Enter my mind. Jeff's Dream Journal ((WARNING))

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Enter my mind. Jeff's Dream Journal ((WARNING!: Strong sexually explicit content/ Adult situations/Adult language))

Disclaimer: by continuing to read from THIS point on you are reading at your own will, I therefore can and will not be held responsible for any altered lifestyles or cataclysmic events that escalates in your life as a result of reading in my journal. -Author strongly advises readers to be a minimum age of 18+-

(((IMPORTANT, READ FIRST!!)))To read this, is to enter my mind…it may disturb you…a lot of this isn’t pretty…remember, these are my subconscious thoughts…(or at least used to be). I’ve taken the liberty of taking out a majority of the foul and sexual words, but I haven’t tampered with the content or any of the material. You’ve been warned…enter if you dare.


December 3th 2006

Last night I had this really weird and semi-vivid dream (by vivid I mean the feelings I felt, not necessarily the scenery) I, mom and Audrey were at Grandma's house late at night and we were getting ready to leave. My mom parked on the left side and Audrey on the right side this time. Also Audrey was driving a car. I think my mom's car was packed or something because I rode in the car with Audrey. My mom backed out first and then Audrey tried backing out when all of a sudden the tire shredded and the gears in the car stopped working. Next thing I knew we were rolling down the driveway gaining momentum into the street where there could have been a car coming. Next thing I knew she swerved the car so it went into the mcgrews driveway and yard. Before she did this though and while the car was shooting out into the street, I tried recommending we open our doors and jump out.

I tried becoming lucid last night. I tried the W.I.L.D technique. I focused on my breaths and intended to count to 1,000 and be lucid. After the preliminary relaxation exercise, I then proceeded to counting. I made it to about 400 when illogical images pervaded my mind and I started losing count. I felt my foot vibrate and my arm as well a bit but I could still clearly hear the noises of the houses movements. I'd say I was about 40% sleep and 60% awake before I eventually became 100% sleep :P I told a fellow Lucid dreamer about my experience and she says that I showed remarkable results for someones first attempt. Tonight...I will fly.



December 4th 2006

Last night I dreamt I was in a giant store i'm assuming with a bunch of my highschool/summerschool comrades. I opened a bottle of orange soda and drank it straight, while in the store. I also dreamt I was in this auditorium with them as well, and one by one they'd get on stage and perform a talent. I also dreamt I was at home one night and just walked out the front door...While walking along the sidewalk infront of Eastside school...I looked at the ground and began to fall forward like I was doing the extreme pushups...but I didn't hit the ground I levitated inches above the ground and began floating along the pavement. I also went down the street on the street leading out of the neighborhood (the same main one that leads into it) and I saw this kid in this ladies door talking to her. She had on provocative clothing and not much at all to cover her lustrious light skinned breasts. I was drawn to her and came into her house making up some excuse as to why I must stay. Also I had a dream that I was playing basketball/soccer on a basketball court but I had on green long socks but no shoes. Apparently noone knew I had no shoes on, just long green socks. I had come clean to the coach about having no shoes on and he said that unless I was substituted before anybody found out then they would have to forfeit the game. So he sent me out to call someone off the court...I did and I eventually left.



December 5th 2006

Good news, my dreams are becoming greatly more vivid now...where do I begin? lol. I had a dream last night that I was at Grandma's house. Somewhere during this part of the dream, Forea was sitting on the chair in Grandma's piano room that was closest to the dresser. He had some type of juice and was reading some type of book he recommended was good, Rickey also said that book was really good. I got some of Forea's juice I found in the fridge and Grandma looked like she wanted some too so I said go ahead, there's some still in there and she got some too. Then audrey came in and I noticed she arranged for a small waterfall to be on the floor in the entrance to the kitchen from the piano room pushed right up against the left side of the entrance wall and Forea and I teased her about that and I pushed it in the dining area close to the closet but against the grandfather clock. The next day all the family came...Uncle Reggie, Jason(who was in a wheelchair), Brian, Chris, Mom, Grandma, Audrey, Rickey and Uncle Perry were there. uncle Reggie seemed a little out of it and untalkative. I started to find out information from Chris that it was because someone close to him had been torched alive...I don't know if they survived or not...Chris was telling me this on my cell phone and he was communicating this to me through another phone but we were still in the same house. When my mom overheard, she made me get off saying it's not right to talk about that or find out about it from Chris, Audrey and Grandma chimmed in agreeing with her. I then walked into the den and chris and brian where in there and I told them "Please let's not play nintendo." I told them I had the superman returns game and they seemed pretty psyched about that. Jason "walked" in by now no longer in his wheelchair but staggering ever so slightly. I put on the game and for some reason the speakers were loud lol. Jason and Chris hid behind the couch I was sitting on...don't know why. By this time my mom had walked in and sat down by now so I turned the speakers down. Then...my dream jumped...I found myself in my bedroom and I heard noises outside (kids). So I went to my window and peaked through the blinds and saw some adults wearing weird clothing out there (3 of them). I knocked on the window to try and get their attention but also to not let them know it was me. Too bad I couldn't fix the blinds in time because one of them walked up to my window and said who are you? I told them my name was Bob, and that I wasn't kidding that it was Bob...they asked for me to come play or something and I saw the freaky looking adult look off in a direction in my house. I looked at what it was looking at..turned out 3 freaky looking and weird dressed children were suddenly sitting down on the seats in my den. I walked out towards them headed for the front door and they stopped me saying someone (I forgot the name, but someone really really important and not a nice person) wanted to meet with me. I said forget it and walked out, climbed my roof and crawled over to the front part of my roof and saw this host of people waiting for me to come outside and I saw this big bad important dude (I was told about) in front of them speaking to them as well. Somehow I got down from my house (the kid was chasing me) and crawled off to the side and slipped through some brush and alas! I was spotted! So I had to move fast, I ran off as fast as I could. I came to the street beside eastside (same one infront of mr. durrants house) and I think I was attacked or something by this pyro. At any rate I knew how to handle him, a friend of mine who weighs 600 lb's but can still bounce pretty high in the air, held onto him for me and bounced him up superhigh...that was the last of him. I started to walk out the neighborhood(the main exit/also the entrance) and walked around the corner of it to the left and proceeded going down the street...not too far had I gone before I saw someone familiar who looked as if he had been a little hurt trotting up to me on a horse who was missing a 4rth of his right hind leg. the horse fell over as the familiar man I think was my father recognized me...it was in pain. So we started walking back into the neighborhood and I was telling him about these fantastic designs I had built in this world we live in...stupendous designs...and he wanted to see it...so as we were now back in the neighborhood walking down the street we both saw a gargantuam sized structure that seemed about 100,000 sq feet and 50 stories high...I told him to follow my lead. I jumped really really high till I was over the gargantuam sized building but alas! there were two of them! side by side...They were rectangular in shape and blocklike...their sides were green blocks and I think the interior were beige blocks...anyway I overjumped and jumped waaaay too far to where I jumped over the second one as well! I landed on a small structure off a bit. my father landed on the second structure (who was obviously a better jumper than I was) and I told him just go in the first structure and I'll be along shortly. I then jumped again attempting to land on the first and I made it. In the first structure...as I fell through the blocks I noticed I was in some sort of 30's style restaurant and I was trying to fly out superfast because this obviously wasn't the corrent restaurant I was supposed to be in...it wouldn't work because people were blocking the door. So when I slowed down my flight speed then it seemed that they moved out and I was able to leave. All of a sudden I found myself in MY restaurant...the restaurant I owned and designed. It was a beautiful circular restuarant, sort of medieval mixed with modern day soothing romantic. We had trapezoid shaped skyroof's and we had booths lining the circular walls. I walked up to a table that Forea, Audrey, Rickey and Chris were sitting at. I sat beside Chris. I asked them what'd they think of my new restaurant...they had nothing but excellent news to share...I asked them to be a little more honest because I wouldn't know what to improve unless I got a little criticism....I told them I was considering installing aquariums on the walls of every booth. Audrey exclaimed she thought that was a fantastic idea. Chris then pulled off the wall in our booth a little "pull me" sticker tag thing...on it he saw it read he had won $700 and he was ecstatic...I pulled off the one on the booth behind us and it said I won $99. It was okay but it wasn't the 700 I was looking for. I then found myself outside the grand restuarant I had built and we were in a box-type small room just right outside the restaurant. I looked out the window and saw where another competitor restaurant called "True Celebs" was close by as well. I then saw a white lady running in the rain toward our box-room. She opened the door and lo and behold it was the Fried Chicken my mom had ordered...it looked scrumptious and my mom thought I looked like I wanted some so she said if I wanted some to ask the lady to get me some before we left. I decided it wasn't worth the effort and decided not to. OMG Another part of my dream I neglected to include was that in my room I had lost my virginity to some girl...I don't think I loved her but anyway I regretted it afterwards and I remember thinking...man...i'm not a virgin anymore :'( But i'm glad that was a dream! :D



December 6th, 2006

Now this dream was w-e-i-r-d. Lemme start off by saying the reason I didn't go lucid last night was because I didn't use any techniques, I installed this program in my computer that's sort of like the nova dreamer but forgot to turn it on! >_<. So it never alerted me that I was dreaming during the REM sleep. Ok well here's the dream...I was in this huge beachlike area and the sun was bright and the grass was green and there was this bridge going over the river leading to the beach/ocean. Alot of people liked swim in the river to get there. I and this girl were going there together...well we decided to leave (oh btw this dream was pretty vivid! :D) and go to a friend of my mother and aunts house...which they were at too. And rickey and chris etc...I and the girl went there and we peeked down the hallway and saw a semi-dark room being illuminated just a bit by the television in which adult females (including my mom and aunt) were sitting down and watching together. I and the girl decided before we go in there it's best if we change clothes. But we got to thinking and we both were like..."but we don't have any clean and dry clothes." I looked back down at the table and saw our clean clothes and said "we do now" and threw some of my clothes she could wear at her and I put on my wifebeater and some short blue surfer type pants. While we were changing she started talking about my hygiene and saying stuff like, you really should change your deodorant, because I could smell you when we were going to the beach...I explained to her that I didn't HAVE any on while we were going. She said I should get some on. I said I had some like my ucle Forea, called "Ammonia" (I think that's what i'ts called. :S). Anyway we walked down the hallway and I saw my mom, audrey, audrey's friend shauntae, miss mary-anne, and some other people. I kissed everyone of the ladies I knew on the cheek, including relatives and gave them hugs. I saw rickey walk past me on his was to the stove behind the couch some of the women were sitting on. He picked up some of the hot onion rings shauntae was making, and audrey did too. I walked over and looked at the onion rings...shautae said "they're not that good" but rickey and audrey begged to differ. I picked up two, ate them and noticed it tasted pretty good to me! lol Rickey walked back down the hallway and I followed with the intent of going into this girls room to hangout but we got distracted by this beautiful greenhouse type room to the right-side of the hallway. I and Rickey went in and noticed it was beautiful and saw a very wide and tall mirror stretched across the greenhouse. We went up to the mirror and looked into it and noticed we were turning into white people! Rickey thought it was freaky. We still looked like us...structurally and stuff but we turned into caucasion versions of us...hair and all. I remember saying, "man black people could have really used this mirror back in the day!" Rickey ran back up the steps into the girls room I think he was freaking out. cousin Chris came down the stairs and was asking what was that about, I told him to look in the mirror. He did and I literally saw him changing from black to white...his reactions went from "woah"..."to omg stop this!" when he saw his hair becoming like that of a white persons...(I never recalled looking in the mirror myself but I do know that presumably I turned white as well. If I did look in the mirror, I could not see my own reflection). Chris ran back upstairs and I started to too but then I think I jolted into the air high up and I was looking to get back to them so I tried locating their conversation via a chatroom's word log. CAPITAL W-E-I-R-D huh??? lol. Anyway, I eventually found them I think. And I don't know what scenes in this dream came first, but I do know that I also had a seperate dream. In this dream I was at Disneyworld before it was disneyworld...it was like...some weird named place. But anyway they were still setting up the equipment and alot of indoor construction was going on...I decided to sneak in and have a looksee. I remember seeing this guy kinda against some construction stuff and asked him about this place. I explored a bit, got trapped between some cranes, and cushions and decided to leave...on my way out I saw a group of guys going in the direction I was leaving...I also saw this principal lady resembling mrs. duke look at me with the expression of "get back to class". Well at any rate I went into a room and saw a bunch of other people at a table and a white chunky lady at the front of the table, i'm assuming she was the head honcho. Seeing an empty seat I proceeded to the table and pulled out my chair when this girl to the left of me with a pink backsack type thing's phone started vibrating loudly. She tried hard to get to it in time before the lady could say anything but I think it vibrated like twice and everyone was quiet because they were in morbid curiousity to see what she would do to her. The lady said something to her but I don't remember what it was, but I do know she didn't take her cell phone. Then someone pulled out a small pokemon card and we started talking about pokemon for some reason. Oddly, the dream cutaway to someone (I think uncle perry) buying rickey a pancake shaper so he can make his pancake perfectly circular. I remember wanting one. I also remember being at Grandma's house and me going in through the printer room's window (there was a door there I think). And I was scolded I believe by my mom for a reason I don't know about. I also remember the dream cutting away to me, anna brown and some other girls as well as mr. blair (mrs. blair's husband) in a room together and it being christmas I think? Anyway, there were alot of presents but mr. blair specifically got one for Anna and wanted her to open it now. I don't know what it was.



December 7th, 2006

Last night wasn't really a good dream. I dreamt that me, Forea, mom, audrey, grandma and rickey were all in this weird place and somehow these other families were as well. Well we had accidentally killed one of the other families aunts or something, for whatever reason. I just know it was an accident. The aunts family members were terribly distraught and crying and stuff. Well forea, audrey and mom and rickey got back in there suv and turned up the engine, me and Brianna got in from the back but I got out and noticed that a small baby was right infront of the suv's right rear tire. I was like, forea noO!! and he ran over the baby anyway (but he didn't know it was a baby under there until it was too late). Turns out, it was a baby from the same family as the aunts we killed. Now their family was in a much more horrible state now. We decided to get out of the suv and stand on a boardwalk just to get away for a bit. We saw some of their family walking up to us looking evil and kaniving...As they were steadily walking up to us, I told my family that we should leave NOW and they agreed. The faster we walked the faster they seemed to walk as well. So we ran and they ran after us. All I could see now was me and my mother running from them and up some stair-like mountain thing. There was some girl from their family running after us, me and my mom reached the top first and I grabbed the girl in a way immobilizing her from doing us any harm and for some reason I pulled her pants and panties down so her cute buttocks were exposed and then I put her with us. Weird dream eh? :S Then I had another dream in which I was skateboarding or scooting or something to around the corner of sno-biz all the way to where the dominos is, but it wasn't a dominos, it was somekind of icy shack. You could get all kinds of icies there but they had burgers as well. I chose to get a burger. I then proceeded to sitting down beside Mongola Madalli and some friends on a parkbench table sitting right out front the shack. When I sat down she said "No no! sit in front of me so I can talk to you and see you better" or something like that...so I complied. Next thing I knew she was telling me about her indian male friend (who happened to be sitting to the right of me) who liked me and of course I was disgusted. Off in the distance I saw this large dirt area and some very very large crane-like object out there. Weird eh? lol. Next thing I knew I had another dream about me in my Grandma's house and Roosevelt being there and a few other people. I had this magical sexual object in my hand but I can't recall what it was. Anyway we were in the kitchen and Roosevelt was sitting at the countertop. I went to my bed (t.v. guest bedroom) and laid down I think but I also recall some sort of presence or spirit or something out to kill my grandmother. So I went into my grandma's room grabbed the sharpest pair of scissors I could find from the countertop of her bathroom (the one right in front of the closet). And I walked out there with the intent to kill it and I told my grandmother to lay down behind the bed and she did. Whatever it was I think it left and I was in the hallway looking at some sort of robot that planned to self-destruct (the evil presence's accomplice) and blow us up but I quickly stabbed it and disintegrated it before it could do such a thing. Then I had another weird dream in which I saw a church wedding (in the same place the icy shack was) about to take place...I was on the outside looking at the doors...and saw a spirit that resembled casper and slimer trying to get in...it finally did...next thing I knew people were running out. I went inside and there was this huge monster and a large slimy sea I was now in...the huge dark monster bid me choose...choose what? I asked...choose my weapon! So now I was given options of what weapon to choose...armored weapons with guns or armored axes etc...all of my choices had a certain level of damage potential points for some odd reason :S I noticed the creature was walking towards me closer and closer so I hurried up and chose and gun with armor attached. I shot at him and it didn't look like it was hurting him at all. That's about as much as I can remember...what's something that kept popping up? A sexual attraction to a female as in the first dream.



December 8th, 2006

Last night was an interesting dream...I had this dream last night where I was flying! okay...where to start...I was at the neighbors house right across the street from audrey's house and I had just revealed to the neighborhood I could fly...so naturally everyone wanted a piece of the action too :P About a combined total of 40-50 girls and boys had followed me hoping to find out the trick...Audrey, and my Mom were there. The boys and girls began forming some giant human pyramid from the ground to into the air...I was going to fly up to the very top person but changed my mind...anyway the human pyramid began collapsing and everyone fell...I walked up to Brittany...(the girl who was at the very top) and I said "I was going to fly up to..." That's when I noticed it wasn't a girl...it was a guy! so I said..."you all and get you down from there" and the person said something like "yeah right." Audrey and my mom were fascinated by the fact I could fly so they wanted to see some of my other powers. I told them I could run superfast so they said okay, we'll time you...GO! I began running up their lakeforest street towards the stop-sign...I continued running when back in the distance I heard Audrey's voice say something like...you're running like an average person!...and as I got closer to the stop-sign, I noticed my running was slowing and my legs were acting funny lol. It was funny. Another dream I had was that I was coming home, down my street and I stopped at my house, I noticed Kristy Herman and her mom lived next door to us now (in mr. bud's old house) I don't remember if I said something to Kristy or not :S But anyway I saw a girl come out out of the house on the corner where Corbin used to live (I think it was Lindsay Thomas) and I waved to her and said something nice...I don't remember what. Anyway mrs. Herman walked up to me and followed me into my gate and closed it behind her and said something like "at last we can be alone" and her face looked somewhat happy or weird or whatever...and I said...uh sure...so what'sup? And we walked a little more to the area where the wood lies on the ground...and she stood in front of me and her face quickly went from happy to a boiling red anger...she began sputtering something about hurting her girl or something like that, I tried to understand what she was saying but she wouldn't let me and stabbed me with some metal toothlike object in the heart...I felt blood leaving my body fast and I felt my life force dwindling down, I tried to jump and slap her or hit her or something but it failed and she stabbed me again...gone...(No reason to be alarmed here, I watched something last night on t.v. with these exact same circumstances and this just happened to seep into my subconcious mind. : S) Another dream I had was that I was at a wal-mart, I can't exactly say where, maybe the one in clinton? At any rate I was going to my car and noticed Corey payton, Rodgerick Williams, and Rashad Johnson in Corey's Truck. I had some kind of leather exterior for my car or something but I know Corey wanted it and stole it and bolted it to the top of his truck. I don't know why. But anyway it took a long journey of convincing and trying to manipulate rodgerick and rashad into getting it back for me before I actually got it back...Now I found myself on this road...where the sides are beautiful trees of sexuality...and popularity with the opposite gender. They were about 13 feet tall and had little budding flowers all over them. I grabbed about three of them...I think I felt my moms eyes watching me so I didn't grab too many more. Next thing I knew I was driving to Audrey's house close to nighttime with Owen in the passenger seat. I parked in the garage and opened the door and I saw some kids playing with some small dogs/puppies. I brought owen into the kitchen as my family was all gathered around in a somwhat oval circular shape around forea as he sat down at the bar/counter and was talking to everyone individually about how much he was grateful to them or something. At any rate I brought Owen in and grabbed some pizza from the counter by the phone. I guess he caused some noise or it was odd or whatever because forea indirectly showed everyone that me bringing someone (owen) was wrong or whatever. I saw rickey and my mom to the left of me. I got offended or something so I left the house and went to my own. I think my mom came and told me that he said he was sorry or whatever because they wanted me back at the party and that forea had brought someone himself as well. I went back and Grandma was happy that I came back. I had another dream in which I was at Pleasant Green, at the front row and I was sitting beside Jasmine Rayford. We (the young people) were supposed to get up and start singing so we went outside the aisles of the benches (the ones on the right side) and we all lined up single file began singing...Jasmine had a beautiful voice, and then I broke out in a solo...it wasn't that pretty...lol...Jasmine had got on to me about singing that solo...then we returned to our seats. I noticed the father mcquirter was sitting in the pulpit and so was darrel mcquirter. The male choir was in the choir stand I believe. Darrel and his father came down from the choir stand and so did the male choir, and they all sat in the congegration. I wondered why that happened...then I heard some people walking fast down the aisle coming from outside...it was a group of men with a weird black and burgande drape about their body. I think they were muslim. Anyway they did something and we went into the fellowship hall. I sat at a table with penny proud and some other interesting characters...I don't quite remember our conversation. We then were back in the church and I sat in the back this time. This big burly muscular not so smart creature/man was sitting at the front beside someone. I noticed I had forgotten to get something I left up there so I went up there to get it and the guy grabbed my fingers and begin trying to crush them with his hand...I persuaded him to let me go on the condition I give him something (I forgot what). I got what I needed and sat back down in the back. There was this beautiful black woman with short hair and really curvy figures and glassess sitting beside me. the strong not so smart creature/man at the front began freaking out and everyone left before he could inflict damage upon them. I think her and I ducked instead of running because we couldn't run...he was already up looking for us. so we hid under the bench but I noticed it wasn't covering us enough so I scooted two benches together parallel ways and that was just enouguh to cover us...the creature begin walking up and down the aisles trying to spot us...I remember seeing his feet go past us...that's when I realized I was on top of her so I kissed her and we kissed tongue. When the monster left we got up and noticed a beautiful young lady and some kids that were together but in front of us had done the same thing. We walked outside and I noticed the beautiful young woman I had kissed was going to her car. I saw Melvin and asked him about her...if he knew anything about her...he said she was a hoe and stuff I asked do you know anyone she has given it up to and he said no...so I caught up with her and saw Forea looking at us from a distance in the parking lot smiling...I said to the girl something like "Hey, we kiss and no number?...or something like that :P But I do remember I was attempting to see if I could see her more often or perhaps start something with her." I then had another dream where I was walking down the hall of Clinton High and it was sort of dim. It was about 5 minutes to the tardy bell. And I was with a group of people, I think Arlene was in the group. I know Anna Brown was. We were all walking and then we saw a soda/snack machine. Anna and I both wanted something from there but I wasn't sure if I really wanted it now and then...so she went and got her some pop tarts, I then said "wow you paid for two but got three! and she said "nah, I paid for three" so I was like "oh" so we joined back up with the group, I figured i'll just get the next one...well there was no next one and I was really thirsty...I ran back to the machine and tried to get an orange soda but it wouldn't come out. I ran further back down the hall into this room where I could get help from the librarians...I told them that the drink machine wasn't working and I had ordered an orange soda...the librarian tried tinkering with the soda machine in their room and an orange soda dropped...but it was only about 3 sips left in there...she laughed and handed it to someone behind the clear counter. Anyway they tinkered some more and I finally got my orange soda...I saw the librarian who was helping me go behind the clear counter and start turning this movie theater film projector type reel (i'm assuming the room I was in was also the film room for a movie theater below? :S) I looked at the clock and I had 3 minutes to get to class, the librarian said if I needed a pass to come back to her...I said i'm going
to mrs. o'brien......she didn't comment and I ran down the hall.

I notice something keeps popping up in my dreams on a regular basis...My mom, Audrey, Chris, Grandma, and family gatherings, also erotic adventures like kissing a female passionately or exposing her in some manner. Anna Brown (A former classmate) made a cameo in the last two dreams. And Chris played a somewhat small/large role in two dreams as well. That's also the second dream I had about drinking/wanting orange soda! But out of all my dreams I think what keeps popping up the most is my mom and audrey.



December 10th, 2006 (2:43 P.M.)

My mom was cooking pancakes (literally, while I was on the couch falling off to sleep) I fell asleep and heard my mom say "Breakfast is ready!" and in my dream I got off the couch and went to get some pancakes in the kitchen...they were burnt and she only made two...one round shaped and one ruler shaped. I dropped them on the floor by accident and picked them back up and put them on the countertop. I noticed that the burntness was wearing off after I dropped it and it was slowly starting to regain it's "eadible" look. I also dreamt I was at Grandma's house in her kitchen area...Apparently my mom took me and someone else I think Rickey to taco bell and all three of us got something and brought it back to grandma's house. Rickey and I got Philly Cheese steaks, and some large happymeal-like kit that contained beads, string and other assortments to create your own necklaces. I was in grandma's kitchen over the stove and was still trying to find my philly cheese steak...that's all I can remeber and that's amazing itself since I was only dreaming for no more than maybe 20 minutes or less.

BUT WHAT WAS SO FASCINATING ABOUT THIS DREAM IS THAT MY MOM REALLY DID TELL ME BREAKFAST IS READY...I HEARD HER SEMI-CONCIOUSLY PHYSICALLY...AND IN MY DREAMSTATE GOT UP AND WENT TO GET THE PANCAKES AND DROPPED THEM ON THE FLOOR...NOW WHAT IF MY MOM HAD OF HAPPENED TO SAY HM..OH I DON'T KNOW "GEOFFREY YOU ARE DREAMING" BAM! INSTANT LUCID DREAM...SO I'M FINDING THAT THE DREAM CUES AREN'T SO INEFFECTIVE AS I MAY HAVE THOUGHT THEY WERE!!!

Also this is yet ANOTHER dream in which I was at my grandma's house and the SECOND dream I can recall that I was specifically in the kitchen area.



December 10th, 2006 (4:31 A.M.)

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!! IT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT IT ACTUALLY REALLY HAPPENED!!!!! I BEGAN THE SEPERATION PROCESS!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay let me start from the beginning!!!! :D :D :D I was getting sleepy fairly early (at least by my body's clock) and so I was going to go to sleep for 5 hours and wakeup for about 10-20 minutes and do the WILD technique after the preliminary 5 hour process of sleep was out of the way...well this is what happened instead...Okay check this...I set my alarm clock and then went to sleep...In my dream I said to myself..."If I see my family after this point...there's an 80% chance i'm dreaming." (Because I noticed in my dream recall notes that my family appears in groups "like a gathering" in my dreams and most often than any other cues)....and then I went..."I'm dreaming" and all of a sudden I noticed I was in my bed and I heard this loud thunderous banging sound on my door...I noticed it was pitch black in the room and I was trying to get up from my body...I guess I wasn't patient enough for the seperation process to finish, also I guess the loud noises scared me because I kinda freaked out and retreated back into my body...then I said...hm i'm kinda getting the hang of this and tried to leave again (Note***This is all still while I am physically sleep!!!) And sure enough the loud banging noises started on my door again. All I remember doing with my spirit is trying to get out by reaching up, but I couldn't "force" myself out...I'll have to rememeber next time that I have to wait out the seperation process...I guess I got kinda scared again or I lost conciousness because then I noticed that I found myself banging on various places on my wall trying to get my mothers attention because whatever that loud "banging" noise was, was freaking me out and I wanted her to wakeup and comfort me...well sooner or later she did wakeup and came into the room and sat on the floor to the left of my bed and told me how i'm getting older and that i'm becoming a man now and that I won't be living with her forever and stuff...I told her I know...and since i'm out of school gave her a good working pencil I didn't need (from the top of my dresser) with a good working eraser and I think I engraved (probably with my nail) or something the words "Geoffrey" on it in the past because it was there now. (You can tell by this point I gave up and lost conciousness) BUT WOW!!! THIS WAS AMAZING AND CHECK THE RECORDS...I'VE ONLY BEEN TRYING FOR ONE WEEK AND THIS WAS MY FIRST SUCCESS!!! WOOOOOOWWWW!!!! MORE TO COME!!!

Note** Also i'd like to point out that...in a weird way...as time went on the banging noises became less and less scary because during the seperation process, I remembered that "This was SUPPOSED to happen, so it became less scary."



December 11th, 2006 (3:27 P.M.)

I dozed off and took a 4 hour nap. However during the first hour I actually noticed I hit the sleep paralysis state and I was trying to move but couldn't...I also began hearing noises in my house. Well after trying to move so much I eventually succeeded and wokeup. I went back to sleep after I turned on some background noise and dreamt I had taken this job...I was like a radio show host and something else but I didn't know being a radio show host came with the job I initially applied for...since I didn't know, noone was manning the radio show microphone and ratings were dropping intensely and the listeners became angry with me. I also dreamt I was in some weird house in which I was trying to get out of, I and this other girl. This old man and his grandson were trying to find us and hurt us I think? Anyway we tried to get out through the window at the front of the house on the top floor but we found someone was blocking it (some woman) And I saw through the window that humans were being killed as they were entering the town's street because of a device that was turning them to vampires or into the undead which was actually the very thing I and that girl were trying to prevent so we failed our mission...I also had a dream I was in this store, a jewelry store, and three guys were in front of me and they were all talking one after the other about something important that happened (white guys). I felt impending danger coming so I left the shop in an unexplained hurry and behind me I heard someone go in the jewelry store and shoot up the place. I started to run and hide behind building walls but they were following me, two people...a young man and an old man. So I remember something happened where I was climbing up this dimly lit building wall, while high up I noticed the young man was following me with his gun, so I grabbed the young man's head and bashed it up against a building or something like that and let his body fall to the ground where the old man and some other spectators found it. I jumped on top of the buildings roof and started jumping from roof to roof. By doing this I found myself on top of my own roof and it was really weird to explain...I was in my room (but it wasn't the house I really live in, in the physical) and my mom woke me up to explain to me about the radio show's ratings. I went inside my room (the room I live in now in the physical sense) and started looking for two devices, I know one of the devices was a device that could help a person learn to fly. I don't remember what the other device was, I think it was instrumental in helping me quit the radio show host job :S Also my mom and I tried turning on the radios to see if there was dead air space or was there someone manning the microphone...turns out there were people calling in and complaining about me. I had a radio sort of like The speakers rickey has now that was sitting on the desk in front of my bedroom window. Also I noticed on the hallway wall something was written about me, I think it was my radio hosting performance level...It was a really weird dream.



December 12th, 2006

Last night I dreamed I had won some kind of contest or whatever to be in a Corbin Bleu musical video/show. I had won two tickets to the set and I chose to bring Brianna with me. While I was dancing with Corbin and some other people infront of this white screen as we were being video recorded...Brianna and some other people who were brought along as well had to stay behind the screen until shooting was finished. After we were done filming I brought Brianna over to meet Corbin Bleu and she seemed really happy about meeting him, then she saw some white girl (I think a t.v. show cheerleader or something, maybe hannah montanna) and she ran over to hug her. In another dream I had, I was at Clinton High School and I had gotten bust in the face by someone I believe, so I was being escourted out of the school to a hospital as blood was pouring from my eye and jaw (someone who bust me in the face sliced my jaw up with a knife) so people I passed by were looking scared by my face...or surprised or shocked...I eventually made it to the hospital and I was put in this large waiting room and the doctor finally called for me, he sowed me up and I looked pretty good except for a temporary crooked jaw ;)



December 13th, 2006

My dream last night started off with me in this classroom type setting, I was being taught how to lucid dream by the teacher and the entire class was learning, except out of all the students I seemed to be having the most difficulty. Launtavious was there as well as a few other students. And Mr. Mcginn (the wheelchair teacher was our teacher) Our job was to color a picture of a girl (which was someone lucid related) and I colored the girl but messed up by coloring her face orange and blue and she eventually ended up looking green. I brought it up to the teacher to see if I could get another. Before I could say anything he saw it and thought I colored the picture this way just to give him a hard time. He said, are you doing this to heckle me? Or something like that. Anyway I replied "Nono!" and explained it to him to which he replied that it's okay to ask for help when I need it and it was the smart people who really DO ask for help. I felt a little better (btw, he wasn't in his wheelchair, he was walking ;) As my class was being dismissed and the other class was coming in, I wrapped a blanket around me like a cape (as I do on my couch) and sat down on the couch in front of their classroom and began to talk on a cell phone. I noticed Tocaris, and Fabian enter the room. As I finished my short conversation on the phone I got up and walked out a door, well it led right into Rickey's room and that's where I found myself. It was Grandma's birthday and I had some kind of weird power where I could slow time down really slow or something. Anyway I proceeded to go downstairs and saw Audrey and Rickey sitting at the foot of the stairs talking to Grandma who happened to be sitting down on the floor directly across from them in the room with the lazy-boy chair (she was sitting down in the middle of the room.) I went to Audrey (This is gross beyond words) and like put my hand on her eyes covering them and slowed time down and took her in the kitchen and disrobed her, positioned her in such a way where it was doggystyle and getting ready to do the do :S I also made myself become less noticeable because I saw forea coming from his bedroom and leaving out the kitchen. I slowed Rickey down but apparently it was wearing off because I saw him come in the kitchen because he was picking up on something really weird happening. He started to show his mom some email from my inbox that he somehow gained access to where I was received letters from some insane people, one of which was marilyn manson (I think they were newsletters or whatever.) Anyway I made time regular again and myself noticeable and I and Rickey went into the room where Grandma was and Rickey sat on the ground gave her a birthday card and a kiss, I sat behind her with my legs under me and gave her a hug and kiss and she told us thank you to which I replied it was just from Rickey and she said that's okay. I remember another dream that took place at pleasant green. I was inside pleasant green, inside the waterfountain room swordfighting with this girl, while swordfighting (fencing really) I was leading her outside. She was cutting me up very little but I was making large cuts at her and we were going at it in such a way that I was being pushed out that door in the waterfountain room and then somehow (she became a he) and he was happy because he thought I didn't do much damage to him then he paused for a second and then almost everything fell apart on his body (the delayed reaction slicing) and he was severely injured and severely angry. I either jumped or flew to the top of the pleasant green building and went over it and on the other side...I noticed there was a group of people, primarily 2 girls and 2 boys or 3 girls and 2 boys that were trying to find a way to leave (through the means of flight) I could have taken them but I think they wanted to find someone else. I went into the pleasant green parking lot and noticed my mom was smoking and she had become a smoker. In the fellowship hall there was major construction work underway to build this stage-like kiddy place...but larry robinson was there and a bunch of other noni people, and rickey was there as well. I remember sitting down right at the exits to one of the inflatable tunnels on the kiddy thing.



December 12th, 2006(wake back to bed method)

scORE!!!! 2 points for me!!!!!!!!!!!!I did the wake back to bed method and I must say I went lucid twice!!! full blown lucidity vividness and all!!!!!! let me tell you what I did!!!! first I noticed the hynogogic setting in, so I then noticed I was sleeping and I was in this weird outside place where this dwarf with a white beard was screwing this girl and anyway the dream cut to me being in my bed saying "I'm dreaming" and all of a sudden it was daylight and I found myself in my room...I sat up in my bed and noticed this large square-like blue object propped up against my door AND my door was open...I was like...that's odd I closed and locked my door, I must be dreaming and then I realized I WAS!!! so then I just got out of my bed, it was kind of hard at first so I tried floating up...next thing I knew (I used the dream object, the blue thing to pull me out of my body) I was floating in the air in my living room...full blown vividness, full-blown lucidity, I KNEW I WAS DREAMING!!! I was moving slow because I was floating in the room...I decided I wanted to go up to the roof and fly (the colors and the vividness were so damn beautiful) I also noticed that my inner dialogue wasn't inner anymore, whatever I thought, I did...well at any rate I tried to go up through the roof and with some struggle I eventually made it and then blacked out and started flying and increasing my speed during the blackout, I think I went outer space...I increased my speed dramatically fast to where I was hearing "superman sonic boom" type sounds. I think I either lost lucidity or whatever because I found myself back in my bed and I sat up in my bed...I saw yet ANOTHER object propped up against my "now open" door. It was a circular green thing, about as big as the blue thing, it was about 3 feet in length and width. I used it to get out of my body again (by that I mean I used it to tell if I were dreaming or not, when I saw it I knew I was, so I got out my body again) and this time I heard kids playing outside (behind eastside) and what I did is I decided I wanted to go out there so I walked through my bedroom window and floated up, a bunch of kids were looking up at me and pointing (I started losing my conciousness partially) and I floated down, I saw mrs. turman and was like "Hey, I think I wanna have sex with her, afterall i'm lucid" so I began unbuttoning her buttoned up shirt and exposed her breast, I sucked them and then I had her get on the ground as I laid on the ground and had her suck my ***** and lick my *** and suck on my *****...(the **** licking was something I just decided to try :) it all felt pretty good especially as I inserted my ***** into her mouth and how she was going down on it...(then I lost all conciousness) I then noticed she was literally/physically a pig! so I threw her down and was like, I don't have sex with pigs...THIS WAS THE BEST LUCID EXPERIENCE EVER!!!! I DID THE WAKE BACK TO BED METHOD FOR THE FIRST TIME TONIGHT WITH AN IMMEDIATE SUCCESS, WOW!!!!! P.S. - I also remember somewhere inbetwen the hypnagogic states and the actual lucid dream I felt an immense sinking feeling (i've never felt it before but I have heard it is extremely common, and it is the seperation process as well as the mind disconnecting from external stimuli... P.S.S. :P Lemme also point out that someone had called on my housephone which woke me out of the oncoming hynogogic state, so what I did is I brought on the hypnagogic state deliberately...by thinking of illogical images, like man sitting on a ceiling etc...it was a very short time before the hypnagogic imagery began to REALLY kick in...THIS...WAS...THE...BEST...EXPERIENCE...EVER.. .I MEAN I LITERALLY KNEW I WAS DREAMING IN THE FIRST LUCID WAKING AND I WAS FLOATING THROUGH MY DEN, AWESOME!!!!! 2 LUCID DREAMS IN ONE NIGHT!!! MORE TO COME!!!!! I also want to point out that I saw Tia and Tamerra Mowry before I went lucid...they were in their house on the set and they were turned with their backs facing the audience and they had on dressess. They pulled up their dressess and spread their legs so their buttocks and panties would be shown while they were smiling and I remember thinking "This is a little too provocative for Disney...odd" So my awareness is DEFINATELY increasing by far!!! YAY!!!!



December 13th, 2006

Last night I had a dream that I was at Grandma's house but someone was trying to hurt us or something. Someone ancient. At any rate before that they were giving away movie passess to see a new Disneychannel movie in audrey/mom's old room in granmda's house, cept now the room was turned into a somewhat large movie theater. I, and mom were going but she changed her mind. Back to the evil thing...it was super evil wasn't nice at all, it was trying hard to get this object I had because of the material it was made out of. It wanted to trade my real one for his fake one trying to persuade me his fake one was a real as well. I didn't want to give the thing mine so I was being backed into a corner (in some type of kitchen-like area) by the beast and I threw my object to my mother to which she grabbed it and knocked out the person (who was evil as well) standing next to her who was potentially going to intercept the throw. Anyway after she got it I leaped over and we tried running out the door down grandma's hall and eventually came to Grandma's kitchen, there was a meal prepared for us, (Rickey, Mom, Audrey, and Grandma) and it was a little food, not that much but I don't know why. The evil thing showed up again except now we were in this large humongous stadium like area and the beast was gargantuam in size now. One of my friends was tied down in the middle of the stadium arena by the beast and I used my laser gun to try and break her chains. By doing this it angered the beast and he shot giant waves of fire in our direction that we just simply could not dodge. But for some reason it kind of hit us but didn't do much damage, (I think because of that item thingy I was still carrying.) I then noticed rickey was trying to drive us out of there down some dark street. Then I remember the dream cutting to me driving my car to this nice place started by Jerry Young and Mrs. Young (new hope principals.) (It sort of resembled the "people's" funeral home but the steeple like object on the tob was a polished green, infact most of the building was polished green and some type of brown.) I was a musician and I had traveled into that area (I think it was a neighborhood or a part of the woods or somewhere to play in this building but when I got there noone was there to show me that signs of life were anywhere in the building...another musician drove up and parked his car and was talking about how he came out here for nothing if noone's here to let 'em in...he started smoking and stuff which I didn't like...several other like-minded musicians came as well and pulled out a smoke. They threw their smokes on the ground once finished and I told them that it was illegal to smoke in these areas and especially to throw it down on the ground, it was a fire hazard. I think they might have respected part of what I said but I don't remember. Anyway I do remember the dream cutting off to me being in my garage at home but the garage was different...anyway I had a girlfriend and all the musicians just happened to be there as well. I was telling my girlfriend let's go but she said she wanted to stay there with the musicians and stuff and that she wanted all of them instead of me. It broke me but I decided to leave irregardless of her. The musicians were happy about this decision. I left and I remember walking down the sidewalk (of the street main street going into and out of the easthaven neighborhood) and seeing one of the houses to the right, well it's door was open and I decided to take a peek inside and relay a little message to be mysterious-like. I walked up to the door and there was a good number of people in the room walking and moving and talking, one person was at the door when I approached it (she was hanging out the door from the inside talking to the family) I noticed a guy lying on his stomach on the carpet. I told them a message I don't remember what it was (just that it had something to do with his brother that was missing or something like that or maybe even dead)...they thought it was for them I told them no and pointed to the guy on the ground...that it was for him. I began walking off when I noticed that he was getting up...as I continued walking down the sidewalk going in the direction back to my house the guy lying down was coming up to me from behind (some mexican american guy I believe) and anyway he was taller than me and not very happy. He grabbed me and was getting ready to hurt me because he thought I was trying to hurt him, physically or mentally, or maybe I had done something to his brother or maybe I had merely worsened an emotional wound of his. I tried explaining what I meant to him but he wouldn't hear it and kept trying to hurt me because he thought I was going to hurt him. He thought I was going to snap his neck so he was trying to do me physically bodily harm and incapacitate me first! When it got to the point where I couldn't bear this anymore I did snap his neck and left him on the street. Next thing I knew I was at eastside school, kind of like on the outside of it where the garden area is...there was majin buu pacing back and forth gaining strength and looking bloated and more ugly like he was getting ready to bursts with all those ugly yellowish veins around his body...



December 13th, 2006

I had another lucid dream :) But in this one I didn't maintain conciousness long enough because I spent too much time hanging out with dream characters. Okay in the first lucid dream I noticed I was lucid because I looked at my dresser and lifted something up with my mind so I got out and floated down the hallway to my mom's room and started floating around her room for a bit messing with her (she was in bed.) She somehow knew it was me in spirit form and said she could see glimpses of me flying around her room. I saw someone sitting down at eastside out my mom's bedroom window so I flew out there to see what other mischieve I could get into, it was Raven Symone and her brother Blaze! Raven had lost a great deal of weight and was hot again! I hung out with them awhile and brought brianna (lost conciosness). In that LD I noticed though that When I left my body my vision was blurry, so I tried willing my vision to become more clear and it eventually did :) In another lucid dream I felt hands, and pressure all over my body but it didn't bother me, I knew it was normal...I once again projected my awareness outwardly but fell down and woke up physically, (that was the 2rd lucid dream) i''m now going to tell you about a dream I had (losing most to all of my concious awareness) I had this magical nickelodeon Remote control that could rewind and fast forward time. I thought it was so cool. I was hanging out in a room with Courtney Mackey, Deon (from PG) and some other people, and some guys...Courtney Mackey had very large tits and nice legs. We were all in this upstairs room...I saw her put and electrical cord in her mouth b/c she was bored and I said something "Why do you have an electrical cord in your mouth?" And she felt pretty embaressed as others turned around to look at had the same "Wtf" expression on their face. Anyway I was telling them I had the power to go forward and backward in time, they didn't believe me so I told them to tell me their favorite words and I will rewind time and tell them what they told me their favorite word was. They never could really get their thoughts together. In the second very short lucid dream I had, I dreamt I had just awoken to lucidity in my bed and skeletons were coming in and ransacking the place and attacking me. I looked around my room and noticed pink papers and mess everywhere. I heard another skeleton come in my house and waited for him to come in my room, when he did I said the word "Jesus!" and he instantly left, I saw him leaving on a motorcycle across the back of eastside. I (lost conciousness) and instantly started packing up some clothes with the intent of going to audrey's house because I felt it would be safer over there. As I got into my car and hit highway 80, I noticed my car kept going too fast and at times crossing over into other lanes (perhaps it was because I didn't know how to drive dream cars yet ^_^) I opened up some kind of small portable car changer and put the car on autodrive while I tinkered with the controls trying to convert my car into a different car, when that wouldn't work I decided to change it into a hummer...all I know is the end result was me driving some type of small autodriving device. It was very popular but not street legal I don't think. Anyway I was in this weird strip mall type area now and while driving that device up a sidewalk and around it I noticed a beautiful lady in this car with a kid. I then saw on this hill this house and this black somewhat muscular guy was running down the hill after me with the intent of beating me up because I had looked at the girl or maybe even talked to her. At any rate I know I hopped off my device and was running into the parking lot, and he followed me, something happened and he tripped and hurt his back...when a professional came to take a look at him on the ground he diagnosed him with a broken back. So I smiled and kicked him because he couldn't hit back. He got angry and threw a few choice words at me. So then I walked over to the girl and her kid while they were beside their car in the parking lot and the dream blanked to me being in a room and me finding out about that time treading remote control (this is the prequel to me being in the room with courtney mackey). I discovered it on top of the set of a t.v. Then I (went and talked to courtney and stuff, oh btw, deon was laying on the ground and she clearly had a thong on) ;) After being in the room with courtney and deon and them...the dream cut to me being at Grandma's house and jason and brian and rickey, aunt wanda and the gang being there. I dumped a very large bunch of crunched up candy dust on a table positioned in in the den. I sat in the chair at the table (there were a good bit of chairs, about the norm amount of chairs at a dinner table) And I was talking to Brian, I heard Rickey playing the piano (which was in the little area where grandma's desk, pencils, and typewriter are in the den) and aut wanda beside him enjoying it and cheering him on. Rickey was also signing to the tune he was playing. I looked at jason and he had his entire head in the large candy dust...I pushed it all off him and laughed at him because he now had pink cotton candy like stuff all in his hair...he didn't say anything...he then played a trick on me from behind I looked at him and noticed he had something in his nose...a green peppermint! Anyway Jason tried getting it out. There was also a scene in my dream where I and a bunch of other guys were lined up horizontal style sitting down in a warehouse being held up at gunpoint by the joker and his crew...I felt I had a certain level of power over the joker because I still had the time treading remote control and figured if anything went wrong, I could merely rewind time. This idea also prompted me to "put on my ego hat" and throw a few smart remarks at the joker knewing I could hit rewind anytime before he killed me or whatever. So my conclusion on the dreams? 2 were definately lucid a 3rd MIGHT have been lucid but only for a very very temporary time, and that was where I tried to get up from my physical body and noticed a great deal of weight on me (maybe because I was waking up or something) but I do know I fell back down into my body and physically woke up :). And the 2 lucid dreams I did have...the first lucidity lasted a little before I lost conciousness and the 2nd last a little before I lost conciousness...so my conclusion? Lucidity was attained, but not maintained :) But i'm getting better and think i'm developing a way to have them every night I want!!! WOOHOO!!!! They were short but I think i'm getting the hang of this ;)



December 14th, 2006

Last night I had a dream that I was in this hallway type area and I was sort of like Johnny Cash (or at least I thought so) and this girl was getting on to me in front of everyone (who seemed to be taking the role of june carter) in the dream. Anyway I saw Forea standing infront of a door looking at us as if to see what the problem was. I walked down the hallway and saw Harrison standing infront of a door and Essaw Owens in this big open space with seats surrounding him talking to young people about noni. Some young guys were behind me and eventually sat down in the seats as he talked. I saw harrison escourt someone in his office (the door he was in front of) and talk to them about noni. We spoke briefly. I then remember the dream cutting off to me walking down into this big ballroom type area where everyone was setting up for something. I then walked out the door leading out of the ballroom in the back and in the doorway I noticed someone stopped me. Some guy who was rich, I think he was a rich thug or whatever. Anyway he asked him how would I like him to show me a job where I could make alot of money, I said sure so I asked for his number, he didn't have it on him so he just took it from someone else and gave it to me...then I walked out the door and I noticed a flight of stairs leading downward. I stepped on the first stair, and then I think I jumped over quite a few and landed an the bottom. My cousin Jason saw me do it and I told him what I did and he wanted to try but I don't think he succeeded (can't remember). Then I remember Essaw Owens, me, mom, audrey and I think forea all gathered around and we were talking about very valuable action figures. One of the figures I was holding up was a modified version of the monster from the big black lagoon. Essaw and Audrey were chatting it up about the different kind of action figures there were and that they collected or want to. (Moreso Essaw). I then found myself at Grandma's house, she wasn't home because she had gone on vacation so I was there by myself and I had this camera in my hand, it was a weird camera...it could record me while holding it in the color green mixed with a red color. It was weird. I remember recording a brief thing about me and I also remember going over to the fireplace and noticing that there was a baby there. So I took care of the baby or at least tried to remember to feed it and give it something to drink. It was my responsibility...the baby had a large head too lol. The next thing I remmeber about the dream is I found myself in my own house, I was flying around, floating around etc...sitting indian style while hovering and moving around in the air. My mom came in the living room on her way to washing the car, I was playing with her by floating around as she was leaving out the door. The flying experience was pretty cool. Also I remember seeing angela lyles come into archestratus but she had a different voice :S...That's all I really remember from those dreams...



December 14th, 2006

I tried inducing an LD combining WBTB with MILD and WILD (I fell asleep conciously) The most that came from it was I reached my hands out of my body trying to get free but couldn't :P or I think that was the case, either that or my lucid body was very heavy because I tried floating up or out and coudldn't, the most success I had was when I tried moving my legs out of bed but then that wouldn't work all the way so I tried putting them back in and THAT wouldn't work! (I think in the initial stage I was in sleep paralysis and then it kicked into an LD. I then noticed something enter my room some purse or boxer shorts or something! lol then I noticed that a force was trying to pull me up through my ceiling by my legs...I wouldn't let it (This is what I think was the LD) I do remember about this WILD that when I was waving my hands through the air I felt some kind of invisible wave-like energy and it was pretty cool :) Oh yeah btw, throughout the entire thing I was concious ;) when I hit SP, it was so real and vivid and I felt the "shift" but I was afraid to move because I thought perhaps if I did I would be moving my physical body because it was just that real! but nah the physical body was in paralysis. Before I "awakened in my dream" I was at Archestratus and Jason (one of the manangers) was over by the dishes telling someone how to do something...I knew I was dreaming so I walked up to him and slapped his face a few times and then that's when I "awakened in my dream lying in my bed"



December 15th, 2006

Last night I had the strangest dream, I dreamt I was in this super archestratus/hotel. Anyway I made friends and stuff and decided to go all the way to the top floor of archestratus (don't know how many floors there were) I walked up several flights of stairs until I finally approached this private "mature" room upstairs. The sign read "mature" and I made my way up I was stopped by this beautiful girl who just so happened to be the guard that night. I tried to seduce her and said something like "oh c'mon you gotta take a break sometime" And she agreed...she wanted to do me and told one of her fellow workers that she was going to the bathroom. She motioned for me to follow her...I followed her part of the way and then this television not too far from me in this room caught my eye as I was with the girl waiting for her to clockout. I was thinking to myself...I don't want to lose my virginity to this girl, not here, not now...we can just do oral. I was standing behind the girl and all of a sudden on the t.v. I saw two demon ladies wink at me. I knew what I was doing was wrong and I wasn't sure if I wanted to give my virginity up this way...so I turned around and jumped over the flights of stairs as soon as possible and started going around the corner down the last part of stairs before I entered back into archestratus bar area but I felt some kind of spirit or wave of something try to grab me back but missed me. (...I then was walking through this hotel area (on my way out to go home) and Anyway I made it and I got my tipout and I was carrying it in a jar...I noticed Ariel(girl I worked with at sonics, was there as well, I asked if she worked here but she said no so then I started escourting her out the building into the parking lot...I saw jason off in the distance looking at us(coworker jason) and other people looking at us.as well. As I was escourting her to her car she smiled and said something like "You really should start running to your car now" I wondered what that was about...then I started walking to my car and noticed all these people (primarily black) in the parking lot hanging out and some started approaching me, I turned around and one was behind me too trying to get my tipout money. They started coming up rapidly now so I ran back inside the hotel and tried to ask the black lady behind the desk if I could call the police. (cause she was on the phone) She said in a minute so I went around a little network marketing room and came back to the desk, she said she had called the principal for me and I said what?!? I said police not principal!. She said sorry but she was busy now and couldn't recall. I saw a large party of women in the corner and one of them was getting up to which I said..."Grandma?" The desk lady said no that's not your grandma and the lady infront of me I thought was my grandma smiled and just walked on past me. Anyway I used my cellphone to call the police and they said that the call had been made and we're coming, they told me to calm down and they'll be out there soon. It was about daylight when they came (it was night before then) and it was a black guy sent to protect me to my car. As we were walking out, (him in front) There were a group of guys coming up to us in the parking lot and the man said something to them but they pulled out a gun and he pulled one out too and shot and killed the young black man and another pulled a gun out and the man pulled out a larger gun, an ak I think, and shot him, I ran and hid behind a car, one of the guys was coming up to me so I shouted, ones over here! and then I saw one guy the man was talking to pull a gun out behind his back getting ready to surprise the man, I yelled that he had a gun behind his back and he was trying to put ammo in it. To my dismay the police officer was shot and killed by the guy. I knew this meant trouble so I ran back to the door of the hotel when I saw two of the staff members of archestratus looking at what happened and pleased (they were evil) I then ran back in the hotel, went to the right of me at the double doors and went through them and up the stairs, I was trying to find a less conspicuous place to hide but I couldn't. I then remember feeling fear, terror and the feeling of "gotta move fast!!" I left that place and tried going through another place through some doors, I saw Patrick and he said "hey man" and he followed me...through the doors was the doors to the church of pleasant green. I saw a about maybe 40 congregation members there. Patrick followed...he then said to me as we were going down the aisle, him directly behind me..."Do you know why i'm not like them? (the other evil staff members) then he said, "because my evil is in my nail" he then revealed his small pinkie finger had a razor like nail and it was green, he stabbed me with it and I felt this massive thive taking over my body as I struggled to move around and away from him. I saw him go up to this white lady and start pinching her arms briefly maybe about 10 times. Then the pinched spots turned in red blotches...He then said to her...you'd better get to a hospital fast, because those aren't just blotches of red...that's pools of blood now. The dream then changed scenery, I was at home and I remember going in my moms room and she ws in bed...then all of a sudden I sensed someone coming. I looked outside the patio door and it was Clay, he was like 70% superman though. He had laser visiona nd could fly, but not as fast. He said some threatening words and then flew up and away. But not before I tried throwing some things at him. lol. I walked back inside and saw my mom was ill because the staff was making her that way. I remember her showing me a funeral program for the man who protected me (the policeman) I think his name was Roland? Or something...anyway I remember her saying that I should console and thank his family for giving up his life for me....I then had another dream in which I was a modern day ghostbuster, and clay and a few others were ghostbusters as well. We each had our own individual suits and proton packs. There were no ghost traps. We were at a dinner table and some ghost came by or something so we jumped up and shot our streams at it and finished it off. I then went outside or something because there was some man trying to kill me, he was a superhero, I think super stretch man or something but I began running back to the room we were in and I outran him. I then remember there was another ghost to bust and Clay was asking if he could bust that ghost with us but they said to him not before he finishes cleaning off the table. So I helped a lady with her dishes on her table. I then had another dream in which I was in this weird room with moving chairs that gradually moved around the room. or you can sit in a dual chair (two chairs on opposing ends) and conversate with someone. I was having a conversation with someone in the chairs, I think some female and I was really attracted to her and wanted to kiss her as the chairs were moving. I then was sitting down with snoop dogg and asking him where do you see your family life being in the next year? And he responded with a serious answer and serious face. I then sat down with sadamm hussein and I remember him telling me something like "It's Al-Queda's fault!" Then I remember being on this t.v. like set (I think it was mad t.v.) and there were alot of people around, yet the main cast, cast meant to go on first, was being prepped first while everyone else just was sitting around waiting and talking to each other. I saw Debra wilson take off her shirt and expose her breast right before she put her hand on her breast and put a new shirt back on, then she sped-walked to the stage of the set getting ready to practice or perform one or the other then I remember having a conversation with a sweet old lady about noni juice while we were sitting down on the set. She said it really helped out her son and then she was saying that to anyone she could get her hands on that would listen to her and sit down for a moment. I then remember the dream changed again and I said something to forea like is the presentation still going to be limited to 30 minutes? To which he replied "No" with a stern face. I then remember that Lacy (the dog) was a boy and then sidney (the girl dog that was put to sleep) was in grandma's room and so was "the boy lacy dog" and lacy was humping sidney, I told Audrey and she said "Oh yeah, they've been doing that alot" or something along those lines...I then remember going into grandma's driveway and getting inside my mom's car, backing it out down the street, turning it around and pulling back up into the driveway so it could be closer. That's all I remember for now. I also had a dream where my laptop was really maleable and I was bending up the screen like paper and stuff...weird. I was sitting down on the lazyboy in the den when it was happening like that. I had another dream after I had gone back to sleep where I was at Grandma's house and had gotten a part in a small play, the role of a guy named Jason. Raven Symone, Adrienne bailon, Kiely Williams were all in the play. It was scheduled to take place at Pleasant Green. I was at Grandma's house as I said earlier and I was in the driveway when some people drove up, one was a guy who I guess was jealous of my role and he said something and began punching me rapidly in the stomach (muscular guy) it hurt just a bit but not terribly too much. Anyway someone else had gotten out the car and someone else with him, the guy who had gotten out of the car first was telling me a little bit about the guy who got out with him...he said that he had killed someone or something. Anyway after the cars were gone I went up to the little area at grandma's house in the front behind the plants, and I sat on that little brick wall area...I saw Raven Symone coming up to me and I said hello to her. She smiled at me and aid "hey" back. She then said we needed to practice the kissing scene she and I had. I was more than happy to. She walked up to me and kissed me softly on the lips and pulled away, it felt magical...I said something like "I thought that was good but not perfect, so let's try it again" and she giggled...we then kissed again but a little longer this time...it was awesome. Well on the night of the play I went into the bathroom at pleasant green then went back to the telephone in that small room and spat in a cup as a man passed me, I asked if he was in the play, he said he was but it was a small role which he didn't like, but was at least happy to be a part of something going on television. I went up to the choir stand where a huge bunch of people were sitting down in while watching scene 1 of the play. I remember Rickey was playing the piano and the director or someone else began reading off all of Rickey's accomplishments, then said...RICKEY BOWDEN!!!!!! Rickey stood up and took a bow while everyone jumped up and started clapping for him...I was looking for my socks and shoes and couldn't find them...I was panicking, I asked Brianna to help me and she said she knew where they were, I then went back to check on her to see if she had found them she said she hadn't...I looked down at my feet and there I saw my socks and shoes so that made me happy. So then I grabbed my script and I heard the director say "Scene 3!" My character came in towards the end of scene 3 and the scenes were going by very fast...I went into the drinking fountain room and started trying to remember as much as I could, mrs. turner (craig's wife) approached me and began talking to me about the play I didn't want to be rude but I told her I couldn't talk now, and that I had to remember this...because it struck me...I HADN'T LEARNED ANY OF MY LINES!!!! I then wokeup.



December 16, 2006

You know, I didn't have time to really induce an LD the way I would normally do it...so I tried the SILD method (Sound induced lucid dream) and lemme just say I wokeup in my dream (though I don't know how concious I was) but I knew I was lucid dreaming...I found myself standing in my living room knowing I was lucid dreaming and saying "Am I dreaming?" and stuff. I saw this somewhat elderly white guy standing at the front door's little walk-in area looking at me but I knew he was a dream character so I ignored him. My room was really clean and i'm guessing my mom had a hand in that...I then figured, what the heck i'm gonna go explore...so I took off and that's all I recall...it wasn't as vivid as the others. but still an ld ;)



December 17, 2006

I did the WBTB and MILD and gained instant success...I wokeup in my dream and realized my bedroom door was different...I tried sticking my hand through it but it wouldn't work, and it looked different. So then I started floating and flying around my house whie talking to hope patterson on the phone. I also remember the dream starting off with me being in a bar I guess...and I knew I was beginning to dream...the pictures developed into scenes and situations...I was sitting down at this bar and someone had told me I couldn't lay my head down on the bar and I said something like, I can do what i'm want i'm dreaming. Also then I remember embaressing the person and laughing in my dream. Then it cut to the lucid dream. Granted this WAS a lucid dream, it was short, not a high lucid, and I fellout the dreamstate, that will have to change. Oh yeah I also remember me thinking of the lucid crossroads place and getting ready to go there before I left(wokeup) I focused on the picture of lucid crossroads and the image of it...then I got it to become clearer then it poofed/vanished and I wokeup. I went back to sleep and had another dream. no ld'ing though. I dreamt that I was in my bed and my mom was out of town...it was around 1 am and I saw out my bllinds some people walking by my window. I thought it was all in my head at first then my blinds were blown all the way to the side by a mighty gust of wind revealing a line of white people dressed in white walking past my window beating a faint drum. I instantly got out of my bed and hid/laid down beside it as to not be seen. This white lady with blonde hair and dressed in white came in my room just a little and began talking to me telling me about how the world was coming to an end or and something about something satanic. I ran out of the room and called 911. I began telling the person on the phone what happened and I started breathing irregularly while talking to her...I was winded...the lady on the 911 call said she was some kind of special agent and that everything was okay. I said something like I hope this was a dream...and the lady went silent...then she said "It is a special ceremony involving auras..." etc...I freaked out because I then realized she was a part of it too so I threw down the phone. (I was in the living room) and I began screaming at the top of my lungs...JESUS IS LORD!, JESUS IS LORD! JESUS IS LORDO! JESUS IS LORD! I then remember the dream cutting off to another one. Me and myself were going into this weird hospital place/hotel place I think. I noticed I was older while looking at myself (myself being me looking at a different body,a future me). I took the turkey sandwich out of the future me's hands as he was walking into the place...he kept walking as I ate bites of it (he was dressed nicely) I tried giving it back to him but he refused to take it back so I just stuffed it in his hand and ran on ahead inside. Inside he threw the sandwich down on the ground and I remember saying pick that up! that's not like me at all! and so he picked it up. I then went down this corridor and entered a room, inside the room was a door, I went into the door and looked down, there was like 20 flights of square-patterned stairs to walk down. I then went back into the room and noticed Forea there...Scott (From computer graphics) came in the door (from the stairs) and shook my hand telling me hey and everything, also about his new girlfriend and pics of her. The pics were about her kissing another girl or something and scott began reading me something hrorrible from a paper he found about some kind of people that attend concerts regularly...like the kind of people that follow the band around constantly. Something sick and sadistic...I chose not to read it and then looked down the huge flights of stairs again. I think I was being chased or something because I had to go down them real fast and when the peron who was chasing me had chased be down to the bottom, he had then raced back up but I chose to jump-climb up. I didn't make it back up before him but I went inside the door and saw another door was up against the wall in direct proportion as the one I just left. I then went inside and saw Reverend Mcquirter and cedric the entertainer cooking mini pizzas for us. The majority of them looked horrible but a few of them looked tasty. The perosn who was following me I told them to either leave or something else insinuating that they go away. They did so and took the pizza on my far left that looked the best with them. I was behind the table everything was being laid out on. I remember Reverend said something like since these look horrible anyway we'll throw these out, I found some more batter so we can make some more. I saw a spider and another bug and attempted to brush it fast off the table. Then I had a dream about me my mom and a water slide? lol When I went BACK to sleep again I dreamt my dad was in town and he was laying on our couch and I was bringing a plate of something to him all I know is that some green liqued stuff was on it and I spilled it leaving a trail and spilled some on the floor in front of him...so I went back to the kitchen (after he commented on that) and got some cleaner and cleaned it up. I also remember the boys (grandkids) - excluding Brianna were hanging out at my house I think it was my house. Anyway we were all around a few girls sitting at a round table and Rickey got up and left and went to another house where the grownups were hanging out at. I apparently got bitter about this and called that house and uncle perry picked up the phone and I just felt bitter on the inside...Anyway I also remember somehow me putting audrey in the hospital and she getting up and feeling better and me breaking down crying in happiness. I also remember me coaching a junior soccer team of kids.



December 18, 2006


weird dream last night. I had a dream that my mom was ill and in her bed, she had to take these weird electric shocks in her neck to keep her up to par. I was in the den staying up as usual then I saw a little black girl appear in our firepalace. Just standing there...then she vanished. I then witnessed a bird come in through our fireplace as well, it's beak was about 3 inches long and it had a worm in its mouuth. I captured the bird with a small cup when it was on the floor. My mom came into the den noticing I was still awake and I told her about the girl...she began to walk over and she accidentally partially stepped on the bird. She went back to bed and I trailed her. I notiiced a christmas tree was in my room as I passed by. I also noticed that a limb and some lights on the limb had come off of the christmas tree in the den, so I took it and tried toput it back on. While in the den getting ready to go back and check on my mom...some people knocked on our door. I tried to check and see who they were but all I noticed was Rickey and two more people. I went into my mom's room and said something to her about it and she said let them in...however I was cautious. I slid open the glass door. Rickey came in and a man and a woman with him. They gathered around my mom's bed and we noticed that the lady had a baby with her. And my mom had a baby in HER arms as well. They wanted to know if their baby could stay with us because they said they were going to die today (The man and woman). The woman said she had tried to get one of the electro-shock things that my mom has so they could be saved but she couldn't...that reminded my mom to take another shock as well. She said "Oh that reminds me", so then she took another shock in her neck and fell in the bed and started sitting up and fell again etc...A normal process due to the shocking thing. The lady said "We don't have much time" and I said, what 6 years? and she said "No, we're dying today" or something like that. Then Rickey started preaching to my mom in bed and my mom's words were "awesome" and they all laughed and left. I had another dream in which I was trying to drive to Creflo Dollar's house and mr. harper and my mom were in the car with me and I was pissed off at them both and was yelling and stating how I felt to the both of them while I was driving through neighborhoods and stuff trying to get there. When we got there I remember me having on my basketball shirt (it was white) And I was talking to a fellow ball player asking him about what do I do on the court...I was point guard but didn't know the role of point guard...I was asking him for help to understand exactly what my role is. I went onto the court getting ready to play a scrimage/game and I noticed I had sandals on. I realized I couldnn't play unless I had regular shoes on so I went around asking a few people if they have an extra pair of shoes...most said no...there was this team my team was going up against and one guy on the team I really had to beat...Rickey saw my predicament and loaned me his shoes...but they were rollerblades...but apparently that was fine there. I went to go to the bench and strap them on and get ready to play. I had another dream in which I was at a table with Don Hartness and some other people (girls I think) and we were doing the "boom clap boom boom claP" beat to afi's prelude 1221. I hahd another dream in which I was going through the sonic drive-thru and Marcus Evans was at the window and I said hey to him. I had another dream in which I was at my Grandad's house (the harpers) and they had cooked dinner, I wasn't hungry yet so I hadn't eaten anything so I was watching some t.v. Aunt Janet and Grandma (deceased now) were behind me and watching to what I kept changing channels to. My mom brought over some of the food in a forkful and put it close to my mouth. I ate it and thought it was delicious. So I got up and went to go find more food. I found uncle perry and a few others had come in behind me to do the same. My mom said "It's in the other kitchen" So I went into the "other" kitchen directly behind the first and had to do a series of games to find the doorway to the food. Weird :S I also had another dream after I went back to sleep that I was in this large mansion type house by myself because everyone had left...I was in a showerroom trying to close both the doors in the room at the same time but they wouldn't stay shut. So I tried using the shower curtain rod to put in between them to hold them but it was too short. Then B.B. King came in and we started talking as we walked out the room (he was a deceased spirit in my dream) I propped up against a wall and listen to him talking as Tocaris Calvin came down a large flight of stairs and passed me I guess thinking I was talking to myself but no it was B.B.!!! Anyway B.B. was talking about encouraging things. I saw a picture of my family on a mantelpiece and I pulled it down, it was my mom, audrey, grandma etc...lined up going down a flight of stairs while having their picture taken. My mom was wearing black in the picture but at first I thought it was me with just long hair. I went down the hall and noticed my family in there. I saw grandma brianna and mom and audrey in there. I heard my mom say something like "Bri, grandma bought some (brand name here I don't remember) couches and noones sat on them yet" So she became the first person to sit on it by rushing to it and plopping down, also they were her favorite brand...I sat down on them as well and noticed how comfortable they were. I also had another dream that I was in this classroom type setting and everyone was given some kind of batman toy, a little paper ketchup holder, and some kind of crushed up leaves I believe. We were going to do some kind of experiment but the teacher was very strict about us not clowning around with the tools we were given. That's all I remember from there.



December 20th 2006

I had a dream that me, my mom and I think Rickey were at this man's house...or at least at his front yard, we wanted to come in and like watch a certain movie but he had horrific guard dogs...he grabbed his guard dogs and put them out so we could come in. He noticed lacy. (Bri's dog) He said that lacy in fact was a "he" not a "she" as we had long believed. Then I had another dream where this lady was in our house while my mom was cooking some good dinner, (fries and something else) there was a cammelfly inside the den area while I was sitting on the couch and she noticed it and tried to swat it down and catch it (she was obviously a friend of my mom's). she succeeded then threw it on me laughing and I threw it back on her (btw, she was quite busty lol) Brianna then came up to me with a medium sized plate full of food and shoved some fries into my mouth, I scolded her as she sat down on the couch beside. I then had another dream in which I was at home. I was on the couch talking to Rickey on the phone and then I said "Rickey..." and noticed the phone went dead. I sat up on my couch because I swore I saw something just run by going up the hallway. I cautiously got up and went inside my room because I only had my boxers on and put on the quickest pants I could find (the blue and white gym shorts). My vision was sort of blurry so I put my glassess on too and tried leaving out the backdoor to leave the house because I felt some presence in there or something was about to happen. I went out the backdoor, looked around for a bit and noticed that I would never be able to get across eastside without someone stopping me. So I went back inside and went out the front door. I noticed my car was gone and everything looked slightly different...infact my mom's car was gone as well. I walked up the street and noticed an old rusty gas station, the gas price read "$1.99" I was now "walking up the street by where eastside should have been and in front of mr. durrants house (or where THAT should have been as well) I then saw two teenagers, black boy and black girl standing in the street way out in front of me. They were just standing there as a huge 18 wheeler truck was zooming at them, then the boy and girl lit on fire and by them doing that, lit the gas truck on fire as well. Well supposedly this was a "vision" within a dream because I had awoken and went to go tell Rickey. I went into this like "project room" small room...where he and this girl were working on something for school. She was caramel skinned, long black hair in a ponytail and she kinda liked Rickey. I came in and sat down and said I needed to talk to you rickey and he said i'm kinda busy and then I said "I jumped again" and then the girl (whose name was claire) turned around and looked at us...so I said "er...jumped really high, i've been practicing" I told Rickey in his ear "The gas was "$1.99" and I remember him with a sort of surprised look on his face...So I remember her getting up and writing something on the back of the door and then leaving out smiling at us. We talked a bit about it then Rickey read what the back of the door said...it read something like "Geoff Hrpr is sxir than Ricky" or something LIKE that...she walked back in smiling and giggling a bit because she knew that she was playing with Rickey. And he knew too. I turned around to a computer and started typing some stuff out on it. Then I had a dream where I was in my room and had drawn some really cool pictures that when you look at them, they move! My mom was admiring them then I remember us leaving the house for some reason and us being in pleasant green's parking lot with my mom. We were the only car there and we were getting some supplies out. We started walking back to the "old house" we lived in and noticed nothign was there...it was completely gone...I kept remembering my mom saying something like "We'll be sleeping in the rain tonight" But I didn't believe her or just thought she was kidding...Well turns out she wasn't...and we were homeless. I then remember us turning and going into some woods to the left of us getting ready to find a place to sleep/rest for the day. We were walking and this guy went past us and got in front of us stopping us. We said we were going to setup a place to sleep and with a smirk on his face he said something like "No you're not, i'm going to kill you, that's what i'm going to do." And he pulled out a gun right as my mom and I pulled out ours and he shot my mom, then he tried to shoot me but couldn't so I tried shooting him but couldn't so I threw my gun at him and it hurt him a bit, I then threw it at him again and it knocked him out and I kicked him hard in the face as well. I saw my mom lying on the ground and I remember saying to her "Mom? When you see Jesus, make sure he lets you save a place for me in the choir" She was moving just a bit and she smiled and then passed that's all I remember...(I believe this particular dream was triggered from the information hope told me about the guy and the car crash and about his "family")

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December 21th 2006

I had a weird but cool dream last night. In my dream...I was at grandma's house and this huge humongous stiranium sized duded comes up to (The place is pact with people_ and says something, umbles or whatever about something to me but it dooesn't sound too nighe. He had one arm that had some tyhpe of retractable metal thing instead of a regular arm. When he started fighting with someone at granma's house. An entire crowed gathered close and watch to see who would win. Tehe giant sized guy grabbed his average sized opponent by the head and body slammed him headfirst into the ground causing blood to spew from his head. With that, I started to get up and leave realizing I wasn't prepared to fight such a beast yet. I opened the door to granmda's house getting ready to leave when the giant noticed i had done so. Apparently this made him angry so I rushed out as well as lots of other people too. My car was smashed up just a but in the front due to smoone overparking on my hood. I pulled out from the congested driveway and startd driving home. I put my windows downa dn saw a girl on my way. I asked her if she needed a ride and she was hesitant but said yes. At this point I was shooting stop signs with my car bullets. I and the girl (who oddly enough resembles lindsay thomas) get out and start going down these steps. Now I am dragging her with a cart because she turned into an old black lady that I offered to sit in a bucket and carry her. After we went down the steps (dragging her down the steps with her eventually hitting her head pretty hard on that last step...) She turned back normal again. We were in some kind of dimly lit maroon colored hallway with some mirrors. Cliffton was with us too. (Cliffton from archestratus) He was supposed to protect us I think. Anyway I and the girl ducked into a bathroom and hid behind the door as we were witnessing a flashback about a dangerous spirit. We came out of the bathroom and cliff got a little upset because he thought we ducked out without him. I explained to him it wasn't that at all, I told him the truth and then we were in clinton high school getting ready to go downstairs when we saw someone pull out the hook from a grenade so I knocked/pushed cliff back then it blew up and I said something like "See, i'm only trying to help you man" And he finally understood it and wasn't mad anymore and actually said "Thank you man" Anyway...next thing that happened is (before all that happened anyway) I found myself in a classroom, and this girl was posing taking a picture standing up, she looked like ashley george but it wasn't her. And I asked this girl how much time before we get out of school for good? To which she replied "one week" and also found it quite shocking I didn't know that myself. Anyway...going into the future abit from that last story...lol as I was saying...I was walkiing downstairs and noticed Derek Younger, he cut his hair to a nice sized very very short afro and had glassess...we weren't talking that much but I asked him "Did you bring my weapons?" He and I both knew months and months ago that it was predicted a huge gargantuam sized crazy guy would try destroy clinton high and everyone period. He handed me a bunch of pencils and I said "dude...where's all my knives and blades" and he replied something like "I couldn't bring those" Even though we stopped talking as much, we still showed up to do our duty on that day. As we kept going downstairs (Second flight of stairs now) he picked up a beating instrument and readied himself. I got ahead of him and went to go ready for war. I jumped at the pole between the two door openings and swung myself feet first into teh garbage can in the hallway. This girl came out and said "Are these the people who are supposed to be big and bad and taking over clinton high and destroying and killing people?" I looked through the glass window in a room...It was bulk and skull...I told her "Nah, those aren't the guys." Anyway I and Derrick went on further and more into the corridor and finally saw him near the librabry/attendance office are. The guy was HUGE. Derrick and I stood a good dstance and as he threw large tables at me I dodged them and sometimes would pick them up and throw them back at him. I also would pickup a knif I saw on the table and throw it at him. Derrick had on some kind of bullet/pain absorbing material he and I were wearing that required repatching from time to time during our fight with the beast. ome watching spectators were watching with enthusiasm and told me to go back and fight the beast because derrick needs help, they said they'll do the patching. I said okay and left them with the patchwork. I went out to were Derrick was and noticed the beast too. We tossed a few things at it with hopes of slicing it and it worked. We then defeated the beast and ripped off it's armor/costume/gear whatever and hung it in this small dimly lit place where we collected the suits/gear of our enemies we beat. I remember seeing someone behind the desk at our office where we were hanging the suit so I remember trying to makeup a story change so I could throw that person off and not let them know what we did. I also had another dream before this one infact...one which I was at the old house "by the cemetery" And I was by myself. My mom had brought me some things back but asked me to save her a slice of the ice cream cake. I ate some ice cream cake but for the most part all of what she brought began messing up and falling apart. I sat at the table in the dining room of the house and noticed how lonely I was and a bit scared to be the only one in the house...So I got up and went to the Ford's house. I remember it being around 12:30 am. I was looking for a bed to sleep in...most of them seemed occupied at their house. I tried sleeping in Brianna's bed with her but she kept putting up a fuss (she was sort of a baby age.) Also I tried sleeping in Rickey's bed, but he told me as I layed in it that his laptop was on his computer, so I moved it and it accidentally fell to the side of the bed to which he asked what that sound was...I told him it was nothing and I straightened up his laptop and went to sleep. I also remember fragments of a dream where I was in this shopping store looking for something. Well that's it for now :) I had another dream in which I was a singer but before that lemme tell ya this part :) I was donating clothes to some place as were hundreds of ofer students. Phillip Blackman was there and I was helping him unload his clothes and put them up. I told him to come on to the back were everyon else was at and unloading there stuff...he said "Man Julianna won't let me!" I helped him unpack a shirt that was sort of girly and I brough it to his attention, then I helped him unpack another shirt that was cool looking and I said "Why do you want to throw this away?" And he changed his mind and kept it. Then the dream went to me passing by Jasmine Rayford in the crowded hall were people were scuffing by trying to get in and out donating their stuff (all of them teenagers.) I leaned up against this wall and saw bucket and derrick beside me about 15 feet away from me talking to each other. I was also talking to sean...then bucket was about to come over and talk to sean until he realized I was there then I remember hearing him ask Derrick "What's he doing here?" Or something along those lines. Anyway, sean walked over to derrick and bucket and started chatting with them leaving me by myself. Sean's little brother Justin came over and talked to me. He was telling me about how he was just recently in a train wreck. He said another train came at his train head-on. I asked if he had broken anything and he said he hadn't, but that he had twisted his hip. Then I went and sat down iniside some shop and sat by a window...An SUV parked in front of the window and there were like 4 girls in the car, all looking dead at me, I was looking at them as well...one of the girls (the driver) resembled leslie hernandez. Anyway I got up and burst into song singing some song called "True this" As I sang I went around the little mall-like area and started singing to girls and Justin (seans lil brother) had helped me out a little. Then at the end of the song I started doing this weird dance and I got Jasmine Rayford to end the song with her singing the words "My boy" or something like that.



December 22th 2006

Last night I had a really weird dream about Jasmine Rayford. Okay lol I was with Forea and the gang in this strip mall type place. Anyway I guess we were doing some travelling on the road and stopped there. I got out and went inside and looked around. I met a self-professed gay man. He seemed to be under the weather and I told him, to which he replied "Oh that must be because of my sweetheart" or something like that, and I guess he knew I really didn't understand what he was saying because he said something like "my boyfriend" next so then I got it. I walked over to a few stands looking around. I saw Jasmine Rayford there and asked her if I could take her to one of these restaurants in the mall for some food. She said something like, sure but later. Or something like that. Anyway, I kept checking out the place and noticed a philly cheese steak restaurant. I was thinking about getting one. I walked up to the restaurant and asked the guy behind the desk "May I see a picture or something of the philly cheese steak before I buy it?" Because there weren't any pictures of it whatsoever I saw. He snapped and said something like "What's the matter with you, get the heck outta here, don't ask me for something like that" He was a fairly tall black man looked in his mid-20's and had the "chef's white hat" on. As I turned around to walk away, I noticed people had saw what had just happened and I was even more embaressed. I think I metup with Rickey then and we both started browsing and found a food court type place where we could sit and talk/hang. I walked off to the bathroom I suppose and when I came back a lady (black, caramel skinned heavyset) was walking parallel to me except she was behind her "subway-like vending barrier I guess walking from the restroom too" and I was still in the food court. Anyway Rickey and I then went exploring. I then spotted Emily Brantley. She had lost a lot of weight and had cut her hair a bit. I didn't try to "notice" her however our interaction was inevitable =/ When we all talked there was something Rickey did to her in the past or whatever that made her remember and call her father to come get us. Rickey and I took off and (this is where the dream gets really really weird.) Somehow Popeye came into the picture and Brutus too? I think...anyway Brutus was chasing Popeye then popeye picked up some weights and made his muscles bulge and slugged Brutus. I then had a dream BEFORE this whole dream that I was in a car...a white limo I think. Me, Audrey, and my Mom. And a bunch of cars were parked around us. Rickey and Forea chose to drive off in another car and we were going to meet back up with them later, I made the decision to stay. All the cars around us, and including us, were staying to watch the kids talent show. WE stayed because Brianna was in it. I saw her doing her little dance in the grass while all the cars were surrounding her and watching, we had the luxury of being in the front ;)



December 22nd 2006(WBTB + MILD)

Scored another Lucid dream!!! ;) oh yeah uh huh uh huh that's me I did it oh yeah :D Okay, first off let me say I did wbtb + mild, when I was going back to sleep for the wbtb (after my hour was up) I began recalling my last dream that night, the entire thing, and then I twisted it around for my benefit and visualized myself realizing I was dreaming inside the dream and taking control. Then I said some presleep intentions like "The next time I am dreaming I will realize I am dreaming" I then noticed Hypnagogia setting in. Then this really vivid image set in and I set the presleep intention in again. Then all of a sudden I realized I was sleeping. I then felt myself "inside" myself...meaning I made the switch!!!! I was now in my lucid body but in the shell of my physical body, I could feel my physical body outwardly. I felt it fall asleep completely, that's when I slipped out...but before I slipped out, I made sure I waited until I was fully asleep. When I slipped out, I then got up and looked at my reflection on my bed and it was that of a white boy, I knew that wasn't right so I changed it to my real image and then I went outside and flew into the air. I started flying super fast over feeling the wind as I sped along, while seeing blurred places as I shot out super fast along mother earth...I eventually slowed down and saw countrysides over medieval castles etc...I even smiled down to some of the people who were looking up at me. It was daylight and oh it was beautiful!!! :) I then decided I wanted to go into outer space. So what I did is I powered up a bit then shotoff into outer space, I was there within a half a second. It was kind of spooky...being in outer space and all...it was very large and really kind of scary. I had some kind of thing (armglove) or something on my hands and they floated off then this girl named Letitia (old coworker) helped me get the gloves back. Then I remember going back to earth. I was now in this room with a mirror and vanity. (the vanity looked similar to Rickey's in his room) I looked at my reflection in the mirror and it looked distorted, like it was a trick mirror. I then heard this girl named Michelle (old coworker as well) walk out the house and begin to let the garage door down (we were in a garage identical to the Ford's garage) I walked out the door leading to the garage and also walked out the garage to where I saw her (I had my superman suit on!!!) And I flew up just a little bit hoping she wouldn't notice my identity. She didn't seem to mind and I then flew down to her as she was opening her car and began rubbing up against her trying to bang her (she was resistant). I also had another dream (non-lucid) where I was at my house in the den talking on the phone to someone a lady who wanted to know if I was in school. I told her I graduated, and she was asking something about college and I told her I couldn't really hear her that well (the line became static-like) I then told her my brother went to go find out the information for you so he'll be back in a minute then I heard what she was saying to me. She said something like "Can you help me get information on how to get into college?" I told her some colleges that might accept a person who was already grownup I mentioned Hinds, Antonelli, And Mississippi College. I then heard two girls in the phones background tell her something or giggling or whatever and saying then can help her so she seemed to go with them and their advice instead so I hungup. I then remember walking on some water but there were some logs in the way? :S

Conditions that created success?
-I listened to the energy body loosening file for like 5 hours
-Then during those 5 hours it was Lucid dream related chatrooms, in-depth reading on some lucid dream studies done as well as a bit about stephen laberge and the oneironauts
-As I went to bed I switched the energy body loosening file (after it hit its second phase) to the Lucid dream stream.
-I said audibly "Prepare the mind, and conciousness for departure!" and "Prepare for an out of body experience tonight!"
-I went to sleep for 5 hours, wokeup, recalled my dream and wrote it down instantly. For about 40 minutes I was in a lucid dream chatroom and played a bit of pacman, I also wrote some stuff in notepad repeatedly like "You are dreaming!!!" and "I will have a lucid dream!!!" repeatedly
-I also read the "correct" way to do MILD. I did it as I was falling asleep and set the presleep intentions in
-When I got to the point where I noticed the hypnogogia stage (I remembered to be passive and be aware about the HI) so then I started talking to the hypnogogia characters saying things to them like "Hey, I want to be aware, I want to know what's going on, the balls in my court...i'm running things now"...the character(s) submitted and then I noticed I started falling asleep
-I saw a pretty vivid HI image come into my mind so I set the presleep intention "The next time i'm dreaming i'll remember i'm dreaming" one more time and then dozed off



December 23rd 2006

I had a most interesting dream last night, I dreamt two girls were fighting over me, really taking chunks out of each other so to speak. Anyway I ended up with this black girl. And I was superhott. lol I had become a tree in the latter part of the dream. And also I put three little reptilian animals in a small open container overnight. I tried to get them to bond. They escaped and I think they bit me. I then remember being in my mom's room with audrey and mom there too. We were talking about time travel. I had "materialized" Raven-symone into my mom's bedroom and she was younger. Somehow the discussion came up about how she would be now and how this would affect her future. They said now we'd be around the same age, I agreed. It was a strange dream. Geoffrey, try and recall the events undisclosed here for future reference.



December 25th 2006 (Merry Christmas!)

I had a most interesting dream last night, I dreamt I was at home and I was looking for a bandanna to wear. I wanted to wear my white one but apparently I had cut it up in the past :S I was looking in the mirror in my hallway. I think there was someone helping me out with my warddrobe decisions as well. I also remember going outside getting ready to get in my car. I saw some kind of "live venus fly-trap type plant" in my car and some other stuff. I tried getting them out but with no success. So eventually my mom and someone else came out the house and helped me, they backed out the car to the hill before the street and they parked it there and they did something like "shake the car" or the meer motion of letting the car go down the hill slightly rearranged it's position in a way that was better for us to get it out. It was green and had pointer things it could shoot at you. Anyway we got it out and I remember mr. belle (from next door) coming up to us and complaining at how much garbage we had in our trashcan. He was saying something like "We have a regular routine...and you're messing it up" Or something because we had waaay too much trash for a person to carry or something weird like that. lol. I then remember being in this room (small one) with a microwave and some other cooking things as well as some pre-buttered bread in a bread bag lol. I was in the room with Quann (Melvin's friend) and some other people. I had my bandanna on too. I then stated I was hungry and looking for something to eat, there was a pizza to make I believe...but I decided to get out the pre-buttered bread. I then remember Quann chipped in and said something in aggreement that he was hungry too like "hell yeah" or something like that. I then dreamt I was at Rickey's house. There was a party going down and there was drinking and some other things. A party of teenagers. There was supposedly this chapperone lady sitting on audreys couch *the one beside the house tree* She looked to be a chubby black lady. Shelton was there and apparently he was acting a little too wild because the lady publicly reprimanded him and everyone went quiet as they watched how she talked to him (I don't rememer what he did) And he asked if he could stop or change could she not punish him...I don't think she liked that idea and she made him leave the party. He eventually left angry. I then remember a girl running out the front door and running across Rickey's yard in an attempt to leave the barrier put up. (Clinton, Jackson and other cities had invisible magical barriers blocking people from leaving their town. The girl resembled my ex-coworker "April".) It was night outside and I ran after her. She was in an increased emotional state (the sad kind) And she really really wanted out. I then remember going back to Audrey's house but it was different. Everyone looked really...tipsy and distorted and out of it so I left...it was creepy. I then walked back outside and floated up, (I was beside a telephone pole.) I had some sort of distorted skeleton head in my hands. It was some kind of transportation device and if twisted a certain way would take you to a certain place. I remember floating high up (about 20 feet off the ground, because the skeleton head was seemingly controlling my movements. I rememeber landing (or beginning to land) beside this picnic-table thing. But before I did I remember turning the skeleton head and transporting to some weird kidzone/discovery zone type inside kiddyland thingy. There were a few rides and stuff. I remember this certain little adventurist test where adventurous people could try. There was about a 25 ft. long tube *about 3 yard sticks in circumferenec* And it was filled to the brim with ranch dressing. The goal was to go through the beginning and come out on the other side before you run out of breath or choked on the ranch to death :S I remember going to this thing and being in the front of the line, this girl named Arnette Stewart (from lovett) was behind me with another little girl awaiting her turn. The little girl got in front of me (but only to get a better look) I remember asking the little girl if she wanted to go first and she didn't. So I was being readied to go into it. I remember the thing pushing me into the tube/tunnel was sort of like the conveyor belt in the dishwasher machine at archestratus bar and grill. Right before I entered it I asked the person commentating on what was going on to be honest and tell me "Has anyone ever died in this thing" He barely nodded his head and said something like "One person" I then did a super jump and jumped high in the air and over the tunnel into the audience seats. (The seats were pretty filled up, it was more like a gameshow now, the setup anyway.) I remember seeing a few friends of mind (don't know who though) who were in the audience and I sat with them. I heard the commentator ask if anyone saw where his microphone fell to. (Because when I jumped apparently I knocked it out of his hands by accident ^_^; ) One audience member below found it and it had some ranch dressing on the top of it but gave it back to him. I then remember my coworker and floor manager at archestratus named Clay in the audience as well he was on the other side of the room and was calling me over. I went over there to him and he gave me a gift. I went back to my seat with my friends and saw it was a watch that had a red and blue alternating blinking function on the face.



December 26th 2006

I had a couple of dreams. One dream was one where I was in Rachel Cabbits bedroom. She and a friend had on some lingerie. She had on black lingerie. I had asked if she was a virgin still and she said yes. A guy came in the room and he looked at both the girls as he was passing them by and he kissed Rae. Then within a few minutes (As I sped time along) I saw that the guy and Rae were having sex, and anal sex too. :S Anyway I had another dream in which I was at Eastside, although the building right now was closed. I was a sort of "god" in this dream. I was outside Eastside towards the back of it. I then saw one of the classroom windows towards the ceiling on the brickwall. So I flew into it and broke the glass. The lights were off in this place but it was still daylight so there was still illumination. I walked down the hallway and noticed that there were still some classess in session, although the lights were off in the classrooms because I think they were watching a video. Anyway I went in the direction of the bathroom (back up the hall) and it was weird, a lady was behind me and i'm guessing going to the bathroom too. Anyway she went into the bathroom then more girls started appearing as I was just trying to have sex with one. I didn't want everyone of them around so I started freezing them with my breath and pushing them all away. I then saw Julianna (coworker at Archestratus) appear as well and I had to freeze her and push her away too. I then went into the bathroom and saw the lady who went in that was walking behind me on her way to the bathroom originally. She was on the toilet and I picked her up and put her somewhere and put some toilet paper on a chair and crapped on it :S Weird and Sick lol. Then I had another dream where I was at this school I guess? And prom was coming up. The hallways were cluttered with people walking up and down them. And I walked up to this locker and saw two beautiful girls (light skinned blacks maybe?) And they looked like they were sort of twins. Anyway I leaned up against the locker beside them. I remember this girl (who was a real girl from our class at the highschool) named "Morgan" I think. She had dark black hair that went down to the middle of her back, she was caucasion and had a cute mole on the side above her lip. She asked me to prom and I said sure. So there was this (archestratus type) restaurant connected to the restaurant too. I worked there and I was trying to put some cheese on the pizza. There was a machine (a rotating one) with pizzas circled around on it. All I had to do was put the cheese on the pizzas and press the button above on the machine and the heat would hit the pizzas from above as they turned on the oscillating plate. I think I remember running somewhat low on the cheese so I had to spread it out. I then remember going out to a table in the restaurant and they asked me for more bread and a pizza. The person who was supposed to be serving their table was at another table on a break I suppose. I then went back to get what the person had asked for but when I brought it out I saw they had already had biscuits and so I just gave them the canadian bacon pizza. The girl "Morgan" I think and her ex-boyfriend had gotten into an interesting conversation as I passed them by, Morgan non-verbally said hi to me and I to her. I then remember having another dream in which I was escourting brianna home to her house (but we were walking). Noone was at their house so I said that I better take her back to my house. As we were walking out of the neighborhood There was this guy who was behind us, and eventually passed us...didn't look like a great guy to talk to. Anyway we eventually made it to my house by walking and we went inside. Something was different, we began going inside and the guy who passed us earlier right outside of woodmoor was going inside as well. Brianna and I were trying to go under my mom's bed and out the left side of it to an exit when I suddenly remembered there are no exits out there. So then I remember how we are supposed to get an exit. I walked out the sliding door and stood on the bench, so did she (the bench on the patio, not the church bench) I then began peeing because I needed a release and she peed too, I then told her that it's not good for her to do that. I then told her to levitate, and we both levitated in the air (expecting something to happen). Rickey then came and all three of us went inside through the front door and into the kitche, we told him about what happened and that guy who was passing us, and he thinks he remembers that guy or hearing something or reading something about him. The guy had a sort of bloodied chest that stayed bloody. Rickey got on the phone and called his mom to confirm what he was thinking about this guy. That's when I wokeup lol :)



December 27th 2006

Last night I had an interesting dream...I had a dream in which I had gotten a girl pregnant and I was at home...she called me to tell me and everything, I was bewildered. I was leaving to go off to work in another part of the state or world or something and she asked "When you go, can you send money to us? And maybe send me some seperately so I can save up?" That's exactly what I was hoping she wouldn't say. I then remember me saying something like "sure." I was talking to her on the phone while in my room. I then remember Rickey and I leaving Grandma's house...(we were in his car) as he was driving out the driveway, he accidentally hit his cardoor on the carport wall of grandmas house to where it left a noticeable but not very huge, dent. He stopped and said something like "I have to replead the blood over my car! I ain't having this!" We then drove off down the street and he wanted to show me where Tracy got married "Although I knew where she got married". He said that my dad and my mom got married at the same place although I told him they got married at "Mynelle Gardens"...not that place. Though he was strongly convinced he was right. Anyway he took me to my house and came in as well. I went back in my room and heard the phone ring...it was the girl I got pregnant. Rickey answered the phone as I was still in my room...I finally walked out and he gave me the phone (I don't think he knew what was going on with her and I) and I talked to her shortly, she was telling me she was leaving to go somewhere and I said "that's fine". (It was somewhere not too far, like out the house though). Then I told her to hold on because I had another phone call. I switched over (but apparently she could still hear me and my conversation on the phone with the person I switches to). It was Christian, he was hinting around the possibility of going to the military. He said he was seriously considering it and he got Willy to send him some papers on it. I and Rickey were yelling into the phone trying to talk him out of it but it seemed he was pretty convinced that he wanted to go. (Oh btw, I knew my girl was listening to me and chris's convo, although I put her on hold and she was listening, she didn't say anything). That seemed all too real. Scary. I went back to sleep and had another dream in which me, chris and uncle reggie were walking outside...just walking. T.j. was walking with us briefly. I then remember uncle reggie sitting on the couch and me sitting in front of him and chris beside me. I was playing with his shoes or something but I remember him asking me what am I doing with my life now? I remember saying something and he said something like "The computer shouldn't be a substitute for life" Or something like that, I defended myself of course and he withdrew from the convo. I also remember being at grandma's house and in the kitchen. Mr. Harper, mom and like two other people were there. The conversation about Dreams came up and I asked my mom if she had recorded that dream from that night, she said she didn't remember it. I then remember something delicious smelling boiling on the counter...I think some noodles. I grabbed a tortilla chip and began scooping it up and I thought it was delicious. I also remember Trudy proud from proud family being pregnant and being in a wheelchair because her water broke and we were trying to get her to the hospital fast. We bounced her off the wall in turn bouncing her off another and another until she landed at the hospital door. I forgot to mention, when walking with uncle reg. and chris and t.j. we passed two girls on the road. they pushed each other into the mud and got themselves allll muddied up. We made a comment on that. I also remember back in a building...I was in this classroom type place. And I also remember our class going up an elevator by pressing the button "83". I don't know remember why we were in the elevator or where we were going to but I do know one thing for sure...we weren't going to an "83rd" story.



December 29th 2006

Last night I dreamed I was Peter Pan, or at least someone who could fly. I had tinkerbell as my little friend. She was the one who enabled me to fly. She was beautiful and no bigger than half of my hand. We were in trouble alot and Captain Hook was following us...trying to kill us I think. Tinkerbell could also teleport us to places as long as she wasn't subdued. I untied Tinkerbell and asked her to teleport us to the farthest highest upstairs. She teleported us (Her and I there) I remember hoping Captain Hook wouldn't find us...and then I heard it...he was running up the stairs...he knew where we were. Then I remember hiding and leaving with Tinkerbell...then we went into this building where they were...I asked Tinkerbell to make me invisible as I got the "glass key" or something. She turned me invisible as I was floating around Captain Hook and Smee trying to find out information as to where the key was. I apparently intimidated Smee so he went and got the key and gave it to me (out of fear). I then went and remember being in this ballroom type place and there were alot of people there and I was floating around



December 30th 2006

My dream recall seems to be dwindling down. Perhaps because my current sleeping conditions are unfavorable to it...that's what I believe. When I awake, people are talking, and I am mostly awakened by people waking me up. It's a bit disturbing. But it's fine, I think that some dream recall during under these conditions are better than no dream recall at all. My dream last night started out where I was at this restaurant...I guess I was bussing. But Rickey was sitting at this table and he was with this beautiful girl (a date). There was a large table that came in and someone (one of the other bussers/waiters) asked me when the large family came in "Hey, doesn't that dude in the silver coat look familiar?" Or something like that, I know the he was referring to a guy "in a silver coat". I looked at him (trying to find the guy I thought he was referring to). Anyway, I seated the large family at a table next to Rickey and his dates table. Only feet apart. The large table was a white family and at the very end of the table where there's like "one seat". I sat down and they welcomed me. I wanted to sit with Rickey and his table but I didn't want to infringe on him and his date. I looked over at his table and noticed some people coming and sitting with him. A couple came to sit with them. The man sat beside his date and The man's wife was scooting her way to the empty seat beside Rickey (The one I was thinking about sitting in until I saw that seat being her target). I then got up and walked past Rickey's table noticing some old school friends were taking pictures of him/them. Erica Watson was taking snapshots with Rickey posing at his table (I think his girl was posing with him but i'm not sure). I left and started going into this giftshop type place in the restaurant around the corner when I think I saw someone resembling Ethelyn Unger sitting on a bench right outside teh store. I went inside the store and all of a sudden I remember being in Pleasant Green. I remember being in the Pleasant Green bathroom and only saw one latrine. I was wondering where the rest of the bathroom went to. I then remember walking in the pleasant green parking lot (at night) going to Audrey's SUV carrying a few presents from the restaurant to put in the very back. There were a total of 3. I also remember walking down an alley (close to the restaurant) and going inside the building...I think there was a gunfight inside.



December 31st 2006

Last night my dream was a little hazy. I don't remember much at all. I do however remember Courtney Mackey being there. She was with a group of girls. And she was topless. I do remember liking this though. I hugged up against her (hugged her) so I could feel her breast pressed up against me. I also remember walking out of the side door (from the water fountain room) into the church and seeing Grandma in the deacons seat. I also remember trying to find a parking space in the parking lot at Clinton Highschool, it was a bit difficult at first but I managed to slide my car in. I got out the car and I had a white hat on, arched eyebrows and some other gear on. I took my hat off and threw it in my car before I went in the building. I then noticed I was in mrs. saul's classroom. And she was telling us what old papers we would need for the exam. I remember I didn't have a paper she said we would need. I think it was "B" and I didn't have that one. I double checked what the paper looked like with someone who did have it and it was confirmed I didn't have it. I only had two papers...not all of the ones I needed. I also remember my dad showing up in my dream, my cell phone battery was dead in my dream as well. lol. My dad had called but apparently I couldn't maintain the connection, next thing I knew he showed up. I also remember this stand right outside of Wal-Mart, it had generic Superman Returns action figures. They looked kinda cool but I didn't want the ones they had left. It seemed as if the good ones were gone. She noticed how I wasn't too enthused about the ones she had left and was torn between saying not getting one or just getting one I didn't want. She told me that directly across from her, about 400 feet away, on the other side of the parking lot there was another lady selling superman action figures as well (but I think they were more like dolls that this lady had) She told me to just tell the other lady "Mama sent you" and that she'd understand. I was walking over passing some cars but I don't remember ever making it over there. Damn I gotta improve my dream recall better than this. And increase the number of my lucid dreams and my lucidity level. I am still believing I can master Lucid Dreaming in high lucidity before the end of January!!!



Janary 1st 2006

Last night I dreamt I was working at archestratus and I had just come back from my four day vacation and everything was so different. The had more people working there and they had a huge station there in which they gave clothes away with meals. I walked out the kitchen door and into the bar area...there were booths there instead and no bar. I walked up the aisle and back down and noticed Courtney Woodruff's mom, I asked how Courtney was doing and went to hug her and she grabbed my face and kissed my forehead and smiled. I then saw Pratt come out the kitchen door and sit down with Mrs. Woodruff. I walked back into the kitchen...confused and so I asked one of hte managers to help me out cause it seemed as if ever since I took my 4-day vacation, everything here is different. They ushered me to follow them. I went and followed them then there was this white cart like rolling thing *like what the napkins at archestratus go in except it hadd a handle and wheels* and they told me to take this out back and throw the dishes on the ground. (there were a bunch of dishes in them). Instead of doing that so soon, I went to the other side of archestratus where the main dining room was. I noticed a table there with people at it, Ken was at it it too (coworker). I sat down and he said something to me which I had to comment on because it required an answer but required a derogatory sick answer I believe. I said something like "No, and I don't like you." Or something like that and T.I. was sitting beside me and I said something to him like "Or you." And I bussed my own area and walked off. So I took the cart out back and started throwing a bunch of dishes out there. I saw Snoop walking outside and a few others came out too, to where I was. Snoop was then T.I. I said to T.I. I saw him in that show that was funny. Apparently this was making him mad because he kept saying something like "Boy I swear I would push you off that cliff". (I was throwing dishes off a hard rock platform and the dishes fell about 10 feet below to the actual ground). I then said you got punk'd! I saw you on the show punk'd it was funny man. (I was apparently trying to be in good taste with him but it didn't work.) He said "Man my little brother told me about that show before you did". Anyway the dream then cut to this...airplane. I was in this airplane and the entire sky was jet red. It was a black airplane and we were all readying to jump out the plan in two's. I and my partner jumped out and tried to stay level with each other so we would hit the ground at the same time. When we did we noticed we were in this city/maze type place where the inhabitants were rats! So I then grabbed this coiling object and put it in this maze to where one of the rats had no choice but to try and come through it. When he did the coil stretched and I pulled it up from the maze and twisted it...ensnaring him. Then the dream went to me playing with action figures in my house. I was trying to make a captain hook action figure, I was trying to make his hat. I then remember being in this place where Rickey was too. I was on the computer and trying to find stuff regarding astral projetion. I found little information. I do remember this though...I remember a site said that one method to astral projecting was meditating until your physical body became transparent and your quarius or something manifested physically. I then remember another page as well I tried to get Rickey to look at regarding Lucid Dreaming and Astral Projection so he could better understand it. He then left and I kept looking at astral projection. I came across a page that had a great deal of information except it was in another language. Forea came over and started looking at the computer as I tried translating it through my browser. He walked away and I read what I could make out. I then remember trying to go back into my dreams and fight snoop but I don't remember what happened.



Janary 2nd 2006

Last night, I had a dream in which...I was at home...then I went outside, I went over by the water hose thing. Then I did a reality check where I pulled my finger...it began to expand. I knew I was dreaming so I decided to fly off into the air. (Then I lost lucidity). I remember being in this room/house sort of place. I was sharing a house with a girl who looked like a black version of the "weakest link" lady. She was short too, about 5 feet 2 inches. Anyway I was in the shower and she came in the bathroom too, I think I startled her. She began to walk backwards slowly when I was coming to her. I began to explain to her that I live here too and there's nothing to be afraid about and that I have to go adjust the alarm before it goes off. I adjusted it and then she went into the kitchen area and started watching some t.v. (small television set in the corner) I walked in there too and was like what the hell, you wanna have sex? Let's have sex. She looked at me at first when I asked her like she was 60% yes 40% no but I picked her up anyway and walked to find a bedroom. I noticed now the place greatly resembled Grandma's house, and was grandma's house! I took her from room to room trying to find a decent place. I put her on one of the beds but it began tilting over at the end (like the one in Florida if you stood at the very top) I didn't want to go in some of the rooms and do it on the beds because I didn't want to defile the memories in that room my mom and her siblings had. I decided oh well i'm not doing this. So I let her go and went inside the computer room/bedroom. I began to masturbate with lotion, vaseline, etc...into this artificial orifice I had created. Then the girl came in and put something down on the bed. I said "What is this?" She said it was a cookie. But in my opinion it looked burnt. I then said what the hell again and began to want to have sex with her again. She kinda didn't want to but I told her about anal sex and how it's not bad and wont' hurt her at all. I then got some vaseline for lube and positioned her to where she was grabbing her ankles. I then put the vaseline on her butthole and that made her uncomfortable...but then began to lick out her ****. It was kind of funny so I tried to keep from laughing. Then I put the rest of the lube on my *****. I then stuck my ***** in her butt and began having anal sex with her. I then remember seeing a strange futuristic type car pulling up in grandma's driveway. I saw a woman get out and so I ran back in the back and told the girl. We immediately tried to hide. We went into Grandma's bathroom beside her closet in the bathroom and the girl hid well but I tried to hide under a bunch of clutter and wasn't hid that well. The lady had gotten out, came in and walked inside the bathroom...it was Melissa. And she didn't see the girl but she saw me and she said something to me about me hiding. I then remember being at home and my mom making cookies and the metal rack where the cookies could cool-off was on the table. She put the cookies fresh out on that rack and told me not to eat any. And I had another dream, in which I was at wal-mart...shopping for some kind of lights for this lady, I think 300 watts. It was for an elderly lady. I had gotten all my stuff I needed and was getting her stuff next because she asked me. I was being followed by some of the workers there. Some would follow me and tease me, and some would try and chase me away from an aisle. They were being incredibly mean. Anyway I was getting ready to leave when someone behind me was saying something to me, I turned around and snapped at him, called him bald etc...He said something in retaliation and was like surprised I would say those things because we grew up together etc...he was hurt and angry. I didn't recognize who he was but apparently he knew me. I then aplogized to him but he didn't accept it so I told him about what happened to me at wal-mart so far and the people who were mean, I told him I thought he was one of them and that I was sorry...he accepted and he hugged me symbolizing it was okay. He then left out and I was leaving out with him but I told him to go on, that I still had to find the lights. So I went down a main aisle and decided to levitate about 20 feet to get a better view. I then had another dream in which I was at Grandma's house and I was the red power ranger. I was trying to beat this evil guy from finding the power coin and a few of the red rangers gear because if he did he would become the red ranger. I found it and put it on and transformed into the red ranger...I looked into a mirror and said "red ranger power!" or something like that and the red ranger shirt appeared on me. I also remember I had won a brand new 2007 silver and black ferrari. It was beautiful. I picked it up at a hotel and some people drove up beside me in a car. It was Brian and Jason and a few others in the car and I asked them if they liked my new whip. They didn't believe it was mine until I got inside and then they were like...WOAH!!! I then remember showing it to my mom who was there at the hotel as well. She was amazed. I then got inside my new whip and proceeded to drive it, there were a few instances where it looked like I was about to crash into something very soon, so I tried hard to slam on the brakes and I never crashed...well I eventually made it to this red lobster, dirty slum type bar restaurant at daytime. This was where my mom, rickey and the others were at. I parked my car on a hill and went inside. I found uncle perry, forea etc...at a table. I then remember going back and checking on my car and to my dismay it wasn't on the hill anymore. I went back to sit down waiting for justice, waiting for someone to come to me with news...Bucket (David Williams) came up and asked if I could come here...I knew what it was about...while walking out, he led me around the side of the restaurant and showed me a caged up wrecked car. He said he was sorry and he didn't mean to. He said it would take about $1,000 to get it out of there and about $3,000 to get it fixed. I then asked one of the restaurant workers to release my car. They said that I had to talk to Brenda (same lady at archestratus works here too lol). I talked to her on the phone and she said it would take about 600 bucks to free it up and about 3-4,000 bucks to fix (she seemed distracted on the phone while talking to me, I think someone was tickling her or something). I told her thank you and was really glad of this news. I then remember another dream in which someone was throwing a party...I think it was a crip party, dr. dre's crip gang I think. It was being thrown in the house right next door to me. I remember being at Grandma's house and talking to this white girl (well she was like a girl/woman, she was like early 30's or late 20's). I was talking to her about the party being thrown and that I want to go and think I might want to open the party up into my home to as an extension of the main party. Then there was a side of me that knew it was wrong and didn't want to do it at all. She seemed to be helping me and giving me advice. (At first the girl wasn't white, infact she was at first Tiffany, from archestratus and we were talking about her boyfriend Chris Ferrel and how I knew him but anyway...). I felt a little playful or something so I asked her to see if she could balance on my feet, balance her feet on mine while I held her hands. It seemed fun for her at first but not for long. Then she wanted to stop so we did and she said her back was hurting so she laid down on the couch *the one closest to the bookshelf) I told her to hold on and that I was going to get a pillow, she said I better not...so I grabbed the nearest comfortable looking black pillow shaped thing and tucked it under her head. I then remember laying on the other couch and brianna coming in the room *but she was younger, she was like 4 years old* I was pretending like I was sleep and she knew I was faking, she said so. I then saw a little baby come in, about 5 months old. his name was Geoffrey. I talked to the baby. The baby sat down on the floor in front of me right in front of the couch, staring up at me. I told the baby a few things...I told the baby privately....to believe in God, and I picked up the baby. And I told the baby that some times in life you'll go through harsh times, but to trust the voice you hear within you because sometimes it will be the only thing that will help you through them. Rickey tried to listen to our conversation but I nudged him away. The baby then nodded like he understood and I set him back down on the floor.



Janary 3rd 2006

Last night...woah, have I got a doosey for you...Last night, first I dreamt me and Rickey were at Grandma's house and he was sitting on the couch and I stood up to him and he stood back up to me and we started fighting physically. Anyway somehow Brian and Jason were there too but didn't seem to care much. Also during our "fight" I seemed to break a big bird talking doll. I fixed it and was happy when I did. Anyway, I then remember me being at a school...everywhere I went people were trying to claim they knew me, like I was mr. popular or claiming some relation to me. I remember being outside on a hill beside the street and erica watson pulled up in her car beside me getting ready to pull out into the street, I asked her for a ride back to clinton and I think I remember her saying no, then she pulled off. There were these girls beside me who seemed like they liked me as well. I walked across the street to the other side of the street and saw Shawn "Leonard" Washington. He was with some girls and when I walked over there, he claimed he and I were like brothers and stuff too. Then a schoolbus came and I figured i'd get on the schoolbus with them. I then remember walking in this building/hall place and seeing a few people sitting down in chairs up against a wall...I commented to myself "That guy looked like Rickey" He was slouched in the chair and apparently he heard me and asked what did I say, I simply repeated what I said and then walked outside. I entered this hall/station type place that was underground I think and it lead upwards above ground. Rickey and I past each other and I remember saying to him "We have to resolve this." He wanted to resolve it too but wasn't quick about it, he was still angry. Anyway I then remember being in a similar place like Grandma's bathroom (the one close to the piano room) and I remember this robot doll who beared a similar resemblance to my mother. The robot was awesome. It washed dishes, it could talk it was wonderful. I got it to wash dishes for me...I had accidentally scraped some of it's makeup off it's face though. My mom came home and saw the robot was washing dishes. I then remember being at home and talking to Vicky (Victoria, Rickey's friend) on instant messenger. She was going on and on about someone dying and some kind of pills and some other uninteresting junk. I also saw a page with her on it, (like a myspace kind of page) anyway she was on there and I remember seeing this video fo her and her boyfriend kissing. I nodded off in my dream then wokeup and she was still typing. I started typing to her then "I'm sorry, I kinda dozed off, i'm tired me and Rickey had this big fight the other day." And after I typed that I heard my gate open, I then saw through the blinds people coming in. one person apparently knew I was in the den because he started knocking on the glass window. I tried hiding under the covers but that wasn't helping much...then I rememberd my mom's door was still unlocked because I came through the front door to get in. And I then remember hearing someone coming in the door in her room. I ran back there and noticed the guy had the door slid open but was talking to someone behind him so he didn't notice me so I instantly shut the door but the curtain got in the way so I tried opening it slightly and real fast and shutting it again and locking it but the lock wasn't working so I tried shutting it again and locking it alllll the way down but it failed to and the guy opened the door. I asked what was going on as the men proceeded into the house. They setup some weird things on top of the wall above the blinds in the den. They then proceeded to take the robot doll from my mom's room and started doing all kinds of tests and whipping out machines and doing tests all over my house, scans etc...I asked wtf was going on and who were they with...none of them gave me a clear answer, they all gave me vague crap. I then asked one of the black guys in the den with dreads in his hair what job he has and he went on rambling some long list of jobs he had but none pertaining to what he was doing now. So I was then going to ask him what job does he have that involves his participation with the rest of these guys but someone else interrupted and asked me to go out back and check the platform. I was like wtf...but then the guy with dreads took me out back and showed me a platform was cleared and that bricks had been laid down in the backyard. It was for a truck to come onto and hookup to our house. I told the black guy that this wasn't here yesterday and he told me they work fast or something like that and he went back in the house. I had my robe on and my glassess and my hair wasn't too cool lol. I saw this white woman with a busty chest size playing with some kids at eastside. I walked up to her and made a sexual joke and me and her (I think she was a teacher, but maybe not, maybe a daycare lady) but she knew who I was and she was disgusted i'd say that. Rickey then came out and she said, now there's a real man and I think she proceeded to tell Rickey what I had said to her but I didn't stick around after Rickey came out (nothing against him I just didn't care about her mouth anymore) so I went back inside. I the noticed there were a great deal of people coming in the front door, people like Raven symone and that white girl from eastside, although now she was mexican. I peered at the large large gathering of fine girls and stuff coming inside the front door and taking their seats in my den. Debby Rollins came in, rickey, brian, jason audrey brianna, mom etc...but I looked like a hot mess! I wanted to make a good impression especially for raven symone. I think they all came in for a lecture from the guys who came in my house doing tests earlier. At any rate my den was packed with people sitting and people standing and I figured I better move fast and get dressed asap if I want to go out there before they all leave. So I ran in my bathroom and noticed that there was something hanging from the ceiling in my bathroom in the corner on the left side of the mirror. It was a manakin torso, with old dusty clothes of mine on it's body, it was an ensemble that I was thinking looked good on me but I saw it was dusty, old, and too small. so I said nvm. I washed my face, I put my contacts in, and I quickly washed the rest of my body. I then left out the bathroom and into my own room to try and change clothes real fast. I threw things around trying to find something I liked to go together. I looked on the shelf in my closet in the suitcase there and opened things up. I kept checking back every so often peering out my semi-closed door trying to see if Raven was still there. I tried putting on a jersey with yellow pants and that didn't work, I tried putting on a sweater on top of something else which didn't work, so I took off the sweater and noticed the under garment I had was pretty cool, so I threw on something a little less heavy and unbuttoned the top few buttons, it was a jett black undergarment and a dark gray light christmas sweater that was pretty cool. I put some jeans on and just some socks to match. I didn't have time to cut my hair. Brianna had dreads in her hair and she had a little friend boy with her, the kid that looks like the guy from "Just Jordan" the jordan guy from that show, just really really younger like maybe 5. They both came in my room and wondered what was taking so long, I told them to go out and that i'd be out in a minute. After I finished checking myself out in the mirror, I then walked out and noticed everyone was gone! Well everyone except Rickey, Jason, Brian, Aunt Wanda, Mom, and Audrey and Bri and her friend of course. There was our christmas tree in the middle of the room and everyone was sitting in chair surrounding it. They told me I missed it and I asked "Is Raven Symone gone?" I then ran outside and it was now night, and foggy out. I tried running up my street and I screamed "REEDEEM TIME NOW!!!" I then noticed a bicyclist ride past the street and I screamed out "RAAAEE!!!!" thinking that might of been her. It was extremely windy out and I remember being stopped by the wind so I had to go around it, then when I got to the road leading out of our street the wind started picking up and moving me about. I figured i'd go with the wind and see where it would take me. It moved me around and elevated me then picked me up and turned me upside down and so I regained my balance to go rightside up again and went back home...as I entered the gate I noticed Audrey, grandma and my mom on the patio talking...I went back inside then went back inside the house. It seems as if my dreams are becoming more vivid, more emotional, and i'm becoming more aware in my dreams. This is all a good thing...a very good thing.

It would seem as if my dreams have me wrestling with Rickey, with opposing viewpoints, as well as me feeling inferior to him, and me not having total self-confidance in myself...this is really interesting. My dreams are teaching me alot about what still lies within my subconcious mind.

Janary 4th 2006

Last night...I had a dream in which I was in front of Eastside and I was a ghostbuster. There was some stuff we sprayed on the concrete and it would take about 30 minutes to clean up. I looked at my friend through the driver window and he looked at me through the passenger window as we talked about something. He then got squirted in the face with a a proton stream (but it looked like cake cream) because he became possessed. A fellow ghostbusting friend of mine was beside me. I then remember being upstairs in the Ghostbuster firehouse. I remember Forea, Walter, Grandma, Mom, Audrey were there. On the pole used to slide down, there was some kind of heating machine attached to it. Forea took a small round ball (a little bigger than a marble) and put it inside (it looked like it was silver) and he waited for it to superheat up. When he took it out walter asked if it was really hot, and he said no, that it was really cold so he dropped it by accident. I kicked it around just a bit and I noticed it started heating up. (Forea said that meant that the coolness was wearing off and it was losing heat). We all had group projects we would work on and stuff and I remember thinking how we should build a proton pack. There was this hard thing in my shoe, a small piece of metal it felt like. Like it was cutting my heel slightly. FOrea announced we'll be building a proton pack since he coudln't think of anything else. Everyone seemed to be a bit happy about this because this is what I wanted. I told them it would cost about $600 dollars, which seemed okay to them. Then I remember this judge named judge AI and AI were initials for something.



Janary 4th 2006(10:57 am)

I had a kickass lucid dream!!!!!!!!! As I was falling asleep I noticed the Hypnagogia setting in. I saw waviness kick in my vision, I was totally concious and aware the entire time!!! (I think I wilded) anyway. I noticed the scenery in my minds eye was changing. I saw this house, it looked like a white house...(I was an observer, I hadn't yet crossed over to be a partaker of the dream yet so I waited and just observed where my dream was going) it was a 2 story white house with columns (maybe 4) in the front of it on the porch, it also had a balcony on the 2nd story. I tried materialzing a glass of water in front of me (because I knew I was dreaming and I knew I had to pull myself into the dream) but no water appeared...so I just waited as an observer viewing this house and it's surroundings (like a slow 360 degree camera was 25 feet off the ground just going around it) I could see that. I was then brought to this fence...so I figured "Maybe I can grab onto the fence and pull myself into the dream that way" So I grabbed onto the fence...I guess that worked because the next thing I knew, I found myself as Superman! This was the highest level of lucidity I had ever experienced yet!!! I'd say I was about 90% lucid!!! I was high in the air...we're talking 30,000 feet high in the air ;) And I decided I wanted to have some fun, so I shot down really fast and saw this mountainous area...I began slugged my fists deep into the mountainous rock and began punching/digging up with both arms as if it were topsoil. It was fun being able to do that to rock (I knew what I was doing) I guess I flew back up again and there was this metal robot guy I suppose that's what it was...but anyway I dropped it and I began to fly after it...I noticed I was approaching the ground below very fast so I grabbed onto it and crumpled it up into a maleable soft soccer ball shaped wad of metal. I thought would hit the ground super hard because of the speed at which I was going. but to my surprise I hit the ground very softly and easily, hands first. I found myself on grandma's patio. the metal ball shaped wad in my hands felt like really really liquid aluminum, it was fun playing with it. I then put it on the ground and noticed when I would focus on it, it would come to me, like a magnet...I thought this was fun. I kept saying to myself, "Remember, i'm dreaming" Because I wanted to maintain that level of clarity and not lose conciousness...well it worked!!! the next thing I knew, that ball thing was on the ground and water was falling on it washing it's aluminum aluminum off revealing a brownish-orange foamy soccer ball sized ball underneath. I then jumped on grandma's gate with my foot and jumped in the air! I decided i'm going to have fun! I found myself floating right in front of Grandma's tool shed (although the toolshed was about 3 times as high as it normally is) and my back was turned to it. I decided "hey, i've never actually been through a wall before, I wonder how that feels?" So I flew to the wall and put my hands through, it felt weird! and yet it felt really awesome!!! I then stuck my head through the wall and eventually my entire body. I wanted to have sex...so I saw an image in my mind of a man and woman in the front of my house getting out of their car, there was a schoolbus behind them (don't think it was full though) and the woman was pregnant (the one who got out from the car) and she and that guy were married. The guy began walking up to my house before I noticed the dream was fading from me and I wokeup. MAN THIS WAS AWESOME!!!
I used WBTB + MILD to induce this lucid dream but...I think I may have done WILD as well. I noticed the hypnagogic imagery set in. I did the presleep intentions, I got into "state" by preparing and readying the astral/lucid body for departure, I noticed myself falling asleep and dreaming vivid images, when this would happen, I would pull back say the presleep intention again and fell asleep again. It was all a most beautiful experience. :D :D :D


Janary 5th 2006

Last night I dreamt I was at Grandma's house and this white guy came over and knocked on the door. I opened the door and let him in and he asked me something like "What are your top ten favorite movies" Or something like that. He then came in and talked to my Grandma in the kitchen. I walked up to him and he said something to me about him racing in the pro or superpro or cup 5,000. I said I haven't heard of that before. I then went home and remember telling my mom from my bathroom that there are many professional super events and how was I supposed to know. Then Rickey came over and Rickey and I got into another fight. He was in my mom's walking in my mom's room and mocking something to her I said over and over. I took a bottle of orange soda or some drink and tried throwing it at him. I hit her door and it flew off from there then I pushed him down real hard onto my mom's floor. They were confused by this and immediately I told him to stop saying things like that because it was hurting me pyschologically. And that I feel inferior to him because he places himself so high and mighty above me and that I don't believe what he said about one of us staying on the path to righteousness and the other going his rambled way and then coming back to the path of righteousness. I told him that our paths are all unique and that mine was a shaping process for me, not a waste. My mom at first was watching all this and was stunned I would do that until she heard me talk or get that off my mind. I then walked out the room saying sorry but I had to get that off my chest. I then went inside the bathroom and looked at my eyes and they looked weird. And my eyebrows were almost gone. I then remember hearing Rickey get on the phone and try and call Forea to come pick him up because it was him who dropped him off. Forea didn't see how that was logical because he didn't want to make two trips (because he was picking brianna up from someones house close by as well) So Brianna walked over to our house.

This dream is very disheartening.


Janary 6th 2006

Last night I in my dream, I dreamt that raven symone had come into the building I was in. She had passed by and I wanted to talk to her so I called her over to me, but I was really really nervous. I was at Grandma's house and me and chris and tj and mom and grandma were all there. But for some odd reason I told melissa that I had a crush on her. She found this disturbing and avoided my eyesight. Then she went in the back and asked me to get my mom, I did and she told her and I fended for myself.


Janary 7th 2006

Last night, I dreamt that I called Ken (at archestratus) a faggot and something else because I think he was trying to down me or say I wasn't black or something in front of his peers. I also dreamt I was sitting beside this girl who had broken legs but was typing to someone on the computer. She told me our skin is not our skin, we are source energy beings. Then some guy behind us disturbed our conversation just so he could give her his screen name on paper. Some principal or something came over and got onto me for not working. I told him I was watching her (the girl). He then told me there are things I could be doing instead of that. I also


Janary 8th 2006

Last night, I dreamt...about a white lady and white teenage male in telephone in giant telephone outfits for a commercial. I also dreamed that I was at Grandma's house and Audrey and Rickey and Mom and Grandma and Brianna as well. I dreamed that I was looking out the window and trying to change time and I was speeding time up by doing this! I made time jump to the year 3,000...it was weird. Well I told the gang and Audrey and Grandma wanted to check out a convenience store or just some store from the year 3,000. Grandma wasn't as thrilled about it as Audrey was so Audrey and I just went. I also remember there being food on the counter top at grandma's house. There was some kick of chicken under some rice n gravy in which my mom made that I was going to get a piece of.


Janary 9th 2006

Last night I dreamt...I was swimming in this large and extremely deep swimming pool with several people. I think it was like a water park of some sort. Anyway, I was holding onto the rails and I did a deep deep dive down into the water...i went about 18 feet deep and then went back up. Mu head started hurting when I was deep below. I and some other kids were having a conteosts to see who could go the deepest. I was beat by like one foot. Then I rememebr a dragonball z type plalce. Kind of dragonball z mixe with sonic the hedgehog type arena. I saw goten and he did some huge super ghost kamikaze attack that produced like 20 ghosts, not just the regular 7. I then remember being in woodmoore. I went to visit Rickey's house and I went inside. I took off my socks inside and rolled them up. then when it was time for us to go to the mall or something, I tried walked outside in the garage and Audrey asked me would I take the dog out in the front yard to do its business, I said no and then I reluctantly said yes. I looked down at my feet and noticed I had no socks or shoes on though. So I said hold on to Audrey and went back inside to the spot in the den on the floor where I left my socks. I couldn't find them. So then I checked around the area and couldn't find them...so then I checked teh washer machine and couldn't find them either. I looked in the washer machine and noticed the clothes disappeared and then reappeared. Weird. lol. I then took out some socks from there but it was dirty too then I found my socks but they were still too wet from the water in the washer machine. So I found a pair of Rickey's socks that just happened to match my bown outfight I had on. They were brown and black socks. I walked past the entrance to the kitchen so I could sit at the edge of the stairs and as I passed by I asked Rickey if it was okay if I borrowed his socks. He was hesitant but after a small quarrel, I eventually kind of like...borrowed them myself without his direct verbal consent. I then walked out and saw audrey still wanted the dog to be taken out in the front yard so I let him out on his leash and then hopped into the suv's passenger seat as Audrey and Rickey and Forea and Bri were in there too. I then remembered that I had forgotten to put the dog back up! and that she was running free right now! I jumped out the suv and heard a kid a from across the street screaming. I looked and saw her and what looked to be her slightly older brother staring at a white dog coming at them slowly. I turned to the right of me and there was another white dog, the same kind, approaching me as well. Grant *Emily Brantley's old boyfriend* got out of the SUV parked in the driveway of audrey's house and just stared at the dogs...in shock as they starated approaching. As I backed up slowly I told him, to back up slowly, but do not run, backup and do not run from them. He did so then couldn't help it anymore and ran, the dogs ran after him, then I ran and jumped in the backseat of the "now white again" car. The dogs jumped in the front seats and started ripping audrey and forea apart. I jumped out because the dog could have easily of gotten to me next. I then jumped on the hood of the car as the other dog jumped in the side of the door into the backseat of the car and started eating rickey and bri. I hopped off and ran inside the garage. I then ran inside the door of the house and tried to lock it but it wouldn't lock correctly. I tried again and then I saw the white dogs now turned into homocital crazy white women trying to come in the door. I called Cliff! from archestratus to come help me out, he was in the kitchen of audrey's house before I called him. He came and I asked him if he knew how to lock this door. He said yes so I let him lock it but he couldn't successfully get the lock to catch on to the door either. Someone else came to help but still no luck. I told him to make sure while he's trying to hold it tightly closed. I then went into the kitchen and pulled out several drawers trying to find a good huge knife to protect us with. I found nothing. Then I looked on top of the counter and found exactly what I was looking for. Cliff then ran upstairs and the other guy walked and stood at the stairwell and so did I. Then we heard the horrific sounds of cliff being eaten and him screaming so we ran out the front door and hurried over to the neighbor across the streets house. They weren't answering their door in time so I told him to stay here and I would run to Jennifer's house up the street. I ran to her house, covered in blood and holding a big knife and rang the doorbell. Jennifer's mother was throwing a dinner for a bunch of women as she let me in. I tried hiding the knife until I got in so she wouldn't get the wrong impression. As she let me in we went into the kitchen and she asked what was wrong (Jennifer's mother strongly resembled the lady from fresh prince of bel-air. mrs. banks, the first mrs. banks the dark one. Anyway, I put the knife down and she started backing up from me and I tried to explain to her everything that happened and then sat down (by this time I was some 20 yr old looking white girl) She then asked if the beasts had killed audrey forea...I cut her off and said yes all of them. Then I remember a previous part of my dream before this dream about me being in archestratus and talking to this forein girl. She was beautiful. I was really into her. Then I received her number and was told to call her sometime. Then I went to this place where I think was home. I had another dream in which I was in this giant space station type room and the fords were there as well. In the spacestation type room there was this animatronic female built into the space station on the ground, but she had a realistic human look and she had her butt in the air in a doggystle position and I started to approach her but she changed her position so I wouldn't. Then I asked if I could, so she let me then buttfuck her. Rickey was standing behind me. I then had another dream in which I was at Grandma's house and I was beside the chair in the corner of the room by the bookshelf, the one by all those dolls. Brianna came in the room and she brought in a cup with some sort of orangeish yellow type stick things in the cup. I tossed it behind the couch and reached over and picked them up before Grandma noticed. Grandma had come in the room before I started picking them up and I also noticed I had a son. A little son. He was probably the color I am now. He had what looked like spots of freckles on his cheeks. He had curly black hair and looked only about 4-5 months old. I was holding him and he said "da da" I got a little scared by this and "conciously" decided I wanted out of this and changed over to another dream scene.


1:36 PM 1/10/2007

Last night I dreamt...I was superman. But there was this other rival superman who looked slightly different from me, but he was slightly stronger and perhaps slightly faster but he was evil. I remember us speeding around in this huge metal looking chrome interior building. I also remember being in this elevator with these people who were on my side. I pressed the button for level 3. Then I remember being transported to this room in which I and the evil superman were standing in, other people were there too. I then remember me saying to a few people, "...He and I have have been clinically dead in the past." The evil superman overheard me and walked up to me (he had short sleeves) and asked me who I was talking about. I said "I was talking about me and batman" Which I was. But then I guess that angered him. I also remember my son being hurled out somewhere in the city. I shot out of the building to go off and find him and so did evil superman. I remember locking onto my son with my sights and shooting after him...then I also remember losing hi again. EVil Superman and I were flying parallel to each other now...he was gaining momentum over me and eventually over passing me. I then asked my mother behind me (who was in some kind of flying machine) "Have you always been in that" She responded "No". I then remember the dream cutting to me being at Grandma's house. It was me, Grandma, Chris, Hervie (Tracey's husband), Audrey, Uncle Perry, etc...I remember in my dream I wanted an ipod and Uncle Perry had bought all the grandkids ipods. Small minature ones, (not the nano's but it looked like the nano cut in half). It was perfect and I was grateful. They were all black. I then took it home as me and my mom drove home. I remember while at home, she brought in a velvet blanket and covered the couch with it as a decorative piece. Then she said "Now all we need to do is fill in the cushions" I told her I could take care of that. Then she said she wanted to throw away that purple blanket (the one I sleep with). I then remember walking across the railroad going to my house (walking from lindale). There were several of my friends bringing up the rear. The train was coming and I jumped across the tracks in time, but they decided they were going to wait it out until the train left. Then they changed their minds and jumped across anyway. As we were walking in easthaven a funeral was going on, on the street. It was my grandmothers funeral. As I turned the corner I saw Rickey and someone else standing up against a wall with real fly white suits on and 80's type pants. I complimented him on his ensemble. Then as I was going back to my house we (me and my friends) kind of snickered, he asked what we were snickering at, and I told him the pants are kind of 80'ish. I then remember being at Grandma's house again (perhaps it was the next day). And It was all of us there again from the people I mentioned before. I remember rolling on the floor in the den with complete ecstacy for life and being alive...falling in love with myself. I noticed the details in my hand...I used super enhanced vision to gain a clearer perspective of my hands. I fell in love with myself as I rolled around in ecstacy acknowledging the god within me. I then remember talking to Chris and Rickey and having a flashback and we (me rickey and chris) were talking to chris about how when we went to new hope how he was much younger than us and probably didn't know we were cousins when we were all there. (Because in my dream, he went to new hope in his youth too.) Rickey then wanted to take a picture of Chris and I. Chris sat on the floor to the left of the couch in the den. (the one up against the wall). I sat beside him and wrapped my arm around him as Rickey took a picture with his "lamp camera". He then went over to the desk where the typewriter is and tried to develop the picture so we could see it. I guess he needed help because Chris went and gave his assistance and helped him develop it. It looked like a cool picture, it looked more like a drawing than a picture...but I could tell me and chris had a few resemblences in the picture. I then remember going into the piano room and two chairs being up against that glass table to the right side of the piano (which usually has all those decorative pieces on it). Hervie was sitting in the chair on the left and I went and sat beside him on the chair on the right. He had a plate full of what looked like noodles or breadsticks or pasta, one or the other. He was explaining to me how he hopes alot of people don't ask about his food because he wants to eat it himself. I then noticed a lady in the hallway that spoke to hervie and hervie spoke back. I then looked behind me and noticed Uncle Reggie was standing right behind me, looking at me...He didn't look like the uncle reggie I knew...he was less built and looked as if he was in his 20's. and he had a leather jacket on. He asked me to get a cup of water from his brother and bring it to him outside. I then saw uncle reggie walk outside (out the piano room door). That freaked me out because I knew that's not the uncle reggie I knew. I then ran to my mom (who was sitting on the couch that was propped up against the wall in the den, she was sitting beside aunt wanda on it and talking to her) and got on my knees and tried interrupting them to tell her what happened. She kept trying to have her conversation with aunt wanda without any acknoledgement whatsoever to me. I eventually yelled at her what had just happened but she kept talking. So I remember some people going out there to see him and a huge, I mean HUGE white arm and hand reaching out from the side of the house and grabbing them and taking them back to wherever it came from. This happened to several people so I went outside myself and I saw the giant white hand extending from the side of the house...I ran back inside fast enough though. I then remember my mom, rickey, audrey all went outside to see for themselves. By this time the entire scenery changed. A giant snowstorm had hit and the snow was piling up fast and pouring down fast. They went out a good distance until they noticed something large chasing after them...a bunch of large things chasing after them. They ran back as fast as they could inside the door. Rickey was the last one left who didn't make it in...when he finally did they were right on his tail and Rickey's red coat got caught in the door as it was shut and locked. The beasts tried to get in as hard as they could. At one point I thought the door would come off and they WOULD get in. So I tied a string around the door and double laced the lock and knotted it. The lock eventually did come off! and the only thing holding it in place was the string. So with everyone gathered 'round I relocked the door and held it with my hands. I then told everyone that I will open the door after the scenery changed and that the scenery will changed after everything was over. When everything was over, I opened the door and outside the door was a giant room in a movie theater. We watched a movie and stepped through. We all took our seats scattered abroad in the giant dimly lit theater. I decided I didn't want to watch another movie so I was gonna go explore. I jumped up on a seat and onto another seat and noticed my jumps were like 0 gravity moon jumps. So I decided to leave the theater and I noticed a few of my people leaving with me. I then jumped on a bench outside the theater onto another far off bench, I thought it would be a rough landing but it wasn't it was smooth and comfortable. I then jumped on a table and noticed Jasmine Rayford come in but she was in a wheelchair. I did a backflip and landed perfectly right in front of her. I picked her wheel chair up leaving her out of it and I did tricks with the wheelchair, spinning it around and stuff on my legs and feet while I rolled on the ground. All this to try and impress her. I then gave her back her wheelchair and she got back inside. She got back in her wheelchair and I picked her wheelchair up and carried it into another room, I told her "I hope you're not mad at me..." She wasn't. I asked "Do you want to go in here?" She nodded yes. So we went into the room. It was a dimly lit room yet again but it wasn't a movie theater. And she picked our seats. I wanted to sit closer to the front but she pointed to two seats in which she wanted us to sit in towards the back. As we were going over there, seats were propped up against ours backwards and I saw a females butt crack. I didn't look too long though. And I sat down and she sat down. I saw a beautiful light-skinned black girl in the balcony but I then directed my sights back to this beauty beside me...by now Jasmine had turned into this very gorgeous white girl. I saw m 9th grade teacher mrs. kelly come and sit across from us. I told her "That's my old teacher mrs. kelly...I think she was my 7th or 8th grade teacher" She then replied to me some smart remark like she didn't care. I then asked her "Have you run into any of your teachers while you were out?" She said "No" And I told her "Lucky you." The seats started to move forwards sort of quickly and I remember saying to myself "This is a Lucid Dream, this is a Lucid Dream" The girl was gorgeous despite her atrocious attitude and she had beautiful freckles (only a few, not all over, like just on her cheeks a bit) and she sort of resembled Allegra Cole from the movie "Hitch".


11:06 AM 1/11/2007

Last night I dreamt...A group of people, me included were walking around this large tree. Around the tree was like an entrance to something else I suppose. There was also this lady, I think she was psychich. And I think I was walking around her head or something...weird...anyway...Jason (manager from archestratus) was leaving out of his mansion with his fianc'ee and all of a sudden he has second thoughts abou the wedding. He has a tatoo under his right eye from when someone put it on while he was sleeping and on his arm as well. His fianc'ee was leaning up against the wall when he started telling her he has doubts. That sometimes he
wonders if what he's doing is what he really wants to do. She started crying because she realized that this meant he probably wasn't ready like she thought he was, then he hugged her and told her thank for you such a wonderful time (she was understanding) and told him she's glad he spoke from his heart about this rather than just keep it in.

I had an interesting dream. In this dream I had a nice sportscar. It was skyblue and blue. I was travelling with a pack of people and they had their own cars. I was walking along this highway and took a wrong turn i nto this weird building. Anyway, I found myself high on this platform with no way down. So I eventually saw some people and asked them below if there was a way I could get down (this place resembled a very large yet unsued frequently car garage). I don't remember getting an answer from them but I saw a wire hanging down. I decided to get down using the wire. I jumped on the wire and got down to a safe enough degree in which I could jump down onto the ground from. I did so. I remember someone else jumping down using the same method I did. I noticed a bunch of people here. I decided to go and find the people I was travelling with. They were in another room and they asked me if I had any money or any fuel or something. I then went back into the car garage type place and tried some berry vodka. It was good. They then told me to keep it and they gave me some lemon banana vodka too and told me to keep it. I told them thanks (You can drink this and also use it as fuel). As I was walking out the room, one of m travelling companions told me "They try and give me vodka too, just say no" (he resembled hulk hogan) He was partly kidding. Then as we were leaving I rememberd I forgot something...my car! It was still on the platform! I ran back in the car garage asking about my car, because I now see it wasn't on the platform high up anymore. They all acted like they didn't know what I was talking about and then I saw this large thing covered up in a car rain protector by a bed with people on it. I peeked under the sheet and saw my car. I told them to give it back to me but they wouldn't listen. So then I got on the bed and there were two large women. I started sucking one of the women's breast and drinking her breastmilk as I sucked harder and pleased her. She then said I could have my car back so I got my car. Then another one of my travelling buddies came in and was asking what's the hold up, I told him I had to get my money and everything else together (he was a white guy). So he sat down and started having an in-depth conversation with this light-skinned black girl with the corbin bleu type hair style. She also had what looked like a small flat skinny nose. I also had another dream in which I was outside and there were all these cars and stuff (sportscars) and they were all going around in a circle ready to go off and hit the road but there was one thing preventing a few guys from getting in their cars...there was this chubby white girl who was begging her dad to let her go with these guys but he wouldn't hear of it. Then one of the guys walked up to the girl and grabbed her breast and as he and the girl were going off to a different place he pushed up her shirt and grabbed her bare skinned breast and she liked it better that he did that because she thought him not doing it that way originally showed he was scared or something. Anyway I then remember being in the center of all the cars outside as they raced around. I then remember one threw a blow pop green apple. I love blow pops. So I reached down and grabbed it. This other guy tried to wrestle me for it. We rolled around on the ground me still having the upper hand until he finally got off me and let me have it. I then remember being on this bus...I was a billionaire and sitting across from Donald Trump and other distinguished men on the bus as well as Forea directly behind/across from me. I started tearing up and tears dropped. the guy sitting on the same seat as me started laughing at me and Forea started giggling and so did a few other men. I told them I had never been in a movie before (On the bus, they were filming a movie and the bus was involved) and that this was an emotional time. I then remember keke palmer running and jumping over these football goal type objects and her repeating it over again. There was also music playing in the background. I then remember being underground at a subway station and this guy chasing these two little girls trying to beat them I guess? Anyway they got away and ran into a classroom type setting as some white guy pushed the guy up against a wall. Eventually the guy escaped and found the girls but he couldn't beat them or touch them because the instructor in that room sat the guy in a chair that was a few feet from one of the girls. And the other girl was across the room, safe. The guy got up and started kicking the girls foot and the girl tried to tell the instructor (as the guy sat down) but she didn't believe him. I then remember the scenery changing to us being at grandma's house and the guy changing to Uncle Rickey and Brianna and other people being there too. Uncle Rickey slept in Grandma's bed and he kept two bats behind his bed. A hollow metal one and a plastic one. It was known that you were not to even TOUCH those bats or he will use them on you. I was new hanging out there but I knew that rule from what Brianna told me. I went and grabbed both bats and took brianna in the computer room in grandma's house and started playing a game with them, she knew the consequences and didn't really want to play and I did too but Uncle Rickey didn't know I knew the consequences. He wokeup and partly saw brianna in the other room and he saw her with the bats. Instantly he ran in the room with the intention of beating Brianna. But when he saw me he stopped and I said "We were just playing a game, is that okay?" And he said "Yeah" and walked out. I also had another dream in which I was at home and Mr. harper was here and I think Rickey too. I was in the bathroom and accidentally dropped most of the towels on the ring of the toilet or the floor, (like 5 of them) so I took them all and put them in my hamper and that's where I found some broken electrical device in my dirty clothes hamper. I took it out and went to go show my mom what happened and that I was displeased that someone did this. She seemed a little broken up but not too the point of worrying really. She told me it was no big deal and stuff so I began to leave out while she was still talking but I heard her voice breaking up now to the point where I knew she was crying or at least going to. I walked back in and asked her what's wrong and she said it's no big deal...she showed me her knee and it looked like she had a few sores on her knee which didn't look too terribly bad. I said that's not bad and then she showed me one of the gashes were ripped open and it opens up deep and I saw all the way into her bone and that a chunk of her bone was missing and that the sore was really deep. I told her she should have called the hospital. Then I picked up the phone and frantically tried to call 911 but I kept pressing the wrong buttons so I had to hangup and retry several times.

I tried to induce a lucid dream with no success...I have a few reasons as to why I think the bid was out of my favor this time...

1. I haven't been doing reality checks or much "awareness" checks
2. I haven't tried to induce an ld in a while and i've forgotten "the shift"
3. I didn't wakeup entirely during the wbtb hour of wakefulness
4. I attempted to late. It was 6 am when I finally went to sleep to do wbtb, that was horrible
5. Since it was too late, a WILD couldn't kick in because the after hour of wbtb wakefulness was already in the "pm" time...not the morning time in which they say is recommended for WILD's to occur


2:35 PM 1/12/2007

Last night I had a dream that Brad (from Mr. Beasley's classroom) was in a school type setting and I was there too. I asked him if I could have his superman suits and he said sure. He asked me if I wanted the gray one too and I said sure! He said what he wanted in exchange was just a pair of my jeans. I took my jeans out of my locker during the day and gave them to him and he gave me the suits while we were in class. When I got home, the suits were nothing more than superman sweaters. But still they looked pretty cool. I wore one as I was dressing in my room. Then I went into my bathroom and there was some automated door that would open and close because of a butler doing the opening and closing. Then I went to pleasant green and in the fellowship hall. We (the youth) were all gathered in a circle and mrs. miller and mrs. minter were there and we were doing talent shows. I signed up to sing and my turn was coming next but I was getting cold feet and wanted to backout because I didn't think I could sing very well. Well when it came my turn to showcase my talent I let my vocals rip! I was singing awesomely. Everyone went quiet and mrs. miller and mrs. minter thought it was a job well done. I then remember being in a restaurant sitting beside Rickey at a long table and across from us were these guys one resembling a dishwasher from archestratus named jeremy. Well I was telling jeremy that rickey had a maid in his house etc...I don't think Jeremy wanted to hear that because he was going on and on about how black people are getting these crappy jobs and crappy pay and stuff. Next thing I knew I was with Uncle Reggie, and Chris and uncle reggie was dropping us off at Aunt Crystal's if he could find out where she lived. Chris told her the address he thought he remembered her living at and we got there. It was kind of rundown but it was okay to stay there. I went to pee and saw a roach right outside the bathroom door. I also had to pee in this drain like thing, not the toilet and I started peeing on the walls by accident. There were cracks in the wall at my waist level and I bent down to see aunt crystal through the wall, she was sitting on a chair looking at me from what I could tell. I then remember being at Audrey's house and mr. harper being there and the rest of the family. Brianna had two blow pops propped up against the wall near the sink in the kitchen that I was going to ask her if I could have. We were all getting ready to go eat and everyone was getting ready. This guy called and I answered the phone, it was audrey's boss. He wanted audrey to come into work immediately and to come in sunday too and said he promised sunday would be a short workday. I said okay I would tell her and I hung up. Well after I hungup I realized I had given the man the impression she was on her way so I decided I would call him back and disguise my voice as hers to try and tell him she's not going. The caller id's numbers kept changing...it said 111... then 0101...whenever I tried viewing his callback number. I told Audrey what happeend as she came and checked the caller id for calls and she said she's not going. Forea overheard the conversation and came in ranting about how her boss said she could have the night off and sunday off too.


9:26 AM 1/13/2007

Last night I dream that will smith and I were in this men's public bathroom and there were like 15 stalls. Each stall had fecal matter left in the toilet and fecal matter on other things as well. Will Smith was homeless and I was hanging with him. I had yet another dream in which I dreamt about cutting another piece of my coconut cake but I figured I better same the rest for grandma. In my dream...will smith almost got bit by what we almost thought was a brown recluse when we entered the bathroom. Will's son had been kidnapped by some people and possibly injured, we were going to sleep in the bathroom and then do something about it tomorrow. I also remember being in this small restaurant and there being seats filled up. With menus dating back to 2001. Like paper menus. I handed them out to the customers and t hey started complaining because they didn't think we still had the "specials from 2001". Tiffany (archestratus coworker) came and picked up the old menus noticing that it wasn't right. The thing that led me and will smith to the bathroom was a two headed snake. It was half king cobra and half something else, it was tied in a knot in the middle though. It could talk as well and showed us that the bathroom was an overnight place and we'd go find will's son tomorrow. He was the one who also informed us that will's son could have probably been injured by now.


4:55 PM 1/14/2007

I had a dream in which I slept like 4 hours and 30 minutes. I dreamt I walked out in the street and started talking to some guy. That's it...-_-;


1:17 PM 1/15/2007

Lucid dream baby! I was feeling sleepy so I went on to bed, it was wonderful. I put on the theta waves cd and I had done the incubation of dreams technique. I guess it was combined with a WILD but I said before I went to sleep...When I am dreaming I am going to have sex with raven symone. I said that twice...then I noticed that the images in my mind were becoming illogical and I tried to induce them more while using my 5 senses. It didn't take long for me to notice the interaction with these images was becoming more vivid and I could feel it more. To give you an example, I had an image of someone slapping me on the back like congratulations or whatever and I halfway felt it happen for real. So I knew it got to that point, I repeated in my mind again "When I am dreaming, I will realize I am dreaming." Then I saw an image of Raven symone on her knees, firm subtle body getting ready to blow me...and before I knew it I was in this room...very small room with electronic devices all around it. It looked like I had double vision or something...I remember saying to myself "I'm dreaming..." and I also remember walking up to this table knowing that I was dreaming...I wanted to watch porn on the dvd player hooked up to the television that was on the wall. I messed around with the button hoping I would get something through and something came through! I saw (with dbz graphics)gohan doggystyling the mess out of an anime girl. Then I noticed I started floating up towards the ceiling and the fan was going so I didn't want to get cut or anything so I floated back down...the dream started to fade but I wasn't ready for it to fade, so I remember focusing on things more clearly in my dream trying to stabilize it. It worked :) I was now high in the air above moutains and I saw the moutains and I decided I wanted to fly towards them so (still in dbz graphics) I thrusts out my hands as if to fly towards the mountains but to no avail I didn't fly...then I wokeup. :) wow, kickass...first of many more to come...Raven Symone...baby i'm coming to you...


9:25 AM 1/16/2007

I had an interesting dream last night in which my mom bought this new house...it was slightly bigger than the one we had and it looked preptty nice. It was a house on a dock so we were real close to the water. There was this lady who was showing us around the house and stuff. She was like the caretaker and her husband would wait outside on the dock waiting for her to talk to her. The lady and her husband were elderly. Looked to be light skinned black perhaps they were both mixed black and white. She was showing me the bed and the rooms in the back of the house. They had larde windows that touched the ground and under the windows water was coming through from the dock...water would come through and it would pile up close to the bed although there was a small trench in front of the bed to intercept the water. She told me that when it really starts raining, the water can get as HIGH as the bed so be careful. This made me scared a bit. I laid down on the bed, it wasn't that wide but it was long and I remember thinking "Man the boys would have a good time over here." (As in brian jason rickey and chris). Then I went back around the corner to the living room. The living room had a wider taller and better bed. My mom was in the living room standing up looking at something and I told her about that flickering light above her head. (It was a flickering crooked lamp above her head attached to the ceiling). She tried adjusting it and she got it to the point where it didn't flicker anymore but it was still crooked. Then she left out to the part of the house I hadn't gone to yet, which is probably like her bedroom etc...I also remember taking a bath in that house too and I remember some music playing in the background from like a record I noticed was on the toilet by some rapper and some old school jazz players. I got out the tub and opened up the giant case and looked at some of the old school memorbilia pictures inside...like an old picture of the batmobile zipping through the busy nighttime gothan city streets, a black jazz player etc...my mom had passed by and she said something to me in which I heard as she passed by bathroom going down the hall. I then remember another dream in which I wasn't looking my best, hadn't had my haircut in a while and had my glassess on and stuff and I was in this banquet type place. A bunch of people with their friends and family at round tables and long tables. My mom was at a long table in the middle of the room with some people. I was holding some baby and something happened where my bone in my right hip kept protruding and I asked the lady to hold my baby and she held the baby but she held it in an unproper way where it was uncomfortable to the baby. My mom had called me to come sit back there with her so I got up after drawing all that attention to me in the room and sat at the table in front of my moms. She asked if I wanted some gum so I took 2 pieces. It was trick gum, it was nasty gum. I spat it out and she handed me two regular pieces of gum after laughing but I didn't think it was funny and I was quite upset with her. I then remember being in a classroom type vacinity with students I knew and students I didn't know. We all sat in our row and our rows were all called up one at a time. Well I had made a mistake and hopped up with the a row that wasn't my row and went to the back with them to like get some candy or something? Anyway on my way back to my seat stanley (from thats so raven) walked passed me. I awkwardly went in the row that just got up to make it seem as if it was my correct row but maneuvered down the end of it and scooted back one row to my real row. I remember Britney Stutts, Rickey and some other people being there as well. Some guy started to tell me that Rickey had been pushed by some guy. And I was going crazy like man they lucky I didn't see it (giving the impression I would have punched the guy or something). And I remember a guy (might have been the same one) tell me (right while Britney Stutts was sitting down in front of us) something about Britney...apparently it was big news and that's why she wasn't that talkative. We all jumped up to go look at the t.v. screen in the front of the room, apparently most of the classmates found it interesting to see Michael Jordan on t.v. I went to the back of the room and some guy approached me while I was at this table with food and coookies and stuff on it and dip. And I told him I was going to open the big pack of cookies and he seemed fine with that. I opened the cookies for him and left them on the table. I then remember someone slightly resembling Clay from archestratus coming up to me and telling me what I needed to do (the table had turned into like a booth/station with pens and paper and stuff) he told me I needed to make the pens stick out every now and then, switch them out and I've got to stay on top of my job. I remember how he came at me was all wrong and I took it personally and wanted to tear up, then some girls came and told him they needed to see him because of a problem or something and he said "Okay" but he went on to tell me a quick overview of the instructions he left for me to do to stay on top of my job before he left with them. I looked at the switched pens and they were sticking out of a pen holder. One sticking out to the left and one sticking out to the right. He said he wanted to see them switched every now and then. I think I also remember growing my hair rather long too...can't really recall if I did or not...I went back to sleep and had another dream. The early part of this dream took place in like a 1930's setting. Anyway...I was in New York City and I went in this building and they wanted to kick me out of it but instead I jumped out, a pretty big jump and landed safely on the ground. I saw alot of poor kids lined up in a huge line to the far right of me for some reason...I decided to go left and walked left a bit (It seemed like I was in some kind of alley or backstreets) until I saw this window in the back of this building. There was some guy in the window and I tried to converse with him but he wouldn't heart it, then I told him I had $37,000 dollars, which was a LOT of money back then...and he ran down and put a white coat on, came outside and greeted me warmly and talked about forming some type of partnership. I was resiliant but figured sure...so he greeted me back into this building and around the front so now we were in the front portion of new york. Then I found myself in this huge gym-like building...and people (teens mostly) all scattered abroad. I went to this glass type hallway within the gym and saw these beautiful girls there. Some were lined up against the wall and listening to something and others were around the corner chatting. There was one girl who did a flip over a bar and I caught her in my arms, man she had a beautiful face and smile. I then had another dream in which we were taking a roadtrip at night, we went into the parking lot of some diner but didn't stay too long and hit the road again. I then remember me in this place where there were these scaled down houses in which there were lots of toys on. I remember them being Briannas toys. I picked up a Peter Pan toy I liked and decided I was gonna take it with me so I can ask bri if I can have it later. Then I found a better looking peter pan toy and took it. The first peter pan toy I found had a hoverboard. Anyway now I found myself in this huge store with mom, audrey, chris, brianna, and rickey. We were all in a group and I wanted to go off and look at the toys. I did so and found a superman toy I wanted. I then remember being at grandmas house and a big birthday bash party being thrown for me and rickey with just family and a few friends invited. Melissa and christian and t.j. were there. I remember when they came in, I was at the desk near the kitchen sitting in a tall chair...T.J. came in and wanted to see my ipod but I wouldn't let him, because he broke his own lol. Anyway as we celebrated in the kitchen I remember me saying "Well it's a birthday party but not just mine, it's Rickey's too." I then remember all of us in the den and on the couch and standing up hanging out talking. I was playing with my superman toy. We were all getting ready to go on a fishing trip. Audrey was talking to my mom on her cell phone but they were in the same room, audrey wanted to prolong the conversation but my mom was trying to get her off the phone so she could finish getting ready for the fishing trip. My mom brought two fishing reels and both worked pretty well though they were kind of out of date. Then I asked about bait and my mom said she got the bait and audrey chimmed in, we wouldn't need the bait till later. Then there was this clear bowl of liquid sitting on one of the flower pot stands in the den beside the chair and she scraped alot of red stuff off a plate into the liquid, supposedly this was a form of bait as well. Brianna came and sat beside me wanting to go on the fishing trip as well but she couldn't go. They tried to explain to her that she couldn't go yet and that she had school. She wasn't happy about it and Rickey tried explaining to her that I was leaving soon so they have to go on the trip and that she just couldn't come on this trip.


12:19 PM 1/17/2007

Last night's dream was strange...first I dreamt the ghostbusters hadn't become the ghostbusters yet but they were in a big truck (like an oversized u-HAUL) and the ghostbusters occupied the truck and were talking amongst themselves, except they hadn't become the ghostbusters yet...they were just friends. Well they drove the truck to some field out in the country and the truck was waiting out front in some persons yard. Well this guy who lived in a house wanted to be better than everyone else so he wanted to hop on the back part of the truck and freeze himself in the freezer. He asked a young woman to unfreeze him after like 20 minutes. Well he was sitting in the front of the truck in his front yard and he was frozen solid...5 minutes had gone by and she decided to unfreeze him. She unfroze him prematurely and he wanted to know why she had done that...I don't remember what her answer was. Then there was this vampire that came around and started drawing blood from people and turning them into vampires. She turned everyone in nearby areas into a vampire and they had gathered at the mans house because there was one left who they were going to get...the girl. So the main vammpire (another girl) resembling christina ricci was after her...it was now night there was a swingset...there was this girl tied up on the swingset (the girl they were looking for) and then the main vampire lady was teasing her and asking her questions. Then something happened where it was like a reversal of roles because now the main vampire was in the swingset and there was a guy (me) who took the girl by her waist and started having anal sex with her, I was going to shove it in her mouth be she looked as if she might bite it off o_o. So anyway I started having buttsex with her and then somehow I turned back into the girl again and let the main vampire go by accident and now she was after my blood...to kill...because of what i'd done...she had also now found out that I was a vampire myself...so as she was chasing me I jumped up and started flying and she started flying after me trying to knock me down/slow me down trying to make sure I don't try and stop their plans from happenning. I had yet another lucid dream :) I lucid dreamt I was in my bed and I was getting up, but I knew I was dreaming...so I got out of myh bed as usual and floated in the air and passed through my bedroom wall into the other room...I knew I was dreaming and said so...it was cool. :) I had another dream in which I was at archestratus...it was huger than normal. All these people were there and the place was about 5 times it's normal size. They had like 3 bussers and an entirely different system than normal. I was frantically walking all around the place trying to find someone to tell me how the system works. I was in this line and this ebony teenage ghetto hairstyle girl (but cute) was at the front of the line...I was trying to talk to the worker behind the counter from the back of the line and the worker asked the girl "Do you all go the same school?" And I replied "Of course we don't go to the same school" The ghetto girl turned around and walked off I tried to apologize to her but she was already gone...she came back and walked in front of me and I tried telling her I didn't mean anything by that but as she was walking off she flipped her hand in my face like "Whateva". I then walked up the the counter of another station and butted in line to ask an elderly worker about the system...there was some shorter white dude trying to butt back in front of me but I told him i'm not here to cut in line, I needed information. The elderly guy told me something but I forgot what it was and I walked off even further in archestratus...I saw what appeared to be 2 bussers with one tub putting dishes in them...as I passed by a table one guy asked "Excuse me, can you get these plates up for me?" I took this three dishes and put them in the bustub and continued walking...I forgot to mention that earlier before I started trying find out how to work the system and I just came in for work...I brought some dishes with me and set them down, I dont' know why I did this because I had to take them right back out to my car before I clocked in...which I did. I was walking through the kitchen on my way to clock in when Pratt made a derogatory comment about me and the kitchen crew around him started laughing including him, I walked back in and asked pratt what was so funny...he walked upstairs so I approached a kitchen crew member and asked him what was so funny, he couldn't tell me and thought I came too close to him where it looked like I wanted to fight and he stepped back while still laughing, so the guy to the left of me told me that pratt said something about doing my mom. Anyway going back to the part where I just finished putting up that guys 3 dishes...I continued walking and passed by a door in which I saw a huge room and a huge table of girls...including Jessica lewis, Christy Jenkins, Kayla Jenkins and many many more...alot of white girls as well. I decided to peek inside and it looked like they were having a celebration like a birthday party or something cause there was gift wrapper all on the table and ribbons and stuff...I walked in and they noticed me instantly and started saying hey as I passed by their table. I did a backflip in the air for them and then as I left out the side door I did another flip (higher) but to them it looked like I was flying in the air. Okay then I had a dream in which I was at home and in my bed listening to music on my stero player. Then some devilish curse came on the stereo so I tried to turn it off but it didn't work, so then I tried unplugging it but it didn't work, so then I tried turning it down but that didn't work...so now I assumed that this was the work of satan lol. So I took the stereo and threw it in the trashcan outside...while outside I waited on my mom to come home so I could tell her the story. I then went outside the gate and saw my mom in her car. She finally got out and came in the house and we both went into the kitchen and I began telling her about what the stereo did. She handed me some kind of diet jello in a cup and said it was still good and it didn't expire till 2008. I tried it and it was okay. But I set it down on the counter in the kitchen and it kept spilling but spilling a liquid/solid red substance on the counter top Also I dreamt about my moms car dashboard shifting like it did when we got out of it, also befor we got out my mom was telling me that some people wanted me to go with them to disneyworld (a man and a woman, they were a couple). I also had a room inside a restaurant - close to the kitchen actually...the only thing seperating my room and the kitchen was a horizontal hallway. I could literally open my door and see into the kitchen and the workers making food...if I took 3 steps, I would BE in the kitchen :P


3:39 PM 1/18/2007

Last night I dreamt some weird stuff...lol. I dreamt some stuff about dragonball Z like I was wishing that they would continue the online adventure game where you could choose different characters and create your own adventure and stuff. They had characters like Oozaruu and White Oozaruu. It was pretty cool. But to no avail my attempts were futile. I also dreamt I was in the parking lot of pleasant green church (just left home after getting my hair shaved off and checking my phone to see if the call from xml made it through). Anyway i'm at pleasant green's parking lot and I see high up in a window Brittney Stutts looking out at me. I came to pleasant green for one reason...because my mom had told me the last time she went, she saw brittney stutts, and chloe jones...and brittney had asked about me. So I made up my mind to go. I then had another dream in which I was looking in the mirror in my bathroom and made my eys protrude and maximize from their natural size to the size of beachballs and I started seeing that they were pretty much red all over...so I put eyedrops on my eye and it stung a bit so I didn't finish. I then looked in the mirror and saw my eyes were whitening again and that I had some kind of skin breakage beside my nose. Anyway...this was all before I went to pleasant green while I was still fixing myself up. I had another dream in which Ben Stiller was in it and it was taking place in Grandma's back yard. It was a movie being shot. Towards the end of the movie, Ben stiller ended up with his girlfriend happy but then a giant venus flytrap type monster was getting ready to eat this other woman and Ben had a choice to make...stay with his beloved safe and sound...or let that other lady be eaten. He walked up to the giant flytrap and the lady left...so ben started battling the fytrap and it basically engulfed him, he tried making tears in it but to no avail...then the movie was over and ben got up and said "that's a wrap". I then had another dream in which I was in the water fountain room at pleasant green and I remember T.I. and some of his crew members in there too, and some other people I knew, were there too and we were all eating off paper plates. T.I. then told his crew that they're finna leave because he doesn't eat with bussboys...he was talking in reference to me. That was cold lol. Anyway I had another dream in which we were in some parking lot (Me, bri, rickey, mom, and audrey). And Rickey and Bri were in a van-like vehicle..it was an olive green coor. And Rickey was backing the vehicle up into a parking spot with Brianna in the back. Well he thought he put the car in park as he hopped out and went in the store with his mom but he didn't...The car kept going in reverse and a tree was right there and it started crashing up against the tree with more and more force...I ran to go to the vehicle and I opened the door and pulled Brianna out in the nick of time. I went inside the store (after making sure she wasn't too badly injured) and saw Audrey and Rickey in line...I asked audrey if I could see her alone...after we walked some distance I gave brianna to audrey and let brianna tell her what happened while I went back over to Rickey...in an earlier part of my dream while at grandma's house...Rickey had some kind of reggae hairstyle...his hair was wrapped at the top and braided to a long ponytail about 2 feet in the back. We laughed at him when he had it like that but anyway...as I stood with him in the ine I noticed he was sitting and I asked him why he cut his hair off and he looked at me like "you know why" lol. Anyway we all left and went back in the vehicle, my mom included and we left. I also had another dream in which I was in this building and it was like an afterschool program type thing where a bunch of teenagers would get together(like a hundred teens or so), it was school-oriented. We all had on blue shirts...then they told us surprise guests were coming...then the door opened and about a hundred more teens dressed in white/lime green and in dress clothes came in (they were in like a junior med-school program) and they were going to teach us about what they do. I remember Mikey lovell giving a presentation on something on the overhead. I wasn't paying that much attention, then when the junior med-school teacher came around me he barked at me because I did not have my feet in a correct equidistant (junior med-school) form. I then fixed my feet and then the lady who was assisting him she began teaching all of us (with blue shirts on) how to move our feet and form our feet in different formations (as they do in juniour med-school) and once again I was screwing up and she called attention to me messing up and told me to watch her feet. I then remember sitting down and mr. mcginnis (sumner hill principal) standing behind me right along with the med-school principal and telling everyone to pay attention or recive punishment and asking "Are we clear?" everyone said yes...my back was turned towards them and so Mr. Mcginnis said "Are we clear Geoffrey?" And I don't remember what I said. I then found some coat or jacket and went around the corner and gave it to Theresa (from sonics). I also remember earlier on in my dreams that me and my family were sitting on the couch in my house and my mom was hungry and I said I wasn't but when asked where she'd like to eat, she told me she was in the mood for Sonics. lol. Anyway to continue my dream from where I last left off...somehow I became "an observer" and now was no longer there, but watching. I saw Raven Symone, Chelsea and Eddie come in the picture...they were in my grandma's living room trying to come up with a potion to give to the junior med-school teacher and mr. mcginnis so they would conk out or act weird just so the end result would be that they would ease up and leave everyone alone so much. They gave the potion to Rae to try first and she did. she dropped the glass tube and it shattered on the ground and she fell down herself and she finally came to with the help of her friends and dad. Her friends thought it was perfect and tried to scrape up and salvage what was left of the liquid from the tube on the floor. Chelsea got up and there was a pillow that she had taken some rubbery circle things out of and Rickey called attention to it saying something like "Wow, we've been looking for that/something like that!" and he called my mom over to look at what Chelsea did.


4:33 PM 1/19/2007

Last night's dream was pretty interesting...no lucidity tho :'( Anyway, I remember three dreams. The firt one I was at my house and my mom was closing the door from the outside or something and I told her to hurry up and not let that cat in the house...she didn't think it would come in (it was a huge cat, like the size of a tiger) but it quickly jumped up and came in the house right before she closed the door. I then ran off into my hallway and into my moms room. The cat turned into a lion and chased me and I jumped out her bedroom door and onto the patio and the lion did as well. The lion ate two bad people and I applauded it and thought it might have been a good lion because it ate them instead of me...(I also thought I had some measure of control over the cat as well, like some rapport) but instead as I was getting happy...the lion roared at me and began approaching me...I then remember the dream cutting to me being in Audrey's suv parked infront of a chain of stores (stripmall-like). And I saw someone I recognized pass by the car (a female peer) but anyway, I backed audrey's car out and was getting ready to leave out the parking lot onto the street...all of a sudden I saw a car spinning forward out of control and another car as well. There was a major accident build-up and the girl I recognized (I think it was alicia grey) came to the window of my car as she watched the accident. I also remember rapping with lil jon to these people (a bunch of teens) and we were saying something weird...then all of a sudden lil jon said a weird phrase and I said it after him and we kept saying it...then all of a sudden like 70% of the crowd left out running, and some were screaming. I wondered why they were running and screaming. I jumped down and I was told that the thing we just said...was a message to go get your guns because some war is about to break out or something like that...I told the guy that I didn't know that, that I was just repeating what lil jon said...so I started walking off to go to safety because they were all about to come back in here and start shooting up the place...the guy grabbed my arm and started pulling me saying...no, you're coming with me to help me round the people back up and let them know it was a false alarm. I yanked my arm back and kept walking and he started coming after me but someone caught up with him and said "Man forget him, he just won't get any records" (As in a record deal). Quite frankly, I didn't care...As I was walking through the building trying to walk as calmly and innocent looking as possible so none of the people would shoot me for no reason...as I was walking...I noticed that this place strongly resembled wal-mart. Anyway I saw a place in the front of the store where a bunch of armed men dressed in black were monitoring the door and watching out for those who would come in with guns. This was a shelter for unarmed people so they wouldn't get hurt. I walked up as slowly but as gratefully as possible and with my arms up I thanked them for having this place...as they checked me they said I was okay and let me inside...there were a few other teens in there as well. They were talking about armageddon happening and stuff...I then peeked out from the door and saw a giant air balloon flying through the air with a giant Nazi symbol on it. Hitler was on board and something was about to happen...the skies were red. I then saw some t.v. reports going off that someone had defiled a public symbol. It was a giant tower with a steeple with an ass chipped into the steeple...everyone knew that this meant a giant war was seconds away from breaking out. I then had another dream in which I was hanging out with like some version of superman...he had like a high-tech suit but hardly any muscles and he also had a sidekick. I was travelling with them on their dangerous adventure. We then made it outside and it appeared as if we were in some kind of dessert. I remember Superman using his laser-vision to zap 4, four legged creatures in which we could ride the rest of the way. There were only two of them (superman and his sidekick) so I guess he zapped four in case the two they would use to start off with would keel over and die...so they would have spares. Anyway, I had another dream in which Melvin was in...and he was talking about getting back into Noni and really turning up the key this time around and I was going to do it as well...and I had my laptop there and he saw some porn I pulled up temporarily and was like "I saw that" -.- and he started laughing though I didn't want him to bring attention to it. Then I had a dream in which I was at home and turned the television on. I saw the movie Ghostbusters was on...but it looked different...this wasn't ghostbusters 1 and 2...this was ghostbusters 3!!! In my dream, I knew the GB community would be thrilled about this. Well anyway, the proton packs this time were an off-white color. And the original cast was in it...'cept they were older of course. The title of the ghostbuster movie was like "Ghostbusters IX or Ghostbusters IV" something like that...but I knew that regardless of what it said it was a genuine official movie sequel to Ghostbusters 2. So then I started watching it and I remember Bill Murray and some other guy being arrested and being led to this place in which they would go to jail. I remember Bill Murray getting a little aggrovated and short-tempered that he was being arrested and saying something like "Regardless of what we do for this city we're always looked at as the bad guy..." So I remmeber Bill murray pulling out his proton thrower, turning it on and shooting a large blast of proton streams into the night sky. The guy who was leading them to jail (a police officer I guess) told venkman to put it up and stop it. So he complied...well then some huge ghost thing was running amuck and flew past them and venkman was proven right that there was some paranormal phenomenon taking place...I then dreamt that venkman, spengler, stantz, and zeddemore were in front of their old firestation home...and it was night and the ghostbusters vehicle was parked right out front with the lights still on. So then I remember Slimer being there as well and the ghostbusters pulled some ghost out of the trunk and threw it in slimers mouth and he swallowed the thing whole. it was a purple/pink kind of ghost. I then remember the dream cutting to the same firehouse but instead of the ghostbusters living there...real firemen...and the place was fixed up from when the ghostbusters were living there and new stuff put in. I then remember a bunch of kids playing around and laughing in the firehouse. Then I remember being concious of myself being in my living room...Rickey was there and so was Derrick. I remember Rickey eating out of a bowl, some ice-cream with water and butter mixed together. I thought it was a little ridiculous. Anyway I then remember me wanting some nachos in my dream so me going into the kitchen and going inside the freezer from where I put the nachos last...I took them out and there were a few chips scattered abroad around the counter-top. I took the nachos out the freezer and put them in the microwave (the nachos I took out were in a bowl and still had cheese at the bottom). I remember there being a button on the microwave that said "Acme" I assumed that was for the time warner looney tune popcorn :S Anyway I then remember me and derrick on my floor in my bedroom and we were talking about Vegeta and how I think he went into a bloody rage and went missing and how we should find out who played him on dragonball z.

3:20 PM 1/20/2007

Last night I had a dream that I was at archestratus again but it looked different...again. I dreamt that I was the bussboy and there was kool-aid being made in the kitchen so I went back and tried to find a clean cup in the cabinets but almost all of the cups I wanted were still dirty. I then saw John sitting in a chair at the entrance to the kitchen (keep in mind everything in archestratus as far as floor plans were drastically different) and he was making fun of Josh Osborn for something, anyway Julianna got on to him and told him to stop and he did. I then remember me singing or something and me and Julianna and some other girl going out the other way of the kitchen to a part where there was a bunch of chips and refrigerators full of drinks and stuff. I also remember me passing through the front of the room after I saw some people get up and leave...turns out it was only part of the group that left and the other part was still there so I decided not to get any dishes yet...As I was going back to the kitchen a man stopped me and said "Excuse me, I want pancakes and juice" Julianna heard him and said "Okay Sir" so that meant she got the order. In another dream I had I had bought tickets for a cruise ship and invited my mom and debby rollins and one other girl to come with. While we were on the ship they were looking around and stuff and my mom was a bit choked up and so I asked her "How long do we have left in our house" to which she replied "As of now, we're living in a motel". I understood my mom was going through serious financial difficulties and so what came to my mind is "OKay Geoffrey, gotta do noni like i've never done it before...". Then I had another dream in which me, rickey, and some other guys were on a bus and we passed by some beautiful girls...we got off the bus and went inside this building and a bunch of gothic people with gothic clothes and stuff were sitting in classroom type desks in the front of the room and other people just sitting towards the back. I had on some kind of gothic apparel and so I decided to hangout in the front for a while and talk with them. Julianna had on real skimpy goth clothes and her breasts and nipple were showing. Then remember me getting up and going and sitting with Rickey and his friends. I then remember me and some other people at the Sonics on highway 80, but we were outside sitting down in front of it...and it was night time. I then remember some kind of gauges with fluid in them which would give us magical powers. I tried to find the gauge which allowed flight but I found something that I thought said "wind" and drank it and drank another one. the one that I thought said "wind" I drank because I thought it meant I could fly...but I looked back at it and it said "water". So now I had the ability to do super jumps and also "super slurps" or whatever that is. Then I went to do a super jump in front of the street and as I looked back at my group I saw one girl shoot up in the air as if she was flying so then I went back and me and another guy asked if we could have some of the gauge she drank for flight...she of course said no so I snatched it and drank some...it was nasty so I spit out the rest but anyway she was mad and trying to chase me and I started flying...as I flew, I was flying to the back of my house (like coming from the direction of wal-mart) and as I flew I had to learn how to control the angle I flew so I wouldn't be flying too low or too high but just right so I wouldn't hit the ground. Also it seemed as if I was glowing green (which was the color of the flying serum I drank from the gauge (neon color green). I then remember the dream cutting off to me and my family going to Grandma's house and while riding over there, I noticed Rickey had cut all his hair off to see how it would look, though parts of his hair already starting re-growing. I laughed and he laughed too although he was a bit embaressed. I then remember we got to grandma's house and me going inside the den with my laptop. I then remember seeing Uncle Reggie come in the door and Chris behind him smiling. I didn't think Uncle Reggie would come but he did. I then remember my family talking amongst themselves about me and my laptop saying that i'm on it too much and i'm addicted and they wanted to find out what interested me so much on it. So they told me to get off but I wouldn't get off. I then remember it being snatched from me and given to Jason, and Jason (my cousin) sat down on the far left of the couch (the one with the painting hanging above it) and he started trying to research all he could on my laptop to see what he could find that interested me so much. I told him to get off but my mom held me down I believe...I then dropped to the ground with an apparent lifeless body as I heard them talk about me more behind my back. Then I remember awakening and jumping up and snatching my computer back from Jason and that being the end of it. I also dreamt that we (the family, Rickey especially) were in an open area and pastor sino was speaking on how he's flown 42 or 45 levels (I forgot which number he said) (transcended 40 something levels in addition to the physical level) It was interesting.


4:18 PM 1/22/2007

Last nights dream was interesting...I dreamt that I was at the dentist and clay from archestratus was the dentist, and he was scraping my teeth and junk and it was weird. I also dreamt I was at pleasant greens prayer service and I snuck into the main part of the building during prayer and pulled something I forgot to get off of the podium and then left but mrs. sims and forea smiled at me and saw me before I left. I also dreamt that I was at Grandma's house and this guy from archestratus named "Clay" was telling me and this other girl (whom I liked) as we were walking out how to use heat vision (because we had become superheroes). I asked him how to do it and he told me how but he basically said it's something you have to learn how to do...it was nighttime and we said thanks and goodbye...then we started driving off...we learned how to fly etc...the girl decided to sit in the back as I was driving off rather than up front with me (it wasn't something personal, just her choice). I also dreamt that as we were leaving grandma's house and driving through the streets, the street outside of the neighborhood turned into a river and I pressed some button which transformed our car into an aerial vehicle...I wasn't very good at driving it though as we went along above the river and crashed into something in which we survived though...we met up with some other superheroes in an aerial schoolbus and I guess I was trying to catch up with them so bad I crashed :P Anyway we started walking and saw this woman with a large head and super huge and looong body going in a door by accident and backing up and stopping traffic by trying to come out and go the way she originally intended. I then remember being at this place with her high in the air (very different from where we had been) and we saw three rows of dragon stairs seperate from one another yet leading to the same platform, they were all made of gold and they led to a giant platform at the beginning of them and at the end of them as well. I asked someone what these were as I was viewing them very high up in the air and they told me something with doomsday, but that next time, it won't be gold...it will be fire...I then shot down into the ocean below, clothes dissolved and everything and wrestled the guy who told me the information, but it was just for fun. I then remember it being nighttime at this strange place we were in and me and the girl I liked were in this...sort of oversized nest and there were some clothes for us that we had brought that we dry. The one I currently had one was the "black superman (S) shirt" but I decided to take it off because too many people knew Jeff Harper wore that shirt and I didn't want them to put that identity with the superhero gear I was going to wear now (or at least temporary gear)...anyway...I put on some hoodie and the girl I liked put on some clothes as well and I think we flew up and flew off hand and hand. I then remember a dream about me being at Melissas, Chris's, and TJ's house and me waiting on them to get ready...I waited on them and then they got ready and we left out...there was some little baby boy with them...he looked about 3 yrs old...anyway we left and we were driving over this beautiful white sandy beach and ocean and I commented in the car to them how I had just been to a beach not too long ago (referencing to perdido) and then I realized we were on a road again and some guy in a truck was behind us and had pulled up beside us temporarily and talked to melissa. (I think my mom and brianna were in the car by now too O_O) And as the black guy in the truck pulled back behind us again Brianna said she recognized him from a television show! And I kind of stared and I guess he figured out why we were staring at him because he was looking at us back knowing we were discussing him. Then I remember the dream cutting off to me being at some place going from place to place doing interviews on people who create weird and interesting A.I. robots. anyway I was in this dudes house and he led me to a room where I could learn more about his robot and take some information I need to publish it or whatever because he was being honored by others wanting to know about this. And so anyway I traveled to a tower not too far from his house and set up little nasties at the top of this visible tower like "HAHA!" and other things that I know Miranda (from Sonic's) would see once she got to his house...because she was doing the same thing I was doing 'cept I beat her here I think O_O. I had another interesting dream and actually this dream took place far before these others...in this dream...I was with Adrienne Bailon in her house and some other girls...man adrienne was beautiful. And she went into this room and I went into there too and there was this long couch and I sat in the middle...and I remember we were watching and talking about Shakira on television and how beautiful she was. I then remember another dream in which I was with the girl I liked from before and some other guy and we were walking down this hallway and we heard crying...it was like a hallway in a hotel and around the corner we saw Mrs. Stacy (from archestratus) and her friend and her friends little kid...the little kid was putting up a fuss.


4:11 PM 1/23/2007

Last nights dream was a little bit better :) Okay first off I remember being at Grandma's house and Uncle Perry, Me, Mom, Audrey, Grandma, Rickey, Chris, and Brianna being there. Well the nintendo was hooked up and Uncle Perry asked us "Who wants to play nintendo" Or something like that and we all got excited. (he asked us while all of us were gathered around the kitchen countertop). I tried hooking it up but me rickey and uncle perry wanted to play and there were only a few controllers...not enough for everyone so I decided i'd sit this game out and wait. When I played the game, I noticed a path of dirt and that there were magical trees and stuff...I also noticed a jet fighter plane with my apparent name written on it, when I tried to show them (when we played the game we got sucked into the game, it was kind of like virtual reality) but when I showed them it changed to some other name. anyway, we went inside this building close to the jet and it was sort of anciet egyptian maze-like inside. it was like ancient egyptian traps in there that you had to be smart to know how to maneuver threw. Clay (from archestratus) helped set off one of the traps in a synchronistic order so that I and uncle perry, rickey, and chris could go through at the perfect time. Anyway next for whatever reason I got ticked off and went into grandma's room and shut the door and brianna came in and something happened and she ran and told grandma on me which ticked me off even more. I then remember shutting the door behind her hard. Then in another dream I was malcolm x and we were marching the street...I and other blacks and a few whites in protest for freedom or something like that. Anyway we came to a house and there were a few ladies outside *like mature black women* and so the group kind of disbanded and I became myself again and somehow we were trying to get one of the ladied into noni and they were thinking about it...but the weekly meetings were held in clinton and she lived in Jackson...then mrs. miller (from church) butted in and said "You not gonna join that business, how are you going to do that when you can't even get from jackson to clinton, you can't do that, you can't go to every meeting every week!" I then butted in and got in mrs. millers face and said something like "How are you going to tell her that (this took guts for me to say this to her because she had given me like 10 dollars awhile ago in congratulations for something) when you live in jackson but you drive from jackson to clinton every sunday to church and every thursday and like every wednesday too?" At first my mom and Audrey thought I was out of line but then Grandma agreed with me and said "You're right!" and audrey and my mom kind of nodded that I was right too...anyway I walked off and up to this building that looked like it was some kind of cool beachfront building. I saw forea outside of it. I then went inside and into the bathroom and forea came in to. He went to go pee but I was looking in the mirror because I had sleep flemm in my eye. So I got it out and walked out...and went outside the building but stayed leaned up against the wall beside the door...I took off my shades and put them on the ground beside me. Two guys came out (white guys) and stood in front of me and I was like "Hey guys! How are you two?" And they said "Pretty good man pretty good ;)" They were really cool guys, I liked them. Then some guy came over in a rush I think he didn't see what he was doing and he was foreign as well and accidentally stepped on my shades and crushed them. I got a little upset with him at first and was like "You're going to pay for those!" (The guys went and laid out on some chairs getting a tan not too far from me and saw what happened) so the guy went off and I tried screaming after him but then one of the guys said "Hey, be patient." And I was like...what? And he said it again "Be patient." Then he pulled out a giant roll of money and handed it to me and I said..."Are you rich or something?" And he laughed I think. Then the foreigner came over and handed me some american money...I think it was like 30 bucks or something but I told him to keep it. And smiled at him...then I walked back over to the two guys and and was like "I can't take your money man" Then he had like some more money in his hand in which he was debating on whether to give it to me or not and asked...I said sure and he gave me like one more 20. The guy was being very generous and wanted to repay me for my broken shades although it wasn't his responsibility to do it and told me to "be patient" which was very wise...I respect him and what he said. Then I walked over to Chris, and Chris was hanging out by an indoor pool and told him about the guy who gave me alot of money! Then I remember the dream cut to me being in Clinton Highschool...I dreamt I was in clinton highschool wearing a throwback jersey and walking down the hall going past the lunch room (the doors were open) and I heard some of the girls at a table say something like..."Is that Geoffrey?" I then walked inside the library and sat down at a table close by the computers. There was a beautiful girl getting ready to use the computers and I just had a hunch that her name was "Brittany" she was looking at me and smiling and I was looking at her as my eyes were darting away because I was shy and then I called her name "Brittany"...because I thought that might be her name, but I was so embaressed that I saw a pretty girl to the right of me and gave her my number. Anyway, an old substitute teacher of mine named Mrs. Winegarden came and sat at my table beside me and she had a green mustache and a green goatee and she wanted to help tutor me and help me do some equations or something right on the spot and I was like...ugh...anyway after that the dream cut to me doing some kind of afternoon program. Participating in it. There was a kitchen in the back of this gym-like building and it was sort of similar to archestratus...some of the kitchen crew were working back there too. Like I was taking stuff back to the freezer in which Jason (kitchen crew from archestratus) was in charge of and he asked me to bring all the stuff that needs to go in the freezer back there now so he can leave but I wasn't focused on him, I was focused on getting my job done in an orderly manner and I did so...and time passed and I brought something else back there and I saw him to the left of me sitting down on some packages and he got up and approached me as I was stacking some ice cream up and was like "I thought I told you to bring me all my stuff?" I didn't respond...then someone came and brought the last of the stuff that goes in the freezer and as Jason was leaving he kind of pushed his shoulder against mine like to get by but also as an insult. Then I left out the freezer area and saw mrs. beaty from clinton highschool sweeping up the gym, she came to me and was like "Is it okay for you to be here? Have you checked in with Mrs. Sauls?" I said I hadn't and she recommended I did...but I didn't do it when she said to...Mrs. Sauls was sitting at a table nearby me and was looking at me. I picked up a broom and started sweeping up as well. I swept stuff under some other stuff though :P Then I said hey to Mrs. Sauls and she got up and I hesitantly hugged her and she sensed my hesitancy but hugged me too. She was very nice and I heard her and mrs. beaty mention something about the pay program (talking about us afternoon volunteer workers getting paid, but I was unaware when I took this sort of task that there was payment involved). She seemed a little fresh with me and was smiling and stuff as we walked around my arm against her neck and hers against mine. Then she asked me if I had reliable transportation to and from here and I told her I drove...and pointed and saw my white maxima in the parking lot and she said Oh okay. Then I saw Mrs. Mackey *Courtney Mackey's mom from church* come in and I spoke to her, then we all started talking, making pleasantries and the like.


11:20 AM 1/24/2007

I had a small drem which entailed the fresh prince of bel-air cast lol, and I was will smith. :P go figure. Anyway...I had walked into this large classroom type setting and went inside the bathroom, I noticed in the bathroom mirror that I was Michael Jackson (the one from the thriller album, not the old white michael) and I looked cool and smooth. I had on an all white suit and a small jerri curl. I walked out of the bathroom and saw others like ashley, carlton etc...I then noticed I became Will Smith and we all got in a line and did the Thriller dance together to the song, although I wasn't that good at it, Ashley seemed to be a natural. She was towards my left. Then we all stopped dancing and Carlton was being his usual self and was going to sit down but I made the usual "fresh prince of bel-air crack on c arlton" and said "Yo Carlton, man you know what I can imagine, you doing the thriller dance in your oreos cookie shirt or 'in an oreos cookie commercial'" it was something with the dance and oreos involved I know :P Anyway we sat down and I became my normal self again and there was this light skinned guy in front of me and some others all around...teenagers. We all started playing Uno together and stuff and the light skinned guy in front of me didn't want me to draw own cards when the cards he gave me got mixed up in the deck. Then he got up and was doing something around the teachers desk or whatever and the teacher commented he get back to his seat and I made a comment to which was extremely insulting and hilarious and witty...to such a degree where everyone chimmed in with laughter and congratulations were given to me, especially from a guy behind. Then he started messing with me (the guy behind me) and the only thing he did was put my hoodie over my head, and it was out of a form of respect, not really degrading or controlling in any way. I then remember getting up to sharpen my pencil but the electronic pencil sharpener's catcher was full and dettached from the sharpener, so I took it upon myself (since the light skinned guy in front of me sharpened his pencil but chose not to do it himself) to dump out the catcher and stick it back in. I then sharpened my pencil. Then I remember going back to my seat and grandma and mom sitting in the chairs in front of me now and me not being there but witnessing...sort of like the observer.

Okay I tried to induce a lucid dream today! At let me tell you the success ;) Okay well here goes...I slept for about 5.5 hours and got up, stayed awake for one hour reading lucid dreaming material and reality checks, then went back to bed doing MILD and WILD. Okay after I got relaxed I started playing and fighting with lightsabers in my mind then I noticed my body was going to sleep...I felt it literally going to sleep and so I said "The next time I am dreaming, I will realize I am dreaming" once more which kicked my concious mind into full throttle. So then my visuals faded and the next thing I saw a bed in front of me...it was sort of fuzzy but then it got a bit clearer, I realized my body was falling asleep and I got excited and was like "about time" so then I saw a mirror out on the wall and decided I wanted to "interact early" lol before everything finished solidifying. So what I did is I went and floated up to the mirror and looked at my reflection in the mirror. I leaned all up against the mirror and my image looked normal. I tried going through the mirror and felt my eyeballs up against the mirror and the feeling felt as if it was in my stomach or something...something that was out of the ordinary was I didn't see any weird distortedness in the mirror as I had seen in an ld awhile back. Well after this, I was sucked out of the dream and felt my body awakening. What seemed like 30-45 minutes had gone by was really a little more than an hour. I have a theory for future success...well when doing wbtb I got my body and mind fully awake and not groggy or foggy minded and I didn't stay in bed...I got up, stretched, the whole 9 yards...I think I woke myself up too much...which isn't a bad thing if done correctly...I also think I stayed up too long, if it took me that long to go back to sleep (about 30 minutes) then I should only stay up for like 20 minutes and use the extra 40 minutes for falling back asleep time and doing MILD. Also i've learned to be patient and wait till the dream solidifies before interacting early. But success was attained, I actually did bring my concious mind over into the subconcious :) And now I know I can do this every time I try!!!! :D :D :D


2:44 PM 1/25/2007

Last night's dream was crazy. I had a dream my mom was dating some guy and he wanted them to move in together or seomthing like that. The guy was chunky very dark complected, and had shoulder length straight hair, he also was shorter than me, slightly. I remember being at this place where we were packing all our stuff up and putting them in this large truck as well as getting my mom's car towed by the truck as well. Then there was George Moore, better known as (HOUSE). My mother had flirted with him before but he was a married man and wasn't interested but apparently he and his wife had parted ways and he came up to us as we were packing and moving our stuff...he stepped to my mom and kind of flirted with her or wanted to know if there was still a chance for him and her. She let him know there wasn't and we continued packing. For a ten dollar fee (the person driving the truck) could tow your car as well to wherever you'd like along with your moving supplies. I asked him if he could tow my car also and he said sure but for a 10 dollar fee. My mom started to pay it but I payed it instead and gave him 1 ten dollar bill. I then remember the dream cutting to me being at home and me closing the shutters (except the shutters were different) in the large pane glass windows in the den. It was also night time. I then rememeber the dream cutting to me being at some kind of practice, sports/gym practice. What we were practicing for, I have no clue. Rickey and some other people I knew really well were in the very back of the lines (the guy directing us had us broken up into like 10 different lines) if you were at the back, that meant that you were the best, if he asked you to move up, then that meant you weren't as good as those behind you, and if you were in the front...then you just plain sucked. He had us doing timed rhythmic formations with our feet, hands and such and everyone knew how to do it except me, I was clueless so I was just trying to fake it till I made it XD Anyway I then rememeber the dream cut to me being at home and someone calling on the phone and I had a lot of big poofy hair like a little bit longer than it was before I cut it, but it wasn't permed. I then remember someone calling on the phone and me going to answer it but my mom beat me to the punch. I then went and saw the caller I.D. and it was the guy she was currently dating or soon to wed or whatever. Anyway he was now standing on our patio waiting on my mom to come out, I could see him through the window. As my mom got all dolled up for this guy I asked her some questions about Michael (the guy who used to live across the street from us) and asked her...mom tell me about michael? She said that she had run her credit reports and michael had apparently used her credit card or bought some stuff with her credit card number. I told her I didn't like him and she said she could tell and he could tell as well that I didn't like him. She said that Michael told her he could tell I didn't like him that well, which I didn't. I told her next time a guy asks if I know how to shoot a gun, tell him yes and that i'm a blue belt in karate too. lol. She laughed and said okay then walked out the door. She came back and knocked on the door for whatever apparent reason and I looked out the window next to the door and she was standing like 1 foot tall...like the rest of her body was below ground or something. I found it kind of weird in my dream but not extremely weird or unnatural. I opened the door and she said she forgot something and went and got it and left back out again. I then walked in my room and noticed that there was a television hanging down from my ceiling in the very corner of my room (On the left side of my bed near the closet) it wasn't a big television and it seemed out of focus and staticy. I could make out the outlines of people on it though. Anyway I left out...Earlier waaaay earlier in my dream I remember vague things like this kid sitting on this rocket type bicycle and the rocket had malfunctioned and the bicycle collapsed and he was engulfed in the explosion. But he didn't burn to death. His outfit did however catch fire and he noticed a murky dark pond nearby so he ran and jumped in it. I also remember like some kind of virus spreading all over that particular town where it would engulf your intellect and turn you into a brainwashed controlled person so to speak. The ring leader lived in this house and some guy was in there and the ringleader was talking to him but (the guy wasn't brainwashed or controlled, but in order to not cause suspicion, he tried to maintain the falsehood of being controlled and brainwashed and therefore tried to act accordingly). the ringleader also noticed some odd quirks in him, quirks that shouldn't be in a normal controlled person so the ringleader said to him...leave town now, I know you're not controlled and i'm gonna let you go, so go now (or something along those lines). I also dreamt somewhere in the dream that I saw Brianna and she was skinny and in good physical condition...we were at Grandma's house and I went to go get like a raisin creme pie from grandma's cabinet. Also I remember while being at home, Brianna came and jumped on my lap and laid down on the couch with me, she's a cute little precious girl. :) That's all I can remember, oh and also when we were moving, grandma was with us as well.


3:32 PM 1/26/2007

Last night my dream was interesting...they always are ;) Well first off it started out where Forea me and Rickey were going in this place and it was an interesting place. It had mazelike hallways and it was soooo huge...*the inside of the place* and the only way you could move around the hallways was if you were hooked onto this carrier hook type thing that was electronically attached to the ceiling and it would zip you from place to place while hooked onto your clothes in the back. Well Forea wanted me to go to a certain place so it hooked me onto it and shot me into this large room that a lady was working in at the time. I wanted to get my haircut, trimmed a bit and Forea offered to treat me to one. :) Well while I was there I was in this chair and the lady asked what did I want and I told her a lowcut fade with a part in my hair, to trim it up a little. Then I noticed the room was packed with people. I then also noticed that I was sitting down on a bench and there was this kid beside me, looked about 7 yrs old or so. He was eating some chocolate filled mr. planters nutty cookies that looked delicious. He asked offered me some but out of politeness I turned his offer down but he insisted so I took one and ate it, oh man it was delicious!!! His mom was looking at us and I was like, "well he offered", I said that in my mind...anyway then we left and I noticed the entire huge complex was nothing more than a tree in my backyard...that was odd...anyway I thanked forea for the little excursion as I proceeded to go inside my backdoor. It was locked so I knocked and my mom opened the door and let me in. She looked a bit curious as to where i'd been. And then in another dream I dreamt I was in this giant huge complex that somewhat resembled Sonic's dine-in room but like 10 times that size. I was sitting at a table with some girls and there was this one particular girl who liked me that was sitting beside me and supposedly we were on some kind of date...she had very short hair (like a boys fade) she smoked and had somewhat of an accent. Well we were eating food together (she was sitting across from me, not beside me so I take that back XD ) and I didn't have my silverware. So I asked the waitress "black chubby light skinned woman looked to be in late teens or very early 20's" to bring me back some silverware and she told me it might be awhile because she has other things important right now. So then time had gone by and I had asked the same waitress if she could bring me some silverware, she seemed a bit upset at my request but went back to get it anyway. My date pointed out to me that she had already brought us some silverware and pointed to mine. I didn't want to look embaressed so when the lady came back out with yet some MORE silverware I told her "That's alright, another waitress already brought it to us." :P So then I went outside and it was dark by now and I went and sat at this table full of people I didn't really know. There was this white girl who was talking about her ****** to some black guy at our table but he started the conversation and apparently they were friends and he was making ill-witted sexually crude gestures with his finger directed at her and she apparently found this amusing. I however didn't so I said my goodbyes and shook their hands and as I got up Ken (from archestratus) shook my hand as well and I left. I think I went back in the restaurant or whatever. But anyway I then remember being in this weird spaceship type futuristic house with Melvin. (guy from highschool, joked alot) And well what happened was I had got a craving to masturbate so what I did is I went into this refrigerator type place like I always do and was going to masturate until I noticed a hidden camera on the ceiling in the small room. I walked out and wondered if they had seen me do it in there before and if so, they could fire me! Anyway it was time to go to sleep and Melissa (Chris's mom) was yelling at us from another room to go to bed! So I sneakily hopped in bed and Melvin came and hopped in the bed with me and I tried to make him get out but he didn't want to (not that he was gay or anything but I think he was just being a dick) so I forced him to get out. I then remember me lying down and seeing Kayla Jenkins with some high shoes ask me something and smile and I answered her and smiled back as she walked off. Then another girl came and she was talking about how gorgeous I am and she kept pacing saying how gorgeous I am, she was really really cute. So then she came to me and we got on the floor lying there beside each other and she kissed me, I thought that's all that she was going to do and really it was kind of like a joke but no I was wrong...so I kissed her back and we began kissing intimately and I put my hand behind her and felt her butt then I proceeded to grab it.


3:18 PM 1/30/2007

Last night I had a dream in which I remember me being at archestratus. and John the bartender being there and hundreds of other teens as well, it was sort of like a club. What they (the management) were doing were giving us all a hamburger and they were going to see if the hamburger itself caused people to leave or something like that. Then someone farted and I ran out and others ran out as well following me becasue of the smell so they concluded that it wasn't the hamburgers that was the problem. It was some kind of weird experiment. Anyway, then I had another dream that I was talking on the computer to this lady at this company, we were communicating through instant messaging. The company she worked for could track down and find anyone. So I asked her if she could find someone I knew long ago whose name was Reginald Walker. She said she could and then she begain searching. She came back with few results then found his mark on the internet and gave me a contact information. I was going to ask her if she could find someone else for me as well but she got called away before we could even discuss payments. I had to leave because I had to go to work but I left a message on the chat screen that said "I will be back, I have to go to work now i'm sorry but i'll return around 4 pm cst". Something like that. Then I remember going to work and taking my laptop with me. I was on my laptop the entire time in the front of the restaurant and neglecting my duties. I figure i'd let it all stack up and do it later. Pratt and Clay walked past me looking at me occasionally. Then when we were about to close Pratt walked by and was like "Get back there and wash the dishes" and I was like "Yes sir." So I went around back and as I was going, I saw Pratt and his son playing baseball through the fence, it was a baseball game taking place. When I made it back there I saw this huge mountaineous area with moutains going high up and noticed it was also winter and snow was all around. There were these two giant inflatable beams stretching from below to the top of the mountain. I started climbing the mountains rocks at first because above is where the work that needed to take place was being done. I made it pretty high and saw Clay and some other guy french kissing with their tongues, it grossed me out and I noticed that climbing the inflatable beams was much easier than the rocks, so I climbed the beams instead. I also had another dream in which I was like sort of a billionaire I suppose and I was in this line for whatever reason, I think I was somewhat similar to Bruce Wayne. I was in this velvet roped line but noone else was in line. I jumped out and onto this small building, the corner of it. Some people came along inquiring around. I then remember that somewhere in my dream I was reading something on lucid dreaming and then started saying "I'm dreaming" I think I can only recall saying it once though. I would have to say I was about 10% lucid. Also in my dream I was working on some kind of drawing in which I was drawing the bottom portion of all 50 states in black and white and something else and then Raven Symone came in and sat beside me and I commented on how beautiful she was all the while, while maintaining my professional swagger.


4:01 PM 1/31/2007

Interesting dream I had last night...I first off I remember being in this parking lot type area out in front of some huge grocery store and Melvin came up to me (Melvin Washington) He had a very large afro and he came up to me talking about "hey man!" kind of stuff. And as I was going into the grocery store he was walking alongside me talking and talking. He then said something like, I hope you still got those popeyes coupons cause i'm starving. And I turned to him and said. Feed yourself, man up Melvin. And he stopped but I kept walking on and into the store. I remember passing these beautiful girls in the store...one looked to be indian with beautiful jewelry on. She was dancing back in forth in line as I was watching her. Then there was this other girl who looked mexican who was cute as well. They noticed me noticing them. Then something happened as I walked off...I had gained these awesome powers to slow/stop time. I used it and noticed all these people around me on the ground and walking so slow. So it worked. Then all of a sudden it wore off (the slowness) and I tried to induce it again but it didn't work so I left the store. I then remember me walking up to eastside at dusk and a bunch of kids were playing around and stuff outside in the front and talking. Like 5th 6th graders and stuff. I saw this one girl who resembled Misha from Pleasant green but looked better. She was sitting next to some other girl and they were just sitting...not talking or anything so I started talking to the girl and she didn't respond. I then left them and remember sort of looking for Brianna maybe? And I remember the misha look alike getting up and moving around walking now with some other girl playing with her...as I walked off I heard her say something about "blowing bootyhole". That tempted me to go back because I was then sexually turned on but I was torn whether to go back or just leave...I then gave in and decided to go back but then I saw brianna approaching me so I went to her and we left. I then remember some kind of movie theater where I saw Rickey in, a few rows in front of me so I got his attention later on and I decided to give him a ride back home. By then he turned into Joshua HUlitt. We walked passed some school and the people had on their graduation outfits and as we passed them in line they asked us what school were we from and I told them CHS. So we made smalltalk and all then as we left the building and proceeded to go down some stairs someone got josh's attention about some super fine girl and so josh got mine and said look look! So I spotted her face and said "Eh, she's cute." And so we continued walking on down and out the crowded staircase onto outside the building...He seemed really grateful I was giving him a lift back to my house. As we got in he turned back into Rickey and I backed out the grassy/wet/muddy parking area onto the street. I noticed a parked police car right beside me so that made me a bit nervous. I then accidentally did a 360 in the road and hit someones fenced gate across the street, but I straightened up and kept going down the road. I then entered the maze like place of the entrance to my home and Rickey knew I forgot where to go so he gave me directions about left, right etc...I made it into the area where my room is and was grateful because during the maze, there were parts where you could fall off because it was so narrow into the river. I then remember dreaming about these girls...I was in a room with like 4 girls (3 black and one white I think). 3 were like fine and one was cute...she had glassess. First all of them started masturbating and I started masturbating too then I decided to put my c*** inside one of them while they were on the floor masturbating. I put my c*** inside this white girl and started doing her because this exercise someone had taught us about how to pleasure yourself with just your erect ***** in between your legs wasn't working :P So I started really going away at this girl and giving it to her. This was in grandma's room. Then somehow we moved to the room with the couch in it right across from her room. And all the girls were sticking their butts in the air ready and willing to take it wherever I wanted to put it. So I then went to one of the doggystled positioned black girls and stuck it in her asshole and started really doing it and giving it to her and then I did that to another girl as well. There was another guy sitting on a chair on the other side of the room, I told him to come on and get in on this but he said he's okay. I then remember us all being outside this hotel looking place in the parking lot and I paired up the winning guys with the girls and they went off. Then there was one girl left. It was the cute black girl with the glassess. I was looking around and she said something like "Don't be looking around, you know you the only one left." So I walked with her up the flights of stairs onto the balcony of the hotel and we kept walking along the balcony talking and I told her that she's cute and gave her a small hug and she kind of liked that. Then I remember going around the corner with her and she said something like "I wonder how i'm going to get home..." and I volunteered to take her home. Then I rephrased what I had said and added "As long as you don't live in a ghetto neighborhood" :P We then walked up some more steps and turned around a corner and walked inside this building. By this time the girl was no longer with me but I was being brought into this weird education for our youth of the future type facility. There were a bunch of people in there. A bunch of teens were sitting down and a bunch of adults were standing up. This one 58 year old looking guy said to me "Geoffrey make sure you have your wednesday's cleared off in the future." And I said to him "What?!" And he repeated himself and my mentality was like "Who the f*** are you to tell me what days to clear off? I don't even know what the hell this is or how the hell I got here!" But I didn't say that :P I was then motioned to sit down but I stood up and 2 other guys remained standing as well although the majority of the youth took there seats. I then remember thinking to myself maybe I should lie and tell them I already completed college. ;) I then had another dream in which I was at home on the couch and lacy and some other dog were in the living room with me. Then lacy and the other dog started growling at each other and then began mildly fighting and attacking each other and barking. My mom thought it was best to break them up but I said nah, they're just playing. Then they did it agian and so we broke them up. I grabbed lacy and held her as I was walking down the hallway I noticed I bit something hard. it felt as if my canines in my mouth had broken or something! So I went inside my room and had to cough it up because it started going down my mouth a bit and I eventually coughed it up and it was my two canines that broke off. They had a bit of blood on them. That's all I remember


4:03 PM 2/1/2007

I had a rather interesting dream last night. I dreamt I was in this sonics type restaurant (the dine-in) kind) and I saw Chloe Jones (from new hope) she looked really beautiful and I went to go talk to her and tell her how beautiful I thought she was. We sat down and I saw she had the most beautiful hazel green eyes that you could ever imagine. I told was really telling her I liked her and just getting to know her better and I remember commenting on her eyes saying "I could get lost in your eyes" and I remember her saying I had beautiful eyes too. Then I noticed a guy named Marques (better known as KeKe) from school kind of talking to her (he was sitting on the opposite side of her) and she was admiring his chain and touching it and he was talking to her...I felt disrespected so I got up and left. After I left I figured I could have upped my game but decided to just forget it. I then remember going and sitting down at a table with some guys, busta rhymes was at the table and his brother and I said whassup to them and they said whassup to me and we kind of did a little fist-handshake thing. We then noticed a group of beautiful white girls come in the door right behind us...they looked like adults, around the 22 age mark. I noticed one girl who looked like carrie underwood from american idol, she had her hair curled up, kind of ghetto style. I got up and admired them. I then remember going and sitting on the edge of this table and this giant boom came...it was G-girl from the movie my super ex girlfriend, she shot up against the restaurants giant window and watched me, kind of like a stalker. I then remember the dream cutting to me working at mazzios pizza but not really liking the environment or what I had to do so I never went back and instead I got my old job from sonic's back. I remember sitting in one of the booths with my sonic's outfit on and Theresa and a few more managers walking inside noticing me here and kind of looking like "wtf" and shocked at the same time. I then remember being at home on my couch and noticing some weird image on my computer screen with a few spectrals of gunk on it. I remember me getting this picture of this person like Tyrese on it, kind of abstract like though and taking it to this art museum and trying to place the art on the wall because it seemed like a match, but then decided it best to give it to someone who worked there. I gave the piece to them and asked them if they wanted it and they said no because he's doing some kind of gang-related hand sign in the abstract painting. I then remember me and some other guy in this open field and someone like Merlin the magician telling us we (as in me and the other guy) have greatly angered this god and he's coming for us...so we were watching and saw this gargantuam sized god-like being coming for us with power convulsing all around him...so we sped off and found a hiding place in like the corner section of grandma's chair beside the bookshelf. It was a dettachable part of the chair that came out and we slipped in (Yeah, weird we went from the open field to grandmas house huh? lol) Then we found ourselves in this giant vertical tunnel. It was huge though (the tunnel) And there were all kinds of goodies like coins and other nifty little powerups there. We picked up alot and left, then we noticed the thing was onto us so we tried going back in, as soon as I tried wiggling myself in, the being caught me and wouldn't allow me to go in. So then I remember being in grandma's den but it was huger and like more open. Then I remember these beasts swirling about me from this being. And I gained some measure of lucidity and realized that I had the power to win. So I grabbed the god-like being and all those swirling beasts shot at me and I held the god up as a shield and the beasts hit the god all at once, killing him off. I was notorized as a hero. I also remember a part of my dream where I was on the couch and trying to get my mom to watch something on the computer, only it wasn't there when she tried to find it. I tried searching for it after her and to no avail, still couldn't find it. Weird.


7:58 AM 2/2/2007

I had an interesting dream last night. I dreamt that I was at pleasant green and I was sitting close to Eilene on the bench and was trying to look down her shirt. I also dreamt Jasmine Rayford was there as well a few rows behind me. I dreamt that me and my mom had moved back into the old house and that I had a cell phone and had gotten Jasmine Rayford's number. I also dreamt my mom was at work while I was at home and the reason we moved back into that house was because we had an air conditioner thing that costs at least 1,000 dollars to fix and a cell phone bill that was really really expensive as well. I dreamt I had taken my cell phone apart for some reason and had taken it into my old room and set it down while I was thinking about Jasmine Rayford. I was talking to my mom on her phone and walked outside in my black briers underwear and she sais she was coming home now and would be there soon. I also remember in my dream that I had come to Chris Gardner's office or building complex and wanted to meet with him, my intentions were questioned by workers there at first but then I was led to a room after I got off an elevator and was told to wait there. From the feeling I picked up, Chris Gardner wasn't too enthused to meet me. I remember someone trying to bail me out of that room or something like a girl climbing on top of the building and falling and a girl below catching her.


3:15 PM 2/3/2007

Last night my dream entailed me working at archestratus and me reading a bottle of perscription medicine. I was reading the label on it and it read one thing one minute and something else the next, I kept trying to figure out where the label I had read was but couldn't find it. I was standing right in front of the cups rack in the dishroom where I put the cups at, I looked to my right and saw mrs. brenda harper talking to some girl who looked like meg ryan. I remember two boys who came into archestratus who were homeless and had no money to pay for food. I didn't know them and they asked me if I could help them get some food for free they said they should be able to get at lealst free peas. I told them I'll see what I can do, so they sat in the dining section and Pratt was at the hostessing station watching. I then remember going in the back and getting two dirty plates from a rack but I didn't know they were dirty, and they also weren't that big so instead I got two large plates from a clean rack and put some peas on them. I tried to fill up the plate as much as I could with peas. Like three people had gathered around me while I was doing this waiting for their turn to use the peas. I then put a muffin on it and some other item then brought it out to them. I didn't expect them to, but then they asked me for drinks and I went and got them some drinks, but to be inconspicuous, I drank a bit from each cup so as Pratt would think this was my meal and not something I was giving to them for free, well one of the guys got pissed that I did this...I tried explaining to him what I was trying to do but he didn't care and he jumped up in and left in anger. I bussed the table and as Ken came by I told him that I had brought them their food and I was going to pay for it and need a ticket and he said okay so I paid for their meal. Then I remember as I was passing by the door of archestratus, these girls came in, one who happened to be a girl named Brittany from CHS (short black girl with sexy eyes whose Julius's sister) I gave her a warm greeting and then noticed Ken coming around the corner and speaking to her too. So I kind of grabbed her by the arm and sat down motioning for her to sit on my lap which she did. We made smalltalk then I asked her if I could have her number and she said no, and left to go to the bar section. She had on an archestratus shirt (blac) and went behind som station in the bar. She wasn't working there though but apparently she USED to work here in the past. I then rmemeber going and cleaning something off a glass perhaps and her saying something like "And you thought I was going to give you my number?" Something along those lines. I didn't respond and I looked at my ***** and saw a portion of it I could see through the inside, then I looked again and couldn't. I then remember the dishes behind the bar piling up and me taking them back and washing them and going out to the bar and cleaning off the tables and the whole 9 yards. Then I remember this girl coming into archestratus, actually two girls. They were kind of cute but had really obnoxious attitudes. I remember telling one of them (as they criticized my work and me) that they were right and agreeing with them. Then as I turned to walk off I said something derogatory well within their range of hearing so as to make sure theyu would pick it up...which they did and they nearly blew a gasket trying to find me in the kitchen to go off on me or report me :P They were two black women, one looked about in her mid-late 20's with short hair. I then remember being at home and Rickey was at my house. He was spending the night at my house. I remember being in my room and tried to turn my lightswitch on, but it wouldn't work. ;) (Right now i've gotten about 2 obvious clues that i'm dreaming but still didn't realize it :P) So instead I tried to turn on a lamp in my room but noticed it didn't have a bulb so instead I left my room open a bit so the light from the other room would shine in a bit. I then looked for my superman shirts. I found them. I had a 3d dark blue one (kind of navy) and a light blue one (normal superman color). I kind of liked the lighter one the best at the time. Then I remember going in the den and noticing Rickey still awake on the floor. It was really really late and I asked him if he couldn't get any sleep and he said he wasn't sleepy...he was curled up in a sheet like a babe in swaddling clothes though :P I then went back to bed and remember trying to lucid dream. I remember I closed my eyes and tried to enter the dream world by focusin on images and things..funny huh :P I then remember it being daylight and me talking to Audrey on the phone and some guy who was breaking in to our channel was making weird noises and pretending to be someone he wasn't on the phone. I told audrey about this and I decided to try change channels. So I pressed the channel button like 17-19 times and then I didn't hear him anymore...but before I did so I remember insulting him with this statement "You're probably a heroin shooting guy who shoots heroion with his kids" or something along those lines, I remember hearing audrey laugh initially. Then I remember putting her on the phone with my mom who happened to be sitting in the lazy boy chair at the time. I noticed Rickey was in my mom's room ironing his clothes while eating pancakes my mom had made and I was like 4 inches taller than him and made sure he knew it by indirectly suggesting it when I went in and stood beside him making smalltalk. He knew what I was doing though and gave me a smug smirk. I then went back in the front and mom asked me if I wanted to help Rickey to some place because he wasn't physically able at the time to do it himself. I was hesitant about it then I saw him crippling down the hallway and eventually falling...he fell at the doorway of the computer room and mom was trying to help him and mrs. blanche was in the room also. He reached out his hand to me and I extended mine back towards him to help him up. With a mighty heave, he lifted himself off the ground with the result of me being thrown against the bed. I then remember Brianna being there and me wanting to know her opinion on which item clothing I shoudl wear...so I went and got my superman shirts and noticed they had tassles on them like some kind of cowboy western jacket. But apparently this was part of the fabric and how it was made :S I asked her opinion on my navy blue one and my light blue one. I then remember the conversation came up with my mother and me about moving out into like an apartment on a campus without being in college just yet. Then I remember being in this church like place (like the bethlehem temple altar) and all these different colored suitcases piled up around the altar. I rememebr me walking up to the altar in line with others as we saw how packed the church was. When I got to the altar I remember seeing Casidy pass by me (some rapper) and I said to him "Hey, aren't you a musical artist?" and he said he was...then I remember seeing Angela Lyles walk behind me and noticed her hazel eyes. I said "Wait now, come back so I can look at your eyes" and she said "Nope" as she giggled. She said something like that but the meaning was the same and she kept walking. Then I remember noticing like two lines of people beside and behind me making a circular pattern around the alter and I kind of fell down and tried to get back up but it wasn't easy (I fell on my suitcase which meant I fell on other suitcases, I tried to make it as less humiliating as possible) then some guy came got me up and told me to wait back in my place in line, so I did. Then I remember seeing this person or humanoid shaped thing walking down the aisle and standing there then something happened where it's powers started surging then all of us being combined in a circle (us humans who walked down the aisle first) we started glowing and powers started surging, I can tell something bad was about to happen I kind of broke free from the constraint and fell out of line to which the thing morphed into something just like I morphed into at the exact same moment as well. People started clearing out in fear then I remember racing in the back of the church towards the exits and letting everyone know it was all fake and false, just a show...this seemed to calm them down...though I don't remember knowing if I was telling the truth...or lying.


February 4th, 2007

Last night's dream was short, and I didn't record it as soon as I should have. I remember me with a group of classmates (don't know who they were) walking into a classroom and on our way passing this glass-clear type large window in which I saw vantashi and a few other girls exercising and just hanging out...then we (classmates) walked into this classroom type setting and I was in a desk sitting down when my little cousin chris came in the room and went to the teachers desk and started talking to her when I blurted out "Yeah that's my little cousin right there!" being proud and all. Then Chris looked at me with an expression I was not expecting, it was one like "Jeff, please shutup..." and the teachers expression was more like "Jeff, shut the f*** up" :P So I kind of backed out of that one and then eventually after talking to the teacher, Chris left. So I had my laptop on my desk and the teacher said to me I could close it down so I did and that's all I remember.



5:22 AM 2/5/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was at home and had just woken up to go get some kool-aid...but the kool-aid didn't taste that well to me so I poured it out and made some more. Somehow I messed up so I had to pour THAT out and make some more too :P It tasted watery (the one I poured out) and then my mom came into the kitchen after waking up and I told her about the railroad in the backyard on the left side of the pond and how I want to just jump on the train one day with 400 bucks and see where it takes me, and then if I get kicked off or just get off after it stops, I can find the nearest airport and come home with the 400 bucks. She seemed resilient or in doubt about my idea. I then dreamt I was in this classroom type setting again and I had this book I made/ put together. It was a book primarily with nude women in it but I called it art. I got in trouble in class with the book though...as I was walking out the classroom down the hall I walked into this other room where a woman in charge demanded to see the book, I explained to her what it was and let her see it and she saw that it was just art as well...nudity...but still art. So I was off the hook. Then I remember going back into the hallway and walking down the hallway and my little eraser sized phone going off, it was my mom calling and she was letting me know she checked into her hotel and everything or something like that (overnight trip). When the phone was ringing, I hurring and grabbed it and pressed the talk button on it just so it would stop ringing in the school.


4:15 PM 2/6/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was at archestratus over by the bar and I was sitting beside Sam Neal and a few others like Brittany Robinson (from CHS) and there were people sitting directly across us facing us in bleachers like we were sitting in as well, and one of those people happened to be a girl named Melissa Carole Cole from New Hope...I remember Sam mentioning something about buying a ticket to the next Superbowl or the Grand Superbowl and I was saying you gotta have alot of money to get that and he disagreed with me so I said you need the "Monty the monty, you gotta have the monty baby the monty" (in the voice of Madea) and this made Same, Brittany and the others beside and behind and across from me laugh as well. I saw Melissa didn't hear the joke because her facial expression hadn't changed. I then made another joke in the madea voice but don't recall what it was but it made them laugh as well. Then I remember seeing mrs. Janice simms get up from behind the bleachers across from me and she was saying "Geoffrey Geoffrey, you need to stop it" and I said "I'm only saying madea jokes" and she said "What'd I say" with a smile on her face...so I said "Yes maam, i'll stop" and she said "Okay good". Next I remember being at Audrey's house and looking in her refrigerator and she came from in the den and leaned on the countertop in the corner beside the sink and she asked me "Did you eat before you got here, at grandma's house?" So I said "Yes maam, I ate vegetables, string beans, greens macaroni" I was saying all these things I had eaten but in truth I hadn't eaten any one of these things in reality I only dreamt I had eaten these things WITHIN my dream, and since I was of the mind that a dream is just as real as the waking state I was able to say this without a guilty concience. So then we all went to my house, audrey me rickey forea and spent the night at my house cause my mom was out of town, and I think I wokeup really early and was listening to my cd player while laying on the couch, I remember listening to a certain song that really projected the feelings about how I felt about my new cooworker brittany stutts, from new hope...and I looked away for just a bit and was pressing play and heard the music I was listening to out my cd player coming from another direction of the house like my wall, I thought this was weird but didn't pay too much attention to it. Then I looked off and looked back and my headphones were broken, I assumed that the reason they broke was because I had slept on them, I tried to reassemble them but it looked like it took superglue so I kind of took the headphones apart and just put the earpieces out of it and put those in my ear and listened to the music I was listening to, it was some kind of love song, maybe by boys to men or something that made me feel the way I did in the dream about brittany stutts, those feelings were rekindled when our paths crossed again when she started working at archestratus, a bunch of people started working there and she just happened to be one of them. She had short hair and was beautiful. So I was thinking of a shirt I wanted to wear but it wasn't clean because I put off cleaning it until the last minute and I had shoes as well but they were in another place I had to drive over to get. I was going to go to archestratus today but I wasn't on schedule, I was just gonna go there...so I was going to wash my shirt but didn't have that much time left to wash it...next I remember being at archestratus...and I was walking around the restaurant and kayla (former coworker from sonics) she was bussing now but didn't have buss clothes on, she had like hostessing clothes on...and brittany stutts and 3 other girls were sitting at a table and they were talking amongst themselves, I remember passing them by and thinking man all of those girls have bubblebutts except for one of the girls and then I looked off in a direction of the restaurant at another table and noticed a lady and thought "Wow, she has a bubblebutt too" but I didn't know her. There was a table I went to it was linear to brittany's table but it was a good distance from their table...but on the same wall. My mom approached me and handed me like a 3 liter sprite bottle with only a bit of it drunken up and a dr. pepper like 16 ounce and it was only a bit of that drunken as well but they didn't have any tops on them and she was going to throw them away but I was like "Can I have them?" and she was like "Well sure, if you want them" so I left them on the table and went around the front of where archestratus was and saw Brittany getting ready to pass me and so I gently grabbed her armed and led her to one of the waiting benches and asked her "How're things, how's life with you now?" She was saying everythings good but she's having a bit of trouble with her mom, her mom doesn't really understand her and just pressuring her about stuff...cause her mom had come into archestratus right before I pulled her to the side she kind of gave brittany like a short forceful pressuring negative verbally beating message she had given her then she went off in archestratus somewhere so now me and brittany were talking...so then I was telling her "Everything's gonna be cool, it's gonna be okay and fine you know...I bet she won't be talking like that when she sees that check you're gonna be bringing home" and she agreed and smiled a bit, so then she got up and I got up with her and she got up to greet some people who were starting to come in and I looked off in another direction and I was getting ready to ask brittany would she like to have lunch or dinner perhaps...and I remember looking back at brittany and she was some 58 year old looking white man bald hair, short and everything and I asked the question anyway because the euphoric feelings was still associated there not necessarily the current image I was seeing so I asked the question and the man said "Woah! woah! I don't really know you how long have we known each other...i'm not even brittany stutts" So I said "Oh! oh! oh! okay! i'm looking for Brittany spears then I corrected myself and said Brittany stutts, i'm sorry." So then I went to go over in the dining room section but then there was this big black guy who had stopped me who asked if I had a reservation so I said "I work here" so he said I needed some kind of pass to get in so I said "I'm a bussboy" so then I found myself in my bussboy clothes and he hesitantly let me go in anyway so I was walking up and down the aisles checking out the tables trying to portray the persona of bussing but I wasn't really there to buss, kayla was bussing anyway and had the tables looking pretty good anyway...oh yeah I forgot to mention this...right after I got through talking to brittany I went around the corner to get the drinks my mom left for me on the table so I rationalized this by thinking Kayla cleared off the table and wiped it down. There was this table of girls drinking drinks right beside the table where my drinks were and they were drinking some stuff but I didn't see any of my drinks...so now anyway to go back to where I left off before I forgot that part...I was in the dining room section and the tables looked pretty clean so I slowly passed by this table where I saw Tiffany and Hope and and Tiffany looked pretty nice dressed and she was sitting at the table trying to wipe something the table with a tissue/napkin but whatever it was she was wiping didn't seem like it wanted to come off. That's all for that dream. Then there was a dream I had before this one...in this dream I was circling rickey and ricking was sitting on the floor and apparently we were both angering each other and as I was circling him the minute I came by him the next time he killed me/stabbed me and I remember feeling the life inside of me dwindling and a part of me was feeling like just as those few seconds of life was still within me I was praying "Lord please forgive me, I see the light..." and all that stuff, but I realize the only reason I said that was out of fear of the other side and where I would go...maybe small traces of fear still reside in my belief systems about the other side...but that was a real copout the way I did that. But Rickey killed me...


5:11 PM 2/6/2007

I had a dream that I was in my kitchen and someone else as well as my mother...I went in and saw them in there...my mom was leaning up against the sink facing me and she said something like "Do you know why you're ugly?" talking to me....and the other person intervened and said "Because you have big ears" and my mom agreed. I then left out the house and was walking down the pathway beside the gate, on the other side of the carport when I bumped into this white couple, a man and woman that were going inside the house...they spoke to me and seemed rather nice, then I remember my mom coming outside to greet them as well. I kept walking and walked off up the street...next thing I knew I was in the car with the white man driving and the white lady and me and my mom in the car. We were driving in the easthaven neighborhood and I remember the white lady saying something about how her husband treats her and how their really wealthy and I looked at the white guy and he was smiling because of her comments. I think we were looking around for a retirement home or something :S


5:18 PM 2/7/2007

Last night I dreamt I got a new cell phone, it was a fancy razor phone that cost like 250 bucks. I was really excited about it. I think my waking awareness is increasing because my dream awareness is increasing as well...I remember in my dream, there was this gargantuam sized world I was in and me noticing how huge and beautiful this gargantuam sized world was...the sky was shockingly awefully beautifully gorgeous...I realized I had the power to fly and hover, this world was so huge I was afraid I would takeoff and never come back down, I was afraid i'd get lost in this dreamscape. So I remember taking my cell phone home and I remember I was looking for a battery for the phone while sitting at the table at home but then I came to the idea that the phone had a built in battery so it doesn't require one...then I saw my mom leaving out the front door and she starting vacuuming the patio section right outside our windows in the den...with a small vacuum, similar to the one Rickey has for his dorm...then I remember we were all going on this trip...me my mom Rickey audrey, all of us...I wanted christian to come too but I think there was something lost in the communication or something, or maybe his grades weren't up or something but he couldn't come...I think it was on this trip I bought the cell phone...now I remember being at Audrey's house and...I was sitting at the table, lacy and another dog that was supposed to represent cole but didn't look like cole, it looked more like a german sheperd...it was trying to get some food I had at the table while at the countertop, it tried to reach up and bite my food but bit my hand instead...my hand was engulfed in it's mouth...sharp teeth but I didn't get hurt...then while the fords weren't looking I gave the dog some of my food...And the dog supposed to be a representation of cole went to the table, sat at the table and sat down in a chair at the table and started rubbing it's stomach...so me and rickey went and approached the dog to see if it was okay...I made hand gestures at my stomach and pointed and stuff to communicate with it to see what was hurting...then the dog said something like...I had brown moomoo in my stomach so me and Rickey understood this lingo and we understood that this meant it had to go take a crap and so me and Rickey looked at each other lik e "Ooookayyyy..."so Rickey and I walked off. So then I remember being at the science lab at the highschool...and there was thistable with this circular object on the table, and if you put something through the circular ring-like high voltage thing than it would catch on fire or explode or something...I was going to put something through it and I think Cartman from Southpark came in or something...I remember the feeling of Cartman being there...then I remember the classroom started smoking really really really bad...and everyone was moving around, running around trying to get out and stuff...so I was going up to people asking them if they had a lighter...and then I saw this boy standing up against the wall by the name of Stanley Cavett...I asked him and he said yeah so I got it and held it up to wone of the built in water sprinkler systems on the ceiling and that triggered all of them to go off...so I figured that would kill alot of the smoke...and so I remember Rickey being in there so I grabbed his arm tightly and started leading him out and down the hall...everyone was hustling and running and panicking in the congested hallway kind of scared for their lives...it was kind of dim in the hallway...but enough light to see. I remember bumping into Frieda saying "Hey how are you doing" and she said "hey" but not too enthused...I then remember us getting to the front doors of the highschool...the commons area...and on the way there I remember seeing people at their lockers and Rickey was debating on going to his locker and I said "Dude no...you can't even think about a locker at a time like this". Anyway moving right along to where I left off...Rickey's car was on a different side of the building than mines...My car was like right outside the band hall area so we split up and decided to meet later...As I walked out the front I saw two police cars parked on the sidewalk right behind each other...I had my laser and it was stuck on the on button...it was flashing inside their cars...I was waving at them and remember in the first police car was officer reese...they didn't look too happy...I finally got the laser off on and turned it off...It wasn't that busy outside and it looked like people weren't really racing to their cars so I decided to just hangout for a few minutes...I saw a few girls sitting on a hill and (it was like 6 or 7 girls) so I climbed up the hill and kind of got a little muddy and ruined their convo just a bit asking them "Are you Shakira are you shakira?" asking different girls if they were shakira...and I heard one girl behind me (while she was talking to another girl) say the word "Masterboot" Supposedly the past tense of Masturbate :P So I asked this one girl "Where's shakira?" and she said "There's no shakira here" so I saw a girl behind her to the left of her who looked identical to the one I just asked, I guess they were twins...so I asked her and she said "You must mean Shakina?" so I said "Sure" so she pointed to the girl left of her and Shakina hesitantly waved like "hey, here I am...what'sup what do you want?" so I was like "SHAKINAAA!" Then I had another like weird dream where Goku from DBZ was granted like a life to come back to Earth, so I was thinking Goku dies all the time, and he was standing on this mountain...and he was standing on it...I remember me and two other people racing down this mountain and we jumped on the mountain side and started riding these plate like things surf-board type plates under our feet...and anyway we got to the bottom, and there was some mexican neo-looking guy and he had gotten himself frozen on the way down because he hit a wrong spot on the way down or something because he hit a wrong spot or whatever...anyway that's the end of my dream :P


5:39 PM 2/9/2007

I had a crazy dream last night that I was with Tiffany aka "New York" from the "I love new York" show, and we were on Tyra Banks show. Then I had another dream that I was at archestratus and the manager Jason was there and I guess I did something wrong or something I wasn't supposed to do and I figured they would fire me after it so I was avoid Pratt and Jason, so one of the coworkers told me "Pratt wants to see you"..so I was like "Oh no..". Then he came up to me and said "Jeff get out of here, you're fired" Then I walked out and there was this jeep/suv looking thing that sean leonard (from from CHS) and Jeremy (dish washer at archestratus) were like trying to steal it and I asked if I could have a ride...so I got a ride and they actually let me borrow the car, drive it home and just told me to give him a call and return the keys to him...he gave me anumber to call. So I let my mom know I got fired and she told me she got fired too. The house was like split into halves. You couldn't just walk through the house, you had to go outside and around to get to the other side of the house because my mom didn't want both sections to be used in the same day. Say I picked up the number to call jeremy back to come get the car...it was a stolen car and so I called...I told him he can come get it and he was like "Okay okay okay" but as afar as I know he never came and got the vehicle. Then I remember being at this teen rally or something, a hangout spot in a large grassy area on a hill with lots and lots of teenagers in their cars...and Tocaris Calvin and some of his friends were trying to mess up my car or something so I tried to get outside and divert the conversation and it didn't work. I forgot to mention in the last dream section, Audrey came over and she and my mom were standing around beside the couch with me and I had some nachos type thing and asked Audrey if she wanted some and she said sure and reached over and got some...I then remember playing Superman Returns on Xbox and remember looking around and seeing all these game systems, xbox, ps2, ps3, xbox 360 all of these game systems and games around in the living room because Chris (cousin) had left them. Then I remember being at this place...I think it was Clay's house (manager from work) and he lived with two of his mature aunts and at first I was sleeping on the floor at his house and I was trying to lucid dreaming and I think I wokeup and got up and was in his bed, chilling out on top of it with Clay just kicking it hanging out...and his aunts were right across the hall, like 4 feet away sleeping in the same bed...so there was this mirror above his bed and it was like 4 feet in length and 3 feet in width...so then I started moving it with my foot and it started jiggling and moving alot, I realized how bad it was shaking so I tried to stop it and when I tried to stop it...when I eventually stopped it I looked over in the aunts bedroom because the door was open and I saw one of the aunts sitting up in bed looking at me with bulgy eyes projecting the feelings (Don't you ever do that again). So then Clay offered me this squarelike, 1x1 in. strawberry shortcake thingies. And they had chocolate in there too...he offered it from a metal bin. I tried one strawberry one...I was like "Are these the ones I gave you awhile ago?" And he said yeah but they're still good. Then I remember him going inside his aunts bedroom to apologize or see if they were still awake or something...and they were sleep. Then I remember being on a group trip and was inside this store, and they were already in there before me...I was looking at the magazine rack and they had this "sexual positions" book. So anyway I went inside the main part of the store and I remember seeing a person walk out as I was walking in and I remember this mexican cashier lady saying to the person was walking out "You little fizz!" Somehow in my dream, this translated to a "mexican nigger" Then I remember wrestling on the ground with Amanda Jo (from archestratus) and wrestling on the ground, laughing and stuff...and me pulling her pants and panties down and me looking off in another direction because I didn't want to look at her bum because it just kicked in what I had done so then she pulled her pants up but she wasn't mad, she was stil, in a gitty smiling attitude. So then I remember being on my stomach and Vantashi came in and lacy (the dog) was resting on my stomach. So I said "Hey how are you?" and she said "Hey how are you?" And she was admiring lacy and asked if she could pick her up...I said sure and when she did...lacy started crying a bit because she wanted to get down and get back on my stomach...so I said "It's okay lacy, vantashi's a good person." So the next thing I remember is being in the Big Lots type parking lot and alot of vendors trying to sell their wares...because it was Superbowl affiliated, I don't remember how. So then I started going down this alley and was hestitant because I didn't want to get jacked or anything, it was narrow and alot of vendors but it looked okay...I saw Cordelia (from CHS) pass me and she was trying to pass out newsletters/flyers for something and I remember her passing me and me turning around back to her saying "Excuse me, what was that?" Trying to hear what she was saying or what she was doing and she turned back around to me and with an attitude said "Do you want this or not?" In reference to the yellow or green flyers she was trying to pass out. I said "No that's okay." So then I turned to my right and started walking down this alley and seeing a bunch of vendors trying to sell their stuff and I remember seeing Sean Leonard up ahead and so I greeted him, and then I saw Sherrod Perry (from CHS) talking to a vendor and I remember passing him as we (me and sean) kept walking...Sherrod then started walking up to us but Donquarius (from CHS) came up to us first and shook his hand...then I spoke to sherrod as well. I then turned around behind me and saw Bucket (David Williams from CHS), he gained some weight and had the (worms hairstyle) in his head. So then I said "Whassup Bucket?" I then turned and saw Derrick Younger (from CHS) as well and said "Whassup Derrick?" It felt as if it was some kind of reunion or something.

2:34 PM 2/10/2007

Last night I had a rather interesting dream...I dreamt that me, and rickey and mom and grandma were at this highrise beachouse and we left to get dressed so me and rickey can go to our firs day at a new school. We went to a place to get dressed and while we were coming out and getting back in the car and rode off, I dropped something so we turned around and I jumped out and got it and got back in. Then I remember going to this school and inside the classroom...actually it was a college. I went inside this stairwell place and there were these girls who were admiring me and some guys hanging out in there and the girls were just loving my big afro. They thought I was cute and sexy. Anyway I left out to go inside the bathroom and noticed one guy who looked like Matthew Boyte (from CHS) so I said "hey matthew, how's it going?" But someone else said to me "Dude, his names not matthew" and I looked at the person I thought was matthew and could tell I made a mistake. So then I walked out and rmemeber going to my dorm room and my roomate letting me in. He was showing me where the beds were. He opened some door and a few beds dropped down from this closet, like...built in hanging beds built on top of one another. It was like 4 beds and they were half the size as the couch at home I sleep on. The pillows were wash clothes like what I use to bathe with. I was like...isn't this a little small? Then I remember Ken (from archestratus) coming in and him and my roomate having a few drinks of alcohol. Then I remember this beautiful girl passed (white or mexican girl, don't remember) and Ken left then he kind of guided her into another room and I peeked in and saw Ken Raping her. Having his way with her clearly against her will. I couldn't beleive my eyes. So then I remember going to class...I think this might have been the next day...anyway I was being escourted to class and I was asking a few students where Algebra II was. They told me where it was, and I came to find out all my classess were on the same floor. So then I went to my English class and saw the teacher sitting at his desk. So I went to go shake the teachers hand and greet him...then I left and took my seat beside this beautiful girl. She said hey with a smile and I reciprocated her greeting emphatically. Then I remember being in another classroom that like has to be turned into a classroom everyday because it's also a kitchen. So when the students come in it is then turned into a classroom and projectors are pulled down and stuff...so I remember being in this classroom and Alandus Brooks (from New Hope) was there and my cousin Jason as well. Also Ken was there...it was alot of students. I then asked Jason to meet me right outside the classroom and he did. I was going to tell him what I saw Ken do but apparently there were alot of students, Ken, and the teacher who were trying to eavesdrop on our conversation so I don't think I every relayed what I was going to tell him to him. Then I remember me and Marcus Evans (friend from CHS) walking around in the school...looking at the different stores they had. We walked into this one store that looked appealing...then I saw Francesca Rollins (Rickeys old girlfriend) and she was sitting at a table, apparently working there so I decided to say hello. I sat down in front of her and sparked up a conversation and she kept talking and I talked a bit and I just stared into her eyes noticing she had beautiful ones herself...I also noticed how attractive she was. Then she said something like "Why don't we get together sometime?" I said sure. So then I said "Let me get your number" and I remember pulling out my Blackberry phone and searching for how to put in a new ringtone for whatever reason...I was trying to find out how to add her number to my contacts list...and I think I was searching for like 20 minutes to no avail. I still couldn't find out how to add her number...at one point she wanted to help me but I kind of brushed her off because I figured I could find it myself. Then I remember being in this mall type place...getting ready to pick out some new clothes for school, warm clothes. I was looking at this brown animal skin lined jacket and also this light blue sweater. Then I saw a girl who I think was uncle reggies step-daughter...she was either a white girl with black hair or a really really light skinned black girl. Anyway she had this fur coat on and she was browsing for items that she liked as well. I approached her and kissed her on her cheek kind of beside her left ear. I don't think she liked it very well...from what I could tell from her persona...she was a snooty brat. I then remember us talking and her saying something before she left like "I should have 3 cars by christmas" and I was like wtf...so then she walked off and Chris came in (cousin) and I told him what she said. I then remember being in Africa with Chris and Uncle Reggie and I and Chris had roller skates on...so then he said he wanted to see how I skated to see if I improved...(I think if I improved he had some kind of treat for us) or something like that...anyway, there was this building kind of like eastside...I skated around Eastside and remember seeing a group of africans. African women mostly...chubby, and large breast and flat breast. They were off in groups...and as I was getting ready to pass them on my skates, I pinched on of their nipples and they kind of knocked me away but not hard...then I skated pass another one and groped her breast and nipple. Then I was getting ready to turn the corner where I left Chris and Uncle Reggie...so then I fell on my butt and got landed on my skates and got up again and skated over to them and jumped in the air doing a 360 degree turn before landing back on the ground and struggling to maintain my balance. I then asked Uncle Reggie if he thought I had improved and he first said naahhh but I said Yes I have! and he eventually smiled and said i'm just kidding...i'm argumentative. So then Chris, Uncle Reggie, and I walked up to the corner I had turned when I came to them finishing up my skating trial run...and we began to walk up the pathway. Then some african boys were throwing a ball around and it accidentally went in our direction and Chris caught it...then as they came up he tossed it in the air a bit to try and showoff I guess...but it went too high and landed halfway on the roof and halfway on this rain repellant cover. It then went on the roof. I then remember us being at Grandmas house sitting at the big table in the kitchen. I remember me, grandma, brianna(I think), chris(I think) sitting around and we were just talking...then the conversation of Jesus's mother came up and Grandma said that she had onced came in the same working place that she was working at once. So I asked her what color was she? And she said she doesn't know. That she didn't see her...but she told me to aske Audrey because Audrey had seen her. Then I remember playing with some hardened nacho cheese in an aluminum foi bottom...and me poking holes in the cheese at the top. I then remember a part of me thinking in the dream...how is that possible? She was alive thousands of years ago...That was the last of my dream and then I wokeup. Now i'm going to mention some parts in my dream I forgot to mention...I remember driving in my car at night on the road and talking on a cellphone I think and I think I might have been talking to Forea or something but anyway I was currently thinking about Lucid Dreaming...I then remember another part of my dream and this dream happened first, and before any of these other dreams I had last night. I dreamt that it was night and Melvin Washington was lying on the ground and something about him slashing people or him being slashed and there was blood and stuff...look, it's vague I know and I know where this dream came from. Before I went to sleep I watched a movie named "Cry Wolf" good movie, same content ;)


8:46 AM 2/12/2007

Last night I had a dream that I was in some kind of movie theater or something like thatI then remember going into this room where there were alot of people about. Hope Patterson being one of them. There were a lot of seats as well. The kind of seats that the airports have. I sat in one and got settled into my seat, but I forgot to get some popcorn and stuff from the concession stand...so I remember going back to the concession stand and ordering some popcorn, I asked for one of the cups to put some butter salt in. (the little white cups). As I walked back to my theater I passed by a white guy who lookekd bored and sitting down, I think he checked tickets or something but anyway he was staff. He was also a teenager. When I went back to my seat I remember seeing my hot cheetos were gone. I saw Corey Payton a few rows in front of me on the endseat eating a bag of chips. I walked up to him and snatched the bag and went off on him publicly and people were listnening...he just sat there disillusioned at what I was talking about. So then I looked at the bag of chips and it wasn't my bag...it was a mixed variety of chips...like chex mix. I then was faced with a decisionn, I could either apologize to him or play it off. I chose to apologize and gave him two dollars as an apology seal. I then remember being at archestratus and at a table...Corey Payton was sitting my table and a few others...He had some kind of handheld playstation 2 with nintendo ds features. I remember me asking to see it. It was small, black and I blew on the screen and that made the character move or something like that. I then remember T.J. (Chris's brother) being at our table as well and I think he might have felt excluded from the "older kids" conversation...and his mom melissa noticed so and she called him over right as I was trying to spark up a conversation between he and I. I then remember getting up from the table and going in the kitchen and I started talking to Tiffany. We started talking about things and people like Mrs. Lilly (Note*** Mrs. lilly is a fictional character at archestratus, but in the dream her and her role was real) Tiffany was telling me things about her and then I saw her come in the double doors so I kind of hinted for Tiffany to mellow out because "you-know-who" just came in. So then I remember leaving out and bussing a table and there was this man, wife and his two daughters at a table in front of me (caucasion). I also remember picking up three nice looking pens at the table I was bussing that were left, so I put them in my pocket, but before I did that...I made sure they worked...it was weird becasue in my dream...I pressed the button for the the endtip to come out but sometimes it wouldn't. Weird huh? lol I guess the same force that makes lightbulbs and clocks act screwy in dreams was the same force at work here :P ) So anyway I then remember archestratus had a library/computer section (where the bar was supposed to be) and I remember thinking that they were going to close for the day soon so I had better get over there and finish this report up. So I went and logged on a computer and tried to get on the internet in my dream but accidentally pulled up a blank work document. I exited and tried to get on the internet again. I then remember writing something on my paper too big or a letter that was just too big or too weird or something...so I reached over to my right and out of a little holder, pulled out some white out. I used it and continued. I think I got a good bit of it done, like 95% and this was satisfactory work to me. I then remember leaving because another group was coming in...I remember one of the group members in particular was Brianna (my cousin) and she was like 15 years old and already starting to "develop". I then remember me going around the corner of the building (archestratus has now transformed into Eastside elementary) and seeing Mrs. Judy (Woodmore's old busdriver) and I remember she was waiting on me to board her bus. As I turned the corner we made smalltalk upon me approaching her like "How are you? how's your leg? (because I thought something she had some surgery or something) and then I got on the bus and I asked her how was her teaching training going? (Because in the dream she was going back to school but she had come BACK to drive bussess I think) and I think she said it was going okay or something like that :S Anyway next I remember her transforming into Anna Nicole Smith and her pulling into this house in this rural neighborhood. She had wanted me to come to her birthday party and I was thinking "What's this about? I think she may have a crush on me because she wants me to come to her birthday party and she didn't ask any of the other students. I then remember a word on the house starting with the letter "P" like the address or something. Anyway next I remember I was on my couch in my physical body yet my body felt as if it couldn't move and yet my mind was alert. I remember hearing Anna Nicole Smiths voice behind me as if she was behind me saying she wanted me to contact her loved ones and let them know she trusts them and to trust her (because she had passed on). But I wouldn't do it because something didn't seem quite right...then I remember hearing her cell phone go off but it was a dim noise...I then realized I was in sleep paralysis! That's why my body felt the way it did and that's why the hallucination of Anna Nicole Smith was behind me! Once I realized this, she disappeared and I remember trying to move my body but realized this was a bad thing because I remember trying to do this might cause you to focus on your physical body moving which could snap you out of sleep paralysis and cause you to awaken. So instead of relaxed and just thought to myself "This is Sleep Paralysis, let's try to induce a lucid dream" while I was looking around my den. When I realized this phenomena, this brilliant flow of wonder scattered throughout my entire visuals which sharpened my visuals and made them more crisp. I remember looking at the plate on the wall directly above the couch while this "sharpening" process was occuring...it was beautiful. Although in my dream there were two plates, in my waking state, there is only one. So I remember waiting this out because I had learned my lesson from a previous "Mind awake, body asleep induction" (In the last one, my body had finally gone to sleep and my mind was still alert and aware that my body had just fallen asleep) so I raced off to interact with the dream too early which made the visuals fade and caused me to awaken.) Well moving right along...in this lucid experience, I waited until the scattering beautiful brilliance crispening my visuals seemed to stop before I got up. Now it was so real when I was looking at the plate, for a second I was wondering if maybe I was physically awake :P Anyway I got up from my body and I remember feeling light as a feather...so I decided to go in my backyard (Eastsides backyard as well) and go for a high flying experience. I remember flying so high out there and the sun was just coming up so it looked miraculously beautiful. There was a water tower though. I remember closing my dream eyes and flying higher and opening them being at least 100 ft. in the air. I was up really high...then I came down and hovered above the ground just a bit and started spinning (just to reinforce the dream so as not to get pulled from it too early) then I remember when I finished spinning STILL being able to witness this beautiful wonder that surrounded me. I then remember flying past the gate at the playground at eastside and this cat saying something to me about a dog and so I said to the cat "Don't talk to me, cats can't talk (and it had like a sweater on so I also remember saying) and they don't wear clothes. Apparently this abbrasive statement offended the cat because as I was hovering the cat raced to me and jumped up several times in an attempt to bring me down, latch onto me, or bite me...whatever reason it had...I wanted to just fly higher...so I tried flying higher because it seemed as if it was getting too close when it was jumping at me but for some reason I couldn't go any higher...so I remembered this technique I learned from a website about changing your dream surroundings...so I envisioned a television in front of me and I changed the channel on it and sort of "sucked myself into the realness of it". Next thing I knew I was back on my couch, except I was naked and to my knowledge, I had just woken up and thought my mom was gone off to work. She surprised me when she came down the hallway and I was naked and so I quickly covered up, shocked that she was still here. She said something about me taking the trash out. I remember saying "Why aren't you at work?" and her saying something like "I decided to take off today" or something along those lines. So then I remember me having my headphones on as well. (Now remember, I thought I had just woken up so this turned from a lucid dream to a false awakening...) So I remember my mom talking and me hearing her voice in my headphones...I thought this was strange so I asked her to come over closer and so I heard her thoughts in my headphones again...so then I asked her to say something...and she started saying numbers so I asked her to say a phrase instead and she did...and what was once her thoughts I heard in my headphones turned into just a repetitive echo of what she was saying in my headphones. I then remember my mom sitting in the chair (the one that doesn't rock) and me talking or thinking about Haley Marie Norman then after that...I remember turning on the television and seeing her and thinking that was weird too...but at no point did it register...(I must be dreaming!!!) So then I remember the dream cut to me being at my house sitting in the lazy boy chair and Rickey sitting on the couch and me surprised to see him there so I asked him "When did you come over?" and he replied "About 4:00 a.m." so I thought this was cool. Then I remember seeing through the blinds someone walking past the windows then I saw the face of a short blue eyed old hag in our window so I ran over to lock the door and hold it shut and I asked Rickey for help. He helped me as I was calling the police, a female cop answered and I told her an old hag is trying to break into my home (I said something along those lines :P ) And I remember her saying "Is an adult there with you, may I speak with an adult?" And I told her "Lady, i'm 19 I am an adult!" Then I remember the old hag got her arm through the door but she wasn't an old hag anymore...she was a black female and she was naked...her breast was popping through the door as well. It was a rather large sized breast...maybe a d cup. And I remember sucking on the nipple and drinking her delicious breastmilk. Then she stopped trying to break in through the door and we opened the door and she came in and I started sucking on both of her breast and then the breastmilk tasted like old bitter butter water and clumped milk :S Then Rickey wanted a taste so he started sucking her breast next. Then I remember the dream cut to me thinking I might be lucid again so me trying to re-enter the lucid state and er um...something about two fluffy costume sized bunnies and one trying to enter the other one. Like "step inside it" :P This was a beautiful Lucid dream.


2:46 PM 2/13/2007

This dream was a bit scattered and fargmented and I remember little, probably partly due to the fact I went to sleep late and my body craved sleep. Well anyway this is what I dreamt. I dreamt something about an amusement park that had trapped me in or soemthing like that and me trying to hitch a ride from people on the road as they passed when I finally escaped from the amusement park. Someone was travelling along with me but when a car finally stopped I offered them 100,000 dollars to give me a ride, adn they did. So I left my travelling companion. Then I had another dream That this super wealthy man had told me and a few other people to get whatever we want, to go nuts...he had 3 crates. One was full of gold bars, the other silver bars and the last diamonds. I racked up on gold bars and then looked at the silver crate and it was empty...others apparently beat me to it and there were only like 3 diamonds left, but I took them anyway. Then I remember being at archestratus and me offering this lady a potato chip with a creamy sweet delicious rich icing sread on it. The ingredients for the icing were taken from the ground. It was delicious and I offered it to her, she was hesitant at first but finally decided to go for it. Then I remember a table getting up and Kenneth asking me if I wouldn't mind taking a few snapshots when i'm finished...I hesitated my answer at first but I should have said "No" because my work was piling up on itself. Then I remember walking over to a table where this black man and white woman had just decided to get married and introduced the in-law mother to the other in-law mother or something like that. It was a beautiful time. I then remember at the amusement park...there was some weird attraction or something scary that could show you something like allow you a conversation with the dead or something like that, like a deceased loved one. That's all I remember.


2:15 PM 2/14/2007

I had a rather nice and interesting dream last night...I think the dream started off by me being on stage at some kind of competition...somehow I got roped into it, I think I may have volunteered I don't know...anyway...I was on stage and I think i was a white boy from that reality t.v. show about grease the movie. Rickey was on stage too and I remember the audience sections were packed. And there were alot of girls performing their talents as well. We were all in a synchronistic orderly line and before you could go on to get in line, you had to sign in with the registration people. Donald Trump was one of the people at the registration table, he asked what was my name and I told him and he asked me what was my talent...this was the big enchilada...because I didn't know my talent...someone needed "The Donald's" attention for a brief moment and while his attention was diverted, I began to brainstorm for a talent I could do...then I just said "Singing". So then I went and got in line. Joe Banks was in line as well and I asked him if he could help me come up with an idea I asked him, begged infact but he went on and said "Sorry man." and walked off. So then I remember me and Rickey being one behind the other, me being in front...and seeing our mothers in the audience (at this time I was the white boy from that reality t.v. show). All of my competitors were competing for a chance of $100,000 dollars. I remember telling Rickey we should do a duet to increase our chances of winning, but he declined. It was my turn to perform and I don't remember much of what I did, but I do remember when it was getting down to the wire...getting time for me to go up to bat...I was thinking...alright, i'm just gonna go make an ass of myself and get some laughs out of the audience, hopefully they will laugh. I don't remember anymore of that dream. Then the dream cut to me being in a classroom type setting, except the walls were akin to the walls when I was in the 4rth grade pod 2 vacinity at Eastside...more like "barriers" instead of walls. So I walked into the classroom and saw my young teenage Uncle Reggie and my teenage Uncle Perry (I think I saw Uncle P.) and I sat down in front of Uncle Reggie. I began to talk to him and said "Hey Uncle Regg...er..Reggie" lol. Then I remember a teacher coming over and telling me I didn't do so well on my test, that I had written all of the numbers backwards. So she handed me my test back and someone (I think uncle regg.) handed me a small pencil with the correct numerical arrangements carved into it. (The answers). So then I remember the dream cut to me being and about 30-40 more people sitting on this hill behind eastside (not closer to the fence but like directly behind the main building) and my car (white nissan maxima) was parked directly beside us, off a bit to the left. I remember we were all meditating...there was an energy sparking up...I remember me levitating about 4 feet off the ground and going forward towards where the more "enlightened and powerful meditators/people" were. I remember a place being just for me and me coming in for a landing. I then held my hands out and palms facing forward and fingers in an upward direction...(my arms/hands were in a position as if I was pushing something but I wasn't really) so then I remember extending my arms and my body sliding forward on the grass just a bit...then retracting my arms and my body sliding backwards up the hill just a bit. I kept doing this for a brief moment and then saw a purple cute/beautiful formation had formed on the grass from me doing that I suppose. Hope Patterson was to the left of me, I don't recall who was to my right. Then I remember I think Jonathon Graves (a guy from CHS who has glassess and black hair) and lots of others were just sitting and standing on the poles and stairwell section and around that section of eastside. (the part that transitions from eastside to the gym, that little area with the rainproof roof) they were hanging around there and on there. I then sort of stood beside Jonathon a bit and mentally focused on flying and interacting with him I think...then I asked him a question about flying and he somehow telepathically received the flying visualization about he and I that I created. I then decided to try and fly...so I flew...at first pretty badly...because it felt as if a force or something was grabbing my leg and trying to pull me upward. I then remember me gaining some measure of control over it. I then remember seeing my car as I floated over to it, it was where I said it was previously. I then remember Roxanna (from CHS) and me kind of liking her a bit and I think her liking me a bit...I remember us going out onto the transitional part of eastside that I mentioned earlier, and showing our affections for each other a bit. Then the dream cut to the proud family...the cartoon show...I remember Penny Proud was given the chance by the executive of the network her show was on to spice up her show and make it better. So Penny changed what they ate on their plates at the dinner table, showing they ate more wholesome food and weren't a stereotypical black family...then the executive called Penny proud in again and told penny it's not good...that the show needs to be more "black-like". So then Penny made the show a little more ghetto, when Oscar Proud came in, he started going off at the mouth again and was shot by someone and made a joke, I don't remember what...then there was a boy at his dinner table seat and he said something like "Trudy!! someone get this dog out of my seat!!" It was all hilarious to me in the dream though. I then remember Trudy saying something like "I don't know, ask Gozer" and then the focus turned to the head of Gozer from ghostbusters being perched on Trudy Proud's shoulder...and it started talking though I don't remember what about. Then I remember the proud family were now all in indian fasions, red-skinned and dusty and were out in like a desert, remote area...then I remember Penny and a friend of hers going off by themselves and looking at some kind of bowl in the dirt and it having some kind of enscription on it that shocked them...they kept going and then fell down a well...I wondered if she was okay because I wanted to kiss her, I think at this time she started personifying into Roxanna. I then remember the dream cut to being at Pleasant Green, on the inside in the sanctuary. There was a middle section (though in my waking state there isn't) and I saw Audrey sitting on the second row. I saw her and so I went to join her and she had some mail and paper in the way so I scooched them over to the very end (we were near the end of the second bench in the middle section, so I basically had the endseat/aisle seat). Then I remember seeing Brianna come over and she had this 3 foot pixie stick that I had given her and she was eating it in church (I think Roxanna had given it to Brianna or she had given it to me and I gave it to Brianna) Brianna had a bit of trouble with getting the sugary dust out of the stick so Audrey helped her a bit. Then Gigi (Brianna's friend from church) came over and plopped down to the left of me but there was a bunch of papers, and mail on that part of the seat that I put there...then I remember the dream cut back to me and Roxanna and some other geeks right outside of Eastside and they and Roxanna were up against a wall and talking and they were explaining to Roxanna why I can't really fly, how the ground here has just been tampered with due to experiments so that means I could fly around here but not in another area or another state. She asked me "Is this true?" I then commended the gentlemen on their queries and told them how I respected their opinions and how doubting thomases have shaped our socieety thus far. But I also let them know they they are merely opinions, theories and everything they have is theoretical so then I asked them "You don't have any hard concrete evidance that supports your claims do you?" They both nodded a bit in agreement. I was like "Whatever" in my mind. Then Roxanna and I went back to class and she took her seat in the corner of the classroom where her normal seat is...then I floated to her and then she opened up her folder and handed me her school notes (I assume I had asked for them previously.) I remember her attitude feeling of a somewhat sad, disappointed, and a bit of anger all towards me. I wanted to prove to her that I was not making the flying thing up but then...I awoke.


3:31 PM 2/15/2007

Now this was a rather interesting series of unfortunate events type dream. lol. The first one started off where I was in this classroom type place and we were all instructed (the students) to choose some kind of song or something to sing or something in front of the class. I chose a disney song. And I think because I chose this, others thought I was a punk or something. Anyway I walked over to this table and greeted the people there...there were 3 guys at this table...Duane (guy from CHS who I also knew in summerschool, also veandra's nephew) Anyway I remember the three guys being Duane, Melvin (old noni coworker) and Derrick Younger (old friend) and they were all at this picnic table looking thing looking at me with expressions on their face like "he's a bitch" or something like that. I walked over and they started saying cruel things to me...so I just nipped it in the bud and asked...if anyone at this table still wants to be my friend and be cool with me, raise your hand...Derrick was the only one to raise his hand and he walked over and stood beside me. Then I remember the dream cut to me being at home and the students being in my living room, like 20 students, including melvin, duane, and melvin's friend "KWann". I told them all to get the hell out of my house, to get their assess out of my house. They all left with a bitter taste towards me in their mouth and I was kind of worried that they would do something to my car when I wasn't looking. I went outside like the next day and found my car had been completely left for dead, and had been torched right down to rust. I then had another dream that there was a large Buck (deer) on our patio at home...he was walking around on the patio. I informed my mom and foolishly she opened the door and went out to the patio and in front of the deer and tried to shoo it out but the deer raised it's hooves and knocked her down and then trampled her a bit. I called animal control and they brought a large truck and a truck with other animals on it as well. I remember seeing a lion on board the truck as well as a doe (female deer). They used the doe to bring the buck out of our patio. I then brough my mom in the house and she was a bit hysterical and in shock. there was a cut on her cheek and blood in her mouth. I told her to open her mouth so I could see the damage and I saw one tooth had come out and another tooth was damage and cut like in half. I told her it wasn't that bad and this seemed to make her smile. I then remember me sitting on the couch and feeling something crunchy in my mouth...I spat it out and it was a full tooth and another tooth which was in pieces. I then remember another dream which involved me and my mom in the carport...I saw some guy who looked like a midget go in our storage room and pack some things in his truck then drive out of our carport and was doing a u-turn at the bottom of the street to come up but I ran into the street to stop his truck. I then demanded as to why he was taking our stuff...I don't think he answered me...I told my mom the repo-man was taking our stuff. And she was a bit alarmed as well. The repo-man then was around the bells house in their driveway conducting business with a client. But his bodily form had transformed to that of a full grown black human male. Then I walked around the corner (it was night) and asked him why did he take our stuff. He was very rude and basically told me to piss off and that he had a gun. I walked back around the corner to our carport and then walked back around the corner and he started shooting at me so I turned back around and tried to go back to the carport but got hit by bullets several times and felt a sharp pain at my back area...but I was okay and recovered within seconds. Then I ran back around to him and beat the hell out of him and grabbed his gun so he wouldn't shoot me anymore. I then grabbed his gun then he started walking towards me and I started backing up, he kept walking towards me until I was in my carport then he tried to take the gun back but I shot him and he died and his ashes scatered on the carport floor. I thought it best to call 911 and let them know what happened...I called them and broke down crying and let my mom finish. I then had a dream in which some girl had come to live with us to stay out of trouble, but in my dream I was wishing she would go live at Audrey's house. I then remember me, mom, and that girl spending the night at the ford's house since they were away...my bed wasn't that comfortable and I wasn't that sleepy so I got on my laptop while in bed and started downloading porn videos of chunky black women and stuff. Then I heard my mom wakeup and use the bathroom so I thought she might come in my room so I slammed my laptop shut and pretended as if I was sleeping on top of the covers...she didn't come in after awhile so I figured it was okay to go back to surfing...I then started listening to this music that was loud and annoying so I was trying to figure out how to shut it off...I eventually did...then my mom came in while some pornographic pics of Raven symone were on my screen...she asked what was I doing...I told her surfing the net. She then glanced at the pics of raven and said with a nervous face "What is that?!" I slammed my computer down and pulled it back up and something about a program called fantasia showed up. I escourted her out of my room while I was making up some excuse about it being some kind of program called fantasia...Then I remember something about Dnerick (guy from CJHS) and his brother Buck or something working together at some job. Oh yes, I remember another part of my dream...I was leaving archestratus, I was leaving the back part of coming out to the front of springridge village with my car when Brianna and a little friend of hers came out and wanted a ride. I gave them one. I took them both to this burger place which my mom, audrey and some other of their friends from pleasant green were eating at...they were talking across the restaurant and everything to each other and I thought it was a little rude because other customers could clearly hear their conversation. I then remember it taking forever for our order to come...so when a guy came out (I think he was a manager) and delivered food to a lady sitting at a table in front of our table, I said "Sir..." he glanced at me, turned around and walked off, so I repeated myself several times, each time increasing my volume and anger level...he still didn't answer me. So I think I went up to the counter...then when our food was ready, I was checking my bacon cheeseburger for spit as I was eating it...I didn't see any prominent signs of spit...Then I remember dropping Brianna's friend off in this neighborhood where Tracy and Herbie now lived...it was a wealthy neighborhood where there were glass houses nice apartments, see-thru homes etc...I then remember visiting Hervie and Tracy, me and Rickey that is. They were just coming out of their apartment and Tracy had lost tons of weight, at least 100 lb's. I noticed this as she was making her way towards the elevator or stairs, one or the other, I can't remember. That's all I recall.


2:16 PM 2/16/2007

I had a dream last night that I was at grandma's house and I was in the kitchen with Audrey, Grandma, and Chris...and we were setting up the christmas tree in the kitchen by the sink, it kept wanting to tilt over but there were some kind of pull-out log-like platforms in which you could adjust it's balance. After Grandma and Audrey went into the den, chris and I noticed it started to tilt a little bit more and was going to fall over. So we propped it back up once again and then went into the den...I asked Chris if he wanted to play ps2 tenkaichi 2, he said no at first but then I talked him into it. At first I as I was flipping through the character selects, I noticed that the good people and transformations were gone...I then remembered I had to load the game. So once I loaded the game, all of the characters and transformations were there. Chris chose Hirudegarn and I chose Vegeta(scouter). I was knocking him back alot trying to stall until my blast gauges got to 3 so I could go Oozaru. I then went Oozaru and beat the mess out of him. I then remember the dream cut to me and Chris being at wal-mart and me working there with Tiffany (archestratus coworker) and Clay (archestratus coworker) and Pratt being a manager. I remember I was learning how to skate on roller blades because it was part of what my job entailed...there was alot of spilled milk on the floor and they asked me to go clean it up. I eventually got there and then saw that Tiffany had gotten most of it up. So I mopped what little I could. Then I remember going to the clothes section and seeing Chris playing over there. I smiled and walked back over to work and remember Clay coming up to me and telling me that he's trying to keep me on on the schedule but Pratt wants me fired because there's not much for me to do. So then Clay said for me to just come in on Monday's. I said okay and thanks. Then I remember some weird kind of guys on a glacier and them killing a pigeon and by doing that they opened up a portal to another place and they jumped in...leaving two other guys behind (which was not nice) because the other guys were looking for a way out of that glacier place too. I then remember me and the guy who jumped through the portal in this room that strongly resembled Audrey's washing machine room. I and this other guy were looking for things to eat or something...I had this very sharp and direct spear in my hand that was good and strong...I told him to let me know if someone was coming (since he was closest to the door, he could easily peek around)...he said okay. Then after a few moments he said "Someone's coming!" So then he hid sort of in the fridge and I hid in the closet and left a little part for me to peek through, though at first I found it incredibly difficult for me to peek through. Then I saw this streaming line of people walking past the doorway of the room we were in...they were just all filing by, then this one lady stopped and pointed out she saw this guys foot sticking out of the fridge, so I hopped out and then grabbed her and proceeded to "have my way with her" and this other girl I pulled from the line. The first girl was a bit chunky and the second girl I "had my way with" was fit.


12:14 PM 2/17/2007

I had a dream last night that Hope and I were walking back up my hallway at my house...when Jason (from archestratus, the manager) came out of the spare bedroom. Hope and I found some used cigarette stubs and showed them to him, we knew they were his and we had something against him. He then took them and tossed them on the bed. I then remember my mother being mrs. kent and she was in trouble, I could hear her with my hearing. So instantly I flew off and landed on top of the barn and fell off so to speak, then I went inside and asked saw the situation...jonathon kent (my father was in sort of a body cast because of something that happened). She then told me about someone who she thinks was stalking her or something like that. I then remember being at archestratus and me sensing this stalker person...but he was invisible, he had the power to turn himself invisible...but my power allowed me to see him and intercept him.


3:16 AM 2/18/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was working at archestratus, and bussing peoples tables and serving their tables as well. I was going back and forth, getting people their drinks and other things etc...I then remember me being in my den and my playstation 2 game console being off after I remember leaving it on...the cd disc port was halfway open and the candy I had left on top of the stereo speakers was now gone...I assumed my mom threw the candy away. I also remember being in my room thinking about Robert Dean and the noni business and if it's what I really wanted to do as far as attaining millions and even if I still wanted to attain millions...Then I remember being on the couch in the dark...with a measure of awareness and all of a sudden I felt this presence beside the couch and it said "You're going to have an out of body experience now!!!!" then I think I remember it slamming me on the couch and after that I wokeup. My analysis on the whole thing? Well that day I watched Ghost Rider and went out to dinner and had an in-depth conversation about out of body experiences and lucid dreaming, so I definately think that had a great deal to do with my dream. As well as the theory that perhaps my body is getting better at the mind awake, body asleep trick. Ah well, it was pretty good and I do believe that I would have had an out of body experience had I not of woken up. When I felt the presence beside me I was aware at that moment. But even still, I don't think I was quite ready to experience an OOBE. At least not yet...happy trails. :)


10:00 PM 2/18/2007

I took like a 5 hour nap this afternoon (some nap eh? :P) anyway, here's the dream to show for it...I dreamt I was at archestratus...again...and Uncle Reggie, Melissa, and Chris and some other family members were there as well, they were all in the bar area and I was sitting at a different table apparently with some kind of football hoodie on. Melissa (chris's mom) sat at my table I guess so I wouldn't be lonely, I was tempted to ask her if Chris could stay with me this weekend but figured "whatever". Then I remember her complimenting me on my hoodie and I told her i'm not really into football or anything. Then I remember Melissa asking me about Brianna's birthday party and if I went. I told her I didn't know anything about it. Then I remember talking to Brianna on the phone asking her about it...she said she had figured I was working, and Rickey didn't go either. I really wanted some storebought birthday cake so I asked her what kind of cake did she get and she told me she got two. One was homemade and the other bought from the store. I asked her if she'd eaten the storebought one yet and she said no, that they were saving that for saturday. I was glad they hadn't sunk their teeth into it yet. I remember being at the old house at this point and being in my old room, I remember me shutting the doors because I was getting ready to masturbate but then Crystalline (Tracy's daughter) burst in inquiring about something, Keyara and Bri were there too. I remember kicking them out and then being on the phone with Tracy and Rickey...the conversation seemed to be okay at first then it became dominated by the both of them so I just hung up. Then I remember John (the bartender) asking me about the soymilk I was drinking. I told him it was healthy and that it's better than regular milk. He asked if he could try some and I told him I wouldn't have minded but it's all gone. (I was drinking the 8th continent vanilla soymilk.) Then I remember standing in the bar area and Jessica (Pratt's daughter) being drunk, and she was still on the clock serving that night. She asked me if I would take over for her and she'd promise she'd sweep me off my feet. Basically she was saying if I would finish her serving duties for the rest of the night while she left she would give me sexual gratification. I was hesitant at first but then I was thinking to myself...that she would have to please me sexually before I take over her duties. Then I remember Tiffany being in the bar and handing me a plate to put in the bustub. I looked behind the bar but there was no bustub. I then went to the dishroom but I didn't see any there either...I eventually found one though. I also saw where there were some doughnuts, almost gone in the kitchen...looked like some good doughnuts. I think I grabbed one or two...then headed out. I then remember me being in dress clothes and a suit jacket and being at a table in the dining room section. Me and Brenda (coworker at archestratus) were sitting at a table together and somehow the question of her breast came up, I was admiring them and she was asking me about them. Then the lights went out and it was near-dark in there. I started feeling on the bare-skinned top part of her cleavage for a bit then she pulled away, I asked if I could go a little further and touch her nipple and she said "Yes and No" she was smirking ever so slightly. Then I remember me fondling her a bit and touching her nipple. When the lights came back on...Ken was there and he was asking what the hell were we doing? I told him I was trying to poke her eye out and asked him if he's ever played that game before. Eventually he bought the lie, thinking it was a real game. I then remember getting up and getting ready to go to the station area when John (the bartender) called me and I passed him pretending as if I didn't hear him...then I remember some of the crew telling me John was calling me and I was thinking to myself (please don't call me again) but alas, he did. He called me again and I came over and there was this birthday party area being setup. There was this woman sitting in a chair and John wanted me to help him tie her up with banners and party favors into the chair as some kind of thing they requested...I finished then began to tie the remaining parts around John to balance it all and so it would be an even keel, but figured eh, what the hell you do it yourself and gave the rest to him. I then began walking into the bar area and saw Natalie's boyfriend propped against some kind of checkout booth. I gave him some papers and he said "Dude please write slow and legibly" something along those lines is what he said, the meaning was the same. So I had to find a pen, the thing is...I was doing this because I wanted to get an item from him or that was delivered to his checkout booth and the only way to receive it was to sign for it.

I went back to sleep and had another dream. In this dream I was at pleasant green and the gospel choir was singing. The choir had about 100 people in it. It was huge. I also dreamt my mom and audrey wanted to leave the congregation and go sing in the choir and they made their way up there. I then dreamt that I was over my house and Kanisha (Mrs. Patt's daughter) was at my house and there was a bit of sexual tension going on between us. I then dreamt that a relative of mine (I think one of my dad's aunts) called and Kanisha picked up the phone and lady on the phone sort of knew the sexual tension between us and she said to Kanisha on the phone "He don't want your *****!" or "He don't want your *****!" Something like that. Anyway then I dreamt I was hanging out around Eastside and I was talking to Kanisha on the phone and she was at work at the time...and for the first time in a very long time I felt a relationship sparking beyond friends...it was one that I could feel the specialness in...the specialness in our phone conversation. Then I remember me being behind eastside, on the pavement and me looking at my hands or at something I was holding...and me actually seeing my vision enhance to a degree...gaining a brief moment of increased awareness. Then I remember the dream cut to me being at Rickey's house and in the front right outside playing basketball on the same goal that they had at their old house in Cherry Park. I was playing, Rickey and some other person, I think a girl. I then remember us playing ball and something happening and me making reference that they should get a new goal.


2:26 PM 2/20/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was around eastside and in this building...gym type complex...I sat down in the bleachers and noticed a girl named Sharday, whom I once knew in Junior High, she was there and saw me and was shocked. I also remember being in this classroom and I was a student...we had a substitute teacher and the teacher said she wouldn't be there the next day...that another teacher would take her place. I then remember being just outside of the eastside building again...I had dropped my bookbag because something was happening, I then remember flying to the top of the roof and seeing hundreds of Ku Klux Klan members gathering at Eastside...I had no ground escape...I figured the only escape I had was to take to the air...I didn't want to leave my bookbag cause I figured they would find it and find my i.d. in there and come for me. Somehow I got down and was making my way past Mrs. Dunn's house. She was on the phone and as I was passing her she said hello and smiled and asked me when am I going back to school. I told her in a year or two. Then I made my way off. I then remember being at archestratus. I was getting ready to leave. I grabbed the two ice buckets and I held them in the air expecting to take off in the sky...I don't think it worked. I then remember being with this guy and this girl. Something happened to the girl to where I had to readjust her head and position it correctly back on her neck. Then we were running or escaping something...we were in a long pathed trench full of snakes. The girl had an idea, her idea was for us to stay on the side of the trench and when a snake would try and jump and get us or jump on our side, to jump to the other side. It seemed like a good idea and we had no other options unless we wanted to die from snake poison...so we went with it. It seemed to work effectively and just as planned as we were running from side to side on the trench until we got to the end of it...then we jumped off and came to a crossroad. We had two options, to keep going forward or to go left and take that path. We chose to go left. So after a while of making our way down that path some cars came out. Our first assumption was that the cars were there to help us until...the drivers got out and started shooting at us. Some other people came to our aid and I had a gun myself so I started shooting the person who had this automatic sniper type gun. As I was shooting him, I was hiding behind a tree and was capping him. He started coming after me then I came from behind the tree and fired a couple more rounds at him...he seemed to have a full body protective bulletproof suit on...so when I got close enough, I grabbed his gun and hit him eventually taking control of his own gun...but I now had the same problem he had while he was shooting at me...running low on ammo. So then I tried shooting at him and it seemed to knock him to the ground when I did...but still no death. Before this dream I had one of me running through this video-game like "jump hurdles avoid enemies" type game with the "sister sister - tia and tamera mowry" theme. I lost all my lives from carlessness, then I had one left and won.


10:59 AM 2/21/2007

Early this morning after I got my 5 hours of sleep out of the way, I proceeded to finish the WBTB. After I went back to sleep I kept pulling myself out of the sleep state because I realized it wasn't a lucid state. Then I remember hearing from within a voice speaking softly that said "You are not succeeding because you are not trying." Then when I thought about it for a brief second, it was right. I wasn't trying at all...all I was doing was waking up and falling back asleep. So I decided to do it right. I then drifted off to sleep thinking "I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming..." Next thing I knew I was waking up again and my mom was home. (hint hint ;) I then went to the couch and had these goggles in which I was thinking about constructing a nova dreamer. Then I remember thinking perhaps I should have invested in one afterall. I then remember going back to bed, determined not to give up...I then put this folded towel like thing over my eyes and drifted off. Next thing I knew I remember feeling my body going to sleep and behind my closed eyelids seeing images starting to form behind my closed eyelids, I then remember waiting it out until the visuals sharpened. Once I was convinced they were sharp enough I then proceeded to leave the bed. I got up floating and realizing I succeeded...I screamed out "I did it!!" or something like that in my dream...I remember flying around the den area and then noticed my vision was blurring a bit so I went to look at text on the bottom of the television (the name brand on it) I then read "Panasonic" and it cleared up a bit so I then thought "Well, what do I want to do now?" I then thought to myself I would like to meet Brittney Stutts, and tried to make that my intention, I then walked around corners to see if she would be there but alas, she wasn't. Perhaps my intention wasn't focused enough. I then remember going out my front door and flying up the street and seeing a few neighbors in their front yards (on the right side if you are facing the stop-sign) I then yelled at them in excitement because I did not believe they would be able to hear me, but turns out one of them (a teenage boy) called back out to me and said something like "Yeah, I can see you." I then felt this bug-like thing on my like some kind of ladybug on my back or something so I landed by him and asked him if he could assist me. I think he did but then shortly after I awoke.


2:10 PM 2/22/2007

Last nights dream could be summed to as "A series of randomn events". Where to begin...Okay I remember being on this river and this guy was on this river too...like we were literally IN the river...trying to grab a hold of something so as not to drown. I remember we managed to grab this rocky ledge but I think we lost our grip and we kept going with the river...I then remember we washed up on this small island. I remember me and the guy didn't get along very well...he was a much older fellow. Somehow I remember he and I were at my grandmas house in the backyard and he was trying to kill me. He killed some others and I tried to divert him so I wouldn't be on that hit list but he eventually found me and started putting bullets in me too...oddly enough I was still alive. He knew it so he put more bullets in me...was still alive though so then he got in front of me and aimed the gun right up in my face and bam. I then remember the dream cutting to me being in this like apartment like building complex with others...I guess I was living there I don't know. I then remember me and my mom and chris and some other family members being on this vacation and somehow someone was trying to kill me and Chris. So Chris and I escaped and travelled the country escaping them (without our family knowing) I remember going inside this waffle house while these men were after chris and I and me telling the lady behind the counter "They're trying to kill us!" and me hopping over the counter. The waffle house lady knew my mom and she told me mom about it and I used a gps device on my phone to track her and eventually met back up with her...oh, I forgot...before me and chris were being chased, we went on some kind of mini water park. I then remember the dream cut to me being at archestratus. I was bussing tables in the back of the dining room section and the musical performance was really hitting because alot of the dining room customers were getting out of their seats just to go stand in the bar and listen. I remember I got to this woman's table...and I remember it being a little dark in that area and asked her if I could get her plates...she asked me for a glass of water refills, two I think for her friends as well. I saw a pitcher of water on her table and the water glassess looked full but I was like "Whatever, sure." So I took the glassess to the washroom and dumped them out in the liquid bin and tiffany(coworker) was putting something up with the cups right beside me. I remember when I was trying to maneuver around her and put the cups up I think I made her spill something she was trying to refill on her shirt and she got a little pissed about that and sarcastic when I tried apologizing as well. I was like "Whatever." So then I proceeded back to give the lady her water but she was gone...but her stuff was still there and a phone so i'm guessing she went to go listen to the entertainment. I then saw Raven Symone and was talking to her...I was saying things like...at first I didn't want to approach you because I didn't want yout o think i'm approaching you because your famous, but because maybe I really like you. I then remember someone saying something and one elderly guy yelling out in a joyous voice "I've been here for 15 years!" In my dream, this didn't make sense because I knew in my dream archestratus had only been open for about 5. Anyway we all sat at a table (coworkers) and it was cutting time. I got cut and on my way out I asked Clay about my tipout for last sunday...he said something about how he could get it but a bunch of stuff is in his way and it won't be easy or something so I just said i'll get it the next time I come here. Then I remember leaving and going out the back kitchen door and getting out my ipod and stuff. I then noticed my car lights were on. But I distinctly remember turning them off. I then got inside my car and cranked it up and I guess it was hard to drive or whatever because I couldn't control where I was going, so I rammed up against a barbed wired fence and broke through it and rammed up against it again and broke through another part of it and then I think I accidentally hit someones car. This caused a commotion and I remember going up a hill directly in front of the cars. It was now daylight and I had a monster truck and my monster trucks back right tire (one of them anyway) was flat. Someone had a car and I didn't think they would be able to get up the hill but they sped up the hill and sounded like they broke something when trying to get up the curb in their car then they came up and on the next curb it damaged the car even more. They had a flat tire and all. Then Johnathon (funny guy from clinton highschool, he always had a weird smile) came out and beside me as the other car drove off (the one that drove up that hill to get to me. So then we were both inspecting my tire, trying to think of possible solutions. I then started jumping, realizing the grassy ground was like a trampoline and I could jump like 5 feet in the air without damaging my legs. It was fun. I then saw Hope Patterson(coworker at archestratus and also former schoolmate) passing by and asked her if she knew anything that would help, she didn't. So then I saw Amanda Jo(coworker at archestratus) pass by on the way to her car. I walked up to her right when she was unlocking her cardoor and asked her if she knew anything that would help? She said she didn't but she was kind of smiling when talking to me...friendly I suppose. I then figured what the hell i'm just gonna drive this baby. Jonathon asked me for a ride. I didn't mind. I got in my truck and drove off down the road...it was kind of bumpy because of my flat tire but other than that it was bearable...I then managed to maneuver through two very very large craters in the road...and sometimes the road would cut off entirely and become a cliff so my truck would have to sort of "make it to the other side of the road" in one piece...halfway to my destination, I realized I forgot to get Johnathon and thought about turning back but realized it was too shaky to turn back now. So then I arrived at this weird place...it was like a town that was having a party (oh btw...while I was driving it was like it wasn't me...it's like I was observing this person driving...it was Rasputia from Norbit driving the truck on the road X| ) Anyway...I was in this town with large buildings at night at lights going off galore like a celebration...I saw a ramp and I was determined to speed across it and go get Johnathon but my direction was pulling me in a different direction. I then figured out what was pulling my visuals. It was Gary from spongebob squarepants (the snail). He was flying above the city and so were my visuals and he was making sure I didn't go back. I then thought of a way to get rid of him and it worked...then I remember seeing Sandy Cheeks(also a friend of spongebob squarepants in the cartoon). And she was in her "hibernation body" so she was huge. I then rememeber being spongebob and using a fan on reverse to suck her through...she came out with her fur all scrunched up and looking disoriented, then I turned my head into an airbag and socked her in the face with it...she was still wide-eyed and disoriented...then I used a seatbelt and wrapped it tightly around her body so where she was liked tied up. Oh yeah one important thing I forgot to mention that actually came before the last few dreams I mentioned...I remember in my dream my real dad was (gulp) Adam Savage from Mythbusters on t.v. and my real mom is the mom I have today. I remember this dream actually occurred before the archestratus dream. Anyway I was a mixed ethnicity in the dream and some of my dad's eldery female relatives came over my house while I was listening to my ipod and wanted to redecorate or put new things in my room. I knew what their agenda was before they came because I think I was told. Anyway I let them in and they went in and I kind of excused my room because it was really really junky as they went in. I was listening to some kind of song featuring brittney spears, but it was a rap song. And it was cool...I think Usher was in it and some other girl...not sure though.


2:04 PM 2/23/2007

Last night I dreamt I was at the krusty krab, though it resembled archestratus a bit. I was going to go fishing and Mr. Krabs looked pissed, I remember getting a bussboy tub full of things I caught in the water like a crawfish, a shrimp and some other things in the bin. Mr. Krabs took it from me and he went to a wall and took out a fishing pole that had like three parts to it. He constructed it and gave it to me to go fishing with. I then remember playing dragonball z budokai 3 and brad derenger playing it too. He picked up where I left off and I think I even let him borrow the game. I then remember his "female companion" being there too. He was playing the game in the bar area but it was cleared out and there was like a couch there and a few chairs and a television. Then I started jumping because I realized I could jump pretty high and like a spring here so I did just that and started jumping all over archestratus pretty high, like a super bouncy spring. Then I remember someone offering me a ride home and I thanked them and said sure. So this guy driving me home resembled Vanilla Ice as he is now. And he's talking about some crazy stuff so then when i'm almost home like a few miles away he says he wants money now, and i'm like i'll give it to you when I get there but he's very demanding and grabs a large spoon and like rams it at me. This is extremely annoying so I grab three bucks and throw it at him...I then remember my car mates transforming into audrey, brianna and Rickey. A part I forgot to mention is this...I had a few movies and we were in a movie theater...me, audrey, rickey, brianna, and forea. We were the only ones there and Brianna was a couple of rows in front of us (me and Rickey) were sitting together and a few rows behind us was Audrey and Forea. I put on a movie on the movie screen I wanted to see but Brianna had seen it already so she turned around and said "I've seen this already, change the movie Geoffrey." I hadn't seen the movie so I didn't change it. Rickey leaned over to me and said, "Geoffrey, change the movie, she's seen this already." So I told him I haven't seen it yet and I want to watch it. Then I think Bri and Rickey tell Forea and Forea says he hasn't seen it either so we watch the movie. Anyway, going back to the car...we were riding to my house...me, audrey, rickey and bri, with audrey driving. And right outside my neighborhood I get out and want to show them something...I start walking backwards smirking and tell them to follow me. I went a little further out from my neighborhood and Rickey was getting impatient and said "what's this about?" I then said to the both of them...I'll bet you I can run to my house faster than you can drive there...infact, I bet I can get there in 15 seconds. I evaluated my distance and figured 15 seconds was a good time. They didn't believe me so I proved it, I told them I bet I could go into their old house in cherry park and get something out of it to show i'd been in there. So I broke inside and tried to turn off the alarm that was built onto the countertop table. I tried inputting the old alarm password. but for some reason I wasn't good with the numbers in that dream. Anyway, Superman (Tom Welling) busts me and catches me. I explain to him how sorry I am and that I was just trying to prove myself...he didn't believe me at first then I guess he started to believe me as we walked out the front door...as we walked out, Lex Luthor approached us, apparently he was the owner of the house who was just coming home...Clark explained the situation and Lex demanded that I have a harsh punishment but Clark said something like, No, he's going with me. I then remember before leaving Audrey and Rickey, I did something to show that I could fly in the air too. It was cool. Anyway going back to the Clark thing. Me and Clark went to my grandma's house and when almost there I raced inside and raided the fridgerator, I accidentally knocked over some strawberries and picked them up. I saw some kind of cherry icing spray. I also remember thinking in my dream when I was with Audrey and Rickey that I wanted to make a pizza with garlic buttered crust...hm...anyway to make a long story short I had hoped Clark wouldn't know about my hidden agenda...I peeked out the window and saw the cops with mr and mrs. kent and Clark there too. They were asking where I was and I don't think they told them anything. They came back inside the house looking at me disappointedly and angrily a bit because the police informed them of some things I had done in the past. I remember hearing this tale about fighting these zombies or something...I was told that I didn't have a chance of survival but if I did have one...it would be on the very first one and that was it. I found the first one in the living room/piano room area of Grandma's house...it was huge and it's tail was even huger...but I was fast so I used that to my advantage...I would attack it and it would throw darts or spit things at me or try to attack me with its tail...but I dodged it all and eventually triumphed over it. Anyway...I remember going into the den and for some reason I had to fight these like 12 feet busty zombie ladies. It was either kill or be killed. I was given a weapon and then one came out in the den and I was flying around her trying to chop her and stuff while she was trying to chop me and kill me...I eventually decapitated her head and her body fell down...the next one was coming out soon but I found this ones body attractive...so I put laid her up on a chair, took off her bottom garments and spread her butt cheeks and then put my dick inside her asshole. I began enjoying this as I was moving in and out until the next one came. I then remember the next one having long hair and it was trying to attack me as I flew around her trying to attack her as well...but this one was less forceful as the last one. Anyway I manage to subdue it and put lots of slices into it's arms...then I sliced off one of it's legs and it used what remaining body parts it had left to construct a normal sized zombie lady...about 5 feet and she was like in the television or something...I figured out the way to kill her was to cut off her other leg, so I did it and she was gone too...I noticed Forea was getting ready to discard of the body I was having anal sex with earlier but I told him not to throw it out so I dropped it beside the couch...oh yeah another thing I forgot to mention. While fighting zombie lady number two...I remember my sharp weapon giving out right after I fought the first zombie lady. And all I had left was like a sharp nubb. I showed it to the "referee" and he just shrugged as if to say "You just gotta make do."


1:26 PM 2/24/2007

Last night I dreamt that one of my relatives was getting married, probably partly due to the fact I was watching something about marriage last night before bed. And all the relatives came out of the woodwork to participate in the festivities. Uncle Reggie and Aunt Crystal came. In my dream, I realized that they came in March like they said they would. I didn't speak to Uncle Reggie or Aunt Crystal much. I saw Chris was there too, (this wedding was taking place at pleasant green), and I didn't speak to Chris much/ or at all, either. I then remember being at archestratus and I asked Tiffany if she wanted to go out later on and she said yes. We went to applebees, again. I got an appetizzer and I told her she can get one too. But she was a little hesitant or quiet or whatever. Anyway I then remember us leaving in a car together and for some odd reason...we both were in the backseat. And there was a moment where we both were staring into each others eyes and she said "I have a crush on Robert Harper" In the dream my name was Robert. I then said something like...that's cool, but we still got to get to know each other first. In the dream and in waking life, I don't really want a relationship with Tiffany, she's cute and all...but i'm okay. So then I remember being back at archestratus taking care of my bar duties. I then remember John saying he needed some cups of butter. I then went in the back to get him some butter from the freezer...I saw Rico Robinson "Suave", over there talking to someone and I think I spoke. Erica Watson (from CHS) liked tried to hurry me up because she needed some butter too, I turned around and assertively told her that she's going to have to wait her turn. She backed off and kind of apologized. I then left and put the three cups of butter in john's sight so he could see it.


3:33 PM 2/26/2007

Last night I had a dream that I was being sent to the pennitentiary (because before I went to sleep I saw a show about two teenage girls who stole things and were sent to the penn) When I went there, there were alot of teenage girls there, and they were asking about me and kind of inquisitive about me in a good way. I remember it was time for us to get out and get our exercise at a specific time...me and the girls. They called us out there to go running and I remember not having any shoes on, so I held my hand up and kindly told the woman in charge I didn't have any shoes on or a chance to gt them. I think she let me go back. I then remember being at Pleasant Green and I guess I was promoting this pizza store or pizza or soemthing. I was up front talking to the congregation. I also remember walking up in the air like stairs and I also remember some fat guy or something getting ready to come up and I took a large pizza and threw it at his belly full speed. All the grease from the pizza had meshed to his white shirt. I then took the pizza and said aloud "Who wants to buy a large pizza for one dollar and 60 cents?!" At first noone said anything so I said "Oh c'mon people, it's the same price as a canned soda!" Then Jennifer (coworker from archestratus, skinny blonde girl) came up and said she'd buy it. There was a counter/table where the mothers board sits every sunday. So I put the pizza on the small counter as she figited through her purse trying to get the money...then she said she was going to eat this while watching Mythbusters I think she said that, and we both laughed. I then remember I had a very short lucid dream. I was on the couch and I was telling myself to go to sleep, deeper and deeper while keeping the mind awake but as luck would have it (I was already asleep) :P Then all of a sudden I remember my visuals crispening again and saw a woman in front of me...then the lucid dream was over. I then remember being at archestratus, and an elvis impersonator was the live entertainment. I was bussing the tables in the bar and then made my way over to the dining room section...it was like 11:50 pm right now and there weren't many people left...infact, when I left the bar...there was no more customers left in the bar. I remember in the kitchen area...more like over there where the drinks area...Kenneth accidentally tipped me my tipout AND his tipout so he needed his portion back. I asked him how much did I need to give you. I was hoping he would say something like 20 dollars or whatever but he said 55 dollars. I was like...damn. So anyway I got two 20's and a 10 and a 5 and gave it to him. I still had a good bit of money left over though ;) I went and hungout around a table where Clay and the manager Jason were sitting at. They were deliberating about sleeping arrangements. Talking about pulling down mats and stuff. I then glanced around the dining room area and saw that there were no more tables to buss either. Clay had asked me was I spending the night as well? I said nah, I don't think so, that i'll just come here early tomorrow. I then went over to Tiffany and some other girl before I got ready to leave and they were asking me about the "hand on the wall" thing. They asked why was I getting mad about someones hand print being on a wall? I told them it was because it was a constant thing, I would see it up there continuously after I cleaned the print off so someone was doing it on purpose. Then Tiffany asked me if I was going to stay the night at archestratus with them since they have to get up early tomorrow...I told them I didn't plan on it and I think I was just gonna go home...then I pretty much left.


1:32 PM 2/27/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was at my grandma's house and all of a sudden my grandaddy starts walking around and stuff...he was dead in my dreams for the amount of 2 years but after 2 years he decided taking a dirt nap wasn't too fun. So he got up and now was living his life back around the house...this of course shocked us all...I asked grandaddy if his skin still itches to which he replied "No". I then went into the kitchen and opened the cabinet that the plates are normally in, I believe I was getting something down, like some food or something. The next thing I remember is being in the woods...I went to this little...shacklike small house in the woods...I started approaching it and some fat lady came out with a gun and was going to shoot. But I think I explained my story to her and then she went back inside to get something...I walked onto the porch and was tempted to go inside but decided not to. The lady then came back outside and handed me a small cup of what looked like archestratus comeback sauce. I asked what was it and I think it was snake poison or something. I then ate it though. I left on my merry way. As I continued through the woods I remember looking on the ground for a good stick in case I was going to be approached by anything. The next thing I remember is being with my family: my mom, audrey, etc...and we were in the woods...some giant monstrous bigfoot like beast was following us and we tricked it into rolling down a steep pathway as we hauled ass. We then went over this log and through the woods some more and we emerged in this open spaced grassy area. there was beautiful green grass all around and about 100 feet away was this long and beautiful river at the base of this grassy plain. There was a mountainous region superceeding us to the side. We walked around it and saw tons of archestratus napkins (the red ones). I then rememeber us looking at the natives...(we saw them across from us and a bit behind us to our left). The sun was shining marvelously. I then rememeber the dream cut to me working at archestratus and being upstairs looking at the kitchen through a window and something about me wearing a whole bunch of figurine/action figure/dolls glassess and then a person that strongly resembled Velma from Scooby Doo asked for her glassess back. I made 2 million dollars by working at archestratus. I remember checking with one of the ladies in charge of keeping up with the figures and she said to her knowledge, I have about 2 million dollars so far, yes. Then I got happy and James (the dishwasher) brought a small piece of steak in a to-go box that someone didn't finish eating. I then remember prying open the to-go box and the piece of steak was small, I remember getting a steak knife and a fork and cutting a small piece off and eating it. It was good. I then saw James coming back as I was leaving out. I then rememeber the dream cut to me being at home in the computer room with a few friends...Some person had come in the front door (and I was watching them as they did this) and had a box over there head and made their way to the hallway and out the backdoor...they had some pizza boxes in their hand and I didn't care who it was...I just wanted some of that pizza! As I made my way outside, I saw it was Liz (an oriental girl from CHS) and I was going to sneak a pizza box but she said "Go ahead" I think they were for us anway. I accidentally (during my sneak) made one of the pizzas fall out from my box and it temporarily grazed the grass. I then remember letting the others know and they went to get their pizzas too...I set mine up on the counter top and was tempted to switch my pizza slice that i'd dropped on the ground with one of the others pizza slices but my dream morals wouldn't allow me to do it. I then rememeber in my dream walking inside the kitchen and seeing the big purple bowl full, and I mean full of room temperature butter with a clear lid over the bowl. I then saw my mom was heating some bread up in the microwave but the microwave door wasn't on and the microwave itself was screwy, like you could almost disassemble the microwave and just leave the heating part there to heat the bread...it was weird...I tried to adjust it the best way I could...then my mom came in and I left it alone. I remember Liz came back in and my mom and Liz were in the den talking and the only clothes I had on were like some shorts and no shirt...my mom put me on blast in front of Liz and said "Go put some clothes on, I told you about wearing that stuff in front of company" or something along those lines. So I was tempted for a minute to talk back and I jus felt so verbally bitch-slapped...I decided...what the hell...so I walked into my room and got some long blue jeans and a black shirt with a red symbol on it and threw those on...Next I remember talking to Derrick on the phone and somehow the conversation about whose over here came up, I said "Liz is over here and I think I said Derrick is over here (referencing to him)..." but that was odd because I was also "talking" to him on the phone. This made him a bit jealous, I could tell that he was a bit jealous because Liz was over my house. But at any rate...that's about all I can remember.


1:48 PM 2/28/2007

Last night I dreamt that we were over Audrey's house and me, brian, rickey, chris, and jason were staying the night over there and Uncle Reggie surprised us and showed up. In my dream he kept his promise about coming in March by showing up. I was really glad Uncle Reggie came through. He sat on the purple couch in front of the television with Melissa and they weren't getting along to well and kind of making snappy comments at each other. I got up and hungout with the boys a bit and said who wants to play my game system? Brian was all for it so I went upstairs and looked for it because I had a notion that perhaps I had taken it home the last time I spent the night there. When I went upstairs to the game room I saw it was gone and was like...damn...I took it home. So I went back downstairs and delivered the news. Well it was time for the grownups to leave, like grandma, mom, melissa, Uncle Reggie, and Uncle Perry...so as they made their way outside and kind of formed another group conversation out there, for some reason Melissa (Chris's mom) left me responsible with her keys to her car while she was talking outside with the adults...on her keys she had a piece of decorative string attached, her electronic car unlocker/locker and of course various keys. Me and Chris went outside and I saw the harpers congregating as well...my harper family. I remember seeing grandaddy harper, I saw jeanette, taneda etc...I saw some other sides of family too...like Shari (QUincy's wife) I was standing in front of her and didn't speak ot her though and walked off. I then remember me and Chris playing in someones car in the driveway, I was on one side of the car inside the door and chris was in the backseat...I threw his mom's keys at him (but he didn't know they were hers) and he tried to throw them back through the window of the car...he failed the first time and it hit the car and fell off...I didn't like him doing this, he tried again and failed miserably and I think he tried one more time and the keys exploded her electric car unlocker/locker broke and shattered into pieces, the string thing dettached and broke off and her keys were scattered everywhere...Melissa came over as this happened but I don't think she was paying attention. My first idea was just to blame Chris then I thought "Well wait, I gave him the keys in the first place..." so then I figured i'll just admit what happened...I picked up everything that was salvageable and put it back together in the best possible way...I found the string and put that back on and all the keys...but the electric car unlocker/locker was destroyed...I kept on thinking about the time when I would have to admit to her what happened and how perhaps she'll never trust me again. I then went and told Melissa because I was tired of Delaying and I don't remember her reaction but I do remember that I told her that it was my fault. I then rememeber being at home and seeing a mosquito trap on the floor beside the blinds in the corner of the house on the right side of the dresser with the pink table coating with the pictures and flowers on top of it. It was in that area...where in my waking state, the roach and various bugs trap is, except this one was specifically for mosquitos. I then looked over there and saw lots of mosquitos trapped on there...and a rather large spider. For some reason when I tried to kill it because it still appeared to be alive...I think it got away...I then remember being freaked out and then the phone rang, it was my dad on the phone and my mom was in her room. He was telling me something I didn't like and I told him to shut the hell up and hungup in his face. I then remember something about bedding arrangements in my room...it was weird like my dad walking into my room and noticing something about my bed or something like that...I don't remember the specifics. Then I had another dream which really was the first one I had that I can recall...where I was BACK in school and Katie (hostess from archestratus) let me borrow some of her notes or something...I was taking a test in Mr. Beasley's classroom...but the place didn't look like his classroom. When I walked in, I saw a gentleman who I thought was going to be the substitute but it turns out Mr. Beasley was there afterall. Then I remember the test being about some kind of small animal, I think it was an oversized bird or an undersized cat or a rabbit or something that had feathers...it had 500 feathers and the test was a question about it I think. I then remember the dream getting fun :) I remember the dream had now cut to me being in a group called "The Justice League" I was Batman or maybe I was Batman in training, or the Batman protege...I don't remember but I do know that I was Batman. I then remember like everyone in the city had gone evil or something and Superman was there, Batgirl, the main (original) Batman, the Flash, and even lots of the Justice League Unlimited were there. I myself personally remember Batman giving me this Batcape with some kind of built in device that enabled my cape to take a structure formidable to gliding anytime I threw my hands in the gliding position. This was cool cause now I could jump off buildings and spread my arms and glide to the next building or across long/large distances. I then remember a specific instance where I was on top of this building aiming my gun at some thugs on the street below trying to shoot them, but I missed...I turned around behind me and saw som thugs aout 2 feet away from me with guns getting ready to open fire...I then jumped off the building before they could open fire and threw my arms out expecting my cape to get in the gliding structure...but it didn't happen...something went wrong...and since I couldn't glide...I landed on the street with thousands and thousands of thugs that wanted to take over and wanted to also kill us...I managed to jump up using my training skills and landed on the side of a building and sort of carefully, crawled my way around it until I saw Batgirl pass me...I called her back and she came...I told her I needed her help on something and to meet me at the top of the building in front of us...it was about 200 feet high...she then launched her grappling hook and shot up there awaiting me. Then I saw Batman (the original one) pass by me and I asked him to come back...he did and I asked him about the cape...I don't think he was much help but he told me somewhere to go where I could get it fixed...he then left...I remember I left Batgirl up there and so I used my grappling hook to go up there and see if she was still up there...the top of the building was extremely small and it was unable to accomodate any (one) person, less two. Besides she wasn't there anyway. So I pondered about how I would get down since I couldn't glide...I figured i'd do it old fashioned Batman style and just jumped off the building...I had a long fall then used the grappling hook to shoot out and hook on to something and get down...I then remember being in this place that reminded me of Target. It was me, my mom, Superman, and Audrey and I think some others like wonderwoman. I was trying to find out the problem...I think my mom told me the problem was that my battery was low. I asked her if she could replace it or something...I don't think she said SHE could but she showed me a way how I can get the use out of the remaining juice left in it...she did something and made the batcape operative again. This was cool. I then started jumping up and down in my dream, I could jump like 5 feet in the air...my mom demanded that I stop because I could give away my identity or something...I stopped...then some girl came over and was talking about Rickey or something, giving him compliments and commenting on what a nice family he has. I then walked outside the aisle and saw wonderwoman...I then went to the front of the store and sat on a bench with the flash...I took my mask off and we were talking...then some mafia thugs came in and approached us...flash still had his suit and mask on but I didn't have my mask on...so I pretended as if my cape was some coat and I was putting it over my head like I was trying to avoid the rain when I went outside as I walked past them...I think it worked momentarily because I was able to get outside untouched...and I started making my way down the street and then heard them yelling after me and running after me, I quickly did a poor attempt at putting my mask back on and as I did...one of the goons came up and sideswiped me with his fist...it hurt like hell but I easily subdued him. I then remember me being in this place with my mom, Brianna, and Audrey...I was talking to some guy (teenage guy, kind of nerdy) on some kind of phone or watch communicator or something...he was helping me fix my cape and was going over the thorough checks with the suit with me like this one thing where it's a pump...and if there's bad air in the room like poisonous gas...I can pump out the bad air for a while. I was sort of joking around with him but was serious in my jokes...I was saying that I needed to get over to his lab so I can get some more gear and gadgets...I also mentioned something about perhaps a mini one seater jett or something that allowed me to travel great distances in a short amount of time. He kind of went quiet but I think we were going to talk later or whatever. Then I remember Audrey laying on a bed and Brianna being in front of me on the floor...and Audrey was talking about any ideas or any suggestions about where we should go on vacation or something like that...she messed up in what she was saying and I think Bri corrected her. This next thing i'm about to mention happened before the superhero dream. I dreamt that I and 2 other people...I think a girl and another boy who was much younger than us were in this chapel sort of place...We had three weird balls we found...one blue, one green and one red I think? Yeah. Then I remember us putting them in this window type place in the chapel and waiting for something to happen to them...nothing out of the ordinary...they just stayed there...motionless. I then dreamt we went back to them at a later time and noticed they were glowing in the glow of their own color! I noticed they also looked as if they were getting clear on the inside or something, all except for the blue one...so I threw the blue on down on the ground...picked it up and it now looked as if it was getting clearer, just like the other ones. Something extraordinary then happened...some large giant lady, perhaps of a different species transported us to her and sort of told us what was to happen. What I remember next is that I transformed into this metallic blue superhero with this kickass metal futuristic costume...and so did the others, the green and the red. We were at my grandmas house at night time fighting crime in her grass area...when all of a sudden I kicked someones ass so hard where they gave me a kind of blue awesome crystal pendant...It instantly merged with the blue ball that transforms me and I became some super powered warrior now. It was awesome how the pendant merged with the ball. It was after THIS dream that I had the Justice League dream.

12:27 PM 3/1/2007

Last night I had a pretty interesting dream...first the dream I had involved me at Eastside...I was in the playground area and I was kind of afraid that one of the teachers would tell me to leave because I wasn't supposed to be there then I think. I then decided it was probably best to leave. But I remember Superman (the christopher reeves superman) escourting me home because he knew I wasn't supposed to be there when the kids were there either. I told him (while I was in my doorway, except it was a different doorway than the one I normally have, it was a pane glass one and in a different area of the house, and I had turned into Richard Pryor, and Superman had a haircut piece that looked hilariously ridiculous!!!) I told him I wouldn't do it again, then he gave me some 3 minute good speech but smiled and left. Then the dream cut to me being at my house...I dreamt that my mom told me that both her parents were now dead. To top things off...me and me and my mom weren't getting along too well, then she delivered the news to me...I felt so bad for being mad at my mom after I found out. Then I remember being in this store and I guess I was filling out some kind of card at the chckout table or something...I then remember me sitting down at a table in the store, a small table for two by the wall and I think Audrey came up or something or my aunt Janette and made smalltalk. I then remember me being back at home and noticing my moms entire room was cleaned...from top to bottom, everything was cleaned. I was shocked and congratulated her on it and she told me she wanted to get a new bed though. After she left out, I remember going to her vanity area beside her bathroom and seeing on the counter top two glassess of wine, one had a baby blue bow tied around it. I tasted a bit of that one and it was nasty. I then remember being at Grandma's house and some girl around the age of like 15 or 16 being there as well...Chris was there also. The girl was light skinned and cute, nor was she related to us. She was typing something on the computer in the room with the chalkboard. I went in and asked her some questions and found out she had a boyfriend and other stuff. She had an extensive vocabulary and she was into lucid dreaming as well...I thought it was awesome and we might just be a pair. I then remember it was time for all three of us to take showers. I was going to the public shower first but then Christian intercepted me...Chris had a mustache and was short, shorter than he really is now...he was probably 4 feet 11 inches in the dream...anyway...he intercepted me and told me to go to Grandma's bathroom and let the lady use this one. I was a bit pissed but I did it anyway...I figured he was trying to get cool points on the girl and by me arguing for me to use the bathroom, I would be losing them with her. I then remember us (Me, Rickey, Mom, and Audrey) taking a roadtrip somewhere...I rememebr we took like a van...and I was in a row of seats in front of Rickey and I remember I made a comment about me forgetting that grandma just died...Rickey leaned over onto my seat and was like...How could you forget? I told him I just forgot, now drop it. I don't think he dropped it because the next thing I know I smacked him with a glove several times and we almost got into an altercation in the car but I think someone stopped us. Then I remember being in like the desert area and Doc Brown from back to the future was trying to run me over with his delorean time machine...I don't know why though...so I was runing around this 18 wheeler truck trying to avoid his delorean. I then remmeber seeing the back part of the 18 wheeler open up and some beast coming out or something so I figured it was now time to haul ass...so I took off running in the desert and saw a large army of monstrous beasts headed my way, they were after Doc Brown and his time machine...but I just happened to be who they were going to get to first so they were coming after me...I saw a car ram the time machine and another car ram that car...I ran to the last car and jumped in...It was a caucasion man at the wheel of the car and two little white 9 year old looking girls in the backseat...I quickly explained the situation...that I have to get to 8 men or something like that...and the guy moved out of the pileup and took off with his car feeling sorry for me I guess...he said "I'm gonna help you find those eight men..." So then I remember Doc Brown being in a court of law and he had been shrunken to the size of a fly and he was held captive...he then escaped and managed to go down this tube like thing...on the way to his freedom he encountered some roaches up ahead and hesitated to go on...but he figured he must succeed...so he grabbed to kernels of corn and threw them at the roaches and they took off running. Some people helped him escape and I think the scenery changed now to my mom's bedroom...they were helping him get inside her room from the hallway and he was almost there, he was just around the corner. The dream then cut to me being at wal-mart. I and some other guy, I think Matt Parkman from the NBC television show (Heroes) was in there too. There was some kind of vile monster who was in there and commanding us. I think when Matt came in, the beast told him to go back outside and manage the bar...so he went...temporarily...and came back in...once the monstrous beast was distracted...I hauled ass out of the bathroom and the beast ran after me...he was gaining on me so I threw a sunglassess revolving case down in which the beast tripped on...he got up and came again so I threw another one down...I then went on my way because I knew I had triumphed...then I remember getting next to a circular rack of clothes towards the front of the store and seeing Raven Symone there...for some reason, raven must have a mental breakdown or something because she was flipping out in wal-mart...I think her friend chelsea from the show was trying to help her. I also saw Raesean Allen in the dream as well and kind of hoped that her seeing Ravne symone flip out over me would make Raesean attracted to me or a bit interested. I then remember going off into another aisle in wal-mart and I think Chelsea coming to tell me that Raven likes me or something or used my identity on the internet for something. I then remember going home and getting on the computer and seeing Raven Symone parade around using the screen name Gogeta or something like that. For some reason, it tied in with me...I was at home by myself and Raven Symon had come to my house and knocked on the door, and rang the doorbell and waited out on the patio area I guess for me to answer...but I chose not to because i'm like "what the hell is Raven Symone doing at my house? Better question, how in the hell did she get this address?!" Raven left and the police came because they noticed someone walking around our house. The police came into our patio area looking around and I saw them doing that so felt a bit safer. My mom came home and she told me Raven Symone was snooping around and stuff...I said yeah but how did she know? (referencing to my mom) she then told me that the police had left a note. My mom also told me that Raven Symone had a son. Before my mom came home, she picked up Brianna. Raven Symone then came back and knocked on the door again and waited in the deck/patio area...I told my mom "I'm going out there." So I walk outside and see Raven Symone and a kid who looked no older than 10 were out on the deck area. The kid was on a bicycle...when I went out there I approached Raven and she approached me and gave me a warm hug, like a lovers hug. Then I said "let's get out of here and go talk somewhere." So we left the deck area and walked up my street to eastside...the kid came too...I checked my watch to make sure the kids were out of eastside so we won't be disrupted or told to leave...it was 2:43 p.m. and we wouldn't be bothered. The kid went off to ride his bike at eastside while me and Raven talked...on our way to eastside I said "So is that your nephew?" to which she replied "No, he's my son." So I was like...wow...okay...When we got to eastside I started doing physically impossible flips in the air and then hung on the roof with my foot as I felt my pants coming down and my underwear showing. Raven then asked me am I professional or something, I told her no. She then told me her boyfriend can flip like that. And I was like...wtf...boyfriend? She then did a super large flip in the air and I was hoping she wouldn't hurt herself...when she came back down her boyfriend was there beside her. and I think her boyfriends younger brother...her boyfriend looked about 25 or so and his younger brother was probably 17. The youger brother was an asshole and trying to pick a fight with me but I wasn't giving him the time of day. I then told Raven that it's not cool to lead guys on. It made me kind of sour that she did that. I think Raven was trying to get her boyfriend to beat me up or something like that...anyway I walked off and was going back down my street when all of a sudden, Raven runs up and walks beside me and says "You owe me money for parking my car." So I don't even know if I dignified that comment with a reply or not. But I then went to my house and her boyfriend and her boyfriends little brother caught up with us...before I went inside I told Raven this..."I got more respect for your boyfriend and his little brother than I got respect for half of you..." Then I went inside and she was trying to convince her boyfriend that I was lying about her flirting with me and trying to lead me on. I then went inside and closed the door on all three of them...I then grabbed a notepad that Raven had wrote sweet nothings to me on and threw it outside so "her boyfriend" could see it.


1:11 PM 3/2/2007

Last night was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!! Okay, let me first start off by saying, no I did not have a lucid dream...but I did do something miraculous! I kept my mind awake as I was putting my body to sleep. And my friend James Hayden (from AIM) told me something I didn't know...that your body does little checks like itches, twitches, makes you feel uncomfortable to see if you're sleeping...so the best way to fool it is to relax, completely still, relax your body and relax your mind. Then about 15 minutes or so into it...I started getting minor itches but did not move AT all...then about 10 minutes later after that I twitched just a bit...then I kept telling myself "I am already asleep." And if I found myself ever losing focus, I would try and focus on a distant sound (obviously there wasn't one) but it made me focus on nothing else but that. I then noticed I think I slipped into either the H.I. state conciously or the Alpha state conciously, it was one or the other because I started having dream scenes, not too vivid like a lucid dream scene, but in them I was saying "I'm already asleep, i'm sleeping." Which was waaay cool. So basically to sum it all up in one fat sentence...looks like mind awake body asleep ain't too hard ;) But before this mind awake body asleep run...I had slept for about 4 hours...and in those 4 hours I dreamt as well...i'm just gonna say a little of what I dreamt from that earlier dream. I dreamt that I was really unclean and junky and didn't wash that often and didn't change clothes or take care of my body at all really. I would re-wear the same shirts over and over again for extended periods of time. There was this one shirt I put on after I had just put it in the dirt clothes hamper...which caused me to break out all over my neck area and force me to scratch. Then I wokeup and did the Mind awake body asleep attempt, after about an hour of that I then decided though I was just gonna go to sleep after that successfull trial run...so I rolled over and went to entered sleep directly and unconciously. I had a dream that I was at a place that resembled my home but it was different...there were some kind of generals right outside the door and they were enslaving white kittens. Forcing them to labor and toil. I then peeked outside, and my excuse was that I was writing a report...I peeked out through the window...trying as hard as possible to peek without being caught...One of the generals (the generals were caucasion) spotted me and I think made a comment about how perhaps they should use different ethnic humans to enslave instead of kittens. I then found the dream changed to me being on a runaway train with some guys and Tiffany Patterson aka (New York) from VH1's Flavor of Love 1 and 2 and from I love New York. We were all competing for New York's love. I remember I was high up on her affection list...Tango (one of the guys who in reality IS on the show) was I guess thrown from the train by the guys so now he was trying to get back on the train from the back...struggling to make it on...he had a shotgun and was trying to shoot us (guys). He didn't hit any of us though...when he realized he failed and that he was losing precious moments with New York as the seconds rolled by...he shot himself in the throat. I then remember me being safe from elimination and we were in this construct room sized model of a room with roller coaster rails all set to personify VH1's vision of hell. And the other side was was VH1's vision of heaven. I was hanging with New York and a friend of hers and all the other guys were sent to hell to be tested in some challenge...I was with New York and her friend because I was safe from elimination. Well anyway, next I had tried to ride the rail bars into hell but it got too hot so I decided not to do that again, and I came back to New York and she and her mexican looking friend were sort of giggling about me...then we all went to the heaven side of the room and I rode up these bars to the best part of heaven and I sat down. I was resting in this metallic, yet comfortable hammock like relaxing thing while New York and her friend were like 2 feet away enjoying heaven from over there, I told New York to join me up here because it's better up here...she said she was fine but I wouldn't take no for an answer. So she came up there and rested in the hammock with me and we relaxed with each other and I had some boxers or swimming trunks on, one or the other and she was sort of grazing my dick with her hand, curious about the size of my member. So we whipped out a ruler and measured me on hard...It amounted to about a foot but the peter meter registered only 5 inches. This was confusing to me and I tried to tell them that there has to be some kind of mistake...because it's a foot stick but only goes up to 5 inches, what kind of sense does that make? I then think I measured myself in the mirror and noticed my ***** size shot up like 4 feet. It was weird. I then remember all the guys now coming back and joining us...there were alot of girls here too. and alot of underage children :S Anyway they (the guys and some of the girls) were all trying to convince New York that I was some guy who hit/flirted with her mom awhile back...they all swore down it was me...Nomatter how hard I denied it their words and loudness overpowered mine so to put all rumours to rest I just said "Show me the picture you guys found." They all went quiet then they gave me a picture who didn't even LOOK like me...Jerry Clark (motivational speaker) was there as well and I brought the picture over to him to assess and analyze. He looked closely at it and looked into it some more and I said, "Really, that picture kind of looks like you Jerry..." I think it was him...but he didn't want it to get out so to put both of us in a safe zone...he said that the picture wasn't me, that it was his (as in referring to himself) cousins picture or nephew, I forget. So I was now clear...but during all the blaming on me that it was me some of the girls were enjoying the potential scandal and I looked at one of them I thought I had clicked with earlier and she was smiling at me with a look that projected (i'm just kidding, you know that) But the look I returned back to her was one that was more like "Don't ever fucking speak to me again." Anyway, after all that was cleared up...there were tables lined up against the wall and numbers on the table...there were probably at least 4 hundred people in the room, guys, girls, children. So the person presiding over this large assembly told us if you see yourself with a man or woman that's like blank or blank (just said personality traits) then sit at __ table (as in the numbered table he told you to sit at if the description attached to the table fits your description of what you'd want in a man or woman. So I sat at a table when I thought it sounded good...there were 3 gus and 1 girl at the table. The two guys in front of me looked mexican, and one looked like John leguizimo (the luigi character from Mario Bros.) there was a guy to the left of me and a girl directly in front of me across the table...I said to the guy beside me "You can start it off by asking them what they're into" (so yeah I was making a gay joke) and the guy shrugged it off and I think it got a few laughs out of the table. I saw Rickey in the middle section of the room and the guy presiding over the assemble was pulling people out of their tables for demonstrations. He pulled a girl beside Rickey out, and Rickey and a few more people that he wanted to demonstrate something to us all about. That was pretty much the sum of my dream and you can tell that after the (New York's mother) scandal, that that was the end of the "I love New York" dream.


12:41 PM 3/3/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was at Rickey's house...but it was different...and I wasn't wanted for some reason. I think there were ghosts in his house as well...he kicked me out all the way to the staircase and I think there was an apparition on the staircase. Anway, before I got kicked out...I remember being in Brianna's room and Bri being in her bed on the left side (if you're facing the bed) and Grandma beside her, sitting on the bed. I had sipped some of what Brianna was drinking out of her cup and I was then notified that she had some kind of cold and after hearing this, I think I started contracting it. Anyway...I then remember being on this bus with other teens on a street in Germany or Russia, some foreign land...There was some kind of play or promotional flyers we had on our bus so I decided to drop one out of the window onto the city street. When I did this...officials ran over at once and picked up the paper demanding loudly to know who littered the street. The civies just stood there, speechless...the officials put up a ruckus...I was tempted to say I did it but didn't think their consequences would match my "crime." So instead I just sat back...I then remember we had to all get off the bus and wait in this long long line of teenagers. I didn't want to wait and when it came time for me to move up out of the transient and into an open area where the line got longer and the persons in line became more noticeable...I decided to go sharpen my pencil over on the wall...so I stepped out of line. And I think I hauled ass too. I think I heard that if you leave without permission you would have to makeup your absent time with payment, and my absent time amounted to like 27 bucks. I then rememeber sneaking back into this place at night when everyone was asleep. There were people sleeping there. I snuck in the window that resembled my computer rooms window and made extra care to ensure I wasn't heard...I then stepped into this hallway area that sort of resembled mine...then a french girl who looked 17 or 18 saw me and said something to me and I turned around and saw that she was beautiful and I kissed her passionately and then said "ciao" as I walked away...leaving her stunned and speechless ;) I remember going and getting a bed or something. A couch, I slept on a couch in front of another guy who was sleeping on a couch...I think in an upstairs venue. Anyway, I remember next activities scheduled and planned for all of us teens. I remember being in this kitchen like area and me getting in line...I remember getting in line for some pizza I think...but anyway they were out of food so instead they were making funnel cakes...their funnel cakes looked dramatically different from the fairs but hey, I was hungry and decided to give it a fair shot. So I stepped in line to buy one and I remember Jason (JP) from archestratus was the cashier and I was singing a line from the song "Somewhere over the rainbow" and he immediately started singing the same line over and over and couldn't get it out of his head "I hear, babies cry and watch them grow...they'll learn much more...than we all know..." that part. Ken (from archestratus, the black guy) had gotten onto JP (because he was standing beside him) for singing the song over and over but he blamed me for putting it in his head...yet he kept singing it. When it came time for me to pay up...I looked into my wallet and saw some 1 dollar bills and in the corner I found 150 dollar bills and I was like...wtf...that's odd, never seen that kind of money before. So I paid the guy and he was waiting until certain eyes were off of him before he gave me change because I think that kind of money drew suspicion. Anyway, I next remember pulling out and accidentally ripping a black and white old old old ooollllldddd pic of Teddy Roosevelt and two men standing on the opposite sides of him. It was a relic. It was also worth alot of money on ebay...I think I even mentioned that to someone...that I could make a killing off ebay with it. I then remember reminding the person in charge of making the funnel cakes that I wanted extra butter and extra sugar. She made it for me but it was weird...This guy named D'angelo (from Sonics where I used to work, coworker with short dreads) had gone behind the counter and was checking on the oven or something. I then remember being in a place that greatly resembled my old house (beside pleasant green). And there was some kind of lady there and a guy she loved but her father forbid the relationship to ensue. So she was torn between her loyalty to her father and her love to her suitor. In the end she tearfully chose her loyalty to her father and helped her father catch her suitor or something...the suitor had an ability in which he could turn invisible...bend light around him. It was awesome...He was telling us how he had to do it in caves for example that he slept in when he didn't have anywhere to go so the bugs and critters wouldn't bother him. I had a vision of him meshing into the ground where his eyes were only visible...then they trapped him. I remember before this whole thing happened...Pratt (former manager at archestratus) had come in the backdoor (of my old house remember ;) and he brought some chicken for us all to eat...lots of cooked chicken I think. I also remember the dream cut to me being on the couch and some chubby black 20's women sitting beside me...I remembeer my mom came over and pulled the girl to my lef's zipper down (she was wearing some kind of zippable lightweight sweater) because my mom thought she might have been stealing things from our home and putting them in there. So when my mom pulled her zipper down, she came all the way down until she saw that the girl wasn't hiding anything in her sweater, and something else...that she wasn't wearing a bra...so I saw the girls nipple and it was a bit arousing. I then remember my mom had one of those "Oh" moments. I then remember now I was alone by myself now...noone was in the room. It was just me. I remember getting an empty bottle of water and urinating inside of it. And once I had finished...I went and poured it out into the toilet. I also rememebr this part of my dream that happened prior to alot of the dreams I had already written for this night...I was right outside my neighborhood and for some reason I had pulled something down from the telephone pole...some large reddish pink thing that I was tugging and hoping to God it would stretch all the way to my street. Needless to say...it didn't. I then remember it becoming dettached from the top of the telephone pole...so I dropped it and figured it'd be better if I just try and find one closer...so I entered my neighborhood again and saw some guys and some mazelike area...I think they were construction workers...I was getting to my street and I heard one of the guys say something like "I'm almost done with my divorce with my wife" or something like or along those lines. That's about all of the dream I can remember.


1:43 PM 3/5/2007

Last night I dreamt I was right up the street from my house and something was going on, I think there was registration for some kind of Prom at this house (where mr. durant used to live, right across from eastside). I was walking up there I think getting ready to meet Brittany Stutts when Brittany Brown caught up with me (girl from New Hope) and she was looking stunning...a true sight for sore eyes...We talked a bit and I asked her to the dance I think and so we went up to the ticket/registration booth at the house and I saw Marcus Harrison in line as well (guy from New Hope) and he wasn't as enthused to see me as I was to see him, he must have had something on his mind...anyway, then the dream cut to me walking on this strip and I went into this store and I remember walking out and seeing this mexican girl in the window of this store and then I remember continuuing walking and seeing these two girls on this large high up thing where people usually put boxes or crates or something and usually with an electronic ladder...anyway they were sitting down talking on the phone on this high up thing. It was interesting...next thing I knew I found myself in a store strongly resembling wal-mart. I then saw alicia gray and she saw me and smiled and we passed by each other...I think she was a bit disappointed that I did not speak...I then turned around and called her name and she turned around and smiled and I caught up with her and we chatted...for about a minute. Raven Symone came over and asked if she could talk to me in private for a bit...I told alicia to wait for me here and I wouldn't be long. Raven then guided me over to this swinging bench-like thing that are normally in gazebos. I don't know what we talked about but we talked...I then looked around and saw Alicia was gone. I then remember the dream cut to me being in a parking lot and it was night out. I took out an inflatable car and someone helped me pump it up and get it into good fasion strength. I then remember me noticing it wouldn't work or it couldn't drive because it's inflatable! It won't work! So I think I went inside this movie theater with my family...I remember next, us all being in the hallway, specifically...me and brianna. I then remember the dream cut to me being with this girl and me kissing her passionately...french kissing we were moving all around (walking) as we were kissing...then something weird happened to my tongue. like it started shredding into tentacles at the top of it. It was weird and felt weird as I was kissing her. I then remember being at this birthday party type setting...where there was a picnic table and a bunch of us kids gathered around sitting at it...I remember this guy (caucasion looking mature about 55 years of age) passing something out to all of us...I then remember the dream cut to me being in this trailer park type building and being with a bunch of guys...one of the guys, I think he was in charge had been convinced by all of the other guys to go to the corroner or someone and ask him if we could have a round of beers...he left out and we all celebrated (well...they did) I then remember some banging on the door shortly after...it wasn't the guy who just left out...it was some type of monster...some beast that wanted us. That's all of the dream I remember


1:44 PM 3/6/2007

Last night I had a dream in which I was at archestratus, sort of floating around in the air...vertical...then the dream switched over to me being at Audrey's old house in Cherry Park and me floating around vertical style in the living room there...then I went to the front door and saw a woman's hair through the small glass above the door...this scared me because in my dream it was like 1 am. I then floated to my audrey's bedroom...which my mom was sleeping in and told her about it...she didn't seem to scared about it. I then dreamt that I was on my deck in my house and I suddenly saw a few pretty mexican girls leaving from the gate door on the deck so I ran out and then I remember seeing them off in the distance...they were now throwing a football back and forth to each other...these girls were so beautiful. The football was thrown off course and in my direction, so I decided to catch it but I missed it as well. I picked it up and threw it to the girl I thought was stunning. I then jumped in the air and started floating horizontal style and remember slowly flying about 4 feet off the ground. It was amazing...the experience was simply exilerating. I then remember the dream cut to me being archestratus floating around vertical style in the dining room area...I then remember the dream cut to me being in my bedroom and floating vertical style in the corner of my room near the door. I remember Rickey and some other dude being in there...Rickey I think wanted to learn how to fly as well. I didn't know if I would teach him or not...so I left out my door and told him to catch me! So I floated higher vertical in the living room area of my house and he tried jumping up and catching my feet but couldn't. I then remember the dream cut to me typing something in this large hi def t.v. about ghostbusters and expecting search results to come up...I then remember me in this classroom type setting...Clay (from archestratus) was there and Jason Patterson (the manager). The classroom strongly resembled a new hope christian school classroom. To be more precise, Mrs. Sharp's old room. I then remember being in the back row and I think we were all to take a test. I remember sitting in the back and there being an empty seat in front of me but I decided to switch out my desk for a better one. I then remember me being in this large field...like a farmers field but it was a large plain. I and my mom were supposed to ren de vouz with these people who we were supposed to deliver something to. I don't remember what it was but it wasn't illegal. The people were white gus I think. Anyway my mom went around this barn and saw the guys and I was floating horizontal alongside her to assist her in any way that I could. Then I remember we left and went into this big open place. I then remember this large trailer being parked and alot of people gathered around talking, joking, eating, having a good time...and there was this girl who was attractive...I then leapt onto the back of the winds and started flying around that area and she saw me flying but I don't think she was too impressed. I then remember the dream cut to there being three games, only one I remember...it was this really cool, really detailed dragonball z game that was a live game you could play with other people...thing is...it was a fan-based game created by a fan, not a corporation or a company. I remember when I checked into the game, there were currently 23 people playing. I remember it was cool. There was some kind of scale model thing with grass and fake rocks I was constructing in a cardboard box...I don't know if I was building it to show my mom or to show the teacher in that classroom I mentioned earlier but once I was finished showing whoever it was I was supposed to make it for...I then erased out the green colored crayon at the bottom of the box which I supposedly made to makeup for the lack of grass. I then remember me being at grandma's house and me and some other guys hanging out in the living room playing a game or watching something on. I then remember hearing my mom's footsteps so pretended like I was sleeping on the floor...when she came in she immediately started barking at everyone to go to sleep. But luckily I was already doing some damn good acting ;) I then remember everyone putting things up and getting into their designated sleeping spots. I remember her waking me up by tapping on my windpipe which hurt a bit at first but I eventually wokeup and I and 2 other people...one I know being a guy by the name of "Lil Wayne" he was a rapper...sleeping beside the telelvision in Grandma's den. I then remember one guy who went to sleep faster than I did beside the telvision...before I even got there...he had three pillows...which was unfair...at most he should of only had two...and I noticed he had one that I was using...I yanked out the middle one...trying to be careful enough not to wake him. I then asked lil wayne before he came to get the pillow off of the couch and to give it to me...he did. Me, my mom and Rickey and wayne had a conversation before we all turned in for the remainder of the night about some kind of frisbee in the back of the television. Wayne spotted it and showed it to my mom and she laughed and Rickey obviously knew what it was about too...he was sitting inside some large clear basket/bucket that was positioned above the ground on some kind of stand. I was trying to figure out what it was or why it was a big deal...the only thing I found out was that Rickey would go around and beg for food to put on this frisbee...but in the dream I don't think it could have been called a frisbee...it was something else. I associated it with the frisbee and still didn't really get the joke...anyway...I threw the "frisbee" at the couch and it bounced off and landed right beside Rickey. And in some part of my dream, I got a new cell phone that I thought was a sliver but it wasn't...it was fatter and thicker than a sliver. That's all of my dream that I can remember.


1:25 PM 3/7/2007

Last night I had a dream that I was in this breakfast waffle house/coffee house type style small restaurant...I was seated at the counter and some guy with a machette got up from across the room and walking down the aisle in a fast pace. I then had another dream in which I was on this small island and surrounded by this huge monstrous ocean that was a hurricane was in as well...a giant hurricane...and there was no elevation between the ground and the ocean...they were dead level...meaning if a flood came or whatever...I was dead. I then reached out and patted the water to feel it. I was really scared for my life as I looked out on the monstrous and violent waves beating out in the near distance. It seemed as if it was picking up speed and intensity for a giant wave to come at us too. From a picture I had seen, we were currently in the eye of the hurricane...meaning sh** was about to get worse. I then remember the dream cut to me being a small dinosaur I suppose and there being this female dinosaur bot or whatever and we were like half the size of a pomeranian dog...seperately. She pulled me under this rock thing for shelter and then she got in. Her color was pink...and we had a pretty good conversation...I was kind of thinking we probably wouldn't have enough room for our kids. Then some asshole came along...it was like an evil robotic batman I think on a motorcycle...a chopper. Me and her got out and started running from him on some kind of small motorcycle...we evaded his pursuit tactfully and his evil robin came to help him...I think the evil batman crashed into some kind of huge tree. I then remember the dream cut to me being at home and I was getting ready to close my front door...it was night out. And someone saw me trying to close it and decided to try and see if they could get in...they raced to my door and tried to open it and I tried to keep it closed with the power of my foot against the floor (so the rubber and the hard floor produce little friction) and the side of my foot against the door so it wouldn't move. It worked a little bit then I looked outside to see who was trying to break in...it was a beautiful girl. I stopped and opened the door and offered my hand for her to shake and she clearly didn't want to shake mine. These guys from next door...all kids in age ranges of 8-16. There were about 7 or so in all that came over. White kids. A majority of them being in the 8-12 age range. I had a hat on and they were messing with me trying to take it off but I kept it on. Then I noticed a girl about 8 years old trying to be like everyone else and take my hat off too. After they were done being assholes they all went back to their house...one of them made a motion with their hands like they took my hat off and threw it somewhere but they didn't...it was still on my head. My mom then came to the door and looked at them going back to their house...shortly after they had gone in, we heard screaming from a girl...and saw that the little 8 year old girl was being pulled by her arms in opposing directions very hard and she was crying...I didn't want my mom to go over there but she felt a need to go. So I went with her and she tried to pry the girl away from the grip of the kids...then the 16 year old kid was coming over to look like he was about to do us some harm...but I think I threw him up against a wall and saw a bat in the corner of the room...I grabbed the bat and told him i'd swing it...he didn't think I had the balls to do so, so I swung it at him and hit his arms and his body knocking him up against the wall...he remained there for a bit...it didn't even look like the hits had phased him any. Then he decided to come after me again. I then remember the dream cut to me and my mom being back at home. Those guys were back again...the hellbound tweens and teens from next door. I then remember the girl who I tried shaking hands with earlier...she looked about 19 or 21, not teens like the others...anyway she was back with them and I remember she tried coming in through the glass windows which opeend up into two panels in which a person can enter (not in waking life they're not built like that though) but I slammed her back out and I remember she then put some humongous large big ass super duper curse on me...but I shut the glass so I couldn't hear her incantation and decided that the sh** wouldn't work if I didn't believe in it. I then remember telling them I don't believe in that kind of power...there's only one power at the core that works...and that's faith along with a few other things. I then remember she tried doing something huge to me but the kids stopped her and vanquished her before she could. I asked them why did they do that? They told me because she was trying to merge with other witches, and if she had done that...they wouldn't of been able to stop her later on...and she could turn on them. So I thanked them and I think we started to get along...I came over there house and saw they were cooking food...they got in a line and squatted down beside each other and held each others hands and started hopping from side to side in a coordinated manner singing a song in which I joined in shortly after. Then their parents came home and saw I was there too. I think the mother was happy and the father was less than but the mother made him put a smile on his face and we all got along after that. I then remember having a dream in which I was at archestratus...I was sitting down at a round table across from Katie (one of the hostesses) and it was night out and she was going to order a pizza from the kitchen with ranch dressing inside the pizza already and with ranch dipping sauce...I asked her, but isn't that going to make the ranch dressing inside the pizza hot? And who likes hot ranch on pizza? She said it would but...I guess she wanted to try it but she didn't consider that though ;) I don't think any customers were there at the time. Then someone else sat down at the table and that's all I remember from that dream. I then had a dream in which I was at home and I don't think we had anything to eat so I went to Rickey's house and looked in their pantry and it was damn near empty and in their fridge...empty too...I then noticed this big ass lemonade dispenser (sort of in the fashion and working manner as those kentwood water tanks in which you put a cup of water under and hold down this little handle to dispense your hot or cold water) and it looked good...it looked as if the tank was holding about 7 gallons of lemonade...it was a clear tank and the thing wasn't THAT huge...I mean it was sitting atop their stove. So I got some lemonade...that's all I remember from that dream...then I remember I had a dream in which me, my mom, and derrick and one of my mom's friends were on a bus...and I think we were headed to pleasant green...I dropped my money on the floor and struggled to pick it up...wasn't easy picking up money from a bus's floor as it was moving...I didn't notice if their were alot of people on the bus or not. I then remember we got off the bus and were inside the church...my mom and her friend were sitting one row in front of us. And me and Derrick were sitting horizontal from each other. I then remember it was time for us to sing a song but my mom started too early and thusly everyone heard her in the church, she was embaressed for a minute. Then I remember Reverend Mcquirter came down from the podium and shook mrs. sims hand and left. I remember thinking...what was that about? I then looked out in the congregation...there were probably only about 8 of us total in the congregation...only 8 people total in the congregation I was thinking...woah...where is everyone? I then remember asking my mom about the choir stand and she told me noone showed up. The choir and congregation was a sad turnout. I then proceeded to walk down the aisle and go in the (right) door (if you're facing the choir stand) and on my way I saw Peggy Guyton...her shirt was unbuttoned all the way down to her navel it looked and I noticed she had some giant breasts, they were beautiful, fleshy, beautiful supple and looked suculant. I wanted to go over there to her then and just pull those bitches out and suck the hell out of them. I then proceeded to go to the bathroom, when I went inside I saw Destiny Dunn on the toilet (but she wasn't using the restroom) and she was nude and had a male *****! And I saw Jesse Dunn jr. sitting beside her nude as well and Mrs Dunn beside them with a razor...I guess she was shaving them or something or their pubic hairs or whatever...I noticed it and was stunned for a brief minute...I then just stared at destiny's chest because it was beautiful...her breasts were simply beautiful. I then left on my way going back into the main part of the church...but on my way I a door open to the big room beside the pastor's study. I saw mrs. minter had her breasts partially exposed and it was killing my *****...the sight was giving me a hard on so hard I was about to explode...I then decided to go inside and I said "So what's going on in here?" I then sat down beside mrs. minter as I was looking at her beautiful breasts, trying not to be so obvious. Mrs. Hulitt (Jasmine hulitt's mom) was in there, Mrs. Miller was in there and alot of others. I remember the conversation got on sex and who they'd like to f*** in the church...I was sooooo tempted to reach my hand up to mrs. minter's breast and just fondle away at her partially exposed breasts. Then I wokeup


11:56 AM 3/8/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was at some place playing Uno with some people. Some teens. Both seems to be a little obnoxious and short tempered. One was black with braids (a guy) and other was black as well. I was playing with two guys. The other guy I think had glassess. Anyway...the guy with braids won. I asked them if I could put a wild down on a draw four and they said only if we were playing stack. I then remember me being at a small table with some girls and me answering one of their cell phones as a joke and then looking around asking whose it is...but noone answered me. I then remember amanda jo(from archestratus) and weeman(from jackass, the midget) Amanda jo had this thing on her neck that looked like some kind of weird shot(needle shot) and the thing is, she had to keep it on and it was said to rid you of bad energy or something...then she got down on her knees and began pretending like she was sucking someones c*** but really she only put her head on some guys lap. Then I remmeber some guys I think from Noni talking to a bunch of people at archestratus...the guys from noni were corporate and they were like 30 year old white guys. There were lots of people at archestratus...blacks mostly and they (the guys) were I guess exposing them to the opportunity. I remember when I was playing uno with the fellas awhile back some song by bow wow came on and the guy with braids started singing it. I then remember me being at Grandma's house and my mom was going to leave me there while she went to church or something...she bought a pack of gum but the gum was circular and hollow, like a donut shape and the pieces came in yellow and red and there were only 15. I estimated by how many there were left and how many i'd eaten, and how many my mom just got...that my mom ate the other day...which she admitted to. I then had a really weird experience...probably one of the weirdest experiences i've had in my lifetime...I was in my bed (physically, literally) and I guess I entered H.I. because I got this overwhelming sense that something/someone was trying to enter my body because I felt my personality changing dramatically and I had a vision of this white lady in a place that resembled church and I felt that she was against slavery. I then started literally becoming her...it was weird...I snapped out of it several times (though I don't know if I actually snapped out of it and wokeup and kept going back into it or perhaps I never left H.I. in the first place and only THOUGHT I snapped out of it) anyway...I was talking like her, becoming her...her presence was overwhelming...she was trying to enter into my body and I felt she was succeeding...I then had a dream in which I was at my old house across from cedar grove cemetery...and I saw some uno cards, new and old and decided to pick them up. The house was large and eerie so I decided to leave out the front door...I remember I was tossing the uno cards around left and right on the ground as I was walking forward...the lady inside me...her name was Martha...she told me they buried her dad in cedar grove cemetary. She also told me something about the telephone pole close to the church (if your facing the church in the direction as if you were standing in front of it on the street, it would be the telephone pole on the right of the church) she told me something was buried down there or beside it, under the pole or something like that...I then heard someone say "Martha!" In a strong domineering voice that carried power and a hint of frustration. I turned around and it was a guy dressed in pilgrim clothes. He was caucasion as well and I think he had red hair and a short red beard. Throughout this experience I remember trying to wake myself up by trying to scratch on my belly by sliding one fingernail up and down my stomach, though I don't know if that worked...when the guy said Martha's name...I screamed at the top of my lungs for me to wakeup and get out of here...I was partially concious but at the time I was thinking that a full-on possession had taken place. So anyway, when I screamed for me to wakeup, I did.


1:43 PM 3/10/2007

Last night I had a dream that I was walking up some stairs or whatever...(passing by) Arlene Zavala and Kathy Washington (kathy's from pleasant green, really short girl) I spoke to Kathy...I didn't speak to arlene, not deliberately ignoring her...just didn't. Anyway I saw Arlene again and decided to speak to her...turns out we actually hit it off...we started hanging out as friends and getting to know each other better...I asked if she was still living on her own and she told me she wasn't...that she had to move back in with her mom. Somehow we started walking down this street together and she took some acid and started trying to leave and walk away from me and frankly...get away from me so she could go down this dark alley in which I knew alot of criminal activity took place on...I tried to protect her and get her to come back as much as I could but she was relentless because she was drugged up...some guys jumped out and approached her...I left and started hopping on buildings and screamed "NOOOOOOOO!!!!!" as I ran off...I then saw the original batman standing atop a building looking at me...I ran off still jumping from building to building then made it to my place...I changed out of my regular clothes into some kind of all black foam interior jumpsuit or something...my agenda was to go back and fight those guys off...but not as Geoffrey. I then had another dream in which I was in a car with my family and some others...and we were leaving grandma's neighborhood and some booth glided over to our car to check our id's...because there was a curfew or something for minors...the streets were totally deserted...like nooone but officials and adults...no kids. I was shocked that they went to such extremes. Anyway I then remember us going to Canada...and while in a store...this guy who was with us (caucasion male) had two girls who were officials as well...on opposite sides of him wanting to check his i.d. (they weren't flirting but they were debating on if they should check it or not based on if he looked old enough...they then decided to check his i.d.) I then remember me walking up to the checkout counter and admiring their chapsticks...I thought about buying one but decided against it...I then saw some kind of clear pocket like plastic things with built in holes in them so you could keep things. There was an entire vile filled with different color ones and different size ones. Some people from our crew went before me and put their quarter in and had gotten whatever one dropped down...but they took off the top for us and we gave them our quarters (me and Kenneth 'guy from archestratus') and I picked a blue regular sized one with holes in its side. So we actually got to pick whatever one we wanted. I then walked outside because I was taking the longest and everyone had already gone back to the vehicle and was waiting on me. I saw that they were gone...the vehicle was gone from the parking lot. I then had another dream in which I was at archestratus and I remember Jennifer (skinny caucasion girl with shoulder length dirty blonde hair) coming up to me (because I was at the bar and she had the dining room section for that night) and asked me to get the tables for her in the d ining room because the people had left. I then went over to the dining room area and the lights in the dining room area were turned up significantly higher than normal...but not to the point where it's blinding...just really lit up. There was alot of confetti and party stuff and kids running around and bookbags and supplies and clothes that the kids had put up against a wall...some party I suppose.


7:12 PM 3/11/2007

I dreamt that I was at archestratus and Jessica had come in (the hostess) and she was dressed as her mom pretending to be her mom...she dropped her i.d. though and we found out it was her so we all raced over and burst her identity out laughing loud and stuff...she wasn't happy about this at all. I also remember that we had to learn foreign languages (the wait staff). I also remember me, katie (hostess) and another person were smarting off to mrs. stacy behind her back but surpringly she heard us and reprimanded us. I also remember her giving a long speech about government houses she has and this and that and building she has etc...basically a speech about why she thinks she's better than everyone else. Then I ran into Doc (Doctor Patterson) him being the more noble one of the bunch. When we asked him about wealth...he said that there are alot of things he regrets and that money isn't everything. He said they own the toys r us, and a few auto car lots and other things but that wealth wasn't all there is to life. I asked him in a microphone "SO you are the president of Toys R Us? He said no, just new owner of one store.


4:59 PM 3/12/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was at archestratus (yet again) and I had on the wrong shirt...I was deathly afraid that mrs. stacy would catch me without the right kind of shirt before the night was out and send me home. So I was avoiding her and I went back in the kitchen area because I figured the people in the kitchen wouldn't need their shirts if they had an undergarment...also I figured I would need it more because I would be in the eye of customers. So I went in the back and asked some kitchen staff if I could borrow their shirt...they were very nice and lent me a shirt...I also saw Britney Harris (girl from CHS, short, busty black girl with long black hair...pretty eyes, and was julius harris's sister) she was in the kitchen as well. Some people from Sonics (coworkers, former coworkers) the kitchen staff, in particular...this guy named Montreal (tall light skinned guy with short braids) He was the one who lent me his shirt. When I went in a private room to put on the shirt...I noticed it was a hoodie...to be more precise...a southpole hoodie! not an archestratus tee shirt!!! So I was on the lookout once again. I saw this guy named Bryan Banks (former CHS student, big head, literally...large head, more tall than wide, and he was a bit stocky, but not fat, he was on the football team) and I asked him if I could see him for a minute...I pulled him to the side and I told him that this wasn't a joke or a prank and I explained the situation to him...he helped me and I thank him for it. I also had another dream in which I bought an actual car...the ghostbusters car (not the actual one, but a nice awesome replica and it was a real workable car...it had all the bells nad whistles as the ghostbusters car) The price fit my income and I bought it and parked it in my garage...I think I also bought a ghostbusters suit and I was thinking about buying a proton pack. I drove to pleasant green's parking lot with my gb car and got out...thinking I was sooo cool :)


9:54 AM 3/13/2007

Last night I had a dream that I was peter pan. I dreamt some evil guy had come around and had stolen my magic broom...my beautiful special and fast broomstick on which I could fly on...I only had one left but it was a regular broomstick in which I could fly on. Wendy was with me and some others...I was hoping Wendy had turned herself into a toothpick or a small animal when the evil thing had come around so as she wouldn't be taken by it. When the evil thing left we (me and some guys) found a few things on the balcony that Wendy might have turned herself into...like the toothpick I mentioned...but turns out she didn't turn herself into anything. Anyway we hopped ont he broomstick and took off...I then remember us going on this huge journey to find the broomstick...I also remember Wendy thinking she saw the broom (because me and the guys were tired so she was looking out for it now for a bit) so she immediately took control of the broom and shot down towards the ground super fast...I remember us plunging down. I also remember seeing a glimpse of the broom myself so what I did is took control and I remember seeing some guy with the broom...we shot past him and snatched it from him but realized it was some trap. Our broom crashed and I realized I was myself now and there was no wendy...I was on the ground and saw my crashed broom not too far from me. I then remember seeing a tree, and it cut me on my finger...blood was shedding...Then something happened to the tree and it was knocked down...another tree started shooting up from the ground and growing in its place...it was growing like a foot per minute. It was wow. Then I remember seeing how fast this tree was growing and seeing this girl beside the fallen tree...she was a friend of mine...I beckoned her to come to me then she and I got into this balcony on this building and I told her "we know how to fly...but have you ever been flying on a balcony?" I think she said no...so I dettached the balcony from the building once we were safely on, through mind force I think...I then started flying up high and flying around the building...It was Brianna on the balcony now and I was now behind the balcony holding onto it while I was flying around the building...the building was a mansion. It was the Ford's mansion (Audrey, Forea, Rickey) I was flying around it and noticed how high I was...I also remember stopping in mid-air trying to gain some skill by navigating through the air without crashing or anything. I then remember flying past a part of the mansion where Audrey was and her mentioning something about me coming down and doing something, I forget. I remember going in the backyard now (still in the air with the balcony in my hands and Bri being on it having fun) and I tried landing on the ground but for some reason I couldn't get it to stay on the ground...it would rise back up as soon as I put it down. But eventually we got down. There were a few more girls in the backyard Brianna's age...there was some Kool-aid there as well. I remember drinking some and Forea came out and noticed I was still there. He made a comment in passing about me being there for 19 hours. I remember having another dream, about this gay guy who was getting his full body hair trimmed so he looked sort of like an animal (he had hair allllll over his body and he got it trimmed in a way where it was still there, but not as huge) and kenneth (gay guy from archestratus was helping to trim his hair) I then remember kenneth putting the final touches on the guys hair...and the guy being an attractive guy, but he had that feminine voice and once kenneth finished...the guy sort of stroked his hair on his head getting it into a position where he thought was good. The guy was sitting in the chair as this was being done to him, he looked like a college student. I also remember being at Grandma's house and me hearing Jason (cousin Jason) say something and me wondering why he would say it. I also remember in my dream me being at archestratus and waiting tables...I went to this one specific table where a few ladies were at...I was going over there to pickup their plates and I needed a book to give them (the payout books) but I found I already had one and this new guy named William Gavin had came and given me a book, but I already had one. Anyway I gave the book to the ladies and took all their plates in the back and got to go boxes and noticed this line in the station area where servers were at, lined up. I put the to go boxes on the station counter. I also had this dream that I had a sock in my room but another sock just like it was dirty. I also had a dream in which my dad made a suprised visit to my house and he looked much older than normal. He also had a cane in which he used to hobble wherever he went. Anyway...he came inside the house and I remember him laying down on the floor while I was on the couch. My dreams seem to be getting more lengthy and detailed.


1:21 PM 3/14/2007

Last night I had a good bit of dreams. Last night I dreamt my online friend James Hayden (aim) was a woman. I also dreamt I was inside my house and it was relatively dark...I remember I had received a trophy, I remember setting it on my shelf with my other trophies at home. I remember in my dream I had come from school and my jr. high teacher mrs. brown was there...or she had left and I missed having her. Anyway I then remember going outside my house and going to my driveway (not the carport, the driveway). There was a small beautiful nice and expensive black car parked on the driveway. There was a party going on, a rather large party going on across the street in the house, the people were also on my lawn and in the street talking and drinking. I noticed my car had a flat tire and when I tried to crank it up, it wouldn't work because my lights were on all night. I then remember some people gathering over particularly two females in front of my car and me seeking help. They were kind of giggling at me and I told them to shutup because this car costs more than both of their existances combined. Some guy then came over, he a little helpful. I figured there was no way to get this bad boy moving so I had better start asking for a ride somewhere. I asked this guy who looked similar to a manager at Sonics named (Joey Davenport) if I could get a ride from him (I think to my cousin Rickey's house) he said sure. So I went off somewhere and I think I asked someone else if I could get a ride too. They said I could as well. When it came time for me to leave I noticed I had two rides instead of one...I guess I had purposely done that so I could have a backup. Anyway they both went on without me and I remember they had gotten attacked or something by some ravenous wolves. I jumped up high in the air and soared down to protect them but it seemed like they were gone. I then had a dream in which me, Rickey and Brianna were around an abandoned railroad station. We jumped over a fence and Rickey and Bri wanted to go down the track but I said we should stay close to the boxcars. They wouldn't listen to me, so wolves jumped out and started attacking Brianna...I had a "holy sh**!" moment...I started looking for something to beat the wolves with. I found something and ran over to beat them but they had already mutilated Brianna. I then remember some spiritual guardian of the forest or something riding out on his horse and facing me and Rickey...in our hearts we were apologetic for killing the wolves but it was either do that or be killed by them and not try and protect Brianna. I had hoped the spirit would look kindly upon us but turned Rickey and I into nitros oxide gas tanks or something. I then remember the dream cut to me and Rickey being in this restaurant (NO NOT ARCHESTRATUS!!! XD) And it wasn't just he and I, it was him, me, Arlene Zavala (girl I first loved) and some other people...in my dream I had a shaved head but Rickey had long hair, his hair was like 12 inches long and it was permed. I think Arlene might have had a crush on him (or it could have just been my paranoia) but we were all there as platonic friends. I then remember Rickey and I leaving the place and walking alongside each other. I remember Christian (my cousin) called or I called him and I was asking him some things about spring break and his trip. I remember the dream then cut to me being at grandma's house and Grandma and Chris being around the kitchen counter top and me being there too. They were saying how Chris wasn't going to Tenessee after all, that instead he was going to Cancun for Spring Break. I then had another dream where it cut back to Rickey and I. He and I were in this large closed off room and there were these girls around...I remember one specifically being a girl named Latiya (girl who I used to take home sometimes, she also lived in my neighborhood) I remember I deliberately didn't speak to her as she was sitting on the wall because it was awkward because I remember she wanted sex but I was teasing her about what I would do to her but never did. So it was an awkward kind of atmosphere. I then remember She left but there was some threat or something she put out or someone who had her back put out or something directly aimed towards me. I then had another dream which I forgot to mention. In this dream, chuckee cheese and his pals were doing a show outside in a large open green grass area. They had a space jump and stuff and I remember getting inside the space jump and they came inside the space jump but not to jump...but to perform. It was mainly for kids but I found myself intrigued as well.


3:47 PM 3/15/2007

Last night I had a dream about me and my family, (mom) and the fords and grandma being on vacation...the sun was looking beautiful as it was setting. We could see it through our clear large sliding window. So I decided to take my ipod and take a picture of it. I think I took a picture of rickey and the fam too but after that I started taking pictures of the scenic view, more importantly...the setting sun and the clouds. I took one with mom, rickey and his mom running on the beach after each other playing with the sun setting and the sky making a miraculously beautiful color. I showed them and they thought it was beautiful as well. When I showed them...I actually had a printout of the picture. It was the size of an ordinary piece of typing paper and the picture itself wasn't the best resolution because it wasn't a high powered camera...just a feature of the ipod. I then dreamt I was taking a walk with some big black unattractive guy in his early 20's. He kind of latched onto me or whatever. Forea was just up ahead on this trail and we were kind of following. Anyway the guy started talking about how unconfidant he was and how he doesn't think he's that good to look at etc...just a bunch of low self-esteem stuff. I was telling him as we were walking on this jungle nature like trail that you have to have confidance and love yourself because if you don't love yourself how can you expect anyone else to love you? Then he thought about it and said "I love myself" then we kept going...I saw forea enter this little cavern looking thing...but it was a part of the vacation, it was a thrill ride of some sort. I entered it myself and an animatronic rat started hissing and at me and stuff...just fake crap...then I stood in the middle of the floor on this conveyor slippery belt like thing. I immediately started shooting down the circular cavern (it was built like a winding staircase) so I started shooting down it like that and told forea to just step on the middle so he could do it too. I then arrived and was dropped in this dungeon like place...in there was a note I read (but I forgot what it said) except for something like a haunted castle or something...there were old rolled up newspapers, there were stone spikes, etc...I tried to pack as much material as I could so I wouldn't run across any "nasty" unarmed. Then this holographic undead zombie started approaching me, I threw a few things at it which knocked it back, but then I ran out of things so I kicked it hard and it was vanquished. I then remember having my stone spikes left. I walked out of the eerie room and walked down an eerier hallway that looked like it was part of an old castle. I then walked to the end of the hallway and entered into a large room. Inside the room I was surprised by this female, chunky/thick attractive vampire lady. She was telling me how she was going to be the end of me and I could see her fangs...I decided that I would use a stake to her heart...so I tried it but her hands covered her heart really really fast so as I wouldn't hit it...she was damn fast. She then said to me that it was useless...so I just kept trying to stab her heart as she kept covering it with her hands very fast while I was being backed into a wall slowly. I then managed to hit her heart and she said I missed so I stabbed a few other areas then I think I heard her scream...I then decided she was damn sexy and turned her around and bent her over a table...I figured this was part of the ride at there were people operating her and watching in control rooms but I didn't care, I was horny, she was making me horny so I am going to do her right here. I then bent her over a table and pulled her panties down and shoved my dick into her asshole...oh man it felt good! I started ramming her asshole incessantly. At first she was squirming and trying to get out and howling but after some time she warmed up to it and started moaning and liking it. I then started grabbing her titties and having anal sex with her in different positions. I was thinking about what was next after this girl. I then had a visual image of another vampire...the high queen...she was about 250 pounds, black, lowcut hair (like a mini afro) and large breasts like gg's or zz's. She was sexy. I was thinking I would get to f*** her next if I still had some energy and cum left. I was debating whether or not to cum in this vampire chick because I didn't know if I would have sufficient enough juice to use on the head vampire lady. I later found out (through speculation anyway) that I had had a previous relationship, maybe even married to the head vampiress!) I then had another dream, it was interesting...I was with a group of people (primarily guys) at this restaurant) the guys (looked like jocks) had gotten together and even invited me to make some banners and string with the only colors of red white and blue...now using those colors were illegal in this state so doing so could get you thrown into prison but they wanted to rebel against the injustice. They were really going at it to, prepping the string and banners. They asked me if I wanted to help put it up on the wall of the place...I carried it for a bit then decided not to, I decided it was wrong and I didn't want to get thrown into prison. They thought I wasn't that brave afterall so they kept on going without me. I then rememeber going over to another part of the building and sitting with a gorgeous caucasion girl with black hair. I laid my head on her shoulder and she stroked my cheek and my head. I fell in love with her. o_O I then remember one of the guys who put that stuff up coming over and sitting across from us at our table and just talking. I then remember the dream cut to the gorgeous girl in a bed with another girl naked and saying something about how she loves to f***. I then sort of lost my taste for her because of her "too" openness. I then remember the dream cut to me and some other guys in some kind of really really weird land rover type machines and we were really taking over the road. We were in a desert but there was a road and each of us in our individual weird transportation/racing machines were hauling ass...a few of our friends flipped over and crashed, so we went back to their aid. Someone wasted their gas and had no more gas to go on (one of the ones who crashed) So a wise member of ours came over and did something with the guys gas tank tubes and used some kind of weird thing and then showed how he made bubbled shoot thousands and thousands of feet across the terrain, this demonstration meant that he was successful in producing an alternate source of fuel. We asked him how he knew so much? He said he owed that little trick to the Nordics. We then left our machines and went across the desert and found a group of Nordics. They sent me to try and establish a peaceful greeting as well as allow me to be in the Nordics...they all looked differently than me. They also put me through some ardurous tests. I then had another dream in which I was at home and eating some jalapeno 3d doritos my mom bought, I rolled the opening of one up and put it in the cabinet...hours later when I went back to get it, I found out that the rolled opening had unrolled and so the chips were exposed to the air. I then took the bag out and started eating some, you could taste it was just a tiny bit steal but still good to eat. I then had another dream in which I was at my highschool. I remember walking up the stairs and speaking to the beautiful girls who were passing me by, and they spoke back (well two passed me and I only spoke to the last one who passed me). I then remember going to my car and thinking about changing clothes because I was still in my archestratus workgear. I changed into something else. Then this bus fulll of beautiful girls (maybe cheerleaders) saw me coming out my car and they started yelling out the window and whistling at me telling me how fine I am and wanted to get to know me. This of course made me slightly embaressed. Then Derrick Younger(old friend from CHS) came to my car because he was looking or some crunch n munch that my mom told him was in the car. He apparently was hungry. I showed it to him that it was on the backseat on the floor on the right. We struck up a conversation and I asked him if he wanted to come kick it at my house tonight. He declined and said he had some stuff to do. I told him that the last 5 times I asked him he said no, what gives? Then he said something like, "Not everyone has a granny like you" or something that didn't make sense. I then remember us getting in the car and me in the backseat. Both of us in the backseat actually. I then remember me driving the car from the backseat to a a grocery store...I was maneuvering in the parking lot through the cars and people and accidentally sideswiped a grocery cart. Then I made it into a parking space. He and I both got out and went inside the store...I sat inside the grocery cart as I was pushing it at the same time (don't ask me how :P ) I then remember me loading up on lots of vegetables and I think fruits. Me, Derrick and my mom ren de vouz'ed in the store and she observed the items we had in the cart and thought they were good items, then we followed her. I also had another dream early on about me being at Grandma's house and I was behind the couch and Brianna and the rest of the family was on the couch and Grandma in the chair beside the window. Brianna had then wrote me something about boys testicles. It was a weird dream that only showed me that Brianna is losing her innocence with age. My dreams are getting longer again and better detailed!!! :D :D :D


10:38 AM 3/16/2007

Last night I only slept about 3 hours and managed to have a pretty good series of dreams!!! :) First of all I remember this hooker or whatever...and me and some other people and the hooker wanting 16,000 dollars for sex but I didn't want to pay that much or anything...We were all by some fence outside. I then remember the dream cut to this little guy stealing my credit card and him being on a bus. He was trying to swipe it in things to charge things and more importantly he was trying to get a green card membership to the states with it (identity theft) or something. I then remember being in this restaurant like place and this woman and me bussing tables or something. She was relatively attractive too. The place looked like a ballroom in a fancy hotel. Anyway then I remember walking in a mall with Aunt Crystal and Uncle Reggie and Chris. Aunt Crystal didn't look like herself, she had really short hair but it was sexy and she had a nice curvy fat ass. I wanted to just smack it up. It looked so delicious. Anyway as we were walking in the mall, I remember going up some stairs and seeing this place in the mall. It was like a long line of men at this table or something. I went up there and inquired what was the deal? The lady then told me it was a ***** extension line and asked me if I wanted to have my member enlarged? I showed her through finger/hand signals how hung I was. I then walked off and remember me and Chris catching up with Uncle Reggie and aunt crystal. As we were walking out the door of the mall, some white girls (I think white girls, passed us) and then we made it outside and me and Rickey were talking about something as we were walking on the pavement. That's all I remember, but keep in mind...I only slept for 3 hours!!!


5:15 PM 3/17/2007

Last night I had a dream about me in this classroom type place but it was a weird looking unconventional looking classroom. I got up to go get my bag of peppersalt from an above cabinet, then Ken (from archestratus) got up and got some what looked like weed from the above cabinet as well. I then had another dream in which I went to archestratus with an archestratus shirt on but my flip flops and some jeans because I wasn't working that day, I was just fooling around. I then remember going in the dishroom area and hiding behind the door...then trying to leave by going through the kitchen and out the backdoor without being noticed...some people saw me though. I then got in the car with my mom and noticed all the snow around us on the ground. She backed out to the best of her abilities and did like a 360 in the snow, I got scared and raised my voice telling her to be more careful and stuff. She got control of the car and we took off. I was asking my mom something about discs or female discs or something and can I have one? She had to think about what I was saying at first then she knew and we went on this trip to find a female disc. It was now night out and we went into this store...what we were looking for wasn't in this store...so we left out the backdoor and saw Olive Garden to our right on the strip we were on but we kept going to our left. We kept going though and walked down this strip and entered another store that Mr. Rayford (from pleasant green church) owned. My mom asked him if they had any female discs, he said yes but I also saw they had male discs as well so I wanted a male disc instead of the female disc but my mom wouldn't let me have it. I then saw on the wall a shoe that had my name "Geoff" on it in graffiti art, I thought that was pretty cool. I then went into an unlit small hallway of the store behind where my mom was and sat down and had some kind of thing I was messing with and toying with, I don't recall what though...I think it was a female disc (which actually "disc" was that dream's talk for "liquor"). Then I remember the dream cut to me being in a larger store. A bigger complex, looked like a small gorcery store about the size of Corner Market in Clinton. I remember running up and down the aisles...first in slow motion then I would pickup speed and start running super fast like the flash, I did that over and over again...then on the last time I did it...I jumped high in the air at the peek of my running speed and I would say I jumped about 15 feet off the ground in the store...exilerating :) I then remember going over to this soda machine like thing. Someone (a boy) was in it pretending he was holding someone hostage and pretending he was getting ready to kill them, making the sound effects and the entire 9 yards. Some police officers came out and thought the voice sounded very convincing and so the police officers were armed and ready to fire...I opened the soda machine and saw some what looked like styrofome boxes in there and I think the boy was behind them. I then remember the dream early on had a part in it where I was at pleasant green inside the fellowship hall and me and Rickey were passing by these gorgeous mid 20's ladies and somehow the conversation came up where Rickey was saying something derogatory about me to them saying things not so nice and I guess trying to get them to agree with him but one of the drop dead gorgeous ladies said "Well I think he's really cute (or handsome, I forget)" and so I remember walking away smiling. I then had another dream in which I was in a van with a bunch of other people my age and this guy was driving the van...we were trying to find a parking space in this parking lot filled with cars and this homeless guy came out of nowhere and I think I remember seeing him before...but anyway I was watching him out of the front windows as he was beating on the van trying to get us to give him some money...he seemed mentally off his rocker. He then started trying to beat on the van and move around the van to different areas to beat on it, yelling for us to give him some money...this kind of disturbed all of us...anyway the driver pulled into a parking spot and we all got out and went inside this really weird place (I don't know why we went inside)...we were all supposed to stay together inside this place. And inside this place, it was filled with crazy, deranged, mental, sick, nasty, gross, weird, terrible people all conversing, doing their thing and looking at us as we were passing them. I remember we eventually made it through the exit on the other side of the place. I think everyone was still with us...I didn't check or anything. I then remember me going over to this amazingly large line but there were guide rails to keep people orderly and to keep the line moving in an orderly manner and fashion. I remember seeing across a few guiderails from mine this latin girl with long black hair and red pants and a nice phat bubble butt ass just moving it as she was sitting on a rail. A guy was with her but I don't know if it was her guy or not. I then remember not being able to resist the temptation anymore so I went over there to her and talked to her, disregarding the guy she was or was not with. I just wanted to feel up her ass and tell you the truth, just wanted to f*** her till the cows came home in every single hole in her body, ass included, *****, all of that. I then had another dream in which I was at this place...that was archestratus but didn't look like archestratus. I remember I came there that day because I was thinking about getting something to eat from there, I was sitting at a table conversing with some coworkers and then Miss Stacy (owner of Archestratus) came over and told all the staff to get back to work...she then looked at me like I was supposed to get back to work or something too but I let her know I wasn't working today (in my dream it was Saturday). I remember ordering some fish and fries but remembering that I wanted to get some popeyes butterfly shrimp and biscuits instead...so I was toying with the option of bailing but then I just...willfully forced that scene out of my head :D (I was exercising a level of control without consciously knowing it) Well I walked out...as I was walking out of the building I saw my grandfather (grandfather harper) and spoke to him and he spoke and shook my hand as well. I then remember driving in this neighborhood and passing some rich famous black guy sitting outside talking to someone on his lawn. I was driving in a wealthy neighborhood. I remember driving through the streets and then parking at some large house. Ashton Kutcher was going to punk someone and I was in on it :) I saw this car that cost like 7 thousand dollars that looked alright and had some nice interior stuff going on parked on the sidewalk in front of the house. Anyway Ashton and his crew basically were testing on a robot car first...how it would respond if it ran over their special spray which released a non-lethal-non-toxic gas out designed to make people believe that the gas was coming from their car. Several attempts at it then then lady who lived in the house came out to see what was going on. I then remember talking on the phone with Rickey and telling him about what was currently going on. I was telling him about the punk'd and everything on my cell phone as I was walking aimlessly conver-chatting on the phone :) That's all I remember from this dream but I do dare say so myself that my dreams are getting more and more detailed since I made extra care to put an emphasis on how important it is to me to be able to remember my dreams at night...all of them. And with this "extra care" i'm now able to remember my dreams hours after awakening instead of just a few minutes after awakening...that is truly truly amazing. :)

3:50 PM 3/19/2007

Last night I had some really interesting dreams, but what I remember mostly is I had two lucid dreams :) the first one went like this...Wow, when fooling with this timer...I had a brief lucid dream abdout me flying slowly around pleasant green at night, kind of low to the ground...I focused on my hands and my vision crispened. I also remember swooping down low enough to yank a woman's hat off her head. Then I had another dream after I went back to sleep that night in which I was at some kind of fair ground with Rickey and Tiffany (from archestratus). I rememeber Shelton being there as well...me and Rickey walked on to the entrance of the fair grounds but Shelton and Tiffany left. I called Tiffany later on her cell phone but her mom answered and something like she was busy or unable to come to the phone right now or something along those lines. Anyway, I then remember Rickey gathering some people up (random strangers) to get a circle going to talk to them about christ and to pray. Seems as if he was really on a mission. I neglected to get in the circle because that wasn't my bag or what I was into. So instead I just floated up on a building and clung to it...and as they were praying below, I noticed they were suprised and awestruck that I could float and it seemed as if their prayers were disturbing my flight process. But anyway, when they disassembled...I remember going off into some mazelikes small building. Inside this building...I went to the second floor of it and accidentally knocked down the inhabitants sprite that was on the floor...I tried cleaning it up and showed him how I did it (when him and a friend of his arrived back) they looked about my age but they only spoke african. I thought about calling Rickey up and having him converse with them but didn't see the point. So what I did was reach a ground with them where theyu could understand me...I then wanted to repay them so I decided to show them something miraculous they'd never forget :) I beckoned them to follow me outside in which they did....(I was going to show them I could fly) I got on my knees and on my hands and then looked forward noticiing a huge wall that stretched wide about 100 yards away from me. When I stood up I saw that the ocean itself was beating up against the wall!!! I was a bit scared at this point because I had no clue that that wall was the only thing keeping this fairground and this city from going titanic. It was a little scary to take in. I then remember looking out at all the people of the fairground. They were all moving along and talking then all of a sudden they stopped...everyone stopped moving, talking and everyone looked at me. It was at this very moment...I knew I was dreaming :) I then said "I'm dreaming" and then a chubby black cute woman came over to me and started trying to tell me something of wisdom but all I was focused on was putting my hands through her hair and putting her up against a wall and fucking her silly. I then looked at my hands and touched them to crispen my focus and senses and then proceeded to touching her and then I wokeup. I will now go back to the dreams I had before this "fairground" experience. I had a dream in which I was in my room and there were no clothes on the floor because I had put them all up in the hamper and my mom had washed them and the majority of them were now on my bed. So then I sat on my bed and I remember Mr. Wilkerson (from pleasant green) sitting beside my bed and my mom beside him and Audrey at the foot of the bed all reading or watching or talking about something...anyway, I found it incredibly boring but I was also incredibly uncomfortable...I decided to scoot over more on my pillow (because I was sitting on it) and give myself more room but apparently I didn't count on the "monkey see monkey do" rule to kick in effect...because Mr. Wilkerson also scooted over on my pillow a bit and all I remember thinking was "I don't want his ass on my pillow!" I then remember a toy car grandaddy had...(my mom's father) but it wasn't just a toy car, it was a few other things as well...handy work tool things...I remember rolling it back and releasing it at Audrey at the foot of the bed and it hitting her and her being surprised a bit but then rolling it back as well. I then remember me and Rickey being in this very very large empty mansion type place. I remember he and I went upstairs and looked around and remember us going through an office looking for tools we can assault the homeowner with because we knew he was not good...not one bit. I then remember grabbing a crimson red stapler and Rickey found one as well. I remember going downstairs and we both saw the homeowner...he was vicious, or cruel...but he was astute and commanding. I remember him telling us not to go anywhere and him leaving out the room for a bit...I decided to watch a porno on my ipod or some video device...I laid on the floor beside the stairs and was going to wank. But I saw something mysteriously looking...like a reflection or something...I looked above me and there was Rickey standing above me with his feet on opposite sides of me...watching the porno, masturbating. This was sick so I pushed him and saw in a reflection he was trying to nut on me so I pushed him once again. I then had another dream in which I was in a car with two ladies I don't know. They weren't mean or anything it's just we weren't acquainted that well. I remember it was dark outside and these women were in the front of the car...one at the drivers seat and one at the passengers seat. I then had another dream in which I was at grandmas house and some kind of construction was going on outside her house in which we could clearly see through her blinds in the front room. A few times, the construction got a little too close to the window and it seemed as if the heavy logs would come crashing through the window...this of course startled me a few times. Grandma came in the room and inquired as to why her chair (the one by the plants) was lying with it's back on the floor and me in it...I said it was an accident then I think I rocked it back up. I then remember seeing Rickey on the couch with Grandma and since Grandma got some new speakers...Rickey asked her if he could have hers. (The one she was holding in her hand strongly resembled the one I have in my front room of my house, the silver, red and black one...but at the time I didn't think of that) She was a bit hesitant about it and told him that those were very good speakers and reminding him how much value was attached to those speakers. But eventually she let him have the speaker. I then had another dream in which I was with Tiffany (from archestratus) at a dinner table. I was surrounded by family...I was sitting next to Tiffany though. I remember Audrey being there, My mom, grandma (possibly) and others as well. I was acting a bit of a goof though. I remember laughing alot and acting way below my actual age level. Audrey had some nachos and asked me if I wanted any in which I replied yes. I remember receiving them from her and then trying some...they were delicious, I inquired as to where she got them from. She said they weren't hers...that they were Tiffany's and that she had gotten them from upstairs (wherever upstairs was supposed to mean or represent...a feeling tells me that "upstairs" meant that we were still in that mansion place that Rickey and I were in much earlier, but then again, that's only a hunch. This dream proved to be pretty good and I had two lucid dreams last night...You can't beat it with a stick :) But I will say this...they were short and that needs to be worked on...and when I tried wild'ing...I felt some bit of heaviness come over me a bit...but as to what it was, I can't accurately ascertain...perhaps it truly was the onset of sleep...i'll find out tonight, i'm going to have a successful wild tonight and enter rem sleep with flying colors :) The thing is...I might actually be falling asleep but just not giving myself a long enough time to do it for rem to really kick in... :)


4:54 PM 3/20/2007

I had a dream that I was in this cabin or something away with my family, mainly my mom, and me and I think Rickey. I went to amazon.com on the computer in the cabin and typed in something so I could buy. It was an electronic device I was buying...I think it had something to do with my ipod, i'm not sure. Anyway there was some kind of error or something because amazon.com took out more money than what the machine cost...I decided I didn't want the device anymore but they ended up taking out more money. I was like wtf! So then I remember trying to cancel the order again and my mom reading me some kind of handbook that all purchases are final. I then wrote amazon.com and told them what they did and how it was crooked...they sent me a statement in the mail and they wrote something on a pizza coupon -.-; (How professional) and the statement they wrote basically said that they were sorry and that I should turn this statement into the bank and they'll refund my money. I then remember riding in some kind of field or whatever and me and a group of other people dancing in this field...the sun felt so warm as it shone down upon us, eadible popcorn was popping from tall stalks in the field...they popped and stayed on the stalks so we had to pick and eat them. I remember eating it and loving it...it was pure ecstacy. I then remember doing something with my hands and BAM! I blasted all of the popcorn on the stalks and gave them all a night light coat of caramel...it was delicious...I remember pulling a stick down from one of the stalks and it being totally edible...it was chocolate. A chocolate stick of goodiness. I also remember pulling out another one, a longer one and giving it to two kids on the left side of me. I then remember being at home and the thing I ordered from Amazon arrived...it wasn't what I wanted...or at least not what I thought it was...it was an egg beater. I decided to give it to my mom. I then remember the dream cut to me being in some kind of elevator and trying to go to floor 19 but I was stuck with a bunch of frantic people on floor 16 B. Then the elevator did a number and came out of its placement, so then we all freaked out and started going up and down the stairs...I remember the numbers went up as I went down the stairs but it was some kind of mistake or something...because I found out that just going all the way down led me outside...so I found myself outside, I then went back upstairs. I then remember the dream cut to me being in a classroom. It was mrs. obrien's room. (my 12th grade english teacher) and she and someone else had demanded we put our ipods up. I was sitting at the front of the room and Arlene Zavala (my first love) was in the desk to the left of me. I then remember not putting my ipod up...mainly because a part of me knew that I had control. I even took out my portable ipod speakers and put my music on blast. I then remember waking up :)


2:07 PM 3/21/2007

Last night I had a dream in which I was at Clinton Highschool...I was walking up the stairs towards the science hall and I saw Rickey so I caught up with him and we walked a bit of the way together then I remember some "popular" guy behind us and Rickey being late for his class so he jetted off...I jetted of as well seeing as I felt as if I only had seconds to spare...I sat down in my classroom (Coach/Mrs. Griffin's room) and the lights were off in the room as I took my seat but there was illumination due to the overhead projector. Someone threw part of a pencil across the room at me and I picked it up and threw it back in the direction it came from...However it hit Mrs. Griffin...I went over to pick it up and apologize but I couldn't remember her name, I finally thought I figured it out and said "Mrs. Izonfuo, yeah that's it". I then remember the dream cut to me being at this archestratus similar structured club...I think it was a club? Anyway I was sitting at a table and I saw 3 girls sitting at individual tables alone...very fine hot girls. There were two to the right of me across the room and one to the left of me not too far off. I remember they were noticing me and giving me eye signals. I then went over to the one on my left and put my arm around her and asked her, her name...she said her name was "Feelings". I then remember either she was on drugs or something because she started acting uncomfortable or whatever but she DID like me...so it was confusing. Anyway I then remember doing some kind of karate flip tricks with my feet on the club floor. Ken (From archestratus) said something like "Jeff you need to chill out bruh" or something along those lines. And I confrtonted him and wanted to know why he said that. I think he felt like I was showing him up or something because Tiffany was beside him as well. I then remember me going off down the aisle past them and seeing my mom there as well with audrey and I think some others...they were to my left across the room, a group of women with them in the midst. I then remember that I went over there and I think talked a bit...then I remember going over to a part of the room in which my mom was sleeping on a bed in. I rememeber I had jumped up like 10 feet in the air on the wall and landed on the other side of her head. I also remember me going over to this place where this bull was being held in a large box. I was trying to jump over the bull and whenever I did, it's trainer would get to it and lead him back into the box so nobody would get hurt. I jumped over the bull but the trainer was distracted and started talking to some people so I had to keep jumping over him while the fucking trainer was lolling about talking up a storm. I then got his attention with an angry voice and he calmed the bull down and put him back in the box...then I went off on the trainer and he said something about how he was multi-tasking or something alone those lines. I then remember the dream cut to me being back at my old house and me and my mom were poor. I remember being in my backyard...I remember me going around to the front of my house and seeing a wooden table in the den and some plates of food being on it. I remember going into my mom's bedroom and seeing a table with plates of food on it too..I think breakfast food because I remember eggs and bread being on it I think. I then remember seeing Audrey and Rickey and Brianna there and Audrey finishing up cooking the food. I then remember us each coming to a table to eat. I then remember me typing in some kind of sexual themed preferences into a computer in front of Audrey, Rickey and Bri...there were choices for me to see a girl in compromising positions with marge (from the simpson's) voice making moaning sounds. I then remember the dream cut to me being at Audrey's house in woodmoor and me asking Forea for Rickey's cell phone number I believe, and his car tag. Forea and I were sitting at the table in the kitchen. I then remember the dream cut to me being at some luxurious lakeside neighborhood with large lustrious homes surrounding the lake...million dollar homes. I then remember my mom, forea and audrey were looking for a new home in which we all might be able to live in. I rememeber them looking at homes in this area...so I went exploring while they looked at homes. I remember leaving the neighborhood or at least the main section of it and going past some woody area and into an area that had a sign on the fence that read something but the only word that was noticeable was the word "Millionaire" (not saying the residents were millionaires, maybe the owner of this small property was a millionaire and rented the space out to people, dunno) Anyway I remember going in the area and seeing this chunky girl with breasts that just stood out to me as very large. She was very busty, she was black and she had on loose fitting clothes. She was hanging out the window and asked me about some kind of party going on down the street, I told her sure we could go so she said she was going to change and that I could come in. I jumped from the ground up to the window (second story window, which she was talking to me through) and jumped on another piece of furniture then making it towards the ground...I sort of followed her into a room in which I saw the only game consoles hooked to the t.v. set was a very old super nintendo and a nintendo 64. I remember asking her if I could use the restroom and she said I could...she showed me the bathroom and I started peeing in the toilet. I guess she kind of peeked in on me cause she came in to say something...anyway we eventually made it back to the room with the window and I saw she had changed clothes but still very busty and her bust was showing...though she wasn't that attractive, her chubbiness and her bust were really turning me on so I took a leap of faith that she found me attractive too and reached and and started fondling and touching her breasts. Next thing I knew we were taking off her clothes and my clothes and laying her on the couch that was up against the wall with the window I came through. I then remember me sucking her breasts and her nipples and sucking the milk out of it. I remember fucking her too while I was sucking her tits...I then remember her sister came into the picture...a lighter complexion though. She had longer hair and was skinner but still a bit thick, she also had large tits and a nice apple ass. I started fucking this girl in her asshole while she was laying on me, her breasts against my chest, so I started licking her tits and sucking her nipples...her milk was even more delicious than her sisters. I remember really giving it to this girl...just really going at her ass fucking her. I remember my dick in her ass felt sooooo sooooo good, and the feeling of her body pressed up against mine and the heavy moaning and heat we were making was so ecstatic. I remember how her juicy crack felt as I slid my finger down it and I remember her fat sister licking my ass and me also licking her asshole too, just licking it up and it feeling and tasting so good. I remember sticking my finger in the girls ass (the sister who I was ass fucking) while I was pumping her ***** with my c***. I remember feeling some lumps of gold in there but it didn't matter to me...I stuck my finger in deeper and remained fucking her *****. I remember the big sister noticed their mother driving up and coming home. So then I was like...oh sh**...but apparently this girl (the lighter sister) didn't care...she was still riding my **** like she didn't give a f***, which turned me on even more. So I kept pumping her ***** with my finger still deep in her ***hole. Then we heard the mother come in the house and I told the big girl to go out and stall the mother but it was too late...the mom came in and I pushed the girl off me. The mother didn't seem pissed...but she did make a comment about how she doesn't know why I was fucking the big one. The thicker (but not fat) light skinned, apple *** sisters had beautiful large tits and delicious milk and she also had long hair which was braided and her ponytail braided into one braid I think. I then remember running out the house and the sisters watching me out the window I came through as I jumped in my white maxima and drove off...I remember the gate now being closed and chained but I crashed right through it breaking the chain. I then remember as I was driving to the houses that my family was considering buying that "I'm not a virgin anymore :)" I then remember looking at the house I liked and I thought they should get. I parked my car and went inside this house and saw my mom's umbrella in one of the rooms and some of Rickey's stuff in there too...this was an excellent indication that they were still here and what's more...that they were seriously considering buying it...so I went up the stairs of the house in which the top stairs leveled off and had different staircases trickling in different directions in which you could take...I remember taking one and going into the hallway at the end...I was staring at this picture on the wall and lo and behold Brian and Jason walked passed me and said pleasantries. This was an excellent erotic dream :) I also remember one important thing I forgot to put in at first...I became conscious during Sleep Paralysis but this is the thing...I didn't know I was in Sleep Paralysis...I thought I was still awake...I remember lying in bed and hearing on my radio the "Dead Silence movie jingle about mary shaw had no children only dolls"...but it sounded a bit distorted...this lasted only for a few seconds but see here's the thing...I never turned my radio on before I went to sleep :) Infact, the only thing that was playing was theta waves from my cd player...so obviously I was already in SP but didn't realize it!! :)


3:36 PM 3/22/2007

Last night I had a series of intense dreams which were pretty graphic. For the first one I remember me and Rickey going inside the fellowship hall at pleasant green We saw slices of delicious professionally baked icing cakes around. Mrs. Minter told us we couldn't eat any because they were all for speicifc people. I remember One of the ones she pointed to was Samecia's cake. I remember me and Rickey going near Samecia when she came out the bathroom in the fellowship hall and asking her if we could have some. Well Rickey asked...I was afraid to ask because I didn't know what to call her...I know she had gotten married but I didn't know what last name to call her by so I was hesitant in my approach...still she started slicing up the cake and setting out many many many plates with one piece of cake on each one. I then remember the dream cut to me being at the Ford's house. I remember me sitting on the couch with Forea, Audrey, Rickey all standing in front of me...and Brianna and my mom to the side. I wondered what was going on and then Forea told me that he didn't want me around the house anymore, or around Brianna. I asked why and he said because I watch pornography and because of my beliefs as well. So in a nutshell I was being persecuted. I looked in each of their eyes and saw hurt except Rickey's...his eyes looked normal, cold-like...and so did Forea's. I then remember getting up and leaving...hurt myself. I was walking with my mom and I think she was speechless as well but felt as if they were partially right because I look at porn. She asked me was it true? At first I denied it and then decided you know what the f***...yes from time to time I look at porn because i'm a 19 year old raging hormonal young man whose a virgin! I didn't say that but I did say *as we were leaving out the neighborhood in her car* that I look at it from time to time becaus i'm a teenage boy, what do you expect? Then I remember the dream cut to the family being back at cherry park. And Audrey, Forea, and Brianna, and Rickey all moved back in their old house...I then it was a temporary thing though. I remember seeing Uncle Perry in the garage doing something. I saw Forea in the bathroom putting on some kind of oils or something...I remember seeing this big bottle of noni scented hair oil so I used a little dab and put it on my head as well. I remember going out in the garage where Uncle Perry and Rickey were and Uncle Perry being in his car and Rickey being in his car, both in the garage and both going to the same destination...I then remember jumping in Uncle P's car saying "I got the best seat!" or something along those lines. I then remember Rickey leaving out of his car and coming in Uncle P's car as well. We drove to Red Lobster and sat down to eat...I noticed the place looked a little different but I paid it no mind...I decided to order some shrimp Pasta. They brough the "bread" out and it turns out the bread was just a lot of meatless cheese sandwhiches cut in half. I tried to get the waitressess attention but I think she went off...so I got up to get her attention and Uncle Perry reminded me to keep a cool head. For some reason I think she told me that they made some changes. So I then remember we re-located our seats to a booth and I was sitting by myself in a booth and across the table Rickey and Uncle P. were sitting together in the other booth seat. I remember my shrimp pasta came out all lumpy and full of potatoes...it was horrible and unnerving. I then remember a beautiful dark-haired mature lady came to our table (might have been the manager) and started talking...then as she was leaving I called her back real quick and she said something like (I think your uncle wants to f*** me) I then said to her, "So do I." With absolutely no shame whatsoever. I then remember her walking off like she was appauled but I can tell she got off on the thought a bit. I then remember the dream cut to me being with some girl and taking her around to different places...then I remember I took her outside to this balcony like place that was attached to a rather astute educational facility. Supposedly there were alot of projects being conducted and worked on by students and the showing was early tomorrow morning. I then remember the girl wanted to go back home (after I introduced her to everyone I saw) Like Edward Coates (from CHS) for example...as we were walking wherever she and I went...someone would call out to me with a "hey! Jeff howya doing?" or come up to shake my hand...I suppose she saw this as me being a very popular guy. I kind of had Derek's (from the disney channel show, life with derek) charm, in my dream. I then remember her and I just hanging out for a bit and her developing somewhat of a crush on me...then I remember her going home and me sticking around...I don't know how it happened but for some reason I found myself still on the balcony late at night! Like in the am time! Noone was there and the doors were somewhat locked but i'm sure I could maneuver that. I then remember creating a project myself...one that I think could stand a chance against the "student's" projects...but I think I would have needed an actual student to represent the ingeniousness I was about to create...anyway. I then remember making something that involved altered pencils with saw marks in the end and some rubber bands. I then remember me leaving through the doors after I finished making my project. I then remember the dream cut to me being at Popeyes on Highway 80 (where the KFC is now I think) I remember asking for a popcorn shrimp dinner, a drink, and 3 extra biscuits...I guess some of the staff girls found me cute because I knew my total would be like 12 something but they told me it would be $5.69 or something...I was like "Wha?" they said "Is that cool with you?" I said "Sure" :) I then remember...Alicia Grey (from CHS) coming in as well and she was ordering something and we made small talk. I then remember her and a few other customers going behind a curtain or whatever behind the counter and I was wondering why they did that. I then looked at my watch and it read like 5:58 or something...my food still wasn't ready yet, it was almost 6 o'clock and I needed about 20 minutes to eat!! I was like...oh man...i'm just gonna have to bail...so I left without paying or getting my food so I then thought about the situation and was like...wait a minute...there IS NO popeyes on highway 80!! there's a KFC there! (I thought this in my dream) so I felt a bit more relieved now because I wouldn't want 3 extra biscuits from KFC or anything. I then remember the dream cut to me being at archestratus. I remember Kenneth (gay guy at archestratus) sort of passively telling me to do something. I remember he had the task to do as well. I remember while coming back in the door towards the bar area, (where the work needed to be done) I saw Clay had me on the schedule for working from 6 till 11 pm or something like that. I also saw Kenneth sitting down in a chair and said to him something like "Come on now, get to work" and he got up and started working as well. I then remember shortly after the dream scene changed and I was no longer sitting at a table with some staff working on something but I was sitting across from someone at the table beside the door in the bar area...I remember something was going on...some people started coming to the door...large groups...I looked at one of the staff to get the A'OK to let them in...they gave it to me so I let them in...floods and oodles of people...kids, children, teens...all came in...among them was my cousin Rickey...when I saw him enter I said "Whatup Rickey B" and he said to me something like "Whatup JK (or JH)" I think he got it wrong or something so I corrected him in good humour. I then remember the dream cut to me going to this new school for the first day...I was on some stairs and students were hanging out all over the yard and around and on the stairs till school started going down the stairs and seeing this girl sitting on the steps alone...I asked her where I could park my car and I asked could I park my car over there? (I pointed to the front parking lot) and she said that, that was for teachers only. I then remember asking someone else (Rodgerick Williams 'he's from CHS in waking reality') I asked him and he said that he didn't have time to show me, I then thought that if he showed me and took that time then his teachers wouldn't count it against him for being a good samaritan and i'd vouch for him. I then remember him making a deal with me...he said if I helped him find his mom (which was a teacher) then he would help me, so I said deal. We went down the stairs and eventually made it to this dungeon looking stone walled place. I remember it was filled to the brim with water so I sucked up all the water into me and he was amazed. I then remember seeing his arm move really fast...I thought "With arms that fast, he could be a great swimmer" but he said that he was more interested in dancing. So then I remember him using his super fast arms to claw and pull at the rocks that held a hollow cavity behind it...we found his mom behind the rocks and she was safe. He thanked me and wanted part of an alliance with me I suppose but I was hesitant about it at first and still was...but he was relentless in partnering with me so I made him a deal and told him to follow me...I then changed into a sort of Batman suit and showed him the cave which was a part of my house...when I hit the lights...rows of black training suits appeared on our left and on our right...he put one on then something so cold came and hit him and it was enough to freeze a man...but he hit it and destroyed it passing the test...I then said good job to him and gave him a little gadget and told him to throw it down and follow me...he threw it down and followed me up the steps then the entire cave and training suits blew up leaving no shred of evidance...I then remember me being in a bathroom and turning on the faucet and seeing orange gooey liquid streaming down at a constant rate...then I remember seeing the sink overflow and the reason being is that I had the plug in it...so I pressed the latch down and the sink unplugged. I then remember hearing the kid steadily ask for a chance to prove himself. I then remember the dream cut to me being in a big fancy mansion...it was mine...I went into a room and saw different sorts of batman suits organized and scattered in different directions. Different the suits were literally that..."suits" not costumes ;) I then remember being proud of them all and walking out and being with this girl...named Olivia I think, she was my girlfriend. She and I were having intimate moments when some ***hole (I think her ex-boyfriend) walked in on us and was trying to kill me...I managed to throw him off for a bit then I remember going up my big staircase and him after me, Olivia was in the middle of us stunned...I remember I flipped over her, knocking him back down the stairs and buying us some time while I told her to run off and hide! I then remember he regained his balance and I did it once more but he was prepared and he clung to me a bit but I managed to shake him and knock him down a bit more...I then ran upstairs and went to Olivia...I left a false appearance to cover our steps then I told Olivia to hide in the closet, it was a roomy closet so I was going to hide in it too once I felt our steps were covered. I then remember getting in the closet with Olivia and waiting with her...she started talking loud for some reason and I told her she'd have to keep quiet or we're both dead. She quieted down then picked up her voice again...this was pissing me off. I then remembered I had a cell phone in my pocket. So I picked up my cell phone and had hoped I would have enough time to dial out before he came in here (if he did come in) I remember I accidentally dialed the wrong number at first so I hung up then accurately dialed in 911 and hit the "call" button. Then I remembered the police answered and were saying hello...all of a sudden the guy came in the room...he looked around a bit then went in a part of the room which passed my line of sight. I then hung up on the police, figured that they had, had sufficient enough time to trace the call. I then saw through the blinds of the closet a barrell of a shotgun aimed at my head, I then countered him before he shot off and wrestled him to the ground while having the major hold on his shotgun...I then got full control of it and pointed it at him for him to stay still...but he got up and came to me so I bashed him with it and he fell down once again...something happened and I remember while till having the upper hand I found an empty bottle of corona so I picked it up with the intention of smashing it over him if he moved too fast. I think I took the bottle and threw it over the railing of my stairs (because I think he incarnated himself into the bottle) and it smashed to the ground on the hard floor below in like a few pieces...the top of the bottle *the part where you put your mouth on* was destroyed and shattered into like 2-3 pieces but other than that, the bottle was fine. Olivia got pissed at me for doing that to the bottle and she walked out. I walked downstairs and I could see out my windows that a police car drove up...so I ran outside and jogged up to it and explained the situation to the officers in the car...they then asked me why were two police officers getting on the bus with those school kids? I looked to my right and lo and behold there was a yellow school bus, and Mrs. Ottis (10th grade history teacher) was the person in charge and some police officers were getting on the bus or something...then everybody got off and starting walking in a line forwards, past me and past the police car...I didn't know what the heck was going on but I do remember one thing that was going through my head..."Haha, Mrs. Ottis can see me now...rich, successful...and probably didn't think i'd make it but I did :)" This was an awesome series of dreams :)


4:46 PM 3/23/2007

Last night I had a dream in which I was in the dishroom at archestratus and I saw the hanson boys...the boys who sang the song mmmbop back in the 90's. It was weird because they were now all grown up and stuff. (which in reality they are adults. And the reason I had this dream was because I looked up some hanson information before bed and watched their mmmmbop video) I remember they were in the dishroom and they were shaking my hands and we were all cool and stuff like "hey man how the hell are ya?!" I shook zac's hand (more like gave daps to, like a black friendship handshake) and taylor's hand and isaac's hand. I then remember the dream cut to me being in the dining room of archestratus and seeing a cd on the table. I remember decorating the cd and trying to make it platinum colored. I then remember walking over to the guy who was on the front cover of the cd cover and showing him and he liked it...I then remember the guy turning into tiger woods and all of a sudden the cd I made for him was a tiger woods doll which I had made the hat for...he liked it because it was different...a suped up hat for the doll. I then remember I had a dream in which my mom was trying to give me some sodas (which I had bought from a gas station in my waking life) all at once.


2:58 PM 3/24/2007

Last night I had a pretty good series of dreams. It first started off with me being in this place outside of this restaurant and the place was serving dinner I think...I then went in the building and they said the place would stay open until 3 am, then they would start serving breakfast...it would be an all-nighter for one night. So I remember alot of my friends and me included decided to stay up and I remember getting inside my car and thinking maybe I should just sleep in my car until daybreak or watch some t.v. in here or something...I then remember the dream cut to a boy bringing a man into his domain of private and interesting animals and asking him..."Remember the pterodactyl?" and the man in his business suit telling the boy "Of course." then they passed some pterodactyl's hanging from the ceiling (taxodermy ones). The man was amazed...then the boy showed him his real taxodermy unicorn...and other exotic animals...the man was spellbound and wanted to buy the place immediately. I remember two of the boys friends now came in the picture beside some kind of computer/printer thing...they yelled at the boy "don't press that button!!" but it was too late...the boy had made a grave error. He printed out a contract/ticket/receipt entitling the man to all of the animals and giving the boy nothing. The man ripped the contract out the printer (the contract was the size of a regular receipt) and laughed in victory because he wouldn't give it back to them and in his mind...victory was his. Then it was snatched from him when he wasn't looking (by the boy) and destroyed and finally put in a paper shredder machine. Now the boy would not sell him the animals. I then remember the boy sitting down at a computer desk or something and writing up a report or writing up something. There was someone/thing behind him bleeding to death but offering sage-like advice to the boy regarding his report when asked. I remember I was seeing through the eyes of the boy...and he wrote or typed out the word "correct" but in my dream it was kind of difficult to figure out whether it was spelled "correcct" or "correct". I think I eventually got it right though. I then remember the dream cut to me and Rickey and some guy in a suit at some store...I think the reason we were there and the reason the man was there was regarding Rickey senior's will. Rickey jr. had stood his ground regarding the will for a bit but could see he was losing so instead the man (with the suit on I mentioned earlier...white guy, looked in his mid 50's) had stepped in on Rickey jr's behalf and won the case...they came back around the corner (Rickey jr. and the man) to where I was...in an aisle of the store...and they said they won, I then said that I guess they needed someone "credible" and the man/lawyer guy firmly agreed. I then remember being at Clinton Highschool. I remember taking a few nasty tables and stuff and taking them back to the dishroom (archestratus dishroom :P ) but keep in mind this is still CHS. And I took some chairs back there and piled some stuff on the tables...I think blood was on the table...animal blood or something from experiments. I then remember leaving the table by the dishroom's door but Cliffton (from archestratus, former schoolmate) opened the dishroom's door and was like "woah". He told me to bring all that stuff in the door and he'd get around to it. I then remember going to the restroom at CHS but it resembled the restroom in archestratus. I remember some hobo-looking man leaned over and said "Gimme some gum" I told him, "I don't have any gum." but a bit rudely...I then left out the restroom and started making my way down the hallway...I was passing by lots of students on my way to class. I remember passing Dustin Brantley (whose bi-sexual and dressess in weird clothes and weird hairstyles I guess to make a statement or rebel or whatever (he dressess like this in waking life)) in the hallway and noticed he was taller...I then looked down at his shoes and noticed he had on some (at least 4 inches) platform shoes which did make him look taller. I then remember passing some guy and grabbing his bookbag and messing with it...I then saw it was a guy named Cody Purvis which is the person I didn't mean to do that to him so I apologized saying I thought he was someone else...then I remember walking to the end of the hall and going to the doorway of the classroom on the right...while in the doorway I turned around to look in the hall and saw this girl with a skimpy skirt on in which anyone looking behind her could see her *** and black panties...a few teachers including Mrs. Sauls (10th and 11th grade science teacher) was in another doorway with a teacher and they were looking and commenting (probably in disgust or gossip) anway, then I turned to walk in my class but I saw this beautiful girl looked like she was mixed with something...like she was puerto-rican and filipino or something standing in the doorway beside me looking at the girls skimpy skirt as she bent over and walked away. I then remember trying to spark up a conversation between her and I and was flirting a little bit but she seemed uninterested. I then remember going inside and taking my seat. I noticed Rickey come in the doorway...I had a seat with my name on paper on it and it was in the front of the room...Rickey's seat was across from me, one row back, one seat over. I then remember thinking that some girls might have thought he was cute (my insecurity in that dream) and not me or whatever. Anyway, I know that's a lie in real life :P I then remember Mrs. Sauls finally coming in the room and sitting down at her desk and issuing books. She asked what kind of book did I want and I told her an algebra I book. I think Rickey got a Physical Science book *or another science book that happens to start with the letter "P", I don't know...I doubt it was Physical Science though.) I then remember thinking perhaps I should get a book that will challenge my intellect. That's all I remember from the dream :P


6:48 PM 3/25/2007

I had a power nap for about 2 and a half hours and had pretty good dreams as a result of it. I remember being at archestratus and the tables leaving (my tables were leaving after they finished and I was waiting tables :) I then remember bussing another table as well as this lady let her table up against the wall and I noticed she left some money. I thought it might have been Amanda F's table but Clay said it was his...I then said "I thought you weren't serving anymore?" Then he said he was and I asked him whose pockets does that money go to and I think he said me. I then remember going into the kitchen and Jennifer (white skinny dirty blonde coworker than smokes) in the kitchen getting ready to throw some cookies away...I intercepted this and asked her if I could have it. I then got like 3 cookies off her...I think 2 chcolate chips and an oatmeal. I then started eating them while hiding from the camera's and JP while hiding behind Jennifer. She then said something like "Have you ever heard of the archestratus bust?" I don't remember paying much attention to her but I remember after that she moved away and left me open to being watched. I then remember going and standing by two coworkers (who were standing up against the beverage station except it was closer towards the door going into the bar from the kitchen) and I stood beside them to hide myself and they also asked me the same question...I payed attention this time though and went to the bar area after they moved away from me to try and bust me out. I sat down at the table where the band usually eats at. There were hardly any people left in the bar area but I had a table left. I remember going and checking on my table and sitting down talking to them, getting them more rolls and having a convo with them...I then got so deep into convo with them (I think it was a total of 3 ladies) where one of the ladies made a comment saying "He thinks we're his mom and dad." I then remember going and sitting down while finishing up my cookie at the table where the band usually eats at and looking at a girl in the bar area a few feet away from me...she was looking at me back and resembled the black pornstar (jada fire, and she had glassess as well and a raspy but sexy voice). She made a comment about something I had in my hand and then before I knew it we were making small talk from across the room, a joke here and there then she got up and approached me and said she had something to ask me...it was some kind of riddle but I didn't hear her completely at first so I asked her to repeat it again. I didn't hear her then either so I asked her to repeat it one last time...this time she came close to my ear and whispered it all sexy-like. The riddle went something like...If I paid 145 dollars for drinks how many drink would I have? Or something that made sense in the dream state but not waking state :P I answered her and got the question wrong though and we were both laughing a bit. I then remember my mom came over and had two 7 up beverage drinks in her hand and greeted me while I was talking to the girl and gave me one drink and the girl the other. I remember another lady then came up and I think she was with my mom and started talking by us. I then remember the dream cut to me walking outside and sort of down highway 80 (just walking a little bit past sonics and walking right back in the direction of how I would go home but going back to archestratus. I was actually tagging alongside Doctor Patterson and JP (Jason Patterson). It was night out as well and I saw my mom driving past us on highway 80 and she said something out the window. The three of us weren't walking ON 80, but on the side of the road of 80. I then remember that as we were going back...Doc was talking to JP about how his upbringing wasn't roses and candy and how he had to really work his butt off for what he got and stuff. I then remember going down the stairs of archestratus (stairs in my dream state that existed but in my waking state don't exist) out the back and then going to my little small go-cart mini-sized car (literally). I rememebr seeing someone walk up and start to approach my car...a mysterious figure so I made sure I hurried up and turned the car on and sped off...I remember driving up to the point where you leave the grounds of the facility and enter a busy street...well I had given it too much gas and the front of my car was sticking off into the street just a bit. I then remember going out into the street and seeing a police car parked across the road behind a gated fence (still night out) to catch those who are speeding. I remember going off and taking a right and driving down the road...something weird happened and for some reason it became possible to drive straight through another persons car...creating a serious heavy duty car crash...then some kind of presentation slideshow type thingy went through my mind about how you could do that to a truck and the truck would lose it's endurance in the back and eventually cave in killing all passengers and the driver included. I then remember seeing someones car going through another persons car while driving...maybe it was mine :P I also had a dream that cut to me being at mount kilimanjaro or at least learning some informatin about it and seeing graphic video and pictures. I remember some tourguide told us it was the highest mountain in the world and that we'd spend one day climbing, making sure we check our ropes below every so often, rest a bit then take back to the climbing. I then remember some word for some reason and I remember what it is..."Elgarion or Elgarian" It's a strong word but I have a strong feeling it was connected the kilimanjaro thing. I then had another dream in which I was lying on my couch in the den and all of a sudden a cat started chewing on my pinky finger and the finger next to it...to the point where it was bleeding and felt like it was being heavily masticated...but I knew it was a ruse and it wasn't really chewing on my fingers and my fingers weren't really bloody. I had control of the cat...it was robotic...animatronic. I then remember making the cat do things with voice commands or a remote. It preferred chewing on my fingers though for some odd reason...then a thought occured to me that I could get another animatronic cat and let them interact or better yet...a real cat and let them interact! I then had another dream which cut to me being back at archestratus and seeing a boy and girl...looked no older than 11, and the girl younger than that. I was in the dining room section and remember seeing them on Bernie Mac's show. I asked them about it and they said yes that they're on the show. I then remember me sitting with them (the boy had glassess if I recall correctly) and I wanted so much to tell Brianna (my cousin) who I had seen or perhaps get an autograph or something. That's all the dreams I can muster...pretty good for 2 and a half hours worth of sleep ;)


4:58 PM 3/26/2007

I had a dream last night in which I was on a bus and Melvin Washington was on the bus too. I sat behind him and asked him how Arlene was doing? He said she was doing fine, I also asked about Morgan (him and Arlene's baby). He said she was doing fine too. I then remember the dream cut to me and some guy being outside at night...and someone stringing us up to this rocket type thing and us blasting off to our (what seemed) inevitable deaths. I then rememebr me cutting myself down and I think the man did the same. I then remember being back at home and a part of the rocket being still on me...a small piece but it contained part of the gas that fueled the rocket...the piece was no bigger than a penny. I remember being over the oven at my home looking at it then I accidentally dropped it through a hole in the top of the oven...I panicked...because I think the oven was on and I just dropped something which contains gas inside it. I then remember turning the oven off and looking at the bottom of the inside of the oven to see any remnants or pieces of the thing I dropped...nothing. I remember going and waiting in the spare bedroom (for cover in case the think blew) because I figure since I turned the oven off...and if I wait 10 minutes then surely the oven will be cooled off and the gas filled remnant will be of no harm. I then decided I didn't want to chillout in the spare bedroom so I went carefully past the kitchen and went to the couch. I remember seeing the arm of the couch was off! It atached back on with three little inserts toward the back of the arm and three holes on the couch itself. I repositioned the arm and stuck it inside and it fit. I then remember being in a place where it resembled archestratus and there were many rich luxurious powerful people at these tables. I remember I sat at one table then as one of the waiters passed by me and I asked her a question as to how I might teleport from table to table...she told me direct my attention to that specific table and aim my self towards it with the "x" button :P I then tried it and it worked. I remember she laid a pitcher of water on my table before I "teleported" off. I remember teleporting to P. Diddy's table. He had a round table and about 9 friends were at it, friends partners business associates etc...I then interuppted the conversation and basically threw down a personal challenge to him which involved me far exceeding his wealth in a minimum amount of time and wiping his degenerate *** out of existance...he was not thrilled by this and stood there frozen and shitfaced...you could tell that he was stunned and the anger was beginning to rise. I then told him I was joking and he seemed to relax a bit after that. I then teleported to another table and looked across the room and saw a beautiful girl and tried teleporting to her table but the scene changed into like...a woman's lockerroom or something. I remember running into a fine *** black woman with a large bustline and curvey stature (nice phat ***) and long hair. I remember walking up to her and forcing my way with her...she wasn't complaining though I don't think...I think I stuck my ***** in her *** and did her there. I then remember leaving her and going into another room my laptop was in...a small room, dark room but my laptop illuminated it. I also remember seeing my AIM buddy list and Jason was on but his screen name was something like "Taps R 2 Rise" and I knew that wasn't right...his old screen name used to be "Taps R 2 High". I then asked him why he changed his screen name and I think he told me he did it because he forgot his old password. Anyway I then remember me and my laptop being somewhere at grandma's house and someone breaking in to try and take it...I fought them off and was in the kitchen area where the dining table is by the front door. The person had a gun and was sitting at the front chair at the front of the table...I was trying to maneuver and find a way to attack him without him noticing me on the ground beside the table. He spotted me a couple of times and shot at me but never hit. I then figured out I couldn't approach him dead on...that I would need some kind of distraction...so I looked around and spotted a newspaper rolled up over there where the desk and typewriter are. I then reached out for it but he spotted my hand and shot at it several times in which he missed because I would retract my arm and make my move again...I eventually got it with not much effort and then threw it at him from a good distance. It knocked him off and disoriented him for only a few seconds...all the time I needed. During those few seconds, I jumped out, pounced on him and took his *** to the ground and beat the sh** out of him...I stood up and started kicking the life out of him until he was a wreck. For some reason I remember the dream cut to me being outside and some white 55 year old woman with a fat *** (but not fat herself) blonde shoulder length hair being the criminal breaking into my grandma's house. I was outside so I stopped it and knocked her one. I then remember her being almost on the sidewalk but still in our yard. So I ran down there shoved some scissors in her right *** cheek and was going to finish her off but decided to have my way with her instead...I then remember pulling her pants down frantically and taking off her shirt and stuff and beholding her beautiful darier. I then slid my c*** into her ***hole (the scissors were gone and there was no wound or blood) and pressing my body up against hers while slowly going in and out and in and out. She didn't squirm or anything...maybe a few pants and moans here and there but for the most part I think she was enjoying it. It felt so warm and tight inside. I then remember a female police officer, thick, caucasion, blonde hair, busty coming up and approaching us (by this time we were in the yard and I think on a motorcycle and she was in the front and I was in the back...still ramming her lovely ***hole) anyway the police officer approached us and the lady started telling her to get me off and stuff. But the police officer didn't do so...she was asking the lady questions. I was debating upon whether I wanted to screw the police officer too and was thinking perhaps the police officer was going to take me down and the lady was going to try and beat me while I was taken down and both of the ladies would jump me. I then just kept pumping away at her ***hole...slowly and beautifully. I remember the lady saying something about some bugs on her back and asked the police officer to get them off...the police officer said that they were roaches crawling on her back and then I wokeup from my dream. I remember a part in my dream that happened early on though...it was about me and my eyes...for some reason my eyes were enlarged to a drastic degree and I could see everything about them and there workings. I remember my left eye looked a bit redder than my right eye...maybe because of enlarged blood vessels or something, I don't know. I'm actually surprised I haven't had a dream about Tiffany (from archestratus) since i've been thinking about her so much. I don't know why i've been thinking about her so much...attractive girl she is and I think she kinda likes me too but apart from how far I think the relationship will go? I don't know.


4:17 AM 3/27/2007

Last night I had a dream in which I was in a house, left out and hid inside some kind of box crate outside in the front of the house...in the driveway.


3:42 PM 3/28/2007

Last night I had some odd dreams. :P First of all, I remember my dream starting off with me being in my bedroom frantically trying to figure out what clothes I wanted to wear. My mom was waiting to take me to school and I was making her even later. The time was getting down to the wire and I still hadn't decided what I wanted to wear yet...I kept putting stuff on and throwing it off. My mom was waiting outside for me and her patience was running thin as well...I remember thinking to myself that I should tell her to go on without me and i'll catch another ride. I then remember me being at eastside in the back of it and then going to the building area...then I remember the dream cut to me being at sumner hill...(outside of it) and seeing Quinitra (Colby's cousin, colby and quinitra rode the bus with me when going home from 9th - 10th grade) being locked up in some kind of prison like thing. But really the thing she was being held captive in looked very similar to what trucks transport horses in while driving. There were bars in the back and I could see her and I told her I'd get help but I don't think she wanted my help. Anyway I went inside sumner hill and down the congested and cluttered hallway (cluttered mainly by staff members) and then I found the principal which was (my grandfather on the harper's side) and he was being asked questions by a large group of staff members needing his opinion/attention on things. I then remember passing him then going back and trying to get his attention, he recognized me and I told him I needed his help...so then I proceeded to walk back out of the building and saw he was with me and Quinitra saw me approaching and said something...but she saw I had some help with me...I remember dodging a car to make it across the way to free her. I then remember having a dream in which I was in this building...(looked like a psychiatric ward) and there was this crazy person we were wheeling around. I then rmemeber the dream changed over to us conducting a noni meeting there. I remember it being Essaw Owens there along with the rest of the noni squad. I then remember one young guy digging through their trashcan trying to find the slightest bit of noni products or whatever...he stank but they really couldn't lash out verbally at him because he loved noni and aspired to be great in noni. I then remember the dream cut to me being at this place (I don't know where) but I was drawing pictures and some other young women were drawing pictures too. I remember this girl held up a picture that was absolutely beautiful, she called it "TwoLips" Because there were two black lips kissing a flower. I then remember calling my mom and talking to her on the phone...I then asked how was her boyfriend doing? (It wasn't mr. harper, it was some other guy, younger, shorter and in shape...I think he was some cable guy or whatever) and she said "Hold on, i'll let you talk to him yourself!..." And I screamed "NO! stop doing that, I hate it when you do that, I don't feel like talking to him" I then remember her coming back to the phone and me saying, "It's nothing personal, i'm just not a phone person". I then remember her telling me that he had heard what I said. I wasn't moved. I told her i'd be home soon and she reminded me to pickup my jacket from some place and I said okay. I then hungup and asked two of my guy friends have they ever heard of (blank) place my mom mentioned...they shook their heads saying no. I then remember thinking we'd have to go back to my old house. And get something out of it...even though it was haunted. I then remember the dream cut to me and the two guys being in my bedroom. They were sitting side by side in two chairs up against my closet (nearer to my stereo system though) and I was standing on the side of my bed (right side nearest to the mirror) and we were talking about some scary stuff I think. I told them that I doubt it will happen but some spirits will try and fool us into getting in my house and killing us all. I told them I doubt it would happen then I went on to doing what I was doing. Then all of a sudden there was a few rappings at the door, not the front door...my BEDROOM door <:O I knew my mom was still with her boyfriend so it couldn't be her...then I sort of motioned to the fella's that it COULD be spirits and told them we'd test. So we asked who was it? And they said something in a voice I was undoubtedly sure that it wasn't my mom...but demonic spirits. The color drained from my face and we were all temporarily scared...I then knew that they could come in anytime...and they did...they posed as two black men. and sat in two chairs in front of my mirror while me and my friends cowarded on the bed. We were talking about the love of Jesus and how we knew we messed up at times but we know Jesus still loves us...we were talking a big game trying to get them to leave us alone...but they were in agreement and listening intently with an evil smirk on its face...I then remember one of the demonic spirits was only in agreement because he was trying to divert our attention to him. That's why he was listening so intently because the other spirit was sneaking up in the covers with an apparent motive to try and take us by surprise and kill us!!! I spotted him lurking through the covers, and called him out! Then we all jumped into a rumble then I remember Bianca (from CHS and also from Sonic's) she was on my bed, naked I believe...I do know that her rear was exposed and so I shoved my c*** in her *** and laid down on her back (she was laying on her stomach on my bed) and I put my hands up under her breasts and began going to town on her. That's all I can remember from that dream. I do have some good news though...last night I tried falling asleep consciously and I probably went to sleep within 40 minutes. I got to a point where a mild wave of heaviness came over my face and my eyes relaxed...that felt weird and good at the same time.


10:30 AM 3/29/2007

Last night I had a dream in which I was at a table with Clay (manager from archestratus) and several other people and my pizza had come (I ordered a pepperoni and a cheese, two whole pizzas, they were personal pan sizes though) and the person set them down in front of me on the table. Clay had asked for a slice of cheese...I was hesitant at first but then cut a big slice in half making two slices and offered it to him, then he said he was just kidding. I then had another dream in which I was in some kind of mall but I don't remember the details...I do however remember that Rickey was there as well and I think Audrey. I then had another dream in which I was at grandma's house and Rickey was on the couch and had a wig on and was talking like a girl...he was a shemale. I then was punching and wrestling him for fun and he was doing the same then I had a rubber band and I aimed it to shoot at him...he covered up his groin region so I wouldn't shoot there...I shot at his leg and it hit him dead on and he let out a small shriek. I then had another dream in which I was at Audrey's house and I went in the fridge and there was some delicious juice in there so I took it out and started to drink some out of a cup and Brianna came up to me...I saw several more delicious juices in there as well and wanted to indulge myself. I then saw lacy come over to me wanting to play while I was at the fridge but I kind of brushed her off. I then went over to the chair at the countertop and sat down and saw Rickey and Shelton were talking to each other not far from me. I then remember going inside Audrey's walk-in closet, going in the far back, and trying to hide from Audrey and them (or lacy). I then looked in a mirror and think I remember seeing myself with a suit on.


2:57 PM 3/30/2007

Last night I dreamt that I was in archestratus and Karen (the bartender on Thursday's, blonde hair, thick white woman) had asked me something about the size of my *****. I told her I was average (we were in the kitchen beside the window by the office) and I was inquiring about her ******, I wanted to know how much c*** it could hold in terms of inches and she told me about 12. She asked if I wanted to check it out for myself and I said sure. So I told her i'd meet her upstairs and I put my laptop on a cabinet in the office and went up stairs...I remember seeing Wiley (my coworker named Eric's friend who comes in regularly) in the laundry room sitting on a stool. I went inside and wanted to know what was up but his parents were in the cypress room and they wanted me to get out and leave him alone. I then left out and remember alot of people then being in the kitchen room (upstairs) where me and Karen were going to meet but it was too crowded, Karen had come in the room and some people were talking to her straying her attention away so I waited a bit...and then to no avail...decided to go downstairs and resume what I was doing...I remember seeing my laptop on JP's desk along with my remote control for it. (he put it on his desk I assume because he thought it belonged to a manager). Then I had another dream in which I was in this haunted mansion and I was walking down the hall on my way to my bedroom (I think I had to share a bed with someone). I went into my room and I think I was naked and was going to get in the bed with some guy (I think Rickey) but I decided that was weird so I would at least put my underwear back on (I normally sleep in my underwear) So then I remember being in the bed and me and Rickey noticing something looking through out window...it was a giant eye looking through our window obviously connected to some giant being!!! We panicked...then some stairs appeared to us but they were haunted as well because there was some kind of cursed image atop the staircase and the staircase was built using haunted magic so we didn't walk up them. I then had another dream in which I was at a ballpark and while at the ballpark I was sitting down beside Eric Jones (Arlene's old boyfriend). I saw Melvin Washington walking up the stairs of the ballpark like 5 feet away from us. I started making small talk with Eric while watching the game. I remember the baseball team was advertising some kind of special low rate fee for something but I can't recall what. I also remember that after the game I went to the concession stands...it was congested with many people...I ordered some nachos and they came to me...they were nasty as hell and I threw them away. I then remember seeing some girl (thick white girl). I also remember seeing a large crowd of teenage girls (primarily) trying to come in the door but they were held off for a bit by a guard. I saw this girl named Ri'ckee (small skinny short black girl who rode my bus and also had a crush on me) in the crowd eager waiting to get in...she waved at me too. I was sitting with some people and we were chilling. Then the guard pushed the crowd wanting to get in back and let them know they couldn't come in. I then remember leaving out and pushing my way past the crowd to get outside so I can get in my car and go home. I remember seeing my car on the curb of the street but it also looked like it had been moved back some...like someone backed my car up a bit. I then remember noticing a large looked like 7 foot gap of streams of water, mud, rocks and large turtles in my way from me getting to my car. I tried to find a way to go around it but it was very lengthy and I also tried to find a way to jump rocks and get across but alas...to no avail. I then remembered the dream went to me being in some rinky dink cheap food store and I was with a few people and behind the counter this thick white girl asked me if I wanted a hot dog (I think?) and I told her I was good, then she said something her lifting up her breast and putting it on that would I like it then...for some sick fucking reason beyond me...that turned me on so I was led behind the counter to the back of the store to a room where she wanted to get busy in. I remember giving it to her and fucking her and after all was said and done I remember the mcdonald kids meal ninja turtles TMNT toys being on the bed (the bedroom strongly to a degree resembled Grandma's spare bedroom where Uncle Reggie used to sleep when he lived there (the one with the chalkboard in it) and the turtles looking oddly different in terms of shape. Especially Donatello's head shape, it was weird. I then remember being at Grandma's house and me and Grandma talking about something but I don't recall what.


(Time Uknown) PM 3/31/2007

Last night I had a dream that Rickey and I were supermen and we were flying along the surface of a large ocean...I think it was night out and we were gliding along the surface of the water...then Rickey showed me a way to take off super fast and save years of time and so I did just that...the method involved when used would save about 5 years of flight time on the water. I then remember me becoming partially lucid or whatever and entering this white complex building with white walls, white doors, white floors etc...and seeing some women around...I remember looking for Erica Watson (chubby girl from CHS) knowing that I was partly lucid I wanted to find her and f*** her. I never found her as I was going out of the doors and into new halls and into new rooms...but I did go into this one room where this teacher looking mature light skinned black lady was sitting atop a stool. I picked her up, undressed her and immediately began going to town fucking her while holding her while me up against a wall. I then remember seeing some black women outside the door so I then went out the door and began banging this black woman with glassess and some kind of ponytail.


2:50 PM 4/2/2007

Last night I had a dream about me being in this theme park with Audrey and I think Rickey. I remember passing by this Mime and he offered to paint my face like a mime's so I said sure...I had my glassess on and I asked him would the stuff get into my eyes and he said it might and I asked if so, would it burn, and he said of course it would. So I halted the process immediately and indefinately and went to look on some kind of food stand that was made of metal so I tried to look at my image in the metal and it looked like he put some yellow goo on my face. I went into this tent and saw a mirror and took out a bag with a contacts case, contacts solution etc...the mime gave it to me I think. I then remember wiping that crap off my face and looking in the mirror and putting my contacts in my eyes and seeing myself now that I looked good. I remember an opening right under the mirror behind this tent where I saw this fine girl and her woman sitting at a table eating I think...they were about 5 feet away from me...I had an idea to pull my weiner out and stick it through to tease them but decided against it. I then remember some pretty girls being at the opening of the tent and leaving out as I turned around. I then remember leaving the tent and by now I think it was an indoor theme park. I remember that my mom had met with one of our cousins (the guy who does her taxes, darryl I think...but in the dream his name was Eddie) I then remember there being some kind of woman there and she dropped her cell phone and her key as she was walking in front of me and I picked it up and gave it back to her. I also remember this superman store or something being inside the indoor theme park...I passed it by then remember going back and trying to find it again but I couldn't...I also remember this girl taking a liking to me and following me...she was very pretty but I think she just liked me because of my powers. In order for me to find the superman store again I had to fly high above the crowd (about 30 feet in the air so I can get an aerial view of everything). Anyway then I remember my mom falling for cousin Eddie (Daryl) and wanting to marry him I think that she said that they were in love. I was tripping over this because it was wrong on sooooooo many levels...for 99.9% of them...THEY WERE COUSINS!!!! It was twisted and I would not accept him nor did I want to talk to him even though he wanted to get to know me better. My mom told him I wasn't ready to accept him yet. I then remember in the theme park going near this car and it was my mom's and we were leaving out the theme park and I remember going down a hill in the car with my mom (was sunny outside) and she telling me about how she and my dad had sex beside her bed on the floor of uncle reggies room in grandma's house I think. I was pretty grossed out and anyway I remember the dream cutting to me being at home and playing with fire constructing snoopy looking figures out of marshmallow and putting them in a small burning log just outside of the fire place. I then rememeber my mom chipping in and joining me but also telling me to get to sleep. I then remember another dream in which I was at archestratus, just got there and sat at a table to do some work...Tiffany (girl that stood me up on a date who also works at archestratus) came and sat down beside me and started doing some work as well...she could have sat at any table in the restaurant but she came and sat at the same table I was sitting at. I left out and went to the dishrooom and for some reason got a large garbage bag (black) and stepped inside of it and put it on (god knows why) it had straps and I used those as suspenders. I then walked back out and Tiffany had approached me and said something as I was still walking...I said something like I waited for 2 hours Tiffany, you didn't even call or text and on top of that you're the one that suggested we still go out that night and on top of that you could have said we could go another night if you were too busy...and on TOP of THAT...I liked you. I remember some of the customers (or friends) sitting at tables who overheard our quite audible conversation said "Oooh" like they knew she was in the wrong too. I then went off and remember seeing Sarah Hankins (from CHS) and her sister Laura (from CHS) as well and a third girl, the girls actually looked a bit cute...they got rid of their glassess and I guess had some facials or surgery or something but they looked kinda cute...I remember going to their table and sparking up a conversation.


(Uknown) PM 4/3/2007

I remember something about me throwing a party and Melissa Carole Cole coming and me inviting Reggie Walker and some other people from New Hope or something...I was cleaning up my entire house and I think it was me and Rickey's party. I remember Melissa also coming over to my grandma's house and me meeting her. I then remember something about me working at archestratus and bussing tables in the bar areas during daytime.


2:26 PM 4/4/2007

Last night I had a dream where bottom line...it was CRAZY!!! For starters I dreamt that the ghostbusters were driving by me except they weren't the actual movie ghostbusters but look-alikes and their proton packs were horrible...they looked much more like bookbags than proton packs...I then had another dream where me and some pretty girls (light skinned black girls) were running from these vampire undead people...I think my mom was one of them too. Cept I was really scared of them like the girls were and then I went back to face one of them off and something happened to where one of the beautiful girls were in my arms and I was protecting her from the vampire lady. I then had another dream in which I was at archestratus (go figure) and I was sitting with Tiffany across from me (at a 4 top table) and there were 2 other girls at the table with us...I remember looking at Tiffany's hands then putting them in my own then taking some scissors and cutting a piece of her finger (not trying to hurt her though) off and before I knew it I was somewhere else. I think I was back at archestratus the next day and I got word that Tiffany bled to death. I was shocked and scared because I was afraid they would link me to the murder. I remember some of the staff telling me that they're looking for whoever killed Tiffany or knows anything about the murder to step forward first before they begin their investigation. I then remember I think (Katie, one of the hostessess) telling me that Jason (JP, manager) was going to start setting up something to find out who the murderer is. I found out that Jason along with the assistance of the police officers was setting up a high tech camera on the table area where we were sitting at when I cut her finger (but the table was gone) they were looking for fingerprints, trails of blood, residue etc...anything that they can get their hands on. I then remember Katie saying something to JP or the force about how she cut Tiffany's finger...but I was thinking that, that wasn't true...I thought I did it...the force went easy on her and said that, a small sliver of her finger being cut off didn't kill her and that she wasn't to blame...so I then remember being at home that night and thinking to myself "Did Katie really cut her finger? I thought I was the one who cut Tiffany's finger? Maybe i'm being delusional" I then remember finding two letters I had written to Tiffany...one of them was a love letter expressing my feelings for her and the other was about my dreams/goals/and ambitions. I remember the small portion of Tiffany's finger I was wondering if I had cut off or not...had fallen down from me I guess...and it had turned a dingy black/brown...I immediately threw it in my trash can. I remember being back at archestratus the next day with my letters and being over by the hostess station and seeing Tiffany walk up...this was a little surprising to me because for starters...she had been declared dead the day before...secondly I wondered if she remembered me chipping at her finger or not. As she approached the hostess station, she and Katie started chatting right in front of me...I then handed her a letter (the one I had written about how I felt about her) and she took it...skimmed it for a few seconds and I can tell she was in a real sour/bad mood so I told her if she was in a bad mood then she can fold it up and read it later and she did just that...but you could still tell she had a sour look on her face. I then remember her leaving the hostess station and sort of hovering around the front door. I remember turning and facing the little stand where the peppermints usually are and just thinking as I looking down at that area...I guess thinking about what just happened. Then a few girls came in and were sort of flirty to me and wanted to get to know me better but I let them know I wasn't really in the mood. I then turned to the hostess station and told them that I haven't gotten tables in 2 hours and that if i'm not going to get tables then I need to get cut. I then remember going in the back to where the manager on duty was...it was mrs. minter from pleasant green. She was managing and I told her that if i'm not going to get tables then I need to be cut because I haven't gotten any tables in the past 2 hours. She then said she had a rather good sized party lined up for me and directed me to it in the dining room section. It looked to be a 20 top but I think only 12 or so were coming in so far...it was a pleasant green part and mrs. bradford (Debra Bradford was there as well) I then remember them noticing a clear bowl of something standing on a countertop not too far off...they said it was donuts and wanted me to bring it to them...I was a bit shocked...but I went over there to look in the bowl...it was one donut left in there and the rest were some kind of gummy orange candy or something...I then remember bringing it over to them and then telling them i'll be back. (I guess I was waiting for their party to fill up a bit more). Anyway I then remember going on the other side of the restaurant (some kind of dream-like expansion) there were 40,000 japanese people sitting down in seats...and on stage their was someone speaking...I remember noticing the hot japanese women in the audience...I then remember going over to a buffet area on the side of the large room. And there was some kind of jap guy serving up the buffet line...I started choosing some shrimp and other stuff I was stuffing my face with. I then remember that I had got word from someone in the archestratus dining area that my table was getting a little rambunctious and pissed off that I was taking so long...I remember filling a biscuit basket with butter, some left over rolls, napkins etc...and some disinfectanct spray and used napkins...as I was going back to the room where my table was in I took out the spray and used napkins and sat the rolls down (also revered mcquirter was sitting with the table as well) in the center of the large party. I then remember telling them that they had run out of rolls so one guy asked me how could they run out of rolls and I told him all the other servers were getting to them first and stuff. I then remember leaving them for a brief moment once more and going back to the large room with the 40,000 japanese people hearing some lecture then going back to the buffet line and this time going behind the line and into the kitchen with the table...and just hanging out there for a minute...I then remember some guy coming in and asking for strawberries, I then pointed to the spot on the table that was right under his nose...there were many strawberries there. He grabbed them and then left out and someone made a comment that he must have felt stupid after that. I then remember the jap guy talking about some girl looking for me talking about a giant monster on the loose. I then remember looking out into the 40,000 japanese audience and saw Tiffany looking up at me and her coming from out of the audience and jogging alongside me to the monster (I guess we were about to go kick some *** together). I then remember the dream cut to the 40,000 people had left and it was night out and I was going back into the auditorium following a few familiar faces...it looked like Christy Jenkins was second and the person who was in front of her was some other girl (maybe her cousin) then I remember and after them...a few guys trailing behind...I think Phillip Lily was one of them (guy from CHS, also football player). I then remember them taking their seats and me coming behind them taking my seat beside them as well and I leaned over and asked Phillip what was going on? He then told me that they were competing for Christy Jenkin's cousins heart (the girl in front). I then said "Nope, i'm out" and got up instantly and walked out the door, feeling confidant and everything...I remember feeling this blue bow tie on my neck don't know why...I saw a guy named George Singleton (guy from CHS) looking down from a balcony at me walking out the door. I then remember the dream cut to me being in CHS and I was walking down the hallway...I was doing physically impossible things like flipping over peoples heads with little gravity so it was in slow motion (moon gravity like) when I did it. I remember walking in the empty lunchroom...without much illumination, the only illumination was that of the sun through the sky windows. I then remember Montrel Milton (Tiffany Magee's ex-boyfriend) walking in as well and I asked him what time it was I think and I don't remember what his answer was...anyway moving back up to where I was...I was flipping over people's heads in the hallway (on the english hall) I then remember seeing this mascot (person dressed up in some kind of mascot uniform) so I decided to do something different...I jumped on the wall on the left kicking off of it with my left foot on and pushing me over to the wall on the right and kicking off that too...apparently my skill wasn't as awesome as I thought it was because I almost accidentally landed on the mascot. I then remember the mascot took it's head off and it was a pretty white girl inside of it with dark brown hair and two girls were leading the mascot looked at me and they were shocked and laughing and in awe all rolled into one...I explained to them what I was attempting or trying to do and apologized emphatically that it had gone wrong. They said it was alright and we both went on our ways...I remember getting close to Mrs. Blair's room (drama instructor). I remember doing a backflip once more before I went in and accidentally kicked one guy...he didn't look too happy but c'mon...what's he gonna do...this is my dream :) I then remember Josh Osborn being in the doorway and me doing a superman glide into the room in the air and landing in the middle of the room and seeing a black teacher at the front desk and another desk at the side of the room and a white teacher there (both females). I then turned to Josh and asked him "Which witch is which?" I then turned to the instructors and told them I was joking and broke down laughing a bit. Then I said something like "Am I even supposed to be in this classroom?" They started doing checks on me and I said "It's been soo long since i've been in this school...like 3 or 5 months..." Then I guess my conscious mind started activating a little bit more because I said "No that's not right...I haven't been in this school for over a year" Which is still inaccurate in waking life but closer to the truth than 3-5 months. I then remember asking Josh what he was doing here? I then remember on of the instructors calling someone and giving me the phone...I said "Hello?" Hello Mr. Harper pack your bags, you're being enlisted in the military "Uh sir, no sir...come to think of it though (using manipulation) I was actually seriously considering joining a branch of the armed forces but not right now, infact could I get your number or a number to call when I do decide which one i'd like to enlist in?" Yes sir, our number is...(see by me doing this I already unarmed him from trying to persuade me to join and actually left him with the only option to give me his number when I DO decide to join ;) ) That's all of the dream I remember.

Just for the record...the dream journal is 113 pages long...yeah, it's as long as a book ;)

I didn’t read all of it. But so far it’s ok. I think a color code needs to be in order. :):huh2::undecided::|:|:santa:

I read alot of it and it seems you have alot of built up sexual energy...



you need to get laid.








also Paragraphs and sentence structure will make it much easier to read.

I'm actually trying to wait it out till marriage :) Thanks though. And you read most of it? Well I salute you! O_O

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Originally Posted by Oneironaut_Jeff777

I'm actually trying to wait it out till marriage :) Thanks though. And you read most of it? Well I salute you! O_O

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Good on you for that one :D I tried but failed.

Don't make me call the paragraph police on you!

Jeff, this is in no way a personal attack I just think its funny.

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Lol!!!! Rofl!

haha lol.