 13 feet tall and had little budding flowers all over them. I grabbed about three of them...I think I felt my moms eyes watching me so I didn't grab too many more. Next thing I knew I was driving to Audrey's house close to nighttime with Owen in the passenger seat. I parked in the garage and opened the door and I saw some kids playing with some small dogs/puppies. I brought owen into the kitchen as my family was all gathered around in a somwhat oval circular shape around forea as he sat down at the bar/counter and was talking to everyone individually about how much he was grateful to them or something. At any rate I brought Owen in and grabbed some pizza from the counter by the phone. I guess he caused some noise or it was odd or whatever because forea indirectly showed everyone that me bringing someone (owen) was wrong or whatever. I saw rickey and my mom to the left of me. I got offended or something so I left the house and went to my own. I think my mom came and told me that he said he was sorry or whatever because they wanted me back at the party and that forea had brought someone himself as well. I went back and Grandma was happy that I came back. I had another dream in which I was at Pleasant Green, at the front row and I was sitting beside Jasmine Rayford. We (the young people) were supposed to get up and start singing so we went outside the aisles of the benches (the ones on the right side) and we all lined up single file began singing...Jasmine had a beautiful voice, and then I broke out in a solo...it wasn't that pretty...lol...Jasmine had got on to me about singing that solo...then we returned to our seats. I noticed the father mcquirter was sitting in the pulpit and so was darrel mcquirter. The male choir was in the choir stand I believe. Darrel and his father came down from the choir stand and so did the male choir, and they all sat in the congegration. I wondered why that happened...then I heard some people walking fast down the aisle coming from outside...it was a group of men with a weird black and burgande drape about their body. I think they were muslim. Anyway they did something and we went into the fellowship hall. I sat at a table with penny proud and some other interesting characters...I don't quite remember our conversation. We then were back in the church and I sat in the back this time. This big burly muscular not so smart creature/man was sitting at the front beside someone. I noticed I had forgotten to get something I left up there so I went up there to get it and the guy grabbed my fingers and begin trying to crush them with his hand...I persuaded him to let me go on the condition I give him something (I forgot what). I got what I needed and sat back down in the back. There was this beautiful black woman with short hair and really curvy figures and glassess sitting beside me. the strong not so smart creature/man at the front began freaking out and everyone left before he could inflict damage upon them. I think her and I ducked instead of running because we couldn't run...he was already up looking for us. so we hid under the bench but I noticed it wasn't covering us enough so I scooted two benches together parallel ways and that was just enouguh to cover us...the creature begin walking up and down the aisles trying to spot us...I remember seeing his feet go past us...that's when I realized I was on top of her so I kissed her and we kissed tongue. When the monster left we got up and noticed a beautiful young lady and some kids that were together but in front of us had done the same thing. We walked outside and I noticed the beautiful young woman I had kissed was going to her car. I saw Melvin and asked him about her...if he knew anything about her...he said she was a hoe and stuff I asked do you know anyone she has given it up to and he said no...so I caught up with her and saw Forea looking at us from a distance in the parking lot smiling...I said to the girl something like "Hey, we kiss and no number?...or something like that But I do remember I was attempting to see if I could see her more often or perhaps start something with her." I then had another dream where I was walking down the hall of Clinton High and it was sort of dim. It was about 5 minutes to the tardy bell. And I was with a group of people, I think Arlene was in the group. I know Anna Brown was. We were all walking and then we saw a soda/snack machine. Anna and I both wanted something from there but I wasn't sure if I really wanted it now and then...so she went and got her some pop tarts, I then said "wow you paid for two but got three! and she said "nah, I paid for three" so I was like "oh" so we joined back up with the group, I figured i'll just get the next one...well there was no next one and I was really thirsty...I ran back to the machine and tried to get an orange soda but it wouldn't come out. I ran further back down the hall into this room where I could get help from the librarians...I told them that the drink machine wasn't working and I had ordered an orange soda...the librarian tried tinkering with the soda machine in their room and an orange soda dropped...but it was only about 3 sips left in there...she laughed and handed it to someone behind the clear counter. Anyway they tinkered some more and I finally got my orange soda...I saw the librarian who was helping me go behind the clear counter and start turning this movie theater film projector type reel (i'm assuming the room I was in was also the film room for a movie theater below? :S) I looked at the clock and I had 3 minutes to get to class, the librarian said if I needed a pass to come back to her...I said i'm going
to mrs. o'brien......she didn't comment and I ran down the hall.
I notice something keeps popping up in my dreams on a regular basis...My mom, Audrey, Chris, Grandma, and family gatherings, also erotic adventures like kissing a female passionately or exposing her in some manner. Anna Brown (A former classmate) made a cameo in the last two dreams. And Chris played a somewhat small/large role in two dreams as well. That's also the second dream I had about drinking/wanting orange soda! But out of all my dreams I think what keeps popping up the most is my mom and audrey.
December 10th, 2006 (2:43 P.M.)
My mom was cooking pancakes (literally, while I was on the couch falling off to sleep) I fell asleep and heard my mom say "Breakfast is ready!" and in my dream I got off the couch and went to get some pancakes in the kitchen...they were burnt and she only made two...one round shaped and one ruler shaped. I dropped them on the floor by accident and picked them back up and put them on the countertop. I noticed that the burntness was wearing off after I dropped it and it was slowly starting to regain it's "eadible" look. I also dreamt I was at Grandma's house in her kitchen area...Apparently my mom took me and someone else I think Rickey to taco bell and all three of us got something and brought it back to grandma's house. Rickey and I got Philly Cheese steaks, and some large happymeal-like kit that contained beads, string and other assortments to create your own necklaces. I was in grandma's kitchen over the stove and was still trying to find my philly cheese steak...that's all I can remeber and that's amazing itself since I was only dreaming for no more than maybe 20 minutes or less.
BUT WHAT WAS SO FASCINATING ABOUT THIS DREAM IS THAT MY MOM REALLY DID TELL ME BREAKFAST IS READY...I HEARD HER SEMI-CONCIOUSLY PHYSICALLY...AND IN MY DREAMSTATE GOT UP AND WENT TO GET THE PANCAKES AND DROPPED THEM ON THE FLOOR...NOW WHAT IF MY MOM HAD OF HAPPENED TO SAY HM..OH I DON'T KNOW "GEOFFREY YOU ARE DREAMING" BAM! INSTANT LUCID DREAM...SO I'M FINDING THAT THE DREAM CUES AREN'T SO INEFFECTIVE AS I MAY HAVE THOUGHT THEY WERE!!!
Also this is yet ANOTHER dream in which I was at my grandma's house and the SECOND dream I can recall that I was specifically in the kitchen area.
December 10th, 2006 (4:31 A.M.)
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!! IT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT IT ACTUALLY REALLY HAPPENED!!!!! I BEGAN THE SEPERATION PROCESS!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay let me start from the beginning!!!! I was getting sleepy fairly early (at least by my body's clock) and so I was going to go to sleep for 5 hours and wakeup for about 10-20 minutes and do the WILD technique after the preliminary 5 hour process of sleep was out of the way...well this is what happened instead...Okay check this...I set my alarm clock and then went to sleep...In my dream I said to myself..."If I see my family after this point...there's an 80% chance i'm dreaming." (Because I noticed in my dream recall notes that my family appears in groups "like a gathering" in my dreams and most often than any other cues)....and then I went..."I'm dreaming" and all of a sudden I noticed I was in my bed and I heard this loud thunderous banging sound on my door...I noticed it was pitch black in the room and I was trying to get up from my body...I guess I wasn't patient enough for the seperation process to finish, also I guess the loud noises scared me because I kinda freaked out and retreated back into my body...then I said...hm i'm kinda getting the hang of this and tried to leave again (Note***This is all still while I am physically sleep!!!) And sure enough the loud banging noises started on my door again. All I remember doing with my spirit is trying to get out by reaching up, but I couldn't "force" myself out...I'll have to rememeber next time that I have to wait out the seperation process...I guess I got kinda scared again or I lost conciousness because then I noticed that I found myself banging on various places on my wall trying to get my mothers attention because whatever that loud "banging" noise was, was freaking me out and I wanted her to wakeup and comfort me...well sooner or later she did wakeup and came into the room and sat on the floor to the left of my bed and told me how i'm getting older and that i'm becoming a man now and that I won't be living with her forever and stuff...I told her I know...and since i'm out of school gave her a good working pencil I didn't need (from the top of my dresser) with a good working eraser and I think I engraved (probably with my nail) or something the words "Geoffrey" on it in the past because it was there now. (You can tell by this point I gave up and lost conciousness) BUT WOW!!! THIS WAS AMAZING AND CHECK THE RECORDS...I'VE ONLY BEEN TRYING FOR ONE WEEK AND THIS WAS MY FIRST SUCCESS!!! WOOOOOOWWWW!!!! MORE TO COME!!!
Note** Also i'd like to point out that...in a weird way...as time went on the banging noises became less and less scary because during the seperation process, I remembered that "This was SUPPOSED to happen, so it became less scary."
December 11th, 2006 (3:27 P.M.)
I dozed off and took a 4 hour nap. However during the first hour I actually noticed I hit the sleep paralysis state and I was trying to move but couldn't...I also began hearing noises in my house. Well after trying to move so much I eventually succeeded and wokeup. I went back to sleep after I turned on some background noise and dreamt I had taken this job...I was like a radio show host and something else but I didn't know being a radio show host came with the job I initially applied for...since I didn't know, noone was manning the radio show microphone and ratings were dropping intensely and the listeners became angry with me. I also dreamt I was in some weird house in which I was trying to get out of, I and this other girl. This old man and his grandson were trying to find us and hurt us I think? Anyway we tried to get out through the window at the front of the house on the top floor but we found someone was blocking it (some woman) And I saw through the window that humans were being killed as they were entering the town's street because of a device that was turning them to vampires or into the undead which was actually the very thing I and that girl were trying to prevent so we failed our mission...I also had a dream I was in this store, a jewelry store, and three guys were in front of me and they were all talking one after the other about something important that happened (white guys). I felt impending danger coming so I left the shop in an unexplained hurry and behind me I heard someone go in the jewelry store and shoot up the place. I started to run and hide behind building walls but they were following me, two people...a young man and an old man. So I remember something happened where I was climbing up this dimly lit building wall, while high up I noticed the young man was following me with his gun, so I grabbed the young man's head and bashed it up against a building or something like that and let his body fall to the ground where the old man and some other spectators found it. I jumped on top of the buildings roof and started jumping from roof to roof. By doing this I found myself on top of my own roof and it was really weird to explain...I was in my room (but it wasn't the house I really live in, in the physical) and my mom woke me up to explain to me about the radio show's ratings. I went inside my room (the room I live in now in the physical sense) and started looking for two devices, I know one of the devices was a device that could help a person learn to fly. I don't remember what the other device was, I think it was instrumental in helping me quit the radio show host job :S Also my mom and I tried turning on the radios to see if there was dead air space or was there someone manning the microphone...turns out there were people calling in and complaining about me. I had a radio sort of like The speakers rickey has now that was sitting on the desk in front of my bedroom window. Also I noticed on the hallway wall something was written about me, I think it was my radio hosting performance level...It was a really weird dream.
December 12th, 2006
Last night I dreamed I had won some kind of contest or whatever to be in a Corbin Bleu musical video/show. I had won two tickets to the set and I chose to bring Brianna with me. While I was dancing with Corbin and some other people infront of this white screen as we were being video recorded...Brianna and some other people who were brought along as well had to stay behind the screen until shooting was finished. After we were done filming I brought Brianna over to meet Corbin Bleu and she seemed really happy about meeting him, then she saw some white girl (I think a t.v. show cheerleader or something, maybe hannah montanna) and she ran over to hug her. In another dream I had, I was at Clinton High School and I had gotten bust in the face by someone I believe, so I was being escourted out of the school to a hospital as blood was pouring from my eye and jaw (someone who bust me in the face sliced my jaw up with a knife) so people I passed by were looking scared by my face...or surprised or shocked...I eventually made it to the hospital and I was put in this large waiting room and the doctor finally called for me, he sowed me up and I looked pretty good except for a temporary crooked jaw 
December 13th, 2006
My dream last night started off with me in this classroom type setting, I was being taught how to lucid dream by the teacher and the entire class was learning, except out of all the students I seemed to be having the most difficulty. Launtavious was there as well as a few other students. And Mr. Mcginn (the wheelchair teacher was our teacher) Our job was to color a picture of a girl (which was someone lucid related) and I colored the girl but messed up by coloring her face orange and blue and she eventually ended up looking green. I brought it up to the teacher to see if I could get another. Before I could say anything he saw it and thought I colored the picture this way just to give him a hard time. He said, are you doing this to heckle me? Or something like that. Anyway I replied "Nono!" and explained it to him to which he replied that it's okay to ask for help when I need it and it was the smart people who really DO ask for help. I felt a little better (btw, he wasn't in his wheelchair, he was walking As my class was being dismissed and the other class was coming in, I wrapped a blanket around me like a cape (as I do on my couch) and sat down on the couch in front of their classroom and began to talk on a cell phone. I noticed Tocaris, and Fabian enter the room. As I finished my short conversation on the phone I got up and walked out a door, well it led right into Rickey's room and that's where I found myself. It was Grandma's birthday and I had some kind of weird power where I could slow time down really slow or something. Anyway I proceeded to go downstairs and saw Audrey and Rickey sitting at the foot of the stairs talking to Grandma who happened to be sitting down on the floor directly across from them in the room with the lazy-boy chair (she was sitting down in the middle of the room.) I went to Audrey (This is gross beyond words) and like put my hand on her eyes covering them and slowed time down and took her in the kitchen and disrobed her, positioned her in such a way where it was doggystyle and getting ready to do the do :S I also made myself become less noticeable because I saw forea coming from his bedroom and leaving out the kitchen. I slowed Rickey down but apparently it was wearing off because I saw him come in the kitchen because he was picking up on something really weird happening. He started to show his mom some email from my inbox that he somehow gained access to where I was received letters from some insane people, one of which was marilyn manson (I think they were newsletters or whatever.) Anyway I made time regular again and myself noticeable and I and Rickey went into the room where Grandma was and Rickey sat on the ground gave her a birthday card and a kiss, I sat behind her with my legs under me and gave her a hug and kiss and she told us thank you to which I replied it was just from Rickey and she said that's okay. I remember another dream that took place at pleasant green. I was inside pleasant green, inside the waterfountain room swordfighting with this girl, while swordfighting (fencing really) I was leading her outside. She was cutting me up very little but I was making large cuts at her and we were going at it in such a way that I was being pushed out that door in the waterfountain room and then somehow (she became a he) and he was happy because he thought I didn't do much damage to him then he paused for a second and then almost everything fell apart on his body (the delayed reaction slicing) and he was severely injured and severely angry. I either jumped or flew to the top of the pleasant green building and went over it and on the other side...I noticed there was a group of people, primarily 2 girls and 2 boys or 3 girls and 2 boys that were trying to find a way to leave (through the means of flight) I could have taken them but I think they wanted to find someone else. I went into the pleasant green parking lot and noticed my mom was smoking and she had become a smoker. In the fellowship hall there was major construction work underway to build this stage-like kiddy place...but larry robinson was there and a bunch of other noni people, and rickey was there as well. I remember sitting down right at the exits to one of the inflatable tunnels on the kiddy thing.
December 12th, 2006(wake back to bed method)
scORE!!!! 2 points for me!!!!!!!!!!!!I did the wake back to bed method and I must say I went lucid twice!!! full blown lucidity vividness and all!!!!!! let me tell you what I did!!!! first I noticed the hynogogic setting in, so I then noticed I was sleeping and I was in this weird outside place where this dwarf with a white beard was screwing this girl and anyway the dream cut to me being in my bed saying "I'm dreaming" and all of a sudden it was daylight and I found myself in my room...I sat up in my bed and noticed this large square-like blue object propped up against my door AND my door was open...I was like...that's odd I closed and locked my door, I must be dreaming and then I realized I WAS!!! so then I just got out of my bed, it was kind of hard at first so I tried floating up...next thing I knew (I used the dream object, the blue thing to pull me out of my body) I was floating in the air in my living room...full blown vividness, full-blown lucidity, I KNEW I WAS DREAMING!!! I was moving slow because I was floating in the room...I decided I wanted to go up to the roof and fly (the colors and the vividness were so damn beautiful) I also noticed that my inner dialogue wasn't inner anymore, whatever I thought, I did...well at any rate I tried to go up through the roof and with some struggle I eventually made it and then blacked out and started flying and increasing my speed during the blackout, I think I went outer space...I increased my speed dramatically fast to where I was hearing "superman sonic boom" type sounds. I think I either lost lucidity or whatever because I found myself back in my bed and I sat up in my bed...I saw yet ANOTHER object propped up against my "now open" door. It was a circular green thing, about as big as the blue thing, it was about 3 feet in length and width. I used it to get out of my body again (by that I mean I used it to tell if I were dreaming or not, when I saw it I knew I was, so I got out my body again) and this time I heard kids playing outside (behind eastside) and what I did is I decided I wanted to go out there so I walked through my bedroom window and floated up, a bunch of kids were looking up at me and pointing (I started losing my conciousness partially) and I floated down, I saw mrs. turman and was like "Hey, I think I wanna have sex with her, afterall i'm lucid" so I began unbuttoning her buttoned up shirt and exposed her breast, I sucked them and then I had her get on the ground as I laid on the ground and had her suck my ***** and lick my *** and suck on my *****...(the **** licking was something I just decided to try it all felt pretty good especially as I inserted my ***** into her mouth and how she was going down on it...(then I lost all conciousness) I then noticed she was literally/physically a pig! so I threw her down and was like, I don't have sex with pigs...THIS WAS THE BEST LUCID EXPERIENCE EVER!!!! I DID THE WAKE BACK TO BED METHOD FOR THE FIRST TIME TONIGHT WITH AN IMMEDIATE SUCCESS, WOW!!!!! P.S. - I also remember somewhere inbetwen the hypnagogic states and the actual lucid dream I felt an immense sinking feeling (i've never felt it before but I have heard it is extremely common, and it is the seperation process as well as the mind disconnecting from external stimuli... P.S.S. Lemme also point out that someone had called on my housephone which woke me out of the oncoming hynogogic state, so what I did is I brought on the hypnagogic state deliberately...by thinking of illogical images, like man sitting on a ceiling etc...it was a very short time before the hypnagogic imagery began to REALLY kick in...THIS...WAS...THE...BEST...EXPERIENCE...EVER.. .I MEAN I LITERALLY KNEW I WAS DREAMING IN THE FIRST LUCID WAKING AND I WAS FLOATING THROUGH MY DEN, AWESOME!!!!! 2 LUCID DREAMS IN ONE NIGHT!!! MORE TO COME!!!!! I also want to point out that I saw Tia and Tamerra Mowry before I went lucid...they were in their house on the set and they were turned with their backs facing the audience and they had on dressess. They pulled up their dressess and spread their legs so their buttocks and panties would be shown while they were smiling and I remember thinking "This is a little too provocative for Disney...odd" So my awareness is DEFINATELY increasing by far!!! YAY!!!!
December 13th, 2006
Last night I had a dream that I was at Grandma's house but someone was trying to hurt us or something. Someone ancient. At any rate before that they were giving away movie passess to see a new Disneychannel movie in audrey/mom's old room in granmda's house, cept now the room was turned into a somewhat large movie theater. I, and mom were going but she changed her mind. Back to the evil thing...it was super evil wasn't nice at all, it was trying hard to get this object I had because of the material it was made out of. It wanted to trade my real one for his fake one trying to persuade me his fake one was a real as well. I didn't want to give the thing mine so I was being backed into a corner (in some type of kitchen-like area) by the beast and I threw my object to my mother to which she grabbed it and knocked out the person (who was evil as well) standing next to her who was potentially going to intercept the throw. Anyway after she got it I leaped over and we tried running out the door down grandma's hall and eventually came to Grandma's kitchen, there was a meal prepared for us, (Rickey, Mom, Audrey, and Grandma) and it was a little food, not that much but I don't know why. The evil thing showed up again except now we were in this large humongous stadium like area and the beast was gargantuam in size now. One of my friends was tied down in the middle of the stadium arena by the beast and I used my laser gun to try and break her chains. By doing this it angered the beast and he shot giant waves of fire in our direction that we just simply could not dodge. But for some reason it kind of hit us but didn't do much damage, (I think because of that item thingy I was still carrying.) I then noticed rickey was trying to drive us out of there down some dark street. Then I remember the dream cutting to me driving my car to this nice place started by Jerry Young and Mrs. Young (new hope principals.) (It sort of resembled the "people's" funeral home but the steeple like object on the tob was a polished green, infact most of the building was polished green and some type of brown.) I was a musician and I had traveled into that area (I think it was a neighborhood or a part of the woods or somewhere to play in this building but when I got there noone was there to show me that signs of life were anywhere in the building...another musician drove up and parked his car and was talking about how he came out here for nothing if noone's here to let 'em in...he started smoking and stuff which I didn't like...several other like-minded musicians came as well and pulled out a smoke. They threw their smokes on the ground once finished and I told them that it was illegal to smoke in these areas and especially to throw it down on the ground, it was a fire hazard. I think they might have respected part of what I said but I don't remember. Anyway I do remember the dream cutting off to me being in my garage at home but the garage was different...anyway I had a girlfriend and all the musicians just happened to be there as well. I was telling my girlfriend let's go but she said she wanted to stay there with the musicians and stuff and that she wanted all of them instead of me. It broke me but I decided to leave irregardless of her. The musicians were happy about this decision. I left and I remember walking down the sidewalk (of the street main street going into and out of the easthaven neighborhood) and seeing one of the houses to the right, well it's door was open and I decided to take a peek inside and relay a little message to be mysterious-like. I walked up to the door and there was a good number of people in the room walking and moving and talking, one person was at the door when I approached it (she was hanging out the door from the inside talking to the family) I noticed a guy lying on his stomach on the carpet. I told them a message I don't remember what it was (just that it had something to do with his brother that was missing or something like that or maybe even dead)...they thought it was for them I told them no and pointed to the guy on the ground...that it was for him. I began walking off when I noticed that he was getting up...as I continued walking down the sidewalk going in the direction back to my house the guy lying down was coming up to me from behind (some mexican american guy I believe) and anyway he was taller than me and not very happy. He grabbed me and was getting ready to hurt me because he thought I was trying to hurt him, physically or mentally, or maybe I had done something to his brother or maybe I had merely worsened an emotional wound of his. I tried explaining what I meant to him but he wouldn't hear it and kept trying to hurt me because he thought I was going to hurt him. He thought I was going to snap his neck so he was trying to do me physically bodily harm and incapacitate me first! When it got to the point where I couldn't bear this anymore I did snap his neck and left him on the street. Next thing I knew I was at eastside school, kind of like on the outside of it where the garden area is...there was majin buu pacing back and forth gaining strength and looking bloated and more ugly like he was getting ready to bursts with all those ugly yellowish veins around his body...
December 13th, 2006
I had another lucid dream But in this one I didn't maintain conciousness long enough because I spent too much time hanging out with dream characters. Okay in the first lucid dream I noticed I was lucid because I looked at my dresser and lifted something up with my mind so I got out and floated down the hallway to my mom's room and started floating around her room for a bit messing with her (she was in bed.) She somehow knew it was me in spirit form and said she could see glimpses of me flying around her room. I saw someone sitting down at eastside out my mom's bedroom window so I flew out there to see what other mischieve I could get into, it was Raven Symone and her brother Blaze! Raven had lost a great deal of weight and was hot again! I hung out with them awhile and brought brianna (lost conciosness). In that LD I noticed though that When I left my body my vision was blurry, so I tried willing my vision to become more clear and it eventually did In another lucid dream I felt hands, and pressure all over my body but it didn't bother me, I knew it was normal...I once again projected my awareness outwardly but fell down and woke up physically, (that was the 2rd lucid dream) i''m now going to tell you about a dream I had (losing most to all of my concious awareness) I had this magical nickelodeon Remote control that could rewind and fast forward time. I thought it was so cool. I was hanging out in a room with Courtney Mackey, Deon (from PG) and some other people, and some guys...Courtney Mackey had very large tits and nice legs. We were all in this upstairs room...I saw her put and electrical cord in her mouth b/c she was bored and I said something "Why do you have an electrical cord in your mouth?" And she felt pretty embaressed as others turned around to look at had the same "Wtf" expression on their face. Anyway I was telling them I had the power to go forward and backward in time, they didn't believe me so I told them to tell me their favorite words and I will rewind time and tell them what they told me their favorite word was. They never could really get their thoughts together. In the second very short lucid dream I had, I dreamt I had just awoken to lucidity in my bed and skeletons were coming in and ransacking the place and attacking me. I looked around my room and noticed pink papers and mess everywhere. I heard another skeleton come in my house and waited for him to come in my room, when he did I said the word "Jesus!" and he instantly left, I saw him leaving on a motorcycle across the back of eastside. I (lost conciousness) and instantly started packing up some clothes with the intent of going to audrey's house because I felt it would be safer over there. As I got into my car and hit highway 80, I noticed my car kept going too fast and at times crossing over into other lanes (perhaps it was because I didn't know how to drive dream cars yet ^_^) I opened up some kind of small portable car changer and put the car on autodrive while I tinkered with the controls trying to convert my car into a different car, when that wouldn't work I decided to change it into a hummer...all I know is the end result was me driving some type of small autodriving device. It was very popular but not street legal I don't think. Anyway I was in this weird strip mall type area now and while driving that device up a sidewalk and around it I noticed a beautiful lady in this car with a kid. I then saw on this hill this house and this black somewhat muscular guy was running down the hill after me with the intent of beating me up because I had looked at the girl or maybe even talked to her. At any rate I know I hopped off my device and was running into the parking lot, and he followed me, something happened and he tripped and hurt his back...when a professional came to take a look at him on the ground he diagnosed him with a broken back. So I smiled and kicked him because he couldn't hit back. He got angry and threw a few choice words at me. So then I walked over to the girl and her kid while they were beside their car in the parking lot and the dream blanked to me being in a room and me finding out about that time treading remote control (this is the prequel to me being in the room with courtney mackey). I discovered it on top of the set of a t.v. Then I (went and talked to courtney and stuff, oh btw, deon was laying on the ground and she clearly had a thong on) After being in the room with courtney and deon and them...the dream cut to me being at Grandma's house and jason and brian and rickey, aunt wanda and the gang being there. I dumped a very large bunch of crunched up candy dust on a table positioned in in the den. I sat in the chair at the table (there were a good bit of chairs, about the norm amount of chairs at a dinner table) And I was talking to Brian, I heard Rickey playing the piano (which was in the little area where grandma's desk, pencils, and typewriter are in the den) and aut wanda beside him enjoying it and cheering him on. Rickey was also signing to the tune he was playing. I looked at jason and he had his entire head in the large candy dust...I pushed it all off him and laughed at him because he now had pink cotton candy like stuff all in his hair...he didn't say anything...he then played a trick on me from behind I looked at him and noticed he had something in his nose...a green peppermint! Anyway Jason tried getting it out. There was also a scene in my dream where I and a bunch of other guys were lined up horizontal style sitting down in a warehouse being held up at gunpoint by the joker and his crew...I felt I had a certain level of power over the joker because I still had the time treading remote control and figured if anything went wrong, I could merely rewind time. This idea also prompted me to "put on my ego hat" and throw a few smart remarks at the joker knewing I could hit rewind anytime before he killed me or whatever. So my conclusion on the dreams? 2 were definately lucid a 3rd MIGHT have been lucid but only for a very very temporary time, and that was where I tried to get up from my physical body and noticed a great deal of weight on me (maybe because I was waking up or something) but I do know I fell back down into my body and physically woke up . And the 2 lucid dreams I did have...the first lucidity lasted a little before I lost conciousness and the 2nd last a little before I lost conciousness...so my conclusion? Lucidity was attained, but not maintained But i'm getting better and think i'm developing a way to have them every night I want!!! WOOHOO!!!! They were short but I think i'm getting the hang of this 
December 14th, 2006
Last night I had a dream that I was in this hallway type area and I was sort of like Johnny Cash (or at least I thought so) and this girl was getting on to me in front of everyone (who seemed to be taking the role of june carter) in the dream. Anyway I saw Forea standing infront of a door looking at us as if to see what the problem was. I walked down the hallway and saw Harrison standing infront of a door and Essaw Owens in this big open space with seats surrounding him talking to young people about noni. Some young guys were behind me and eventually sat down in the seats as he talked. I saw harrison escourt someone in his office (the door he was in front of) and talk to them about noni. We spoke briefly. I then remember the dream cutting off to me walking down into this big ballroom type area where everyone was setting up for something. I then walked out the door leading out of the ballroom in the back and in the doorway I noticed someone stopped me. Some guy who was rich, I think he was a rich thug or whatever. Anyway he asked him how would I like him to show me a job where I could make alot of money, I said sure so I asked for his number, he didn't have it on him so he just took it from someone else and gave it to me...then I walked out the door and I noticed a flight of stairs leading downward. I stepped on the first stair, and then I think I jumped over quite a few and landed an the bottom. My cousin Jason saw me do it and I told him what I did and he wanted to try but I don't think he succeeded (can't remember). Then I remember Essaw Owens, me, mom, audrey and I think forea all gathered around and we were talking about very valuable action figures. One of the figures I was holding up was a modified version of the monster from the big black lagoon. Essaw and Audrey were chatting it up about the different kind of action figures there were and that they collected or want to. (Moreso Essaw). I then found myself at Grandma's house, she wasn't home because she had gone on vacation so I was there by myself and I had this camera in my hand, it was a weird camera...it could record me while holding it in the color green mixed with a red color. It was weird. I remember recording a brief thing about me and I also remember going over to the fireplace and noticing that there was a baby there. So I took care of the baby or at least tried to remember to feed it and give it something to drink. It was my responsibility...the baby had a large head too lol. The next thing I remmeber about the dream is I found myself in my own house, I was flying around, floating around etc...sitting indian style while hovering and moving around in the air. My mom came in the living room on her way to washing the car, I was playing with her by floating around as she was leaving out the door. The flying experience was pretty cool. Also I remember seeing angela lyles come into archestratus but she had a different voice :S...That's all I really remember from those dreams...
December 14th, 2006
I tried inducing an LD combining WBTB with MILD and WILD (I fell asleep conciously) The most that came from it was I reached my hands out of my body trying to get free but couldn't or I think that was the case, either that or my lucid body was very heavy because I tried floating up or out and coudldn't, the most success I had was when I tried moving my legs out of bed but then that wouldn't work all the way so I tried putting them back in and THAT wouldn't work! (I think in the initial stage I was in sleep paralysis and then it kicked into an LD. I then noticed something enter my room some purse or boxer shorts or something! lol then I noticed that a force was trying to pull me up through my ceiling by my legs...I wouldn't let it (This is what I think was the LD) I do remember about this WILD that when I was waving my hands through the air I felt some kind of invisible wave-like energy and it was pretty cool Oh yeah btw, throughout the entire thing I was concious when I hit SP, it was so real and vivid and I felt the "shift" but I was afraid to move because I thought perhaps if I did I would be moving my physical body because it was just that real! but nah the physical body was in paralysis. Before I "awakened in my dream" I was at Archestratus and Jason (one of the manangers) was over by the dishes telling someone how to do something...I knew I was dreaming so I walked up to him and slapped his face a few times and then that's when I "awakened in my dream lying in my bed"
December 15th, 2006
Last night I had the strangest dream, I dreamt I was in this super archestratus/hotel. Anyway I made friends and stuff and decided to go all the way to the top floor of archestratus (don't know how many floors there were) I walked up several flights of stairs until I finally approached this private "mature" room upstairs. The sign read "mature" and I made my way up I was stopped by this beautiful girl who just so happened to be the guard that night. I tried to seduce her and said something like "oh c'mon you gotta take a break sometime" And she agreed...she wanted to do me and told one of her fellow workers that she was going to the bathroom. She motioned for me to follow her...I followed her part of the way and then this television not too far from me in this room caught my eye as I was with the girl waiting for her to clockout. I was thinking to myself...I don't want to lose my virginity to this girl, not here, not now...we can just do oral. I was standing behind the girl and all of a sudden on the t.v. I saw two demon ladies wink at me. I knew what I was doing was wrong and I wasn't sure if I wanted to give my virginity up this way...so I turned around and jumped over the flights of stairs as soon as possible and started going around the corner down the last part of stairs before I entered back into archestratus bar area but I felt some kind of spirit or wave of something try to grab me back but missed me. (...I then was walking through this hotel area (on my way out to go home) and Anyway I made it and I got my tipout and I was carrying it in a jar...I noticed Ariel(girl I worked with at sonics, was there as well, I asked if she worked here but she said no so then I started escourting her out the building into the parking lot...I saw jason off in the distance looking at us(coworker jason) and other people looking at us.as well. As I was escourting her to her car she smiled and said something like "You really should start running to your car now" I wondered what that was about...then I started walking to my car and noticed all these people (primarily black) in the parking lot hanging out and some started approaching me, I turned around and one was behind me too trying to get my tipout money. They started coming up rapidly now so I ran back inside the hotel and tried to ask the black lady behind the desk if I could call the police. (cause she was on the phone) She said in a minute so I went around a little network marketing room and came back to the desk, she said she had called the principal for me and I said what?!? I said police not principal!. She said sorry but she was busy now and couldn't recall. I saw a large party of women in the corner and one of them was getting up to which I said..."Grandma?" The desk lady said no that's not your grandma and the lady infront of me I thought was my grandma smiled and just walked on past me. Anyway I used my cellphone to call the police and they said that the call had been made and we're coming, they told me to calm down and they'll be out there soon. It was about daylight when they came (it was night before then) and it was a black guy sent to protect me to my car. As we were walking out, (him in front) There were a group of guys coming up to us in the parking lot and the man said something to them but they pulled out a gun and he pulled one out too and shot and killed the young black man and another pulled a gun out and the man pulled out a larger gun, an ak I think, and shot him, I ran and hid behind a car, one of the guys was coming up to me so I shouted, ones over here! and then I saw one guy the man was talking to pull a gun out behind his back getting ready to surprise the man, I yelled that he had a gun behind his back and he was trying to put ammo in it. To my dismay the police officer was shot and killed by the guy. I knew this meant trouble so I ran back to the door of the hotel when I saw two of the staff members of archestratus looking at what happened and pleased (they were evil) I then ran back in the hotel, went to the right of me at the double doors and went through them and up the stairs, I was trying to find a less conspicuous place to hide but I couldn't. I then remember feeling fear, terror and the feeling of "gotta move fast!!" I left that place and tried going through another place through some doors, I saw Patrick and he said "hey man" and he followed me...through the doors was the doors to the church of pleasant green. I saw a about maybe 40 congregation members there. Patrick followed...he then said to me as we were going down the aisle, him directly behind me..."Do you know why i'm not like them? (the other evil staff members) then he said, "because my evil is in my nail" he then revealed his small pinkie finger had a razor like nail and it was green, he stabbed me with it and I felt this massive thive taking over my body as I struggled to move around and away from him. I saw him go up to this white lady and start pinching her arms briefly maybe about 10 times. Then the pinched spots turned in red blotches...He then said to her...you'd better get to a hospital fast, because those aren't just blotches of red...that's pools of blood now. The dream then changed scenery, I was at home and I remember going in my moms room and she ws in bed...then all of a sudden I sensed someone coming. I looked outside the patio door and it was Clay, he was like 70% superman though. He had laser visiona nd could fly, but not as fast. He said some threatening words and then flew up and away. But not before I tried throwing some things at him. lol. I walked back inside and saw my mom was ill because the staff was making her that way. I remember her showing me a funeral program for the man who protected me (the policeman) I think his name was Roland? Or something...anyway I remember her saying that I should console and thank his family for giving up his life for me....I then had another dream in which I was a modern day ghostbuster, and clay and a few others were ghostbusters as well. We each had our own individual suits and proton packs. There were no ghost traps. We were at a dinner table and some ghost came by or something so we jumped up and shot our streams at it and finished it off. I then went outside or something because there was some man trying to kill me, he was a superhero, I think super stretch man or something but I began running back to the room we were in and I outran him. I then remember there was another ghost to bust and Clay was asking if he could bust that ghost with us but they said to him not before he finishes cleaning off the table. So I helped a lady with her dishes on her table. I then had another dream in which I was in this weird room with moving chairs that gradually moved around the room. or you can sit in a dual chair (two chairs on opposing ends) and conversate with someone. I was having a conversation with someone in the chairs, I think some female and I was really attracted to her and wanted to kiss her as the chairs were moving. I then was sitting down with snoop dogg and asking him where do you see your family life being in the next year? And he responded with a serious answer and serious face. I then sat down with sadamm hussein and I remember him telling me something like "It's Al-Queda's fault!" Then I remember being on this t.v. like set (I think it was mad t.v.) and there were alot of people around, yet the main cast, cast meant to go on first, was being prepped first while everyone else just was sitting around waiting and talking to each other. I saw Debra wilson take off her shirt and expose her breast right before she put her hand on her breast and put a new shirt back on, then she sped-walked to the stage of the set getting ready to practice or perform one or the other then I remember having a conversation with a sweet old lady about noni juice while we were sitting down on the set. She said it really helped out her son and then she was saying that to anyone she could get her hands on that would listen to her and sit down for a moment. I then remember the dream changed again and I said something to forea like is the presentation still going to be limited to 30 minutes? To which he replied "No" with a stern face. I then remember that Lacy (the dog) was a boy and then sidney (the girl dog that was put to sleep) was in grandma's room and so was "the boy lacy dog" and lacy was humping sidney, I told Audrey and she said "Oh yeah, they've been doing that alot" or something along those lines...I then remember going into grandma's driveway and getting inside my mom's car, backing it out down the street, turning it around and pulling back up into the driveway so it could be closer. That's all I remember for now. I also had a dream where my laptop was really maleable and I was bending up the screen like paper and stuff...weird. I was sitting down on the lazyboy in the den when it was happening like that. I had another dream after I had gone back to sleep where I was at Grandma's house and had gotten a part in a small play, the role of a guy named Jason. Raven Symone, Adrienne bailon, Kiely Williams were all in the play. It was scheduled to take place at Pleasant Green. I was at Grandma's house as I said earlier and I was in the driveway when some people drove up, one was a guy who I guess was jealous of my role and he said something and began punching me rapidly in the stomach (muscular guy) it hurt just a bit but not terribly too much. Anyway someone else had gotten out the car and someone else with him, the guy who had gotten out of the car first was telling me a little bit about the guy who got out with him...he said that he had killed someone or something. Anyway after the cars were gone I went up to the little area at grandma's house in the front behind the plants, and I sat on that little brick wall area...I saw Raven Symone coming up to me and I said hello to her. She smiled at me and aid "hey" back. She then said we needed to practice the kissing scene she and I had. I was more than happy to. She walked up to me and kissed me softly on the lips and pulled away, it felt magical...I said something like "I thought that was good but not perfect, so let's try it again" and she giggled...we then kissed again but a little longer this time...it was awesome. Well on the night of the play I went into the bathroom at pleasant green then went back to the telephone in that small room and spat in a cup as a man passed me, I asked if he was in the play, he said he was but it was a small role which he didn't like, but was at least happy to be a part of something going on television. I went up to the choir stand where a huge bunch of people were sitting down in while watching scene 1 of the play. I remember Rickey was playing the piano and the director or someone else began reading off all of Rickey's accomplishments, then said...RICKEY BOWDEN!!!!!! Rickey stood up and took a bow while everyone jumped up and started clapping for him...I was looking for my socks and shoes and couldn't find them...I was panicking, I asked Brianna to help me and she said she knew where they were, I then went back to check on her to see if she had found them she said she hadn't...I looked down at my feet and there I saw my socks and shoes so that made me happy. So then I grabbed my script and I heard the director say "Scene 3!" My character came in towards the end of scene 3 and the scenes were going by very fast...I went into the drinking fountain room and started trying to remember as much as I could, mrs. turner (craig's wife) approached me and began talking to me about the play I didn't want to be rude but I told her I couldn't talk now, and that I had to remember this...because it struck me...I HADN'T LEARNED ANY OF MY LINES!!!! I then wokeup.
December 16, 2006
You know, I didn't have time to really induce an LD the way I would normally do it...so I tried the SILD method (Sound induced lucid dream) and lemme just say I wokeup in my dream (though I don't know how concious I was) but I knew I was lucid dreaming...I found myself standing in my living room knowing I was lucid dreaming and saying "Am I dreaming?" and stuff. I saw this somewhat elderly white guy standing at the front door's little walk-in area looking at me but I knew he was a dream character so I ignored him. My room was really clean and i'm guessing my mom had a hand in that...I then figured, what the heck i'm gonna go explore...so I took off and that's all I recall...it wasn't as vivid as the others. but still an ld 
December 17, 2006
I did the WBTB and MILD and gained instant success...I wokeup in my dream and realized my bedroom door was different...I tried sticking my hand through it but it wouldn't work, and it looked different. So then I started floating and flying around my house whie talking to hope patterson on the phone. I also remember the dream starting off with me being in a bar I guess...and I knew I was beginning to dream...the pictures developed into scenes and situations...I was sitting down at this bar and someone had told me I couldn't lay my head down on the bar and I said something like, I can do what i'm want i'm dreaming. Also then I remember embaressing the person and laughing in my dream. Then it cut to the lucid dream. Granted this WAS a lucid dream, it was short, not a high lucid, and I fellout the dreamstate, that will have to change. Oh yeah I also remember me thinking of the lucid crossroads place and getting ready to go there before I left(wokeup) I focused on the picture of lucid crossroads and the image of it...then I got it to become clearer then it poofed/vanished and I wokeup. I went back to sleep and had another dream. no ld'ing though. I dreamt that I was in my bed and my mom was out of town...it was around 1 am and I saw out my bllinds some people walking by my window. I thought it was all in my head at first then my blinds were blown all the way to the side by a mighty gust of wind revealing a line of white people dressed in white walking past my window beating a faint drum. I instantly got out of my bed and hid/laid down beside it as to not be seen. This white lady with blonde hair and dressed in white came in my room just a little and began talking to me telling me about how the world was coming to an end or and something about something satanic. I ran out of the room and called 911. I began telling the person on the phone what happened and I started breathing irregularly while talking to her...I was winded...the lady on the 911 call said she was some kind of special agent and that everything was okay. I said something like I hope this was a dream...and the lady went silent...then she said "It is a special ceremony involving auras..." etc...I freaked out because I then realized she was a part of it too so I threw down the phone. (I was in the living room) and I began screaming at the top of my lungs...JESUS IS LORD!, JESUS IS LORD! JESUS IS LORDO! JESUS IS LORD! I then remember the dream cutting off to another one. Me and myself were going into this weird hospital place/hotel place I think. I noticed I was older while looking at myself (myself being me looking at a different body,a future me). I took the turkey sandwich out of the future me's hands as he was walking into the place...he kept walking as I ate bites of it (he was dressed nicely) I tried giving it back to him but he refused to take it back so I just stuffed it in his hand and ran on ahead inside. Inside he threw the sandwich down on the ground and I remember saying pick that up! that's not like me at all! and so he picked it up. I then went down this corridor and entered a room, inside the room was a door, I went into the door and looked down, there was like 20 flights of square-patterned stairs to walk down. I then went back into the room and noticed Forea there...Scott (From computer graphics) came in the door (from the stairs) and shook my hand telling me hey and everything, also about his new girlfriend and pics of her. The pics were about her kissing another girl or something and scott began reading me something hrorrible from a paper he found about some kind of people that attend concerts regularly...like the kind of people that follow the band around constantly. Something sick and sadistic...I chose not to read it and then looked down the huge flights of stairs again. I think I was being chased or something because I had to go down them real fast and when the peron who was chasing me had chased be down to the bottom, he had then raced back up but I chose to jump-climb up. I didn't make it back up before him but I went inside the door and saw another door was up against the wall in direct proportion as the one I just left. I then went inside and saw Reverend Mcquirter and cedric the entertainer cooking mini pizzas for us. The majority of them looked horrible but a few of them looked tasty. The perosn who was following me I told them to either leave or something else insinuating that they go away. They did so and took the pizza on my far left that looked the best with them. I was behind the table everything was being laid out on. I remember Reverend said something like since these look horrible anyway we'll throw these out, I found some more batter so we can make some more. I saw a spider and another bug and attempted to brush it fast off the table. Then I had a dream about me my mom and a water slide? lol When I went BACK to sleep again I dreamt my dad was in town and he was laying on our couch and I was bringing a plate of something to him all I know is that some green liqued stuff was on it and I spilled it leaving a trail and spilled some on the floor in front of him...so I went back to the kitchen (after he commented on that) and got some cleaner and cleaned it up. I also remember the boys (grandkids) - excluding Brianna were hanging out at my house I think it was my house. Anyway we were all around a few girls sitting at a round table and Rickey got up and left and went to another house where the grownups were hanging out at. I apparently got bitter about this and called that house and uncle perry picked up the phone and I just felt bitter on the inside...Anyway I also remember somehow me putting audrey in the hospital and she getting up and feeling better and me breaking down crying in happiness. I also remember me coaching a junior soccer team of kids.
December 18, 2006
weird dream last night. I had a dream that my mom was ill and in her bed, she had to take these weird electric shocks in her neck to keep her up to par. I was in the den staying up as usual then I saw a little black girl appear in our firepalace. Just standing there...then she vanished. I then witnessed a bird come in through our fireplace as well, it's beak was about 3 inches long and it had a worm in its mouuth. I captured the bird with a small cup when it was on the floor. My mom came into the den noticing I was still awake and I told her about the girl...she began to walk over and she accidentally partially stepped on the bird. She went back to bed and I trailed her. I notiiced a christmas tree was in my room as I passed by. I also noticed that a limb and some lights on the limb had come off of the christmas tree in the den, so I took it and tried toput it back on. While in the den getting ready to go back and check on my mom...some people knocked on our door. I tried to check and see who they were but all I noticed was Rickey and two more people. I went into my mom's room and said something to her about it and she said let them in...however I was cautious. I slid open the glass door. Rickey came in and a man and a woman with him. They gathered around my mom's bed and we noticed that the lady had a baby with her. And my mom had a baby in HER arms as well. They wanted to know if their baby could stay with us because they said they were going to die today (The man and woman). The woman said she had tried to get one of the electro-shock things that my mom has so they could be saved but she couldn't...that reminded my mom to take another shock as well. She said "Oh that reminds me", so then she took another shock in her neck and fell in the bed and started sitting up and fell again etc...A normal process due to the shocking thing. The lady said "We don't have much time" and I said, what 6 years? and she said "No, we're dying today" or something like that. Then Rickey started preaching to my mom in bed and my mom's words were "awesome" and they all laughed and left. I had another dream in which I was trying to drive to Creflo Dollar's house and mr. harper and my mom were in the car with me and I was pissed off at them both and was yelling and stating how I felt to the both of them while I was driving through neighborhoods and stuff trying to get there. When we got there I remember me having on my basketball shirt (it was white) And I was talking to a fellow ball player asking him about what do I do on the court...I was point guard but didn't know the role of point guard...I was asking him for help to understand exactly what my role is. I went onto the court getting ready to play a scrimage/game and I noticed I had sandals on. I realized I couldnn't play unless I had regular shoes on so I went around asking a few people if they have an extra pair of shoes...most said no...there was this team my team was going up against and one guy on the team I really had to beat...Rickey saw my predicament and loaned me his shoes...but they were rollerblades...but apparently that was fine there. I went to go to the bench and strap them on and get ready to play. I had another dream in which I was at a table with Don Hartness and some other people (girls I think) and we were doing the "boom clap boom boom claP" beat to afi's prelude 1221. I hahd another dream in which I was going through the sonic drive-thru and Marcus Evans was at the window and I said hey to him. I had another dream in which I was at my Grandad's house (the harpers) and they had cooked dinner, I wasn't hungry yet so I hadn't eaten anything so I was watching some t.v. Aunt Janet and Grandma (deceased now) were behind me and watching to what I kept changing channels to. My mom brought over some of the food in a forkful and put it close to my mouth. I ate it and thought it was delicious. So I got up and went to go find more food. I found uncle perry and a few others had come in behind me to do the same. My mom said "It's in the other kitchen" So I went into the "other" kitchen directly behind the first and had to do a series of games to find the doorway to the food. Weird :S I also had another dream after I went back to sleep that I was in this large mansion type house by myself because everyone had left...I was in a showerroom trying to close both the doors in the room at the same time but they wouldn't stay shut. So I tried using the shower curtain rod to put in between them to hold them but it was too short. Then B.B. King came in and we started talking as we walked out the room (he was a deceased spirit in my dream) I propped up against a wall and listen to him talking as Tocaris Calvin came down a large flight of stairs and passed me I guess thinking I was talking to myself but no it was B.B.!!! Anyway B.B. was talking about encouraging things. I saw a picture of my family on a mantelpiece and I pulled it down, it was my mom, audrey, grandma etc...lined up going down a flight of stairs while having their picture taken. My mom was wearing black in the picture but at first I thought it was me with just long hair. I went down the hall and noticed my family in there. I saw grandma brianna and mom and audrey in there. I heard my mom say something like "Bri, grandma bought some (brand name here I don't remember) couches and noones sat on them yet" So she became the first person to sit on it by rushing to it and plopping down, also they were her favorite brand...I sat down on them as well and noticed how comfortable they were. I also had another dream that I was in this classroom type setting and everyone was given some kind of batman toy, a little paper ketchup holder, and some kind of crushed up leaves I believe. We were going to do some kind of experiment but the teacher was very strict about us not clowning around with the tools we were given. That's all I remember from there.
December 20th 2006
I had a dream that me, my mom and I think Rickey were at this man's house...or at least at his front yard, we wanted to come in and like watch a certain movie but he had horrific guard dogs...he grabbed his guard dogs and put them out so we could come in. He noticed lacy. (Bri's dog) He said that lacy in fact was a "he" not a "she" as we had long believed. Then I had another dream where this lady was in our house while my mom was cooking some good dinner, (fries and something else) there was a cammelfly inside the den area while I was sitting on the couch and she noticed it and tried to swat it down and catch it (she was obviously a friend of my mom's). she succeeded then threw it on me laughing and I threw it back on her (btw, she was quite busty lol) Brianna then came up to me with a medium sized plate full of food and shoved some fries into my mouth, I scolded her as she sat down on the couch beside. I then had another dream in which I was at home. I was on the couch talking to Rickey on the phone and then I said "Rickey..." and noticed the phone went dead. I sat up on my couch because I swore I saw something just run by going up the hallway. I cautiously got up and went inside my room because I only had my boxers on and put on the quickest pants I could find (the blue and white gym shorts). My vision was sort of blurry so I put my glassess on too and tried leaving out the backdoor to leave the house because I felt some presence in there or something was about to happen. I went out the backdoor, looked around for a bit and noticed that I would never be able to get across eastside without someone stopping me. So I went back inside and went out the front door. I noticed my car was gone and everything looked slightly different...infact my mom's car was gone as well. I walked up the street and noticed an old rusty gas station, the gas price read "$1.99" I was now "walking up the street by where eastside should have been and in front of mr. durrants house (or where THAT should have been as well) I then saw two teenagers, black boy and black girl standing in the street way out in front of me. They were just standing there as a huge 18 wheeler truck was zooming at them, then the boy and girl lit on fire and by them doing that, lit the gas truck on fire as well. Well supposedly this was a "vision" within a dream because I had awoken and went to go tell Rickey. I went into this like "project room" small room...where he and this girl were working on something for school. She was caramel skinned, long black hair in a ponytail and she kinda liked Rickey. I came in and sat down and said I needed to talk to you rickey and he said i'm kinda busy and then I said "I jumped again" and then the girl (whose name was claire) turned around and looked at us...so I said "er...jumped really high, i've been practicing" I told Rickey in his ear "The gas was "$1.99" and I remember him with a sort of surprised look on his face...So I remember her getting up and writing something on the back of the door and then leaving out smiling at us. We talked a bit about it then Rickey read what the back of the door said...it read something like "Geoff Hrpr is sxir than Ricky" or something LIKE that...she walked back in smiling and giggling a bit because she knew that she was playing with Rickey. And he knew too. I turned around to a computer and started typing some stuff out on it. Then I had a dream where I was in my room and had drawn some really cool pictures that when you look at them, they move! My mom was admiring them then I remember us leaving the house for some reason and us being in pleasant green's parking lot with my mom. We were the only car there and we were getting some supplies out. We started walking back to the "old house" we lived in and noticed nothign was there...it was completely gone...I kept remembering my mom saying something like "We'll be sleeping in the rain tonight" But I didn't believe her or just thought she was kidding...Well turns out she wasn't...and we were homeless. I then remember us turning and going into some woods to the left of us getting ready to find a place to sleep/rest for the day. We were walking and this guy went past us and got in front of us stopping us. We said we were going to setup a place to sleep and with a smirk on his face he said something like "No you're not, i'm going to kill you, that's what i'm going to do." And he pulled out a gun right as my mom and I pulled out ours and he shot my mom, then he tried to shoot me but couldn't so I tried shooting him but couldn't so I threw my gun at him and it hurt him a bit, I then threw it at him again and it knocked him out and I kicked him hard in the face as well. I saw my mom lying on the ground and I remember saying to her "Mom? When you see Jesus, make sure he lets you save a place for me in the choir" She was moving just a bit and she smiled and then passed that's all I remember...(I believe this particular dream was triggered from the information hope told me about the guy and the car crash and about his "family")
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