Thread: Caradon's Dream Journal

This one took place somewhere around two and a half hours into sleep, and after hitting snooze a couple of times.

A Lucid Dream
Wednesday/April/29/2009
Lucid Dream # 16 of 2009
Lucidity trigger unknown


It starts out that I'm in a buffet restaurant with my family. I don't remember all the details of the beginning that well, But I wasn't finished eating and the rest of my family was getting up to leave. Somebody tried to take my plate of food and make me go with them. I got really pissed off and threw the plate across the restaurant. As most of my family walked out the front door, I turned back to the buffet line. I notice that my brother has come back to try and get me to leave. But now I'm so pissed off that I go kind of crazy. I can't remember everything I did here, but I know that I became increasingly obnoxious, and was making a huge scene. I didn't care at all what anyone thought. I believe that this somehow led to my Lucidity.

There is a gap here in my memory. I don't remember leaving the restaurant and going into a grocery store with my brother. But the next thing I remember is that we had just entered a grocery store. And I'm now Fully Lucid.

The first thing I notice is that there are hardly any people. This makes me think of a thread I read at DV. Even though I know it's not true the the person was saying that they didn't think the mind could create large crowds very well. After looking around a bit, I see that there are a few people cleaning up. And I see a guy with a mop bucket too. I guess the place is getting ready to close, that's why it's so empty.

The place looks similar to a Rainbow Foods near me. I'm standing in what would be the produce section in real life. But instead of vegetables there is a long, glass, case like counter. A lot like something you would see at a jewelry store. The glass counter runs the length of this side of the store. Locked inside are fancy white bread rolls, with a white powder on them. My brother has walked off a little ways, doing something, I don't know what.

I still have this crazy rage feeling lingering over from the previous part of the dream. On a whim, I leap up onto the glass case counter, and shout really loudly. "WTF does a person have to do to get some rolls around here!" I get down on my hands and knees and start punching the glass, trying to smash it. It doesn't break though. I begin crawling along the top of the counter, continuing to punch the glass.

I see a man standing by the counter holding a plate of food. (Must still have a bit of restaurant theme going in my head.) On his plate, is a cupcake with white frosting. still crawling, I'm right next to him now. "Give me a bite of that"! I demand. I shove my face onto his plate, taking a huge bite out of the cupcake, and leaving the rest of it smashed into crumbs. I can tell that I have frosting smeared all over my face, I can feel it.

I crawl along the counter some more. I now see this girl with long dark hair. She is wearing a dark leather like jacket, and blue jeans. She is standing up, but kind of bent over the counter leaning on it. She has her eyes closed like she is sleeping. I crawl up to her, lean in and kiss her on the lips. The frosting on my face gets on her lips too, and I can taste the sweetness as I kiss her. She opens her eyes, and I say. " Hey there sweet lips." I notice my brother standing right next to us now. I say to him." She has really sweet lips. You should kiss her and find out." I notice that the girl has started laughing. I guess she thinks my dumb joke is funny. Just then my alarm goes off.

Annoying, this dream really felt like it could have lasted a lot longer. I wasn't even worried about waking up from kissing the girl.

This one took place about three and a half hours into sleep.

A Lucid Dream
Thursday/April/30/2009
Lucid Dream # 17 of 2009
Watch dreamsign recognized
Reality check induced Luidity
Basic Lucid task completed

There was a lot of weird stuff that eventually led up to me being in this house with some family that I don't know in real life. I was helping them to cook a big meal. I didn't really know what to do to help, though. And I felt more like I was getting in the way than helping. At some point I randomly look at my watch, not really intending to RC. But when I look at it all the numbers are messed up. They are half formed and changing very chaotically. The teenage boy of the family is sitting near by. I say, "Hey look at my watch, that's so weird. It's like it could look in a dream." But I honestly thought it was just doing that because the battery was dying. But I decide to do another RC to make sure. I pinch my nose closed and I can breath through it easily.

"Hey, this is a dream." I say to the boy. The dream is so real that it seems kind of strange to believe it's a dream just because I can breath through a pinched nose. But I accept the truth of it anyway. The boy and I are near the top of a stairway. I leap off the top of the stairs, easily missing them all, and landing softly on the ground floor.

I walk down a hall and into the kitchen, where the mother is still preparing food. I tell her that we are dreaming an d she believes me. there is a little bit of stuff here that I don't remember very well. I was talking to the mom a little bit, and then we were getting ready to go outside and find something fun to do. Just before we go outside I say to her, " I have not decided what I'm going to do with you people yet." As I say that I realize it may sound kind of sinister. But I have no harmful intentions towards these people. I feel like they are friends, and I just meant that I wanted to involve them in whatever I do in this dream.

"Oh, I know. Lets do the DV Lucid task of the month!" I walk outside into the yard, and the mother follows me. I somehow know there is a garden out there without even consciously trying to summon one. I find the garden right away. The first thing I see is something that looks like yellow Dandelions. I pick one and hold it out to the mother. "A flower for you." She takes it. Confident that I completed the task, I'm still not quite satisfied, though. Technically a Dandelion is not a flower, it's a weed.

So, I look around some more, and I find what looks similar to Tulips, I think. ( I don't really know my flowers well.) Only they have long stalks. They stand about waist high. The pedals are bright yellow. "Perfect!"

Just then the womans daughter comes walking up a trail, and into the yard. We are on kind of a hill. The daughter is more my age, and I decide that I will give her the flower.
So I pick one of the tall tulip looking things. Hand it to the daughter and say, " A flower for you." She takes it, and at the same time ends up dropping some stuff she was carrying. It looks like she had a bunch of rolled up posters or something, I don't know.

"Cool, I just completed the Lucid task." I say to her. "Do you know what that means?" "Yeah, we are dreaming." She says. I start to help her pick up the things she dropped, and then remembered it's pointless to do that in a dream. And I say so.
The daughter tells me that she knows, that's why she didn't pick them up.

I then, notice a white garage, and leap up onto the roof. Intending to do some fun acrobatics off it. But once I get up there I'm struck by the view. We are up on a hill like I said before, but from my vantage point on the roof, I can really see the surrounding area. A little ways off in the distance is a large body of water. Like a very big lake. Along much of the shore is a thick green forest. There is a yacht on the lake. And there are a couple of white birds that look like seagulls flying across the surface of the water. It's a very beautiful scene, and I just stand there enjoying the sight for a few moments before I wake up.

This one took place about an hour and a half into my nap.

A Lucid Dream
Sunday/May/3/2009
Lucid Dream # 18 of 2009
Random reality check induced Lucidity

I'm in a garage working on my car.(Odd, I know nothing about car mechanics.) I have the garage door open, and I'm laying under the car doing stuff. I'm messing with the suspension. I guess I think that there is an adjustment to make my car look like it's jacked up. Like some kind of hot rod. I'm trying to do that. Plus I'm just enjoying the day. It's a perfectly beautiful day. (just like in real life.) And it feels pleasant just to be out here with the garage door open.

I get out from under the car, then randomly do a nose RC. Lucid instantly, but slightly confused because I don't remember falling asleep lol. I end up running through the garage door that goes into the house. Then out the front door of the house. I'm now in the front yard of the townhouses that I so often dream about. I notice that I'm carrying my watch in my hand.

(That's interesting. I've been doing a lot of carrying my watch around in my hand in real life, in order to be more consciously aware of it. In an attempt to help me dream of it more often.)

I try to put the watch back on my wrist but I have trouble with connecting the band properly. I think about dropping it but I don't want to. My watch is important to me. I try to hurry up and get it on right. But it's taking too long so I end up just shoving it into my pocket.

I then run across the yard leap up onto the roof of a parked car on the side of the road. Jump off the car, and fly up and over the house across the street. I rise higher and higher. I see a car driving down the road. I attempt to grab the car with telekinesis. But I can't quite get locked onto it. My attempt does cause some odd visual distortion though. The car does seem to get a little closer to me, but it's more like I pulled that entire part of the scene closer to me, rather than just the car. I don't really like it so I give that up.

I fly back over in the direction of the town houses. I'm way higher than the roof. I look down at the balconies, (That are not there in real life.) and can see a little bit of movement through some of the sliding doors. I'm curious about the people inside, and think for a moment about landing on one of the balconies, and messing with the DC's inside.

As I begin to descend to the building, though. I gust of wind kicks up, pulling me higher into the sky. I don't fight it, because I enjoy it. I get pulled so high that the building starts to look pretty small down below. Then I slowly descend again. I fly over the roof of the townhouse, so that I'm over the back yard now.

I see some really tall trees. They stand a lot taller than the roof of the town house.
One in particular catches my attention. It looks like a birch tree. It has a few branching trunks shooting straight upwards, but not any leafy branches. Almost as if it was dead.

I decide to land on the very topmost part of the tree. As I fly up to it, I take note of it's amazing detail. I can see dark knots, and places where the birch bark is peeling, torn, or gouged. As I land on it, even feels like real wood to the touch. I balance on the very top. It's like I'm on a tall pole.

I look down to the ground, and I see a group of girls about to enter a door on the town house. I decide to mess with these DC's. I stick one foot out, and wobble all around while windmilling my arms at the same time. I then start shouting. " Help! I'm going to fall!" I keep shouting and acting like I'm all off balance. But I don't get much reaction. A couple of them look my way, but that's about it. So I let myself tip over, and I fall head first to the ground. I land on my hands and handspring to my feet. Then follow the girls into the building.

It's like an apartment building inside, and I follow them up a staircase. I check out some of their bodies as they walk ahead of me. And I debate with myself about trying anything sexual with them. I decide I want to try a dream control experiment. I'm going to see if I can get any of them to take there cloths off, just from my intention to have them do so. Without using TK or any other means to control them. I follow them into their apartment. As we enter one of the girls pulls off her shirt. She has no bra so shes completely topless now. I think, cool it's working. But then she just goes and sits down in a chair. All the others are just doing various things around the apartment.

I feel like being obnoxious. So I say. " Why don't we all get naked and !"

I look from DC to DC. then I wake.

This one took place about four and a half hours into sleep. And after one ten minute WBTB.

A Lucid Dream
Monday/May/11/2009
Lucid Dream # 19 of 2009
Random reality check induced Lucidity

I can't remember what was going on before I became Lucid. But I know that there was some other people involved. But then I'm alone walking along some wilderness trail when I randomly reach up and pinch my nose to RC. I can breath, but it's like through boogers again. I try to pinch my nose harder, but I can still breath. I bit confused, I'm like could it really be a dream? I look at my watch and I have a hard time seeing any numbers. Ah, this has happened in dreams before. I now suspect that I probably am dreaming. I try harder to see the numbers so that I can look away and look back again, to see if they change. But then I only see one small number in the upper left corner of the watch face. The rest is blank. I'm pretty sure the number was 12.

No need to look away and look back. I have to be dreaming! There is a small body of water to my left. It's kind of muddy looking. The edge of the shore is raised a few feet higher than the water. Not even actually 100% sure I'm dreaming yet. I take a running leap off the shore, and out over the water. (I had just decided to believe what my watch was telling me.) For a moment I'm a little worried it will turn out to not be a dream. And I will fall in and feel pretty stupid. But I easily catch myself in the air with my mind before I can fall, and begin flying across the surface of the water. Ahh, that moment felt so good.

I land back on the trail I was just on, and begin a fast walk down it. My vision is a little foggy. For a moment I think maybe my glasses are fogged up. But then my vision clears up, and I can see low laying fog through the forest. I realize that my thoughts had just summoned the forest fog. And that reminds me that I want to practice conscious summoning. I want to summon a dragon. The first type of dragon that I think of, is one of the blue dragons of Kryn. So I visualize the dragon, and imagine that it will come flying over the tree line any moment. I look around, yet I still see no dragon.

I leap and climb to the top of some rocks ahead of me. And down the other side is a steep cliff leading down to a beautiful valley. With a gentle stream at the bottom. A little ways below me is a cement wall. It's about the size of a roadside billboard. I leap off the rock I'm standing on, and land on the cement wall. I look up to the tree line again, hoping to see my dragon come flying over the trees. I know if I just think of it the right way, the dragon will appear. I stand there on the wall for a few moments trying to figure out the right way to think of the dragon.

I then look down the face of the cliff, and dive off head first. I fall, and fall, until I near the stream at the bottom. Then swoop parallel to the water and fly along the valley bottom. There is fairly short a tunnel in the side of a cliff ahead. I fly in and through it.
I come out the other side, and there are some people with a group of kids. It's my boss from work, and also V, A lady I work with.

I land and tell them it's a dream. I know I shouldn't waste my time, but I think it would be really cool to get my boss Lucid in one of my dreams. I explain the whole watch thing to him, and tell him to look at his watch. He says, "Mine just says the time." Then V says, " My watch is seven minutes fast." Then they start to walk away. I can tell that they don't believe me. As I watch them start walking away, I wake up.

The back problems I was having caused me to lose focus a little. And recall is starting to slip as a result. But it does seem to be getting better.(My back that is.) My subconscious helps to create the right dreams for me to get Lucid in. But it seems to like creating waking events that distract me from focusing on my dreams. Because every time I start to get things going good, something always comes up. It's always been that way.

Sledding
I have a very vague memory of being at some sledding hill. I remember skiing on my feet down some really steep slope. And I remember they that it felt.

Washing dishes
I have a sink full of dishes and I'm trying to wash them. But there is always more in the sink.

Getting married
I'm engaged to be married. I remember just sitting there thinking about how strange it is that I'm getting married. The concept of it seemed pretty foreign. ( And it really is. I think I was close to doing an RC.)


No recall in my nap. I don't think I even slept much. Just kind of dozed in and out a little bit.

I slept two and a half hours last night. The last half hour was hitting snooze. I got Lucid during the third snooze time. probably one of the weirdest lucids I can remember having too. But I lost Lucidity during the last part.


A Lucid Dream
Friday/May/15/2009
Lucid Dream # 20 of 2009
Lucidity trigger unknown

I'm already Lucid in my first memory of this dream. I had just entered a bedroom with two women. And I want to convince them that it's a dream. I look around the room and the lighting is weird. Like the light bulbs are colored. I think about a thread at DV about lighting in dreams. And as I think about it the odd colors of the lighting become more pronounced. I mention the dram lighting to the women in the room with me.

There is a girl sitting on the bed. I can see her hands, and her fingers look weird. they are short and stubby. And they keep changing in number. I tell her to look at her hands, because they are an obvious dreamsign. She holds up her hands in front of her face. Now her fingers look like big stars. like the shape of star shaped cookies. But they are thick. At some point around here the other DC in the room is just gone.

The girl looks at her star shaped finger hands and giggles. Then she turns her hand palm facing me. Her hand seems really thin and stretchy now. I put the palm of my hand up against hers Then she transforms into this kind of liquid blob like mass and slithers off the side of the bed, and squeezes underneath it. The bed is too low to the ground for a normal body to fit under.

I think, that she is trying to run away from me and I say, "Hey, I can do that too." I don't know how I did it, But I just know I can do the same thing she just did. Without even thinking about it a transform into a liquid blob mass and slide under the bed after her.

I end up following her out from under the bed and into the hall. We meet up with some other people of her family that are also blob type masses. we are all different colors and really stretchy. I begin to lose Lucidity as we get into this family stretchy blob wrestling match. We are all twisting and stretching around each other until we eventually become one big multicolored blob mass. And my alarm goes off. And I wake up thinking wtf was that. Lol.

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Well I have not hardly slept all week. But I slept all the way through last night. got ten hours in. Recall wasn't that great though. But I remembered couple of interesting dreams.

Yesterdays WILD attempt

I enter a scene Lucid. I'm at a grocery store pharmacy. I see a man standing at a desk. And then a heavy set woman with long black hair, and wearing a black dress, comes walking around a corner towards me.

I slide out of it, but then reenter the grocery store. I'm now looking at vegetables in the produce area. They are kind of weird, and I take note of that before sliding out of it again. Satisfied that I at least WILDed a little bit, I roll over and gave up. Because I see that I only have a half hour before I have to get up. Didn't get anything when I came home. Probably just passed out. Maybe in todays nap.

Not much for WILDing into my nap.

I get a random voice say, " Sorry about that." Then I I get a brief HI image of a roll of toilet paper. Then I get quick glimpse of some woman with brown hair walking towards me. That's all I remember before falling asleep. But I got woken up right away and was unable to get relaxed again.

Tornado
More helpful DC's

I decided to post this one here because it's kind of significant to me.

The first thing I remember is being outside on a road. I may have been driving at first, I'm not sure. The sky is full of dark clouds, and I see a tornado form and touch down not too far off. I watch as it begins to sweep back and forth, obliterating everything in it's path. Somebody near by me tells me that the tornado is not real, and walks off unconcerned.

Not quite catching on to what the DC meant, I look back at the tornado with the idea that it may not be real. As I do so, the thing starts to take on a fake computer generated look. And I think, the DC may be right. But then it goes back to looking very real. The tornado has a wide base, then begins to narrow out as it reaches to the sky. It continues it's sweeping destructive path. But it is now moving quickly in my direction. I become very frightened. It's almost on top of me and I have nowhere to run. Seeing a telephone pole, I lay down on my stomach and wrap my arms around it the pole. Holding on for dear life. As I do this, I thing of all the tornado destruction videos I've seen, and I know that this will likely not help me at all. But there really isn't anything else I can do.

As I believe the tornado is sweeping over me, I have my head down, but I can tell that there is a lot of chaos all around me. Things being torn apart and what not. Then suddenly it's over. There is another DC near by me. He points to a group of trees and says, " Look at those trees, isn't that strange?" I look to where he is pointing. all the trees are glowing with an inner orange light. It almost looks as if they are glowing with some kind of radiation to me.

I say to the DC. " Maybe the trees look like that because we are dreaming." I then reach up and pinch my nose. I can't breath through it very well, but it does not feel quite right to me. Then for a second I'm 90% sure this is a dream, and I'm about to try another RC. But then I'm distracted by something else that takes my attention. I can't even remember what it was, or anything else after this point. But I know there was a little bit more to the dream.

I had a DC in another recent dream, try to get me to suffocate myself by pinching my nose closed and holding my mouth shut. I think, maybe he was trying to help me become Lucid too. But I got scared and went psycho on the guy instead.

Todays wake initiated Lucidity
I enter a work scene Lucid. The scene kind of just fades in, and I stand there looking around. I remember to try and hold myself in the scene by trying to stay aware of as many different details as possible. (I've had some success with doing that.) It works for a little while. Several times I'm able to pull myself back in to it as it starts to slip away. But I still lose it in t he end.

Recognizing mountains
Last night I was in a dream driving my car. I come over the top of a hill. I have a great view of the area. I can see mountains in the distance. Some of them are snow capped peaks. Right away I realize that I should not be seeing mountains where I live,
and I think that this could be a dream. I remember reaching up and pinching my nose. But I didn't get Lucid. I don't really remember how it felt when I did it, so I'm not sure if it completely failed or not.

In my nap today I dreamed of of being at a public pool with a high dive. I was all excited to dive off it, but I never did end up getting to it.

Wrecked
I'm in a crowed of people, at a concert or something. I want to leave for some reason. Somebody is blocking my way and won't move. I get pissed and shove them really hard, practically knocking them over. Outside there is a car waiting for me. It' my mom, I get in. We are driving down a road, it's snowing, and it's night. It's hard to see, my mom is driving too fast. I tell her to be careful, she's not listening. We hit something, car flips over, back end over front. For a moment I'm in the car upside down. Then I'm outside the car, must have gotten thrown. I watch as the car rolls several more times, then stops right side up. I run to the car, checking to see if my mom is ok. She is holding her neck as if it hurts, but otherwise looks fine. I get in and she asks me if I'm alright. I tell her I am, but the back of my left leg hurts some. (It really did in the dream.) I start telling her that I don't understand how I could have been in the car one moment, and then suddenly outside the car. wake up.

Shark!
I'm in a large pool swimming. I come across a little red and white boat submerged in the water. I think It will be fun to play with it if I can get it to the surface, and floating right. I mess with the boat for some time, when I see a long dark shape pass below. Crap, it's a shark. I manage to climb up onto a nearby dock type thing that is extending from a house. The pool is no longer a pool, but the ocean. I see an animal swimming in the water. I yell at it to get out of the water. Why I expect an animal to listen to me I don't know. It doesn't anyway, tt keeps swimming. I'm expecting the huge jaws of a giant shark to swallow the animal at any moment. But it never does. I look down into the water, but I don't see anymore dark shapes.

Things change, the ocean waves begin to rise higher and higher. I think it's the end of the world and I'm about to be washed away buy the ocean. I go into the house behind me. I find my cell phone. I want to call someone and tell them goodbye, I'm about to die. Outside I see a tidal wave rising over head. Then suddenly the ocean is calm again, but the house is half underwater. I wonder why the water is not getting in the house. Wake up.

Wrecked again
I'm in the middle of a race, driving a race car on a track. I'm in the lead I guess, there is no one in front of me. Until suddenly there is a group of racing cars of cars coming right at me, head on. I try to swerve to the side but it's too late. My perspective shifts outside the car, and I watch as two groups of racing cars collide. I end up sitting on a high wall just above the crash. Cars a rolling, flipping, piling up. A mountain of twisted metal. I have to duck and dodge as flying car parts threaten to crush me. Eventually all is calm, the crash is over. Emergency vehicles are rushing to the scene. I find a stairway leading down off the wall. Wake up.

Woke up with some nap recall, then fell back to sleep before I could take notes and forgot what it was. I had some other crazy nap dreams I just could not bring back.
I remember aliens, metal catwalks, guns, and water. And some other weird stuff about being in a video game or something.

Alien orbs fragment
There are these aliens that are glowing blue spheres of light. I'm collecting them, they don't seem to be able to move on their own. They need to be put into this chamber to survive. The chamber is like a giant oven, and the aliens need the intense heat. I ask one of them if they are sure they want to be put inside there. I don't remember if the light spoke exactly but somehow it communicated to me that it did want to be put inside heat room. I start carrying them in one by one. there are shelves along the walls and line up the balls of light along the shelves. The door nearly closes trapping me inside to be cooked. I manage to get out and wake.

Random reality check fragment.
I'm at work and try to do a random nose-pinch RC. When I pinch my nose it starts bleeding. Blood starts pouring out of my nose like a faucet, getting everywhere.

Meeting Oneironaut fragment
I'm at the Dream Views meet up and I see Oneironaut. I recognize him from the videos I recently watched of him playing the guitar. O is doing something and distracted. I don't remember what it was exactly. I walk up to him and it takes me a minute to get his attention. "Hey, Oneironaut" I say, " It's me, Caradon." "Wassup man he says" That's all I remember. That one actually came back to me when I was at work today.

Trip to the moon fragment
I'm preparing to go on a week long vacation to the moon. I'm going to go on the space shuttle. I'm both excited, and a little bit afraid. I think about how cool it's going to be to call people and tell them I'm on the moon.

Grocery store fragment
I'm at the grocery store trying to pick out some vegetables for a salad. All the vegetables are either half rotten, or are riddled with worm holes.

Shopping center fragment
I'm at a store looking at HD TV's. The TV's are displaying beautiful HD nature images. There are these to salesmen. Even though they are not speaking, I somehow know that they are talking about me through use of telepathy. This makes me uncomfortable and I walk away.

Skiing fragment
Walking to the top of a snowy hill, I plan to ski down once getting to the top.

I'm having some of the worst recall right now than I've had in a long time. Last night was worse than the night before.

Talking to someone one about going off jumps on my dirt bike. then riding a four wheeler on some trail. Then eating a sandwich at a picnic table. A school bus full of loud kids pulling up. Then trying to use a disgusting outhouse before waking up.

Another dream that I can remember even less of.

Almost some nap recall. Some possible Lucidity, or at least thinking about Lucid Dreaming in my dream.

A lot of recall last night. Don't have much time, I just want to get a little bit down quickly.

Lucid Moment

I become Lucid spontaneously. At the time I believe that I had just WILDed into the scene, but now I'm not so sure. I just stand there looking around waiting to wake up, like I always do from WILDs. I must have woken up because that's all I remember about it.

Weird reality check moment

I'm at some kind of a meeting. There is a woman at the front of the room speaking. The woman suddenly says something weird, like. " A welcome to our newest dreamer." Then I think, I wonder if I'm the dreamer she is referring to. I should do reality check and see. As I reach up to pinch my nose closed I think that it will be really strange if this turns out to be a dream. I pinch my nose and I can breath. what? I really am dreaming? But then I lose the dream, waking up in the middle of the RC.

The Party

I'm at a party. Somebody I know in real life has gotten really sick form smoking something she shouldn't have. I check up on her to see if she is ok. Some random person says to me "Nice outfit." I look down at myself and I'm wearing my winter jacket. There is mustard smeared all over the front of my jacket. Then I notice it's all over the front of my pants too. I look at my shoes and somebody had squirted ketchup and mustard all over my shoe laces. Then somebody points at my jacket pockets. I look and all of my pockets are stuffed and over flowing with candy bars and jars of stuff. I'm like WTF is going on.

Biking

There was some fun bike riding stuff down steep paved trails. A sharp turn at the bottom of one, especially hard to navigate because of the sand cover the pavement. I slide all around but I make it. Dream eventually becomes a roller blade race through a building. Down stairs and everything.
Somehow events of this dream lead to me being with a group armed and masked robbers that have taken over a shopping center. I'm one of them, but not one of them at the same time. It's more like I'm pretending to go along with them and trying to make sure nobody ends up getting killed.

Stupid DC

I watch a guy working on this car. It takes him forever to get the thing running. Once he finally gets the thing going, he starts driving down this nearly pitch black road, because it's night. I'm wondering why the heck he isn't turning his lights on. Since the lights are not on he can't see where he is going. He drives off the road and crashes into a tree, totaling the car.
I'm think what the hell is wrong with that idiot. After putting all that work into getting the car going, he just drives it off the road into a tree!

Country home

A fascinating dream about living in the wilderness in a little house with my Dad. Only my dream Dad isn't somebody I ever knew in real life. There was some adventure to it, no time to record it.

Texas killers

Watching a story about two guysgoing on a killing spree across Texas. Influenced by a movie I have to watch, that I have not watched yet. I've only seen the Trailer.

There was another dream about trying to fall asleep. I look at my watch to check how much time I have before I have to get up for work. Nothing really abnormal about my watch to alert me that I'm dreaming.

Four wheeling family
I'm out walking on some woodsy trail. I hear the sound of four wheelers. I move off the trail to get out of their way. I don't see them, so I keep walking. I finally come across what is like a big family get together in the woods. Some of them are racing around on four wheelers, others are just hanging out doing what ever it is people do at these things. Having a picnic I guess. I feel like they will not want me intruding on their party. But when a bunch of them all group together for a picture, they motion for me to be in the picture with them.

Lottery
I have the cursed lottery numbers from the show Lost. Some super natural presence has randomly picked them for me. I know I'm going to win now, and along with the money acquire the cures. I'll take the money and the cures with it, I don't care.

Journals
I'm reading some online journal. The dream is about someone battling some giant monster.

Nap
Can't hardly remember anything from my nap. I woke up once feeling like I had just been Lucid, but couldn't recall what happened.

There is some vague memory of sword fighting someone. And I know there was some stuff about working too.

Defensive telekinesis
Sunday/March/21/2010

I've been appointed by some unknown organization, to escort some man and his son. The boy is special, he has some kind of super ability. Another organization, possibly a branch of the government wants to capture him. It's my job to make sure they don't get him. I'm supposed to be bringing him to a safe place.

We stop at a grocery store type place for supplies. There are many people around. The boy does something to make me want to show off my own ability. I don't remember exactly what it was he did but I start showing off, using telekinesis to lift things off shelves and levitate them around.

In the middle of my little TK demonstration I realize that a trap has been set up for us here. Agents in suits begin converging on us from every direction. I reach out with my mind, locking onto one of the nearest agents with TK and slam him into a wall several times, then release him. He stumbles around a little then falls over, unconscious or dead, I don't know which.

Then I encircle the man, the boy, and myself within a TK force field. Instead of locking onto one particular thing and TKing it, like I normally do. I create a force of power that violently repels anything that comes near us. It works very well and we walk right through our assailants. One of the agents tries shooting me, but even bullets are easily repelled.

We walk out of the building and get into our car. I start it up and wake. I think I was a little bit Lucid during some of that.


More super powers
Sunday/March/21/2010

A bunch of weird stuff leading up to me being in a house. A bunch of people attacking the house trying to capture me. They are afraid of my abilities and want to lock me away somewhere. I'm too powerful to be captured. I exit the house at a run and all the nearest people coming at me are instantly slaughtered, just torn to pieces by an invisible force created by my mind. I'm a little shocked by the strength of it. My power seems to be growing with every use. I hardly need to even consciously direct it. My subconscious seems to have taken over, automatically reacting to my conscious need.


I run trying to get away as mobs of people are coming from everywhere trying to capture me. lots of blood and gore as everyone around me is torn to shreds.
I break through the mobs. I inadvertently run over this glowing symbol on the ground. Like a video game, the symbol takes away my powers. I'm now helpless.

I find a place to hide underneath some kind of dock on the edge of a body of water. There is a cement platform under the dock and I lay there. My dog is there now too, not sure how she got there. After a moment my dog transforms to a human girl child and is my daughter.


We are found, there is nothing I can do. Some people pull my daughter away from me, and I just start crying, knowing I'll never see her again.

Reset Dream
Sunday/March/21/2010

Again I'm in a house and being attacked by people that want to kill me. there are some friends with me. We know the killers are coming and try to prepare for them.
It doesn't help, they come in with guns and shoot us all, dead. Annoyed about being killed I rewind the dream, wanting a do over. The dream literally rewinds like a video. When it stops, my friends and I wake up in a room in the house. We have memory from what had gone before. My friends look kind of hung over like, wear and tear from being killed I guess. I wake up before I can redo the scene though.

Also had a dream where I went back in time and and saw my Dad before he died.

Last night some Lucidity I'm not counting, though I probably should. It was kind of weird so I'm not. I was Lucid in my nap today but I couldn't recall it. After some work at trying to bring it back I can remember stopping and doing a reality check. I'm pretty sure I was already Lucid when I did the RC. That's all I could recall though.

No title
An odd dream where I'm telling somebody a story about when me and my brother stole a gorilla from a zoo. It was weird because it was like I was experiencing the event at the same that I was describing it.

Lucid Dreaming bong party
An old friend and I are sitting around smoking a bong and talking about Lucid Dreaming. Then we start walking around the house examining things and questioning reality, trying to induce a Lucid Dream.

End of the world
A really long dream about the end of the world. Not really much to describe. Mostly just a lot of scavenging for food and supplies. I was worried about trying to survive through the up coming winter and was trying to collect enough food. This was one of those powerful dreams that you keep returning to after waking up.

Naked
I'm outside on a back street. I'm sitting in a chair on the side of the road and I'm naked. I suddenly wonder what the heck I was thinking coming out here naked. I have to get back to the house. I get up and start walking. I'm not really concerned about being naked, I'm just afraid that I will get into trouble for it. There are plenty of people around too. I find one of those cardboard campaign signs in someones yard. I try using it to cover myself as I walk along, trying to be all cool and casual like. I have to alternate what side of myself I hold the sign on as I walk down the street, because of people being on different sides of the road. I keep hoping that with the sign there people will just think I'm wearing shorts and no shirt.

It's a long walk. As far as I can tell people are not really paying any attention to me.
At one point a school bus full of kids comes down the road and I think I'm busted for sure. I can see that the bus driver is on the radio. It's a woman and I think that she is calling for the cops.

I continue on and eventually I come to a dead end. Crap, what happened to my road. Now I'm not even sure where I am. I'm trying to figure out which way to go when I wake up.

TK Tornadoes
Friday/April/30/2010

I'm in a house, can't remembernow what was going on before this point. There was a storm going on outside. There are some people in the room with me. We are looking out a large window.
We spot a tornado, then another and another. I'm not really afraid even though I'm not considering myself Lucid, the situation feels familiar. I'm getting used to these tornado dreams. I'm also a little aware that I created these tornadoes. One tornado is getting real close, sweeping back and forth just across the street. It seems as if it is about to come at the house. I then remember that I know telekinesis. I reach out with my mind locking onto the tornado. The tornado freezes. It is no longer moving, or spinning. The tornado then shrinks to the size of a couple of feet tall. I use TK to pull the frozen tornado towards the house. I pull it into the window, the glass breaks as I pull the tornado through it. I move the miniature tornado around the room for a few moments before waking up.

-Playing hockey on roller blades. The puck is actually a small red ball.

-I'm at Dairy Queen getting a coffee ice cream drink. They are selling scratch off games too. I decide to play one and I win something. But it is unclear as to how much the ticket is worth. I doubt it's anything substantial.

-I'm at a mall and stop at some weird fancy restaurant that is by reservation only. I guess I had reservations because I get in. I sit with some people I know and talk with them a little.

-I'm in my Colorado apartment trying to sleep on the floor in front of the big window. I look out the window and see some big truck pull into the parking lot. There is writing on the side that says something weird. I don't really remember what it said, or even seeing it. I just remember thinking about it.

-Something about reading a post in Marks journal.

Some dream
At the house with an old friend. Friend tells me a story about a drunk guy and a bike. Don't remember much about that. Something about the drunk guy giving him a ride on the back of the bike. I want to go outside for some reason, to get something. The something I want to get is across the street, I don't remember what it is. I'm thinking more about the storm. There is a lot of lightning and I'm worried about being struck. I notice some really wispy clouds hanging very low. Fascinated by the clouds I step outside. The cloud forms a funnel and touches down to the ground. It looks kind of like a very narrow tornado, but it's not really a tornado. Just some spinning cloud. I walk right through it, then pass my arm back and forth through it. Then the funnel starts moving away and I watch it go. I wonder if it will end up forming into full fledged tornado.

Events change. Not show how. Back in the house there are many people. It's some kind of gang and I'm joining the gang. I have to be initiated in. The initiation ritual is that I have to be brutally whipped. My bare back is being whipped, the skin id being torn from my back. I stead of freaking out, I decide to freak them out. I start laughing maniacally and pretend to be really enjoying the beating." More, more!" I cry. In truth it doesn't hurt at all, and I'm having fun playing the part of the psycho.

Somehow this scene alters. It's no longer a gang scene. Now I'm in ancient Rome, and I'm a slave.(Spartacus influence here.) There is a female slave I'm having a relationship with. I have strong feelings for this girl. I end up having to watch as the man who owns us abuses her. I nearly attack him, but then hold back, understanding the dire and futile situation. Fuming inside, I decide to bide my time and plot a brutal revenge.

Green stuff
There is a truck with an open flat trailer. The driver is on the back of the trailer as the truck goes down the road. He is trying to keep the precious cargo from falling off the truck. The man seems very desperate and begins pleading for help. The contents of the cargo are in sacks and beginning to tip dangerously. Apparently the sacks contain two kinds of material. I hear the driving saying that he should have never been carrying the two things together.

It's too late. A couple of the sacks fall from the truck. The sacks break open and the contents mix together. There is some kind of chemical reaction and this green blob thing begins to grow and grow.

I'm now in a weird spot. It's like inside a house, on a landing of a stairwell, between floors. The green blob stuff is growing fast and filling the stairwell, both form above, and below. I back into a corner as I fear the stuff will fill every space, and I will be suffocated by it. But just before I get buried beneath the stuff, it stops expanding.

Relieved, I find a way to climb up the wall and out of the predicament. Then there is some stuff about telling someone about what had just happened.

Fragment
Some barely recalled stuff about walking outside, possibly to a restaurant. There is some group of people.

Earlier
A bunch of intense action stuff that slipped away as soon as I woke up. It was right there but couldn't quite bring it back.

Lack of naps for a few days making it that much more difficult to remember anything. Got a pretty short nap in today before being awoken by some extremely inconsiderate people. Maybe I'll get more recall tonight. Not planning to sleep in though. It's so nice out, I'm going out to the park for a long walk with the rising sun.