Ravynfaire's Dream Jornal

8/24/07

Last night had this very strange dream. I have not had a dream in some time (except nightmares). Well, to start my dream off I was walking down the street with one of my co-workers (a guy I really do not talk to and have said not much to in real life) and we were arguing. We stopped and faced each other so that we can look each in the eyes and argue! It got real heated and I just ended up moving really close and planted this deep kiss on him and he just grabbed me real tight.

When we came up for air, he still held me really close and said "I was just about to do that. I couldn't wait, I have been wanting to do that for so long now." and then we kissed again.

It got really passionate in my dream and it was this all about this longing - this great desire that we have been holding this back and it feels so good to be able to release it and just be together.

He started going on about us dating and how long he has wanted me. I don't know if in my dream I was dating my boyfriend in real life but for some reason, I woke up feeling guilty because I did have a boyfriend.

Today when I look at him, I can't help feeling that passion from my dream. It was very real to me and that scares me.


In real life it is getting close to my trip to see my boyfriend who is stationed 2 states away from me. I am very excited about that and I really miss him. He has been talking about how he has all of these surprises for me and what he wants to do with me. So I am wondering if that fueled this dream. He looks nothing like my coworker and in my dream he stood out.

So let's see what happens next!!