Crazy Cat's Nightmares

Hello, this is my first attempt to write a DJ, since I am still working on my dream recall there probably wont be too many posts at first, but I hope to be improving that.

As you know I am Crazy Cat, im just gonna let you know a little about me so that maybe you have some context about my dreams, so you are not completely lost! I am 18, I work as a veterinary technician and I enjoy all animals(not bugs!) I have a beautiful kitty, many birds, and other pets as well. I have a boyfriend and we have been together for 3 years and I love him so, I have a lot of dreams about him, some good, some not so good. As you probably noticed the title of my Journal says "nightmares" the reason for that is it seems like I have more bad dreams than good, so I thought it was an appropriate title. Hopefully after I am able to gain control of my dreams I can change it, but I am not at that level yet.

Anyways, I hope that you enjoy reading my dreams and I hope you find them interesting, however I give no guarantees that this DJ will be entertaining! :p ;) Another thing is if you are taking the time to read these I look forward to feedback, wether it just be something to say you thought it was interesting, to helping me understand what my dream may mean, I look forward to your comments!!!!

thank you for taking the time to read this!

Last night i know i had dreams, however i couldnt recall one, i was very stresesd last night becuase about an hour before bed i had just gotten into an arguement. hopefully tonight since i am not stressed ill be able to wake up after each dream and write it down. i do remember some bits and pieces now as i am writing this:


Chola Seance:
I am in a park, i've never been here before, there are 4 girls sitting in a circle, they look like "old skool" cholas, with red in their hair, and the lip liner that is darker than their lipstick, they look dumb, but one has a very long knife and they are chanting something, it looks like they are calling spirits, the main one stabs the ground with the very long knife, but thats all i can remember as of now

All right, what are cholas?

Cholas, you knoe like the mexican gang banger chicks, always wearing red, nike cortez, lipliner, but no lipstick, tattoo's of crying clowns. stuff like that lol

http://i83.photobucket.com/albums/j3...gon/cholas.jpg

Last night I had a wonderful dream; it was one of the nice ones about my bf, not a sad one.

BF looking good:
It starts out by me walking down a street into this round area at the end of it, I guess its like what they call courts? Anyways as I get to the end of the street I see him, he looks great wearing a tannish color suit, but it didn’t look bad on him, he had his hair they way he used to have it long on the top but the sides and back shaved. He looks so good. He gives me a hug, then a kiss and tells me he loves me then we are walking out of the street, as we get to the corner we see Cody and a girl drive by us in a black corvette, he says something to us, but I cant remember what it is he said. Next thing I know we are in a lobby of some sort (we are at a resort type place with pools and all of that good stuff, the weird thing is some of my other dreams also take place at this "resort") and I am buying snacks out of the machine. Then im buying Rockstar energy drink. I guess we are at a graduation ceremony. We are sitting in some weird chairs and I see my friend Diem. But by now my bf is gone, but in the dream it didn’t bother me, I got up and began walking and I wake up.

Although he wasn’t in my dream for very long I always love it when he’s with me, especially when he hugs me and tells me he loves me!

My second dream is sort of related to my first:

Attacked by X:
It is at night, I am running with Diane, we are at my middle school's cafeteria, we are sneaking into the dance, while in the building I have to use the bathroom. For some reason I have to take a shower and I remember being angry because there were a lot of people in the bathroom including guys. So because I wasn’t able to use the bathrooms there I head down some weird hallways and go to my "room". I am walking down the hallways then all of a sudden I am at the "resort" like in my first dream, I am near the pool area that looks like a water park. I am walking with somebody but I can’t remember who. As we are walking I see my X, it makes me angry and he tries to get my attention but we keep on walking. Im walking up a board walkway with rope as rails, like what you would see at a theme park. As I am walking up the ramp the person I am walking with pushes me against the ropes and tells me to say "Adrian"(which is the name of my X), so I do because the person is hurting me and as I say that he comes running with a group of guys and they are trying to attack me. I run and get to the top of the walkway were there is a house, I go in and there are many people in there and im talking to them suddenly a co-worker of mine walks in, I see her and say "you!!!". I realize she is the one who was walking with me and was the one who forced me to yell "Adrian". She runs and I chase after her and I wake up.

i seems to be in luck this week because i am recalling most of my dreams.


Glass and Conan:
I am in a class room, sitting at a desk my MM teacher Mr. S is there but somthing in my nose keeps itching, kinda like the feeling i need to sneeze or blow my nose or somthing, so i ask to go to the bathroom and while there i am trying to blow my nose but it is hurting and finally a square piece of glass comes out and my nose beging bleeding and there is blood all over the tissue, i feel my nose hurting but the itching feeling doesnt stop. Suddenly i am at work and im sitting near the front desk talking with some of the girls i work with. A big fat lady wearing a red dress comes in with Conan O'Brien, they have a dog and Conan goes in a room for the appointment while the lady sits there in the lobby, i go up to her and ask if she knows Conan and she tells me that they are married i begin telling her how much i love his show and how hes so funny, then it gets really weird because im telling her how i think hes so sexy and that i just want to f**k him. (which is weird because hes good looking and all but i wouldnt wanna do him! lol) after that they leave and i am sitting with the girls again and i notice my nose is still itching and i begin pulling shards of glass out of my nose, and im noticing that they are forming somthing that looks like the glass area on a calculator. i say that i should probably go home because it might be serious. One of the girls says "good go home then" like she doesnt like me and wants to get rid of me, i remember feeling sad (its weird because the same girl who wants to get rid of me in this dream is also the same co-worker in my dream yesterday that organized the attack against me)

This dream is proof that i completley miss my dream signs because here i am in this dream pulling glass out of my nose and accepting it as reality and not questioning and doing a reality check!


My next dream is very weird because i have graduated already but here i am dreaming again that i am going to school! again i needed to do a reality check!

Killer boat:
I am waiting for the bus that takes me to my vocational school(even though i am out of school already), i get on but after pulling out of the bus circle the bus turns into a very large boat and we are pulling away from a dock we are going very fast when we see that we left somebody behind, Kayla. she is swimming out and the boat does a sharp turn so that she can grab on, however the turn makes the giant boat crash into a small row boat with a man on it and the man is killed instantly. i am very scared at this point in the dream after seeing the man crushed by the massive boat. our boat is now out of control and going very very fast, i grab on to the arm of my friend from middle school and i begin thinking to myself i wish my bf was with me to protect me becuase i am so scared and i think i am going to die. we are heading towards a giant warehouse on a wharf and we crash into it and go though to the other side of it where everybody exits off and runs. I run back to school and try to find my bf but i cant, and i am trying to find a teacher so i could tell them what happend and how we crashed. i told someone i dont remember who it was but they didnt believe me, so i keep walking and i see a news crew and tell them the story and the lady interviews me and for some reason i tell her i have to go because i need to go to work. So then i am at work and i just remember being there and feeling like my whole body is sore and i was in much pain, i tell one of the Dr.'s that it must have been from the crash and then i wake up


my 3rd dream was very weird and i dont remember much of it all i remember is that i am at my old Apt. and i get into an argument with my mom and i take off and im running down the street, i hide in somebodys shed and they are looking for me and i keep running from house to house and then find some sort of arena/conventian center type thing and i hide in there. Inside they have a large tv and i begin watching it and i notice the news is on and they are looking for me, on the tv my mom says she wants me to come home, then they are talking to my friend mom which starts yelling in phillipino(sp?) and then my friends younger sister grabs the mic and yells "jen they know where you are and they are comming for you, run!!! they have a V chip!!" so i begin running but i am back on my street and they catch me. i am at home now in my new apt. and the phone rings, it is my cuzin and he tells me to come out side he needs to show me somthing, i go out and i see that they bought me a new car, a mazda 6, but its a brown color, but after taking a first look at it, the car changes to a smoke colored jetta. thats all i remember

Last nigt was terrible, i didnt get much sleep. My cat has the bad habit of running around at night, crashing into things and making other loud noises.

Wow, your dream cuz is very generous!

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Originally Posted by CrazyCat11

Last nigt was terrible, i didnt get much sleep. My cat has the bad habit of running around at night, crashing into things and making other loud noises.

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Aw. ;) Makes me miss my cat sleeping in my room... he prefers to sleep by himself these days. Congrats on the improved dream call!!

i think because i have been going to sleep so late now my recall has been suffering, lately i have been staying up to watch conan o'brien, and then waking up early so i can go to work. i think ill need to start recording conan so that i can get some sleep. i did remember parts of my dreams from last night

Hockey:
I was playing hockey at logitech ice with my cuzin who still plays at R.I. i remember he kept scoring all the goals for our team and i remember thinking to myself if he becomes a good hockey player and makes it into the NHL and then i can meet Anze Kopitar through him (i am in love with Anze from the LA Kings! lol) but thats all i remember with that dream.

Running with drugs and stolen ice cream:
I am walking on this street, i've been to this street before in my dreams, but i have yet to see it in my awake hours. i am talking to my friend Renee and then i leave into this house and go up the stairs with somebody i cant remember who but we are stealing ice cream and drugs. it is a dealers house and then we run out and they chase us, but after we are down the stairs they are gone and we are in front of a very large aquarium and the fish inside are very strange and i've never seen them before, but i remember them scaring me and i begin to cry.

This week has been horrible for my recall, however i think i have found my dreamsign, it is my old apt. and my old street i used to live in. i dont know hwy i dream about it so much, maybe becuase i lived there for 16 years, whatever the reason i think it is a good sign because it comes up so much. one thing i am having trouble with are reality checks, becuase i do remember some parts of my dreams this week and in one while in my old apt. i didnt do a RC or think anything of it, i think i need some help with that...if you would like to help me PM or somthing, i really would appreciate it.

i think i may have had a DILD this afternoon, it was very short, i wrote about it in a different post if you would like to read it and anser my questions i asked the post is "would this be considered a DILD?"
thank you for any help

havnt been able to recall my dreams, just some parts and i think that they are too short to write, thats why i havnt updated, however while dreaming the other day i have found my new obsession! yes Tom Felton:smitten:, the guy is sexy! and even sexier in my dreams lol i feel like a little kid saying that but its true. it is also a mission i've given myself, my own personal task of the month, to become lucid and try to do tom, im sorry but this is the truth and my own journal so i can write what i want. lol im sorry about that but i have to be honest, i really dont like to lie. i cant wait to dream tonight, i just hope i can remember it! :dreaming:

Tom felton is soooo hot!! Would be really cool to have dreams with him in....:D

It's kinda creepy in here. you see that guy's face way too much. Like a stalker shrine. I'm going to end up dreaming about him. :?

Just kidding, sort of...

Tonight i will restart my recall, because i havnt been able to do it well in a while, i do know what i am doing wrong though. first is i am not getting enough sleep, second because of that i am to tired to write down my dream after i wake up, also i dont go to bed at a regular time due to my work schedule, some days i stay up really late other i have to work early in the morning so i go to sleep early. What i also need to do is more reality checks through out my day. so tonight will be the start of serious trying so i can LD or even just remember my dreams!

soooo, its been real long. for about a week now i've been having really strange dreams, not LDs but very very strange and they change very rapidly, however since work has been real busy lately i've been too tired to want to write down my dreams after i have them. i usualy come home and crash and im wondering since my waking hours have been real crazy if it might be affecting my dreams and why they have been so random? so if you could help me figure that out somebody????? so if anybody can help it would be super!

so while reading another members dream journal i remembered a part of a dream i had a few nights ago, it was one of those false awakenings, that night i wasnt sleeping very good and i kept waking up randomly and then looking around the room. whenever i wake up during the night i usualy look around because i get spooked for some reason, i am afraid of the dark and i do sleep with a night light lol. but anyways thats why i didnt think nothing of this dream when it happend. i dont know if it could be counted as a LD so please read it and tell me what you think.

False Awakening-I wake up in my room exactly the way it was that night, the night light on, the shades a little open, my sister sleeping across the room (we share a room) and my door open becuase my cat pushed it open. my walls and everything is exactly the same, however since my door is open and im looking across the hall i see the old desk i used to have that i threw out a few years ago, right when i see that i think to myself "this is a dream! try to do something weird" so i do a reality check, and then i try to fly, however both failed so i think that i am really awake and not dreaming. so the remainder of my dream was me tossing and turning trying to get back to sleep!


so what i am also wondering is why when i did a reality check and also tryed to fly it didnt work and didnt tell me that i was dreaming? why did i really think i was awake? i am so confused!

I fail RCs in dreams all the time. It's why I got out of the habit. Plus its so tiring doing them in the day that I think it actually prevents lucid dreams.

Anyway, I can't understand how you failed to fly. Flying seems so natural to me in dreams. Could it have been because you were inside? I usually go out before flying. It's what any civilized person would do. Flying inside is like taking a crap in the living room! LOL.

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Originally Posted by Xanous

Flying inside is like taking a crap in the living room! LOL.

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LOL! I never thought of that! but its what i've programmed myself to do when i realize i am dreaming, i need new techniques real bad.

So far this has got to be the most that I have remembered about a dream! It was a really weird dream too. and VERY long


Baseball Tournament

It starts out in one of my high schools parking lots, the one near auto shop. there is randomly a giant baseball stadium, and it is huge! I then learn that there is a school baseball tournament against 3 other schools (and im guessing that this part of the dream is because I was reading harry potter and the goblet of fire right before I went to sleep, I was reading about the tri-wizard tournament lol) I then learn that I am apart of the team and that I must go and get my uniform, a girl explains to me that everyone gets their own outfit and it is different from everybody else's. she then tells me that she has to dress up like a fairy and hands my a paper that tells me where I must go to get my uniform. I read the paper and to my relief it was a normal baseball uniform with a puma on the front. so when I get out of the stadium the High School is now my elementary school and each class is now a shop, and I have to find which one has my uniform in it, eventually I find it but when I walk in it looks like a store you would see on rodeo drive and there are a bunch of snobby fake women in there. I ask one of them to get my uniform and she does, but then she wants me to pay for it. I start getting angry and yelling saying its for school but she just brings more of the workers there to argue with me. I had enough and I just start punching my way through them and make my way to the door with my uniform. outside my elementary school is now back to my high school and I am running by the H building towards K building and when I get near the corner of the building 3 of the women from the shop found me and one punched me in the mouth a few times and I drop to the floor holding my mouth which now feels like I have marbles in it so I start spitting but they are not marbles they are teeth, there had to be over 100 in there. I got up and started running towards the K building where the day care is supposed to be, but there is a bathroom instead. On the roof of the bathroom there are drunk guys. in the bathroom is very dark, there is only a small light coming from the other side where there is a second door, I come out of it and now I am wearing that baseball uniform with the puma on it. the door had led me to the front entrance of the stadium. the same girl from the beginning of my dream (the one wearing the fairy outfit) was there and I asked her what time do we start playing and she says 8:45, but we must be on the field by 5. So I went looking for those girls so I could kick their ass, I went back into the bathroom so I can come out from the other side but in there it was still a little dark however there was a small light on now. there were 3 girls in there pretending to sound like guys, at first I thought they were guys but when they came out of the stall I could see they were probably around 16 and trying to joke around. just then some teacher runs into the bathroom and says we are all in trouble because when the lights were being turned off people were being robbed. although I know I am innocent I take off running out the door and jump to where those drunk guys are sitting on the roof. now on the roof of the bathroom I see a small plane/glider looking thing and I get on and take off, I am going higher and into the stadium. In the middle of the stadium though there is a very tall building so I go higher and I land on the top floor by gliding through the window. inside they tell me they have been waiting and if im not on the field soon they will have to forfeit(sp?) so I climb with the glider onto the roof of this building where I am going to jump on to the field to go with my team. right before I jump I think to myself "hey this is a great way to enter the stadium, people will be talking" so I jump towards the field, but then I am now flying over a large bridge with lots of traffic, there is a big city below me and then I hear somebody telling me what exactly is below me and they explain that I am flying over Detroit and I recognize this voice as being Monoxide's from Twiztid. I continue flying over "Detroit" and this large bridge suddenly turns into a roller coaster and I am on it. it is just going up and down though (like when the ride is almost over) but the parts where you go down is under water and we make a turn and then we are suddenly off the ride and walking through waist deep water. that is all I remember, I cant recall what happened after that.

the only dream i had last night was me and my bf near a target store and we went inside and were buying video games. it wasnt weird, scary or interesting, however it did make me want to go shopping. but i spent all my money last weekend! hopefully tonight will be better tho i am trying real hard to LD i think i am very close it should happen any night now :)

i have somewhat completed my personal task of having a dream with Tom Felton in it. i had a dream with him in it the other night, i wont go into detail because it is to personal lol. the only thing wrong was that is was not an LD, just a regular one. thats why im considering my task only half complete! wish me luck

How about you try to make him smile for a change?:p And evil grins don't count!

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How about you try to make him smile for a change?:p And evil grins don't count!

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how about my new avatar?

Ok, so ill admit I've been neglecting my journal by not updating, but I have to say that my recall is better than ever! next step is LD. I am using the same technique that I used for my improved recall to help me to become lucid. my next personal task is to have dream with Alton Brown in it. no not anything sexual, although I do think he is really really good looking. well anyways that is my next objective and I better get started....see you soon! :bedtime: