Thread: Caradon's Dream Journal

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

You are not such a bad speller. I wouldn't worry about it.

(Knew you couldn't stay away......you've got to try the tasks this month!)

Yeah, there seems to be some kind of force, that keeps pulling me towards the computer. I will try to limit my time on it though. Thats the main reason I want the spell checker. It doesn't seem like my spelling is so bad, because I spend so much time looking up words I'm not sure if I'm spelling right. I am getting better though. I did just go back, and I got it downloaded, even though my computer warned me that I should not use it. It said it may not be safe to use. I decided that Dream Views, would not suggest I use something that is not safe for my computer. Hope I don't regret it! Oh cool, it works now. It tells me that towards is not in dictionary and I should use to wards. But that does not seem right to me? Oh well maybe it is.


I will try the tasks if I can. My first Lucid task of the month is to get Lucid!
But when I do, I guess I will be looking for you. I promise to be the gentleman Maybe we'll go flying or something. I don't have much practice summoning stuff. we'll see how it goes.

I am going to try and get back into my books. For some reason, reading fiction novels really helps me to become Lucid. I think it's because it gets me into a certain frame of mind thats good for Lucidity.

I stayed up to late last night. So I didn't sleep to much, I didn't want to sleep through my whole day off.

I Had a strange dream, that I got really pissed off at some dream character.
I grabbed the guy and threw him down the stairs. As soon as I did it, I regretted it. I actually threw him into the air, and he did a somersault and landed on his back at the bottom of the stairs. I was afraid that he would land on his head and be killed. He seemed to be alright, so I was glad about that. I'm not sure if it was the same dream, or another dream. But later I was in trouble with the law for attacking this guy. And I had to go to court for assault. For some reason, I knew what happened, happened in a dream. I was trying to explain, that I should not have to go to jail, for something that I did in a dream. But the authorities did not agree with my logic. They told me that assault is assault, No matter where it takes place. When I woke, up I was pretty happy to find out, that I was not really going to be going to jail.


OK, a few dreams back I had a dream about a horse with the name Rancher. I thought it was a pretty strange name for a horse. But I don't know much about horses. So it could be a normal name for all I know.

Anyway, Yesterday I went out and bought this really powerful chainsaw. For cutting fallen trees, out on my trails at the cabin. (I'm a little afraid of the thing I might add. With all the information, about the dangers of the thing kicking back and cutting me) The name of the chainsaw is, Husqvarna Rancher. I didn't buy it because of the name. I bought it because it was the most powerful and best quality chainsaw I could find. It's one of those strange connections between dreams, and something that happens in real life.
So I thought I would mention it in my dream journal.

Well I'll look for you too. I am trying not to be pessimitic, but that seems like a really hard basic task.

Do be careful with the chainsaw. Those things are the scariest things in the world, I think. I hope you have the protective gear. Be careful of your toes; cutting them off is a common injury.

Last night I had an elevator dream

Last night I had the first elevator dream, that I have had in years. But this time it did not fall, even though I did have problems with the elevator. I get into the elevator, and I push the buttons to make it start moving. But it's not working! For some reason , I keep opening the door and stepping out of it. then going back in, and trying to make it work again. Finally I get it to start moving, and it is lifting upwards. Now I am suddenly afraid it is going to fall.( I sure wish it would have, it would have been instant Lucidity) Now the elevator seems very small. I brace myself by putting my hands on the ceiling. I make it to the floor that I want, and the door opens. I try to step out, but the door closes on me before I get through. I get pinned between the door and the wall. This elevator only has one door that slides all the way across. Now I am worried that the elevator is going to start moving with me stuck there, and I am going to get torn in half. I am trying to push the door open when I wake up.

It would be so cool if I started getting falling elevator dreams again. It would be such an easy way for me to become Lucid.

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

Well I'll look for you too. I am trying not to be pessimitic, but that seems like a really hard basic task.

Do be careful with the chainsaw. Those things are the scariest things in the world, I think. I hope you have the protective gear. Be careful of your toes; cutting them off is a common injury.

Yeah I know, both Tasks seem pretty hard.

I will be as careful as I possibly can. I plan to get some of the gear before the next time I go out there. At least I wont be alone. I have been going up with family members this year, to help pay for the gas. But I plan to spend a week out there by myself in the fall. So I will try to get most of the work done before then. I can see how people could lose there toes pretty easy.
I'm mostly worried about getting a kick back. It's something I wouldn't be able to control if it happens. The saw I have, doe's have an emergency chain brake. that is supposed to stop the chain, in the event of an violent Kick back. But the manual says even with that, there are situations where it won't help. Well, I have read about all the proper cutting techniques to avoid having that happen. so it should be OK.

The first Lucid, after a couple of years of not practicing Lucid Dreaming.

2006 was a year of retraining myself to Lucid Dream. And this is the first one of the year.

Monday/February/13/2006

I was having a wild and crazy adventure dream, about being on some kind of prison world. I suddenly became Lucid for no particular reason. I took off running across this landscape, faster than any human being ever could. I leaped off of a hill and flew straight into the sky. Far below me, I could see rolling green hills, stretching away to a far distant tree line. Once the land was far far below me, I completely relaxed my body, and leaned backwards into an end over end spinning free fall.( My favorite Lucid activity.) The feeling of joy I am experiencing at this moment is beyond words.

Before hitting the ground, I fly back into the sky. I have this staff in my hand, I think it is supposed to be some kind of weapon. I begin doing a dance in the sky, like nothing I have ever done in a Lucid Dream before. I start spinning the staff around me, like some kind of Martial arts expert. And the whole time I am spinning and diving and doing backwards somersaults through the sky. I can feel the wind flowing over me and through me. I am in a state of pure Ecstasy. I drop the staff and I think I had lost it. But I am able to fly far faster, than it can fall. I catch it easily.

I notice on a hill, there is a line of tall telephone poles, with power lines stringing between them. I dive for the power lines, and I use the staff to catch onto them.
I have one hand on each end of the staff, and I am using it to slide down the power lines. When I get to each telephone pole, I swing out to the side and let go.
Then I catch back on, on the other side. When I get to the end, I swing off and spin through the air. Then I soar into the sky once again. I notice that there are some people on the ground watching me. After a few more minutes of acrobatics in the air, and swooping around I wake up. And I am just stunned, because of the awsome time I had just had.

PS. Today I went to go see the Transformers! This movie was the coolest, and most fun, action sci fi movie I have ever seen in my entire Life! I realized
the first fifteen minutes into the movie, That I had a new favorite movie. And it just kept getting better. I plan to see this one again, before it leaves the theater. I hope they make many more.

[quote=Caradon;454448]Yeah I know, both Tasks seem pretty hard.

I will be as careful as I possibly can. I plan to get some of the gear before the next time I go out there. At least I wont be alone. /quote]

Yea I don't think you should cut alone. Especially if you are not experienced. The horror stories I've heard...

OK, I'll stop sounding like your grandma now.

[quote=Moonbeam;454737]

Originally Posted by Caradon

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OK, I'll stop sounding like your grandma now.

LOL,I don't mind, I appreciate the concern.
I have a little practice with a smaller saw. But I would not really call it experience.

If I did ever use it alone. I would at least make sure I had the cell phone with me. There is a very small town about five miles away, And they do have a fire department. So that parts good at least.

LOL it looks Like I'm quoting myself, How did that happen

A past Lucid
Friday/march/31/2006

I had four other Lucid dreams before this one. But they were not really worth writing here. Well one of them I may go back to some other time.

There was a very large polar bear chasing me. At some point I became Lucid, I'm not sure exactly when. I flew into the air to get away from it. this was a pretty long Lucid dream. But the whole time, the bear was after me. I was actually kind of playing with it. Every time I would land, the bear would be there coming for me. I would wait until the last moment, then do a back flip into the air to get away from it. this went on for quite a while. Eventually the bear transformed into a small child. I then landed and was talking to some people. Somebody asked me how I could fly around like that. I told them it was simple,all you have to do is realize you are dreaming. Then I woke up.

Originally Posted by Caradon

LOL it looks Like I'm quoting myself, How did that happen

Yea that is weird lol!